For many reasons and a long story of torture, somebody took over my body and actions at some point. It was the persons smell in the chest, accompanied by vibrations and heat, traveling from the chest to the head and the other way around.
I landed at a spiritual healers place. I was on a lounger, one woman held my feet, the other touched my head with both hands. They lead me verbally through grassland, a brigde, to a spring. Than one asked if i want to give all my lifes away, negative influences from other lifes. My heart, that i couldn´t hear for so long, said no, but i was so much in fear that i replied yes. Something exitet my nose with a hiss, that the woman breathed in at the side of my head. Immedietly i was unconciosness for some minutes. After i awoke i was myself again.
But now the problems changed. People started looking at my chest and then fastly to somebodies else chest or eyes. Also they try looking me in the eyes, doing the same afterwards. Sometimes stranger people outside ask me for the time or anything, even grab me, for having a look into my eyes, then looking fastly away at somebody else. Afterwards some grin at me. They also caugh, sneeze and itch around me all the time, look at the clock... The woman sometimes point at my stomach, that gives me immediately a erection with a following ejaculation. Also my body odor disappeared for months. It is already back now. Often the white in their eyes gets red, sometimes yellow, while they are doing that at night. One time a 18 year old guy was looking me in the eyes, with his reddish eyes. I lost every little bit of my will and signed telephone contracts for him, he selling the phones, i having big problems.
The caughing and sneezing is getting less and less. I have changed places, am hundreds of kilometers away from the person that took me over once.
But after months the smell of that person is coming back sometimes.
I don´t except any help. I just ask if this is just a show for the messed up ego i have? Is the soul still alright?
Please answer with not holding back.
I landed at a spiritual healers place. I was on a lounger, one woman held my feet, the other touched my head with both hands. They lead me verbally through grassland, a brigde, to a spring. Than one asked if i want to give all my lifes away, negative influences from other lifes. My heart, that i couldn´t hear for so long, said no, but i was so much in fear that i replied yes. Something exitet my nose with a hiss, that the woman breathed in at the side of my head. Immedietly i was unconciosness for some minutes. After i awoke i was myself again.
But now the problems changed. People started looking at my chest and then fastly to somebodies else chest or eyes. Also they try looking me in the eyes, doing the same afterwards. Sometimes stranger people outside ask me for the time or anything, even grab me, for having a look into my eyes, then looking fastly away at somebody else. Afterwards some grin at me. They also caugh, sneeze and itch around me all the time, look at the clock... The woman sometimes point at my stomach, that gives me immediately a erection with a following ejaculation. Also my body odor disappeared for months. It is already back now. Often the white in their eyes gets red, sometimes yellow, while they are doing that at night. One time a 18 year old guy was looking me in the eyes, with his reddish eyes. I lost every little bit of my will and signed telephone contracts for him, he selling the phones, i having big problems.
The caughing and sneezing is getting less and less. I have changed places, am hundreds of kilometers away from the person that took me over once.
But after months the smell of that person is coming back sometimes.
I don´t except any help. I just ask if this is just a show for the messed up ego i have? Is the soul still alright?
Please answer with not holding back.