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Dark Knight, The buzzing you feel is also magic being sent to you. It maybe in the form of conjure from your atatcker. I also had this. I read a book and it said when you leave the body and go to a lower level you will hear this sound. I also experienced the buzzing in my face when you could say something took me over.

Tayesin. I have also been somewhere. My attacker would love to tell you it was a spaceship. I seen a round table, but not quite a table. I could look down through it and see stars. I never looked up.

I'm sorry to hear of your misfortune. Maybe I didn't state my selfsef clearly. It's not an everyday occurance, which I woould assume it would be telling me there is a problem and my computer is going on me.
My assumption would be that my attacker has something attached to my aura, or EM field. My aura then interacts with my computer among other electrical applainces.
Eight months after I met my attacker I start getting shocked by my washering machiune. Every time i put my hand into it. My attacker told me I would have problems with electrical appliances. This was verbal face to face. There was nothing wrong with the wash machine. Or at least before I met the man. I left the washer when I moved. Everytime I plug in my tv i get sparks from the outlet. I also get shocked from the tv. I was gettting shocked from my car.
An EM field is another term for aura. There is the Kirkland camera (something like this) that is used to take pictures of people's auras. NASA has a machine called the SQUID to detect these fields. Barabra Brennen has a book Hands on Healing, she use to work for NASA before becoming a healer.
Attacks have a scientific bases to them. I haven't quite found it yet. It has to do with electron charges in and around the body. It is also proof that bacteria can communicate. If this is true then why can they be conjured and sent out.
As I had posted before, i read the lowest demon that exist is bacteria. It can be summoned and sent to someone. I had this experience with my attacker. He sent me a bacteria to my throat. I could feel it come into my aura then enter my throat with a sharp sting. I also get a piercing pain in my heart chakra. I would assume that he is causing damage there. I found that my potassium level is low. This might be why I feel him pulsate or pump my heart chakra.

Thank you for the proof that EM can effect your computer. You have just given me my proof. Some how attackers effect our EM.

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Sorry i'm not a child. What i'm experiencing isn't common. Sorry if you are insulted for my knowledge about something you don't know about. All yuo can do is post your opinionnot fact on what i say.
This is a discussion for psychic attacks and problems associated with it. Why do people come here and post information contrary to what we are experiencing and denying it's existance. Sorry I'm not into illusions and I'm not basing my life on some illusionary attack and that everything happening around me is due to my attacker. But I can tell you what my attackers is responsible for and there is no mistake about it.
I can tell you what he has told me although most of it is bull. There isn't a mistake in what he tells me and i heard him say. There is no mistake in what I have experinced and felt.
When you become as experienced as my attack and you can do what he can then you say it doesn't exist.
Another thing are you calling my attacker stupid? My attacker has a purpose for me not to be on the computer. It my connection to the outer world where I get information that he doesn't want me to have.  
I know who my attacker is. Other people here know who their attacker is. I knew Hope's atatcker was a person and she finally found out who her attacker is. I know Dark Knight has a human attacker and one day she will find out who it is.
None of us here being attacked are dumb. We know  what's going on. There is bits of pieces to all our stories that when put together you find most of the truth.
We get enough negativity from our attackers we don't need to defend ourselves here because of your denial.
This website has to deal with attacks, psychic attacks through psychic means. Do research on what all pertains to psychic. I posted a list on different magas and what their knowledge and abilities are. Read it, learn it, research it.

Duh, I did that many times and it still won't work. I did it online and on my hard drive. Evidence in here and you choose to ignore it. Fine just don't post it. Why do you think people put a blue shield around there computer. Judy Hall writer of Ways of Psychic Protection talks about using Anti-electromagnetic devices in her books.

Protecting You Computer
A florite can be used to absorb emanations. Her computer crashed many times. She was asked if there was an ley lines around. It was checked by a Quantum Life Machine. "Psychics are a mences around computers." She put an electrostatic screen around her computer. She then used Computer clear a computer program.

