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#126
Quote from: redcatherineNow then tell us what you see in
The Akashic Records /Hall of Records
The Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek
Shamballah
the Temples of Wisdom
the Window on the edge of the universe
the devic plane
and in the various ashrams of the Mahatma
let's make this thread  place to prove it is real .

QuoteThis I will do, are there guidelines on how to get to places like these in astral projection? Is this in RB's book or somewhere else?

If one can project and see clairvoyantly than a simple
method is :

1.
sit in a group of 5 or more peers with the same minimal skills
more people means more energy
all will see better hear better
but if they do not have the minimal skills then they will drain the group
so sit with peers and 5 to 12 is a good number
less can be too weak
more can mean more distractions
more coughers or snorters or unable to sit stillers
so you will do best in a group of peers that you can work well with
that you have been successful with

first hold hands and open in prayer and protection
then have the group close eyes and take 3 deep breaths at own pace
open eyes to indicate when ready
then go

here is one method to go there :

2.
We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Michael to protect us on our journey today . We thank him for his assistance . We humbly invoke the assistance of Metatron and ask him to manifest for us a group merkaba so that we may travel to ______________ together now . We ask that he will cover us with his platinum net of protection now.

But if you cannot find a group and you feel you see very well you might try by yourself of one other .:

Short methods of Accessing Ascension Seats and Ashrams of the Masters
Small Group Channeling Technique : .This is a marvellous way to effect a group merkaba for a small group of 2 to 5 students to see the same things through each others eyes .Close your eyes focus and breathe ,take 3 deep cleansing breaths ,centring and focusing for meditation , take and hold the forearms to the elbows of each other while facing each other . Right hand palm up left hand palm down . After you do your opening prayer then call in your personal guide and guardian angel and any ascended masters you work with . Then Invoke the presence of Archangel Michael , and Metatron . Ask to have the group merkaba manifested by Metatron and covered with his platinum net of protection to be escorted and protected by Archangel Michael for the intention of going to the ascension seat of _____________ to _________________. ( for example to the To the Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek for the purpose of initiation into the order of Melchiezedek ). Amen.

Example : We stand holding hands right hand palm up left hand palm down . We visualise a ring of gold around our circle and a cross of white light on every window door and chimney . We stand before you Mother and Father God perfectly protected and safe . Heavenly Spirit we humbly pray that you will guide us tonight in our spiritual journey as we take one more step forward on the spiritual path . Amen . Drop hands and sit down , Please . Prepare for this meditation by taking 3 deep cleansing breaths when you are ready close your eyes and sit uncrossed palms up eyes closed . We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Metatron . We ask Archangel Metatron to manifest for us a group merkaba perfectly protected with his platinum net . We humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Michael . We ask Archangel Michael to protect us and lead us on our journey to the ________-Ascension Seat now . Amen

For one solo aspirant you begin like this . I sit before you Heavenly Spirit perfectly protected and safe . I come to take another step forward on my spiritual journey . I humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Metatron to perfect my merkaba by covering it with his platinum net of protection . I humbly invoke the presence of Archangel Michael . I humbly request that Archangel Michael will protect me and my merkaba and safely lead me on my journey to the ashram of ___________.Amen.

QuoteAn Ascension Seat List abridged from the work of Dr. Stone
1. Ascension seat on the Arcturian space craft called the "LightSynthesis Chamber".
2. Ascension seat in Mt. Shasta.
3. Ascension seat King's Chamber Great Pyramid of Giza for stabilization after the7th and for the 5th Initiation
4. Golden Chamber of Melchiezedek in the Universal Core. The place of the 6th initiation
5. Ascension seat in Shamballah, the home of Sanat Kumara.- The place of the 7th initiation
6. Ascension seat in Serapis Bey's ascension retreat in Luxor.- The place of the 8thinitiation
7. Ascension seat at the Great Blue Lodge on Sirius
8. Ascension seat in Table Mountain Wyoming, called the "Atomic Accelerator".
9. Ascension seat in Africa in an underground UFO space craft.-Pool of Time
10. Ascension seat at the Galactic Level. Lenduce's ashram
11. Ascension seat in Melchior's ashram in the Galactic Core.
12. Ascension seat in the Solar Core in the Chamber of Helios.
13. Ascension seat in Telos, the underground city one mile below Mt.Shasta.
14. Ascension seat on Commander Ashtar's ship.

Dr.Joshua David Stone : on How To Use the Ascension Seats -"To utilize these ascension seats call forth to the Ascended Master who is in charge of the particular ascension seat you are using, and your own Spiritual Teacher, if you like. Then just make a prayer request to be taken to the location in your spiritual body to sit in the ascension seat. You will immediately begin to feel the flow of the spiritual current in the top of your head and throughout your entire body. Sometimes it takes a minute or two to get established, sometimes not."
#127
106 numeration errors earlier Sunday 13  Feb 2005
a reptilian appeared his name sounded like Ir rek keh dee
he was an avatar

Despina Cath Tom  Bill Lynda Jodi  Maggie
Who is murtak ?

Crystal Throne become crimson and gold path
with five finger lotus flames as lights
either side of carpet to cavern green and gold
White eagle throws the staff with feathers
and we get egg with an X over it
Meaning End of level 106 now then ??
We saw the green lady in a golden crown she is earth
The pink lady queen of devas heavens angels
The blue lady mother of all worlds
The gold lady ? us the seeker ??
no this is not right yet

A spirit came out of ground a female avatar
green and gold an avatar of the green lady
Ceremonial daggers we had to go into the hilt
and stand on the hilt on the table and sing as it spins

The mystery of the sword
Went to edge saw a porthole
Saw a pillar of light Yod
Saw a city floating white domes and spires and a castle
In there i saw a balcony the  lord mohmamed style avatar spoke as golden fairy dust in a pillar
He was the warrior and became the peacemaker martyr
throwing away his helmet
Maggie the Queen upon the throne
oh so she is the golden queen for us tonight that is it

We entered the cavern to get gifts bring them to the queen
These gifts were for us what we would give to others we get for ourselves
I got a necklace of blue sapphire and white diamonds
I was given by my higher self an astrolave music box
of gold and jewels for Maggie

Despina had milk jodi a dagger bill a huge crystal tom ? Lynda ?
Then we gave the gifts to the newly crowned like egyptian queen Maggie
Which she interpreted and gave back to us
what we give we receive in kind
We see two dragons now form green gold chest fire is female and red silver chest purple trim and water ice is blue force

We learned Lynda was the key between Bill and Maggie
as the cocoon we will travel thru her to the heart of maggie

Up the stairs we went we saw the hand of God
we saw a magician end of level card
so we finished 105 last time this is 106
all levels in multiples of 7

Lynda the raven stretched out to the heart of Maggie
We entered the cavern up the stairs
Hand of God put fingers into bowl
The green and gold lady there
We got a blessing by her hand above our heads
We sat in  a spinning pink and gold room

Pink rings big a a quarter and a a shower random acts of kindness
The green lady gives us a tiny chalice tastes like chinotto and tablet plates of lead and a stylus

Write your reasons and goals for being allowed to continue on
Put our hands in a bowl one hand my left puts energy  in and the right hand draws out

We are one universal consciousness

Lesson :
QuoteParsifal's lance, the miraculous wand of Moses, the flowery want of Sn. John, the stuff of the Popes, Hermes and Mercurius caduceus, etc. All this represents the "initiatic power" and the authority of the mage or esoteric king.Spear of Longinus -from another's AP post online

We researched more on these and saw the film Constantine too lol
There is a connection it is called the Mystery of the Sword
,,h Serpent entwined around the Tree of Knowledge- Genesis
,,h Blade of Ra
,,h Pharoah's Ankh and staff
,,h wand of Moses, Exodus 13-22
,,h rod of arron , Exodus 7-12
,,h Staff of Asclepius-http://drblayney.com/Asclepius.html- the staff of Asclepius with a single serpent encircling a staff, classically a rough-hewn knotty tree limb. Asclepius (an ancient greek physician deified as the god of medicine) is traditionally depicted as a bearded man wearing a robe that leaves his chest uncovered and holding a staff with his sacred single serpent coiled around it, (example right) symbolizing renewal of youth as the serpent casts off its skin. The single serpent staff also appears on a Sumerian vase of c. 2000 B.C.
,,h staff of Hermes and Mercurius caduceus,
,,h Sword of Damocles-heavy is the head that wears the crown ¡Vthe ever present peril
,,h Sword used in Garden of Gethsemane live by the sword die by the sword
,,h Spear of  Longinus thrust thru Christ side= Spear of Destiny
,,h Parsifal's lance,
,,h Arthur's Sword Excalibur
,,h Papal Mace and Staff
,,h the flowery wand of St. John Bosco ,
,,h Blade of God
represents the "initiatic power"
and the authority of the mage or esoteric king.

16 Wed Feb  107th lesson
Mary queen of Scots appeared religious tolerance lesson
= surrender your little will to jesus and your greater will to God

Scroll given to lynda by Jesus
¡V yea this is the word of God Judge not less ye be not judged

Enoch with tablets in one hand forgot what in other
with huge pipe cleaner bristle like as big a our bodies are round

Black Candlestick to silver crucifix to a golden key given to Maggie

Heard song I will not rest until Jerusalem is built on these golden hills of England ?

Chains around neck slavery and around wrists the key is truth love wisdom

Maggie  look at a pond there is the surface and the reflection and the deeper truth within

4 pillars on a dais the city of new jerusalem behind it

we saw a bridge from fireplace to the stairs inside Buddha on throne opposite jesus at doorway

and quan yen mary either side 4 cardinal points

walk gentle on the path o seeker
who is not as smart as the teacher but not as stupid as the stones

(lol ok you have to smile here for a bit anyway )

so shall you walk on
gaining more knowledge and yearning for still more learning
as you go there is no end

taken on angel wings up to a room
knights templar
see michael ready to pour the flask upon earth of pestilence
and then two demons each holding a sword to let loose the apocalypse

we are asked why humanity and earth should be spared
gave many answers :love , not deserve it , we are worthy , you promised if one was faithful , you promised jesus saved us from sin and death
beauty and wonder ,

but then buddha came in and  said ¡§because o god I am you  you cannot destroy god or yourself I am your favorite divine plaything and amusement and must be worthy of saving and because we are your most beloved children . and  I am your lesson and I am your student

3 jewels of Gondu faith wisdom consciousness
etc .fat finger like a dragon pressed on our hearts
by what shall we be measured
by whom
by best ourselves .

jesus gave us the holy grail as blue flame we had a vision
temple of souls little humans all make the crown of God
and  making the room all one universal mind etc
he gave us a giraffe as a message
grace gentle mercy walking as seeker on the path
to here and so continue to do so

saw blue snake golden scales dragon head flames coming out of mouth and our chakras blazed and out of our throat
came blue flames and orange ones

we dissolved and entered as a mist into forest behind our college we had a brass lantern from white eagle said we are doing fine there still we followed thru a ring of fire into a door near Bill¡¦s class and food hall and thru a cavern into

portal with the moth the spider and chrysalis centipede the hundred year journey down hall to the stairs up to lighthouse view
in shamballah down to ra room and moon room and upper room

down to river up to kings chamber saw horus osiris isis Ra
jesus dead body there
our death  
become dead to sin to save him we are measured again
our resurrection
¡§jesus remember me when you come into your kingdom ¡§heard this song

went to new jerusalem -
saw buddha take us into pink pool of prana energy the first pond of universal mind just a quick dunking
this is the mouth or tongue of universal mind
the prana the living breath

we were picked as flowers by mary  again given as bouquet to
jesus who surrendered us to the quan yen who fed us to the dragon .breathed up into nostrils of dragon then breathed out as flames to the hall of justice the divine throne of judgement

we saw one throne at top of stairs a god
no head only light stood up split into four pillars
of light the dragon dropped us there at the feet
we were picked up as one group
golden ball of light
but as god held us we became blackened
and de husked 4 times smaller still
our light began to sing a song
and we then became one with the pond
and went up the feet of God and bloomed
as a lotus blosssom out of the 4 heads at once
splitting ourselves into 4 then we heard applause
and golden shower we light the earth
then the chohans of the rays appeared some behind each of us 1 to 3
we must resolve to solidify our goals our path
we had a one minute audience directly
had to surrender my heart offer myself as servant and my love
we were given rubies and gold symbols of alchemy blood and gold of souls transmutation

tom a mandolin too
and bill a sword of God that none can wield save God
our answer we are God
the mystery of the sword

golden winged crimson heart over our solar purple heart in ashram
all doors open now to other portals
spirit of earth gaia is eternal but she dies
and a new soul is born
as she shifts forward in consciousness from 4 to 7
2 groups from our  one group
ring split rejoined again like magnets to each other
angels holding open hearts solar eclipse inside the moon

additional days :
whole energy body indigo dark blue blue dragon
like kimodo dragon with blue wolf sphinx body
but frilled dragon head bearing teeth and flames out of chest
#128
104 Sunday Feb 6th
Billy 7 yo watched the new video we ordered with us
Starseed voyage of a Merkaba - James Hurtak
he narrated excitedly when viewing this the  first time :
that is my merkaba
when i use my energy
it goes all flashy like this
it is the same one
it is always the colour of my lance and when i use my lance
it goes like this (around head like lasso)
that is my merkaba that is my beam of my light
that black hole is where i send my enemies
that beam turns enemies into angels ( lighted beings )
that pyramid is the sphinx pryamid
i will show you mine i have a green one
that is my training pyramid
that egyptian pyramid
that is the eye of gondu the water god - (eye of horus )
no the water god told me to call him gondu
this the place of the last sphere
that is the power i need
but i havent beaten everything yet
those are the three jewles of gondu
this is the temple of light and water
that is a tornado of light
that is the eye of sun god appollo
you go to the big pyramid
I have seen you have been there
but you do not go to the
two other pyramids
they are the pyramids of wisdom and destiny
those are  the merkabas of the land of fire which is
the planet of fire and unity and destiny
now that is the special sapphire
that is only the special ship we use to get to the spiritual world
dont touch the all black rubies
they are dangerous
this pyramid well this is the pyramid of the oceans
the taoists and buddhists form the pyramid that is so strong
it makes the game pyramid and the doors  of light  we must open
my temple where i train the two towers
a second training tower here
now you dont know this but that is special
that is the blade of God
that is a very powerful power
it is a weapon and a tool and a spaceship too
that is the china sphinx with a golden door of light
well that is the pyramid of water
that is the nile like the one on earth
light water fire
you see those are the real names of the 3 pyramids
you only go in the big one though
you should go to the other two now
2 sphinx one male one female
that is pyramid of gold
that is the game i play to get to the last temple
i am at the 60th level now
that is the tomb of powers
when i get thru all of the spheres
i will get the last power i need
than i could slay satan
no i don't  the real one
the one inside all of us
i could  be all light then
i can free another sphinx
I freed one from this tomb
they fly away
i need to unlock all the doors
and have lots of sphere
now that is nectar
it  is a special drink like you have in the special grail
that is the queen of devas she commands all of us -very powerful
---------------------------
jodi : I see golden straws mother of all worlds
I hear whale song music it can  take us  to angelic realm
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journal wed 9 Feb 105
sword of damocles heavy head holds crown -
sword of God will combine with sword of damocles no more risk

sphinx golden heard : thenan phena phaniel ??

gabriel light candle put a fire sapphire crystal in it
we felt a ring of energy pulse thru us
to invoke to protect to celebrate and to honour

jodi maiden blue star sapphire

mother twins red male violet female
buddha and jesus    

crone black death seal enemies and end a cycle  =kindly ones

michael gave me blue rod and lantern
lantern had all 4 flames of kundalini
all 4 sphinxes the knowledge united
so that the golden can be unleashed
red green gold lions (white black gold sphinx)

blue  is the wolf we are getting now
we will build a new sphinx !

