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#126
Quote from: soarin12 on August 29, 2014, 00:07:37
Did you feel love and bliss?  That's what the higher planes (or so they are labeled) are like.  Some are formless.

When you say you could do anything you wanted, what exactly do you mean by that?  I'm thinking that doing what you want is a characteristic of AP in general -unless you mean that you were able to make changes to your environment more so than usual...just curious as to what you meant by that.
I just felt at peace with my self. So I guess i did feel it for a second. I had know sexual thoughts or nothing. I looked at the girl and then back at the ocean and then everything made since. I don't know how to explain it. It's like you could let go of what you judge from right or wrong and just be who you are. There was no evil or good in this place.  I felt at peace with everything.
#127
This morning I had one of my most amazing experiences. I was in a large hall with my friends playing magic the gathering. Then out of know where the scene changed with these two girls and I. I remembered one of them from an OBE I had with her. She had red hair and looked like the girl from the little mermaid. The other one had brown hair and I guess she was her friend.
And I think I sort of invented a new method for travailing long distances during OBEs. I thought about using Goku's technique from Dragon Ball Z called instant transmissions. It seemed weird, but it worked! I told the other girl to grab the other girl's hand and she did then I focused on a place. I wanted to go to Hawaii then all of sudden the scene when black and the girl the girl with the brown hair said stop. Then we where back at the same location. I asked what happened? Then she said I ended up near Venus. Okay? Kind of far from Hawaii lol. After that I told her not to let go this time and then the scene went black again and I ended up in a tunnel of palm trees. I walked through the tunnel with them and everything seemed so freaking real! I didn't think I was in Hawaii because when I came out of the tunnel there was this gigantic head that was sticking out the water the water that was broke. It looked like a Buddha statue or one of those statues from easter island.  It was surrounded by rocks to the right of me there where rocks going out to it. Like ones you can jump across to get to it. The red headed girl that I seen before was standing up on a rock. And then her friend said she was going to go swimming. After that I started skipping rocks in the water and talking to the red headed girl. When I looked at the island and then back at her something just clicked. It was like I was in Paradise and I could do anything I want. I think this was a higher plane but there was know music conveying that it was.   
#128
1st Experience: Woke up and realized I was out of body and my T.V. was turned off. I then got up and tried to turn on my T.V. but something kept on pulling me back after that, my body started to vibrate a lot. I then tried to talk but my mouth felt like it was full of sand then the experience ended.

2nd Experience: Found my self out of body again! I This time I was just standing in the middle of my room. I got this crazy idea to move sexual energy through the chakras and it felt pretty damn good. I then turned around and saw that my closet was open. I don't like that closet. It always gives me the creeps. Cause I knew in the RTZ it's closed just as I knew my T.V. was turned on as well as my PS4.

3rd Experience: Seen a dark figure in the corner of my room it was big but it wasn't that scary. It vanished quickly after I summoned white light to protect me because I used a meditation after waking up from my 2nd projection to help me out for the rest of the night.

4th Experience: I tried to walk through my door and slowly put my hand through it. After that I just stepped through and my experience ended. I was really upset.

5th Experience: Here is the big one. I have always wanted to see my physical body but I never could do it. So this time I did it but I wasn't able to see it! It was really disappointing. I turned and all I seen was my bed and my sheets. I even tried to use affirmations that would allow me to see my body but it didn't work. I think seeing the physical body is one of the hardest things to do in the astral because when you think of your body you go right back in your body. After that I walked to my door yet again and walked through it this time. Everything went black and I felt like I was traveling very fast. I then closed my eyes an used white light again to protect me. I held on to the experience the entire time but I found myself back in body again under sleep paralysis but it wasn't that scary.   
#129
Yet again, I had another cool experience involving the akashic records. I was lying down this morning still tired and I started to focus on reading some pasr lifes. Then out of know where someone started reading to me. He or she told me I was a girl and even told me my name but I forgot. My eyes where closes shut but maybe I was dreamin but who knows? Most of my exp. happen to me in thos state. What about you guys?
#130
Did the roll out method for the first time yesterday. I rolled out of my body and fell right on the floor and fell through it into outer space. I saw a planet and stars. It was pretty cool. I wasn't even trying to have an OBE but it happened anyways. I use meditation to get out of body which works best for me. What method works best for you guys?
#131
Two days ago I had a rather odd experience. People where in my room talking to me about body switching. They gave me two techniques that could be used. One involved a mirror and the other blank and blank. I remembered the second method but not the first. It seemed like they where all arguing on which I should learn first. I was interested in body switching a long time ago and I tried to find out information about it in the astral and as well on the internet but no luck.

