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oh alright thanks

oooohhh! so your saying, because i thought that these things would restrict me from coming out, that it actually did?

has anyone else ever laughed at, or asked if they were on drugs when you told a family member about your first OBE?

how would i go about doing that? sry for taking so long to respond, i always forget about things on here.

elaborate...



it freaks me out sometimes, like how i pictured her walking up to the door. and ringing my door bell as she was doing those things.

I like my goats shy. 

RUNS AWAY

wow, and i thought i had messed up dreams.


all i can ask is, are you stressed out or feel uncomfortable about anything?

i had this series of dreams last year when i was trying to decide if i wanted to break up with some one or not...and in the dream world i had walked my way to a girl's house i met on myspace(from Missouri to Illinois) and she was haivng a party, she came up all ticked off seen me and her mood switched to excited, she ran and jumped into my arms and gave me a huge hug. we went out on the porch because i had to tell her somethign, i looked in the sky after i told her and seen something streak across the sky...i followed it as it smashed down into a near by town and i held her close and said this is it...

then the next night i had a dream where me and the same girl were married, i was in some city walking home w/ groceries. when out of no where it started to get extreamly hot, so hot things were melting to the sidewalk. i got a call on my cellphone from her telling me to find shade and quickly. then the cellphone started sparking and i dropped it and ran to shade.

next night...i was at my parents house, then me the wife from the last two nights. and a few survivors were getting into cars to go some where else...what happened was that aliens invaded. i looked out over the land, the landscape had drastically changed. and i could see blue lights under the clouds(we were above them...still on the ground though) and i said, we gotta move there coming! it jumped to driving down the road. this beam hit the SUV i was in and it threw me out of the car and it blew up. i screamed from my wife as i was laying on the ground surely going to die as the other SUV exploaded. then it jumped. almost like the dream from last night but i was under water in an old diving suit...over the radio i heard "Terry get out of that area now!" and i could feel the water start to freeze up on me....i finished doign what ever it was i was doing and barely got out.

that day i ended up braking up with the girl and that night i dremt of being at an award ceremony...apparently i was a big player in the war...and after we beat the aliens i got a medal or two.

and it was all from not knowing if i wanted to break up with the girl

oooh, alright thanks.

lol stookie...

i'd probably freak out for a second then wonder..."who put an exit sign there?" and go back to sleep.

me and this woman have been dating on and off for about 10 months right...pretty sure im gonna marry this chica...anyway, there are times we think of the same thing or of each other around the same time(w/in minutes or seconds) and last night we were gonna go to best buy cause she wanted to pick up a few CDs and wanted me to go with her...she was suppose to call before she left to come get me. well, she never called and i was like hmm guess we're not going. and as i got off the phone with my mom i was thinking. shes probably pulling up right now and walkin up to my door and about to ring the door bell. i thought "ring the door bell" as the door bell rung...and who was it? exactly it was her.

just right now, im talking to her over AIM, i got up to get something to drink, and i thought to myself, i should tell her my room will be clean next time she sees it(its gross...and its pretty bad when the person who's room it is thinks so). i get back, and she says "Is your room clean yet?"


so how would you explain that?

oh, i read some where that having a jewelry on and wearing tight clothes makes it harder to obe...maybe i was dreaming when i read that...dunno

im not sure if i was dreaming it or not, but i slightly woke up last night and started to try and OBE, i got vibrations and everything seemed like it was goign well but, i just couldn't get out. is it because i had my face down in my pillow or because i had a watch on?

and after the second attempt i remember not really wanting to do it anymore, like i was too tired or something.

no...


what happened was, i was driving in the city with my dad...i think we were coming back from the junk yard. when out of no where i got this strong feeling that i've seen this all before...but i've never been to that part of town...

yeah...pretty sure there is a spot on my brain singing "I'm a tumor. I'm a tumor. I'm a tumor. I'm a tumor...."

just from trying to comprehend "a fear of a fear of re-enlisting"

i've never had a vision when i meditated...only thing that happens is my sense get so sharp i can tell exactly whats being done in the other parts of the house....down to movements of my mom cooking, what shes cooking, how it tastes, if my dad is passed out on the couch watching tv w/ the remote in his hand, and what my granny is doing in her room usually crocheting watching tv. then some strange things happen after words...like i want to watch something on tv...don't say a word about it or show any body language...just randomly asked if i wanted to watch the certain thing.


is there anyway of upping my chances of getting on, or are the "powers that be" just randomly choose someone?

hope this is the right area for this...if not...oops...


now, on to my question...


can you remote view something you read in the future, but only bits and pieces and not know it, until the next day?

ouch sarah...might be right.

hmmm good idea. next time i notice that im doing it, i'll try

shes done like five or six of them...i got the death card too, but i already know that i doesn't mean im gonna die, just that there will be a change...then a bunch of cards with words i've never heard before so i couldn't tell you what they were.

so awhile ago, my friend gave me a tarot reading. i didn't believe in it at first...i thought it was a cheap way to make money. then as she started everything was hitting right on...then...the last card she dealt was the devil card...i was like oh great, im evil...and to make things worse, she told me she never drew that card before.

and before all this i would get this weird feeling of wanting to destroy everything. i haven't really felt that in awhile, just weird...thought i'd bring it up and let you all put your two cents in.

it was weird...i was at a friends house. my parents were there too. but they were asleep. it was me and my friend in her room. for no reason a SWAT team burst thru into the house, we slammed the door shut and locked it. they were yelling thru the door to open it or they will do it the hard way. then i heard a fizzing noise, like they were cutting thru the door. she strarted to panic, and i asked her if there is a way around to them, she said yes and i pulled an MP5N out of no where and went around them, we got to the other side of the door, except it was wide open. i then opened a door, threw a flashbang that i guess i had some how, and did a room clear. noticed my parents are in the room still asleep. i walk out grab my friend with both hands on her shoulders and tell her with a stern voice. (NAME...cant remember) we're dreaming, quick..think of an open field at night with a ton of stars in the sky, that is on the other side of this door. i got a weird feeling then everything got more detailed, we stepped thru the door and we were in a field. then i lost my lucidness...

it was halloween, something with candy and dressing up. that i didn't want to do it.

then my dream jumped it was like a high school reunion, a BBQ at some park. it was gettign kinda late, most everyone were throwing balls around or getting ready to play football(not soccer). i was just eating and drinking a beer with some of the teachers i liked, and some of the people i went to school with....

after all that my phone rung and i woke up.   

lol maybe he was "seeing" a "Heaven and Hell" frat party

Well you still remember the first time you masturbated right?

thats a no for me...i dont even know when i first noticed pubic hair...just feels like its always been there....also have a scar i don't remember getting...right under my left boob.


just thought i'd put my 2 cents in...but topic wise...i do the tv thing too, just add phone calls and emails.

yeah, figured that much

well the other day i was doing that, my cousin and his girlfriend were over. and i would say i kept having false awakenings...or something...because when ever i would fall asleep i wouldn't really know i was asleep. i'd immediately start dreaming. always would be this:

i was laying on the love seat, and my cousin and his gf were cuddling on the couch.  we were watching tv, then out of no where my cousin would say something and we'd all laugh and i'd fully awake. i'd notice my cousin and his gf are laying there on the opposite side than in my dream w/o any indication that they moved from either side. let alone tried to get my attention.