the gold fire of christ
blue lantern of four flames  to find way to blue wolf sphinx protection

gabriel michael
put lights together 4 lights
green gab blue mich
with red buddah  gold jesus
2 divine human condition merging with the 2 of angelic condition
now we see a crocodile  on tom
an owl on debbie  
a wolf on Billy a guest after the video episode lol

crocodile protects spirit
wolf protects human

wolf sphinx silver purple gold and indigo armoured cub shaman path
crown of thorns from jesus today is ash wednesday
which turned into crystal flames

queen of devas appeared like a flame of pink and white and lavender in striped chevrons like a V

she gave us a wrench which was a rod staff with crescent moons one out one in both curved side out either direction

ladies used swan wing to the right and widdershins our square on top

men got key given to tom billy and bills higher self turn to deosil the two squares merge then disband

we swam inside as dolphins then  we flew as swans there are 2 currents there turquoise and teal silver

elohim council chamber of queen of devas two swords there too white light and pink cobwebs spendid

twirled kaleidoscopic energy before our eyes and the third eye and the eye of dolphin merged becoming the fourth eye

which unmasks and breaks the illusions
sets us free from the ring of despair

there were braided colours of scales twisting up from a circle
making a vortex in the floor we shall return there it was 930
so we wanted to end
whale song is delta wave
then we heard new one gamma
the vibrations open
the abcd g   oh cd  ef gabc scales hugely important
I am g
tom a
bill b
Etc abcdefgab
the highest of the higher self was overshadowing us
this is the highest of the lives that we have ever lived
enemies sealed unttil they turn back to light in the black crystals
we are told watch our backs and look with love and mercy send
what comes with sorrow or pain  back with love
less we be  judged ourselves

it will be right it must be right
she  shall return to light tonight
her 7 days of sorrow are over .
and thus the new moon shall rise


105 Friday Night Journal 11 Feb
up red blue yellow green thru nadis
crown of thorns emerged then crystal flames
then bring it down
down purple gold indigo silver
water broke and the water rushed up and came thru table as our flame baby born to us

music 2 guitar chords make a key
the flame of our transformation
another beacon


106 sat night late early - sun morning
"upstairs and downstairs in our ladys chamber "
wake up it's time to go up the hill
dark haired live lady teacher
believe it is despina who came to class next time
taken to water pyramid the first and smallest of pyramid
sof wisdom saw the blue wolf sphinx
fly up bar the passage
at her feet rod of pink light from queen of devas
green mother of earth gaia
blue mother of worlds
pink queen of devas
and golden   next ?
yoke of burden had been placed on us by ourselves
at the bull stage of the sphinx
it was removed with the pink rod coming up
and becoming the keyhole
the burdens of the past become the doorway of the future
each of us settled our arms into the paws of the blue sphinx
naked our backs went into the back of the sphinx
then we flew into the pyramid
I saw 4 rows of 8 in a row chairs and angels a
s 32 chakras all assembled like an image not alive
Waiting the coming of the messenger
The shift of human consciousness
they wait to be woken to hear the new sounds the new harmonics
We have to play the chords
The black keys are the planes-webs
the white keys are our vertebrae our spine
In these are the music of the spheres
and the delight of the chakras
A blue silver snake opened it mouth as if to bite me
It s head bigger than my body and dropped a box
similar to a coffin in my hand

New moon
chinese muslem ash wednseday christian holiday too all this week

Phenial means a tower or hill the place to see the face of God for the power of the struggle

107 Sunday am
the crocs  are baby dragons
wolf cubs

Cath wolf
Tom croc
Bill croc wolf

Andrew wolf
Debbie owl wolf
Lynda owl wolf

Jodi wolf
Sveta wolf
maggie croc

to elohim council to ascend to our ladys chamber
two squares had to realign them men had keys ladies the swan ring turn widdershins men turn keys deosil what was up is down two squares formed a 8 pointed start female square and male square
opened vortex to queen of deva chambers  next day
#129
102  Friday Feb 4th

Nancy appeared in a cactus garden
ouch old nemesis shoo shoo
i was supposed to pray for her
those who cause us pain are our teachers of lessons

1st cave of sadness fear letting go of future fears
and reconciling with sadness injuries =victim

2nd cave of darkness anger letting go of past =bully

stanchions 8 squares
separate the animals
arrange the staging  
the post for the lights
vertical lines that hold the lifelines

four lights at shoulders and hips that grew into a crystal heart and expanded into crystal tree of life at the end with like a palm tree top of silver and crystal

ignited the silver flame of spirit
jesus ignited said put this crystal in centre
of table and your heart

8 pillars of  white light on table
white blue spider on ceiling
also roach metamorphosis becomes rainbow Egyptian scarab
removed the front of the turtle shell

(there are actually 5 two at side two front and back ??)
became a doorway they shifted over our solar plexus
need 3 more doorways
with 4 flames of kundalini so far
in the middle sphinx silver
flame and  water grass and sun
pink  .......  blue...green....... yellow
buddha jesus quan yen and mary but
not lined up in right order so all move to the
widdershins 4 times in circle with a swish noise
jesus arm left arm over the table in full apparition
alice bailey came in too she had written about 4 webs
jesus said yes but 4 planes in body and 1 above the head
vortex will be inside us now
have to go deep within
had to go thru purple in
green out
fissure
we had to bring the light up thru the nadis from our feet to the crown

1lotus bloomed last time
2this time the brachial  shoulders
3 then repeat rib cage neath the breast bone ,
4 solar plexus,
5 sacral region

makes the 5
told to go within easy  for jodi and bill
very hard for the rest of us
saw fissure purple green
jesus gave us water of life and purple solar heart
and drank to nourish each neuron
says we were take this and eat of it it is your body this time
we need to tear down blocks remove veils a revelation .
see a grain of sand all is in one grain ;
new merkaba as egg opened out with petal leaves -jodi
peace could do anything
tranquility and achievement
and infinite possibilities: Debbie
floating in hope peacefully -lynda
inside no worries nothing bothering him centred-bill
purple silver spiral stairway set off beacon tiny inside infinite expansion of consciousness outside
everything is within that is without but smaller a pathway an illusion
tiny golden ring in center of each plane web
make it expand and open self up
globe of earth lion and lamb in revelations bible

we all opened the purple and silver spiral up
next part of energy body


memories past let go i
gnited the purple flame female gaia descends slow hard
---
then future realized volcano fire phoenix father ascends quick and easy as the flames ignited pressure on sinuses and also tingling in elbow and shoulders no female pressure but male open female close female tingling resistance male current
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over lynda were 4 flames purple orange black and white then these went onto table as spheres
and interspersed the 4 spheres of yellow blue pink green kundalini
and the silver of spirit in the centre as crystal
the table itself water with fire all round the edge
crown of jewels on table give to each other
widdershins so i gave to jodi
then around the table and the marbles fell down the spiral of silver
jodi said last week shown marbles going down in spiral
we took them backwards
black cleanse end  seperation peace( gives death )
white new life protection ( gives life )
purple mother  lays the seed (ovulation)
orange father (fertilised )
silver neutral was not a marble it is us spirit and the spiral (stairway )
green terra grass growth and (our planet )signature
pink creation avatar (son)
blue  moon female (mother )
yellow sun male (father)

then the divine parents become divine grandparents
as the son marries the princess and the self is reborn

death on one side life on other
death and life holding hands
bill rings for females
jodi spoon with medicine  
debbie for absent ones iron shovel all else was lynda
golden dagger ,dragon claw & sphere, book , scythe
bill candle
catherine golden straws the wheat of life
jodi feels all are new roles too
around each chakra 3 rings rotate around each other

Quote1. Sushumna- sun father yellow
2. Ida -  moon mother blue
3. Pingala - blood son pink
4. Gandhari -terra earth
5. Hastajihva silver spirit
6. Kuhu       -
7. Saraswati -river goddess
8. Pusha
9. Sankhini
10. Payasvini
11. Varuni
12. Alambusha
13. Vishvodhara
14. Yasasvin                     
103 in pool that night
two hands the four fingers on dominant are the kundalini fires
yellow blue pink green
the thumb is spirit and the spiral stairway up  the silver little work of spirit
the palm the white sphinx
the dominant hand is the four fires of the transformation and in genesis
first there was the
1-light day           =white
  darkness night  =black

2-seperation of waters from heaven   =silver
 as above so below ( and beyond ! says baba )

3-waters seas      =blue
  volcanic earth   =red
-life earth seed     =purple mother all worlds breath

4- stars                 =orange
Hand dominant red blue orange purple silver /black

4contd   sun         =yellow father
   moon                =platinum blue mother

5-life sea               = silver spirit
  life air                 =green

6 life earth            =pink
  life  man             =golden alchemist  
-----------------------------------
4 fingers
yellow           = sun father yahweh
platinum blue= moon mother shekinah
pink              = earth  avatar Jesus
green            = air      

thumb
silver             = spirit little work thumb

palm
white    = sphinx female pillar compassion light
palm dominant

4 fingers
indigo  = firmament heavens Mother of All WorldsGaia
orange =stars Father of the Universe Father Sky
blue     =waters
red       = fire    volcano  

thumb
gold     = alchemist great work

palm
black    = sphinx male pillar severity darkness palm
non dominant last

must move all doors down shift one over each of webs
perhaps 5 altogether over the planes



QuoteNadis are the astral tubes made up of astral matter that carry psychic currents. The Sanskrit term 'Nadi' comes from the root 'Nad' which means 'motion'. It is through these Nadis (Sukshma,
subtle passages), that the vital force or Pranic current moves or flows.
... the architect is the Divine Lord Himself .... Kundalini when awakened, will pass through Sushumna Nadi and this is possible only when the Nadis are pure. A detailed knowledge of the Nadis and Chakras, is absolutely essential. Their location, functions, nature, etc., should be thoroughly studied. The subtle lines, Yoga Nadis, have influence in the physical body. The gross nerves and plexuses have close relationship with the subtle ones. You should understand this point well., Whenever there is an interlacing of several nerves arteries and veins, that centre is called "Plexus." The physical material plexuses that are known to the Vaidya Shastra are:— Pampiniform, Cervical, Brachial, Coccygeal, Lumbar, Sacral, Cardiac, Esophageal, Hepatic Pharyngeal, Pulmonary, Ligual Prostatic Plexus, etc. Similarly there are plexuses or centres of vital forces in the Sukshma Nadis. They are known as 'Padma' (lotus) or Chakras.. All the Nadis spring from the Kanda 12 inches above the anus. It is in the junction where the Sushumna Nadi is connected with the  Muladhara Chakra.Out of the innumerable Nadis 14 are said to be important.    
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99 Sunday PM after Class
Sveta Debbie in hot tub
lesson on the higher soul above
the lower soul below
two heads one up
one down
no legs lol
just as in alchemical imagery of the seperation
where we see a two headed man with no legs
funny as
to see spirit show it to us in the hot tub
then we read online
that meditation groups
are having hot tub retreats
seems it makes the energy higher
go figure

100 Monday am
we look at the energy body and see we have 4 heads now instead of 2 they are arranged on cardinal points
within an x
across the chest
like the four on a sphinx
on the Tarot Universe card

101 Wed PM
Thistle in a  mortar pestil will  cure aids said  Bill send to tower
Debbie : ivy wall on edges of school now
a crocodile crawled out of an external  door
in the college crystal ball in its mouth a silhouette
of all these people standing on a balcony
this door does not go into the college
but instead goes inside the mountain  
and the sky  was red and blue not earth sunset there

Guardian angels jesus buddha mother of all worlds
Mother Teresa White Eagle

Bill saw staff with cobra golden snakes 4 of them twisted to ceiling
A man with stars in beard long white beard white mane of hair like a merlin holding the staff

A fourth kundalini flame =green terra earth humanity the princess

feel the pressure burning in spine it is in the rear behind the yellow one we feel it  coming up

Deep bowl to wash hands
Goblet one for each of us

The breath of life in it flower of life at top a bouquet of flowers
red green gold blue white

One poured for each of us what we need to balance us
personally to ignite the 4th flame completely
From mother of all worlds

Fissure in snake went alone after test
which animal what colour where??

Four test of spinx 4 rivers of flame
light with four animals of sphinx

blue water buiffalo blue dining room north
green air eagle couch  south
yellow fire  human angel pool table west
red earth fireplace lion east

black and white sphinx inextricably entwined as are the sun and moon we learn to control the wisdom of each to become
as we need to be a the moment of truth personal

I heard : Silly girl you never walk alone my hand is on your heart
and on your children I seal you from thine enemies

Maggie pulled a lantern from the water 1 metre long gave it to bill;

Bill took it to shamballah and added it to the lighthouse our light for all

Then a vortex appeared

Teal water in ring of fire slipstream
become water ring and fire body
twisted into black holes next to each other
then to the window on edge of universe
Saw rainbow coloured edge bigger than before

Asked andrew to pilot he twirled a violet light and opened turquoise vortex then saw crystal merkaba hard sphere of rainbow

We were like a line of rainbow prism it landed and unwrpapped like banana peeeling down crystal lights then we saw huge purple building

huge arch doors largest one entered and down the stairs following bill
and the man in white hood light all around him carrying a lantern
Entered catacombs a throne of hercules there all indigo and golden a snakeskin on his left side of head

A sphere of indigo golden shafts out of it ruby tipped floating like a bomb sorta like a mine porcupined all over

Then it emitted a cappa wave an alarm and the catacombs filled with spirits of their people

We saw four drums yellow on side like a wheel the first left side of head like monks in discord  tom said

the second the front of head like alpha

the third like a whale song subtle low melodic

the fourth back of head then again 4 3 2 1

the vibrations came out like fire in spirals sound waves

Each corresponding to a wave

the male  father   God           gold         on right   alpha Yahweh
the female mother Goddess   blue/silver on left    beta  Mary also buddha  
The son   Avatar    pink/red     in front  kappa  jesus  whale song

Then become  grandparents the blue and yellow Shekinah
also Uranus Father SKy Ra Osiris  +  Gaia Mother Earth Isis Mary
sons : Horus Buddha Jesus

as the pink prince  marries the green princess
and the nadis of the garden are raised
in the delta the terra  green

only one different per the planet that is the avatar
all planets of this universe have four energies
father sky mother earth

then a being came to bill measured him found his colour asked his purpose

bill debbie andrew fell asleep very deep meditation this time

the first one with  a helmet on square on front
like keyhole on either side
like a receding hairline then down back to collar like hairline
I had to show how we got there
Then taken upstairs to the left of the throne
I saw a beautiful chamber of queen was a goddess
showed me the four parts of us

She had love and light around her
a snake head
dark eyes very tall
she had beautiful colors and halo of light gorgeous
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98 Sunday PM all 9 here !
Cath Tom  Bill Andrew Debbie Lynda Jodi Sveta Maggie
Lesson on the third flame of kundalini the electric red  prince  

Over seers council of Devas here
Mother Teresa gave us a large volume of Book of Life for the group
The Book said that we have to share we are all one universal mind
as we learn and share the consciousness grows for all the universe

Mother Teresa placed purple and golden jewels on our third eyes and heart to know and love the word of God

A purple golden fissure opened up
golden tube screw up to top Mother of all worlds taken up

Tray with cloth given to Tom and bowl shallow for a grail of sorts
and a golden straw like Rapunzel to turn us to gold

The breath of life the third flame of the Kundalini
the first straw of the wheat of life of the worlds from Mother of All Worlds
as a host we sat within a white ring for the whole group
we were charged up

(Then the white light came down to light the amethyst crystal
jodi said 7 marbles first of 7 the crown chakra )

given 2nd straw of life
used the beer brewer thump lol
to take energy from the floor up thru chakras 3 times together
holding breath until we got to top
then breathing out as we willed it to course down both sides
then we went to the first cave of darkness
saw Jesus et al spent 5 minutes there alone

then to the college saw fireworks from white eagle
box white choc lollies given to us
seven sisters
sweet women
mothers to us all
Mother of All Worlds said
as jesus is the bread of life to this world
I am the breath of life to the universe
each planet has my son
the son of the universal logos
I am the mother of all
the mother of all these worlds

We got purple and white light strings magnets
to have others follow us on the path

At the college we saw the fireworks the 7 mountains stairs
to the stars from white eagle

Bill and I crowned the Mother of all Worlds like an empress crown
tall in middle ornate silver inner and gold on outer

Then we got an  indigo blanket and bowl around our circle
Jodi says we are one tree of life one body
We got lightning thru our purple heart of our tree of life in the foyer

Went to our classes for a short time saw a dragon head around the castle
jesus blessed school tonight and the reed hut church bill made

And a ridgeback dragon as bridge to fairy realm from the dragon to our forest ring of 7 mountains connect to the stars as above so below

The first mountain earth shamballa
the bridge the pick axe
the cave first one
and the second eden and the ley lines to cities on earth
The third we went to was the edge of the universe
a blue and golden galaxy a net to the stars
then they  asked us to create in light on the mental plane

We created Andrew's tower on our ashram
connect it now to our school

We had to white light some planetary cause
we decided on throats to open to share to break the silence
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95 Sat 29 Jan 2005 Sat am
sveta :on Saturday roundhead beak and two wings of the black raven
debbie: :golden traveler with wrapped linen legs and japanese samrurai armour and over her lefts houlder the raven ¡V I have conquered the raven I walk before you

We saw a rune in meditation it was Sowulo

Runes-=- SOWULO =Wholeness and Life Force
,,h The sun is shining and the life force that sustains you is at its maximum potential.
,,h The true light of your being will soon be shining brighter than ever before.
,,h The challenge is to realise your potential and become whole in the process.
,,h There is no better time than now to come into contact with your soul and integrate it into your whole being.
,,h Know that what you are striving for is what you already are.
,,h This transformation is active even at a cellular level.
,,h You may even need to retreat in order to facilitate a successful full integration of soul in your body.

