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Ok.  I need some help.

Perhaps one of the reasons that I can not go astral is because my 'silver cord' has been cut.  I need to know some things about this cord, and if possible, how to reconnect it.

1.Is the cord symbolic or dimensional?
2.What is the function of the cord?
3.How does one disconnect the cord anyway?
4.How do you reconnect?  Is this a metaphor for being disconnected from God?
5.Can others in the astral tap into your own cord, and possibly influence your mind or being?

Today I begin my spiritual practice, which will involve consistent meditation, prayer, and energy work.  I can not stand this world any longer, but, before I go, I must ensure my existence beyond this horrid world. I don't want to waste any more time being screwed around by idiot vampires and moronic false authorities.

[[shadow=purple, top]Greetings once again.While the general populace pretends to be totally ignorant of any existence of magic or energy work, I would assume that all of you who are here have personally validated the existence of the astral, perhaps even God or forces of the mind that are benevolent and peacefully powerful.I have now realized that I am a victim of a black magic attack. While I do not desire harm to come to my enemy or enemies, it is required that they desist their transgressions against me. Everyone in this so called modern world will call what has happened to me a delusion, but then I can come right out and say that there is no proof of the astral or any type of energy work for that matter.What I need to know is how I can shatter their 'voodoo' magic connection and very rapidly place numerous potent layers of the astral energy around my body so that I may then vigorously develop a solid energy body. The current functional theory that I have is that they have turned one of my own servitors against me, possibly because of it's inherent connection to vampirism and satan in general. This servitor would be Poe, Perversion Of Evil, and he is a terrible force, quite likely. There are other possibilities as to what sort of vampire they are using, but, I will stick to this. I have had dreams where Poe is lashing out at me with his serpentile tendrils, and it is obvious that he is sucking up my good energy.The thing is, recently I have looked back in the dictionary to check on the word 'astral'. It says there that the astral energy is a refined form of psychic energy. Therefore, it is possible that when one is practicing Bodily Awareness, you are in fact concentrating your psychic energy and generating an astral form. It may be, although, for certain reasons I must not be certain of it, but, we may have, firstly, a spiritual body, then, a material body, and then, the astral body which is only formed when we apply our material minds and spiritual force to that task of creating it.The thing is, because of their alleged vampirism, every time that I try to practice bodily awareness, it is quickly cut off and I can only focus on one part of my body or the other. They suck up my energy as soon as it is formed, so, basically, they are recieving the raw form of a refined energy. Why anyone would do this is beyond my understanding, as I see each person as capable on their own to develop their own abilities.This explains why I can not astral project. I do not have a astral body! And because of the magic against me, and the great possibility that I have suffered brain damage due to some form of physical assault in any of my adventures into the world, I do not have a capacity for a strong psychic defense. With my other realizations coming into focus, and the horrors of this world coming into my sight, all I can do is keep trying. I'm not asking you to save me, I am asking you if you know of any processes or operations which will benefit me, and allow me to break their vampiric hold and curse. I have a basic idea of it, involving a visualization of your standard psi shield, reinforced with a active awareness. But, I am not certain of whether or not I should try and link my shield to an existing elemental force, or, if I should practice holding the shield. Again, my bodily awareness is pretty much shot, to the point that my sense of smell and taste is greatly damaged. Of course, smoking may have something to do with that, but, it should be noted that just today after an attempt to concentrate my awareness into an astral form while simultaneously throwing up a astral shield, my senses were heightened towards their normality.Any suggestions, advice, or information that would help? Please, and if so, thank you.[/shadow]]

[shadow=purple, top]Greetings once again.
While the general populace pretends to be totally ignorant of any existence of magic or energy work, I would assume that all of you who are here have personally validated the existence of the astral, perhaps even God or forces of the mind that are benevolent and peacefully powerful.

I have now realized that I am a victim of a black magic attack.  While I do not desire harm to come to my enemy or enemies, it is required that they desist their transgressions against me.  Everyone in this so called modern world will call what has happened to me a delusion, but then I can come right out and say that there is no proof of the astral or any type of energy work for that matter.

What I need to know is how I can shatter their 'voodoo' magic connection and very rapidly place numerous potent layers of the astral energy around my body so that I may then vigorously develop a solid energy body.  The current functional theory that I have is that they have turned one of my own servitors against me, possibly because of it's inherent connection to vampirism and satan in general.  This servitor would be Poe, Perversion Of Evil, and he is a terrible force, quite likely.  There are other possibilities as to what sort of vampire they are using, but, I will stick to this.  I have had dreams where Poe is lashing out at me with his serpentile tendrils, and it is obvious that he is sucking up my good energy.

The thing is, recently I have looked back in the dictionary to check on the word 'astral'.  It says there that the astral energy is a refined form of psychic energy.  Therefore, it is possible that when one is practicing Bodily Awareness, you are in fact concentrating your psychic energy and generating an astral form.  It may be, although, for certain reasons I must not be certain of it, but, we may have, firstly, a spiritual body, then, a material body, and then, the astral body which is only formed when we apply our material minds and spiritual force to that task of creating it.

