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INCREDIBLE ! Really incredible ! It worked ! I think there is no need for more people replying this, as the only one that private-messaged me was ABLE to feel my healing, and he said the healing was really powerfull, even tough i was having negative attitude and not really believing it would work !

This is because i said i would heal him by surprise in a specific day in this week, to avoid placebo. But for my big surprise even like that, the time and day he said he felt the healing matched EXACTLY the time and day i sent him the healing ! (well, he felt the healing half-hour the time i said, and the severity of side-effects he had matched perfectly what i was healing, the heart chakra)

So that's it, from now on i am confident enought to heal people here in this forum or in other places that requests healing, but then why the heck every other technique to do psychic abilities never give results if after all my subconcious does react with visualizations (like this healing comproved) ?

Jeez, it was the first time ever i got such a proof for psychic ability/healing, finally i got this proof, as i started to worring that something was wrong with me ! Even tough my healings don't work on me or on my mother, and this i can't understand why...

hum... actually i think there's no point continuing this conversation, i think it's better to do what i say in my new topic "Healing tests". So georg19 and hypnotist1 if you two (or anyone else which is reading this reply) know anyone that needs healing or wants attunment (specially with persons with any kind of psychic sensibility or some experience in psychic abilities) tell them to reply that topic i posted now ("healing tests").

I ask this because no one since now have replyed (well at least one interested person did private messaged me and said he was interested) but i would like that at least 1 or 2 more people for the test.

well, i am glad at least one people is interested in me doing this tests (i got a private message), if i am sucessfull i will then post the results here. But i would like to also have at least 1 or 2 more persons to do these tests, because after all if you persons really understand about reiki, the worst thing that can happen is them not receive anything or not being healing at all, so don't be afraid just because it's "tests"!

Even tough at the same time i am glad that not many people accepted the test, but i would at least like more than 1 person!

Ok, maybe moderators or people here won't like these requests, but i hope that someone agrees to do this, as these requests are very important for me :

1. Is anyone here which wants/needs healing, and that accepts being healed EXCLUSIVELY by me ?
2. Is anyone here which wants to be a healer, to be attunned by me ? (yes according to my course notes i should be able to attune people)

For this test i give big preference/priority to those which have psychic sensibility and that are to feel when other people are sending energy to them (which is definetly not my case when i was attuned, i never feeled anything). Or then to those which have some sucess with psychic abilities to see if the attunments i give are sucessfull or not on those people.

But OF COURSE i won't refure to heal people without any psychic sensibility !!

This is because i need to know if i am really able to heal someone and to attune people to be healers, after all the attunments i have done. But i would prefer someone with some kind of psychic sensibility so that the person would feel if my reiki energy would reach the person or not, or to see if the person i attunned would be able to sucessfully heal others.

If anyone agrees on this and gets better with my healings, this would be a HUGE motivation for me, because of the huge lack of results i am having in every kind of things, and better of all it would be a BIG proof that my visualizations to subconcious and requests that i do to my higher self would indeed work, and therefore removing all my doubts that psychic abilities exist afterall (how do you guys expect me to not doubt if in 2 years of training i never had results?).

Also, i would prefer that the persons interested on this would send me a private message instead of replying here, to me give more details of the healing.

Unfortunately she did improve absolutly nothing and still there is absolutly no sign that reiki is working or not (and i am writing this today 5th july), but for those that are trying to heal her, if don't mind continue. I think it's better that she doesn't know she is being healing, because as she is skeptical that could create a blockage, i think.

Anyways it's been about 2-3 years that she have this big wound and varicose ulcera so maybe it will take a long time to heal with reiki, as she didn't improved.

to georg19 :

No, no, with me it's different. I don't know if you have readed my thread "almost desperate psychic test request" (i think it was in the general methaphysics forum, i don't remember) but when you read it you will understand, everything is different on me, nothing ever works, and when i was attuned to kundalini reiki i NEVER felt absolutly NOTHING. Even now, weeks later after i have done ALL the self healings in the course notes (like past-life reiki, diamond reiki, dna reiki, and much more) absolutly NOTHING changed or improved. Sorry but those are strong reasons to me doubt, how do you expect me to not doubt after all these failures ? Specially that i believed a LOT on those things BEFORE i tried them, so this is not the cause of the problem. Sometimes i start to believe that the ONLY way to have any psychic ability/perception at all is to have some blow/injury on the head... Anyways i tried the hardest i can and now FINALLY for the first time ever i was able to do FULL leg work and FULL arm work like it says on n.e.w. for the first time ever i am able to stand doing this EVERYDAY, along with spine bouncing, nose and mouth work. Because in fact this is the only thing i have not tried yet because it was the most tedious and hard working one, but now since 30 june i could stand doing it everyday. By the way i feel energy blockage signals EVERYWHERE in every since inch of skin, in my arms, legs, spin, mouth and nose, maybe is this the cause that nothing psychic works with me ?

So, i think i have to keep doing this heavy energy work everyday before even trying to heal her again, as everytime i tried, nothing happened, i didn't even ever felt tired after the healing !!

Anyways i am glad you at least tried to send some reiki (even tought nothing improved on her, but i think it's normal, maybe more people are necessary to heal her or more sessions).

Anyways forget about even telling her about this ! She is ultra skeptic (like everyone in my family and EVERYONE i know from the place i live) and everyone mocks all those that believes in psychic stuff. Including my mother, even for me believing in astrology she calls me a dum, and also for believing in such things. Fortunately 2 years ago i started ignoring those stupid remarks and started psychic training, but, no matter what training methods i use NOTHING ever works, don't tell me i will have to wait 5-10 years to see results ?!!?! As there is almost 2 years and no results, even doing n.e.w. (altough i only managed to do full arm or leg work about once in a month because of being very tedious but now i am keeping the schedule) and meditation, sometimes i start to be skeptic again and slowly start giving reason to the skeptics again because i NEVER have results, it's all just they say, nothing ever happens! Anyways now i am hoping that in at least 2-3 months of doing arm and leg work EVERYDAY (1 day it's leg work the next one is arm work) that this will be giving results in at least a few weeks.

Besides if my mother gets better thanks to the healings from here, it will be like a kind of psychic test to make me finally believe in 100% in psychic ablities (yes because it would take a miracle to my mother start improving without any reason, as she is like this in almost 2 years !). And i am completly unable to believe 100% on them until i experience any of them myself. (i mean the psychic abilities)

Also, who attuned you ?

Also from another user from these forums that i private message with him, he said it's best to the target person not know that she is going to be healed, because of the expectations.

to hypnotist1 :
Thanks a lot for you help but everything continues the same, maybe this take a long time to heal, or to start doing effect ?

