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As a being of consciousness or whatever term you call it, why do we have a desire to be loved? or atleast most of us. Why do we have this need to find spiritual salvation through love?

I once read a  book called ecstasy through tantra and what really stuck to me is that it viewed the relationship between you and your partner should be treated like a relationship with god. The book constantly brings up spiritual salvation with god through love with your partner but in the end I ask why?
Why this need to feel secure emotionally or spiritually?
Can't a living being function normally and figure out everything without it, or is it really the true most pure reason that all of this is happening anyway, this consciousness. Does it love itself that much it needs to create this sorta dual relationship in the universe to feel whole, explore and observe everything?
Or is it just asking the same question and observing the results to see if consciousness in the end really needs love.

its 12-6-13 6:19 am here in illinois as i begin to write this, i woke up at 4:30ish pm yesterday and that was from a 2 hr nap, before that i woke up at 12noon on 12-4-13 and to make matters wose i havent been eating right for the past week

I love sleep it feels so relaxing but i do not like to do nothing, to me sleep costs alot all the things there is to learn and know the things to see (i blame the internet alot alot alot)
im very sure that i have not astral projected because
1. i would regularly smoke marijuana but now i quit due to upcoming future events
2. because of how i sleep very irregular hours.

when i had a job i still didnt sleep right waking up and going to work for 10-12hrs on 3-4 hrs of sleep just becuase i love to stay awake and explore, socialize, and eat lol or play games
i really dont know what to else to say and i dont even know if this spot is the right place for this topic

but it would be cool to see if other people had the same issues or any advice on how sleep effects the brain and astral projection

DO NOT CALL ME INSOMNIAC I AM NOT AN INSOMNIAC REAL INSOMNIACS HAVE WAYS WORSE PROBLEMS THAN THIS

im just concerned because everytime i dont sleep the whole night i feel pains in my body even sick, i even feel a specific pain in my groin when i do this and my chest
also my head starts to feel like waves of just i cant really describe it but it feels like a rush of electricty to keep it awake.
by the way i havent been online in a long time and u all r still as cool as when i left lol rockstarz  but please criticise

Astral Projection techniques are in comparison like taking a shower
Everyone does it and everyone has their OWN way of getting the job done. (some more effecient than others)~smells~

But speaking of showers some people Sing while they bathe to pass the time in this i go back to the Mantra. Very effective methods for relaxtion and concetration of the mind involve Mantras, and mantras differ uniquely from person to person so with that i ask you What is your favorite thing to say? Maybe its not some actual word or more of a thought? an image?

i usually like to keep a hum or hold a note in my head or some sounds i love, i try to keep them consistent. other times i like to say a simple prayer and repeat it or change it up a little

this topic should help out beginners in finding their own favorite thing to focus on while trying to project. Share and take in 

The Chicago Police Department Marine Unit recovered the body of a male about 9 a.m. in Belmont Harbor, according to police News Affairs Officer Michael Sullivan.

A spokesman for the Cook County Medical Examiner's office said the office has been notified, but had no information as far as the ID of the person as of about 9:45 a.m.

© Copyright 2013 Sun-Times Media, LLC

this has been going on for the past year consistently and now i know for a fact this is no coincidence there is a serial killer on the hunt for men ranging from their 20s to 40s in chicago and he/she murders them and then dumps their bodies in lake michigan, it is sadd u here about a family concerned for their loved one and they report them missing on the news then a couple days later they find the body in the lake =(

i wish there were a way to use non-physical exploration for pin pointing murders and cruel criminals

He is a legal US citizen

http://openchannel.nbcnews.com/_news/2013/04/20/17832252-whats-next-the-interrogation-of-the-boston-bombing-suspect?lite
http://www.wlsam.com/common/more.php?m=58&ts=1366444201&article=55772009A95611E286DEFEFDADE6840A&mode=2

and this article at the ends says something interesting the last several lines

http://www.cnn.com/2013/04/19/us/boston-overnight/index.html?hpt=us_t3

and this article in the last several llnes

http://www.cnn.com/2013/04/20/us/boston-attack/index.html?hpt=us_c1

hmmm they must really not want him to pull anything harsh
but this one is important we have the first modern terrorist case with evidence against him via twitter, youtube, and even blogs like these

dude, so i had this dream 2 nights ago in which i became lucid but not fully, now i dont usually focus at all when im dreaming or sleeping but inevitably it happens and well in this dream i realized i was doing so BUT, as soon as i realized i was dreaming i sorta forgot or went along with the fact i was dreaming and let "IT" control what happened.

i dont know im guessing i wasnt fully aware but i knew i was dreaming, ok my bad the dream went like this..

