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my 2 cents....

These energy sensations; I'd say they're a natural thing. They might be scary....but I'd say that's your ego going: "Argh! What is this? I need to know what this is.....how can I control it?"

Why control? Why not let it happen? Go with the flow!

It's like this: if you suddenly became aware of your digestive process, would you try and control it? .....i'd just let it happen. It's been happening for your whole life, naturally, perfectly, so why would you need to control it? Let it happen! Same with your heart. Same with sleeping. etc. etc. etc. etc.

The only difference is, these energies are new....the unknown! So fear crops. Then your ego try to resist this fear, by resisting. .... ... .. .. .. so, to conquer this, it's not about the energy sensations, their normal. New, unknown, scary, but normal. I get sensations where theres this rush of energy, and sometimes I just blank out. I don't think I can handle the energy just yet. So I let it come....I don't resist it, that just creates problems.

So......stop resisting! Go with the flow. Let it happen. You are *evolving*. This is part of that process - or so I believe.

Growth is a natural part of life. In fact, I would go so far as to say it IS life. Change is the only the thing you can ever be sure of. Let the change come, don't resist. The ego wants to resist, it wants illusion, not the truth, because it's afraid of change. So allow it to happen. Allow the growth. Easy! =)

The key is to start really paying attention to your feelings. Feel them.

Thats it;  your feelings ALWAYS hold the answers, if you spend enough time in them.

Adam

My 2 cents...

I believe that judgement is a faculty (?) that we are leaving behind in this stage of our evolution. I think that it was necessary to, as erictwo said, discern good from evil...or really, just to decide what you think is the best course of action.

Judgement is not the truth though....it is just an interpretation.

Don't feel though that you must give up judgement, or that you *need* to. As you progress down the path, you might just decide you want to stop judging yourself, and accept yourself for who you are. But don't worry about being judgemental. Just accept it, don't judge it  - I was judging my judgements (as being wrong, and something I shouldn't do) up until about two weeks ago, and just decided I wanted to accept my judgements, and that I've made them.

Adam

Smoking dope can be great for inducing other levels of conciousness, but it can also muck about with your head whilst high. Really....it just drops down some barriers, and raises others. You've just got to decide whether it works for you or not. It certainly ain't a long term solution though....just a temporary measure.

Daniel - it does not cause physical and spiritual harm, unless, like with any other drug, you choose to abuse it. It is one of the safest and most natural drugs known to man (if used accordingly).

Adam

PS. If you've got a trace of schizophrenia in the family then I'd stay *well* away

Tom - I can see why your teacher said that this stuff is irrelevant - it really is, in long term spiritual development. All it's doing is taking your focus off the most important stuff...I guess you could call it love. It's easy to get sidetracked into filling your head with knowledge, because your mind is stimulated by it. But it doesn't matter....all the knowledge you need right now, and will ever need, is in your heart.

Grenade - The throat center is the center of your will...and you can't clear every type of energy blockage with NEW - you've got to into your heart, and ask yourself why you have chosen to deny youself love. Because, as that saying goes, "The answer to every question is love."

And it's true...

Adam

I think it's safe to say that it's because mankind got wrapped up in the ability to think, and believed that the mind was his greatest assest. Man forgot the heart, and the pure simplicity inherent in life, and became absorbed in the details. Oh, the details! So much complexity, the *infinite*!

But, as that so amazingly brilliant saying goes, "The devil is in the details"

Adam

PS. Grenade - true, the energy certainly is there, you can sense it whilst reading the message, but it's just not as open and flexible and *spontaneous* as a face-to-face conversation is.

I wouldn't bonk around with Kundalini if you don't *know* what you are doing. I'd recommend to just let it happen as you progress on the spiritual path. It's a natural energy - It'll happen when it needs to happen.

Read Robert's article on Kundalini, and there's a good example of someone pushing it out, not letting it out. It's possible to go insane if you push it too far.

Adam

The way I see it, and the way I have come to understand it is, is that at some point or another, we have chosen to become seperate from God - we chose to forget. We did this to grow and evolve, to learn. And to learn, give and receive (and remember) Unconditional Love. Spirituality is really just remembering.

The truth is so very simple really...don't get bogged down in the details. Think big, think bigger.......and then think bigger again


...but, this is my path I'm travelling. I'm learning to respect every other person's path as their own way back to God, and every other person's truth as their own.

Pay attention to your feelings and *feel* them, don't just think about them. Release self-judgement, and know the truth. Love thyself. Come to know your Higher Self, and know you *are* them.

I tend to just chuck this stuff out as the thoughts come to me, but as long as you see what I'm *trying* to say, that's all that matters. I'm learning moment by moment, so chances are, the things I say will change, and grow clearer. And it's harder on a BB, because the energy just isn't present like it is in a face-to-face conversation, or even over the phone.