It's odd dark because when i sent tayesin my yahoo ID my Yahoo went went out and I can't get it working again. My computer is set to accept cookies but i can't get into yahoo because it says my computer won't accept cookies. I have another screen name now. I'm going to try that now. See how long it takes.

It's ok you people don't believe me. I'm not the only one that's having problems with their computer that's being attacked. I have already stated information that proves the possibilities of being attacked through electricity. If you don't want to take advice from someone with experience through attacks then by all means don't. I'm not paranoid. I state my experience from what i know. You have to know part of our attacks have to do with the electromagnetic field around our body. Electromagnet is part of energy and psychokenesis. However you spell the word. It's what is used when you move an object with your mind. Everyone knows how a magnet will draw something to it, when it doesn't have direct contact with it. You take it from there. Put the rest together. I don't have time to research the rest of it. Something was done to our chakras and aura. I was there when this person did this to me and I could feel what he did. I had my physical eyes to see and my 6th sense to know what was done. I know what I see and I know what is happening and I can find other evidence to back.

There was something else I forgot to mention. I had a program I downloaded from aol. Twice someone attempted entry into my computer. I guess even programs like this can detect some level of attacks. Since I had the program and it told me about to illegal entries I had some problem with my computer online and off.

I post this information for people that are being attacked and for some signs of attack. This is so people can take prcautions. One thing I learned is that my attacker is trying to finacially destory me. You don't have to believe me. The people that I want to believe me are the people getting attacked. They can learn from me. We can learn from each other.

I have experienced many things it would take a long post and I still would remember to post it unless something jogs my memory of it.

Hi, Sapphrite
Yes I get pain in all my chakras. My attacker like to send pain and make my root chakra burn. Last night I got bad pains in my uterus. He also sends pain to my solar plexus. He pumps my heart chakra. I get pulsations in my temple areas. He uses the Egyptian magic with the ears. I hear frequencies or tones. One you hear when you have a hearing test. I come to believe this is a program he runs through the night when he sleeps. I have a lump on the back of my right shoulder. He sent me pain there last night. I think he may have something inbedded in me. I found it within a year after I met him. He has sent me pain in my wrist and elbows and knees. He has made them break out in a rash.What are the physical ways you can make your chakras spin the correct way? Thank you

Someone please tell us how to close our feet chakras. How about a physical way. It's cold now so walking over a water hose is out of the question.
I have talk to several people and it appears that our attacker come through our feet. If we aren't grounded then they can come in.

Thank you for the advice. I know what the bad energy is, it's name attackers name and an email threating me. I had problem 5 years ago with electrical appliances it started with my washer. My attacker told me this. I kept getting shocked. I just bought a toast not even a year later and it went out on me. I also had a inlet go bad on me. I unplug everything now except my computer and phone and microwave. My monitor isn't that old and it's a HP. On top of that for some reason I try to sign on Yahoo and I can't it says my computer won't except cookies. I checked and that's not the problem. Problem is I'm talking to two people on Yahoo that might be able to help me.
I know what is going on, if you can't give me advice for what I ask then please don't give it.

Hi,CAC

First forget about the psychological terms to demeaner yourself. You are not hallucinating. I experience telepathy with my attacker. Most attackers feed from you. It gives them power. It also cleanses them after doing the wrong they do. Black magician need alot of power to do their spells.
Drawing energy from your attacker, I has my attacker blow energy into my aura.
I have tried prayers and the name of Jesus and they didn't work ewither. My attacker doesn't fear this, if a person doesn't fear yuor use it won't stop them.
Did this healer attune you? I'm starting to make connection between people being attacked and them some how being attuned.
Look into acupressure, they have books at the local library. This will help to clear blockages not just in the major chakras.
My attackers uses more then the Yogic chakras he also uses the ones in the qabalah to attack through. Also get the book Magical Passes by Carlos Castaneda it will show you different stances for intent.
Here the things with crystals. I haven't found anything wrong with using them. If you find you are having headaches get a rose quartz it takes it away.  
I read that using a magnet can seal whole in your aura. I haven't learned the technique yet. I would assume this would be better then seeing a healer. I have went to a reiki session before. I have also learned that one can harm your aura during this healing. As you and I and other's here have come across a person trying to destory people.
I see that your attacker is male. I would assume you are female? It appears that most attackers are the opposite sex then the victim.


xander you wrote to have the attackers energy removed, how is this done? Do you know of any books that can teach this? I think that's mostly what people need done for them.
From what I learned from my attacks there is anothers energy here. I have felt the energy move around me. I haven't found anyone to remove it. Not many will tell you someone's energy is with you.
I have also seen my attacker place his energy into other people.