96 Saturday pm
the auric wings became a coloured dragon tonight
as tom is a blue dragon like his ray
jodi no longer pearl and orange but golden and  then the golden dragon flew and merged into finally becoming  a white lion sphinx

sveta shows me white winged lions we are now she has  one black wing already a headress like a crown of cloth with 2 long strips hanging from it
evolving to fly to the black sphinx

We intuit that we have become the white sphinx after manifesting the moon energy body entering the moon merkaba and passing through the window on the edge of the universe but we must now fly to the Black Sphinx we are not done with the Great Work at all .
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97 Sunday am
Bill says Mother Teresa there all night
Tarot Card images flash before us
we see
seperation
marriage of the Crimson King to his female aspect of self
to become his own divine mother and recreate self
a baby from the divine parents
than white queen the white sphinx symbol
black king the black sphinx symbol
each squeeezing a purple heart into a golden urn
the magnum opus they show is the great work of the heart

A man with  hammer appears
could split the table to temper it
a pick axe too
Achmet appeared to bill van de berg
a babylonian hat pointed blck curly beard and hair
tall cone shaped hat gave bill staff black with snakes
like a mop pointed upwards all snakes burning
he is our leader warrior protector of  ascension
we see a well our ladies of sorriows
one gold one black in a cemtary on gravestone
crying facing each other

A golden well a golden bucket pulling up dark black water like oil undrinkable and the ladies sitting on well legs dangling inside and on the bucket too .

we feel this means the golden work must be done in life

Two women in a circle facing each other black and white
A sagittsrrius symbol in  circle white with arrow
Pulled up a screw like water up a straw
when the finger off the cap
the cap came off and we went up with her calling

We saw achmet take us into the mouth of the dragon
climb stairs golden arch into the monster belly
and in volcano went into lava
had to sink into wim and get message
saw Antenna tower radio need to send and recieve messages
from each other without words must develop this

Rainbow coloured long grass had to cut it I was told
this is the kundalini nadis that will have to be cut

Saw we got a another shaft the 12th in our heart for our personal mekaba on energy body
must try to trance he tried to come over us and talk
he will come 5 times in our dreams
a horn like form a brhaman bull golden laced and golden capped
the golden bull of the golden sphinx
Museum of worlds
the alien name sounded like
hikto armenai
he was a christed avatar of their world .

He showed me there were 4 kings and 3 queens they fought and lost immortality now there were 3 kings and 3 queens and 1 had great sorrow as she had no mate.They came to Egypt and live as humans now .

I feel this means the spirit on earth is divided against itself and must rejoin again .

Mer" means Light. "Ka" means Spirit. "Ba" means Body.


QuoteStork headed god Thoth invented hieroglyphs, the picture writing of Ancient Egypt. He was the measurer of the earth and the counter of the stars, the keeper and recorder of all knowledge. The ibis is a bird rather like a stork, with long legs and a long beak which it uses for prodding in the mud to find small fish. It was a symbol of wisdom and learning because it always looks down and has a beak shaped like a pen. Relations: Husband of Ma'at

QuoteThe "ka", the "ba" the "akh" and the Egyptian body embalmedDuring life, the body was known as "khet" or "iru" meaning form or appearance. The corpse was known as "khat". When the corpse was transformed into a mummy, it was known as "sah". Mummification was considered the transfiguration of the corpse into a new body which was "filled with magic". The "KA" was considered to be the essential ingredient or dimension that differentiated a living person from a dead one. Difficult to directly translate, possibly one of the most concise interpretations is "life force" or "sustenance". The "ka" is represented in hieroglyphs by a pair of arms pointing upwards. Each individual's "ka" would come into existence at the moment of birth, subsequently serving as their "double" and sometimes depicted in funerary art as a slightly smaller figure behind the living being. Sometimes the creator god Khnum was shown modelling the "ka" on a potter's wheel, at the same time that he was forming the bodies of humanity.Although every ndividual would eventually die, their "ka" would continue to live on after their death,
Ater death, the "ka" would be "at rest" whilst the body was prepared and transformed into a mummy. The ka then needed to be reactivated so that the spiritual transformation of rebirth could take place. The deceased could then travel to join their "ka",and the link to the land of living through their tomb would then be established. It would be the person's "ba" that would make this symbolic journey.similar to our concept of personality in that it comprised of all the non physical attributes which make each human unique. It was necessary for the deceased to journey from their tomb to rejoin their "ka" if they were to be transformed into an "akh". As the physical body could not do this, it was the job of the individual's "ba" to do so.In order for the physical bodies of the deceased to survive the afterlife, they had to be reunited with their "ba" every night.The "ba" was associated with the stork, which had the same phonetic value as the word ba, and consequently the "ba" is often seen depicted as a bird with a human head and arms.Another journey followed, to the sky, sunlight and stars, and it was in these celestial realms that the deceased hoped to reach higher status, second only to a god, and resurrection as an "akh". Often translated as "spirit" or "spirit form", the "akh" is represented in hieroglyphs by the symbol of the crested ibis.  a ghost or spirit,  it was believed that the "akh" could reach beyond the limits of the tomb to have both positive and negative effects on the realm of earthly life. As a member of the starry sky, known as the "akh-akh", the deceased is now free to roam on and over the earth. After the successful union of the "ba" with its "ka", the "akh" was considered enduring and unchanged for eternity.The ka, the ba, the akh, the name and the shadow were the five principal elements which the Ancient Egyptians considered necessary to make up a complete personality.

The Mer -Ka- Bah is the spirit vehicle we are born with to complete our own journey while still alive using the projection of the spirit

QuoteTHE PHOENIXThe Bennu,STORK the sacred bird, is the quintessence of rebirth...by Athon Veggi and Alison Davidson Bennu... To Rise, To Shine
The wonderful Bennu, with its brilliant red and golden plumage, was the sacred bird of Heliopolis. Identified as a heron with its long straight back and head adorned at the back with two erect feathers, the Bennu was later called Phoenix by the Greeks and fabulous stories were told about it.In Heliopolis, the Bennu bird played a major role in Egyptian mythology, dwelling on the ben-ben stone or obelisk within its sanctuary and revered alongside Ra and Ausar (Osiris). For it was in the City of the Sun where the work of creation began.The Bennu bird was said to create itself from the fire that burned on the top of the sacred Persea tree in Heliopolis, ... In the 'Book of the Dead,' there are formulae to transform the deceased into the Great Bennu. Here, the deceased says, 'I am the Bennu, the soul of Ra, and the guide of the gods in the Duat.' In another verse, he says, 'I am pure. My purity is the purity of the Great Bennu ...For the Bennu is the quintessence of rebirth, it rises from its ashes as the spiritual body rises from the dead physical form, as the new sun rises from the old. It is the new condition reached when the return to life is accomplished, namely the resurrection of Ausar (Osiris).
Herodotus records the Bennu bird -- making its appearance only once in 500 years -- as coming from Arabia, carrying in its beak an egg of myrrh that contained its father's body. This egg is similar to Geb's egg that was laid on the primordial hill and gave birth to the sun, the egg within which the whole alchemical process of transformation is effected.When the Bennu became old, he built a nest of incense twigs in the sacred tree, and lay down and died. In Pliny's account, a small worm appeared from his body that metamorphosed into a bird, and thus the Bennu was reborn.

"Benu" means as much as "the Ascending One".  It had a two long feathers on the crest of it's head and was often crowned with the Atef crown of Osiris (the White Crown with two ostrich plumes on either side) or with the disk of the sun. She was a kind of primordial god, which built its nest on the willow which is on the top of the primordial hill.
The deities Re (Ra) - and Atum were akin to the symbolic meaning of the phoenix. Because of its birdlike nature, the phoenix was called "ba of Re" - the soul of Re.The soul was believed to be a birdlike spiritual being. As a deity of creation and life it was also associated with Osiris.The phoenix was called "the famous ba, which came out of the heart of Osiris". There was a connection to the deity Kepera (the scarab-god), the Lord of Life and Death.The phoenix supposedly burns itself in his nest on the hill (sunset) and is being reborn the next morning. The hill is being located on the Flaming Isle of Re in the East, where the sun rises. At Koptos in Egypt, the Bennu bird is depicted with two human arms stretched upwards and outwards toward the star Sothis - Sirius , which appears in the early sky before the sun rises.The Phoenix/Bennu bird is said to arise 'at dawn from the waters of the Nile'.It is linked with summer.The Bennu was the sacred bird of Heliopolis. Bennu probably derives from the word weben, meaning "rise" or "shine."
QuoteAlchemists sometimes used bird symbols to represent the five stages of alchemical transformation.  The color "black" (in "black worm seed') is therefore used to signify the first stage of alchemical transformation, referred to symbolically as the Black Crow. the Swan and the Peacock represent, respectively, the second and third stages of this process,

"A sight, a sound, a gift by chance conferred, Transforms your life, and leads the soul beyond." - verse accompanying the Magician Tarot card
"The Black Crow, sometimes also called the Raven, is the beginning of the great work of soul alchemy.

This indicates the initial stages of the alchemist's encounter with his inner space, through withdrawing from the outer world of the senses in meditation, and entering what is initially the dark inner world of the soul.

Thus this stage is also described in alchemical texts as the blackening, the nigredo experience, and it is often pictured as a death process, as in the caput mortuum, the deaths head, or as some alchemical illustrations show, the alchemist dying within a flask."
Quote
The Four Color-Phases are (in sequential order:)
BLACK: 'Massa Confusa'-In this initial Stage, the 'subject' seems both confused and vague; disorder is the keynote,
WHITE: 'Purifactio'In this second Stage, the emerging product enters a rather extreme period of 'purging;' it sheds the confusion and vagueness of it's origins.. but may seem to have completely missed the intended direction of evolution! Further patience reveals that this Stage has further solidified the Product as a "workable nucleus" which can later be turned into a more desirable direction of growth.
RED: 'Fulminato'Now in this third Stage the Alchemy becomes quite apparent; the formerly rather distorted Product now begins to show clear signs that it is moving in the desired direction of growth. Patience is less needed now than is CAUTION; the Alchemy here can be sometimes quite 'explosive' and fast-paced! At times, one may feel that it is all getting QUITE out of hand!, and then suddenly..
GOLD: 'Magnum Opus'The Product solidifies into a FUNCTIONING or 'living' REALITY that fulfills the goal intended (and usually quite a bit MORE than ever expected!) One may be tempted to think the work 'done' when it attains this Stage; but it may still need to 'cool' or temper into final form over a brief period of functional use. Sudden 'proofs' of the final Product's desirability emerge, to inform the Alchemist that his Great Work has been attained.
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94 Friday 28th Jan 2005
We hear The red king dies 3 times and we recall :
by dismemberment
which symbolises his seperation from the base nature and the spirit from the body as to project and the seperation of the consciousness as in bi location ,

by drowning
in his sorrows of the Red Sea the physical world he must leave behind

and  by flames
when his negativity consumed in his immolation

Then we saw Jesus
his Legs severed by death -broken at the cross
at fireplace goes into the steam box then baths then red sea drowning-
crucified on the cross
climbed on funeral pyre and burnt-into the tomb for 3 days
but lovingly dressed by Mary and joseph and joseph of aramethea too
-honoured one
and then we saw resurrected christ floating

fissure of stars appeared  then
and went to our College
I got a baby to rock
no class for me
told i must wait until the school is running smoothly
we are young in our infancy so wait I must

Achmet lantern base metal tin given to our college by White Eagle
we begin to light the way

Stork deity overseer brought students in spirit  to bill
and live to maggie from the sorting hat in great hall
Totem pole appeared in Tom's class
in corner between Tom and Maggie's
Museum of all worlds above it

With us in purple in the fissure
is the Mother of all worlds again
she gives us the 12th pillar to head thru neck and back shoulder

We see a celestial merkaba like an H on its side
the boats entered effortlessly swam thru the rainbow edge the curtain lifted now like aurora borealis
saw ahead of us tonight
the window on the edge of the universe is gone now

we cannot pass through with an electric merkaba not here anyway

Mother said "Welcome children look to your arms you have earned a wing "- saw non dominant wing of an eagle,  bird part of sphinx

We saw Milky way journey two boats appear as the ark
all of our students go with us on excursion to the edge
Bills class up there now and a egyptian boat
says tom with one sail
Saw the milky way ,Orion's sword
leo scorpio sagitarrius big bear Ursa Major
Mother  showed us a little bear and waved his right paw then
a bull with a ring in its nose Taurus the Pleiades  in the stars
and said
to hence thee shall go
With us a deva and we look and see the children gone now
she gives 3mm thick key ring big as a head
to maggie
to hence will thee go
mother showed it going round the galxy and out again to the next one

red kings throne is  empty
this means we have left it behind
to go beyond the throne of earth
and to travel to return again once more
like a prodigal son again and still the fool

through a fissure an alien man of all worlds comes
a "christed" reptilian appeared to each at once
as the holy child on another planet
told us to go to museum of worlds
to see about his world and ask him questions on our next journey
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93  26th Jan Wed
.unicorns from one side  and dragons from the other side of  the water under the bridge in shamballah and then we see the maat double headed crocodile as we see we know
BUT
if we dont know enough
THEN
we google it lol
so the meaning of the images come to be known by disernment dreams channeling and meditation and by the
newest  goddess named Google

QuoteThe Double Current: That of Horus, the fiery energy of the vibrant and explosive age we live in today:  the 93 Current. Through Love and Will, we channel the Red Flame of Passion. /  The Current of Maat, The 'Future Aeon' - Omega Point when N'Aton, the united consciousness of Humanity, awakens: the 696 Current. Through Love and Will, we channel the Black Flame of Balance.-

Monday am Jodi brought in Lugh who appeared bricks torn out of Bill V.chest to make him love more We hear  do not confront a warrior as a warrior and we manifest an emerald for the heart chakra to place in our floor large as big as circle to radiate love thru heart chakra balance heart
and cleanse it  Then  Lugh said o ask what we will then trust it shall be done to remedy the negativity and division in our group . He said use the Knife  and stone (stone of fal ) He appeared to be tall broad shouldered blonde brown hair long there was another with him (Fal ?).