By the way did you ever healed sucessfully anyone long distance with this kind of physical problem ? (varicose ulcera) Or healed someone which even worse kind of injuries ? Don't take offense by me asking this, i ask this because i don't know exactly how powerfull reiki is and what kind of things it can heal or not. By the way who attunned you ? Just to see if it was the same that attuned me.

I hope no one gets offended for the things i say, remember this is the first time i request healings here.

sorry for only replying now but i can only go to internet in cybercafes...

to hans solo :

Hum... i think it's not that hard to figure out : any kind of technique to do a psychic ability. For example i want to use e.s.p., how do i tell the subconcious what i want to know without using verbal toughts ? Lets assume i want to guess a number or image from a playing card. How i tell my subconcious that i want to know which number is there ? By visualizing ? Doesn't work, as i get the same results when i use verbal toughts or visualization : nothing. Yes, i sometimes get image streaming but its totally random and NEVER related to want i want to know, how the heck to we make the image streaming start using e.s.p ?

And also what i want exactly to accomplish with this communication is just having psychic abilities at all, specially e.s.p., becuase after two years of training i am starting to get DESPERATED for not getting results!

to james s:

Quote "gut feelings of something being good or bad, turn down that road, don't walk into that store, things like that." yes, this is the problem, in my whole life i GARANTEE you that i never had any "bad feeling" or any kind of that feeling, i don't even know how is that. This is not normal, i never had gut feelings i can garantee you, because i hardly have any emotions at all, just the normal and more usual ones like i said. I don't understand why, this is not normal. Even on meditation i never get feelings. How do i develop this, just by doing meditation ? I can't believe it i even have to train in how to have emotions ?! This is incredible.

Quote "pay attention to those intuitive "gut" feelings you get." just tell me how do i do this, as i never felt any, remember that until very recently i never knew even that gut feelings even existed at all or what the heck that was !! (including in the place i live, no one knows this exists, and even intuintion is pretty much disbelieved here specially in men, as in womans it is believed).

to gdo :

What does mean "archtypal" images ?

to Drquickbeam :

Thanks a lot, your reply was very elucidative. Anyways there's my comments :

Quote "This means that anything which you practice in the dream space will create real neuronal pathways in your brain which once established will serve equally well in waking life or in a dream." oh my god i wish i could believe on this, but i am not too sure that works also on me. Because i already have many dreams in which i have done lots of psychokinesis and in real life i got ZERO improvement on this (even when i tried in real life to move the psywheel the same way i moved objects in the dream, i never got any improvement after all those dreams). Are you sure that works with everyone or just with naturals ?

I also remember doing psiballs in dreams, and feeling a very strong magnetic sensation, but in real life is completly different the best i get is biofeedback in palms.

Sorry for not believing in you, don't take offense because of that, i would just like to know why it doesn't work on me like that.

Hum... i don't think i am having lucid dreams and forgetting about them, as usually even without a dream log every morning i always remember the dreams i had, even thought i don't remember all. But i could at least try to remember them in the morning just like i was to write them, but not writing anything, this could do the same psychological effect, no ? Because i already tried once to do a dream log, and just for a single dream i would have wrote several pages, and that's way too much work, even when using the computer to write that.

Regarding "Another way is associating one phenomena with a reality check." i don't know if this is a good idea. For example about a year ago, i started doing reality checks everyday, like each 15-30 minutes i would look at a certain place and look away and then look it again to see if it have changed. About 1-2 months later i finally got the habit and start doing it in dreams also (jeez, it took a long time) and it worked, the place would be always different. But for my BIG surprise, one of the times i can remember that in the dream when i have done that, the place did NOT changed !! And because of that i continued with a normal dream ! When i awake in the morning i was flabbergasped !! That never happened before, the place would ALWAYS change after i looked away and then looked again, how the heck did that NOT happen in that dream ? After that i quit doing the reality checks.

But now, since 3 weeks ago i started again doing it, but now with 2 diferences : i do it to a place with letters, as in a dream, signs and written stuff is 100% garanteed to change ! And also right after that reality check i ask myself how did i get here, this way i do two different reality checks at once, i hope i start soon doing them in dreams also.

Quote "And, as I mentioned before, anything which you practice in your dream-life will carry over into your waking-life. The same thing goes for visualization. If you practice in your mind, your brain will support that action (due to a well established neuronal pathway / conditioned memory) no matter what dimension it is carried out in." again how many times this have to be done to work ? It's becuase everything i have done in psychic dreams improved absolutly nothing while awake, i don't understand why, any idea of why it doesn't work on me like that ?

Anyways could you at least recommend me some exercices to do in a lucid dream to help improve the things i ask in each of the three questions ? (i mean, like that one you said "For example you could actually grow the "awareness arms" and use them to reach into your body and massage your energy body." tell me more exercices of this kind, this one is interesting). Also, i am not talking about those to trigger a lucid dream, just what i should do WHILE i am on a lucid dream besides that one you said, because just doing psychic abilities like psychokinesis in a dream does NOT do any kind of improvement in real life at least with me. I also remembered having real time sight in a dream (i mean, i could make a wall become transparent when i tried to look trought it, and of course this didn't make me have that ability while awake).

Also regarding specific psychic abilities as psychokinesis, remote viewing and e.s.p. what exactly could i do in a lucid dream to help develop them in real life ? It's becuase just doing them normally in a dream doesn't do anything in my case, and i am currently desperate to learn remote viewing and e.s.p. i absolutly need them, but there is NOTHING that seems to be giving results, there's gotta be some ULTRA STRONG exercice in a dream to do any kind of psychic awakening, but what is ?! I also tried in a lucid dream to look at a mirror, which it says in some lucid dream sites that could trigger a astral projection, of course in my case absolutly nothing happened.

Now to finish, i have some questions about that interesting exercice you said ("For example you could actually grow the "awareness arms" and use them to reach into your body and massage your energy body.") :
1. How exactly do i do this, if in the dream i have no idea of where my physical body is, i mean, to where my house is in relation to the dream? And more important doesn't this make me awake, when i try to feel my body ?

2. Sometimes i remembered that i felt energy sensations in my dream body, like some big twitching/spasms in my lower spine. And also sometimes when doing psychokinesis in dreams i could actually feel energy sensations in my arms could it be possible that this mean that it was doing some effect on the energy body itself, even tough i never got at improvement in psychokinesis in real life ?