So I started doing the second method, and I started to feel odd during meditation this morning. I would start to see visions of what the target person was doing. I also had a weird experience where I felt that I had long hair on the top of my head. Then I started to project down a road that seemed familiar to me. I got really kept out after my body become stiff. After that I snapped out of it and woke up.

I don't want to give away the mediation, because I don't want this getting out in the open and falling into the wrong hands. Thoughts on this would be appreciated. I am also keeping a journal on my computer.



#132
Quote from: Bluefirephoenix on July 19, 2014, 08:27:38
The psychological label is modern but the buddhists believe the entity stems from the psych. The traditional western thoughtforms are considered separate but created by the mind.
I do think that Schitzoform mental illness are related to this.  I think that largely the thoughtforms take on shape and the person can see or hear them.  What they tend to see and hear certainly resemble shadows and if you know the patient well you can see the relationship to their fears and psychological issues.

In dissociative disorders it's internalized into multiple personalities posession syndrome, dissociation can be a characteristic of something like schiztophrenia or acute delirium

The process of learning to control a psychic ability may offer some help to people who are involuntarily exposed to the astral and cannot handle it well.  The main issue I think is sleep deprivation that the condition causes. THe activity in the astral is continuous and it can inturrupt your sleep. ( I had trouble at first til I learned to control the clairaudience)  If the sleep deprivation can be overcome with the medications then control could be learned instead of depending on antipsychotics or a reduced dependency for normal functioning.

The surface voices and halluicinations are nonsensical and even offensive for the most part. the Buddhist term monkey mind is the perfect description. So the first layer of the Tulpa would be related to the monkey mind would be an extremely obnoxious creature.  If you look at Tibetian mandalas you see the layers of the circle and so it is with thoughtforms. THe superficial layer is a very shallow unintelligent creature with almost no power.  At a deeper level the entity is capable of quite a few things and becomes more capable of affecting physical as the ability to develop it increases.   


Thanks for the information. I have clear audience as well. It only happens in the morning though. Kind of odd. I told my aunt I was hearing voices then she told my mom and my mom thought I was going crazy lol. I just said I was just joking.
#133
Quote from: Kzaal on August 04, 2014, 17:55:36
Some of the information in the Akashic Records can have serious impact on your chakras, psychology and physically.  You can end up in bad places there if you're not prepared to face it.
Horrible things that have been committed in the past.
I've seen myself on a pile of dead bodies once in there.
This stuff can be quite disturbing if you have no idea what you're doing.
I would advise anyone to take the time and think about it before going there.
The weird thing, you'll probably find out someday is you will tell yourself... Oh man, I can't find the answer for that, and the only way to find out is to search in the records.
Then you will be ready.

Although you can definitely tell yourself: -Hey I'd want to see a portion of the good lives I've lived in the past. Which is fun to look at.
Wandering the Akashic Records is not a good idea unless you know what you are doing.
Thanks for the info. I've been trying to find out a certain answer, but the information is not presenting itself for some reason. One time I got SP and a Person started whispering in my ear and telling about 4 past lifes I had and showed me images and some was audible. 1. I was laying in a pool of my own blood. 2. Surrounded by family 3. I started to hear a motorcycle probably in a motorcycle gang.  I hate motorcycles btw. 4. He told me in one life i can see spirits and talk to them.

This was the weirdest exp. I had with past lifes. Some of it can be quite disturbing, that I agree with you. But, I still have yet to find out my question.
#134
Quote from: AAAAAAAA on August 04, 2014, 16:44:50
Interesting. Be careful what you learn in the akashic record.
Why?
#135
Well, yesterday night I did a meditation a sutra for about 15 minutes and another 7 minute mediation to clear karma. After that I went to sleep and had an OBE. It started off in my bathroom where it usually starts for some reason. Floated up to the ceiling and fell into a past life. I think I'm accessing the akashic records now which is pretty cool. And yet again I was a girl. I remember 2 scenes briefly. And the other scenes I can't remember cause I was stupid enough to not immediately write them down. 

