My two cents: I always want to be in control...I want to be able to lose control, but that's part of my control, does that make any sense?
If I were this guy I would seriously evaluate my spirituality, mentality, etc. because if this starts affecting his temporal pursuits and his family (if he has any) then it would have serious, detrimental effects.
(he explanation of the "k98" rife or whatever sounds mighty detailed/eccentric-- what's his background?)
If I were this guy I would seriously evaluate my spirituality, mentality, etc. because if this starts affecting his temporal pursuits and his family (if he has any) then it would have serious, detrimental effects.
(he explanation of the "k98" rife or whatever sounds mighty detailed/eccentric-- what's his background?)