Very interesting. I'm glad your are here. There are several of us here that are having major attacks. You talk about your chakras, that the spin can reversed. How is that done. I Had someone have me hear balls running through my head. Call it tones or for a frequency, something having to do with sound. He also had me see colors in my head. I'm not sure what order the colors come in but I know they where the color of the chakras. What this person has done I would assume has taking over control of my chakras in some way. I also seen him put his hands to my feet waist area and heart area.
I know who my attacker is and i experience telepathy with him. As do most here that have attacks. He appear before my third eye alot especially when I'm trying to visualize.
Lately I have been trying the force of energy you speak of. It does appear to work. If anyone can get a book Magical Passes by Carlos Castaneda it shows the stance and others.
Thank you for the information.

Ok here goes. He tells me for one. Also there is a connection with electricity and attacks. Also static which is still electricity. You mught say this is some of the poltergist activity one might experince. I sprayed the upper part of my walls with ptal essences. I not hear static there. It appears to follow my computer. I just moved it to another room. Have you never heard that spirits can follow a telephone wire or electricity. This gives you a direct line to someone and how readings and attacks can happen through computers, on the phone, etc.
I have read articles about the government using devices to watch poeple's activities. This device are such as, tv, microwave, cell phone and regular one. Not only that, anyone can remote view you through this. I have done it myself.

Your welcome. I think it's great to post information for learning. You can learn a varity of religions and their symbolism and find that each religion coincide most beliefs. In Egypt Isis is know as Mary from Christian religion. Jesus is also associated with Horus.

HERE IS SOME INFORMATION THAT MIGHT MAKE THE CONNECTION. Sorry for caps,
Here is the eclipse, notices it has six major rays coming from the sun. The six ray star is the Star of David. It's an Eclipse.

http://southernculticonography.homestead.com/solarcross1.html

The solar cross is assocated with this site but it you look at the 4th picture on the right side you will see the six rays.
The eye of Horus is also for the eclipse. The pupil is the moon. Here is a website showing what the eye means.

 http://www.greatdreams.com/horus/eyehorus.htm

I have also looked up the Star of Bethleham. I found that during this time peroid of Jesus birth there was two eclipse.
I haven't come up with a picture of it yet to see how many rays are coming from it.