1. A guy tried to kill me buy throwing me off a boat and leaving me to die in the middle of an ocean. I remember my body skimming across the water.
2. Remember seeing my family there was a little girl and 2 other's but I vaguely remember what they looked like.
#136
Hey I had the same experience last night. I was in a dark place and there was this person who was humming a  song. It was really creepy but I kept venturing out. I was somewhere in my town though and then I started to see blue sparks of electricity everywhere. Then my brain felt like it was surging with electricity. After that I woke up and I was making panic noises. I like woke up before my body. Sort of another OBE. 
#137
Quote from: darksidessj25 on July 31, 2014, 15:49:13
Last night when I was meditating I saw the same master from a previous mediation approach me and walk around while my eyes where closed. It wasn't that clear and it was like a distorted television station. I have no idea how to communicate with him cause he also approached my cousin in a OBE a while back. He said that he had something to show him. Then the door to his room flew open and red mist started to appear.

I wonder why this guy is still hanging around here? Do you guys have any ideas?   

I also had an OBE last night but it felt like I was made of air was swirling all around me. Hard to explain, I also got SP the previous night and felt like something was crushing me. I kind of liked the feeling of it. Didin't panic and stayed calm. I also had a lucid dream which are always fun and walked on water and then thrashed my car cause I hate it. I the mac and cheese at it. Thought it was kind of funny.
#138
Last night when I was meditating I saw the same master from a previous mediation approach me and walk around while my eyes where closed. It wasn't that clear and it was like a distorted television station. I have no idea how to communicate with him cause he also approached my cousin in a OBE a while back. He said that he had something to show him. Then the door to his room flew open and red mist started to appear.

I wonder why this guy is still hanging around here? Do you guys have any ideas?   
#139
Quote from: desert-rat on July 15, 2014, 13:16:39
There is a video of this guy on you tube , he created a large cat maby a jag. , as a tulpa . As the story goes it took on a life of its own , he had to distory it . There are  warnings not to keep these things around too long .  
Yea I watched that. He did it wrong though. He kept on feeding it to much energy. I'm making my tulpa energy dependent to where it doesn't need anyone's energy. She likes to meditate and do spiritual practices. I drew tarot cards for a what if spread and the outcome said it was good.
#140
Quote from: Stillwater on July 15, 2014, 15:00:54
I have heard vague hearsay that the practice (tulpa generation) can lead to psychotic episodes if pursued too intensely.

Not sure if there is any truth to that, but be sure to take care in it all, and perhaps consider abandoning it if you find it leaving you with adverse effects.
Thanks for the advice. I will be sure to do so.
#141
Today, I was working on my tupla. A tupla is generally a thought form that manifest into onto this plane. Which can interact with you and what not. Just google it cause I don't feel like explaining it. Continuing on I was focusing on my dreamscape where my tupla will reside and I imagined the tarot card that I drew for a reading I did for my self earlier. I was also sitting indian style during meditation. I normally lay down but now I'm starting to just sit normally cause my back doesn't hurt that much anymore. After a while on focusing on my third eye and imagining in my the eye the dreamscape I suddenly projected there. I feel and landed on my face in the volcano that I imagined. It was kinda blurry and not very vivid. I seen my tupla right next to in the outfit I imagined as well. Kind of crazy huh? Prior to this i felt like someone was pulling me back and forth just slightly. Now I'm able to get out of body and go to my dreamscape world. :") I'm so excited. My tupla is a girl for those of you who are curious and her name is Vallery. Im not a lonely guy I've had real girlfriends, plenty of them. This tupla is not considered for sex but it is going to be my other body used for astral traveling so people don't reckoning me.

Tulpa Update: Han an OBE with my tulpa. I was sitting in the backyard with her and she asked if she had a soul. I felt really, really bad. I said of course you do. I think everone has the tulpa idea wrong. Seriously. They are beings that are manefested in the spiritual world and not the physical. I haven't even focused on my tulpa for a 2 weeks. Then outta know where she appears in a OBE. After she asked that, I touched her leg and I said can you feel that? Then she said yes. So this was defiantly my tulpa.