The thing is, because of their alleged vampirism, every time that I try to practice bodily awareness, it is quickly cut off and I can only focus on one part of my body or the other.  They suck up my energy as soon as it is formed, so, basically, they are recieving the raw form of a refined energy.  Why anyone would do this is beyond my understanding, as I see each person as capable on their own to develop their own abilities.

This explains why I can not astral project.  I do not have a astral body!  And because of the magic against me, and the great possibility that I have suffered brain damage due to some form of physical assault in any of my adventures into the world, I do not have a capacity for a strong psychic defense. 

With my other realizations coming into focus, and the horrors of this world coming into my sight, all I can do is keep trying.  I'm not asking you to save me, I am asking you if you know of any processes or operations which will benefit me, and allow me to break their vampiric hold and curse.  I have a basic idea of it, involving a visualization of your standard psi shield, reinforced with a active awareness.  But, I am not certain of whether or not I should try and link my shield to an existing elemental force, or, if I should practice holding the shield.  Again, my bodily awareness is pretty much shot, to the point that my sense of smell and taste is greatly damaged.  Of course, smoking may have something to do with that, but, it should be noted that just today after an attempt to concentrate my awareness into an astral form while simultaneously throwing up a astral shield, my senses were heightened towards their normality.

Any suggestions, advice, or information that would help?  Please, and if so, thank you.[/shadow]

Well, me being me, I have come up with another conspiracy theory sort of thing regarding astral projection.
The basics of the theory are simply that each person who claims to astral project is in fact the victim of an advanced mind control experiment.  They have advanced to the point, or, perhaps rather, they demonstrate certain capacities which are relevant to the general purpose of The Organization.

They have been outfitted with a special technology, all these people who astral travel.  This technology will assume control over their dominating consciousness when they themselves access the lower brain cycles.  It will power impulses that manifest a reality so sublime and clear that it is only distinguishable from ordinary material world events by the requisite that you are flying. 

And so, in truth, the whole world is surveyed from both the inside and the outer spacial regions by satellites and all forms of gravitational and magnetic detections.  The world into which people go when they are projecting is in fact very similar to Earth, and will only alter to a different sort of planar alignment at the deep sub conscious records and arousals of the persons projecting.

And so, the whole astral omniverse is just a virtual reality game.  It's a distraction from real astral work which involves developing your meditative abilities and inducing a trance, or, maybe it's more like energizing certain brain regions while others are brought into specific other energy levels.

Do you think that there is a possibility of astral projection being a global mind screw, by either modern advances or ancient technology?  Regardless, I bet some guy will make a movie or a tv series out of this, but regardless of that, I think that it's a question that must be answered.  It is possible, I know it's possible because I know that what they say about technology in the science books shows that there is a lot of potential for subtleties and subversions of the mind via very basic head units.  Let us pray that they never technologically master gravity, for then, all space and time are doomed!!

So ok, maybe I've gone into the negatives with my credibility, even more so now, but I ask this seriously and hope that you realize that such a thing as souls and so forth may only be a programmed response via gravitational manipulation according to historically verifiable personalities.  We can only hope that "The Tyrant Gods" and "The Forbidden Power" are not the true leaders of this world... but it is possible, isn't it?

I dunno, I suppose if I ever astral project, I'll know.

-The ritual is to be undertaken after several months of preparation cultivating your abilities to sustain a visualization in same time with that which your physical eyes are seeing.  One must remember that you will likely be progressing towards the Mage class as psionic abilities begin to bolster the existential perceptions which are thus revelated by increase of skill in the sacred sacrament of Creation.

-If such preparation has been completed according to the mental ability required for a seal of that psychic extension, then it shall occur that this ritual will fix the ability and construct the basis of existence for the Third Eye. We will, of course, make the distinction between Mind's Eye or Imagination, and the psionically active perceptual mediums manifest to a mind knit with this response to light.

Sequence
1.Imagine standing at the gate of a large castle at the top of a deadly mountain.  You have conquered the army who stood in the battlefield before the castle, now the doors open to you and two beings of deitific status emerge.  The army should symbolize the breaks in a mental replica of external nature and perceptual phantoms as per the searching with that function of the mind 'to see'.  You have mastered sight, and that understanding will reveal the Elementals of the forces available in the realm of true sight.
2.These two beings are to be sought as an identity which relates to your external existence.  They are to be drawn from something which is true of life, and preferrably a beneficial pattern that will only increase the power available for the seal.
3.These two beings will cause you to enter the main chamber, a battle arena in which you must face each of them.  Your focus must be strong and now you test these identities to see how correctly you understand the secret of their power.  It is likely that you will be beaten, for are they not fixed and your reality only a temporary portion of omniversal evolution?
4.If you are not beaten, this applies only to those for whom the ritual is useless, and they should continue their meditation on innate elementals.
5.When you are beaten you will be taken through a hall and to a room which should appear to you as a place where every culimation of magic, knowledge, and survival weapon is contained along with the opening to a world that existed once long ago, a form of heaven from another universe.  This is where you will go.
6.Under the authority of the two entities you will be transformed into their combination plus your own, which creates a fourth that serves as a personal attendant, a, guardian god.  Then you will leave and shall not return to the magical castle, but rather to a location that you have seen before, yet taste with only the slightest shrill memory and the initial excitement of fear due to lack of understanding.
7This symbol is what you must guard, yet at the same time realize the responsibility should someone attempt to distort or decay this vital part of your being, however initially perceived as insignificant or unwholesome.  Guard it with the form obtained, and gather the spiritual vibration from the aura of the form, also, giving it a title.