Dark Knight is right,without boundary people can do anything to you they want. Most people are aware of the physical boundries which include verbal. What you don't realize is these people have passed the physicla boundry to enter the mind. Our minds do not belong to ourselves. Our thoughts do not belong to ourseves. When you thing something in your mind you alone can analyze the situation and make a decision based on your thought without pressure from another's thoughts. Unfortunately our experience isn't as easy. Here is something to look at. Which I still haven't understood yet. Maybe one could fill me in an answer. We thing of negs wanted to lead of to harm and ruin, why would a neg want you to stop something that will harm you? I can understand everyone here telling me to change a negative aspect about me to not just better myself but to stop the attacks. When a neg wants to destroy you why would they have you do something that would benefit you? It is a sense of control for them, it also gives more control of yourself over to them. Once they gain this control they will take it farther. My attacker wanted me to stop smoking among many things, that was two years ago he started with that. I said no that is one thing that I know is of me and I'm goiing to keep doing it because I know I still have a part of me left. I was told my attacker wants me dead and even admitted to it and wished me dead. No way is this man wanting to help me in anyway. It's a tactic to take all that is you and make what the attacker wants you to be. I talked to a person that told me that my attacker owned me. He said that he did just like he owned his student's. I told him no one owns me. If this is some sick intitiation I don't except it and I won't abide by someone elses rules. I'm not here to be someone's puppet it. I won't go into what I have know about puppet. You may want to call it programmed or robot. I myself believe that I was also given information about the occult from another source for human kind to learn to prevent such attacks. I believe it is the will of higher sources to let it be known the truth behind attacks and to also teach people to prevent them. I have more searching to do on this subject, so I would rather not go into this subject as yet.
Dark Knight don't be offended by this, I'm trying to put this in a nice way. Your ET's call them attacker. If there is really Et's is not the concern here, don't place blame on them. I was told I had an alien implant that my attacker placed in my aura. I come to realize that implant maybe another term for core image. This core image is of an event with no physical bases behind it. Here is the story. I was being attacked, I went to the hospital, out of fear and feeling that I must stay awake I spent most of the night awake. I finally dosed off and when I awake my attacker told me him and his wife was aliens. He said he drained my spirit from me then showed me green light flowing into the side of my crown and said he was making an alien out of me. Go ahead you can laugh. I laugh about it now. This is just another mind game that was played on me. Not only that I have been sent mental images from my attacker more then just that incident. It's just an image with words induced in your mind to make you think they are aliens. One thing I havae learned that I believe might help other is sleep. I felt that I should stay awake, I went two days without sleep. I had a sense that if I went to sleep that I would give over control to my attacker. For they can attack you in your sleep. What I didn't realize also was that without sleep I put myself in an altered state where what was sent to me made it more realistic and made me weaker for my attacker to gain more of a hold over me. My mind and my senses where sharp, my thinking wasn't muddled but my highened aware of what was beening done to me was more intense. What I'm trying to tell you is look at this as being an attack from a human. I honestly believe it is. This will stop you from the fear of being taking over by somehting you don't know, or what you don't know about. My problem was I didn't know that all this could happen and from the words of my attacker ther ewas alot more that was likely to happen. It was a lack of knowledge that kept fear there.
Here is something else, you will find that sending love doesn't always help. Getting rid of negative aspects of yourself isn't always helpful. You can get rid of the lower level aspects that negs are suppose to move on and still you find yourself attacked. This goes back to why does my neg want me to do something positive for myself. You are really fighting for who you are and what you want to be. You are fighting for your inner right or boundaries. Fight for I AM that I AM. I want to yell when I'm yelled at, I want to swear when i'm sweared at. If my attacker is going to do it to me then I'm doing it back. A little dose of his medicine isn't going to hurt him. Call it the mirrors are reflecting him. What is coming from him is going back to him, i'm just the tool to do it.
You will find that attackers are up to date on psychology. My attacker didn't realize i'm not Pavlov's dog. I have no reward. Put a rat in a box and corner it and it will attack. I find being nice will only let them get more of a hold on you.
I read that very one has a shadow side, one that is the darker side of us, one when pushed will defend itself. Some have a darker side then others. Well my attacker gets to deal with my darker half like I have to suffer from his.