Ignore my grammer and my jumbled thoughts. I just like to type freely. I think I will be making youtube videos about my OBEs. I have tons of them. I will do meditation techniques as well the ones I use that seem to work well.
#142
I discovered this by accident last night, after playing hours of Mario Kart 7 I believe. The levels looked like tunnels and when I feel asleep I was seeing after images of them. I continued to follow the tunnels and I got very, very dizzy. I felt like I was turning in my bed. At one point I saw my hand it was silver and it was stretched out in front of me. As I was going through these endless cycles of tunnels I saw planets, stars, people, and galaxies. I also got kind of sick because it was moving so fast. Some of the tunnels even had light moving through it. Like the color yellow for example which was the color I was seeing. These sensations where very intense. I woke up several times as well and when I went back to sleep I had an OBE twice.

Steps:

1) Get any tunnel game and play it for a couple of hours
2) When you start to see the game in your mind's eye like after images follow the tunnels and it will create a worm hole.
3) Keep following the tunnels you may get really dizzy and feel like your falling out of bed
4) Go to sleep and you will have OBEs. You also astral project while seeing these tunnels
#143
Quote from: desert-rat on July 09, 2014, 12:29:57
One needs to be careful discussing with others there belief system .  You should be be care full asking her . Many very nice  people are locked in to belief systems that would look at astral projection as the work of the devil .  We all go out of body during deep sleep , but most people dont remember , you could be meeting this lady in her astral body , but conscioulsy she has no idea of what is going on . 
That's what I'm thinking as well.
#144
Quote from: Xanth on July 09, 2014, 13:54:08
My comment is very close to desert-rat...

Along with discussing belief systems... you have to beware that you're not leading yourself.
What I mean is that your post has the undertones that you're kind of leading yourself on.  You're focusing intently upon this "woman" even while you're physically awake... the first interaction with her etched it into your consciousness, meaning that the chances of you experiencing her again increased, especially due to the content of it.  You're, quite literally, setting yourself up for the encounters now... even to the point that you're now "seeing" (subjectively, mind you) her in your everyday life.

You're leading yourself.

This is the extremely tough part of projection which most people don't even give a first thought to.  Belief works on more than just the conscious level.

Can you describe this "path of the masters"?
I have know knowledge of it. I just had a guide or a master tell me. It's suppose to occur when someone has mastered kundalini. From what I read on the internet. I can't find any information about it anywhere. Robert Bruce mentioned it in one of his videos on youtube but I think that he doesn't really know either. I think it's someone like budda or jesus but i'm not sure.
#145
Firstly, I have several OBEs with the same woman. She has red hair and blue eyes. She keeps appearing in past live projections and she appeared to me last night. All I did was close my eyes and turn over. And there I was standing in a garden with her. She said, "Follow me." So I did. The first encounter I had with her was when I was into astral sex. She was the first one that had it with me. We even soul merged together but I felt uncomfortable and she left and laughed. This chick reminds me of the girl from the little mermaid. A while ago while I was staying in Oregon the song under the sea came on and while I was near the milk isle all the doors flew open. I think it was a sign.

Then today I went to a party where I saw this one girl who had reddish/brownish hair who sort of looked like her. Then I kept on getting really crept out and left. But this girl didn't have blue eyes or the long red hair. I don't know. This is really odd. Next time I see this girl I am going to ask her questions instead of her just leading the way. I have conquered my fears of the astral word and now I'm ready to pursue what I want to be and that that is the path of the masters. Which is something from an ancient meditation on Kundalini. I had another master say that I'm on the path and my tarot cards keep on saying that as well.

If anyone has any information on who this person might be it would help.
#146
Quote from: Xanth on July 08, 2014, 12:10:28
Remember, WHAT you experience is objective... but HOW you experience it is subjective.
You can only experience things through the filter of your own experiences.

For example... I tell you that I had an experience where I met a dadipladosh.  What's a dadipladosh?  Sure, I could attempt to describe it to you using phrases like "It has fins"... "shaped like a dolphin"... now, just using those two phrases you've built within your mind what you think a dadipladosh looks like.  It's already there in your mind, whether you consciously know it or not.  So when you see what you deem a dadipladosh in an experience, it will appear exactly like that.  This is the subjective nature of consciousness and reality.
Any experience which you're consciously aware in a reality which you recognize as not being this physical reality is a projection. :) 

No dual projection... you just had a new "story arc" begin. 

Very excellent though.  :)
Thanks Xanth. I also had another projection. After I awoke from this one to write it down I feel back asleep or so I thought and immediately projected outside my body into this garden. There was this lady who said follow me. Then the projection ended pretty quick and feel into a dream. The projection was so realistic it was pretty scary.
#147
Time: 3:45 witching hour.
Method used: Kundalini Meditation for 1hr I also listened to the first track of Gateway for fun.
This was indeed a really long projection probably lasting about 30min.

