Hello, I've herd about AP for a long time now from my closest friend who I consider to be a brother. About 5 months ago he told me about his first AP. Now I don't quite remember exactly how he described it the first time, but it intrigued me enough to ask many questions about it and he soon enough provided links to many videos and sites telling the basics. See I like to think of myself as a Christian, I was raised that way and I see nothing but good coming from other Christians, mainly their morals. Thing is I've done many drugs, not that I'm proud of it, mainly pot. But there was a time in my life where hallucinogens played a big role. (probably wont ever do them again, several bad trips will change the perception of yourself very quickly..)
But recently my life has been much better, I've had to completely eliminate drugs from my life because of a job I should soon have that tests. Sure you can bring fake pee and get away with it, but I wanted to challenge myself enough to know I wasn't a hopeless drug addict. And I am proud to say I'm not. Quitting wasn't hard at all, and I feel much better after a few weeks of not hitting the bong, mentally and physically.
Now here's my story. After a full month of being clean I noticed my dreams increased 10 fold, not only this, but I remembered them almost every night opposed to when I was smoking weed every night. And last night I woke up at approx. 2:55, from what I'm not sure, possibly just a dream. I found that to be the perfect time to AP, already with a clear mindset and no annoyances (T.V. Music) I closed my eyes and began to meditate. Almost immediately I began to think of the 7 chakras. Mainly 2 that my friend has spoke of, the heart, and the forehead. My heart began to feel as if it were glowing, I thought of my forehead and the (Third eye) and it was as if they connected and began a frequency of vibrations throughout my entire body. I knew I was at the vibrational state. I didn't panic, I stayed as calm as a monk
My head began to feel as if my thoughts were no longer there, I felt completely at ease, (The vibrations were much stronger then I thought) I then began to imagine a silver cord, and the vibrations got more powerful then ever, I then was overcome by the most profound experience I've ever come across sober. My physical eyes were closed and my ethical eyes began to see. Not only this, but there was a buzzing sound in my ears, (I compared it to a long yawn, how audio seems to get quieter and sometimes I'll hear a slight ringing) I then seen upwards at my ceiling, knowing I had reached a full AP, I thought about my physical body to make sure I could go back whenever I pleased. So there I was, back in my physical body, eyes opened about 5 seconds. Still VERY calm. I wanted to see if I could pull this off again, and what do you know, faster then the first projection I felt the vibrations and almost immediately jumped back into the astral plane. This time I looked to my left, I couldn't see my arms, but it was as if I could feel them. I took my (invisible arm) and stretched it as far as I could, and it felt as if it went right through the point where the wall began. I kept it there for about 4 seconds, amazed. And once again thought of my physical body and slowly transitioned back into my real eyes. I was getting a little more anxiety at this point, but still very relaxed and accepting what was happening calmly. I tried it for the final time. Again almost immediately entered the astral plane which came as a shock to me at how easy this was. But the third time something happened. I was looking at my T.V. and dresser and instead of looking at the wall, I decided to look in the opposite direction, seeing what seemed to be my posters on the walls, bad mistake, I turned very slowly but this time I went to far and seen my own arm, (I dont remember seeing my face) although it scared me enough to shock me right back into my physical body, this time my heart was racing. There was no calming down from what had just happened.
So I grabbed my phone and began a 7 page long text to my friend, surprisingly he called me back almost 4 minutes later, (he's an insomniac) And we began sharing our experiences. He tells me that it might be a long time before it happens again, which saddens me. I've just discovered such an amazing thing and didn't even get to go more then 2 feet above my physical self. Next time I will attempt to leave the room and go towards the sky. My biggest wish all my life was to fly, and I feel as if I can achieve this.
Thank you for reading,
Matt
But recently my life has been much better, I've had to completely eliminate drugs from my life because of a job I should soon have that tests. Sure you can bring fake pee and get away with it, but I wanted to challenge myself enough to know I wasn't a hopeless drug addict. And I am proud to say I'm not. Quitting wasn't hard at all, and I feel much better after a few weeks of not hitting the bong, mentally and physically.
Now here's my story. After a full month of being clean I noticed my dreams increased 10 fold, not only this, but I remembered them almost every night opposed to when I was smoking weed every night. And last night I woke up at approx. 2:55, from what I'm not sure, possibly just a dream. I found that to be the perfect time to AP, already with a clear mindset and no annoyances (T.V. Music) I closed my eyes and began to meditate. Almost immediately I began to think of the 7 chakras. Mainly 2 that my friend has spoke of, the heart, and the forehead. My heart began to feel as if it were glowing, I thought of my forehead and the (Third eye) and it was as if they connected and began a frequency of vibrations throughout my entire body. I knew I was at the vibrational state. I didn't panic, I stayed as calm as a monk
My head began to feel as if my thoughts were no longer there, I felt completely at ease, (The vibrations were much stronger then I thought) I then began to imagine a silver cord, and the vibrations got more powerful then ever, I then was overcome by the most profound experience I've ever come across sober. My physical eyes were closed and my ethical eyes began to see. Not only this, but there was a buzzing sound in my ears, (I compared it to a long yawn, how audio seems to get quieter and sometimes I'll hear a slight ringing) I then seen upwards at my ceiling, knowing I had reached a full AP, I thought about my physical body to make sure I could go back whenever I pleased. So there I was, back in my physical body, eyes opened about 5 seconds. Still VERY calm. I wanted to see if I could pull this off again, and what do you know, faster then the first projection I felt the vibrations and almost immediately jumped back into the astral plane. This time I looked to my left, I couldn't see my arms, but it was as if I could feel them. I took my (invisible arm) and stretched it as far as I could, and it felt as if it went right through the point where the wall began. I kept it there for about 4 seconds, amazed. And once again thought of my physical body and slowly transitioned back into my real eyes. I was getting a little more anxiety at this point, but still very relaxed and accepting what was happening calmly. I tried it for the final time. Again almost immediately entered the astral plane which came as a shock to me at how easy this was. But the third time something happened. I was looking at my T.V. and dresser and instead of looking at the wall, I decided to look in the opposite direction, seeing what seemed to be my posters on the walls, bad mistake, I turned very slowly but this time I went to far and seen my own arm, (I dont remember seeing my face) although it scared me enough to shock me right back into my physical body, this time my heart was racing. There was no calming down from what had just happened. So I grabbed my phone and began a 7 page long text to my friend, surprisingly he called me back almost 4 minutes later, (he's an insomniac) And we began sharing our experiences. He tells me that it might be a long time before it happens again, which saddens me. I've just discovered such an amazing thing and didn't even get to go more then 2 feet above my physical self. Next time I will attempt to leave the room and go towards the sky. My biggest wish all my life was to fly, and I feel as if I can achieve this.
Thank you for reading,
Matt