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Oh wow thank you Nick for this honour!

I don't know what I did to deserve this.  
I'm Stefan, the "owner" of xehupatl.com. In the past two years (on April 1st it'll be 2 years), I've attuned hundreds, if not thousands of people (anywhere between 1 and 10 people per day request attunements from me), and it's still a lot of fu

I exclusively offer 4 kinds of "reiki": Kundalini Reiki, Gold Reiki, Ethereal Crystals and Tacyon Reiki. These are done remotely (I just "send off" the attuning energy at any time of the day, and they will reach you at the appropriate place and the appropriate time), and once you've got them (and read the short course notes supplied), you yourself are able to attune and heal as many people as you want.

The attunements I offer do not work with symbols but with short but powerful burst of intention and concentration, which makes it fun to play around with them.

Incidentally I'm not even attuned to Usui Reiki, which must be the most popular (and original?) form of Reiki out there.

You might know that until yesterday I offered a set of 50 classic self-help, spiritual and self-improvement books at http://www.xehupatl.com/oldschool.htm, and it's been downloaded a LOT since I put it up, but ironically just yesterday I decided to start "demanding" money for them because my bandwidth just isn't up to the task (meaning that I got some hefty bills from my hosting company for so many GB of transfer).
So I thought, well, if Nick's as nice as to put up a free "ad" for me in such a fine and large community, why not give those people a chance to get those books.

So, if you're an Astralpulse member, go head on to http://www.xehupatl.com/oldschool.htm, download the large (and encrypted!) zip-file containing the books, then shoot off an email to s.kaho@aon.at with "I want my books for astralpulse!" (and nothing else), I'll reply with the password so you can extract the archive.

Anyway, right now I'm in the process of trying to redesign and "reinvent" my website, which could take months. Until then, I'd be happy to send out some quality attunements to you when and if you want them.

Oh and please, before you send me any questions, read the FAQ on my website (http://www.xehupatl.com/FAQ.htm)

Thanks again Nick!

Stefan

Okay I hope you can help me. I remember seeing a link to this guys website a few months back on this forum, and I've been serching high and low for this guy, but because I only remember what his paintings look like, not his name or the paintings's name, I haven't found anything.
This man paints the most wonderful, detailed spiritual paintings I've ever seen, often detailing a transparent human body with all the little details inside, either the physical elements like blood vessels, or energetic pathways.
And I remember he has this huge project coming on, where he's got 12 or so mirrors with paintings of human bodies on them, ranging from the purely physical level, to the most spiritually advanced, where people can stand in front and see themselves within.
Oh man I wish I could remember anything about him ... I hope you can help me out.
Ask me if you need any more details. I'll check back in tomorrow morning

Thanks in advance

I used to think that when I lay down on the bed and let my body relax it was as relaxed as it could be - boy was I wrong!

Total Physical relaxation is really a "you just 'know' when it happens" - experience.

I used to think that I'm a very patient person, but I'm not. I cannot concentrate for more than a few seconds, and when, for example, an energy technique calls for sitting still for only 5 minutes concentrating on something, I lose all interest after 30 seconds and just give it up. Hey maybe I've got ADD!

So I lie down on the bed and do NOTHING. I may try a few relaxation exercises, relaxing my body from head to toe, but I know myself and after at most a minute my thoughts are again everywhere else but relaxation. Then after 10 minutes or more of just lying there, it hit me - NOTHING. It's a dramatic shift - suddenly I can't feel anything anymore. My body is gone. It's WONDERFUL! Even my mind is suddenly totally blank. It's like floating gently in a black void.

All I can think of right now is - "Oh, so this is what relaxation feels like!"

I feel disconected, like I could just float up and away, but I don't do it - I'm enjoying this too much.

After a few seconds, I can feel my body again, my breathing, my heartbeat, where the mattress presses against me.

All I have to say is: [8D]

So I've been reading up on the "clicking amygdala" thingie a bit on that guy's website (damn I whish I could buy his book), with his talk about "popping the frontal lobes" etc. ...