This was by far my weirdest Astral Projection. I was not crept out for once so I just wen't with the flow. I found my self in several places which I did not reckoning. First I met an E.T. floating in the middle of space. It was so real, he or she looked at me and said I owed him 450 (credits?). Then I said without panic cause I knew that this was a projection, Alright take me to the soul society referencing bleach lamo. Then he said what's that? I then said a city where I can pay my debt? Then he said follow me then outta know where there was an in an out burger. I thought wtf? How odd. Everything seemed so real and my sub consciousness would know what a damn soul society is lol. He also said you humans are funny. With your terms. This kind of freaks me out. Everything just felt so real maybe he wanted it to look like something I can comprehend?

Then the experience ended and I found my self in someone else s body a boy this time.

It seemed to be a projection though cause I was at some school I never been to. I recall walking down this corridor and helping this teacher because he dropped his tools and he was carrying a bunch of stuff. He said thank you for picking up the tool belt and I said no problem. I don't know what he said after but then I said Some students at this campus are not very friendly then he laughed and left. This whole time I was thinking that guy was probably dead and so was the following people. After that I kept on getting lost trying to find my way to my dorm. Then I made it to the front desk where this old lady was drinking juice. She was on the phone and was very distracted. I tried to get her attention but she wouldn't answer me. Then i thought I was in an projection in that life as well. Dual Projection???? Later on I found my self outside with a bunch of students listening to rap music. I was in the background kinda far away and there in some sort of court. Then I finally found my way to the dorm where I was greeted by these two people. 1 was wearing a leather jacket and his name was Justin like mine but people called him Fire. And the other was this girl who seemed to be his girlfriend. I remember walking buy her and she was touching me with pencils. Probably just messing around. After that Justin asked me if he could rent his room out to me. I said Id think about it and then left.
#148
Quote from: justin35ll on July 01, 2014, 04:11:49
I had a slightly vivid dream the other morning where I was also a woman in my, (hers?) late 40's or 50's where I had a son about 7 or 8 years old. We were walking up a long staircase outside somewhere. He was in front of me carrying a (bag of recycling?) and I told him to keep going as I was slow because my knees were weak. Once I reached the top the purpose of the dream sort of changed and now I was back to being me again and some of my normal friends were there.

It was definitely an interesting one to say the least..
Don't dismiss it as just a dream it might have been a past life.
#149
Quote from: soarin12 on June 30, 2014, 17:04:47
That's so cool!!  I had that happen once too.  I was in front of a full length mirror and I was a man.  I moved around and watched my image move with me.  I studied every part of my face and body up close in the mirror.  Then I started taking my clothes off because I wanted to check out my 'man parts.'  It was innocent enough and I didn't think I was doing anything that bad, but at that point I got kicked out!  I didn't even go back to my body, I was just removed to another dimension that was less interesting than the one I had been in.  Maybe I had more of an audience than I realized and they didn't want me to embarrass myself. lol.
Sounds like you shape shifted there. I done that before. You can shape shift while passing through walls or doors. That's how I done it. It feels really, really real. I had no idea on how to put a damn bra on lamo in my exp. I just stayed calm and try to play the part so I can gain more information about the person and or the family, But once you start doing something out of the ordinary you get kicked out. Kind of weird maybe it's the higher self or something ?
#150
Quote from: LightBeam on June 30, 2014, 16:50:30
I'm gonna try and get into the same body again tonight.    


You might have experienced a perspective from another personality of yours, not necessarily possessing someone else's body. That is a possibility as well. Keep in mind that in the astral anyone can shape shift into whatever they desire. And sometimes that happens not because we give direct commands at that time of awareness, but because of subconscious beliefs, expectations, etc.
I don't recall shape shifting but I do recall hanging out with these other beings before hand It was rather weird they where trying to save me from something. One of them got injured and fell and then I feel into the water. Then I asked if a spirit could give me guidance or help me in any way. Then something appeared in front of me and guided me to the docks. Then I found myself back in my room again, but I don't think it was a projection. There was a statue of Poseidon there. I don't know why it was there. Then came a bunch of dream characters in the science. I was neither lucid APing at this state.