Monday arvo  :Jodi Maggie Catherine Debbie Sveta 94
Kill the red king 3 times he must die
by drowning burning and burying alive
The King Drowns in the Red Sea
shows the King caught up in the waters of Dissolution.
"Whosoever catches and rescues me," he cries,
"to him will I give a great reward." (from Atalanta Fugiens 1618)


QuoteOne foot silver one foot gold =His right foot is on the wing of the Phoenix and his left foot rests on a seven-rayed Sun identical to the one on which Leo stands. These seven rays are the seven steps of enlightenment that make up the Emerald Formula Behold mine inverse image, As I hath said before though now I say it from the Sphinx's maw:

From left to right: the Black Crow of Calcination (Saturn), the White Goose of Dissolution (Jupiter), the Rooster of Conjunction (Earth), the Pelican of Distillation (Venus), and finally, the Phoenix of Coagulation (Sun)

Know that the Phoenix is the soul of the Iliaster (that is, the first chaos of the matter of all things). ... It is also the Iliastic soul in man. - Liber Azoth, S. V., Practica Lineae Vitae.


QuoteThe Philosophers Stone and the Black Sphinx -Tarot meaning=The conquest of mind over primal forces of nature and emotions.Here a youthful vitality and strong desire to forge ahead and fight the morally correct battle is helping to accomplish your goals. Strength of will and character will bring victory with honor. Under all the celestial influences that abound you have managed to gain control over the forces of nature. Your mental and physical powers are admirable traits that lead men and women to greatness-A princely figure is show on a chariot carrying a wand of authority and will. He uses this wand to control the two sphinxes. There is a star filled canopy hanging above him and the Hindu sign of union on the front of the chariot. Above that the wings of spirit are shown.The white sphinx represents mercy and the positive life force. The black sphinx represents stern justice and the negative life force. Here the rider must maintain a balance between them with his wand of authority or they will pull in different directions. The star filled canopy suggests that there are celestial influences at work.In a reading this card can signify certain victory for the querent in all matters from health to financial difficulties. This card shows that with self control and the right positive physical and mental attitude, harmony can be restored.

oh so the discord is temporary and a test and harmony will be restored

Wisdom of the sphinx :1.to be silent was the way now it is to reveal
:tacere To learn without words to hold on to the meaning
Main Entry: tac·it Function: adjective Etymology: French or Latin; French tacite, from Latin tacitus silent, from past participle of tacEre to be silent; akin to Old High German dagEn to be silent Date: circa 1604 1 : expressed or carried on without words or speech 2 a : implied or indicated but not actually expressed <tacit consent> b (1) : arising without express contract or agreement (2) : arising by operation of law <tacit mortgage>- tac·it·ly adverb - tac·it·ness noun

The Pentagram further represents the Four Powers of the Sphinx, crowned by the fifth Power of Spirit. In Latin the Four Powers of the Sphinx are Velle for Will, Audere for Courage, Tacere for Silence, and Scire for Knowledge. The Fifth Power of the Sphinx is called Ire in the Latin tongue, and it is the power "to Go".

the 6th wisdom of the Sphinx is NOSCERE
as revealed by the illuminati in the 6th dimension
at the 5th eye of the soul

QuoteThe grade of the Dominus Liminis is a symbol of the Power to Go, which is the function of a God, or the act of doing one's True Will. The Dominus Liminis is an initiate of the Four Powers of the Sphinx, having truly mastered them in the Grade of the Zelator. S/he is now to synthesize these Four Powers into One, into a Fifth Power of the Sphinx called "to Go". This is the highest and final stage of the Man of Earth Triad.The Lioness-headed solar Goddess Sekhmet (head of lionness, body of  woman) as an inverse image of the Horus sphinx (head of man, body of lion), together forming the Double Sphinx of Hrumachis ('Horus of the Two Horizons', ie. rising and setting sun), the Lord and Lady of the Sun, double-Wanded One.The serpent tails of the two figures wind as kundalini through each other's bodies, emerging as Uraeus serpents from the Ajna (third eye).

QuoteThe Double Sphinx is an expression of the double current of Horus and Maat, SekhMaat being one of Her primary masks in the current Aeon. The active powers of the Sphinx -To Know, to Will, to Dare and to Speak- are balanced by the powers of Not -To Know Not, Will Not, Dare Not and Be Silent. The union of these Powers is All (Pan) and the union of these Powers of Not is Naught (Nuit), who together form the DoubleWanded One, Baphomet or Hrumachis.

http://www.thelema.net/hml/hru.htm The white sphinx represents mercy and the positive life force. The black sphinx represents stern justice and the negative life force. Here the rider must maintain a balance between them with his wand of authority or they will pull in different directions./The two Sphinxes:    They represent sensation. The Black Sphinx represents painful or negative sensation. The White Sphinx represents pleasurable or positive sensation. They represent
the pleasure-pain principle where people do things either to gain pleasure or avoid pain. In this case, the two sphinxes have been brought to rest, meaning that through the invisible reins of the mind, the Higher Self is in control of the senses and therefore the personality (chariot) is no longer pulled to and fro by the pleasure-pain principle (Sphinxes).

The black and white sphinx are noted in the black and white palms of the energy body that later become orange and indigo as the arms are . The black and white are also the colours of the 2 pillars we are born with the male black severity discipline strength and the female white devotion compassion and mercy

Y Rod of Aaron  one makes fire with a rod Fire Tarot Rods
H Cup of Joseph one drinks Water in a cup Water Tarot Cups
v Sword of David  one fight in the air with a sword Air Tarot Swords
h Shekel of Gold the shekel is related to materialism, matter,  earth Earth

The Philosopher's Stone: " the path of the Magician is the path of the healer, , being our own therapists of sorts. I think, and this is my own thoughts, that the path of the Magician contains two grades, the adept who becomes Magiciain and the Magician who becomes Mage. Many stop at the level of Magician and don't realize that there is another level. I feel the path of the Shaman is the other side of he coin to Mage. When one truly learns the responsible use of power, one becomes a shaman

.At this point in the alchemical work, we re-enter the Fire, with our hearts connected to community and to Spirit. As we dance the Fire, the circle of life, new issues will arise in us, and the refining process begins again.The alchemical furnace and container that is Firedance is very much like the laboratory of our body. Both are continually evolving: processing blocks, and issues,pushing boundaries,and separating the "subtle from the gross, gently with great ingenuity .Yours in the Great Work...Magnus & Spinner[/quote]

QuotePhilosopher Stone is a metaphor. It represents the greater possibilities of the self. As everyone knows, certain people have special gifts that allow them to perform extraordinary feats such as clairvoyance, telepathy, telekinesis, polymorphism, etc. The Great Secret is this: Everyone has these abilities! A sorcerer is simply one who performs the necessary 'rituals' to hone these abilities. I place the word rituals in quotes here to emphasize the fact that there is in fact no true 'Sorcerer's Rituals'. All mystical rituals - be they Christian, Hindu, Druid, Native American, whatever - will help a Sorcerer get there. For they all preach the very same thing: the attainment of an altered sense of perception and visualization. The sorcerer understands that magic is simply proper visualization in the correct frame of perception.

QuoteAlice Bailey :It is not possible here to state the order of the application of these varying types of energy, nor to give the initiation during which the man contacts the different types. These facts involve the secrets of the mysteries, and no purpose is served by revealing them. Other types of force from certain of the planetary schemes, as well as from cosmic centers, are brought into play by the Initiator and transmitted through the medium of the Rod to the various centers in the initiate's three vehicles, the mental, the astral, and the etheric centers. At the fourth initiation a specialized type of force from a center which must remain nameless is applied to a man's causal body, and is one of the causes of its final disintegration.

In thinking of this matter of the attainment of the sons of men, we must recognize that as mankind completes one unification after another, the "Heavenly Men" on intuitional levels and on spiritual levels are completed, and in their turn go to the formation of the centers in the great "Heavenly Men" of the solar system. These seven Heavenly Men, in whose bodies each human Monad and each deva finds his place, form the seven centers in the body of the Logos. He, in his turn, forms the Heart center (for God is Love) of a still greater Entity. The consummation of all for this solar system will be when the Logos takes his fifth initiation. When all the sons of men attain the fifth initiation, he achieves. This is a great mystery and incomprehensible to us.

QuoteThe Philosopher's Stone: As lead to gold, so every thought.
#135
92 Sunday pm 23 Jan
Tony Bill tom Cath Maggie Meghan Debbie Lynda

The portal there
To space as light
Thru wormholes
And then to celestial sphere

Gabriel make this bar of lead into gold
Then Phanuel arrives
offers us a lesson on  making enegy body
moon and magnetic throw  moon blanket over top then go
From the bootom fill up each of three rings
green bleu purple white
cover me in the night
Then open each chakra to reveal indigo face
Then golden thin blanket and light from botttom red ornage yellow golden white take the darkness from my sight
Close the doors on chakra make the sun face over them
so this is another way to make the moon come out
and we can make the sun come back again this way too

Golden grail vision and communion

Become ebony crows all of us  
go into fire I saw as manger straw
Invigorating flame stimulating and loving cleansing
Consumed as ash become the phoenix
Rise and meditate alone 5 minutes
Met with teachers angels
Saw purple table with golden goblets for us
We each got a little golden lantern
Write one thing on our heartspads
that we will consume in ashes
write another one thing that we want to gain
To hear better clairaudiently and to get rid of more anger lol
Went to our college
Came back saw non dominant foot with lead boot now
one is gold one is lead
we are tethered and cannot fly away as the phoenix
we have to do our homework
oh no
where all the negativity still sloughing off must make both feet light
both must become gold
Balanced now on one foot the dominant one
To fly need both golden air and light
The round dome of light appearing on our heads
as a tibetan monks hat of light
now becomes spoked inside like an umbrella on every head
Each to their classes
Look at energy bodies again tomorrow
Rainbow chakras now like phoenix
Golden centre ) purple) turquoise) gold )green) gold )purple
#136
90 Saturday 22nd Jan 2005 am
Mapping the progress as witnessed clairvoyantly in the energy body

Svetlana -My 17 year old daughter green lions under both hands
eclipsed sun on chakras moving away towards the right hand side
seems to mean she is making the sun come out again a flag captured triumphantly in her hands she has been there too but not as developed
yet as Debbie -staff of crescent moon on top horizontal  

Billy- My 7 year old son a clairvoyant and spiritual warrior -golden armour upon a white horse in a red robe neath red auric wings that have third eyes on them a triangle above ringed in yellow feathers an indigo face with a third eye in a triangle showing . We do not allow him to sit in circle as he is too young but he possesses greater abilities than anyone else in our household had at that young age and he shows what he possesses already in past life abilities .

Myself-corona on head hinged to dominant side indigo face beneath
red lion under dominant hand ( mine is left) green under non dominant
the lions emerge as willed they climb up the arms to the sleeves and back to the spine as I watch incredulously these lions represent the seekers ability to become magnetic or electrical will and as needed they represent control of the body and merkabah . The green is the female and magnetic and moonlight she eats the sun . She develops and unfolds naturally . The red is dominant though it is electric and male and the sun . It eats the moon . So we may have only one rise at a time or balance our heavens .

90 continued  Sunday morning 230 am  23rd -
I had a late night debate with my (peer student and mentor )
all in one . He shows me how we are all indeed students and teachers of everyone we meet on our path . He asks me not to reveal his identity .

Quoteall famous gurus sacrificed their ascent ...and they are limited, the millions of cords of attachment, you see, are holding them back and it is doubtful that they are able to progress much further that is why those that go higher don't speak about it in the open (and we shouldn't, too, i would be grateful for not mentioning my progress anymore here)

I have heard of the vow of silence of the sphinx in the latin Tacere .
It is no longer my way but it was wrong of me to violate anothers way and their right to privacy on this account . I do apologise . i went back to delete my post but i believe it is gone . I will be more careful .Please forgive me my esteemed mate . I meant no ill . I believe the vow of silence that I used to maintain was misconstrued and I see now the cords of connection follow us like a wave and we bring them along effortlessly . We no longer are tethered by their slowness as we once were . Now is the time to reveal and to share . By sharing we shine and we move faster now not slower . Ask and see if what i say is not so .I asked and I was told  Noscere . This is a latin word to mean the sign the mark to know .I am told this means to not sleep to not close the eye to continue to share . We are one . We have one eye let us use it .

Then I saw 10 coins and looked this up in the morning another epiphany !

QuoteTen of Coins -(http://www.tarotforum.net/showthread.php?s=&threadid=20420),  In the bowels of the earth, you will find what you are looking for, the treasure, the diamonds, radiant and pure, freed from dross and sediments. --suggesting that delving into the innermost depths of the soul, (and facing the shadow), will reveal great treasures. With the Father of Feathers (feathers/swords being more concerned with mental aspects) this delving within means quietly observing the ragings of the mind, to bring its fury to peace. The Jungian idea of the psychological Shadow is further suggested from the Green Lion's association with the Red Lion --Green = shadow of Red -- the Green Lion is the beginning, from his blood will emerge the Red Lion -- the reddening and then the final transmutation –

Quotehttp://www.triad-publishing.com/stone20e.html Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Inveniens Occultum Lapidem Veram Medicinam. Or in one of the possible translations: "See in the interior of the purified earth, and you will find the secret stone, the true medicine".Thus vitriol was a code name for the original substance of the philosopher's stone. It should also become understandable with it, that verdigris or common types of vitriol are not the true Vitriol of the Philosophers. This becomes clearer still, if one takes seriously the warnings of fair alchemists, who wrote there among others: "You must take in our work the vitriol of the philosophers, and not the common".The household name 'vitriol' stands therefore not only synonymously for the Green Lion of the philosophers as a substance, but it is also a symbol for the whole process of the operis magni. This illustrates a copy of the text of the Tabula Smaragdina (Figure 1), stamped among others in: Secret figures of the Rosicrucians of the 16th and 17th century, Altona 1785, p. 17. It concerns a circular emblem, which simplistically reproduces the process to the philosopher's stone, around whose edge the cited Latin sentence winds itself. By the way, it is typical in alchemical works, that the same household name was widely pulled near for different matters or process steps, and conversely an individual matter or process step was illustrated with different names. The alchemists had consciously chosen this action "to forbid the unworthy the access to alchemy", as they said.

Tacere does not mean to keep silent forever
tacere can mean to hold on to
not the tongue
but the ideals
To learn without words to hold on to the meaning
to hold on to the knowledge
in this life
and the next one

spirit asks us no commands us
reveal the shift is upon us
the new motto is
NOSCERE
look to the sign
hasten the seekers to become majestic
to fulfill the prophecy
to wake the new dawn

This is all a seeker must really know about the basic magician path
to begin as an alchemist it is the very Basic Magician as Seen in the Energy Body :

dominant side electric odds always first in pairs male destructive closing

non dominant magnetic evens female creative opening the balance is magic and manifestation

colour space element  fluid gender weight saturation brightness temp body
1 pale yellow SUN electric male light dry bright hot around head and later trunk as beach balled stripes on a enlarging sphere

2 pale silver platinum blue MOON  magnetic female heavy damp dim cold  as the sun it stripes larger and larger to envelope the trunk

3 Salmon pink orange red Earth electric male earth heavy solid moist dark
warm dominant leg

4 Cyan yellow green AIR magnetic female light gas dry bright cool  
non dominant  leg

5 Amber orange FIRE volcano and little stars electric male light gas dry hot bright dominant  arm and hand

6 Indigo blue WATER waterfall heavens oceans female heavy wet  dark cold non dominant arm and hand

7 Black NIGHT darkness male heavy destructive closing dominant palm

8 White DAY light female light creative opening non dominant palm

9 Gold MAN mantle of protection honour male heavy dry bright warm chest shoulders

10 Silver STAR anu akasha self female light dry bright cool heart
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11 Violet red KUNDALINI snake head male light dry bright hot dom crown head alph aperture one

12 Aqua turquoise blue KUNDALINI snake head female light dry bright cold non dom crown head alpha aperture two

13 Crimson KUNDALINI snake tail male heavy wet dark warm
omega aperture one beneath the last chakra

14 Teal green KUNDALINI snake tail female heavey wet dark cool  
omega aperture two beneath the last chakra

15 Red Dragon head and 17 later arms evolves from snake and 19 crawls out dominant shoulder from spine to become the 21 red lion at dominant side hand 23 then a golden lion 25 then crawls back into spine

16 Green Dragon head and 18 later arms evolves from snake and 20 crawls out dominant shoulder from spine to become the 22 green lion at non dominant side hand then 24 a golden lion 26 then crawls back into spine


Now I see that the lions crawl up the spine and can re-emerge by the will of the seeker . They come by bidding and act under our direction as projections of our energy body . I feel this means that we will will our bodies to become as we need them to be with intention and control as often and as easily as that within one projection . It happens automatically after a while like shifting gears . I also observe that the sun and the moon on the face are now like hinged doors or
rather the corona of the sun is evident and there is a golden face on its door that is hinged on the dominant side which may open and reveal the moon face inside . So I feel that the human develops the ability to do either at will .