Watched "Mork and Mindy" today (ancient sitcom starring Robin Wiliams)

Mork somehow slows down time, and Mindy asks him: "How did you do that?"
He replies: "I don't know; I'm out of shape, I think I pulled a frontal lobe!"

ahaaha ... just thought that was cool. I just love synchronicity!

Hello!
Please check out my webpage at http://www.xehupatl.com
I really need feedback on that; also please take advantage on the free attunements I offer!
THANKS!
If you have any questions, mail me at s.kaho@aon.at

Hello!
Please check out my webpage at http://www.xehupatl.com
I really need feedback on that; also please take advantage on the free attunements I offer!
THANKS!
If you have any questions, mail me at s.kaho@aon.at

[and when the day arrivesi'll become the skyand i'll become the seaand the sea will come to kiss mefor i am goinghomenothing can stop me now]

looks like a cool Spiritual experiment to me! I already signed up; and you're gonna learn to bend spoons in the process! yipee!

http://www.emissaryoflight.com/greatexperiment



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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

[and when the day arrivesi'll become the skyand i'll become the seaand the sea will come to kiss mefor i am goinghomenothing can stop me now]

Something, in my eyes, very cool happened today while I was taking a nap. I thought I'd post this in the OBE experiences - thread, since it bears some resemblance to PeacefulWarrior's "I had it!" - post.
I was listenting to a paraliminal, with the intent to take a short nap, because I was tired; I went through a whole series of little dreams and/or visions, bordering on WILDs; most of them gave me a sort of "seen that before, been there before, did that before, but had forgotten it" (deja vu?) kind of experience. What was most remarkable was a dream where I was led into a kind of pavillon or empty room with lots of statues near the walls. I got the distinct impression that I had been there before, and that I had been using this exact room to talk philosophy with friends.
I lost my "vision" and regained waking consciousness, but the most amazing thing occured: my body was at total PEACE. I don't know how to describe it; my body was totally relaxed, totally still, and at peace. Normally there's some little vibrations here or there, or some heat or pressure, but at this moment there was nothing! wow ... this had only happened to me once before, also during a nap. It's like still being in my body, but somehow a little disconnected from it.
I'm still very much amazed by that brief moment.

COOL!

ste


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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

[and when the day arrivesi'll become the skyand i'll become the seaand the sea will come to kiss mefor i am goinghomenothing can stop me now]

haha it was cool

FYI, here in Austria we set back our clocks 1 hour on Sunday 3am to 2am because of "winter-time" (as we like to call it here) .. I dunno I think you people call it winter savings time.
Anyway I forgot to reset the time on my alarm clock. So today in the morning, my alarm went and I got up, believeing it to be 6am. I got up, got showered and dressed. Then I looked at the time on my mobile, and it said 5:30 am. Now I was ticked! I remembered not setting the correct time on my alarm clock, and decided to sleep until 7am to catch up a little.
So during that time I had a very very long dream, involving my bus drive to university, a friends apartment, and me suddenly having a dog, and forgetting him on the bus and so on (the usual newbie university student's dreams ) However, some time during the dream, I suddenly knew that I was dreaming! I found myself in the kitchen of my home, with my family, and tried to convoince them that I was dreaming. They didn't believe me, and I started to doubt it, too. I didn't have any real "powers"; I couldn't change the scenario (closed and opened the kitchen door with the intent of seeing something else than the hallway with the mirror; BTW interesting reflection in the mirror).
Suddenly a friend of mine comes along, and shows me a digital watch - he says it changes time constantly! So I start laughin "yes yes I'm really in a dream" and looked at the watch, looked away, then looked again: different time, and some unusual symbols! haha !
I started wondering if anything should happen, and nothing did. I got bored after a while, and then told my parents: I want to wake up now, so I'm going to sit down and fall asleep" They said "sure, ok, whatever you want" and I sat down and started sleeping. I didn't wake up immediatley, but I didn't have to be in that awfully boring scenario anymore and drifted into blissful unconsciousness.

In retrospect I could say it was a semi-lucid dream, but I can tell you it sure beats waking up in your bed in the darkness and finding that your bed-light doesn't work and being to afraid to get up and look around

What a morning!