That's all, sorry for a lengthy reply !!

first, i am only posting this after i tried to myself heal my mother. But, as nothing psychic seems to ever work on me, all my healings were totally inefficiant, even tought i was attuned to kundalini reiki 1,2,3 and kundalini reiki booster 4,5,6 for nothing!

My mother has her left leg with a big wound, associated with varicose ulcera (and her right leg is also hurt, but don't have a big wound), i don't know if any kind of long distance healing by here can help this ? Also, for someone heal her is it necessary any more data ? This is the first time i request healing in a forum, that's why i don't know very well how to do healing requests.

Also, she is receiving medical treatment (altough i think it's not taking medicamentation drugs it's more like putting something on the wound to heal it, but it's almost inneficiant) but the reason that this doesn't heal is because of the daily need of having to walk a lot and standing up most of the day, mostly to do house work and shopping, so she is unable to cure the wound.

Can someone heal both her legs? And if possible in a way to not trigger any "paranormal" effects as the way i know her she would not like it.(even tough i don't believe anymore that of triggering paranormal effects is possible with just long distance healing, mostly because the attunements i received didn't done absolutly nothing on me).

update : her name is maria cacilda and location is Loulé-Portugal. Is it necessary her full name or more data ?

ok, maybe finally i am starting to understand why i am having so much trouble with techniques to communicate with subconcious, and why i am even having trouble with meditation ! It's as i read in some articles (mostly that one by Peebrain at psipog and the other in oobe book by robert peterson) that we have to communicate with subconcious with emotions or thought concepts, but i am UNABLE to do it ! For example, how the heck am i going to "associate" emotions with every single english word ? I hardly feel any emotions ever, just the more basic ones (basically it's just being happy, sad, with anger, or nostalgia, nothing more), as i am a lot of a word-tought person, and i never think using emotion.

Any tips in how feel emotions when trying to communicate with subconcious ?
it's because i already tried 1000 times (with verbal toughts) and no matter how clear my mind is i never get any kind of feeling. The only thing i ever get in meditation is image streaming and sometimes some verbal toughts that i feel weird as they don't seem created by my concious as all the others are. But this is rare and never happens when i am trying to do it, and sometimes i almost think that this is never going to improve, am i doing something wrong?

first, is if there is any kind of psychic exercice training that we can do in a lucid dream that can help our psychic development MORE and more efficiantly than if practised while awake?

Like for example, doing n.e.w. in a lucid dream if it would have any effect on the energy body itself and develop it better than doing it while awake, or it won't just have any effect at all ?

Second, is it really required to do a dream log and good dream recall to have lucid dreams ? Also from what i remember my dreams (i usually have medium recall of them) they are so real life like that there AREN'T any dream signs or recurring symbols on them like i read in articles about lucid dream. Besides doing reality checks everyday while awake (which i started doing) is there any other way to trigger lucid dreams ? Doing energy raising like it says in n.e.w. is completly inefficiant in my case, as it NEVER affected my dreams quality even if done during a half hour before i go to sleep...

And third and final question if there is any kind of action done in lucid reams to improve subconcious cooperation/communication later when i am awake. I tried just doing post-hypnotic sugestions inside the lucid dream, this doesn't ever work. Also i always had big difficulties when i try to change things in my dream, they only work more or less 50% of the times. But what i would like to know, if the more we try to change things in the dreams like this, if this would have any improvement when trying to communicate with subconcious while awake, and the subconcious reacting better.

That's all.

ok, from now on i will try to avoid long posts, and make them the shortest possible.

I actually have been having some results with moving the psywheel, but i am almost fully convinced that this isn't a result of pk, that's why i made this post because this is creating a big concious mental block to me :

I noticed that i can make the psywheel move in front of me, ONLY when i am very near to it (in this case my head). After many tests during several days, i came to the conclusion that it is the magnetic field effect of my body aura that is making the psywheel move, because as i get furhter way from it, it never moves anymore, and when i am very near it, even not breathing and being completly still, the psywheel keep changing direction all the time but it's not like when there is draughts, so it's not wind or breath, besides with breath it immediatly falls of the pin.

So, what i would like to know if it's possible to ever control the psywheel even it is "inside" the magnetic field of the aura, or is this a hindrance and can never be controlled ? It's because i am much more motivated to pratice this by seeing it move, than sitting more distant and never see it move...

Last question, sometimes ever after just practising once a day for about 10-15 minutes, my exact top of head, in the middle, becomes sore and hurts. Should i ignore this or i have to practise only each two days to prevent this? Anyways psychokinesis is really a ability of the crown chakra or not ?

i know, most people would just recommend me to do meditation, but it's what i have been doing for a long time, but it doesn't seem to have changing anything. For example, i read everywhere that the subconcious reacts with visualization and that is a way to "communicate" with it.

Altough with me that doesn't work, no matter which sense i use, and i wonder how the heck do i "enable" this feature or how do i start developing a communication/cooperation with my subconcious ?

It's because meditation doesn't seem to have done any improvement on this, unless this take several years to happen ? Or perhaps meditation is not effective if not done daily for about 20 minutes mininum ? Is there minimum meditation practise times to it be effective ?

I have also tried the exercice of the red and blue circles to see with eyes crossed to see a cross, but i also don't notice any improvement with that, unless it also takes years to do effect ?

And for last, is there any tuturial in how to communicate with subconcious ? Something similiar to that one in psipog, but written by other person, because that one i don't understand well.

ok, as i see no solution for this problem, i finally tried a thing i never tried before : kundalini-reiki attunements from xehupatl.com

I have just took the 1st attunment last thursday, and OF COURSE i didn't felt anything (i say "of course", because i was really sure i would feel the attunment very well, and again i was NOT right...) at least during the attunment, but i could find a IMPROVEMENT in the energy flow when i try meditation of psychic abilities exercices after (like a stronger pulsating in the back of my head, neck and spine, and when i try psychokinesis my whole head pulsates and this never happened before so quickly...) So this was affected me a little at least...

And it's exactly this i was looking forward to, some kind of long distance "healing" to at least make my body more receptive to the exercices and energy body development, and it seemed to have done some little improvement, but as i have noticed some difference then now i am more patient and motivated to continue the psychic exercices, and besides, i still have about 10 attunments in schedule in the next weeks... And if i combine this with n.e.w. it will be even better.

I wonder why no one in this thread advised me to try the attunments... specially if for some people (mostly those mentioned in the "experiences" section of xehupatl website) those attunements DID awakened some psychic abilities... (like 3rd eye vision, which is one of the things i want most) Anyways in my case i think it's normal to not feel anything in the first attunments, but in medium-term at least i really hope this helps, if it does, then i just recommend to other people here with difficulties to try the attunments also! Even tought almost no one here seems to have as many difficulties as i have...