Debbie -swan wings double necked facing towards each other then away both crowned red lion right hand - green lion left hand

The swan song is the end of each stage it appears to herald the alpha and the omega the end is just another beginning .

91 continued :That evening I projected to the house of a professional energy body developer . He is the best i have ever witnessed . Then I saw Maggie . I wanted to see if he had come to go beyond where Maggie has shown me we all go . I projected to his home and found him awake in his study at the computer writing as always  . I  sent my voice down tunnel from the astral mouth to his ear and said to his higher self please let me see your work ,your great work of the energy body .

I was startled to see dark bat wings
and foolishly retreated
and then thought of it again hang on these are his auric wings
so I went back and saw purple black blue bits of gold on wings
saw the indigo fog  asked him to change again
saw yes corona and indigo face can change at will
energy from the rings affect this
the top two become electric first top then middle then bottom
the halos of sun or moonlight can become
so this is a short cut !!
then all and back again that fast
kundalini red fountain from top of his head
like blood like pushing these drops
turn to golden specks like fireworks in a cascade
saw him taken by  God to the hall of crimson king
saw three snakes with hearts this was a revelation to me
this is the stone the star map too
this is the soul spirit and body
it is all
going that way
the soul spirit and body purple robe becomes dragon scaled ermine
on top golden crown
a portal appeared 5 doors reminded me of fingers on the hand
with 5 choices also 5 staves on fire
then went to bed saw
5 green pearls on string become 5 green apples then 5 red ones reminded me of lions and thought these are the steps as above
i know have written
stoplights eureka
red means stop green means go
green lion eats the sun images = means it makes the body become magnetic and the moon
this is how i first understood it

91 : Sunday 23-woke up with dream 930 am of the sphinx
saw the man with great energy body as a dragon flying to become that sphinx looking as a dragon himself but with human head and a beak of a bird
I saw the alchemical image
(fingers pinky key lantern sun star )
(thumb +crescent moon over crown )
fire on palm the fish inside the flames on  4 pyres supporting it

i feel this means the moon we must become eclipses the sun
and this gives us the crown to fly the stars and become again the sun
the lantern to light the ways of others
and the staff to help us follow the path of those gone before us
the key for one or all of the 5 doors now

the fish is the sign of the christ the flame the christ flame the pyre

Quotealchemy =The word is derived from the Arabian phrase "al-kimia," which refers to the preparation of the Stone or Elixir by the Egyptians. The Arabic root "kimia" comes from the Coptic "khem" that alluded to the fertile black soil of the Nile delta. Esoterically and hieroglyphically, the word refers to the dark mystery of the primordial or First Matter (the Khem), the One Thing through which all creation manifests. Alchemy, then, is the Great Work of nature that perfects this chaotic matter, whether it be expressed as the metals, the cosmos, or the substance of our souls.
#137
89 Friday 22 Jan 2005
In meditation we saw a fairy tale vision of the Mother of All Worlds ,
the Crimson King ,Prince Rupert and the Golden Dragon . This imagery is a mind puzzle for the soul . It helps us to recall the path to Alchemical Redemption .

Quotehttp://www.polenth.demon.co.uk/myth/alchemy.html
A Few Basics of Alchemy...Alchemy is a mixture of philosophy and science, which has been practiced for centuries, and is still practiced today. It works at two levels: the physical, and the metaphysical. At the metaphysical level, it works to purify and transform humankind. At the physical level, it works to purify and transform metals. The first step of the transformation of metals is creating a philosopher's stone. This stone can then be used to transmute metals into alchemical gold. When a substance has been purified, it becomes philosophic.

The Mother of All Worlds is the White Queen of the cards and alchemical imagery . She is the ultimate Goddess of The Moon and all the Heavens . She is real and exists as a manifestation of the Godhead . She is a divinity beyond the logos of Mother Earth . When she appears to the seeker it is both a recognitiion and an invitation to the starry systems of other sentient beings beyond the Window on the Edge of the Universe .

Quotehttp://members.tripod.com/~chippit/mother_world.html
This is gorgeous image of her done by the artist friend of Blavatsky's
called Roderich http://www.roerich.org/index.html Note the two rings of moonlight .These will occur on the energy body as moon halos and become clairvoyantly witnessed the third like a snow woman really goes from the waist to hips .http://www.roerich.org/wwp.html

The recognition comes that we have entered her domininon which is that of the worlds beyond ours. Her message to us was that we have family to visit . We are all one . The three closest places of sentient being habitation are so very far away but they can all  be visited spiritually through alchemy and projection .

The philosopher's stone points to them .It is the three headed serpent which is also a star map showing the trajectories to Alpha Centauri , Pleiades and Sirius . These are not the places the sentient beings live they are stars humans have named . But they line up to show us the way past Ursa the Bear and  Canis the dog we find their homes.

QuoteThe three-headed serpent signified the "Stone," which is supposed to be composed of spirit, soul, and body, proceeding from a common source.also the three systems on the star map from the body of earth

Quotethe 3 heart serpents-The Twelve Keys .... They depict how to prepare the prime matter for making the philosopher's stone. The keys show the King (ordinary gold), and the Queen (ordinary silver), who undergo separate adventures, before combining. Serpents appear several times in the keys. One of the appearances is in the ninth key. Part of the ninth key shows three serpents: the principles of Mercury, Sulphur and Salt.=Body mind Soul.

In contrast the Crimson King is not real and appears flat to the seeker like a cartoon or fairy tale image although spirit have been known to present his part . He is the path of Alchemy personified the Fool the Emperor the Magician and the Fool once more as seen in Tarot . It symbolises the seeker and the God the man with an aim or Stability, power, protection, realization, a great person, with authority and will and the  intention of the mystic  . So he is us the seeker .

Prince Rupert Awakes -"Hermes is the God who puts people to sleep and wakes them at dawn. The name of the Prince was given over the years in literature and  in contemporary fairy tales and rock songs . The prince is a figure representing the fool from the tarot too . So Prince is the (physical self ) or the prodigal son coming back to reunite with the Crimson King (God and Higher Spiritual  Self ).

The Golden Dragon is the Kundalini that we empbraced and encouraged the growth of in our human energy body to escape the baseness of unaware humanity . The dragon represents so very much the kundalini the base nature of man extinguished and the golden nature of man re-established . The dragon did speak to us and embodied some conciousness . It hastened us on . It gave us a tooth we must gather 8 to enter the Leviathan .

The Green Lion devouring the Sun is most profoundly the clue to eat the sun away to become the red lion . We do this by will and intent and with the help of spirit when our energy body is ripe for the transmutation .
We know it is ripe when we can meditate , trance to a small basic degree and we can project and see clairvoyantly and clairaudiently .
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One can skip the steps outlined here from 1 to 88 if they have :

kundalini raised three times in the colours of the three fold flame
yellow blue and pink .

ability to see clairvoyantly and hear clairaudiently at a very basic level
do this in meditation if you were not born with it

ability to meditate and interpret imagery as clues in messages you get

ability to project astrally to spiritual realms
to Shamballah and the Akasha to the Temples of Wisdom and most importantly to blow off the Capstone in the first and Great Pyramid . This can be retained in a past life memory and I have seen first hand Maggie do this in a few weeks .See her  path chronicled here in this thread . If you cannot project meditate and you will learn try a group approach the energy is higher and you can learn easier there in a circle .

completed the path of the  Magician it is just enough to read the works of Hermetic Resources . You do not have to be a Hermeticist . You just have to get the golden nuggets from its path too . Skip the part about entering the body of animals and others . Skip anything that is not with the light . Do only the light part it is all that is necessary really . Just read  Bardon's book or the Kyballion and use discernment to understand the 4 elements the magnetic and electric polarities and dualities and to be able to manifest the spheres of energy in ones hands as a basic level is all you need .

Do not think you can't do this ? You can I am sure .  IF you don't have the beginning steps you can get them all in a short time . If you do have them it will be evident in your energy body which i am happy to view for you for free if you like online .

We all can do this Great Work . This is the beginning . If we did this ,10 oridinary humans , then so can you . Maggie did this in one month . Debbie in one year . I am typical coming in  to this body nearly unaware only clairvoyant at birth and nothing else . It has taken me nearly 50 years to accomplish this . So whatever your path or age begin now . It is fun it is free it is beyond the imagination of any book video or play you have ever enjoyed . It is the lollies of the soul . And my only regret is not doing it earlier in this lifetime .
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To Make the Moon Rise with Will and Intent
We see the 7 chakras as lights in the heavens . We see the heavens dark
and indigo in the moonlight . We see our self floating as the resurrected Christ position turning in the air palms up and out embracing the indigo fog . We make each of 7 spheres indigo too . Like this :

We see

the dominant foot

as a midnight blue indigo sphere
as big as a basketball
with each inhalation it becomes bigger colder heavier darker blue
we colour it in from the hips (or shoulders ) down
bring in the breath as moonlight
blow it into the limbs

We employ the principle of Hermetic Rhythm here
each inhalation brings in prana we change to moonlight
each exhalation blows away the hot electric sun
in an out like a pendalum we slowly slip in further and further arcs to
fill the whole energy body with moonlight to soak in it fully
and eclipse the sun totally from the spheres to the chakras we fill it

go back and fill the spheres
the non dominant foot
the dominant hand
the non dominant hand

now the moon rises from the male storage centre the girdle of yoga
which is the area between the red and orange chakras
see it as big as a tennis ball become large as a beach ball
make it come out of your back and arc up your spine gently slowly

the sun will spit out then of your female storage centre
why because in the human energy body only one can rise at a time
so you set the moon the sun will rise the first time
and then the moon comes out in glory to rise for the first time too
see the sun rise above your heart and sink in the male storage center

now the moon comes up full and radiant above your heart
out of the female storage centre the caput of yoga

this makes the stars come out

the silver self or akasha or anu flame will stir and the silver star will shine
out of your chest over your heart
now make the sun go to sleep in each chakra
see the red light close like a door of a female moon face and the
corona alone peeps out the red chakra is now indigo blue
heavy cold sleeping magnetic female dark

use the magnetic force to close the doors on each chakra
see the door as a heavy metal door magnetically swung and sealed
with your breath and intent
the door has the face of the moon the full moon with a lady face on it
now as you reach the crown chakra you are the moon
and you have completed the Little Work


do not try to become the sun again
it will happen itself
enjoy this brief period of rest to recuperate and reflect
go into the sanctuary that is yourself
and examine who you are
be yourself
but let go of the past
this is the purpose of the Little Work
the time of dreams and sorrows that leave us

...a post later to let the sun come back by will if you want

instead reflect and meditate
drink lots of water
get lots of dreams
and sleep
sing the song of the Blackbird of Alchemy

Pack up all my cares and woes
down the road here i go
bye bye black bird
.....
light the light
i 'll be home late tonight
black bird bye bye


this is the time to pack up the emotional baggage
go to the flame of Mother Earth and toss it in
or to the violet flame of St . Germaine
or see the dreams like in Drop Dead Fred
and become the Divine Parent of the Inner Child
leave fear and sorrow behind truly to start again
examine the sorrows of the past to let them all go
cut the bonds away no karma fresh  

and get ready to become as the sun fresh and new
but not now in a few more days

Quotehttp://www.tarotforum.net/archive/index.php/t-20643.html- the "rage of the green lion?" The Green Lion devouring the sun is vitriol -- conveniently not just a chemical substance, but also the word for corrosive rage and fury. In Jungian symbolic, The Lions of Alchemy (http://www.antlionpit.com/alchemy.html), "the alchemical "green lion" devouring the sun relates to the experience of consciousness being overwhelmed by violent, frustrated desires, often masked by depression."

Quote(http://www.triad-publishing.com/stone20e.html) by Beat Cruncher also explains that the Green Lion, and Vitriol are code for the original substance of the philosopher's stone 'Vitriol um' is a contraction of the initial letters of the following Latin sentence: VISTA Interior Terra Inventions Occult um Lap idem Vera Medicinam. Or in one of the possible translations: "See in the interior of the purified earth, and you will find the secret stone, the true medicine".

The Centre of Purified self is the heart–that night Debbie's heart was golden. We saw it floating outside of her chest and we heard this is  the angel of the little golden heart . –Debbie the youngest of our group was the first to transform in our group . She began her transformation by being the first to go to the tower beyond the window on the Edge of the Univers . She came back in armour holding a flag from its parapet . Her higher self chuckling that she had beaten us all there . That night Debbie's heart was made golden -the angel of  the little golden heart we heard .I feel her curiousity , her innocence and youthful enthusiasm and energy led her to win the flag .

QuoteThe Jungian idea of the psychological Shadow is further suggested from the Green Lion's association with the Red Lion --Green = shadow of Red -- the Green Lion is the beginning, from his blood will emerge the Red Lion -- the reddening and then the final transmutation –
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All of these mystic symbols become clairvoyantly witnessed in the human energy body . They are much more than the human archetype that Carl Jung presumed .

Quotehttp://www.psychics.co.uk/alchemy.html
The psychologist Carl Jung recognised that Alchemy is a symbolic system for the transformation of the human spirit from its lead like state of ignorance into the gold of enlightenment. Jung was the first to make alchemy psychologically accessible to the 20th century by showing how alchemical symbols were similar to archetypal dream images.Jung recognised that the alchemical work parallels the individuation process.Originally, alchemy was an ancient tradition of sacred chemistry used to discern the spiritual and temporal nature of reality, its structure, laws, and functions. Today Alchemy can be used as a system of symbols to help us with our spiritual progress.

Quotehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Jung
Jung's concept of the collective unconscious is often misunderstood as some kind of race memory, with the archetypal symbols being somehow transmitted, perhaps genetically. In fact, what Jung meant by the term is that we share a common psychological heritage, just as we share a common physical one. Symbols have a certain similarity and fall into similar patterns in different places and times, simply because all human minds are basically similar. Thus we can often understand the symbols arising from the unconscious by comparing them with similar processes occurring elsewhere. Jung said that it isn't a matter of inherited images, but rather of an inherited predisposition to experience certain images. Many of the commonly repeated criticisms of Jung's work seem to be based on a misunderstanding of this last point.

Quotehttp://www.tarotforum.net/archive/index.php/t-20643.html- the "rage of the green lion?" The Green Lion devouring the sun is vitriol -- conveniently not just a chemical substance, but also the word for corosive rage and fury. In Jungian symbology, The Lions of Alchemy (http://www.antlionpit.com/alchemy.html)), "the alchemical "green lion" devouring the sun relates to the experience of consciousness being overwhelmed by violent, frustrated desires, often masked by depression."Of course, alchemy cannot be discussed without also evoking the search for the secret of the "Philosopher's Stone", another kind of Holy Grail Quest.

