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I am having some difficulty with the noticing.  When I lay with my eyes closed and try to get past seeing blackness, all I get is white flashes which turns to gray fuzz.  Like when the cable is out, I just see snow.  I have yet to see anything in that snow.  After a while of seeing this, I get the uncontrollable urge to rub my eyes.  It's so over powering that I cannot fight it.  Is there anything I can do about this?  Am I on the right track?  Does everyone see the fuzz?

Any insight would be great.

I had a very odd experience last night while projecting.  At first I thought I was having a lucid dream, but I had clearly exited.  I met this very handsome man while floating around an office building (don't ask me why I chose to go there).  No one else in the building could see me, but he grabbed my hand and kissed me with intense passion.    He kept telling me that he was the man I would marry and that even though we hadn't yet met in the physical world, we would soon, and that when we did it would be magical.  We kept floating around, just talking and we had so much fun.  I then came back to my body and woke up abruptly.  It seemed so real, the physical and emotional aspects, that I actually felt guilty when I thought about my boyfriend.

Well the whole experience left a lasting impression, but I decided to go to sleep and worry about it in the morning.  As soon as I drifted off again, I projected for the second time.  I went to this beautiful field of wild flowers and when I looked up, he was there again.  He said "I knew you'd be back soon." We spent some more time together and just had the greatest time.  Finally I came back to my body after frolicking for a while, and recorded the experience.

Has anything like this ever happened to anyone else?  What exactly does it mean.  Is he real person that I will meet or just someone made up in my mind?

I have gone to visit my boyfriend a few times now, but I can't get too close because he has such dirty chakras.  He's completely unwilling to let me help him.  Now, when I am in RTZ and go to his bedroom, I can't even get close to him.  There's too much energy muck to wade through.  Has this ever happened to anyone before?  What can I do to fix this since he won't let me do any Reiki or anything?

I think I'm actually talking about RTZ.  How do I go to a place that I don't know how to get to?  Should I just "know" how to get there?  I mean, I know the general direction of where I want to go, but I end up just zooming around searching.

Any suggestions?

I was wondering, if you are in RTZ, and you want to find someone or something, but you don't know where they are, how do you find them?

I had a projection not long ago where I projected and traveled to my friend's room.  I didn't do this on purpose, I just ended up there.  Anyway, I saw my friend sleeping and hung out looking around for a bit then left and returned to my body.

The next day, I spoke to him and he asked me if I was in his room the night before, because he clearly remembered me being there but he was not fully awake.  Mind you, I didn't touch him or disturb him in any way, I just looked.  I tried to explain that I had a "dream" of sorts and was in his room then told him what I saw him wearing to bed.  Of course this is actually what he wearing.  It was strange.  

What exactly was this and is it bad to visit people in the physical plane while projecting? Or can I do this again?  It was kind of fun.

Hi Everybody,

I'm hear to learn how I can better control my projections.  I've been spontaneously projecting since I was a child, but never realized what it was until about 6 years ago when I was 21.  I got involved in Wicca (and I still am) and it kept coming up in the books I was reading.  I still have very little control over this, but I hope to learn and develop that ability here, as there are so many knowledgeable people here.  Every time I do project, I get so excited and want to do it again right away, but I'm limited to about 1-2 times a month.  So frustrating

Stellar

I've had a few successful projections before, but only when I'm not trying.  A few days ago I woke up early and decided to try AP, I lay on my stomach, because that's the only position I've ever been able to project from.

Anyway, I felt the vibrations and left my body and my room, but then it seemed way to dream-like to be a projection.  The next thing I knew, I was in this huge open metropolis, with people everywhere.  To the left was this roiling mass of darkness and lava, and to my right was this bright, beautiful city that closely resembled the Emerald City in The Wizard of Oz.  I was looking for my boyfriend who just broke up with me the other day   and I actually found him with this Mexican woman on a train.  It was very strange.  I was floating and everyone else was walking and I kept intentionally scaring people by making ugly faces at them.  I did this to see if they could see me and every time I realized they could, I was surprised.  

Does anyone know what this was?  Any insight would help.