Yes i know i shouldn't expect psychic abilties with this, but because i have spent 2 years in training, then that should be different in my case, specially if i do the training now with this increased energy flow, and the self-healing i do twice a day, because if even this doesn't work, then NOTHING else will, and in that case it's IMPOSSIBLE to develop psychic abilities in a person that doesn't have natural abilities...

to tom :

very funnny, indeed. That's not too hard to figure out why some people do that (threatening to not come here). First, when i don't do that most of the times i don't even get replys. Second, for a misterious reason almost everytime i do that i do get new results, which is a strange coincidence, it's again that counter-intuintion in action, even tough with this post that didn't happened.

to all (after reading karnautrahl's post):

what?!? I risk not having anything just like your case ? Hum... let's not get percpitated (i don't know to write well this english word) here, remember the list of results i wrote, sure that most of them i am still not sure if they are psychic development or not, but i can't believe that NONE of them is.

Besides i even met a person worse than me (i mean, worse is just a way to say) which can't even visualize, i think he was a problem in the brain (i think), he also said that he could feel absolutly nothing when he tried n.e.w. Yes he even is UNABLE to have visual toughts, i also couldn't believe him, but after his explanations he didn't misunderstand and really can't even have visual toughts.

Anyways i think it's no point continuing this post, i see that everyone here has trouble to understand so big posts, i see that i have to make 1-2 lines posts to everyone understand, no offense, but this is always happening. the problem is that most of you all have adsl connection and i have a miserable 56k connection so i have to write every post OFFLINE in notepad (and save posts of astralpulse in html file to be able to reply), that's why my posts get big, and that's also one of the reasons i can't help other people in their posts, as every time i am online i have to do everything very fast because the connection is SLOW and EXPENSIVE.

Also i think Robert Bruce himself said that when he began using n.e.w., he also started with no psychic abilities at all, so it's possible that the same happens to me, he said he didn't felt any sensations for several months, but i do feel sensations since the first time. The problem is that this changes nothing psychologically, probably that will take more weeks.

hum... that's exactly the kind of replys i was expecting (but not prefering) to receive, at least i got advices. It was impossible and too good to be truth that anyone would do such psychic tests or accept to do them. That just reinforces the idea of the skeptics (which i was in the past as i said) that psychics and psichic abilities doesn't exist, as i can't belive there is NO ONE here skilled enought to do any of the tests, what i asking i am sure is not ULTRA advanced that requires DECADES of training. But anyways that's ok, of course i won't try to force anyone to do the tests on me, but without that it will be harder to not being skeptical again, because as i never witnessed anything paranormal/psychic it still LOOKS LIKE everything psionic is fake just like skeptics say. At least until i am really sure that the results i have are really psychic development or not.

Anyways thanks a lot for the replys anyways as it's better than nothing.

I guess my last hope is to continue doing n.e.w. daily, as i already got new physical sensations for the first time ever in these almost two years (after 2-3 days of doing sub-navel raising for 1-2 hours each day), this gotta do something on me, because i won't wait 50 years to be able to see any results in psychic abilities! If two years is not enought 50 it is ? I can't even imagine, i am glad i am not expecting to be able to make heavy objects fly in the air, because in my case that might well take all my life to be able to do it, if anyday i will ever have any psychic ability.

I must admit that i ALREADY got results, but it's just that i am so "afraid" it's just wishfull thinking and that it's too good to be truth that i always consider that it's just a coincidence or normal optical illusions and that it's nothing related to psionics, and i need help to know if the few results i am having are indeed related to psychic developement or not, this is crucial for motivation. But if it is really psychic results, then in that case i am developing better than i tought, but i am afraid they don't mean nothing. (you know, i am very pessimist, and unfortunately most of the times i have reason when i am pessimist)

Now, i am going to make a list of the results i got so far, and i HAVE to know if these mean anything to psychic development, so please anyone reply about this, specially if they understand well about this. Also if many people here (of those that don't have any psychic abilities) are UNABLE to do most the things i will say next, then this is probably the psychic development results at last :

1. Regarding psiballs : the best thing i can is feel a VERY WEAK magnetic repulsion between my hands. How do i know if this isn't just because my hands being still, which some people say that causes the same thing, and therefore not being related to psionics ? I have tried visualizations 100000 times but ONLY when using tactile imaging (i mean, using the touch sense like in n.e.w.) i am able to "manipulate" energy between hands, visualizations does NOT have any effect with my subconcious, even tough very rarely i am able to see (like in image streaming) what i visualize, but that only happened TWICE in almost two years!!

2.1. Regarding the psywheel without hands : when i am sit, i put the psywheel in front of me in a table (on top a pin). After doing several tests in several days (in about the same conditions) i came to the conclusion that it only moves when i am near enought of it (mainly my head, about 15 centimetres). I am now 99% that it's no draughts or breathing, also it moves even when i am holding my breath and keeping my body totally still, and everything in the room is closed and there is no fans. Also if i am not near enought it never moves for minutes, while when close it moves for minutes without stop, but it is constantly changing direction. If this is not psychokinesis, what is it, the influence of the magnetic field of my aura ? (can this indicate the "length" field or strength of my aura?) Also can i use this as training for psychokinesis and this is already actually doing and training psychokinesis or it's always impossible to control things with this "kind" of influence in the psywheel ?

2.2. Regarding the psywheel with hands near between 2-6 centimetres : as many people say, with me it also only moves clockwise with my left hand near and counter-clockwise with my right hand near. Also after DOUZENS of tests in several days, it's really the proximity of hand palm that makes it move (it works also with the underside of my arms), and it's not breathing or the moving of my body. Also it kinda needs a "warming" up time to start spinning, which is weird, sometimes it moves right away and others never moves no matter how much time i away. The movement is fluid and constant (very different from when it's from breathing or draughts or bumps in the table) just like if it was animated by a little engine. Also it's specially the underside of fingers (which is always colder than the center of palm) that makes the wheel spin, when i put just the center of palm near the wheel it never moves but with the underside of fingers it spins non stop sometimes for 1-2 minutes. This is weird, i taught that this was the influence of the main hand chakra in the center of palm, but at least in
my case it seems it's not. Also i never have any mental control of the movement. Some people say it's a subconcious thing or the spining of the hand chakras, but it seems not. Also it's NOT hand heat, specially as the COLDER part of my hand (the fingers make the wheel spin much better). I even recorded a video on a webcam with this, but it's useless to upload it online, it's very similar to those videos in psipog in which the psywheel spin only with hand near. After lots of practise is it possible to control the psywheel when using hands and "change" that behavior of the subconcious about the predifined directions of spining for each hand or this kind of subconcious act is permanent? I ask this because i am "afraid" this is impossible and that i am wasting time on a impossible task, that's the reason of this kind of questions.

