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I found myself walking outside in the fresh air this morning. I wondered how I had came there and decided to go back in my room. Upon entering my bedroom, I found myself sleeping in my bed. My underwears were different and I was sleeping without my blanket and in a different position. I decided to touch myself and I was surprised to feel the soft and warm texture. I also enjoyed to look at my physical shape... I thought I was pretty hot lol. Seems like a parralel world near the RTZ (I have been experiencing what seems to be other me for a few months now). I acquired my lucidity and started to walk around the house... then I was took behind my eyelids into the vibrations. Now I have been experiencing with phasing and I read the vibrations are not even a needed stage to project. My question is: can you transform the vibrations into a phasing experience? Remaining still and sort of clicking-in rather than separating in the classic way? I waited... I saw some geometric shapes for a short moment, tried to hold my thoughts, but I never got to the numbness feeling I experienced with phasing, the vibrations got stronger and stronger and faded away. Now I am thinking I should just separate the next time it happens... but in your experience, is it possible to go from vibrating to phasing? Both feelings seemed rather different to me! Thank you so much and good night, sweet dreams

I recently read about the phasing method... after three nights of trying, I was quite impress to see how well it works! I drifted off to sleep, while remaining focused inside, then at some point, I noticed a sort of numbing feeling which got stronger and stronger as I remained still. It sort of clicked in... and now I have done it two nights in a row, each time I then saw a map, like it was a video game. Then I was took into the game. The first simulation was called "Dino Land"... I saw dinosaurs and flied around, but it was nothing too real. The other game was a Role Playing Game, an old style of 3D. Now, I figured I was merely in what Xanth calls lucid awareness in his e-book... I will try asking myself the questions "why I am here? How I came here? etc." next time. In any case, this method is very cool, the numbing feeling of phasing out... it's quite different from the vibrations, I actually loved the feeling! I know it's nothing too great, but just thought I would share... to any beginners like me, I really recommend phasing! Much thank to Xanth and his blog where I read about this!

EDIT: This is a little off-topic but the same night I first phased, I was took into a frightening trip flying upwards... then at some point I came out and I saw a very real scene with an alien. He was humanoid and had a similar physical charateristic as me. It's sort of a rare thing, but I will keep it private. Anyway, what he said was just weird... he asked if my brain was light enough and if I was enjoying the experience so far. I'm left thinking I may have came from somewhere else. I really don't know, that sure was weird!

Hello Pulsers, I haven't been here for a couple months. I'm very busy with my life. When I started to read "Far Journeys" I started to have the following experience. It just happened again this afternoon. I go for a nap, then I find myself sitting down by the window in my room. Then I start to think it would be nice to go out of body. There's no feeling of vibrations, but I attempt to project, but it's like I'm blocked. Then next I just bring the vibrations into this dream or energetic body (second body?) and then I try again. With the vibes, I feel I am close to dissociation, I feel I become something much lighter and floating... yet again I can't complete dissociation. I have had this experiences a couple times... it will happen again. A few weeks ago, three times I was about to be successful, but a pair of arms grabbed me tightly, or I was throw a knee in my back... What's going on there? Is it what Monroe refers as the Third Body? Any ideas on how to complete separation? It seems like the next step for me...

Two months ago, a force carried me above. I got afraid because of the height and it dropped me. I felt it wanted me to go above. The next time, I decided to fly into the Upper Realms. I took off the ground singing a profound "Ohm!" and the force took me again. I flew through a motion of black and gray. Next I was within a building. I met a small being with hair of light. I told him I had questions, but he refused to answer. I insisted... and he said "Okay then I will tell you something! I find you cute, you are luminous... but you have a dark side, a gray area, you are a vampire!". I went outside and I met another small being. He was wearing a red hat and had a big beard... he looked like a gnome! He was having a conversation with another one and seemed ticked at my questions. I asked, "are you a gnome?" and he said "no". I begged pardon and pursued my exploration. I saw many "gnomes" asleep on the ground. I decided to go higher and started to sing "Ohm!". The black and gray area appeared and the force took me. Then I heard a voice saying "You won't be able to go higher this time" and I woke up in excitement.