QuoteVerdigris, Green Lion and Vitriol: The Basis of the Philosopher's Stone (http://www.triad-publishing.com/stone20e.html) by Beat Krummenacher also explains that the Green Lion, and Vitriol are code for the original substance of the philosopher's stone 'Vitriolum' is a contraction of the initial letters of the following Latin sentence: Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Inveniens Occultum Lapidem Veram Medicinam. Or in one of the possible translations: "See in the interior of the purified earth, and you will find the secret stone, the true medicine".Perhaps this directive encoded in the symbol of the Green Lion - to "see in the interior of the purified earth" to find the secret of the philosophers stone, sheds light, on MP's reference to "the Secret" which will be found "in clarity". It also reminds us of the the work of freeing the Shadow.

QuoteSophic mercury was volatile and white in character, while sophic sulphur was fixed and red in color. The alchemists thought the former to be silver while the latter was considered to be gold, because of the great importance they attached to the colors of the respective materials. The Great Work referred to the making of gold and Little Work to the making of silver.
#138
86 Wed 2 after circle
QuoteOn the ground there is a hill
          Also a serpent in a well
          His tail is long with wings wide
          Already to fly by every side
          Repair the well fast about
          That the serpent get not out
          For if that he be there agone
          You lose the virtue of the Stone -ripley scroll

So when the dragons grow wings it is time to make the moon merkaba
and do it before they crawl down the arms
they become lions and do not fly away then
the stone is the philosopshers stone
seek alchemy literature and medieval imagery online on the net
rich resources there esp try to Google it :)

Debbie had indigo fog around her
and looked now as maggie did
when we first met her
she had also indigo colouring in the space of the hula hoop halo
in a ring  around her head
and she had tiny little white wings forming there in the centre
we were told drink water and sleep
look again in morning .

SO : Manifest an indigo fog around you as you sleep
will the halo to be shown above and around your head and shoulders
make it moonlight pale blue bright white
and get lots of rest drink lots of water
maintain energy as magnetic
think and will moonlight
and keep checking clairvoyantly
to see when you are ripe for next stage

87
Thursday arvo
Sveta now looks like debbie but red and green dragons are on shoulders not lizards or winged ones and her  ring is not coloured yet

Jodi -ring above head and  wings are full and auric purple with gold brown spots these are human wings they unfold displaying our own aura colours

Cath- as sveta but the dragons hold hands now at the waist

SO : all must manifest a second ring like a snow man from shoulders to waist in moonlight pale blue bright white make it so

and the auric colours come out of the ring and into wings there is a face where the wings were at the top -it is a dragon mine has ears  but look again it becomes an angel then our higher self visions of future development

Debbie-green and reg dragons looking like lions now and crawling down to hold hands at waist and the dragon has auric wings on top

the green is on non dominant side the red is developed comes after the green the green is the first and the way it is before the alchemist stage

Maggie- had a ring of white light from her shoulders
and far above her about a metre
there were tiny golden wings like a pilot at the top
they were about .25 metre length each .
She had a purple alchemists robe and a golden crown .
She had two dragons
one green with 4 legs out
and another emerging from the right shoulder too .
She had a bar of white light
as well in her energy arms
one eye open on the right dragon

Previously online sitter :indigo fog green dragon with four legs emerging from left shoulder his chakras were eclipsing
he had the crescent moon with a smiling lady riding on it
over his solar plexus the corona showed thru .
He had a moon merkabah and it looked like a nit on a hair
when closed to ride on the grid lines .

SO : just as the kundalini rose naturally the first time so do the kundalini snake heads become revealed and then develop over time into dragons that run down the shoulders and out - this happens naturally as the seeker desires it to become so and develops the energy body over time and practice with will . Flying to the window on the edge of the universe
touched this off like a catalyst for us . We could not go through until we became a moon merkaba now we must make our whole body become moonlight but how we look to arcane images and texts especially online medieval engravings coloured in by collectors

88 Fri morning
first star on a wheel
bridge from wrist to wrist
tree of life spread out behind her

SO : this means we have climbed the tree now
the kaballah path is over too

the mother of all worlds appeared
indigo and white in nature
sitting in lotus position
she is  perched on top in moon robes  
her eyes are covered by a veil
blue lantern in one hand
pink sphere in other
lovely image of her drawn by Blavatsky's artist mate in Russia
that is how she appeared to us

SO : she comes to the seeker
when we leave the local universe through projection

the dragon body gone now
a crown there in ring instead
lovely white feathered wings of the swan the end of that stage
the ring covering it from view
and holding a celestial sphere indigo golden stars in hand

debbie -crown on head
two golden normal sized lions under her hands clairvoyantly
turquoise auric wings
and white feathered wings too
spear and weapon
flag in hand is red first there from our group
the crimson king on a throne appears
this is the dearest one i hear
she will conquer
( she is a warrior )

higher self with glove gauntlet
-a green sphere prickly

gold stuff coming out of right hand
So : the sunlight soon returning

peacock on your wrist for all =Jesus
then eagle =sphinx
then falcon= Horus

from jesus to the universe
to see and to fly
what you missed it sees
throwing it a weapon
it makes them sleep poison
not death
a spiritual warrior initiation for her
white pillar appears
mary and christ child
animals coming in new totems

wolf black to hunt against other grey  wolves
we see this in the alchemy images too

Catherine - the lions are there but not the flag
i see the peacock has brought all of us to the tower with debbie now
in the chalice which is shaped like a tower
with three crowned snakes
one for each of the ,alien to us but, sister star systems

this is the  tower
as within  so without

we come to the feast by the grace of God
with  Jesus we drink from the Holy Grail
this is the seer of all things  

no doors no windows
must fly to the top  

an eye around it all
like lord of the rings

the moon eclipsed the sun
we look into the unconscious mind
become saddened at such sorrows
must leave them to unfold the wings further
but  we have golden armour under the sorrows to protect us  
the sun will come out again
rest in the moonlight it is so beautiful
do not be overcome by the sorrows
let them go
as you sleep
to work out in your dreams

SO :  you must now let go of the sorrows of this life
to move on to spiritual gold

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QuoteThe three-headed serpent signified the "Stone," which is supposed to be composed of spirit, soul, and body, proceeding from a common source.also the three systems on the star map from the body of earth

Quotehttp://www.rexresearch.com/alchemy/figulus.htm
Metaphorically is our matter compared, Being the Red Lead and Red Earth, With fools despised and valueless. It is called the Red and Green Lion.

to us it should mean leaving behind more of the physical to become more spiritual less ego less negativity

QuoteThe Red Man - sophic sulphur (or gold)
The White Queen - sophic mercury (or silver)
The Ascending Dove - a white sublimate
The Grey Wolf - antimony
The Black Crow - putrefying matter
The Winged and Wingless Lions - mercury and sulphur
The Green Lion - green vitriol (ferrous sulphide).

QuoteThe metals with which they worked were given additional resonance by associating them with the heavens, thus:
http://www.autumnleaf.com/hermes.htm
Lead - Saturn
Iron - Mars
Tin - Jupiter
Copper - Venus
Quicksilver - Mercury
Silver - Moon
Gold - Sun.
we are not really using metal
but there are mysteries here revealed
the lead is our base human nature of course
the gold is the sun which we become again
but first we do the little work and become all moon or silver
seeing the images of the animals given to you in meditation
tells you your progress and next step to aim for
all of these metals are in the tibetan metal singing bowls that generate alpha waves and ring the chord to begin the great work
you can listen to them online if you dont have one available to you

Quotehttp://www.songsouponsea.com/Promenade/LizardA.html
"The Black Crow, sometimes also called the Raven, is the beginning of the great work of soul alchemy. This indicates the initial stages of the alchemist's encounter with his inner space, through withdrawing from the outer world of the senses in meditation, and entering what is initially the dark inner world of the soul. Thus this stage is also described in alchemical texts as the blackening, the nigredo experience, and it is often  pictured as a death process, as in the caput mortuum, the deaths head, or as some alchemical illustrations show, the alchemist dying within a flask."

Quote"A sight, a sound, a gift by chance conferred, Transforms your life, and leads the soul beyond." - verse accompanying the Magician Tarot card

the crimson king is the magician who becomes the fool again
the alpha and omega as the fool he began

 0        The Fool  prodigal son, Parsifal, minstrel, Tom Sawyer  
 1        Magician selected destiny, transformation, Alchemy  
 22      The Fool Lao Tzu, Parsifal at end of Holy Grail quest

QuoteOther representations of the Fool include: 1) Tom Sawyer or Huck Finn ambling along the Mississippi River, carrying their belongings in makeshift satchels -- both out to find high adventure and learn life's lesson first hand, 2) the prodigal son , 3) an innocent Parsifal seeking redemption in the Quest for the Holy Grail,and/or 4) the wandering prince and minstrel, experiencing the slings and arrows of  those who don't respect or even trust any wandering individual,The Fool is the quality in each of us that stirs at the thought of adventure and responds eagerly even to the hint of a new challenge.  The Fool wanders in where others fear to go.  

QuoteIn the Tarot, the Fool card symbolizes the Creative Force or Power that initiates and guides the Universe.  "The Fool card is actually the God card in the Tarot." [1]  It is Spirit seeking to know itself by choosing to manifest on the earthly plane -- experience yet another reincarnation -- in order to  seek (and reach) perfection.  With the powers of creation, it is no wonder that the Fool's potential is so vast! In the Tarot, the Fool is typically shown without a care in the world, carrying a knapsack of his worldly belongings, in the process of stepping off a cliff (unaware of  the divine protection prepped to save him), and accompanied by a small, white dog (representing the Fool's Higher Self).  This is strictly speaking, the Fool at the beginning of his journey.The journey is one's path, one's destiny, one's... life.  It is represented in the Tarot and  The Fool's Journey by the twenty one additional cards of the Major Arcana, the  so-called "triumphs"

QuoteBlood and Gold- Michelle Emerson
Has anyone looked at our incredible blood under a microscope? What color was it? GOLD . . . sparkling, shiny beautiful GOLD.
For the alchemist, it represented the perfection of all matter on any level, including that of the mind, spirit, and soul. It is associated with the operation of Coagulation. If we take time to look into the Science and Spirit of gold we will find many interesting links and start to realize why the purest aura around the body is golden-white light. We are Gold, precious and rare.

.....will make a chart later describing medieval imagery and post it later
which is much easier in hindsight lol
#139
85 tuesday 18 jan
went into merkaba and went to wormhole then another
both with eyes being held open by hands of angels  
and stars beyond and a hanged  man upside down
looking at me thru a long lashed eye
saw temple and bushes like greece
came to ashram saw knights like humans
but different some how edge of universe is here

then went to see the planet
saw  brown people long face like dinosaur or snake and reptilian eyes browny golden short tall as a child
model of golden city on a table
direct attention into it
went to a building was a museum
square roof with golden dome in center

saw a hall displays both sides first on left deforestation pollution wars chaos destruction other side relgion philosophy
then a little further we see the same for their world

we see carpeted stairs and a christed child like lizard
on the stair rail beckons us to climb up

went to room on right a table like last supper and we sat facing them
a grail given and we got it and inside a a vision for each of us about the planet below then we drank and said amen got a sphere red golden studded passed it round saw golden snake tony
then stairs bill
a door at top
a cat -the door open :tom

volano went into it stairs descending and went into lava we are spirit cannot be hurt by fire
and found a tunnel and door to shamballa
temple of wisdom saw the dome

went to tibetan monastery
saw the lizard monk there too
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Nevertheless, the burden is on the investigator to understand the material reported instead of ridiculing the reporter and offering outlandish reasons to doubt her.
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Nurturing the Inner Nature:
A Meditation to Open and Reveal
the Four Holy Seals of Resurrection:
Inner Sight (Light), Inner Sound (Music),
Inner Taste (Nectar), Inner Vibration (Holy Name of
GOD, Paradise or Primordial Vibration)
take my hand child and i will take you to the edge of the universe on the breath of God -sai baba in hot tub
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moon who eclipsed the sun is gone
rise up children of the new dawn
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"I am the poison-dripping dragon, who is everywhere and can be cheaply had. That upon which I rest, and that which rest upon me, will be found within me by those who pursue their investigations in accordance with the rules of the Art. My water and fire destroy and put together; from my body you may extract the green lion and the red. But if you do not have exact knowledge of me, I will destroy your five senses with my fire..."
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The rusted chains of prison moons
Are shattered by the sun.
I walk a road, horizons change
The tournament's begun.
The purple piper plays his tune,
The choir softly sing;
Three lullabies in an ancient tongue,
For the court of the crimson king.

The keeper of the city keys
Put shutters on the dreams.
I wait outside the pilgrim's door
With insufficient schemes.
The black queen chants
the funeral march,
The cracked brass bells will ring;
To summon back the fire witch
To the court of the crimson king.

The "black queen" is Kali, the destructive aspect of the Goddess (Persephone in the Eleusinian Mysteries). The "court of the crimson king" is consciousness (the head). The "black queen chants the funeral march" (representing the death of the ego). The "cracked brass bells (the divided psyche or the golden dome buddhist bowl ) will ring" "to summon back the fire witch" (Kundalini-Shakti) from dormancy at the base of the spine to consciousness in the head.

- Aurelia Occulta online about the rock music Crimson King
all about alchemy
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#140
Change in our energy body must be completed hermetically
maggies body clairvoyantly viewed is beyond ours
and the energy body of a newly met peer is also beyond ours
so we must do the same to progress

also we know about a Alien  now previously unknown to us
leather faced aliens from Pelangria -going there Tuesday

Merkaba becomes moon and magnetic umbrella
closed shape sliding
the indigo moon eclipses the sun

The golden dome and the Singing Bowls
ring the gong golden dome this is wake up call
to us and them

The Shift
the door that never closed opens
It won't be closed again

12 dimension string theory new in physics

12 shafts 12 loops the 12 sided merkaba brings us into alignment with our 12 pillars

the shafts that were male electric
have to reveerspolarity become magnetic female

then the next stripe balanced the female loops must become electric too
Akasha
Ursa
Sirius
Pleaides
1. tunnel to ear jodi
2. vibration to send out let them know train is arrived
bridge to our world
oblivion crumbling thespirit must become physical
the physical become spiritual
without this we both fall apart into nothing
and become light and universal mind but no substance
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"light Is Intelligent. Oh my, the light is alive. Yes it is. The
higher you go, the more alive -- and intelligent -- it gets. This may sound
mystic. Quite the opposite is true. Imagine a giant hologram containing
scans of every page of every book of the Library of Congress. If that
hologram were shattered, every little piece would continue to contain the
entire contents (only smaller and perhaps at a different angle). I think
that light is very like that -- small pieces of the Whole. At the higher
astral levels, light can be read, so to speak. But by that time, you are
normally acting beyond the capability of words. Sounds mystic again, I know." from anon online source -sorry lost addy
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#141
83
please explain to me about the tranformation fo magnetic
the direction to do it
and what was the result why not balanced
magnetic and electric
and what would happen if made it more electric


: because earth is magnetic only the electro-magnetic field is the result of the manipulations of the annunaki

showing me sacred geometry now

to sustain their life on earth which led to her fall
more electric merkaba shatters the field of earth
I know little about them
ach trip you made to earth chakrasa shattered them
this is the result of manipulation
electric energy cuts through magnetic field:
magnetic energy weakens the electric field
the result is human form, as we now see it :
discordant, and weakened
those of spirtual hierarchy were imported from pleiades
they know not of magnetic field
but howt o ascend in their creation

AuntClair : will you not need the electric energy for other realms is it not liberating from the magnetic field and the magnetic to ground .I thought that electric was to leave and magnetic to come home
i see the value of your work but i remain confused


