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[The AP Journal Of NaCirema_NY]

Alright...I Noticed That There's A Bunch Of People That Are Seeking Verification That AP Is REAL, Since They've Been Trying SO Hard, And Can't Seem To Get The Gist Of It...I've Been Studying It For A While (Few Months) And Have Only Once Tried To Induce AP Without Hemi/Holosync And Once WITH It (Last Night)...I'm Creating A Journal To Show Unbiased Proof/Experience Of What I Go Through On My Journey To AP...Let Me Let You All Know That I Don't Believe I'm Gifted Psychically At All, And I'm Only 18 Years Of Age...I Would NEVER EVER Lie About Any Of The Statements Made In This, Or Any Other Thread...With That Said...Here I Bring To You:

The AP Journal Of NaCirema_NY

Thursday, September 01. 6:00 A.M. Eastern Time.

I've Had MUCH Sleep...About Twelve Hours. I Heard It's Best To Attempt AP While You're Not Tired, So I'm Hoping This Experience Will Take Me Somewhere...Not Asking For Much, But At Least Somewhere...My Little Sister Will Be Getting Up To Get Ready For School In A Few Minutes, But Hopefully, She Won't Be Loud Enough To Distract Me While I'm Listening To "Boxed Nirvana", A MP3 File I Burned To A CD A Few Hours Ago...I've Kinda Been Putting This Off, As I Would've Attempted This A Few Hours Ago, But I Can't Lie...I'm A Bit Scared. Even If I've Read NOT To Be...I Prayed Before I Went To Sleep, To God, Asking That If Projection Is Anything UN-God Like, Or Demonic, To Keep Me From Being Successful At It. I Sleep With The Bible Right Next To My Bed, On The Floor. It Makes Me Feel Safer...

-- 6:06 A.M. Eastern Time.

Right Before I Get Ready To Listen To The Tapes And Relax Myself, I Notice The Time...6:06. I Have A Weird Sort Of Hallucination -- Not Really A Hallucination, But A 'Movie Like' Flash Forward Where I Fall Into Astral Projection, And Wake Up, And The Clock Says 6:66. Maybe I'm Just Overreacting...But It Just Weirds Me Out A Bit...So I Wait Until The Clock Changes To 6:07, Before I Begin...I Don't Know Why I'm Acting So Weird, But Seeing The '7' On The Clock Makes Me Feel A Whole Lot Better, Knowing That Seven Is 'God's Number'. It Reassures Me That I'm Still In His Hands...I Need To Chill Out.

-- 6:08 A.M. Eastern Time.

Alright...I'm Calm...Mind Is Clearing A Bit...I Close My Blinds The 'Other Way', Close My Curtains As Well...A Little Light Shines In. I Throw My Comforter Over My Window. Cover Up The Display On My Big Stereo. I Want To Focus. I Don't Want Light To Distract Me. I Turn My Box Fan On Low...So It's Not Too Loud. I Feel Cool, And Comfortable. I Lay Flat On My Bed With My Hands To My Side. Pillows Underneath Both Arms, And My Head As Well. I Grab My Miniature Boom Box, And Headphones...Place Them On My Bed, Next To My Pillow, And Turn The Boom Box 'Track Display' Away From My Face...This Way, I Won't Be Startled Or Distracted By The Bright Red Numbers. I Put The Headphones On, And Press Play. Relax. What I Hear Is Like Nothing I've Heard Before...At Least Not On An Audio Track...I Turn It Up A Little...Sounds Like Rain...And Some Other Strange Sounds...
Here We Go...

Over The Course Of What I Think Is About An Hour, I Feel Myself Slipping In And Out Of The 'Dream State'. I Keep Pulling Myself Back, To Stay Awake And Try To Focus...I'm Starting To Feel Something...I Feel Oddly Warm Around My Legs, Slowly Creeping Up My Body...VERY Slowly...This Actually Feels Quite Refreshing...Now Stay Focused...Don't Lose It...A Tones Begin To Come In...I Think To Myself, "These Must Be Where I Open Up The Different Chakras"...For Each Tone..." When They First Come In, They Startle Me A Bit, Out Of My State Of Relaxation, But I Get Back On Track...As I Begin To Focus More, My Throat Itches...My Eye Itches...Feels Like Something's Crawling On Me...But I Don't Move. I Want This To Work.

What Is This? I Can Barely Feel My Hands! Am I Going Numb? Is This Actually Working? Calm Down. Don't Get Too Startled...Should I Move My Hands To See If They're Still Numb? Maybe I'm Halfway Out Of My Body Already...STOP THINKING, And Focus...Okay...Calm...

When I Inhale, My Leg Muscles Start To 'Tighten Up' In A Weird Way...Something's Happening To Me...I Purposely Inhale A Couple Times To Make Sure This Is Happening...Yes. Inhale = Leg Muscle Reaction...What Is This? I Don't Care, As Long As The Track Is Doing Something To Me...A While Later...I'm Starting To Lose Focus...Damnit...I Just Heard My Sister Close The Door...I'm Losing It...Keep It Together...Let Me Make Sure This Is Still Having An Effect On Me...