When this is completed, return to the practice of the vigil, only now begin to project the aura of the form into the reality you know is manifest by the estimated interval of the original duration of the ceremony.  The Cross Point is supposed to guard the initial rune formed by a duration of psychic focus.  This principle can of course be further applied to any reality which is focused, charged, and activated by it's realization through attribution of form and a reservoir of suitable potential.

Hello.  I have not yet been able to OBE, much less travel the astral and spiritual  planes of reality.  But, upon first seeing the term Astral Pulse Island, I had thought that the image in my mind was only because of the color of this site.  I see a place hovering, in the background there is squares divided into triangles that are gold, pink, white, or blue.  The island is hovering on a large purple rock, and the dirt is white.  There is a pool of water at the center, and around this there are ferns, rocks, and palm trees.  There is a building in the back ground, which seems like a dome or a log cabin.

I am still quite certain that this is imagination, but while we are at it, what does API look like?  Does it have a correlation to a physical, material plane location?

Hello.  Those of you who have seen my insanity sprawled within this forum likely believe that I am a madman and not a very mad man.

I must say, I still think that a Astral War is going to be some kind of pre Armageddon, although, this is supposed to be a place.  But aside from that, you can clearly see my question.
I would think that you people, having the abilities that I have always craved, would be a little more acceptant of the possibilities that schizophrenia and indeed all mental illness is not mental illness but a spiritual attack.  There are of course technological explanations for my type of 'sickness', I am certain that with the proper tools and materials I could construct what some are calling a 'psionic device'.  To me, psionics has nothing to do with technology, the abominations of cybernetics and psychotronics.  It is the class of magic(k) that is achieved when one has perfected their spiritual abilities and basically, becomes a god on some level of existence.  Always been my dream.

In any event, on the off chance that the crazy crap I hear on the radio and every song sounding like it's either celebrating or mocking me, if this is real, then I am the reincarnated Crowley, or presumably, his magickal son.  This is outrageous, of course, but, knowing Chaos Magick, it may have it's place in my spiritual development.  I certainly hope that I am not this Beast thing.  Yes yes, a madman, but hear me out.

I have regained some of my original power, before, 'the lights went out'.  At the time that I was inflicted with this treachery my psionic abilities were beginning to open up.  There was some activity of the Third Eye, and on the day of the infliction by this Nemesis there were signs in the sky.  These signs continued for some time afterwards, and I was very scared that Christ was Lucifer and that Lucifer was God.  I am not evil, although, I have threatened the world many times with a "Asteriod Bombardment" by means of invoking a void force, ultimate gravity, and pulsating my spiritually enriched aura with gravity that reaches to the cosmic vastness and pulls down as many Doomsday Rocks as possible.  The funny thing is, the day that I originally tried the 'spell', here, in my small isolated hamlet, why, when I had finished and went to go see a buddy, I was drawn into a circle of stones that was deliberately placed and obviously a counter spell.  Then, in the house, there was talk of "I'll never trust him again".  So you see how something like this would not help my ailment.

The point is, whatever schizophrenia is, whether it is psionic possession, demonic possession, or technological ruination of my ideostructure and focus of will for the purpose of safeguarding this Planet from an old mage hellbent on regaining his former power or destroying all hope... with a voice that knows my thoughts before I think them, being in tune with the deepened chemical frequencies and internal matrix of sub conscious stimulations and emanations, is it possible for me to either break the potentially soul destroying Psychic Binding and Nullification of my abilities, lose this foolish thing that stalks my thoughts and verbalizes my realized sub conscious and higher processes, and make a clean break into the astral to find an old servitor, avatar actually, and regain the composure of a peaceful life that I had once thought I would always have or die before all feasibility of purposeful peace eludes my grasp?

Longwinded I'm sure, but of course, you are astral travelers, you would know of the planes that I call Mageddon and the reality of all fiction, therefore, the purity of each sacred delusion.  It is that I have either had a frontal lobotomy and the so called telepath technology infected upon my brain, or that one of my role playing characters was given too much prominence and gained access to certain sacred portions of my knowledge, rebelled against me, and now works to capture me completely, or that it is a dark mage or even a guardian type of person.  Bah, the point, indeed, is can a schizo, with your spiritual evidence of things beyond the common man's grasp or acceptance, even in my part of the country, beyond their faintest knowledge, can I ever achieve the theta related mental states and thus gain the measure of power to project my stored or potential energy into the corresponding dimensional alignment?  You know.  I want to go astral... if my theory is correct, then, there is a realm, several realms related to the video game Chrono Trigger, which I could access and meet the true form of a former lover.

Or does schizophrenia mean soul death?  I would think that you people would have some knowledge of these things, for I have been damaged but it sure as sure wasn't because of any bad drugs.

Hello.

I have a little exercise for those of you who are looking for something that may be a little challenging.  At least it is for me, but then my mind is somewhat enfeebled, functionally.