Now, I tried to go again, but I haven't been able! The force didn't came back, flying above took me off the Second State. I wasn't able to sing with my incredible voice, or my flying was uncoordinate. I sort of gave up... on December 21, a man told me his name was "Underground". I left him because I wanted to fly to a nearby forest, but I came back to the ground and decided to sink into it. I became afraid of what could lurk down there so I decided to fly back. While doing so, I started to sing "Life!" with my profound voice. It morphed into an unknown symphony and I was joined by a choral! IT WAS AMAZING! Now I would like to go again. I was told I couldn't go further this time by the voice, meaning I would be allowed at another time? Any advices, personal similar experiences, tips to be successful in flying back there would be welcome!

Good Morning Pulsers,

These days, after I'm done with my dreams diary, around 9:00 AM, I go into the woods behind my house. There's a little trail, a brook and a little bridge. It's cold here in January and I put my snowshoes and I walk a bit around. You don't meet people often around so I figured it would be a perfect place to meditate and sing mantras. My main goal is to project love in all directions... I speak, I may whistle and I do mantras and visualize my projections. I won't get into details, this isn't my concern. Well, you may have figured, but this morning I was totally into my singing that I didn't notice that people were coming my way. I was singing "Serenity for the world!" and an old woman begged me pardon to cross the bridge. I felt a rush of embarrassment and I said sorry and she crossed the bridge with her husband and their dog as I added "I know it may be strange, but I'm performing my little ritual". She said "No that's good". I had already planned what I would if it happened, but still I felt very uncomfortable, I tried to calm down, reassuring myself. I finished my ritual, still felt a bit shaky and returned home. I don't want to be labeled a freak... but I also want to be who I am, to do the things that makes me happy... this could be enough for me not to go back there. What would you do in my place? How would you react if you saw someone doing that while you took a walk in the woods? I need some thoughts on this! Thanks and I wish you a beautiful day!

Hello there,
I am pretty much on my own when it comes to discuss spirituality, occultism, out-of-body experiences, dreams and anything related to esoterism. I am trying to find people who share the same interests as me. I started to read Robert Monroe first book where he says he found himself in the same situation and he speaks of the "Underground". Where do I find those spiritual underground societies of people who are involved in the same bizarre activities as me? IRL not just on the Internet, I want to meet real people! Thanks and I wish you a beautiful day!

At 5 :00, I woke up and I put back my recording of intentions on. While it was still playing, I embarked in my Second Body. I cannot recall going through the vibrations, but I know the recorder was still playing because I could still hear it. I wanted to pull my earphones off, but I was afraid, with reason, to wake up. My intentions was to fall asleep, observe the vibes and « ride the waves » at the proper moment and easily succeed in doing so to go and visit my next-to-be girlfriend. « It is more than anything going to be a meeting with Love itself incarnated in a very lively form! I am going to tell her I have been searching for her for a long time, I will offer her a transfer of love through a smile and tell we are going to meet soon in the material world » did I suggest as a part of my intent.

I stand up and knew without a doubt I was in the Second State. My room was dark and I remembered being attacked by dark hands during the same night, I was afraid, and decided to put the light on. I didn't turn the switch, it just turned on. I opened doors the same way and went outside. I decided I should go and look for this girl. I started to rise in the air and flied around. I was telling myself « I'm going to meet that girl! » and as I repeated the thought over and over I flied faster and faster. It was also dark outside and cloudy so I put the sun and a blue sky. I had no idea where I was going, then I landed on the ground near a white house. They were also a bunch of old people interacting on the other side of the street. I didn't knew where to go! I decided to go see the people outside. There was a white bench and two little girls, about 10 years old. I sat in-between them wondering if one of them could be the girl I was looking for. I felt timid and embarassed, they were much too young! I told them I was seeking a girlfriend and said they could not be that girl because they were still in sixth year, right? One of them said it was true. I left them to explore the white house.