: i see no problems in using magnetic field to travel

how would one eliminate the electric field when half our body is electric and half merkaba is electric oh so by modifying to become just magnetic then you can slip out further but doesnt it take more enrgy to go

phase out my electric dna
and convert it to magnetic

away from the tug of mother earth

will: and intent to ascend
into magnetic dna
most of us are half-pleidians half-sirians
none from earth, funny isn't it

but then is the polarity of the magnetic travel made the opposite to come home and then changed again to leave ?

what about pelangria have you heard of it i have a new mate who has this huge energy body best developed i have viewed now on anyone thus far


what polarity ? there is no polarity between electric and magnetic, only discord -i do not know where i travel

because opposites attract and to move the magnetic force away from earth would require different polarity

have you asked earth ?

no i mean the polarity of the planet and the polarity of your new traveling device around you this new chariot is magnetic and the earth magnetic so do you change to shift in and then back
i will go there with her tomorrow see for myself


well, i just travel

she has lizards coming out of her energy body and wings she does not have the snakes anymore or the dragons from the kundalini

: never went into details ..

i have never heard of it
the lizards or pelangira or the leather faced lizard people



ah, reptilians

: she goes there regularly and believes they are alive not spirit and she is one of them

they are indeed alive, only 4 dimensional

and she is credible i trust her have sat with her in circle projected with her
and can interact with us only in etheric

: so are they further away then pleaides and sirius or closer in

: alpha centauri
i do not know how far is that

: ty so much they are here from thousand of years anyway


: nds

i have not found anyone that knew of them i saw some things on internet but they were not connected to what she showed me
can i please look at your energy body again before i go


k

i would like to look and see how it is after this merkaba evolution

look at the heart  

k you have a ring around your head now a large ring like a hula hoop so does maggie you have the lizrds too but no colour in them yet
but this tells me they are ready to appear


no idea what it is

and that is the next stage
look at the site please see hermetic colouring in of energy body
we all get coloured arms legs and then snake heads tails then these become dragons when we have developed
now i sam seeing the dragon beocme a lizard it is an extension of the kundalini  will find it just now pleas wait i have mapped it out and i am excited to find the next stage you and maggie have it no one else so far


ok

brb

heh, and to think that i am now resting ..

http://au.msnusers.com/AuntClairsParlorSpiritualReadingRoom/measuringyourprogress.msnw
: the arms and legs on these images bottom of page i coloured in reflecting what we saw


: yes, i know: and what about my heart  

i would love you to post a standing in da vinci pose pic to me
da vinci pose allow the full view of energy body
: like the man in the wheel


yeah, i think i would manage that, to call a freind  

best in shorts and tshirt no metal
what about your heart ??


i think that my heart chakra should be a bit different
check, i know it is different

Oh another juliet is coming i am told i see her again on the balcony
but i will look at the chakra there


ech, i project to you in da vinci pose, okay ? ;0
to your left, i hope

it is different
so are other chakras adjusting consciousness ?
the chakra is moon !!
not sun now in the solar plexus
it is eclipsed
the moon over the sun how exciting !!
large and cold but cold from moon energy not lack of light
hang on i dont see behind my head yet well wil have to find you lol
you have a magician pouring moonlight into your crown symbolic of will to be magnetic- you have a string in fornt of you and yes all around you symbolic of the energy but missing the sight  


and I hear a reminder from your higher self to open your eyes -you set an alarm clock and say open my eyes open my eyes
and everywhere i looked at first i all i could see was your eyes


then i see the eclipse of sun energy electric that is with the moon and a smiling sun coming out agian meaning it is always there like dracula you must avoic sunlight to avoid electric that is the electric the sun the magnetic the moon and the earth
you are right this works and they are saying continue your cousrse
but work on staying at that point for a while


yes, i know I have to change rest of my body

: i see the ring and lizrd outlines I  no longer see the red and orange limbs
the body is all in blue now


: sun is electric ? btw ? i do no think so, it has been polutted, by it's phasing out it's electricity with the rest of our solar system
polluted i have called blure ray over me, wait
ok, now look
respectively clear, focus, empower ..
from huna teachings

what i get is indigo inside a sun
moon beam inside the sun


where ?

dont understand but i have seen this image on so many of my mates lately bright indigo circle inside a pulsing sun
i feel it means that the moon must shine thru to go further but the sun will come back again and have its turn too
all around me like the eyelashes


thought that you would need more models, co i have 4 copies there

when you first projected here you were in one spot defined but now like a fog around permeating all around not a outline of a silhouetter like a human profile  the energy here though diffused
Thanks so much that is very helpful
#142
82Monday 17 AuntClair :

a reading online yielded this lesson on hermetic alchemy
for the reader and sitter
i do not have permission to reveal the sitter's identity

striking the tones of the universe
like alpha waves from a buddhist prayer bowl
a kid trying to sit in daddy big chair too big still for him to fill
the inheritor of the crown
a totem pole eagle lion cow these are the sphinx
and then owl and swan white swan
on a brown wooden totem pole the swan flies away
hear remote voice projection techniques
with a gong from a tibetan temple
i hear someone talking to me from your guides
about my questions about direct voice
all say keep going
a gong from your guides one of them vibration
and an owl brings me a message like from harry potter
book dropped in my lap book marked from your from akasha
to thine own self be true quote and then a lever comes down
shutting off the lights see only darkness now
(this is the magnetic moon merkaba )
hear this means words
lead many to sit at the table
and dine with the masters and come to the supper
words are like soldiers the cadence and drill
they bring us to the edge and watch over us still
welcome home they come in  a long queue
this door once opened cannot close
this is a further door and does not close
if you change your mind like earlier ones
will you open it ?
yes
wonderful energy going up floating up in  en masse
not a single person projecting but taking up a cloud of people
well done: the number 5 seen
you are working n a team to open THE door for the shift
and that is the door that will not close again
now i understand a destined
in your book the stair the balcony
the library: a lovely lady : waving to you : a juliette
the akasaha  
what has been written
what will be recorded
what may yet be
and what surely is already
dont let go dont give up hope
you would never give up hope
why would they tell you that
you are a fighter
but i hear
dont let go dont give up hope it's not too late
please dont leave me
this is a past message not for now
not for future either
you never give up
i see robe coming to your shoulders and a crown
the robe is purple the crown golden
a priest gives these in recognitiion - it is melchiezedek
but not the same as others did
this is message from waking life .. times
long since gone (don't leave me)
then the book closes
: merkaba ? ( i have a particular reason to ask this question)
it is still there ?
yes
hm, i should have converted it to triple lotus ... : by now
let me look at you in a different way and see i have to focus
change conciousness point fo view wait please and link to show me
 it has changed drastically it is not gone or replaced but rather developed into a streamlined thought like tubes of light
the merkaba must become like a rider of the ley lines on the grid
good
: it s like the self is riding on a tube of light inside many other tubes and behind it such force and speed like a rocket
it is smooth and linear now and not crystalline in structure
must look again to verify this
this is  the natural development of the merkaba
when it comes ot the 12 point shaft crystal
it is to foldup like umbrellas and become so small and smooth
as to fit like a eggshaped cone onto the lines of the universe and slide efortlessly
the magician does this with will and over time
and it does not do it easily nor to all
this is earth sacred geometry, not pleidians:
but there is more than i know, as i see
it is best described as a multipetaled umbella length lotus
that looks like a nit on the shaft of a hair but not with the sticky glue at all it is sliding and jeweled like not at all ugly just in shape
like a nit on a hair
it is like the ufo shape of the group merkaba  spinning quickly
and looks like twisting towel only this is for one
and it is much longer and smoother and anchored directly
the word i am told that is
formidable
is
directly
so it means you dont float in the sea and bob there eventually
you go with intent i am told direct with intent and with deliberation
this stage is too make the swift thought become direct intent and to go where one will
much further away and with greater speed and clarity
then these remote viewing screens
 


Notes on the traveller  
I ASLEEP  
We are all born with a silver thread and the ability to AP with the help of angels and guides into the astral. We project but we may not know . We
are taken by the hands of angels and guides and we are gently awakened if we choose.Many humans spend their life at this stage unaware .

II AWARE  
The thread becomes thicker and is called the silver cord as we begin to AP consciously in a meditative state going where we will . The angels and guides are beside us but no longer holding our hands .We become aware of our developing senses and use them on our journeys to understand what we are shown . The kundalini begins to rise .
III SNAKE  
The cord develops into an antakarana and we connect with the monad and meet the higher self .We learn about the Merkabah that we are born with . We begin to study the Kabbalah as it relates to us .We learn it develops and the pillars we receive on the path help the merkabah to develop in kind . We are clairsentient , clairvoyant and clairaudient to some degree . We continue to develop to see and hear more clearly . We begin to ask and learn about Ascension and the Tree of Life .In meditation we learn to manifest a group merkabah and project and travel together so that we confirm each other and see more clearly ...hear more clearly .
IV.DOVE  
We become aware of the energy body we begin to consciously develop it through meditation and exercise and OBE. We clairvoyantly observe it's development . Curious we learn about Hermetic development ,the alchemist's engravings and the Tarot card clues from medieval times . We go to the monadic plane and learn from the mahatma and the archangels . We continue to develop our senses and our energy body and our merkabah . Our basic energy body is perfected . We find we can touch , pull and sense with it during OBE .
We have the limbs of the magician now . We go to Shamballah.

V. MAGICIAN  
We learn to enter the vortex that has been opened by angels and guides .We are coaxed by angels to open the simple one ourselves . We use the energy body to do this . First we have a 3 sided vortex using the female caput and two hands . But then we develop the star or the da Vinci pose into the 5 sided pyramid vortex using the male storage centre and the caput together . With our consciousness we project to higher realms and learn about aliens and devas and the continuing transformative process of humanity .We seek the 12th pillar and the 12 sided pyramids in our merkabah .

VI DRAGON  
We go where we will by will and visualization to any place we can find the energy trace. We continue to build up the merkabah and the energy body so that we can experience harder to reach realms . We see the mother of worlds and meet her children in spirit on the great threshold .We see it is connected afterall to Shamballah . We go to remote viewing screens and we want to pass thru them .We go to the remote viewing screen at the edge of the universe . The Dragon emerges .The red and green lion-dragons form a ring around our energy body . We open the door to the unconscious mind and become part of the team. We develop auric wings .
VII MOON  
We learn that the star map is just a trajectory and that the planets sustaining the aliens do not come from Sirius , Pleiades or Ursa but do exist along that path much further away . The ones we see are in spirit at their local ashram connected to Shamballah thru the great portal at the edge of the universe . We can slip thru this window when we become magnetic as the moon .Our energy body passes into an indigo fog . Our chakras look like the moon is eclipsing each one slowly from the top of the crown down. We must become all magnetic our energy body and our merkabah . We must not have the hermetic hermaphroditic body but control it by will and intent to have just one side to make the slip thru the window at the edge of the universe. We do and we find that we must let the sun come out now . We have opened the door to our unconciousness . We become part of the team to open the next door to the shift of consciousness in mankind .

VIII SUN  
We have not experienced this as a group but we expect from esoteric research that the moon who eclipsed the sun will pass thru and we will emerge as GOLD with an elecric merkabah . What happens next ?

Please let us know lol.
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Love . Light and Laughter
Aunt Clair
#143
triangle discord
no harmony
had to fix it
a test
sveta bill and jodi
jodi in wrong seat
jodi and bill wax all over table
had to take off the top layer
too much to take off with fingernails
still burning the plastic on candle  
sveta coffee over the card of singing bowl
hanged man jodi Odin
catherine no he is god of norse
no he is the hanged man
give me book yes it is odin
excrement on you all
whoah did someone say that in circle
the base nature of humanity
and we think we can change lead to gold lol

bill put bowl down did not pass it
when asked to play it for the angel  
bill said "i dont want that stupid thingy "when bowl passed to him
jodi insisted argued turn on the light
when asked to lead us by visualisation
so we had to come back to bodies
and start all over
debbie said anxiety

3 days of work hard slogging
why are we at each other
never happened before
so much unrest and anger
is this us truly or a test
sunday notes
monday lesson energy body maggie

tuesday arvo bowls and sai baba
rest your head on my shoulder
take my hand child and i will fly you to the edge of the universe
on on the breath of God
sing the swan's song
and then went to class with bill and tom
wrote all up and researched all took hours on wednesday and
lessons too about daemon online reading given tuesday am
and no gratitude cept maggie and debbie
tom said is it 10 pm 5 minutes after
bill said too long
triangle of discord
debbie said we are falling apart
don't leave me I thought
why is this happening
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debbie light of the golden heart
phanuel saviour grigori
spreading hope
never falling to despair
sola  couer iel
sol endr  iel
celendriel-celestial
brass ring
debbie's angel replaced sveta 's angel as opener to the realms
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circle of sorrow
triangle of pain
the square is revealed
we start over again
#144
called jacky ltoday 1044 am 20 jan thursday
must gift to her the tape
of the merkabah by James Hurtak
for her classes

email her too the sample addy from net
the dragon is the name of the level completed
as the magician path is completed
it is the overcoming of sorrows
it is a tool to work with neg and positive
it is one dragon
the positive and the negative are the two heads you see
yes they are still going too
no there is no one she knows that has gone this far now
but our group we may become peers yet she teases
we may join paths soon
we shall have to see
spirt says they will always be ahead of us
the path is eternal
if we can answer some of their questions
she is being sweet
she is light years ahead of us still
i asked
but we have become a pioneer of sorts
as she says
in little ways we learn and map
a new perspective a viewpoint a detail a path trodden
for the next traveler to follow faster clearer
yes it is all coming to a head now
faster faster still
don't stop and unravel
don't break the group
dont let go now
this is the time of sorrows
the universe is yourself
it is the universe within our heart and our brain
it is the opposite
we go out to come within
we see a replica of the universe without

I get  sometimes we go out
sometimes we stay in
sometimes deeper down
the journey begins
sometimes higher up
the further we go
the more questions we have
to understand what we know