I would like to begin by stating that it is my feeling that the path of a High Grade Mage (Fighter/Wizard) is the ultimate path.  That may turn you off right there, but hear me out, ok?  As it concerns energy body development, well, getting off of your fat butt and flexing and pressing your own body is a bloody fine start.  After all, if the physical body is strong, ok, then it is my current held belief that the spirit and/or psi forces will be doubled or otherwise amplified by the however subtle increase of material body density.  And so, while I think that everyone should have their bodies well toned and developed it is important to note that your psi and spirit must be prepared for whatever action you may need to take.  I have heard that even a warrior type of person can be shocked dead with some kind of astral pulse waves, eating away the substantial energies that bind their dimensional frame work together.  Please forgive me, I tend to ramble on but I feel that it is in the best interests of all who would listen.

Anyway, the basic exercise that I have for you tonight is that when you are in a formal position, have the time, or most definitely when you are going to sleep, then this is what you must do.

You must raise your eyebrows.  Raise them, and keep raising them.  Eventually you will be interfered by your breathing, and the action will become harder, or so I find for myself.  For me, I find that I start out rapidly, then when the exercise begins to consume physical energy and my breathing must be increased in either depth or speed it is then that I either stop or hold the eye brows in the up position.

It is here postulated that this exercise is fundamental to increasing Third Eye sight technique.  It is also the first exercise that I will teach in a book that I am writing.  Oh yes, I crave the graven glory of Christ, in as much as a man of my lowly stature has the means to possess but a trinkling inkling of the fathoms of what greater men have wondered.  But anyway, once you have mastered the eyebrow technique, then extend it to 'playing eyebrow music', in that you raise one and not the other, or raise one slowly then slowly raise the other as the former begins to go down.

After this, why, even Charles Atlas has said that you should puff out your cheeks and contort your face daily, so that it gains muscular curvatures and all the fine things of the beauty of a strengthened body, the produce of a mind we can only hope is tempered by the trials of virtue and the refinement of it's spiritual empire.  And so, when you are performing the eyebrow exercise, attempt to tug and flex the flesh on the very top of your head, focus your energy into the exercise and eventually flex your entire head.  The head seems to always be left out in exercise, leaving for a weak and easily breakable neck or some other such perversion that makes manifest disastor for those who would neglect the true power house of the entire body.

I highly recommend making daily routines or rituals (whichever you prefer to call them) which include the exercises that have been developed and expanded by Charles Atlas.  This is his system of Dynamic Tension, a extremely enjoyable way to work with your body and become strong and appear strong.  As much as I despise giving praise, let it be that I am unjust for that emotion, and yet, I do think that the Charles Atlas system of Dynamic Tension is extraordinary for developing "personal power" and enlightening not only your soul, spirit, or mind, but also the body as to the dynamics of energy that is boundless and infinite as it extends from that magnificent source.  We may deify and personalize the Creator, be it Sentience or Force, or perhaps give a herald to the blossom of our Soul, be it Creator or Spawned Of The Infinite.

And so, please, try the exercise of raising and lowering your brows while remaining in a breathing state.
As a side note, as I do not like to muddle the forums with many useless and soon forgotten posts, I would like to make a note on the Lotus Blossom.  Take a peice of paper, draw a stick man, then draw a circle around him.  Then begin to draw 'elongated eggs' from around this figure, sort of elliptical? type things.  Draw one that covers up and down, then another the sides, and shortly you will see what I am getting at.  This links into the main message in that when the whole body is powered up and in a state of tension you will then be activating this Lotus thing, and when you draw the diagram and take it to the three dimensional, then you will see where the ancients got the idea for the Thousand Petaled Lotus.  This field of energy is all around and inside of us, and may be able to be manipulated when the body is in a state of flex, pressurizing the spacial field, and the mind operating on the mediums that connect space with spirit and matter with kinetic materialization.

After you have tried the exercise, please make a post back here and tell me what kind of results you got from it.  When I finally get into my Mage Discipline Program I will be utilizing this and the facial exercises first thing every morning, then at odd times during the day, and most definitely before going to bed at night.

Greetings members of the Astral Pulse.

The Shadows Of Reality is a meditation that has ties to gaming and Role Play.
It alone will not grant you access to perfect peace nor everlasting enlightenment, but can be a useful step along the way.
We begin with a basic set of definitions for the specific terms that relate to the SoR.

1.Higher Reality- This is the Earthly Realm.
2.Lower Reality- For true projectors of the Astral this is the subtle existence where your psyche manifests in the Lower form.
3.Avatar- This is who you are in the Lower Reality.  You are your Avatar's Higher Self, it is your Lower Self.
4.Host- All entities that you encounter in the Lower Reality, or, Shadow Plane, are classed under the Host.  The Host are extensions of your psyche manifest as personalities and life forms that you may ally with, fight against, or ignore, or any other variety of interactive activities.
5.Sanctum- The meditative region of your practice.  Your Tools are Visualization, Vocalization, Sensation, and Sentiment.  It is the portal that connects you to your Avatar.
6.Phantasy- This is the Shadow projected into the Higher Reality, through your imagination and faith.  It is limited to children's games, a sort of 'cowboys and indians' type of play, or action figures.  It can be useful.
7.Psiborg- This is your written word concerning your Shadow and also the Basis Of Existence that you draw from other subtle realities in the entertainment realms, primarily video games.  This is where the connection to Role Playing comes in, as you may utilize your Shadow while in a chat room, providing description and sound realism to the progression and evolution of your Avatar.
8.Shadow Of Reality- Your Avatar, Host, and Sanctum.