I entered the house and I met a man preparing breakfast. I asked where was his daughter. I may have told him or he knew I was looking for a girlfriend. He said « My daughter? But she is much too young for a 23 years old! ». I am actually 26 years old, but I do look younger. He went upstairs in a sort of protective behaviour. I decided to go through the ceiling to see how old actually was his daughter. If she was 18, it would not be a problem! As I went through the ceiling, I touched a pipe and the ceiling seemed to never end. I knew I was drifting off the Second State... so I started to rub my hands. I read about this trick on this forum, it is very useful! I have also experienced with eating foods while projecting, it works the same ways, but it may be less convenient (you need to create or to find food!)

I found myself in my bedroom, there was no sense of vibrations again. I went through the window – I find it easier to pass through a window – a wall or a ceiling is harder for me to pass through. I went outside with the same intention. I started to fly and this time I just told myself « I fly faster!  » and I was speeding faster each time. I landed near what seemed an alcohol store. I entered the place and met a brunette there. I went to her and we started to kiss. I had no idea while making the intent, but what else could be a « transfer of love through a smile » if anything but a kiss? We kissed a first time and it felt so good we did a few more times! I could literaly feel the texture of her lips and the warmth from it! I have never kissed a girl in the physical world so how could I knew how it feels? Then I looked more closely at the girl, she was cute but her teeth... she was a little toothless, they were space in-between her tooth. So I decided to look for another girl! Right at this moment, a group of three girls passed by and went into the backstore. I followed them with insistance and found myself alone with a blonde with a white pale face covered with a few freckles. I thought she was cute, not the cutest, but she was really fine! My criterias are not really high. I find that roughly 70% of the girls from 18-28 are really beautiful! I wanted to kiss her, but she told me she didn't want to, but I insisted and we started to kiss. I felt that warmth again, but not the rich texture. I started to drift off again and lost visual insight, and I could hear her « Why? I told you I didn't want to! ». I don't feel bad for doing so, or maybe just a little. I rubbed my hands again.

I came back to my bedroom. I went out again by the window. I started to fly again and looked at the scenery, a mix of forests and houses. I flied at high speed until I reached what seemed the entrance to a small city. They were two wooden houses on the outside, I want towards one and I found myself face to face with a black gangsta-style man holding two guns at me. I rushed him and he aimed at me. I was afraid I could die off the Second State, but I didn't. I flied to back off and went into the second wooden house. There was another black guy sitting at a table. No girl in sight, I wasn't in the good location! Outside, I wondered what to do next. I thought it could be intersting to fly as high as possible above. I remembered how scary it has been before for me... so I flied about 10 meters above and let myself fall to remember it wouldn't hurt to hit the ground. I decided to reach for the stars... and started to fly at rapid speed; I was a little afraid; I started to drift off again, I don't remember but maybe I rubbed my hands again. I saw an image of stars... and then Pikachu appeared! I was like « What the hell? Pikachu?! » It was like I was in the constellation of Pikachu. I could hear a song saying « Pika! Pika! Pikachu! » while a giant Pikachu was pulsating in front of me. It was funny! Then the scene switched to a video game « save file », it saved the « game » and I could see other datas. There was a data for japanese animes « Bleach » and « One Piece ». I was like... but they aren't PlayStation games! Then I woke up extremely happy! I scrolled down through the Facebook page of students of the group I am going to join soon to see if I could see any of the girl I met there. I didn't, but one of the profile I looked up was a girl and her pseudonym was « Pikachue »!

I would love to have some feedbacks! I haven't been able to project for a while. My life has totaly changed over the course of two months. I finally kicked drugs out of my life, I went to rehab... and came out on december 21! It was truly the end of a world for me and the beginning of a whole new brave one! I have been reading fascinating books. Strangely, I am reading the books of Seth and Robert Monroe first book, both which were publied in 1971-1972. I have started a writing project to create more love in our world. I am being much more creative than I ever was!... I'm about to start school and I want to meet a girl because one who search love can't get pass this! This is what lead me to seek it out in the Second State. My first experience is a success, but I am not sure I found that girl yet. So I am going to repeat the experience over and over until I am satisfied with the results. Do you have any suggestions I could use for orientation? I will update my thread once I have more results... I am truly curious to see how far it will go, and it sure it going to go far, because love knows no limits!