Inhale...Good. It's Still Working.

Tones Change Some More...Man This Is Taking Forever...I Really Didn't Think That I'd Want To Go To Sleep, But I'm TIRED Now...I'm Awake, But I'm Still Tired Even Though I'm Not Doing Anything...Man...I Wonder If I Can Try TO See My Room With My Eyes Closed?....I Try...Maybe It's Just Too Dark In Here...I Really AM Thinking Too Much...Dammit, There Goes Another Noise...F*ck It.

*SNAP*

-- 6:48 A.M. Eastern Time.

I Just Sit Up Frantically And Immediately...Look At The Clock...6:48? It's Been THAT Long? I've Been Listening For 40 Minutes? Wow...I Thought Maybe Only About 15 At The Most...Guess Time Really Does Slip Away From You...I Turn Off The Track, And Go To The Bathroom...I Sit Up, And "Expect" Hallucinations Or Drowsiness Of Some Sort...Nothing Happens..."Maybe This Sh*t Doesn't Work, After All...I'll Try Tomorrow...Maybe I'll Start A Journal Online Or Something...Don't Feel Like Writing..." Hmmm...Let Me Check Something...I Go Back To My Bed...

Inhale...Nothing...Inhale Again...Nothing...Back To Normal...Wow...Maybe Something DID Happen...Let Me Just Go To Sleep...

*End*

So I Ended Up Sleeping With The Track Playing Lightly, Without The Headphones...I Knew This Wouldn't Help, But Maybe I'd Become More Comfortable To Use IT Again...If I Just Slept To It Without The Headphones Once...Who Knows...Anyway, I Went To Work, After Waking Up At 3PM, And Here I Am...5:00 AM...Getting Ready To Attempt It Again...Wish Me Luck Guys...Hope You Enjoy The Journal Of My Personal Journeys Into Astral Projection...Comments, Questions, Everything Is Welcome Here...See You All Later. OnE.

Friday, September 02, 5:00 A.M. Eastern Time.
To Be Continued...

It's Kind Of A Shot In The Dark, But Let Me Know What You All Think.

It Is Said That During Projection, Your Subconscious (Which I Don't Believe Can Die, Since It Is NOT A Tangible Thing) Separates From Your Conscious And Your Physical Body, As You Explore The World And Beyond, Unnoticed By Living Organisms In 'Waking Life'

I Was Wondering If Any Of You Think That This Could Be What Happens When You Physically Die, Since Death Could Also Be Something That Separates You From Your Physical Body.

It Is To My Knowledge That In The Holy Bible, After Ones "Death", Their "Body" Remains On This Earth (i.e. Not Yet In Heaven Or Hell) Until The Judgment Day When Jesus Returns To Earth.

It Leads Me To Believe That "Dead" People Could Possibly Exist Permanently In AP Until The Date When Christ  Actually DOES Return. After All, It Has Been Rumored And Experienced That Meeting With Previously Deceased Individuals On The Astral Plane Is Possible...It Makes Complete Sense.

And What Makes More Sense Is The Comparisons Of Sleep And Death In Common Catch Phrases (i.e. "Sleep Is The Cousin Of Death", "Death Is Like A Long Sleep", "With Sleep, We Die Little By Little") Because If Indeed Death IS Just A Longer Period Of Sleep, Then It Can Be Proven That The Dead Are Also In AP.

Another Thing That Makes Sense Is This: Once We Die, Whatever Mistakes We Made In Life As Far As Faith-Based, Doing Wrong, Or Doing Good...Sinning, And Repenting...We Cannot Change The Outcome/Consequences Of Our Actions. So Even In AP, Once Dead, We Still Are Destined For Either Heaven Or Hell, Based On What We Did While We Were ALIVE.

It Is Said By Some That Once In AP, You Can See A Silver Cord Connecting Your Body And Your Soul, Or (Subconsciousness). It Is Also Said That During AP, It's Not Possible, But If The Cord Is Broken, You "DIE" And Your Physical Body And Soul Are No Longer "One". Here's An Excerpt From The Bible:

Ecclesiastes 12:6-7

Remember him-before the silver cord is severed,
or the golden bowl is broken;
before the pitcher is shattered at the spring,
or the wheel broken at the well,
and the dust returns to the ground it came from,
and the spirit returns to God who gave it.

"Remember Him Before The Silver Chord Is Severed"

Can Translate Into:

"Remember God, Before You Die"

So, With This, It Makes Sense That It Is Trying To Tell Us To Remember And Obey God, Before We Die...B/C Even If We DO Die, And DO Get To Remain In Astral Projection, Until Jesus Returns, We Are Still Destined For One Of The Two Places We Go At The End Of Judgment Day. Thank You For Your Time. I'd Like Some Comments Back, Please...