Yes I'm here. I have talked to Hope and i know her situation. She is having the experience that I'm having. I thought before that she is having an attack fron a real person. I glad you found this out. I have tried to banish this person through the banishment of the pentacle.It hasn't helped but I may have performed it wrong.  Here is something that I start doing. It make take some practice. Do it even when not being attacked so it's in your subconsious to do it when being attacked. Tell the person it's not of their business. Don't let your thoughts stay on a subject for long because they will interfer with the thought's. Do what you know to be right not what is told you. I think you must have some sense of what is right and what is wrong so I don't think you will have a problem with this. From reading your past thread you asked God if this was right to plant something. Do not ask God, ask yourself. This person will try and play God for you. Do what you know to be right. Do listen to the religious crap you may get from your attacker, philosophy or any other garbage that comes from them. If you do you will come across what dark night calls the mind warp game this is a cat, no it's something else. I have gone round and round with my attacker on many issues but I never gave in. Maybe i'm a little to strong for that one. A lot of this is a mind game. here is something else you can do that me and a couple other peopel have come across. Find out what birth sign your attacker is. We came to find that what ever birth sign they are they are using that element to attack you with. Most likely being the case with the info and knowledge we came up with. If you can give some of the symtoms or organ the person is attacking you through. Go by what you feel in your body, also any physical signs. The blood will be a hard one to tell. I have a spell to bring elements into your body if you would like it lete me know. I also have a website for Chinese symbols that you can place on your hands and feet and body. The places that Robert mentioned in his book. I also have the balance symbol which appears what a lot of attacks are based on. If you are balanced it's harder to be attacked. remember to use the mind tactics I told you. They help to mantain your sanity. If you have to fight then by all means fight. People will tell you to show love but there comes a time when you have to fight for yourself. This helps you to gain strength when you are weak. My attacker had me depressed and I wanted to die. But there came strength from within me and I started to tell my attacker what I thought and how things really are not what he sees in his false perception. Or should I says the illusionary world he lives in due to his magic. When it comes to me, my magic is stronger then his. I don't live the illusion he does he can make people say things and do things but he hasn't been able to but in in his illusion thinking that this is the way it is and he has no influence over it. He has placed his opinion on me many times about people that I communicate and I already mentioned about his right to make sure people experience the karma for past actions. do not listen to what your attacker tells you most likely it's the oppsite to what you believe. My attackers love to make me think that I know nothing everthing is reversed to what I think. What I actually found what he has told me is the exact opposite to the truth.

What herbs did you burn and what did you banish when you made the pentagram? I actually said my attackers name and it didn't work.

Hi,I hope you are doing well. When it comes thoughts popping into your mind just say you are not going into it. Take your mind somewhere else. This is going to take some time to adjust to and it's something I just learned on my own. I have to tell my attacker it's none of your business and it works most of the time.
You have to realize that your mother is your mother. Don't try to change her, she is who she is and it doesn't have to reflect who you are. Try not to se so sensative to her. You will make yourself codependant. Try to make excuses for her, you may find a reason for her being the way she is and learn to prevent her from effecting you.
I also had some problems with my mother, but she is stilling. She does like dictating my life and telling me how she thinks I should live it. I have in the past often thought she admired me for what I have accomplished in my life that she didn't because of the life I lived. You may also find your mother maybe jeaslous because you are living the life she wanted.
I still have a hard time when my mother starts complaining, still still has a tendency to get to me, but i'm learning to over come it. I also realize that she is getting older and that she has done without over the years.
here is another thing that will work well, I learned this along time ago, don't be like your mother. What ever you don't like about her do be like it. If she complains don't complain,that is within reason. You will find that you will like yourself more for who you are and not what influence has made you. I have gone through this many times in my life and it's not that easy to change and I work on something different over time. This will help create a happier you. You may never make a good relationship between you and your mother because you can't change your mom only yourself. It will help you tolerate her more. You may need to comes to terms that your mother may only be happy if she is complaining, many people are like this. Accept her for this and live your live the way you see fit.
You may also want to analyze what your mother says to see if there is any true to it. She may see something you don't or you may find she is projecting her qualities on you.

Inguma,
You are right about changing your life, but what people need to be aware of when it comes to real psychic attacks. Your attacker wants to control you and your live style. For example my attacker doesn't like me smoking. He lets me know it. articles I come across he lets me know it's because of smoking. Every change he gets it's smoking. I also here about me being materialist that I don't deserve a job I had because it paid 12.50. Also the work I did is a man's job. Men are suppose to do those jobs I need to work where woman work. I was an inspector for metal. I come across a website about metals and magic. He told me about working around metal, said that's why my attack hasn't stoppped. I would also go out and listen to a band once in awhile he told me I had to stay out because that's where you pick up negs. I had been in bars many times before my attacker and I never picked up a neg. The only thing negative your going to pick up is someone's attitude. I do realize that when you do these things it does open you, but i'm sure you will close back down. Hopefully there isn't an attacker oops neg around to enter you. I'm not going to let my attacker change my life. I rather change to be more loving then to stop smoking. I was also told by my attacker that I should go to church, sorry I don't have to go to church to hold God and love in my heart it's there. Most people in my opinion that go to church live a double standard live anyway. Really we all do depending on what button is pushed in us.

