OK, here is the situation.
All my chakra are under-active. Every last one has atrophied with the heart being the closest to balance, although still falling short. However, I am quiet empathic and when I am around crowds of people I believe I take in every person's energy and it is just too much. So I'm not quiet sure if my problem is atrophied metaphysical organs of an "allergic reaction" to other people's energy. I become so self-conscious to the point that I have to concentrate just to walk properly. It's as if every persons' eyes are on me even if I can look and see that people are not looking at me.
This issue continues to get worse and worse over the years and I need some help. I found this Mystic/GnosticWeb site and found the moderators to be alittle too "wrong" for me. Something was creepy about the whole thing. This site seems a lot more simple. Information is there without any strings attached and I feel more trusting towards this none cult environment.
What would be suggested to get me on track to being normal? I'm not suicidal or anything, but if it continues to go downhill like this I have no doubt I will become suicidal as I may eventual get to the point where other people cause me pain. I can't remember when things started going downhill, but I was not always like this and can't understand why this is happening.
All my chakra are under-active. Every last one has atrophied with the heart being the closest to balance, although still falling short. However, I am quiet empathic and when I am around crowds of people I believe I take in every person's energy and it is just too much. So I'm not quiet sure if my problem is atrophied metaphysical organs of an "allergic reaction" to other people's energy. I become so self-conscious to the point that I have to concentrate just to walk properly. It's as if every persons' eyes are on me even if I can look and see that people are not looking at me.
This issue continues to get worse and worse over the years and I need some help. I found this Mystic/GnosticWeb site and found the moderators to be alittle too "wrong" for me. Something was creepy about the whole thing. This site seems a lot more simple. Information is there without any strings attached and I feel more trusting towards this none cult environment.
What would be suggested to get me on track to being normal? I'm not suicidal or anything, but if it continues to go downhill like this I have no doubt I will become suicidal as I may eventual get to the point where other people cause me pain. I can't remember when things started going downhill, but I was not always like this and can't understand why this is happening.