Adam

You don't believe in God? Why?
Discard that word God, and maybe call this 'force' Spirit, or Infinity....the Divine....whatever label suits it best

I feel that God/Spirit is right in front of us. So obvious, that we've looked elsewhere and failed to see it's presence. Don't you feel the love that has created you? That has guided you lovingly through each life? The loving father that cares for you....the loving mother that knows how you feel and feels your pain, your love....

I feel we are all here to love and be loved. Nothing more, nothing less.


Why believe in God....when you can simply be God.

Adam

Love!

So simple...yet it holds the answers to all these problems.

Look inside the heart and ye shall find the truth.

Once you see things from the perspective of the heart, you know. You understand. Life is so simple, and so utterly amazing. You cannot know or feel or understand love from the mind. The mind is a tool. Let your thoughts be subservient to your heart, to your love.

The Truth comes from within.

Adam

Thank you Vladmir, for your posts. I can feel the Truth woven throughout your words.

"Mirror, mirror..."

I am finding it hard to pick the right words here. I want to put forward question and statements...but I feel anything I can say or put forward you have already seen.

The way I feel it to be is that we are a creation (or extension) of God, and that we have come to Earth to love, unconditionally. Love is the answer! When we know love, we know God.
From the heart comes Truth.

We have infite wisdom, power, capabilities...but we must surrender to them to know them. And to feel Divine Love.....surrender...
Everything in life, is so we can learn, evolve...*grow*
...and to have fun

"To enter the kingdom of heaven, come as a child" - Jesus (I know the quote is not quite right, but the basic idea is the same

I still have much learning to do. Thank you for helping me to remember that.

Adam

I've had an on-and-off interest in Buddhism over the last year or so. What I want to know is...where does the heart fit in? Love? God?

My spiritual direction got a sudden change of direction last year. I was seriously thinking of meditating non-stop for a while, and going on a retreat...delving into my mind...etc. I started going to a group towards the end of last year, where the focus is on love and the heart. About speaking the Truth. About knowing - from the heart. Now my outlook has totally changed because of the learning I have received and shared at this group...and I didn't expect ANYTHING like this to happen.

I don't know a lot about Buddhism, except that it puts forwards some fantastic points of living a healthy life, and a spiritual one. So if someone knows about this topic, I would love it if you could answer the questions raised above

Thanks
Adam

This is something I've been mulling over in my mind for the past few months. There's been a fair few things I've seen, read and heard about this...

So.... supposedly the world is accelerating towards something BIG in the next 10 years. This *feels* right, as well. Some of the things I've read about this...eg. Robert Monroe's 'Journeys out of the Body'. He describes seeing sepereate visions of strange craft flying overhead and being filled with awe; those strange craft flying overhead, on bombing runs in cities; a massive state of emergency, which was out of our control.

That kinda scares me. I don't WANT humanity to be killed off right now! Although I can understand that Earth (and the Universe) is going to be better off without our petty greeds and fears. I mean, we as a race, are destroying the very thing which is sustaining our life. And I feel that most people don't really care!

Have you noticed that world events, like wars and disasters are getting more commonplace? It seems that every week there's at least 1 or 2 earthquakes, or tornadoes, or landslides, or floods, or....etc. The whole middle eastern thing just seems to be accelerating to it's peak. Those shadowy NWO figures who have positioned themselves in positions of power are trying to bring their plans to a head

And this is how I see humanity will destroy it self: greed. Greed for money....lust for power. Love for the self is looked upon with a feeling of guilt...or fear. It seems love is only to be found in another person, our soulmates..someone we marry and spend the rest of our lives with.

But hey, that's just a whole concept I've formed in my heart and in my mind, and for once I've managed to put it down in to words. This is just my perspective.

There are some other things which scares me. About a few months ago, I came across this bulletin board (If anyone knows the BB I'm talking about, please post it here, because I lost the URL) where somebody had started a thread on these experiences he'd been having for a while:

Basically, his dreams had been replaced with nightly running battles with aliens, in burnt out buildings and ruins. At first, it was just battles with other humans, and then the aliens were introduced to him slowly - so not to induce fear in him, he said.

In these battles, when he got killed, he said he got this replay of how he died, from multiple angles. Then he would get thrown into battle again. He would wake up with bruises and cuts, especially on his arms and hands. And there were other people fighting alongside him - one of whom he met in real life. The other people would fight with other weapons...some would fight with just their hands, using their psi powers. Others were obviously medics, swooping down upon the injured, and healing them.

This post got a massive amount of replies...it was by far the biggest thread there. Other people wrote in talking about similar experiences and I felt that most, if not all, had that 'ring' of truth to them.
One person suggested it was a multidimensional war... I believe it's a training ground for a future battle.
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Adam

I wouldn't worry about it. I believe that flashes of light and similar things are signs that you are moving closer to enlightenment. I've been getting the flashing light thing on and off occasionally, but mainly I get this point of light in the centre of my vision. Sometimes it's blue, sometimes it has no colour. Sometimes it's a bit out of focus, and sometimes it flashes up really brightly. This has been happening more frequently over the past 6 months - well, it's slowly gone from never happening to getting quite common.