My advice would be to learn to shield. Get Dennings and Phillips book on self-defense. I had my first experience of telepathy in my teens. I wouldn't say it was a negative experience but to be sure learn to shield it may help you later.

I can believe Psychic Self-defense Discussion forum has turned into A battle between belief of whether it occurs or not. This forum is labeled as such. Why would it be here if it didn't occur? Instead of talking about the metaphysical psychic attacks hre we are pychically attacking each other through the words printed in these post. I also find myself having to prove my sanity or whether I need counseling or not. I have been to counseling and I have taking medicine. Neither has any affect on me what so ever.
I would suggest that if you have never experienced a psychic attack then you are not knowledgable enough to post any matter on the subject. Nonbelieve of attacks suggest you haven't aquired the skills or knowledge to stop attacks. Otherwise if you knew how to attack you might know how to stop the attacks.
Once again I'm fighting for my right to be correct about attacks. I go through this with my attacker day by day. I came her for guidence from peeople that know about attacks to gain the knowledge to stop my attacks. Sorry I looked to this thread to find my COUNSELING from people that understand the situation. I can't got o the dr. because he don't understand what negs and psychic attacks are and they are BRAIN dr.s, I can't go to a counseler because they don't understand the metaphysical world. I can't go to a priest because astral travel is the devil's power. Maybe I just belong to the devil because everyone think's I crazy, in the old days if you had any problem or disease it was because of the devil. Now I got Negs after me and that's the devil also.
I see lock me up so I don't tell the truth in the matter and only a crazy knows the truth of psychic attacks.
It's odd that you will find psychic telling you how to shield, Most magic will begin with shielding any how to control enities. I would be better off learning demonology to control my neg and have it do my bidding then to be free of it. After all that's what magic is about aand the negs. Someone get's a neg to do their dirty work.
Before you deny psychic attacks you better do more research on magic or conjuring of spirits.
I came here to seek help and knowledge and I will continue to post anything that might help someone in this situation. If you have another solution then post it. Do not tell me what I experience doesn't exist because it has never existed for you. Don't tell me about my perception because your is not the same as mine. I have proof from other people that my experience is real. I had someone tell me there was a man aura surrounding mine. Obviously this person could distinguish between my aura and my attackers.
Why don't we quit arguing who is right and who is wrong here. Your not helping me and it service me no purpose to argue my perpective with someone closed minded to the posiblity that what I'm experiencing just might be true.
My question is Robert wrote a book on self-defense he also has this forum why would he if psychic attacks didn't exist? I have much respect for Robert because he is only one of several people that will come forward with truth.

