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EX ego arcadia.  i'm not trying to go to paradise, i left it.

meh

       Ware, nor of good nor ill, what aim hath act?
       Without its climax, death, what savour hath
       Life? an impeccable machine, exact
       He paces an inane and pointless path
       To glut brute appetites, his sole content
       How tedious were he fit to comprehend
       Himself! More, this our noble element
       Of fire in nature, love in spirit, unkenned
       Life hath no spring, no axle, and no end.

       His body a blood-ruby radiant
       With noble passion, sun-souled Lucifer
       Swept through the dawn colossal, swift aslant
       On Eden's imbecile perimeter.
       He blessed nonentity with every curse
       And spiced with sorrow the dull soul of sense,
       Breath life into the sterile universe,
       With Love and Knowledge drove out innocence
       The Key of Joy is disobedience.

he's a bad speaker.  he is so nervous when he speaks that he has to step into a "safe place" in his head where he doesn't know what he's really saying.

most people in my circle of friends are indifferent to the issue.

yay tool

i hope that those sites are informative enough... i haven't seen much better than that.

maybe he's trying to find out if he is experiencing the phenomena.  perhaps he's just trying to rule it out- or maybe he's trying to educate himself so he doesn't laugh derisively at people who are interested in the subject.  anyone's guess...

if you can stimulate any chakras above the sacral during sex, then hats off to you.

if everything is a part of us then think of "negs" as an autoimmune disease.

http://www.choronzon.com/vamp/index.html
www.sanguinarius.org
http://www.vampire-church.com/

i'm probably way off.  i don't have a very big energy vocabulary yet.

if you have a problem then i can send you reiki to make up for any perceived deficit that you think  you might have.

truth is is that most "vampires"(that's me) can't hold the amount of energy it would take to have an effect on the supplier(that's you).

i am "vamping" you at this very moment.  i don't see no wrath.

you have a very odd flavor of energy that i can't quite place.  i get red.. maybe ariesish .. that's the image that it's making in my head... something firey and smelly, like a klingon warship.

you can use Reiki to empower a hex.

why do people do this to themselves and get cats as pets.... the cats have probably brainwashed them...

martial arts is a great way to instill a genuine sense of discipline in a child, provided that they have a good teacher.  and yeah, the cinder blocks... there are some amazing things that you can do with martial arts if you want to take it that .. deep.  i have never been a witness to any of the superhuman feats, though.  pity

wow... you guys were advanced really fast

i did martial arts from age 8-18 and i stopped at brown belt.

there was a big nationalist thing going on in japan in the early 1900's.  a lot of old combat arts were redesigned (and toned down) as a means to discipline the japanese public.  anything that you normally see ending in "do" is part of that revolution.  "do" roughly translates to "way" or path.  jitsu is primarily based on direct combat (trench warfare) and, as a rule, does not usually have forms or other predesigned templates for combat, such as aikido.  yes, there is (are?) weapons practice in jitsu arts.

what is your experience with weapon use in "do" arts?  i'm wondering what the contrast is between the two Japanese schools of thought (do and jitsu)

i went and tested my political leanings and you're right.  i'm as left and libertarian as one could be- on the general scheme of things

let me say this very loud and very clear:

all politicians are scum.  it is there business to be scum and to lie.  it is our patriotic duty as citizens of a democracy to learn to think in shades of grey and learn to think in general.  in doing so we can, through reason, decide who's the best for the job through considering ALL of the information. never, ever believe propaganda from any side of an issue because it's unavoidably biased.  think for yourself is not just a bumper sticker- it's the only way to survive society and "progress."

you don't need a kundalini awakening to become a whole person

there are many other factors involved in an "awakening"

shop at your local stores first- they'll have books that are more intelligent.. well.. usually

energy has a source.  he feeds from something and not in the manner other people do.  if he's a vampire he is an energetic predator- you can't escape that.

there might be reality behind the madness though, lola.  a theory states that an extra-cosmic entity was called here by a priest/shaman a long time ago to help his tribe.  this entity attached itself to the priest because his energy(human) was the most similar to its own.  

and voila!  you have an energetic lineage of "vampires" that have a symbiotic connection with an alien energy.  the accepted place of attachment is at the heart area.  essentially, when a person "follows their heart" they get confused by the energy and think that by obeying this alien thing they are on the right track.  very very clever.

if you go looking for a pattern then you will find it-  whether or not it's there.