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i have a small family  graveyard, i was thinking i might want to check that out first. Whenever i went there i had this strange feeling.

When i added alot of energy into the psi ball i caught a quik glimse of the psi ball, i used to create psi balls with my eyes closed then open them to see if got anything. I only once saw it, it was a perfectly see throgh yellow.

It doesnt matter if you see it or not, if you feel it is usualy the most important factor. Back when i was making psi balls i once just added alot of energy into the ball and i saw a yellow ball in between my hands for like 2 seconds. Also, one thing i heard of doing is with wave lengths, i dont know if i remember correctly but you have to put the wavelength of a color of light into the psi ball.

What do you have to do to contact your guide or higher self?

I thought the energy you used just came back to you after a few weeks, as though you didnt use any at all. Back when i would hear other peoples thoughts and get a sence of danger i was creating alot of psi balls and experimenting with them, i didnt get too far by making the psiballs actualy do things, but i knew i was creating them. But as i did that, i would get the random telepathy and get the sence of danger when i needed it.

Sometimes my whole body goes numb when im trying to fall asleep, would that also help me astral project while im about to fall asleep?
Also i was wondering, how long can an astral projection last? if i fell asleep at like 11 and woke up at 630 would it last the whole time or like 5 minutes?

they might not be too dangerous... i remember i woke up one morning when i was 7 or 8 years old and looked over the side of my bed to get up and saw 3 black ghosts at the foot of my bed, i think those are the  shadow people, they were standing in size order, they had the black flame like apearance on the bottom of them and i saw the eyes which were like holes in them. They just stood there staring at me until my dad came in and turned on the light because i was screaming about seeing a ghost. They might just wanna scare us because they didnt do nothing to hurt me that morning.

i still can feel my energy, it wasnt like the tingling feeling, it was the feeling of your own energy, as though i was re energized, i can still feel it now after 3 days and im wondering if i should use it for something or keep it for healing myself because i dont know if i use it if its going to come back.

it might be, go into a dark room for a few minutes, the turn the light on and off quik and keep your eyes still, then a second or 2 later you will see a nice picture. scared me the first few times.

typing without using proper english is much quiker. Id rather be able to talk to someone online in a few seconds rather then a few minutes. Its trying to send the person the message as quik as possible and try to make it almost as quik as actualy speaking to the person. Also, theres really no reason for proper english online, maybe when talking to strangers or to people who are in higher rank then you such as bosses and teachers, but not when talking to friends or joking around. Or even when the on the internet, all that matters is the point gets across.

I wouldnt, im almost done with school and on my way to college.

I dont remember too much, it was 10 months ago, but i remember he disapeared and reapeared at the pillow part of my bed but on the side. I didnt feel nothing about him, the 2 dreams only lasted like a second or 2 each and i woke up.

lol that cat looks ticked off.

Nicee, opposite day would mean that my cb radio works fine, my comp isnt a peice of crap, my bike isnt in the bike shop with 85$ in damages, i would have a car, out of the 10 applications i put in at jobs atleast one would have called by now, and school wouldnt be tommorow makin it a 4 day weekend, niceeeeeee.

its opposite day? i thought it was columbus day.

i was thinking of a tomatoe, then i relized that a tomatoe probably isnt a vegetable then i thought of a carrot.

I was too afraid lately to do try psi balls because i didnt want to get tired, but i did make 2 psiballs just 4 or 5 days ago, it felt weaker then it did a year ago when i last made a psi ball, but i pictured it to be blue and i felt my hands get cold, then i pictured the ball to be red and my hands got hot. I probably wouldnt have done it if it wasnt for a dream I had, I dont know why my dream was about DBZ because I hate the show and havent watched an episode in like 2 or 3 years. It wasnt the fact of me transforming into the 2 different saiyin things it was the energy feelings i got while transforming, the dream was about me transforming into 1 saiyan thing then havin a hard time with the 2nd one but the feelings of energy was intense and the need for concentration helped out alot. Im going to take all of your advice and when the weekend comes im going to go try to make psiballs again.

Im working at it to, i get extremely nervous when im talking to strangers, its hard to even ask for help, but recently its been changing, im forcing myself to talk to people, i clear my mind and i talk to the person, but its only working for if i need help or if its anything like a serious conversation and not making friends or anything. I can talk alot easier to people now it seems like, but im still having the problem with making friends because im nervous to just start a conversation.

It sounds good, i might go there every once in awhile, im 16 still and wont be 17 till late Nov.

She said that the hurricane was going to hit New york but not too much damage, but hurricane Isabel is heading for us right now and its a category 5 so i dont see how its not going to be too much damage.

I can whistle with my tounge, but thats not the joy of it, i can make an extremely high pitched whistle with only my mouth that people usualy end up covering their ears over. I can also give people my middle toe with out having to use my hand to help it, the foot can give the toe all by itself, so when i give someone the finger, they give me 2, all i gotta do is take off my shoe and show em the 3.

lol ill be checking back on this one, even though it is giving me some horrible thoughts.

if the meteors hitting the ocean, im going to go as close to the place where the meteor is susposed to hit as possible on a boat but with out dangering my self too much. Id do this because i saw something on discovery that the people who were close to the impact on the water wouldnt get effected as much as the people at shore, they said that the sunami doesnt completely develop until it gets closer to shore.

Azaithoth999 the red, dont sue me because "Don't argue with an idiot- he'll drag you to his level and beat you with experience" is going straight into my aim profile, only its gonna say dont argue with an idiot like me

hmmmm, 300 dollars for a helmet or a trip out the 5th floor window.