3. My EXACT top of head hurts (at skin level) and becomes sore ONLY in the SAME WEEK i practise psychokinesis (trying to control the psywheel when NOT using hands, like i said in 2.1). During the last months i could verify that if i didn't practised psychokinesis it never hurts again, but when i do practise psychokinesis, even for only 1 session of 15-20 minutes that pain switches on/off during the next days, several times at the day (kinda randomly), but this never happens when i am long time (about 2 weeks) without practising psychokinesis. Could this be a "proof" or a major indicator that i am actually practising psychokinesis and trying to use the crown chakra? Because there is people that say that this is a ability of the crown chakra, and this is too much coincidence, this always happens like this, and i never had this kind of pain before and i only have it when i practised pk a few time ago.

4. Since some months ago (but after i started psychic training for a while) i started to see "heat waves" everywhere (and seeing the little yellow dancing dots got easier to see in certain surfaces than before, not just in the sky, in the sky now it's so easy that i see them EVERYTIME i look at the sky without effort) specially in a dark background. Sure i don't see the heat waves all the time everydays, but in anyday when i focus enought i can see that again, or just at random. When i try to see auras, besides the afterimages i do see ALL the time even 1-2 seconds after looking, sometimes i am able to see swirling black lines (very similar to the heat waves), specially in the borders of hand palms. But it doesn't seem like a aura like everyone descrives as the lines are isolated and they are very few, it's not like fumes or smoke, it's more like random sparks/lighting. Also this works better after not thinking in anything and the ringing in my ears is louder (because of not thinking in anything). Is this another natural optical illusion and absolutly not related to psionics ? In psipog they say it is. Also many times i do see "flaring" of blue dots/lines in the background of things i am looking at (specially the computer screen, but also in about any surface), it's not those transparent motes on the eyes, it's really something "electric" and i am sure it's not a physical thing, it's like sparks, they even seem to have light, it does look like energy according from posts from people that see energy but i never see this when trying to see auras. The best description i can give is : energy-version of the motes that everyone sees in the eyes, only that these doesn't seem physical.

5. Like i already said i am able to have image streaming almost easely (specially when i am not expecting to have it) after 2-3 minutes of no thinking with eyes closed, but it's always totally random images. And no one ever tells me if trying to control those images or not is or isn't the way to remote view. I need to know that, as i don't want to be wasting time or having too much expectation about being able to control these images someday. I can't believe that NO ONE in these forums is able to remote view ? NO ONE know how to do that ? Then WHY NO ONE ever tells HOW is that done ?! Like i am WASTING time if when i am having image streaming i try to control the images and to be concious without "losing" them ? The few techniques of remote view i see in websites are always "too simple" to work for me, and it's very similar to... trying to sleep!!

6. I have a strange kind of negative intuintion : everytime i am ABSOLUTLY sure one thing will happen, it NEVER happens; and everytime i am ABSOLUTLY sure that a thing will NOT happen, it ALWAYS happens. (for example, before i buy a game and have expectative, it's always the opposite, like if i am glad because it will be good, it sucks, and so on) The problem is that this only apply's where there is only TWO choices : yes or no (or : being sure or not being sure;believing it will happen/not believing it will happen, etc). This is happening too much times to not be coincidence, and might be probably the only kind of "result" that i am almost sure it's psionic (like lets admite that intuintion is a kind of psychic ability, no?). But this is not like e.s.p. because i tried every kind of e.s.p. tests and the results are just like of a average person without e.s.p. ability, even being able to not thing in anything. I just get NOTHING. Even the pendulum is constantly "lying" to me (maybe it's that thing of the subconcious not liking to be tested like i readed in posts about pendulum here on the forums) BUT sometimes i was able to guess the answer, by noticing if i was believing that the pendulum would lye or would not lie, which is incredible : instead of using the pendulum for the answers i was really using the feeling i have in believing the pendulum would got right or not. Anyways this is a bit complicated to explain.

There this is most of the results that i have THOUSANDS of doubts in knowing if they are psychic development results or just normal things that don't mean anything. Please anyone comment these results and help me to know which is "wishfull thinking" or normal optical illusions or not. But as i said, if no one here (that is not psychic) is able to do those things then this is certainly signals of the starting of psychic abilities, but i am convienced that everyone can do those things above, at least almost of them.

Now comes the personal replys :

to nay :

i already do breaks frequently, thanks to my lazyness. Sometimes during a week i don't do any kind of training, because it's very boring to do training and not feeling anything to comprove it's being worth. And then i resume the training. Altough i understand your point of view... When you say "stop expecting to have some kind of powers.." the way you say that it makes it seem that the skeptics are right in telling that psychic abilities don't exist... unless, of course, you consider "psychic powers" COMPLETLY different from "psychic abilities" which for me is really almost the same time, if not the same thing.

to Major tom :

Hum... thanks for telling me about the FAQ on phasing, i didn't know it existed (is it on this website?), can you tell me the link exactly ? It's because i have slow internet connection and few time to explore all this website.

By the way this is another thing i don't understand : for all of you what does mean phasing ? It's because in PSIPOG they always say that phasing is making the PHYSICAL body go trought solid objects and they say it's very dangerous and to people not try to do that... but for me that's hard to believe, as that is probably as hard as trying to fly... but i think psipog is serious, i am sure it's not a "fluff" website so why they accept phasing like that ? Please read there the two articles about phasing and you probably won't believe what is there !

to star :

I have tried ALMOST everything. The things i haven't tried : just reiki and any kind of yoga, and... i don't remember more, as i don't know all kinds of training that exist. Anyways i will check that out later. As for the moment i will spend about 3-4 months doing n.e.w. daily, this gotta do something, and at least i am getting new sensations which are related to energy blockages so it's possible that this will really work in the furute.

to Burningriver :

How people can train for more than 3 years without results is a mystery to me, it can't be possible, that for me it's permanent suffering, unless you already seen witnessed anything psychic/paranormal ? It's becuase in my case i never had any single indication that psychic abilities do even exist, besides intuintion and the limited results i have. Anyways i am not "asking" too much or to levitate objects in the air, for example it's ridiculous to take 5 years to be able to do a psiball!!

to Telos :

Thanks, but please understand. I won't buy any books related to psyonics. Even Astral Dynamics i would be "afraid" to buy, at least without being really sure that n.e.w. works on me. If nothing works on me, books won't either. I have readed a few books, and the techinques in the sites are even better. Besides i won't spending money in a thing that won't work on me. Anyways thanks for the advice.

