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I saw a spinning wheel about 12 inches in diameter, flat, I was looking from above it, it was in void, and it was flowing... clockwise, across the petals. I'd say there were sets of 5 symmetrical petals per quarter and it was all symmetrical, making 20 in total. There was no central ball, but the "petals" were all connected and centered on the center point. It felt powerful and gentle, like I was expressing something through it, but at the same time that it was sentient and expressing something to me. I'm puzzled. My dream had nothing to do with it. It happened probably during by Delta cycles, between dream and immediate waking. I felt there was something very important I needed to learn from this happening. Help. :)

   Why this could have happened... but still not explaining what I saw...
I've been running around and just lately I was messing with some Psionics stuff, throwing energy around like it was a child's plaything, despite my significant lack of experience in the field. I siphoned so much energy out of the earth and heavens that I became supercharged and started trying telekinesis without relaxing. I realized what I was doing about a minute later... I was throwing energy at it instead of really trying to move it(blowing on it instead of grabbing it), in rather immense quantity. Since I have an almost unlimited amount of energy, both physical and spiritual(though it does have a cap on how potent I can make it, it flows constantly, without depleting), I lack only the most vital things: 1)spare time 2)guidance. How do I visualize and make real "grabbing" an object? Is it the act of encomassing the object or the act of pinpoint focusing the energy on it, or what? How do I make something move? Next, after I achieve that(shouldn't take long), how do I make a large object bend and twist as I please, to return to its original form once I'm done with it? Supersaturation is my only thought, make it an extension of my self by filling it with my energy and then ... something. I try to do these things away from public eyes, and it's difficult to do with my lifestyle and the fact I live in a big city. I would at some point like to use telekinetic talent to do various things that would require walking to an object or otherwise leaving an area unattended, using it as a tool.