at the beginning I was on my way to go get my FOID and i remembered being really excited but i hadnt realized i was dreaming yet..
i was hanging around with my sister because she and i were speaking when i brought up how i had gone a got my FOID card and how i bought 2 pistols, i showed her and im guessing she took them because she said she needed them or how she wanted to show someone no harm at all, and im guessing in the exchange of the guns i had realized i was dreaming because there was literally no way i could get 2 pistols that fast legally where i live in the physical world lol so there was this whole 2 day gap missing. in the same moment i realized i was dreaming and became lucid for some reason i let myself go into the "storymode/dream mode", im sure i getting less aware of my surroundings .
After having my moment my dream proceeded, i was walking down a straight long narrow path way coming down away from lighthouse that was seated on a cliff over looking the sea to my left. I wasn't looking back but i knew where i had just came from (Ive never seen the place at all) and i was making my way away from it, i was also well aware of the man who was at the top of the pathway in front of the lighthouse, He had a gun.
Needless to say i was embracing myself for a shot the whole time i was walking away i could feel a tention, when i got down to the end of the pathway to make a right to a bridge BANG! i felt a good pinch and a warm very warm and wet sensation on my neck, the pain still hadnt settled in yet and i knew what was going on so i panicked and rushed for my sister
LOL when i got to my sister and retrieved my guns i knew i was dreaming again but just like before i ignored it but more immediately than before, i snapped back to lucid mode for less than a second when i realized there was no way i could have made it to my sis with a bullet wound in my neck with atleast not passing out cuz she was far

what would make it easier to hold that lucid?? or keep that state of mind busy in order to not wander off and then switch back to dream mode

[MILITANTS]

http://www.c-span.org/events/sec-of-state-clinton-testifies-to-senate-on-benghazi-attack/10737437475-1/
Between the mark of 21:09 and 21:22 on the play time for the c-span video
Hilary clinton said the very next morning she told the american people that "heavily armed MILITANTS assaulted the embassy at benghazi"

thats BULL these next links show the truth that the administration all lied and did a political dance in front of the nation FACE

http://www.cnn.com/video/?/video/world/2012/09/12/bts-clinton-libya-statement.cnn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfiUQASpVdc

this next link shows just shows the ridiculousness of the current administration

http://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=hillary+clinton+and+senate+video&view=detail&mid=FA711856905CDFEF14EDFA711856905CDFEF14ED&first=0

I'm VERY distressed because i really dont know LEGALLY what happens to our remains when we die (if there are any)[fully intact]
i was just told we get an automatic autopsy..i dont want that..im from the US and if anyone can enlighten me it would be welcomed, from anywhere in the world what does your govern. do??

anyone else have any more resources or suggestions on whats going to happen when the Moon gets further and further away.??
young soul here and i just found this out not so long ago, and it got me thinking of outcomes
http://www.ridgenet.net/~do_while/sage/v2i2f.htm
http://www.thenakedscientists.com/forum/index.php?topic=6217.0
http://starryskies.com/The_sky/events/lunar-2003/eclipse8.html
heres 3 that'll show up on a search engine the last one is just some nice statistics about her

Moon why are you so quiet, im surprised, this is the most serious issue on an astronomical level that the human race must deal with,
will our civilization evolve, or die off letting another species dominate
awsome to think about though 2000years ago the moon was so close must of looked beautiful,

hmm probably that can explain our strange weather changes and also the poles i don't think the moon is also orbiting in a fixed line as in in must be going up and down up and down or like in a car, the road is the orbit n earth but u steer back and forth on it to make curves
this will make noticeable effects on the oceans and maybe even the air

I Believe Destruction is on of the most ultimately misunderstood and improperly used words out there

"In Order to Construct One Must Understand to Destruct"

Kinda Like Alchemy.
When given matter in order to construct your idea you take the matter destruct it through transformation which then constructs your meta-physical idea into the physical; which is actually the definition for magick

know usualy i would just go on writing about this, but first i would like to see a response in order to get a sense of direction in the explanation since there is so many ways to tackle this, and most importantly id like to know if im even posting this topic in the right section??

[its soooo beautifull]

  10/31-11/2

Dia de Los muertos is a special holiday celebrated on the first two days of november
on a personal level i like to include the wiccan tradition of hallows eve for a total of 3 days for fun

these 3 days are when the borders of the physical and meta-physical realms are closest
thus leaving the doors open for many interesting and very personal uses

the tradition goes of course everyone in the north celebrates halloween for the 31st with costumes, lights, candies, parties, foods, blah blah
down in mexico everyone uses this day to prepare the offerings for the dead
they aslo set-up their alters at the home for their loved who have passed

on the 1st day of november people gather flowers, pictures, bread, water, food, candy, candles, fruits, liquors, seeds nuts, money, sacred belongings,  diff decorations, etc. and go to the cemeteries to fix them up and make them beautiful,
they do this because on the 1st all the dead children are the first to come back and find their loved ones,
they celebrate at night with live music and dances throughout the streets of the towns with fireworks and plenty beer..
people in all beautifully different costumes
each parade has a set of characters which vary from place to place
the lady, the shepard, the child, the grim reaper, the devils, angels, the bride , the groom, the dead (which is everone else dancing)

parades and dances go on all night

then on the second day the cycle is repeated but this time its the dead adults who return to visit from the beyond
AND WE ALL DANCE AND DRINK TO LIVE MUSIC ALL NIGHT TILL THE SPIRITS CANT PARTY ANYMORE!!!

its soooo beautifull