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My dad used to know a blind guy who took acid. He said he saw stuff when he was on it. Think he was blind from birth.

Never heard of this. Looks interesting. Going to look into it. No idea about the elohim thing sorry.

I've never heard from a blind projector. I think Robert Bruce talks about teaching blind people to project in Astral Dynamics. He might have written more about it on the internet somewhere idk.

I'll give it a shot if you're in a similar time zone as me(Going to be asleep at the same time). I'm in the uk.

I've never tried to find anyone I dont know before. Might help if you post a pic of yourself.

I feel for you mate. I'm 30 and I had to move back in with my mum when I got out of jail in july. Cant get a job. Cant get a place of my own. Cant keep living here much longer.

The key to getting what you want is believing it's going to happen. No doubts. Obviously thats easier said than done or I'd have a job, girlfriend and my own place. I suppose I need to address the reasons for my self doubt. Dont know about you.

Your guides can hear you whenever you speak to them. You dont need to project for that. I'm not saying you shouldnt learn to project, it's a cool thing to do, but not many people get to have a face to face with their higher selves when they're new to projecting.

Just try and have faith. Sometimes life gives us what we need instead of what we want. And sometimes it gives us what we want but not in the way we expect. You might meet your soul mate on the bus when you're going to deliver resumés. You might get your absolute perfect job next week that you end up doing for the rest of your life but which would never have happened if you got any old well payed job last year.

Just try and have faith that things happen the way they need to happen and that fate has good things in store for you. Thats what I do.

I'm intrigued by your mums comment. Have you asked her what she meant by alot has been happening?

Just to get this straight, you tried to wake your mum up while you were out of body, and she woke up and came to your room and woke you up? Did she remember you trying to wake her up?

You've got some difficult stuff to overcome in this life.

Bad news time. If you kill yourself, in the afterlife you'll be stuck in the psychological rut you are now. Then evetually you'll have to come back here and do it all again and again until you finally man up and deal with whatever you're running away from.

I've been where you are. Several times. Sometimes you need to stop looking for a way out and accept the situation you're in. Work through it.

I'll reccomend a book. The Pleiadian Workbook by Amorah Quan Yin. The Pleiadians will help you work through your issues. Even if that sounds a bit silly to you, give it a try. It's worth a shot if you're about to kill yourself anyway.

It's my experience that you cant reason with such people when it comes to politics. They've got their point of view and thats the way things are. They will engage in debate but only for the purpose of proving you wrong.

Please take no offense Rudolf, my best friend is one such person. And of course I could have read you totally wrongly.

AP is to phasing what swimming is to the backstroke.

AFAIK the phase is just a catch all term for any non physical place. I'm not fond of it myself. I think it's a fairly new term. Might have been coined by that guy summerlander keeps going on about but I dont know.

I considered going skydiving to get a good reference for a falling sensation but I was too scared. Glad I didnt now lol.

Dont break your quartz! I believe the stuff is alive in a way. But even if you dont, quartz goes bang when you break it. If you've got a big rock just put it under your bed. As long as it's within your aura it should do the trick.

I've never used nuummite but you'll find that the crystals and stones that work for one person wont neccessarily work for others. We're all attuned to different things.

The grand-daddy of them all though is quartz. I've had very strong effects from sleeping with a little double terminated piece of tibetan quartz. But it would just as likely effect anyone in the bed with you too. I also had a very wacky night sleeping with a quartz point pointing at my crown chakra but I havent done that again as it was a bit too intense.

If you can hold love in your heart as you fall asleep you should have a better experience. Love beats fear.

Maybe meditate on love every now and again to get good at building a strong feeling of love quickly. The most common meditation for generating love is the metta bhavana.

You might also try sleeping with a rose quartz tumblestone under your pillow. They're very cheap and very effective in my opinion. It works on your heart chakra and makes it easy to hold strong feelings of love in your heart.

Haha you actually chekced your phone! Love it 

Try as many different falling sensations to find the ones that work best for you.

I used to struggle with it too. The best one I could do was jumping down a flight of stairs(a sensation I knewfrom when I was a kid). I'd walk out my door in my mind and jump down the stairs in my stairwell on flight at a time on and on. Not great stopping each time but it was the best I could do.