So I'd say that interrupted sleep technique really works for me, I gotta continue doing that. yee-haw

Stefan

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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

[and when the day arrivesi'll become the skyand i'll become the seaand the sea will come to kiss mefor i am goinghomenothing can stop me now]

Just a quick question I thought of just now -

If you can see someone's aura (I can't, but working on it! wouldn't you quickly be able to judge the person's relationship to you? For example, if you talked to someone who's aura is more of a red, would that indicate love or sexual attraction? Or green for friendship and so on?

Maybe someone with some knowledge can answer this.

thanks

Stefan


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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

hi!
okay let's get right to it!

bought PPSD - love it! gets me extremely paranoid, though ... nasty stuff, that!

1. - robert said you can get rid of negs by crossing running water - then he stated that they can via a human host ... so how can I get rid of the neg when I'm already the human host?? sounds like a contradiction ...
2. - wouldn't my daily morning shower get rid of almost all negs I carry with me?
3. - suppose I 'lose' a neg by crossing a water hose in my garden, wouldn't the neg still be waiting on the other side (with a vengeance?)
4. - how can anyone be tormented by negs when there are so many running water lines criss-crossing all cities and towns? You're bound to cross some of them every day, so wouldn't the simple act of driving to work/school get rid of your neg??

maybe I'm not getting something here, but it all sounds terribly confusing ... also those neg stories robert recounts totally freak me out!

thanks,
stefan



and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

pun intended

cheers mate,
stefan

http://www.metatones.com

anybody try the program? seems to be pretty cool ... it's supposed to clear your chakras and aura, and eliminate emotional issues, even past-life-stuff and you only use it once every week or so ... pretty expensive, though ...

so whatdaya think?

Stefan

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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

Yes yes I'm sorry for the inappropriate Subject line ... but hey, watcha gonna do?

Okay here we go ...

Anyways, this first came up when I had my first lucid dream, I woke up in bed and tried to turn on my light, which didn't work; I realized I was in a dream; I freaked out.
But that's not what this is about.
Still in the dream, I suddenly thought: hey, I could project from this 'environment' (never having projected before): well the result was this hella-cool hard-core vibration suddenly engulfing my whole body. I freaked out again & didn't go anywhere - well, one step at a time.

After that I've had these really intense vibrations only 3 or 4 times. At first they used to freak me out, but now I'm getting used to them and bolder, actually expecting to shoot out of my body.

But I still can't really make out what this .. thing .. I feel ... is suposed to be ...
it usually happens when I'm really relaxed, just waking up from a dream or nap still lying in bed, expecting to fall asleep again. Then suddenly, I notice a weird feeling come up, and very quickly, all hell breaks lose ... its like a motor revving up brrrrrr . then an explosing followed by this shock-wave travelling down my body. I can't pinpoint the source of this wave ... it's just an incredible feeling. It dies down as quickly as it starts; sometimes I get a bit of a floaty feeling, but nothing else .... I can't really describe it since I never felt anything like it before. That seems to be some heavy-duty energy sensation (what for, I cannot say).

Can anybody tell me more??

thanks!

Stefan

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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

Hehe took an afternoon nap today while listening to some hemi-sync H+ tape, anyway I wanted to fall asleep and dream, and after a while I saw, right in front of my eyes, not my mind, a reflection of myelf in a mirror or window, and I had my mouth open and was showing my teeth, when I noticed that my lower row of teeth (?) was sort of changing constantly (hard to explain) I realized it was the onset of a WILD and (or course http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile_big.gif" border=0>) got terribly excited and lost it. Hot diggeddy!! here I come LOL

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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

Hmm tonight I had a weird experience: I woke up in the middle of the night, and tried to get back to sleep, and when I started to see dream images come up, I thought "maybe I can become lucid!" but nothing came of it ... after a while I noticed more dream images come up in my head and suddenyl I thought "hey, I AM dreaming!" (hehe actually I even thought that in english http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile_big.gif" border=0>)
Well suddenly I get a damn cool fit of the vibrations (felt like I was becoming a human vibrator for a few seconds) and somehow I really expected to end up in a lucid dream afterwards, but after a few seconds the vibrations stopped, and I sat up and checked if I was dreaming (well the lightswitch worked and the clock stayed at 1:30 am after checking 4 or 5 times) ... so I went back to sleep.
It's just funny because I don't really see how the vibrations related to my wish to have a lucid dream ... any thoughts on that?
thanks