Good evening! Yesterday, I shared my first AP in the experiences section (Voyage to Velis). There is something that I just remembered that I forgot to write down and it's pretty important I think. After achieving dissociation, while I was looking at my bed and found there was nobody in it... I could hear myself breathing loudly. It wasn't like hearing myself breathing while being inside my body, it was exactly like hearing someone else breathing in his sleep... but I was alone in my bedroom! When I finally decided to go outside of my room, I couldn't hear it anymore. This is the sole and only time it happened. For me, it is truly a proof that AP is truly happening out-of-body, but of course skeptics could claim I am lying, but I couldn't care less. Has it ever happened to anyone else? I will be gone for the next two weeks, just thought I would share this before I leave! 

For a long time, I thought I had HPPD - Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder - because of all the psychedelics, dissociatives and street drugs I used. For many years now, I have been seeing a indefinite aggregate of purple colour in-between my eyes, just where the Third Eye is located. I think I started to see it after spending countless hours singing the Gayatri mantra and doing meditation while tweaking on methamphetamine. I know I know, drugs are bad... I quit using... but the fact is that instead of crashing down, I have found myself into mystical states on some rare occasions! I will always remember when I saw the moon full aura and the light taking life in the night sky! That was simply incredible! So to keep myself calm, I would do meditation and sing mantras and use candles to focus on. I spent many many hours doing that... seriously most methheads are unable to do that because of all the stimulation they get.

Anyway after a while, I started to see the Third Eye chakra either eye closed or open eyes, overlapping on the physical layer of reality. Right now, it's just a bunch of sparkles... but if I meditate, especially with a focus point, it turns to a perfect little purple ball that either spin clockwise or counter-clockwise...  It can also appears as pulsating energy outwards or inwards. Rarely it has turned to a flower of ether! That was so beautiful! In any case, is there any use in seeing this? Also are they additional chakras on the right and on the left side of the Third Eye? When I look at a Shiva avatar with circles on right and left, I can see them spinning. When I tried ibogaine treatment to get clean from opiates, I could see the main purple chakra and two additional ones on both side. For some reason, I think the chakra was being used to boot each visions that the plant spirit gave me, because everytime a vision was falling apart from my vision, the chakras appeared and it sort of clicked to start another vision.

I know people involved in esoterism, OBEs, lucid dreams, paranormal activities try to dissociate themselves from drugs... but from my experience, there is no difference whenever it involves drugs or not, it's just that people doesn't want to be called out crazy druggies. By the way, I am not saying in any sort of ways you should use drugs! I EXPERIENCED HELL AND ALMOST DIED SEVERAL TIMES! It's a miracle I am still healthy and have my sanity!

As for the transpersonal chakras, I had a lucid dream where I was rising through multiple ceilings within a church while singing Ohm. I was show the picture of a man with two little balls over the head. The first ball started to flash and I could read BROADCASTING. Then i was offered to play a game to activate the second one but I failed. I knew nothing about the transpersonal chakras, I found it out on Wikipedia the next day. What happened, what does it mean when it says it is broadcasting? Is it of any use?

A few years ago, I was with a friend in his apartment and there was a glass... people do not believe me when I tell them the glass suddenly imploded right in front of us! And there was no heat source! It did not explode, it imploded! We were extremely surprised... the broken pieces are quite similar in size and apart from very little pieces, none of them were sharp. I have a picture of the remains of the glass! It's nothing great, but it's hard to explain! I was told it could be "harmonic vibrations" that hit the glass or something like that. Still, it's a pretty rare phenomena! Here is a link to the picture:

http://postimage.org/image/4djl4ngkb/

Hola amigos!