And so, you may arrange your Shadow in whatever way you see fit, yet I will stress that realism and faith are important to the progression.  You may establish the fantasy in a futuristic type of environment, or perhaps a prehistoric or anywhere along the lines in between.

You will notice that when you are talking to your Avatar it is like having a mental conversation with yourself. We theorize that the Avatar has had similar life experiences to what you have had, and expand on those experiences by saying that they were of corresponding energy value to those which have effected you on the Higher Plane.

The purpose?  It is testing your meditative abilities.  It is safe, clean, and very enjoyable.  But, if you say that your Avatar or anyone in the Host has a special power, then by all means make it as realistic as possible!  And when your Avatar meditates, you should meditate also in like manner, only with greater force.

As a side note, I find that having a goal in your meditation helps to solidify the meddy session, and give greater results.

I now seek feed back and if you have any questions on what is meant by any of this, then ask them and I will provide answers.

I have a few questions, if you can answer them then please do so.

1. What objects are suitable to be used as Talismans?
2. Would a old action figure that formerly was given a name and a personality be able to be safely purified of former energies and given new purpose?
3. I assume that all Talismans should be purified and consecrated before their use.  I am left wondering if the Talisman should be charged with energy on a regular basis, or if a continuing consecration serves the same purpose?
4. What methods are best for Purification, Consecration, and Charge?
5. When the Talisman is sufficiently Charged, how does one activate the energy or avoid accidental activation to a foreign purpose?
6. How do you protect the energy charge and vitality of your talisman from other people or astral entities?  Is it as simple as not letting the idea and idealism of the entity into your range of thought while engaged with the Talisman?
7. Does someone touching the talisman negatively influence it's operation, as in an old action figure that chaotic minded children will be touching?

And the one question that has always nagged at me since my mind was broken is, 8. Why use a Talisman?

When I was younger I had natural knowledge of talismans, which I ignorantly refuse to remember at this time.  But I will say that the original talisman that I used that is within the range of my memory was a action figure's back pack.  I do believe that I followed through with the process of cleansing it, reforming the negative energies, then channeling them back into the talisman combined with energies of my own.  After this, the talisman served as a focus point for my energies to enable a internal reality contact with the child's plane of Brainwave.  There was no actual magickal operations performed with the Talisman, aside from the extremely subtle use as a spiritual transmittor.
I have more questions, but they deal more with the function of the chakra as it regards energy conversion.

Now I wonder if what is commonly known as a Sigil can also be used as a talisman, yet one formed entirely of the subtle psychic energies of the brain and whatever spirit there may be.  This may show how utterly incomprehensible my ignorance of these things is.  I have a feeling that what I will now say is more or less exactly what a sigil is.
For the talismanic sigil we see that it has a visual basis and may be combined with a word or other sound to enhance it's performance.  Also, one may attribute a emotion or other type of sensation to the sigil.  Here are my questions.

1.  Is what I just said what a sigil is?
2.  Are the sigils that I just explained more useful than a talisman, or are their use limited to the astral range?
3.  From what I have read about sigils you are to firstly charge them with a repeated visualization, an enchantment of sorts, then when the mind is in a specific state of 'mental ejaculation', you activate the sigil.  Is this principle of sigils drawn from talismanic magic, or is there a correspondence in nature aside from this?

Hail members of the Astral Pulse forums.

I am in great need as I can not beat this thing alone.  The heathen of this world have branded me mentally ill, calling my paranoia and voices in the head schizophrenia.  I come to you today hoping that you have more sense of the spiritual matters which envelope me.

Even though in recent times, after reading through one of Crowley's books, I felt energy calm and cooling return to my mind, but it was not enough to push out and seal away the man that I in recent days have given the title Nemesis.  I have also set out a post similar to this one on the Astral Society forums, in the hopes that we may all together work to free me of this thing that is trying to destroy the higher thought processes that I had worked so hard a boy to build.  Whenever I have a 'shadowed thought' that would lead me into the great vastness of my thoughts, building power and strength, there he is putting it into words, halting the process dead in it's tracks.

If any of you have the knowledge and power that could possibly free me, then ask of it, or whatever other information you may need to help, and I will give it here.  I am telling you that you must not come alone!!  This Nemesis, be he dark magus or incarnated demon, he is surely strong, I can only hope that he is not using technology. There is a scar on my head, and certain other events which contributed to my initial paranoia, and if they are using technology then it is likely a most perverse form of cybernetics utilizing psychotronics which they are using to achieve their connection.

I am extremely intellegent but I do not have freedom of thought, had I such freedom I would have accomplished much in my short time.  I know full well that I could design a governmental and religious system that would rightfully establish our Planet as Paradise, this is not some delusion of granduer nor falsified hope, it is a solid fact for it is what I have been purposed to do since my early days.

