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I'm very new to astral projection and every step I am finding myself still shocked that this is all real.Shocked and excited! I say this even though I haven't even gone too far, yet.

The other night I woke up very early and immediately laid back down to meditate in hopes to either accidentally astral project again or to contact my guide. Much to my surprise I saw a black and white portrait of a women from around the 1940's instead! Whoa! This was highly unusual for me since I've never seen anything this clear with my eyes closed before (only the shape of my guides face, minor light shapes and a dial at the opening of my third eye). It was also highly unusual because I have no idea who this woman is!

Long story short, I am now thinking that it's my husband's grandma but we're waiting on the actual picture to confirm. I've never seen her before and he's never seen a picture of her at the age of the pic I saw but my mother-in-law thinks it sounds like her. I believe it makes a lot of sense for it to be her so that it will connect me and my husband in my spiritual journey. He's open minded but every step I'm taking it just doesn't mean much to him since he's not going through it and I could just have a great imagination  Uhhhh yeah.

Anyway, WHOA...I feel like I am totally on the cliff of some major awakening.

[I then saw my 3rd eye blink. Is this possible?]

Last night I listened to a past life, meditation DVD. I'm having major difficulties getting my mind's eye to see, so I felt like I was pretending to meditate rather than really doing it. What I mean is that when the DVD was telling me to look down at my feet I couldn't actually see my feet to look or anything else I was told to "see." However, the voice and the music helped me focus instead of thinking. After about a half hour I realized that I hadn't heard what the woman was even saying for a minute (or more?). So I was wondering if I had fallen asleep but quickly realized that I had not. I then saw my 3rd eye blink. Is this possible? It had lashes, just like physical eyes, but was larger and right where the 3rd eye is. The flat blackness of my lids then started seeing in 3d. I then saw a face trying to come through and I believe it was a guide (I've been trying to contact her for help in using my 3rd eye this last week and her face attempt to show once before). Then I started seeing what I felt right away were stars. Lots and lots of stars. My eye started opening up so much that I thought I was opening my physical eyes so I start closing them tightly but still felt the feeling of them opening. For a second I thought that I was actually outside and under the stars but quickly recalled that I was in my room meditating. The stars were moving past me as if I were moving fairly quickly but I didn't feel myself leave my body and I didn't feel like I was moving quickly. This makes me think that it can't be astral projection? Basically it LOOKED like I was moving through the stars but it didn't FEEL like I was moving through the stars. The stars were bending and turning ahead of me as if I were going through a hole. I've never had any opinion on black/worms holes and I'm very new to meditating (so I don't know if they are connected to astral projection?), but right away I thought I was in a black/worm hole and I was excited to see where I was going. Then....the meditation CD ended....blah!  I tried to hold on to it but it was impossible when I heard the TV in the other room.

I've been thinking about this all day and it's making my third eye tender. I'm excited about the possibilities of this experience but seriously wondering what it is that I actually experienced.

Any opinions?