I am yet another newcomer here. I am very happy I found people sharing the same interest as me! I am 26 years old, I am a French Quebecker, I have a degree in arts and letters, I love literature, Japanese animation and role-playing-games, I have a fascination with esoterism and I used to be a psychonaut. I explored psychedelics states... but overtime I got myself trapped into the world of drugs. I have been struggling to recover my health... I have been lucid dreaming and experiencing SP in the past 8 years and then it happened this summer when I was clear from drugs withdrawals... I had my first conscious AP! I sort of already introduced in the Astral Projection Experiences where I shared my first AP which was wonderful: http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_astral_projection_experiences/voyage_to_velis-t38894.0.html

I am very glad I found this place

Hello there,
Last week, when I started to feel the inner vibrations and tried to take my off my physical vessel, I couldn't do it and as I was forcing to achieve dissociation, I started to feel a very sharp pain around my right scapula. It was really painful and it felt like that region of my body was swollen. I was afraid because it felt really real. I physically woke up and I was relieved my scapula wasn't swollen. A few months ago I had a similar problem, but this time I felt chest pain. It's a different story, but on another occasion, I took me off my body but then I was pushed back my two beings. I couldn't see them because I was blind and it was actually painful when I struggled with them. I was also bitten by a mouse that was by my bed once. Well I deserved it thought because I tried to crush it with my foot! It's not pain like we know it... it's more like a sort of energetic pain. Anyway, have you ever felt pain during the stage of vibrations? What could be causing it and how could I get pass this problem? It doesn't discourage me, but it is really painfull! Since I am making a thread about the vibrations, I would like to share something else. Once I was lying on my back (a position I do not like to fall asleep) and I started to get vibes... but only in my feet! Did it ever happened to anyone else?

Hello Astral Pulsers! This is my first time posting around here... I have been looking for people who share the same interest as me in OBEs and lucid dreaming. I have tried to share my experience with relatives, friends, coworkers, facebook friends... some people do seem to have an interest in these things, but most just think this is insane, that I have been doing too much drugs!... The thing is I have been a poly-drugs user for over eight years... this all started when I wanted to explore reality back when I was 18. I had my first sleep paralysis experience a few days after I tried psilocybin mushrooms and started to lucid dream pretty much at the same time. Over the years I went through an hell that I just can't start to describe. Against my will, I have often found myself seeing things from the low astral. When I was addicted to methamphetamine, I took a video of myself undergoing extreme pain... when I checked it, still being in an altered state, I was shocked to see there was a cloud of self-transforming red flammes with an evil expression anchored over my head. It was raging and enjoying the more and the more as I struggled... I came to understand that it was the spirit associated to methamphetamine. You can read my theory about drugs and spirits here: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/630893-I-signed-a-pact-with-the-Devil I experienced many many horrible but also very beautiful things. Then I just had enough and decided to get off. I have nothing more to be taught by drugs! I went through months of withdrawals from benzodiazepines and opiates. When I started to feel normal again... I went to bed and it happened, the vibrations filled me and I just knew it was my chance to go out-of-body even though I knew nothing about the inner vibes. It is a huge motivation for me to stay drugs free - why would I use drugs when I trip sober? I have been successfull at projecting about 5-6 times. On a few occasions, I could not make out of the vibes; some beings pushed me back in my body or I felt minor or intense pain at trying to do so. Here's my first experience:

Voyage to Velis

I wasn't really tired, but I decided to go to bed to respect my sleeping schedule. I fell asleep quite fast, but then all of a sudden I was filled with a sensation of inner vibrations, a sort of intense buzzing went through all my body. I have no idea why, but I understood that it was my chance to attempt astral projection. It wasn't easy, it was tough, but I was able to free myself from my physical vessel attraction. I found myself next to my bed, but there was nobody to be seen. I floated a little bit around and I went back to the vibrations stage. While making my research about astral projection, I found out that it may be impossible to see your physical body because of the astral frequency on which my consciousness goes when projecting. I also learned that I need to get away from my body as fast as possible to avoid being sucked back by my body magnetism.