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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

Anybody have Robert Moss's "Dream Gates" - tape set or "Conscious Dreaming"?
If so, how do you like it?
(I'm thinking about buying it)

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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

waaagh! just woke up from my first Lucid Dream ever nearly turned into an OBE freaked out!
okay here's the story (I know you might have heard this a gazillion times and I know what your advice could be, but still I need to get that off my chest):

First of all, I've been noticing the vibrations already all day long, not strong, but during meditation they got a bit stronger. After watching some tv i went to sleep at about 10:20 pm; umm first I dreamt that I was in some kind of retreat, where I met bill harris (who looked a lot like my old maths teacher [BTW I liked my maths teacher]), then I was lying in bed, and the light from my brother's room was disturbing my sleep, when my other brother went by I aked him to turn that light off, which I think he didn't do ... then my memory gets a little blurry, then I remember that I looked at my bedside clock, which showed that it was 6:30 in the morning! I dodn't look twice, I just wondered why my light was on in the first place and why it wasn't light outsde yet and why I hadn't heard my alarm go off. all this time I was curiusly aware of eing in a LD .. or something ..  however I seemed to be in my bed in the dark when I noticed I was lucid ... I just freaked for no reason ... I mean I got really afraid ... I started thinking about all nightmares and bad lucid dreams I had read about, and all the monsters you could meet in the astral, and was afraid they'd suddenly appear in front of me or something ... then I seemed to wake up, but - yep you guessed it- when I tried to turn up the light, it didn't work; well then I just totally freaked ...i wanted to wake up i begged to wake up ... suddenly i think, hey what if I project now .. . bad move, huh .. suddenly the vibrations kick in and i get really hot and I hear this . sucking sound, as if my energy body was dispatching from my physical one, well I freaked even more, i didn't want to leave my body I begged not to leave my body i scremed noo i don't want to leave my body! ... well then I woke up ... I instinctively knew I was back in the "real world" when I noticed my braces were in place and the lightswitch worked just fine ... I checked my alarm 6 times to be sure ,, it read 11:50 p.m. that was about a half hour ago ...
uh no bad spiritual advance for somebody never ever aving had a LD or OBE.

the question i know have to face is .. was it really worth it ... i mean I recall my freaking out with a shudder and i can tell you I'm not going back to sleep again until it's light outside in 5 or 6 hours ...
what I mean with was it really worth it is .. i seem to have doubt about the whole thing ... i'm plain stupid afraid ... of everything ... will I ever be able to meditate without leaving my body again? ... will I ever be able to just sleep dreamlessly until the morning again? did I underestimate the responsibility you have when you do that stuff? did I overestimate myself?
shiiit ... I still don't know why I was so friggin scared ... I didn't feel in control ... must have been the unknown then ... I didn't have anything planned for my first LD or OBE ... I didn't know what to do! I didn't know what to expect ... maybe I'm just friggalistically afraid of the dark ... I wanted my projections to be during daytime because I just know that in the night, every little shadow will turn into a monster in my mind ... darn

umm hey ... just getting things off my chest ... I've never had experiences like that before and I haven't got anybody to talk to because my family and friends just say that that's esoteric BS and that I'd turned into a tree-hugging hippie ....

just gimme a group hug!
thanks
stefan

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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

...

1- I was taking a nap today when I was awoken quite suddenly by the ringing of my mobile phone well I was very startled and got extremely excited and was shaky all over, well after the call I lay down again and my body was just .. vibrating with energy .. quite cool do you think one could succesfully project with pure raw *justjackedtobetafromdelta*-energy ?