"Conscious and unconscious are the twin serpents of Sensation and Intuition. "-anon
#145
wed 19 jan 2004
long lesson ended at 1005
singing bowl to begin
buddha floating there
pulled from us pale blue lights from bottom aperture alpha
strings of light pale blue
pulling down the goddess light the moon mother
and then the warm colours from the pyramid on top leaving
until the pyramid merkaba becomes female crystal merkaba
starry vortex ring of gold in ceiling
portia
appeared to bill
she gave him something ?
then she became the
(jerusalem bird joked tom )
indigo parrot tale
emerald pigeon chest crimson chicken legs and
rooster crest purple beak of gold
wings multicoloured
mercurial spirit
the bird of hermes
at the edge of the universe
we are truly beginning the path of the Alchemist now

the 3 stars one for each neck
but i only saw one neck so far
but she took us to shamballah cathedral
and on the eagle lectern
she taught us
about the star carpet indigo and gold
map to the stars

and yea  
you are the 7 lamps (7 chakras )
and you have the 7 lamps
and here they are
now he comes
st george on horse with light sword cross chest
green dragon slayed
another symbol

got tooth in broken shard rectangle like slice of gourd
and a long tooth to Debbie
she struck the bells on the chakras
and we vibrated
felt the energy released absorbed

two wormholes
on the black light rectangle
black like the back of a mirror
edge of universe
each 10 minutes
celestial angel
pulls me through the sky
surrender in love
the ring finger of goddess is ursa the bear
and a celestial angel
and a transponder centre
connected to shamballah
temple wisdom temple of transport
domed and 6 eye of the needle portals
then we all come back and give off

debbie lovely drawing of skeleton of reptile liek sentient beings
we saw there
some were tall some were short
skull like tiger nose and eyes
elongated like dinosaur or horse
lynda stamped by rowena - when will you teach ?
maggie called sister of the bear mother of the moon  
sveta nothing
jodi made drawing and we go back in after seeing jodi drawing
red teardrop blue onion inside
and golden seats fold up like an umbrella
and out we go as light all blue
like thru a crystal prism we rise
all magnetic all the moon
we must make ourselves manifest we will be shown
we go up into pearls all green from the heart chakra
must give our pearls of wisdom to the bottle held by goddess
and the cork stop in we are tested
message to the universe
personal from our hearts and silently if we choose
no one gave it aloud
on why we should go on
a test
I gave silently my love is great
raison d'etre you are my reason to be
i love you so much
thank you God
I will go on
then we went to the sphere standing round the world
turquoise colour
named  our circle
Bill van de Bergs class from the kwinana spiritual church

we hold hands and give off group reason aloud
we go through star triangle gate
each to make a note of octave i had middle C
C Cat:divine will , intent
d Tom: willingness (submission)
e Bill:spreading the light
f  Deb strengthen faith and clarity
f# i put andrew in also
g: lynda  love and light
a sveta Time
b: maggie educating others
c Jodi  nicely  wrapped up in long prose
eagerness to learn
the notes strike the chord
we have begun the Great Work now
the preparation is over
#146
tony guest
tom , me , debbie lynda maggie and bill
saw merkabah 10 by 10 now
went to college
each of us had to manifest ourselves in tree
we tried to do it and then see if the others saw what we did
Bill with foot on steps going up
maggie floating in lotus hands in prayer
tom bowing head crosslegged
Lynda sitting hands up
Andrew in da vinci pose

then to hall
blessing and prayer by bill
intro maggie and tom and debbie
then up to stone table
saw white eagle
and st paul heard   thessalonians  read this from bible
tom said paul had gone to phrygea been imprisoned there
bless and address us
we got a bar on our lapel
the first colour only an apple for knowledge from lynda room
then to train
bill on first
all sat still but smiling

thru a stone brick tunnel in mountain
on the right long way down cliff river neth
to the left snow covered moutain
then train floats in stars dream train
and others come into it
a little girl clutching rag doll in right arm
then to other college
what is its name
it is a group in England  that founded this one has 32 teachers
most alive some teaching after death were founders
a dome and then out both side of it like a capital building
pavement out front like the buckingham palace
the rotunda huge like smithsonian museum natural history
then we see a man asian black hair
and a man gray hair named peter
and then hear socrates and confucious
these are spirit mentors with them
the lady head mistress with glasses on nose and a lectern in air
a little brass library light on top of lectern

maggie said welcome from our school we hope that you will learn from us and we will learn also from you she said they worked mostly from emotions valuing them
we were to go with one of their teachers
and watch how they teach then show them how we teach
come back share

lynda told them to mixup learn something that they had in common
with person next to them from papier mache to liking ducks

Debbie said we have to go to get some of the students
and bring them up  she was laughing with her group tony saw her

tony went with mother teresa and heard her talking with students about levels and about mixing up

bill went outside saw tony there made the students make a skateboard without wheels in their hands and fly on it .
tony demonstrated the flying board
then he made them rub hands together make a flower like a yellow rose give it to the one next to them
give and recieve from each other
one made a puppy "ruffie"

I had to work with head master and mistress

bill came a short time later we joined hands in ring and raced round the whole school then he was given a purple heavy band i was given gold
we were told part of the chain me to their teacher who is purple
him to their hms who was gold . shown to put students into star merkaba golden float them round the ceiling and praise good efforts

they have the students go round the rainbow from red to purple start at one class before can move to another
wisdom , joy , creativity like that red orange yellow
they have classes outside too
in front and in back and two floors
some live teachers some in spirit 32
they gave us rings with our colour in the stones like bands
for opposite hands
i gave them 32 bars for rainbows of rays
they asked about dragons and towers but knew the rest
then they pulled what our school looked like
then they projected to our school
all 32 put hands in fountain
and blessed the school for us
#147
Quote from: halfphasedThought I'ld start a side thread so that clair can post her steps uninterrupted.

ta :)

How much knowledge of the following did you have going into all of this?

QuoteKnowledge of Protection ,
scant to middling
but this is essential and we had two warriors to begin with
and one other Debbie took warrior initiations as we progressed
she took them concurrently as did our main warrior Bill V.
Robert Bruce's works hugely helpful on that vein

QuoteConfirmation signs from guides ,
me since 1999
the 3 of us that started the group  had signs when we started  
and Andrew had his since a child,  he was only 17 when i met him in circle
and 1 that joined us late ,Maggie . also had confirmation signs already
the rest learned them in circle
this is a good skill to have

QuoteAnimal Totems ,
me progressing since youth
also Maggie , Jodi and Andrew had this to begin with
but not an essential wisdom the rest have not learned this yet

QuoteHistory of Human Religions
Tom and I had a broad eclectic global base since youth
but you can research this online as you go
helps to know a bit surely

QuoteArchangels Chohans of the Rays , Spiritual Mahatma
Maggie , Bill , Tom , Andrew , Sveta , Debbie and I  could see them
when we began this group others learned as we went
this is a basal level of clairvoyance though
and easily attained
but  what is sensed  in group is much easier
than what can be  percieved alone

Quoteand Spiritual symbolism in Art such as Tarot Cards is hugely helpful .
Jodi is best here
she is our artist
every group should have an artist
and she is our best psychic and tarot reader too
Andrew , Debbie and I also read cards before we began
me since 1984


QuoteWhat kind of confirmation signs do you get from guides?
I get goosebumps and the hair on my right arm only from the elbow down to the wrist raised immediately if George my main guide says YES
Henri just tells me yes
But I like the physical sign as a back up

George also gives me a large tinkerbell like twinkling in left eye to say
"i am here " and also a tug on back of nape of neck to say
"stop right now mate and pay attention "
a heads up something is coming or going down sign is great to have

Jodi gets a euphoria and her legs twitch and energy rushes up spine
Andrew gets it in his verbal messages from Nigel
and so does Bill who gets a " no that is not exactly so " or " yes that is right " message clairaudiently
I have had these since 1998.

I think this is really helpful and someone in group should have these signs before you begin someone credible to tell you yes or no and not mess with your head

QuoteI've always wanted confirmation of some sort, but I have no idea on what to ask for.

well start with an
" I am here sign "
confirm that yourself ;

"I think you are saying you are here
is that right ?
if so would you do that again please?"

and if they do confirm it
ask immediately after thanking them

"would you please give me a "yes "sign ?"

and before it is established as your working sign
accept it modify it or reject it and suggest something else instead

also sit at the same time each night in the same chair in the same room
and wait in meditation at least 10 minutes to begin with
even 30 minutes once a week will do if you are clearly setting in same place and working spiritually your guides will draw closer
so even an open circle regularly attended would help

but i suggest 730 pm
as that is the peak "spirtual working with the live ones " time
which is why church and meditations seem to be at the time

when you close your eyes and sit in that chair make it a pose or a sign
to show you are ready to work spiritually

and another sign or pose to say no i am busy with physical reality please

When I sit in my working chair slouched comfortably back with
my feet  up on my hassock then i will get spirit company soon

but if i am sitting upright then they rarely check in

I rarely get spoken to spiritually at my day job lol
but others prefer to always be open

my warrior mates do not close down
they see much better with their eyes open than i can spiritually
they walk through life always looking

but i see spiritually better with my eyes closed
than my warrior mates can open or closed
because i tune in when i want to see

so there are differences

there is a definite pattern to a warrior from birth
there tend to be two classes

1.the ones who are alpha male
and have tried the rough side of physical life

including surviviing and conquering  
substance abuse and physical violence

they are always ready
never at rest

and will have very strong energy bodies
and strong healing abilities too

they have trouble trusting
and calming to meditate

they are an essential part of a progressive group
(another reason  why monks are trained in martial arts )

2.and those that are female tend to begin as innocent unicorn types
these can progress to a motherly lion type in time
fierce when necessary but lambs otherwise

There are others that do not pigeon hole so easily to be sure
but the unicorn  and the wolf are apparent
#148
Quote from: Cebren GirinisI have been researching circles as well. Where did you get the idea that circles contained power for alchemy?

It is not so much the circle
but the completeness of the nested sacred geometry
within as without actually
that was revealed to my group in meditation

the rectangle within the circles
that is divided in 4 sections of triangles

and 2 cones of invisibility on either side
expressing the speed of light into future or past
which have circular bases by definition

and the square in the centre at that 90 degree angle offset
to the rectangle so that it is rhomboid

and the overlapping of this rhombus
over the vertices of the 4 adjacent triangles
this is the exact description of the oneness template

and the throne of God within the mystery of the obelisk

so it has been revealed to us in meditation as an ancient mapping

and if you would look down the opposing cones
from the base of one to the base of another
seeing the rectangular based obelisk that is in each of them
it would appear as you see in this avatar of yours


so where did you get yours ?
was it from a text or online or did you create it wholly ?

this symbol contains
the rectangular prism base of the nadis
and the crystal obelisk of the kundalini

and the hermetic four element triangles
which are the triangle numberf 7 or 28
times four = 112
that the base is divided into
indigo at south
orange at north
and green and red to either side east and west

and the throne of God in the centre
as a square of 1 then 2 then 3 then 4 or 16 in total
the 16 + 112= 128 which is exactly the number
of initiations taken to reach the centre of the double naped cones
the half way mark of this part of the path



so yeah i would say it is a pretty powerful alchemical symbol mate lol
but more of a "see this and recall it" visualisation image
then a tool to manifest the change
#149
fri 14 jan 78th

bill andrew lynda jodi catherine
domes on our heads are tibetan hats
college address intro teachers
many students in the hall
bless the school
and then students made coloured lights come up from hands to celebrate
white eagle told me to go up to dragon purple one named it falkor
never ending story one
nuzzled my neck and flew with it round the castle grounds
learn wisdoms and locations of the 6 flames so far

teal our class at stone table our higher selves formatlly attired introduced self

Tom blue faith to the old near death to show them the gates to have no fear to teach them faith of all worlds

Bill Van de Berg in armour green I am a warrior  

Debbie with white light sword cross the chest strapped in purple lavender white  I am the light of the innocents

Andrew violet black purple  robes ¡Vmage( create in spirit )

Lynda rose - robes professor hat teach the little ones the foundations teach them to fly to not fear

Jodi orange I am the prophet I teach them to feel with the heart in empathy to see with their sight the future and the past in prophecy to analyse their dreams and to create on earth

Sveta golden in toga to their schools and hospitals and orphanages I go to teach them to project their bodies then their voices

Maggie Indigo in toga long healing faith courage flames

Catherine teal teaching telepathy and pedagoguery-12 towers metaphysical college
no rows and lectures

no hands up-seminar circle forum style- talking one at time
each teacher must lead and facilitate so all of the students need to be doing learning having fun enjoyable so they will return
not watching listening passively

transport- by direct projection vortex group merkaba train by hand of angels and guides

Love light laughter no fear teach them to shine in love and service
Flesh out your class know your syllabus for the week in advance
Make  your door
Make your motto

Put your image in the atrium tree in the fountain
know your flame and its wisdoms
and all the castle so you kids can tour it with you
learn the faces and names of students
know their gender
if live or dead
their first names at least for now
tell them when to come to clas s
so that the number is managable

know  how they get there
find out  what they already know
and what they want to lean
within the scope of your set  syllabus
teach what you agreed to teach
we meet at the stone table with our teachers

we meet there with me as organizer  of the school
we must learn to send and receive from each other
and to bi locate better
and to send message to our physical
we must ask for energy to help get rest
as we are working hard each night during dreamtime
we are llowed to ask for set days off set the schedulnow for the year
we went to fountain in our table each one hand in each put colours round the pillar of the tree like a maypole

red saw lynda flying round the castle too with her students
she will have live children at first brought with help of guides and angels spiritual foundations
she gave them a prayer and quiet circle get to know each other much fear there new ones

orange Jodi making coloured orbs juggling them one then 2 then 3 make them change colour
sleepy live ones and frenetic dead and live ones

yellow sveta live ones goin to them at orphanage teaching projecting and using voice

green bill all recently dead children took them to the castle to show them around have some fun no rules go and look

Blue tom old live people near death foundations peace hope

Indigo Maggie  fearlessness healing ?

Lavender 1:1 tuition go to the student in their beds all asian kids right now survivors of tsunami

Violet andrew 1000 students taught ones in front row rest can watch ƒ¼

I had to make choo choo train in circle in front of school
Jodi to look at their colours to set the class

My door the tree of life in teal and the celtic cross with four angels gates of death round it on corners of the door
And jesus marry quan yen buddha - white eagle ¡Vgeorge bavaird -henri des-pa-you
#150
Wed 12 Jan 76th

karen randall daughter here
megan and father Tony
ball of blue surrounded in orange
into the vortex a lady in crystal ball holding a crystal ball grandmother

on top of a rocky craggy great mountain no green no earth in the sky ice on top a mountaineer banged head on a pick axe
handed us a rope each and we climbed to her relam
her ashram on the dragons back his scales in eterenal fire all green red and gold her padgoda same colours riding on flying dragon of the air
the mountaineer said grandmother wants us to visit
we walked up the tongue thru the teeth fences and into the pink waterfall coming down over us inot eher
we climbed the dragon blue tongue( we have 4 teeth) and 3 spheres
(this one grey and crystal )

now foolish ones you did not take a tooth she laughed after we entered her ballcrystal ball then the head was off the dragon
and we went into the throat a tunnel and we had to go into the moutnain then crystal caves karen saw waterrfall thru it her mum

megan saw girl gave her diamond jodi saw that too

lynda maggie and bill went to garden we went down stairs but bill into dianond crystal stalactite and saw japnaese garden we went thru
and down stairs saw temple of compasion or the valley stars indigo sky

pryamid or the rock grotto goin to it then above it a vortex wheel of life and a figure that is revealed when stopped like petal so thumbelina music box it was a quan ti  a lady of compassion and mercy

and she came on dragon round the neck of megan and put her dragon on the shoulder and teal sandals on feet her past life associated with her

two eggs one girl one boy boy lines of many children over generation girls do not count the feet of girl bound and pain emotional but daughter

of the grandmother and a women of wisdom
bill given sword with griffins on it golden ones on silver sheath
from knights templar and number 9

and then leave it alone let time reveal it dont look for it then end up in a jail trying to right someone else's wrong

then over karen an angel and a vortex message of peace and love for her  

and then to gates of death for exercise again
very deep hard to recall

Ti Kuan Yin (Iron Goddess of Mercy)

Quan means to inquire or look deeply into, Shi means the world of people, or generations, Yin means cries. The Boddhisatva of Compassion was inquiring into the suffering (cries
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Kuan Ti: Kuang Kung, the God of War
a red faced warrior often holding a heavy  quan-do (spear like weapon).
He was known as Kuan Yu,  a man that became a god. He is based a  real person who was loved during the Ching Dynasty.  He was from the Han Dynasty (3rd century AD) He became the patron saint for all martial artists, good and bad, police and Triad.
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77 alone how to make house in spirit world
raphael redpink rose  flame black hair beard short wide shoulders
a bit of tummy thick legs hairy
(like Mick )walked in  (at gates of  death) the gate of love went in saw a path down to earth thru a green garden to the left to the right the valley of the shadow of death all gray and cold rocks and blue
saw the waterfall blue falling over stones they asked us to go in one rock alone feel protected safe cut off from physical
and in touch with self alone monad and god nought else
then went to home of grandmother
saw her in the rocker from circle
and papa and auntie jean
and her mum and dad
but all around her was floor and in front of her sleepjng souls
she called come on Cathy is here
but most of them sat up looked slept again
or did not move
i wanted to make her a real house
with more floor and walls
i was crying
i was hugged by her then
she put her hands on my shoulder
and i went back to body pushed by her or by angel ??
went back at night to make her a house but
my papa showed up he had one already .
the one he had lived in with gma when he died
i went to flesh it out more
looked the same but no neighbours
even the driveway but no car lol