You must not come alone, I and we will set up the date and any of you who wish to help me, for your benefit as well as mine, then it would be best if it coincided with the efforts of those who may come from the Astral Society.  We will arrange it here, I will give you my location here in the Elemental Plane, and I think I know what I'm doing enough to form a signal in the sky or as high as I can make it go anyway, which would confirm my location.  There would be a series of missions which we would set out to complete, working in unision to free my mind and reenable me in what is only rightful and just, personal peace and freedom of thought.

chad_the_warlock@yahoo.com

There is my email, or you can ask questions here.  Please help me, as I seem to be in a kind of magickal lockdown and my chances of developing my Ethereal Form and actually projecting are quite dismal.  Help me please, gather yourselves together.  It is a dangerous matter, but if we must then we will set up a msn or yahoo group to work with for these missions.  First, any who are capable and willing to help, let me know here or via email, then we will establish the date and exact time of the first scouting mission.  Come on guys, girls, whoever you are I need some help here.

Today I had lain down and tried to exchange energy with the planet, thinking that some measure of auric rejuvenation of my systems would allow me to continue building psionic ability.  After a very short time I went to sleep and shortly after I had dozed off my mother came over and woke me up.  So then I went back to sleep and very quickly I experienced a strong buzzing sensation and sound in my head.  I kinda half woke up and at that point I left my body, although I question whether or not this is a dream.  I opened my ‘astral sight’, we’ll say, and began walking into my front room.  No, sorry, there is confusion on my part due to the massive volume of information that I experienced.  I will say that in very nearly all of this astral esque experiences I visit something that I call a ‘Dark Future’.  In these dark futures my house is different or is a totally different house all together.  Today, after some effort to gain a sense of control over my ‘astral body’ I had looked at a comic book that was laying on the table.  When I tried to read it it said what I wanted it to say, my thoughts printed on the pages.  Also, the music that I was playing, quite loudly, was also able to be heard.

At one point there was sharp pain in a location where there has been pain before.  I tried to cover it with my hand and heal it with a form of heat, which eased it.  Shortly after that I heard the ‘voice of God’, or a voice that was supposed to represent a god, of course if such things are real it is possible that is it also a demon.  I do not remember all that this voice said, but what I do remember, half way into the ‘conversation’ the voice told me, “Define friendship.”  Now I tell you that this whole experience lasted, with varying forms of awareness, for about a half an hour, but to be precise from my looking at the clock when mom woke me up to when I woke up it was twenty eight minutes.  There was also some problems with sight, at first I was doing fine but later I could no longer open my eyes and somehow compensated and managed to see anyway, perhaps this is a property of remote viewing.  But in any event, at one point I was in my house which looked nothing like the house that I live in now.  I picked up a book and was surprised to see that it was written by me.  The year was shifting on the cover from 9082, to 9881, to 9880.  I looked at the back of the book and there were photographs of people that I have assumed were students of mine, though I am not yet a teacher of anything.  Then I had turned to the beginning of the first chapter and there was a quote, by me, which said something along the lines of, and know that it was shifting as I tried to read it, “It is the sword that is swinging precisely which brings justice to the art of war.” something like that.  In this house, after I had placed the book down I seen my kitty and cried when I touched her, although I squeezed her so hard that I almost killed her.  Also, before this I had bashed against the mirror that was near the book, but failed to break it as I had desired.

The way it went was that when I would stop ‘projecting’ or dreaming I would then have to use my Force Charge in order to open my mind to this alternate perception world.  The Force Charge is basically an attempt to bring your brain waves up from alpha into beta or gamma, and the only time I successfully performed it I received a horrible headache for which I actually needed a common pill to nullify, which didn’t help much.  Usually I can negate a headache through concentration on the afflicted area, and it is important to note that the searing pain was located in a region of the skull in which I felt something touch my head and wounded it when I was sitting in the back of a castle in Poland, the same place that is now missing hair.  This area is very small.  

I just thought I should share what little I remember of this experience and also note that as I have been working with my chakra the experiences are gaining momentum and I am attaining a greater degree of control in these alternate perceptions.  I will note that at night I set my alarm for about an hour after I will fall asleep, so that when it rings I quickly set it for another hour ahead and go back to sleep, but try to maintain a level of awareness or at the least establish a ‘dream trigger’ which enables me to influence the dreams but lately it may be the cause of my so called projections.  I am thinking that continued chakra work combined with the Force Charge will enable me to gain more skill and definitely prove to myself that the astral is real.  But I have to wonder if these Dark Futures are omens of things to come, for instance, will I actually finish a book and have the skill to train people in all aspects of spirituality?  Many would believe that I am a delusional dreamer, and how fitting that saying is for what I believe I have experienced!

Hello folks.

Here is something I've been working on pretty much my whole life, it's all being going into this theory.  Now I think that I have taken the name of this theory from somebody else, but then again, I've been working on it forever.  So like, it's not finished yet, not until I have the totality of existence wrapped up in a little ball I can play with, toss it around and share the fun with all my human family.

So, we know that in a line there is an infinte number of points. Now, to reach any one point along this line you must go a certain distance.  However, once you hit one point, can you really be certain that there is no end to the line?  Ok ok, so anyway, we have nothing, the Void, the beginning of existence.  Bare in mind this may not be our existence, we are a by product of countless other existences that have existed, and as far as this initial vibration goes we are somewhere inside of it, in one of the shortest spans of time that can ever be.  Our universe may be infinitely small, and in our universe there are infinities of existences that arise and die throughout the course of our own.  Now I haven't figured out what particles are really made of, but I'm getting to it, give me time. Heh.