I went back to the stage of vibrations about five or seven times. On one occasion, I saw myself lying in bed, but I looked younger and I was wearing my glasses. I seemed like a teenager. I read that it could possibly be my etheric body or something like that, which can take on a very different appearance from my physical body. Every time I had a lot of difficulty in keeping my eyes open. I was often blind and I had to force on my eyes with my hands to see... apparently it is another effect of the attraction of my physical vessel. Next time, I will simply go away from my bedroom as fast as possible. It's exactly what I did next... I went through the roof and found myself outside where I met someone with who I work, but he seemed different, he always had a huge smile. I often meet familiar people with huge smiles in my lucid dreams and they always smile back at me when I tell them they are inside my dreams. "You are wrong, we aren't inside your dream!". I believe they are the higher selfs of my relatives. In any case, I was with this person in what seemed a different landscape in front of my house. They were trees and a lot of things made out of wood. I asked my coworker David how this place was called and he told me I was in "Velis" or something like that. It is a Latin word meaning "you"... but it's also the word used in the "Dievturība", a Neopagan religious movement, which mean (!) astral body. I found this information on Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dievtur%C4%ABba This sure is a strange coincidence, isn't it? While being with my always and ever smiling friend, I also tried to fly upward, as high as I could, but when I wanted to go higher than the roof of the house in front of me, I became scared. Next time, I will let go because there's no need to be afraid! Fear can only be an obstacle that will enchain me to the low astral.

Returning to the stage of vibrations, I then went out by a sort of panel made out of wood that was in place of the patio glass door behind my house. Once outside, I heard my neightbor little girl shooting "Mama! Mama! Mama!". I decided to call the young girl: "Marie!" and then she started shooting "Mama! Mama! No! He found us!" I thought that she was afraid of me, but then I met a strange creature lurking around. The creature was humanoid, gray in colour with purple lines like some kind of tattoos. It looked a bit like Gollum or Dampé in the Zelda games: http://zeldawiki.org/Damp%C3%A9 It was hairless, skinny and had long arms and legs and seemed strong. It was also tall, maybe about seven feets. I asked him a question and as he was answering, I was took out of my astral projection. I cannot remember the words we exchanged, but I think the young girl was afraid of this creature who looked a lot like the wendigo or some sort of orc. I think he was off to go working, to curve stone maybe because he seemed to be holding a sculpture tool. Also, my neightbor girl is very often shooting out when playing outside, and she is often calling for her mother. I wonder what's going on there...? Otherwise, I remember contemplating the nocturne sky from which I gazed upon a very shiny constellation. It is certain that I will reiterate this experience very soon! And so I did the next night after I started a onieric diary (which was one suggestion I got from a class teacher in a lucid dream) and passed the day reading about astral projection... and that projection was even more profound and beautiful! Listening to astral music is incredible! It sounds so similar to listening to music while on psychedelics drugs... which lead me to think that while in a psychedelic state, the various dimensions of the multiverse overlap within our consciouness.

Well that was my first experience... By the way, every time I come back from the astral, when I turn on the light to take some notes, I can see what I came to call the "rainbow lights", the full specter of the light around light bulbs. I also started to speak with myself in a strange way in the following days... in my mind my tone of voice seems more wise and it tells what's going to happen or what to do (stop smoking cigarettes for example). I love this, it's like I am in touch with my higher self! Lately, I have been trying to meet my guide, to teleport with my thoughts... so far I have been able to fly so high I could see the planet curving. With time I will get the hang of it I know. It's just too bad I relapsed into opiates in the last few months... it totally kill my abilities! I decided to quit because it's killing me to use this stuff... after two weeks, I am almost done with withdrawals. I want to acquire healing into the astral, how is it possible, what should I do? I pray a lot for this to happen. Any comments, tips, anything really would be cool! I really needed to share but I will make sure to read a lot here before anything else! Good evening and safe traveling! By the way, by any chance, anyone here is from Québec and speak French?