what state is that? just synchronized theta? something more specific? is there a name for it?
it is Sunday morning, you have a walk outside the city, look across the field where the railroad connects horizon and infinity. suddenly some border breaks up. you are connected to time. time line becomes like a touchable object and no such thing as a specific moment exists. you are aware of the age of whatever you see. that tree is not here right now, it 'was existing' as is. it feels like a memory, an old forgotten memory. but none you know, none that is connected to your real life. maybe an abstract image of a forgotten fantasy, that once worked as a symbol of subconscious content and now acts as a key to that old subconsciousness? like you are connected to a whole universe of feelings and associations, which are bound to that time, which is bound to the physical moment, that you catch up with your eyes. but you can not contact a single feeling or association itself. it's all there in a single second. then it's over. and you wonder, from where inside you did that unknown universe come. and it's like you have not been there for the first time.
do you know that? do you know a way to get there?
i had that quite often in childhood, but these days i get it only about four times a year
it is Sunday morning, you have a walk outside the city, look across the field where the railroad connects horizon and infinity. suddenly some border breaks up. you are connected to time. time line becomes like a touchable object and no such thing as a specific moment exists. you are aware of the age of whatever you see. that tree is not here right now, it 'was existing' as is. it feels like a memory, an old forgotten memory. but none you know, none that is connected to your real life. maybe an abstract image of a forgotten fantasy, that once worked as a symbol of subconscious content and now acts as a key to that old subconsciousness? like you are connected to a whole universe of feelings and associations, which are bound to that time, which is bound to the physical moment, that you catch up with your eyes. but you can not contact a single feeling or association itself. it's all there in a single second. then it's over. and you wonder, from where inside you did that unknown universe come. and it's like you have not been there for the first time.
do you know that? do you know a way to get there?
i had that quite often in childhood, but these days i get it only about four times a year