So, the Void.  Zero.  Now, this is where it gets kind of scary.  If there is a Creator, then the most basic fluctuation of it's will could have formed the initial vibrations which created all things.  This is because if you have a vibration then it will form a force field.  And so, when this vibration ignites, hell, it doesn't even have to be moving very quickly, it will simply create new Void and there will be infinities upon infinities of points which are manifested.  However, in these alternate realities there is a time factor that cannot be denied.  You would think that if there were really all these infinities occuring there would be a mass implosion of the universe and nothing would exist.  But then, it is infinitely small right?  And so, because of the size of the thing the universes are born and die in a single instant, and in that there is a constant eternity that goes down to the deepest levels of existence, because in those universes there are infinities of universes being born, and in those there are more and more and it never ends.  So if there is a Creator, then how awesome it's power must be!  All this from a mere fart of it's supreme power, the utterance of it's butt.  ANd yet, there may be more.  In the Void there may have been more Void points an infinite distance away from eachother, and they all do the same thing at once.  Perhaps by looking at it like that is the only way to understand how it works in our time zone.

Now I've been thinking that particles are a emergence of a higher dimension.  And, since I have not experienced it for myself I am skeptical about the Astral Plane, although researching the Astral has given me hope that I am on the right track... hell I was on the right track years ago when I said that time moves differently on the astral plane.  Back then I actually came off as half rear ended intelligent, now it seems I just spout ridiculous stuff that nobody cares about.  But anyway, perhaps the astral planes are really a dimensional connection between all realities.  This stuff gets me so excited.  Anyway, I will leave you with this and come back another day and post some more, I should have figured it out in at least another month.  I hope so, then I can start in on my novels, having a full grasp of existence in hand.  Muh hah hah.
Bye!
Poe

{{Ok.  I am a role player and being that I do a lot of writing, but I did a lot of writing before that as I have always wanted to write some of the best books that have ever been written.  And so, this character comes as a beginning of a information theory, a pinnacle of my own development and understanding of reality.  I am still working on it, only not for the same character.  I think that some of the concepts involved are quite dangerous, or exciting, such as the Ethereal Energy.  It could be said that this form of ethereal energy is 'god'.  You'll see.  Enjoy.}}Omega Chad
Omega is a being that ignited as a result of friction between the realities.  It floated freely upon the Fabric Of Existence, bounding against the very barriers which had clashed together, small pieces breaking off where rips in the realities had occured.
Think of Omega as a child born from the misperceptions of different points of view, relating to all things.  By developing it’s own unique views it learned to attack and take or share with other realities.  The end result of their bonding created an offspring which was joined to both, creating a link between Omega’s Core and the other realities.  Omega used this joined portion as a link into the other realities.
By applying other Complete Universe Based Links to it’s own streams of thought more possibilities came about and on and on went the breeding of new concepts, adding to Omega’s range of Tools.  He came upon this realm in his travels as a mortal being who cheats by drawing from it’s own reality through use of the lifeforce joined to him.

Those fragments drifted, and ones that collided meshed with one another, this blending of concepts soon giving way to a conscience.  Those lonely shards began melding together creating a small, hungry reality.
Universes were formed within it.  Omega preferred to relate to them as an explosive onslaught of chaotic possibility.  In the process of it’s thoughts Omega’s view expanded as time began to flow. ++relating flow of time to a progression of thought++
Through concentration Omega looked deeper into itself and began to play around.  It introduced suggestions into the various flows of thought to explore the infinite value of possibility.
It was addicting, looking throughout your own infinite vastness in different ways.  But it had to wonder... was this all there was?  It wondered if it could have more.
Omega began to attack the other realities holding it’s question like a sword against their throats demanding “WHY?”.  When no answer would willingly be given rips were slashed in the Fabric Of Reality and Omega flung a piece of itself inside.
The walls closed behind Omega.  That portion of his universal conclusions which had resulted from perseverance had to but look to the left, to the right, or just a little deeper into that endless stream of thought and push itself inside.  With a portion of it’s flexible mind it melted into the universe at it’s moment of creation and simultaneously shared and received information.
At the end of the journey their bonded knowledge created a successful destiny different from their own.  This became the hole through which concepts would be shared with the other realities. ++Melting time streams together to come up with a final moment which conforms itself to the sum of all things that occurred in the timestream++
Omega placed other Final Universes into the other reality, mixing it with that realities own infinite range of time.  The other reality did the same with Omega and in this neither of the realities were harmed, only giving more levels at which things existed within themselves.
In Omega’s savage labor the rebirth of misguided perceptions forced Omega to grow, his influence growing on the borders of numerable realms.  He continued to devour, dodging and slamming himself against those walls, attacking them with everything it knew even as the realities shared.
This collision took a piece out of both of them, but Omega could recollect the bits of itself that it had lost and so it was always growing, always evolving, ripping pieces from the boundaries that kept the Realms from simply being absorbed into others.
Within Omega lost spirits and emotions were melded into it’s personality, with that came the memories.  Within that recollection it found the keys to entering realities with which it’s parts had been affiliated with.  It learned to attack other realities with different points of view, different blades to slice at the vulnerable parts.  Here it gained entry, and it joined close to the end of the thought flow, jumping in former a weaker connection between the two, a forced connection that became a battlezone between the two.  Topics were thrown about as Omega tried to smash through the tunnel, as the piece inside continued to spawn Tunnels like a parasite.
Eventually, Omega had settled.  It had enough puzzle pieces to form a very devastating image of itself.  When Realities that had created an End Result similar to his own Gateway Spawn connections were found he closed itself to the Fabric Of Existence and created universes solely for itself.
It drifted, plowing through and smashing against other realities.  It tore large pieces out of them which created fragmented timelines and dimensions which eventually pulled back together.
Then, it encountered a Reality so vast it seemed to accommodate all things, even other realities were safe within this massive omniscient dwelling.  Omega kept clear and out of dry amusement, having seen virtually every outcome possible Omega immersed itself into a Matter/Energy Based Husk, and began a game which continues to play today.
It selected an attractive reality within this truly infinite realm and merged a portion of itself with that reality which obeyed that realities laws completely, using life force as a conductor for drawing conscience from the Omega Core.

