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Fellows:
           Hi there I've been reading a lot of material trying to find "proof" about my religion (Christian). Proof of Jesus existence, proof of God, proof of something. A signal  
To be honest, during my journey I read a lot about Evolution, origins of life, etc... and I found proof there. Proof that comes from the Science. Too bad for my faith, so I started to search books against Evolution, and to be honest, they couldn't convince me at all. "The Case for God", "Darwins Black Box", "The Case for Christ", etc... At the end, I found myself lost, or "more lost" than at the beginning...
Now, can anyone without quoting the bible tell me something logical/rational to believe in God again ? I can't find a way to believe in Evolution and God at the same time. Don't know why

Thanks a lot in advance,
Magic.

Hi guys, yesterday (as always) I tried my wide awake projection, and failed (as always). So I turned around and went to sleep.
I woke up because of the strong vibrations so I started my projection. I was face down and with my Astral Hands started pushing against my bed in order to "take off". As soon as I left my bed (maybe 3 feet upwards) I felt something (seemed like a hand) on the back of my shoulder pushing me down and preventing me to continue going up. I thought: "What the hell ? I wanna go up!" - but the pressure continue there, so I though: "I will fool you" and decided to leave my bed rolling over my body. I did it and ended up on the floor (astral). Then I went over my bed again and tried the same method to take off: pushing with my astral hands against the bed. Unfortunately, this "mysterious force" pushed over me again, so I finally gave up, turning myself over and trying to project facing upwards. Nonsense, the vibes left me and couldn't project
Did this ever happen to you ? To be honest, I felt like if someone was protecting me, and I had a rebel attitude...

Cheers,
Magic.

I still can't fu__ing believe I'm trying and trying and things seems to go backwards ... a month ago I was almost "reaching" Focus10 but now I can't feel anything close to it. It seems that I listen to WaveI without a single success. Did this happen to you ? Don't you feel sometimes that you are wasting your precious time ? Don't you think sometimes you are going crazy ?
Man !! Why am I involved on all these ? I still can't believe.

Just a discharge

Thanks,
MagicMac.

Amigos, I've been reading the Pointers of the Wave I that Frank posted. Then the Focus 10 article by Major Tom and after that, all the Phasing stuff from the FAQ.
My problem is that "I don't know what to do" when I'm (or I think I'm) at Focus10. Frank says "do the noticing exercise" and that's OK, but, do I have to achieve Focus10 first ? I mean, imagine that I'm at Focus10. Then, what do I have to expect ? How do I "join" that state with the noticing exercise that Frank posted ?
This is what I'm doing right now six days a week:
14:00 ----> Listen to Wave I - Intro to Focus 10.
01:00 ----> When lying on bed in order to sleep, I do the "Noticing Exercise" without trying to achieve Focus10 or something special. I just lay down facing upwards and notice ... notice ... and notice ... I hope one day I will start noticing something

Can you give me any other hint ? I mean, Am I on the correct path ?

Thanks a lot in advance,
MagicMac.