Ok basically this was my night,
As i layed down i was very in tune with my mind so that i was set on trying to AP. So as usual i layed down relaxed for a minute, started to do some deep breathing exercises and just trying to concentrate on 1 thing, my mind was kinda full so it took a good 20 mins to clear my mind, as soon as i did it was as if my whole mind went blank, i was in this state of tranquility, then a quick jolt of adrenaline had me thinking again so i just said, stop stop just do this, lets AP tonight, come on, i went back into the state, next thing i knew it i was starting to feel really relaxed (i tried to imagine from feet to head) each muscle relaxed, i started to feel slight vibrations and hear some cracking noises like i always do when i get to this state, i started to think again and not knowing i almost slipped into a dream but i soon pulled my mind out, at that instant it was as if my body fell asleep and i was fully awake in my mind, I'm like yes i did it, i started to feel my feet rise and my eyes slowly like must been in there REM process cause i was feeling it softly, next thing i tried to imagine triangles spinning, doing some of my own techniques so i could work with my charkus, i did that and i almost fell into a dream again but stayed aware, before i knew it i musta been so tired i lost it, had a nice feeling though inside, then when i woke up i felt refreshed, so wasn't to bad of a night, then i notice....
my alarm clock was unplugged?? i always look at my clock first thing i do when i wake up to see what time it was and it was unplugged... then i remembered that day i set ma alarm 2 hours early so i could try to AP in the morning by doing the wake up early, and more relax method, apparently i don't even remember it going off once... my mom then told me i turned it off like twice that night and it keep going off so she came in and unplugged it... she said it must of went off 4 - 5 times before she did, i don't even remember turning it off once! i wonder if i was just so tired or in such a deep sleep from my nightly meditation that my arm just kept hitting snooze? and when u hit snooze it goes off again every 30 mins, so it was weird how i don't even remember this lol
Has this ever happened to any1 else and does any1 have an explanation?
-mega-
As i layed down i was very in tune with my mind so that i was set on trying to AP. So as usual i layed down relaxed for a minute, started to do some deep breathing exercises and just trying to concentrate on 1 thing, my mind was kinda full so it took a good 20 mins to clear my mind, as soon as i did it was as if my whole mind went blank, i was in this state of tranquility, then a quick jolt of adrenaline had me thinking again so i just said, stop stop just do this, lets AP tonight, come on, i went back into the state, next thing i knew it i was starting to feel really relaxed (i tried to imagine from feet to head) each muscle relaxed, i started to feel slight vibrations and hear some cracking noises like i always do when i get to this state, i started to think again and not knowing i almost slipped into a dream but i soon pulled my mind out, at that instant it was as if my body fell asleep and i was fully awake in my mind, I'm like yes i did it, i started to feel my feet rise and my eyes slowly like must been in there REM process cause i was feeling it softly, next thing i tried to imagine triangles spinning, doing some of my own techniques so i could work with my charkus, i did that and i almost fell into a dream again but stayed aware, before i knew it i musta been so tired i lost it, had a nice feeling though inside, then when i woke up i felt refreshed, so wasn't to bad of a night, then i notice....
my alarm clock was unplugged?? i always look at my clock first thing i do when i wake up to see what time it was and it was unplugged... then i remembered that day i set ma alarm 2 hours early so i could try to AP in the morning by doing the wake up early, and more relax method, apparently i don't even remember it going off once... my mom then told me i turned it off like twice that night and it keep going off so she came in and unplugged it... she said it must of went off 4 - 5 times before she did, i don't even remember turning it off once! i wonder if i was just so tired or in such a deep sleep from my nightly meditation that my arm just kept hitting snooze? and when u hit snooze it goes off again every 30 mins, so it was weird how i don't even remember this lol
Has this ever happened to any1 else and does any1 have an explanation?
-mega-