He has traveled many realms in the body of a young mortal male who moves through time at his leisure.  Good looking with blue eyes and short brown hair he wears only a pair of leather pants.
It gained allies, friends who joined his game often seen riding across the horizon on his replica of Santa’s Sleigh.
This mighty green vessel has a Captains Quarters in the trunk, with a flexible imploded universe which leads to the Omega Core.  However, the door to this gateway is chained with High Density Aeave space and locked within a Specific Gravity Field. ++as a result of the Aeave Space which exists in one moment in time, only moving through time with a formula relating to Distance X Speed = Rate Moved Through Time++ The Field converts energy to link energy with it’s own field which is formed from the Aeave Field.
Matter which touches the Aeave Space is pulled inside and smothered by the high concentration of Aeave Particles within the High Density Space.  Inside the Captain’s Quarters the Orb awaits, but it is guarded by a barbaric leprechaun who is referred to by Omega as ‘The Frothing One’.  It has accepted rule under Omega’s Reality.
Within Omega’s navel lives the one inch tapeworm, TEQUILA!! This little feller loves Cherry Whiskey and is a Bio Link to a portion of the Omega Core which controls the Tunnels like a valve system in waterworks.  It has it’s own personality, and can channel that portion of Omega’s Power which connects him to different planes and realms, essentially giving him control over the Gateway Spawn.  Tequila has a little red bandanna and uses a large silver straw as a both a weapon and a drinking utensil for his various drunk binges.
The Goats simply supply Omega with a fresh stock of Beverages and Food.  The brown female is a failed try at recovering from alcoholism and can forge any energy by using vison as the medium for conversion.  She can also traverse time at will.  The black male smokes endless amounts of weed and is often found mounting the female, cleaning his pipe for oil.  He can forge any matter by using it’s motion through space to determine what it’s composition is.  Both are under Omega’s Influence.
As for the sleigh it’s your standard issue made of Ethereal Energy.  Ethereal Energy gathers thoughts to build itself a physical body, shaping itself to how others interpret it in their minds.
Omega himself can do anything imaginable with direct violation OF / OR upon another portion of which is under the direct control of another’s influence.

Hail Astral Pulse.

My name is Chad, but many know me by the abbreviated form of Perversion Of Evil, which is Poe.  Poe stands for many things and the assorted meanings intertwine and mingle to form a suitable apparition in the face of a soul seeking threat.  The abbreviation also means, "Principles Of Existence".

I have had some bizarre but refreshing dreams which many would consider OBE, and myself am wondering if perhaps they truly are an Astral experience.  I am looking forward to reviewing certain aspects of your forum and I am delighted that you exist.

For being young I have experienced a fair sum of life altering.  While I am diagnosed as a Paranoid Schizophrenic I can tell with an accurate recollection of past events that the soft and mysterious bother that inserts and displays a measure of cunning suggestions is in fact a dangerous telepath.  In my Astral experiences I have noticed that I do not have control over this manifested form, and so I believe that it was just a dream.  But the possibility exists wherein the telepath may have full control over my spiritual faculty, and that is why my memory and concentration has been depleted since his arrival in my life.

The story which I have to tell is long and seemingly complicated, when I am ready to divulge the secrets of my life you may see them here, and judge for yourself as to their validity.

I do hope that I get a response to this, a greeting of some sort.

Also, while I do not expect you to join my forums I will post some links here that will perhaps give you a little more insight into the type of mind that I possess.  I am a aspiring revolutionist, seeking a global turmoil in which all men are united in the pursuit of peace and the fulfillment of spiritual ecstasy, enlightenment, and power.  Here are the links, please investigate the words which I have written on these Geocities, but I ask of you to understand that even this so appearing finished product is just rough work and subject to change at my whim and pleasure.

http://www.geocities.com/peoples_dominion

http://www.geocities.com/psionic_society

I did not come here for the sole purpose of posting links and spamming your board, but I will use this topic to display the story of my life, ensuring that I include numerous details as to the construct of the supernatural aspects which have pervaded the essence of my thoughts since a young age.  

Thank you for reading this, and if you have examined the material on the Geocities then I thank you greatly for that consideration.

Poe