2 - obes induced by loud noises? I read that you can hear very loud noises while projecting, so will loud noises (ie a train passing by when you live near the railway) induce a projection?

thanks
stefan

and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

I'm sorry I just HAD to post this question, although it may have been answered hundreds of times over. .. okay here it goes,

Until now I have always believed that there is a big difference between astral projection and lucid dreaming; that in a Lucid Dream we were just inside of our own mind, and that during Astral Projection we are on the outside, going into the real-time zone or the astral planes and stuff.
I also believed that the possiblity of having an OBE during a lucid dream was BS, i.e. that an OBE from a Lucid dream was just another lucid dream ....

Well, now some people say that during a dream we are actually in the astral plane; which doesn't sound too bad for me, either ...

Has anyone had experiences with that? Being possible for two dreamers to meet in the dream-zone and remember it afterwards; or having a OBE-from-LD confirmed by some kind of medium - would be proof for me that we are in the astral during sleep ....

Anybody?
Thanks again!
Stefan

and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

okay, ummm

Well, I was lying there with me headphones popped on my head listening to holosync awakening prologue trying to fall asleep, and I got those real cool floaty-warm-energetic-tingling-feelings throughout my body and it felt like the onset of an OBE (still tryin') - anyway, I didn't want to OBE (I admit, I'd be too stinkin afraid to OBE in the dark http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile_blush.gif" border=0>) ... so well I just let it go, turned off the CD player, turned on my side and just wanted to get some sleep.
Here's the cool part: as I lay there and started thinking about more erotic and kinky images (you know 19-year-olds will do that sometimes) .. it was kinda different than usual ... maybe a little more vivid, more real to my body ... felt like a wet dream really! I felt as if I had to orgasm right there in my bed (imagination usually doesn't do that to me without .... actual stimulation).

well, that was it ... my question: will OBEing do that to you?
thanks
stefan

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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

Hi everybody, I htought I'd post my request here on the self-defense board ..
okay here it goes:

well in the last couple of days I have noticed that it's extremely difficult for me NOT to think about the negative side of everthing or to stay with a positive thought ...

hmm how to explain ...

I don't believe it's some kind of depression, but let's take my meditation practice; I work with holosync technology (centerpointe, awakening prologue) so I'm "allowed" to think at my pleasure [whenever I think about traditional meditation I see people concentrate their brains out to have their minds go blank]

well, anyways, as I sit there, it's mainly bad or negative thoughts forming in my head. It could be some dark excrement I saw on TV recently, or the biggest, ugliest, horror, monster head I could imagine.

Whenever I try to focus on a good thought, like a beautiful garden or something, there's always something bad happening suddenly (eg me being attacked in that beautiful garden, or a gallows (grammar?) hanging from a tree in that beautiful garden.

It got especially apparent today as I was attending a lecture at university: I was sitting there bored out of my skull, and found a single hair from one of my cats on my sweater; well I love my cats very very much and I found 2 seconds of peace and quiet during that lecture, when I suddenly had to think about what it would be like if I came home today and someone would tell me that that particular cat had died ...

I mean, maybe that's normal with TV today (the only good news is bad news; buffy, charmed ...)  but I got to thinking about it, and I don't particularly like it!
stefan


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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

okay here's a question:

whats happens often to me is, when I'm on the border between awake & asleep, and the first dream images come up, I find my dream self stumbling over something or falling, and it startles me and wakes me up, often resulting in my legs or whole body physically shaking because it braces itself for the fall

Just yesterday I took a nap and observed myself falling asleep, suddenly this image of a short flight of stairs in a garden (me thinks) came up and I was just about to tumble or fall and it puts me back into consciousness with my whole body shaking for a second.
freaky!

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and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

Hi my name is Stefan, I live in Austria and, well after reading Astral Dynamics I found this site here

Anyways, I just wanted to introduce myself ... I'm pretty new to all of this ... hmpf

Some weeks (months?) ago I got especially interested in Lucid Dreams, Astral Projection and Psychic development, and I sure hope I can develop and optimize all those abilities / skills ...

Well, I hope that I can find some support on this forum ...

thanks!

Xehupatl

and when the day arrives
i'll become the sky
and i'll become the sea

and the sea will come to kiss me
for i am going
home

nothing can stop me now

Edited by - Xehupatl on 13 April 2002  15:09:01

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