(to boyster only : if you are reading this, please email me as some of the things i say here doesn't apply to you, you are a exception. Also i am still waiting for the reply of my last email, did you received it? Because this is serious, i continue to suffer a lot.)

to all :

Well, i know that this might not be a good idea because of psychic attacks, but i think i have to take the risk. Is there anyone here that can do long distance psychic scans, more specifically, on me ? (for free, of course)

It's that i absolutly need this, because after almost two years of training of trying ALL kinds of psychic training, almost nothing changed on me, and this is NOT normal, nothing is working on me (i am even ultra resistant to hypnosis and to brainwave generators, nothing do any effect on me), not even visualization do any effect. I most admit that the ONLY thing that works it's the energy manipulation of n.e.w, but the only thing i ever feel is physical sensations, i was NEVER affected psychologically by this or any improvement of psychic perceptions (which i don't even have, i am also unable to feel a person presence in a room).

And not only i have a strong health, but according to a T.A.C. (i don't know what is the correct english name for this medical exam, but it's something like this : computurized axial tomography) my brain is PERFECTLY normal, and according to shrinks psychologically i don't have any disorders (unless the obssessive sexual desire, but this maybe is not the cause).

I know that psychic abilities take a long time to develop but TWO YEARS of almost nothing is ridiculous and too much frustating, specially considering i have a strong health and almost never got sick (altough i am overweight, but not much) and that i am even unable to do a simple psiball, something must be wrong with me, so that's why i would like VERY MUCH to have a psychic scan to see what is wrong with me, or if this is because a neg influence or even a "jhynx", which i doubt. Also i would like to know if i have any ultra strong natural shield which keeps me from even having e.s.p., because i don't have any e.s.p, not even after meditation, yes, not even meditation do anything on me, it's been several weeks i do it (not daily, tough). I am even able to not think in nothing for almost a minute, but the only special thing that happens in meditation is image streaming, but i never have improvement in trying to control it, by the way is that the key to remote view, by trying to control those images?

Also it's been several weeks i do almost daily third eye chakra (and other chakras) direct stimulation (like in the aura view manual by robert bruce) and i don't ever feel any bad side effects, simply nothing happens. Just lots of tingling and being sore there but nothing more, it NEVER affects me psychologically, even when i do the arm and leg work of n.e.w and any major stimulation of primary centers.

According to the chakra test (which some people here probably remember, in which we reply a few questions and it gives the percentage of opening of charkas ?) the results is that ALL my chakras are underactive, except the root chakra which is 0% (open), but i don't trust those values much, but they sure reflect my lack of results.

There's gotta be something wrong with me, it's also possible that i have a massive mental block about being skeptical about psychic abilities in my subconcious, but as i am ultra resistant to hypnosis how do i remove this if during almost two years i truly believed on psychic abilities CONCIOUSLY and nothing changed ? Don't tell me it will take ANOTHER 25 years to remove it... (yes, until my 23 years i was skeptical all my life for the simple reason i have NEVER witnessed any paranormal event and never knew any real psychic) Could this explain all my failures?

Also i would like if someone could remote view me, JUST FOR A TEST and a description of my physical characteristics in the face just to confirm that this ability is real (it's not exactly that i don't believe it but it's just for motivation) but also to see my aura because i NEED to know if my energy body is reacting well or not to the psychic exercices i do, because so long time without results makes me desperated and always thinking this is not working, and i would like if my energy body is developing or not, or if the exercices i am doing are all USELESS or if i am going too fast in the exercices.

So, can anyone do a psychic scan on me, send me a ULTRA STRONG psiball to see if i can feel it, try to communicate telepathically to me, because i NEVER witnessed anything "paranormal" and my biggest dream (besides having the psychic abilities themselfs) is to experience something like that. I someone could astral project near it would be very good also, to see if i can see or feel anything.

Oh, i am already guessing what will happen : or no one will reply this post, or everyone which CAN do such psychic scans or some of those tests i asked will say that is not able to do so or will say that those tests are useless or even recommend me to quit trying to be a psion. such kind of comments only makes me think that it doesn't exist such thing as real psychics or psychic abilities, because EVERYONE that i ask this, they always refuse even to admit they have psychic abilities, and this only makes me, each day a little bit, that are just excuses and that it DOESN'T exist real psychics. I am sorry if i am being rude, but i can't believe that such tests are SO HARD to do, considering all i have readed about psychic abilities.

Also, i garantee, i am NOT skeptic, if i was and i didn't believed in psychic abilities i would not spend 2 years wasting time in psychic training and doing n.e.w., but common, after almost two years of almost no results it's everyday becoming a very little more difficult to not be skeptical again as my frustation is growing each day a little more, but now i have a kind of renowed hope as i am finally for the first time doing n.e.w. a lot :

i do 2-3 hours of n.e.w. everyday, if this does not work (for, let's say, 2-3 months), and if no one does to me some tests like i asked, i will have to search for a forced kundalini arousal, i know it's very dangerous (i am very aware of the risks), but i am really DESPERATED of seeing almost EVERYONE here being so successful (with very few exceptions) in developing psychic abilities or having minor results in just a few days and with me NOTHING working in almost two years, if this continues like this it will be really hard to continue fully believing in psychic abilities, because in the last year i truly believed on them even tough i never witnessed any, and each day i believe a very little less.

I know it's much easier to just stop trying to be psion and forget about this, but having psychic abilities was a dream that i haved a long time (mostly becuase of those movies with persons which could levitate objects with the mind, that impressed me a LOT even before knowing that psychic abilities were real) and since i discovered they aren't fantasy it became my biggest dream, and now i would NEVER accept to quit this, i would never be happy in trying to continue to be normal and missing all that wonderfull world of psionics, even me knowing very well the disavantages and dangers that exist, even like that it's MUCH better than continue to be so LIMITED. And yes, i do know that it's not possible to levitate huge things.

Please someone help me and do those tests, i am not demanding this it's just a request, i am sure that is not a sacrifice for any of you that have psychic abilities, don't worry because i am not like those skeptics that don't belive in nothing and that will question everything, i don't demand 100% accurancy in esp like they do, it's just for my motivation and to stop my future attemps in taking drastic measures like the kundalini, which is very probable to happens if no one replys this or do the psychic tests.

Another strange thing is that some people say to me i am not having results because i am training too little and that is necessary a lot of work. Others say i am going too fast and that i risk having a premature opening of the crown chakra (when i was practising psychokinesis), this is very confusing.