So yeah, it probably just means something big is coming your way  Just bide your time, trust me.

Wow! So many replies =D

Thanks folks...I've been taking in everything and applying it to my situation.  So..working on the attachment point(s) is not enough - I have to work on the tendrils? Man...this f*cker is stuck right into my system. I've sensed them coming down the back of my spine and back of my legs for a while. They seem to be stuck deeply in my knees as well. I think I'm going to have to concentrate mostly on my root chakra atm, but I'm going to attack those tendrils (thx winged wolf).

Meditation is becoming easier - when I've worked the head attachment point, I get the errant thoughts less and less (also ones like 'Don't think!' .

Anyway, all I can do now is throw myself into the problem. But any more advice is much much appreciated.

Thanks again,
Adam

PS. If anyone knows of any good psychic and/or clairvoyant around Melbourne, please pass it on, because I want to find out more about this thing. Thanks.

Thanks for the advice everyone, much appreciated

This is turning out to be a much harder 'thing' to deal with than I thought.
First: I know something is attached to me - but - I don't know what it is.
Second: It's been attached for a fair while now and I want it to leave.
Third: I believe it's attached to an energy centre at the back of my head. This realization hit me two nights ago, and now I'm damn sure that's where it's attached - but I'm a little skeptical still, because I had the same realization with it being attached to my base shakra, my navel chakra, or my feet (although now I'm starting to think there's seperate entities there as well ).

This is different to when I thought it was attached to other areas, because it feels quite different at the back of my head. Not a good feeling. Now I'm suspecting the problems with the lower centres has been caused by: a) lack of energy coming up the legs and b) an inactive root chakra, which I've been working on activating (and it's been working - I'm slowly getting more energy).

Is it possible that this is some negative spirit? I've got two reasons for suspecting this:
a) The energy centre at the back of one's head is supposedly the connection to the spirit world.  I read this in a book written on human auras; the author said she could see something like 'cones of light' flashing onto that energy centre when someone was channeling a spirit.
b) I've had two dreams about an 'evil' spirit controlling me. The first was me flying around a room, but controlled by the spirit. I had an image of the spirit in the dream; it was like a skull formed from smoke. I wasn't worried in the dream, I just remained calm. That one was about 5-6 months ago. The second one was when my conciousness had carried over into sleep and in that first period of sleep, when we have heaps of short dreams, I had this lucid dream which was similar to the first - but in this one, I was being flown around my room (last one was at a friend's), it was totally dark (I could see about 5 feet in front of me then it dropped off into total darkness), there was this evil laughter and I did *not* feel good. This one happened about a month ago.

So yeah...*phew* lots to say there
I've been trying to send it love, but I'm also trying to find love myself, so it's not easy. I'm hopeless at visualization atm and I'm just not sre what to do about it. But I AM confident I will rid myself of it, whatever it is. I don't what want to live with it any longer.

Thanks for listening and for helping.

Adam

Hey..

This is a subject in which I've got a fair bit of experience in ;P

Smoking weed and doing energy work etc. definitely has its good and bad points. I did it for a while, but stopped smoking weed (well, cut it down drastically) recently as I realised it wasn't really getting me anywhere; it's just really a short-lived, artificially induced awareness, and because of this, it has it's downsides. But that said, it certainly boosted my awareness/sensitivity of my energy body. When high, I could move my awareness about and feel in incredible detail the area I focused my attention on. Plus it seemed to give me greater control over it.

The problem with using weed to get into the trace state, is that weed basically affects (for me) the anylitical part of the brain, and you start to get ideas and realisations, sometimes a whole gosh darn heap of them. This is probably the best of weed...altho often, with most of the realisations you'll be like..."Huh?"  =P

But that's just me...I'd say - yeah, go ahead and try it once. It's a natural drug, and a lot safer than the manufactured stuff around. The worst that can happen is a bad case of paranoia - but if you're in the right situation, with the right people (or maybe none) then it's less likely you'll have a bad time.

Check out marijuana.com and ask the peeps there for advice.


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BTW, it's only really a short term solution - but it can give you the little bit of insight you need.

Thanks for the tip, Wolf  I did suspect something like that at first, as my lower primary and secondary centres are not very active, but I dismissed it at first because it seems pretty 'hardcore' - ie. a parasite burrowing itself all the way up my legs, and into several primary centres!!

BUT - your post made me look twice, and now i think that is the case. So now I'm working from the top down - brushing my highest affected enrgy centres and working down.

If you have any more suggestions, or anyone else, (they're more embedded than I thought!) please post them. Thanks =D

Adam