Then I found I could manage a sinking sensation fairly easily. I'd go out to the middle of the ocean and just sink down into a bottomless trench.

I really wanted to go on one of those straight drop fairground rides but could never find one.

I can kind of manage the skydiving feeling now. Just keep at it. I find visualizing helps. Jump off the edge of a cliff and see it fly away. Try and feel the wind resistance pushing against you. Hear the wind racing past your ears. I find if you get the little details right the falling sensation comes easier.

If we're all really just consciousness trying to better ourselves, then what matter is it if this world comes to an end or not?  We'll continue on our spiritual evolution regardless.  We'll live, we'll die... we'll do it all over again learning as we go.

Well put.

It's gone dark outside! Ohnoes. 

There is so much help out there just waiting to be asked for. But you need to ask. It's always worth asking cause you just might get it.

I wish you the best of luck! Hope your condition improves. Keep asking for help and thank where/who ever the help is coming from.

That thread Ryan bumped with Frank talking about moving between focus levels inspired me to try the slats method again. I'd only tried it once before and it didnt work.

So when I remembered my objective I sat down on some grass next to a pond and started trying the slats thing. Try as I might nothing happeded. Then for some reason I decided to fall face down into the black water of the pond infront of me.

Suddenly I was in a 2D blackness. Pure all encompassing blackness but with no sense of depth. I've never experienced this before. I couldnt feel having a body and I usually have one in the 3D void. I sort of looked to see if I had one, although I cant describe how I looked about in a 2 dimensional place. It might not even have been two dimensional(what would 1D feel like?).

I felt like I was moving/flying about but it didnt feel like it does in a 3D environment. I cant really describe the sensation. Oddly, there was a pretty awesome hip-hop tune playing. It was based around two dissonant chords a semi-tone apart.

After a while a scene materialises and I'm sitting inside a bath, on the inside facing sideways, looking at a wall. Still feels like a dream environment. So I try the slats method again. I'm not getting anyhthing. So I try to just become aware of another reality overlain with the one I'm in. Nothing. I'm trying all sorts. I can feel my eyes moving as I try to change focus. Nothing.

So I close my eyes. Sit in darkness for a while. Start to see through the lids. Close them again(pretty neat considering I never opened them again first). Do this a couple of times and when I start to see again the wall infront of me now has a window in it looking onto an out door wall a coulpe of feet away. I watch a spider building a web for a bit then get bored.

It then started to get too dream like as a guy I knew from prison went past the door asking if anyone could lend him a dvd player. Woke up.

Anyone experience a 2D blackness before? And does anyone here actually have any success with Franks slats method? Any tips on getting it to work?

Let's say nothing does happen in 2012, what will the people who were so convinced there was, do?

Pick a new date probably.

I took sudafed when I had a cold once. It was like taking speed but not as strong. Maybe I just took too much. Couldnt imagine projecting on it.

I pick number 5. Maybe along with 3.

I'm alright with a pole shift wiping most of us out. The world needs it. I'm kinda hoping it's not elenin going to cause it though. I mean I wouldnt mind but the timing is inconvenient. I've got karmic stuff I need to sort out before it happens and it could take me a month or two.

Can I join again ? 

My motivation was coming from the wrong place before so I had to drop out as it wasnt good for me. I've sorted that out now and found the right motivation so I want back in if you'll have me.

I'm prepared to put the work in and will ask my guides to help as well if they want to.

You're correct, we experience these things for a reason. They're to highlight things we need to deal with. Negative emotions are the symptoms, not the problem itself. I think you need to identify the underlying cause of the emotion and deal with that. Not always an easy task, I know. But with meditation, resolve and courage I believe it's possible.

You've got unreselved emotional issues. The dream was to prompt you to resolve them.

Meditate on it. Find the emotional attachment and the reasons you havent let go. There could well be some fear at the bottom of it. It might go back to before you even met her. Whether it's a fear or something else you need to find the underlying issue. The issue might not even be with her. You might have just used the emotions surrounding the relationship to avoid dealing with some fear or something.

Obviously I'm just stabbing in the dark. The best advice I can give is meditate on it.

You might want to look into decording if you dont already know about it.

Might work. Might not. Give it a try.

Even if you dont have a full blown obe it's still worthwhile exploring alternate states of consciousness. Obe's arent the be all and end all.