If no one replys, if this post is deleted or that people just recommend me to forget about being a psion, i think it's useless to me continue going in these forums, and in that case these forums are just for helping gifted persons, and that these forums are USELESS to help ultra-beginners like me.

Sorry for being rude and talking like this, but this is desperation and because i am really sure that no one will be doing such kind of psychic tests to me and that this will be ignored.

One thing is certain, i will be VERY gratefull to the person that provides me a "paranormal" or psychic experience, by doing those tests.

The only reasons that i don't go to a professional healer is:
1. It doesn't exist any psychic healers in the place i live (algarve, portugal).
2. Even if they exist, how can i know if they are not charlatans, specially those that ask for money ?
3. I can't afford to pay one even if it was genuine.

I have readed somewhere that it exists real psychic healers that do healings for free, but it's almost IMPOSSIBLE to find them, and most of the times it's not in long distance.

so in case no one here can help me at least indicate me a website of someone that does a psychic scan or psychic healing by long distance and for free (which i sincerly don't believe it will be easy to find).

just for being sure, besides doing daily meditation, is it true that :

just by trying to guess things which normally requires e.s.p., and even if we constantly fail to guess, that the more we times we try to guess things like this, the more the intuintion develops and also e.s.p. at the same time ? In long term of course. About meditation i already know it's kinda of required, but i need to know this for motivation reasons, and if this helps the process of awakening e.s.p.

Oh, and the same about visualization, is it normal that in the first months of ever trying to use visualizations to move energy or doing psiballs, that the subconcious doesn't react to it ? Just because it was never used to during all my life ? So it's also a question of insisting in using visualization, and the more it is used, the sooner the subconcious will start to "react" to it?

After i readed in a post that hypnagogic imagery is the cientific name of clairvoyance/remote view, i just became more confused. If that is true then everybody which achieves the hypnagogic imagery state when trying to sleep at nigth is clairvoyant/remote viewer ? Unfortunately i don't think it is, but i have readed 2 techniques to remote view in which is very very similiar to when a person tries to sleep ! the only diference is that when trying to remote view, we try to visualize the place we want to remote view and we have to concentrate and ignore wandering toughts! But trying to sleep is very similar ! Besides some times i am unable to sleep because of paying too much attention to wandering tougths.

And yet even more confusing is another website in which i readed that remote view can even be done while fully awake, without being in a meditative and trance state ! But they don't say how that is done !

If people doesn't agreee that hypnagogic imagery is the same thing than uncontrolled remote view or clairvoyance, then doesn't exist such a thing as remote view ?! If it does then, just tell me HOW THE HECK do we remote view ?!

I also maded this post because, as i am now practising trance meditation when sit, for the first time ever i can achieve hypnagogic imagery easely when sit, but, about 2 weeks before since all my life, i only achieved hypnagogic imagery rarely when trying to sleep ! Also sometimes in trance meditation, when i achieve hypnagogic state (about 10-15 minutes after starting, i noticed that this depends of the degree of lack of sleep, the more sleepy, obviously, sooner the hypnagogic state arrives) i see to constantly switch from tetha/alpha brain states, i mean, everytime i NOTICE i am having hypnagogic imagery it vanishes 1 second later, but it cames back a few seconds later, but i just can't be aware that i am having hypnagogic imagery unless when i am not having it anymore, does this improves with practise ? I think, but i am not sure that now i am able to still see images when concious of seeing them just about 1 second then they dissapear. And i hear sounds too, but they are still very rare.

Also, i DON'T know if it's possible to achieve trance and oobe if i don't have my head on a pillow (it's straigth just like when awake and using a computer), but i use it mostly to prevent falling asleep (as my head falls a bit forward specially when having hypnagogic imagery state) but could this prevent trance also ? I would like to prevent falling asleep but not prevent trance.

And now to finish, i just want to ask : from this results i am having, about achieving hypnagogic imagery state during trance meditation each time easier and for longer periods, mean any kind of psychic/clairvoyance development ? I also noticed i have this results easier when i manage to clear my mind (i mean, ignoring the wandering toughts) and i almost don't feel my body. It's because if what i ask in the title of this topic is true, i am then developing clairvoyance/remote view ! If not, then HOW do we train it ?!

So what i want to know, is if a person tries THE SAME TECHNIQUE (for example just try to guess a symbol on a card, or it's color, or trying to sense if there is a person behind us, or trying to feel a psiball between our hands and also using visualization to achieve a certain psychic ability) over and over again exactly the same way, thousands of times, if it WILL still work in long term even if in the first weeks the person simply didn't had any positive results.

I maded this post, because i always had in my life a belief, that when trying to do something, that it will be only learned/achieved if we try several ways until we find the rigth way to avoid doing mistakes, and that it will only work when we don't do mistakes. I mean this, on anything on situations on our everyday life, NOT related to psychic abilities as i never believed (i mean, i didn't even knew they existed) on them until 1-2 years ago.

And that way of thinking seems to not "fit" into psychic development and it's even being a mental block, as i simply can't mentalize or conciously belive when people say that any kind of tries to develop psychic abilities (even meditation) will have results in long term if we try always in the same way thousands of times, i just am unable to believe that it will never work and i end of stoping to try as there isn't any results in the first days/week. And even knowing that this will only give results in long term, that is almost not enought to keep me continuing (as at least meditation i manage to keep doing, even tough it's not changing anything)

Please someone answer this, i need to remove this mental block, but i need to know if ANYONE here had results in psychic development when trying the same technique thousands of times exactly the same way, and if it's possible that doesn't work for everyone, as everybody is diferent.

If that is true (the title of this topic) then it's because of the "nature" of subconcious of trying to develop a habit ? That it will only work if we keep "forcing" the subconcious to do something psychic (in this case using visualization) thousands of times the same way and the subconcious will then start believing and then reacting to our tries and finally start "providing results" when we try ? Is this the reason becuase people say "the more often we try to use psychic abilities, the more often they will manifest" ?

Also, it's also because of this mental block that i don't have confidence on n.e.w., but depending on the answers of this post, this will solve a lot of problems/confusions i have, and even to avoid some unnecessary posts i make and that i never understand fully the replys, because of this mental block.

And now the final question : i think that my subconcious developed a huge mental block, about not believing in psychic abilities, as in all my life i always was ultra skeptic until a year ago, so, that way of thinking, about the repetion is also a kind of "fix" to make the subconcious start believing in psychic abilities ? Or i will have to use hypnosis ? (even tough that i am even resistant to hypnosis)

I hope anyone replys those questions as MY MOTIVATION to do psychic development with confidence and patience is depending on the replys of this post.

i have 2 questions about n.e.w. :

1. With me, in general both my legs and both my arms doesn't respond too well to energy work, altough my legs have much more sensations than the arms and i have a lot of difficulties to get sensations on the arms. Now, considering that i would want to develop psychic abilities, and considering i do now trance meditation everyday, what should i work first, leg work or arms work? It's too long and tedious to do BOTH arms and legs work in a day (because takes me 1,5 hours to complete each pair) so is it possible that by first developing my legs and get them working well, would developing arms some weeks/months later be much easier and take less time to develop than doing both legs and arms work everytime ?

2. If i plan to make a "shortcut" to arms or legs work, what is more important to develop first, the joints, like feet or hands(those are very important so i would do full work on them), ankles, knees, hip joints, wrists, elbows and shoulders, OR should i focus more on doing those long brush actions along the full length of legs back and forth (including the joints, but not work on them alone) ? This way i would not take 1,5 hours to finish leg work or arm work.

If anyone knows what i am talking about, please tell me if this is the correct name. It's kind of trying to clench my whole body internally' but remaining totally motionless, it's hard to explain, this is a weird thing i notice i could do since long time ago (even before knowing psionics existed) and never knew if this as any kind of use, specially about energy body development, as this SEEMS to be related to energy body, i think ? I even readed in psc-online that this generates a lot of psi but i don't know if it's the same thing i do, as for me this was always a strange ability with absolutly no use.

Can this be used to improve results in the practise of any psychic ability or when doing n.e.w.? Is this dangerous ? As sometimes when i do this i get involuntary limb twitching, maybe this really uses a lot of psi.

Also can it improve trance meditation ? (by trance meditation i ASSUME it's doing meditation while remaining totally motionless)

i use Mirc (irc) chat sometimes but i could NEVER find any channel related to psionics. Ok, i only found one (PSC-online), i don't like it and besides i forgot in which server it is. Is there any other channel about psionics in irc ? If yes, OF COURSE tell the name of the server in which the channel is, and the name of the channel.

And in top of that, the chat software of psipog doesn't work on the computer i can go to the internet (a public computer).

If not, then indicate me websites on the internet with chat about psionics and which doesn't require a external program to chat on it. Also forget about msn messager, remember this is a public computer so i can't install programs on it (but the psipog progr. i could, but doesn't work), and it DOESN'T have msn messager.

Also sorry moderators if this is not the rigth forum to post this but i couldn't find a related forum to post this.

so, i have readed in some posts that some people do have spirit guides. But, i absolutly need one too, or a kind of representation of higher self, how the heck do we call one ? Don't tell me it's only by praying... But i am NOT a religious person, and altough i believe in god, i DON'T believe in praying, is this the ONLY way to call a spiride guide ?

I have a huge dillema and it's related to karma and sexuality (altough my case is very complex), so the only thing that can help me is a spirite guide or kind of guardian angel, but the problem is that i never had such kind of paranormal experiences, is it possible that i would be UNABLE to hear, feel or see a spirite guide, or he/she would be powerfull enought to be sensed/heared/saw by a non-psychic person like me without any perception abilities ? It's not just a question of believing or not, as i already do now almost fully believe on psychic abilities, but on spirits and angels, i do believe a bit less, simply because i NEVER had any experience related to that.

Also i hope it's not a question of me being prepared or not to hear/sense/see my spirit guide, because if that is the problem, then it's useless having that. It's NOW that i need it and not douzens of years later.

Ok, i read things about clairvoyance (even tough i still don't know which it was different from remote view, can someone explain me ?) or even clairsentience, but VERY rarely i do hear (i mean, read) talk about clairaudience, i mean, in how to develop it and if this is a ability that exist or not, at least if it's used like remote view but with audition.

Is it possible to use clairaudience to HEAR sounds from the physical plane much like with remote view but with sounds instead of images ? If it is, i NEVER found any technique or document in how to develop clairaudience. Also i presume that the "music of the spheres" (oh my god, i would like SO MUCH to hear this!) is heared trought clairaudience ?

Maybe doing energy work on the throat chakra will naturally develop clairaudience ? Or do a lot of "sound-thinking" ? Like imaginating the voice of a person telling things we never heared the person telling, would this develop clairaudience? It makes sense.

Now the second part of this post :  when people talk about clairsentience they usually mean sensing with perception something or energy near the person, but then what is the "clair-" name for the sense of TOUCH ? I mean, for vision it's clair-voyance, with audition it's clair-audience but with touch i tought i was clairsentience but it seems it's not. What i want to know if such thing is possible, for example, to feel the EXACT same sensation we get when we touch a object and feel it's texture (physically, and being able feel if it's soft or rought), but WITHOUT touching the object itself, which would be in a similar way than wth vision in clairvoyance and sound in clairaudience, i mean, in distance. I hope you people understood what i asked here and if such thing exists as i never could find anything related to this even in this forum or on the internet.

I think that most of you will tell that is called tactile visualiztion, but i don't think it's the same thing even if its very similar, as bodly awareness everyone can do it without training and it's not a psychic ability like whith clairvoyance, and we can never recreate exactly the feeling we feel when touching a object without touching it, we only feel energy sensations. But as it seems, each of our senses have a "astral" (or psychic) part, clairvoyance for vision, clairaudience for audition, and clairsentience for... tought ?! (i mean, sensing presences)

And now the last part :

How exactly clairsentience (in this case, the one everyone knows, i mean, to feel the presence of persons and perceiving energy around us) is developed ? It's logical that this is a ability of the third eye chakra. I readed in a article of psipog that we can train this by trying to be aware  and try to feel the air and space around us a few feet away, in a similar way when we try to feel our body in n.e.w., only that it's in the air around us, i mean SPATIAL AWARENESS. Is this really enought to develop this, and the sixth sense ?

Also i think i really have to learn this as i think it's because this i can't do psiballs, as have a lot of trouble moving energy outside of body, and i also absolutly can't feel person's presences in a room without using any of the 5 senses, so maybe this is the absolute beginners exercice, for those that can't even do psiballs ?

I hope i could make myself understood in all three parts, and again sorry for making long posts.

this is happening to me everytime i try to be aware of my breath to concentrate, but in only a few seconds as i feel tired i have to hyperventilate to relieve myself. Altough if i do concentration or even long sessions of energy work (i mean, doing n.e.w.) even about a hour i would feel much less tired than being aware of my breath.

Does this indicate blockage in solar plexus chakra ? I generally have a little trouble breathing, but it's specially when being aware of it.