Shadow,
I understand where you are coming from with the counseling. Here is the thing, do to the circumstances of my attack I went into the hospital. Basically of my own, do to the fear of this person forcing me to hurt someone. I explained what was happen so I was labeled as paranoid. They are psychiatrist and they don't know enough about the brain or mind to know telepathy exist. In a sense they couldn't understand my problem. Paranoid was true but it's not a mental problem because the experience is true. Yes also to the physical point. I have seen things happen due to unseen forces to effect someone on the physical plane. The paraniod is based on physical and unseen forces, so the paranoid is not unjustified as many would think of as paranoid. Many could understand being in the physical presence of a dangerous situation and be paranoid of fearful. You experience your fight or flight response. I was on psych medicine that is suppose to control the psychological problem or mental, chemistry problem. It didn't stop, my attacks, it didn't have an affect on them at all. All it did was make me sleep, over 12 hours a day. After taking it for three months my body and brain would have had enough time to readjust to the medicine and thus not sleep so much. There is a key thing with medicine. if you don't lose much of the side effects that you experience when you first take the drug then the medicine isn't for you. I'm not taking the normal side effects that you have with some drugs. Most drugs will give you side effects and then go away within a week. I had a counseler he was into druidism and he also couldn't understand the problem. He thought that since I was only getting 4 hours of sleep a day and not getting REM sleep that it caused voices.
The church,is another story. They are aware of spirits. To what extent? They believe in the devil. Not to the believe of a spiritual devil and not in possession only in a few cases. I have gone to see atleast 4 priest and they don't believe in possession they tell you it's more of a psychological problem. They are more of a counsler then a religious, enity, practitioner. I mentioned to one about astral travel and they got a scared look on their face and took off.
That's why we come here to find help. It doesn't help me to hear ok you are hearing forces get more then 4 hours of sleep. People can't communicate with their minds only.
I did reading for people through my attacker. I was online he sent me the mental images of what was going on around the person. I seen a woman sitting at her computer, remote viewing. I talked to the person online and they confirmed all of it. How could it not be true. I aslo talked to another woman and she confirmed what I knew about her husband from the mental image. There was hints of verbal cues giving to me from my attacker but it was on a level that I couldn't hear him.
I know alot of people channel and they hear voices. I know by experience that my attacker uses male and female voices. I also know that my attacker can send other people messages making them believe that is coming from higher up. Whether this would be ones spirit guide or an enity or the feeling they would get from someone and make it what he wants. He is broadcasting through me or from himself false information. He has one psychic thinking a woman is attacking me. i can understand when Need posted here and said about his higher guarden angel being reprogramed. Something he said has clicked in me and I know there is something about it. I was told by someone that my mind/body/spirit connection is broken. They are separated.

Psychoenergetic reversal is different from  what psychologists call secondary gain.  A cognitive therapy-oriented psychologist might interpret John's behavior as secondary gain, the payoff (possibly unconscious) either being able to  continue to lounge around the house and be lazy, or feel bad about  himself (i.e.-I'm worthless) for not succeeding in improving his health.  These would be his "payoffs" for not exercising.  Certainly, for some reason, John is sabotaging his own efforts to be successful. You are psychoenergetically reversed when your actions are in conflict with your conscious, intentional desires.
Energy psychologists theorize that this conflict, at an essential level, is generated by an actual reversal of one's energy flow. A helpful metaphor is the action of two magnets.  Imagine two cylindrical shaped magnets, each the size of a typical flashlight battery.  If you push together one end of the magnet that is positive with one end of the other magnet that is negative, you will have a very solid connection.  In a sense, the magnetic energy is coherent, in that they work together to create a balanced flow in and through each other. The two magnets will actually electromagnetically be drawn to each other to stick together. If on the other hand you try pushing together two positive ends together, or two negative ends together, they will repel each other because their energy is no longer coherent or in harmony but instead are in opposition to each other.  We theorize that this phenomenon, illustrated by the magnets, is what occurs with psychoenergetic reversal.  Essentially, the flow of your electromagnetic or chi energy, as it is intimately coupled with a particular thought field, will be energetically in opposition, or reversed. When this occurs, there is a disconnect with the energy that generates your thinking (i.e. – consciousness), as it manifests out in the world as action or behavior. The result for you ends up being self sabotage.  

White Magician - Expert of Protective and Purifying Spells. Forwarded most notably by the New Age movement, it focusses on the use of the "White Light", protection, protective auras, stasis, cleansing, suppression of discord, and working on the mystic level to sustain and strengthen ethereal structure.

Black Magician - Master of Manipulating Entropy. Grounded in the application of the laws of thermodynamics, the nature of decay, radiation, the effect of emotion on the body, and civil engineering and/or anatomy.

Psi Mage - Expert at Psychic and Mental Control. Studying recommendations include telepathy, telekinesis, magnetism, secular and occult empathy, general psychology, emotion, motivation, hypnotism, cognitive processing, consciousness, states of awareness, sleep deprivation, learning, decision making, group dynamics, "Zen" concept, and other aspects of psychological classification and analysis.

Nature Mage - Master of Nature and Natural Forces. Stressing the relationship between sound and plant growth, holistic medicine, botany, ley lines, earth spirits, photosynthesis, and astrological, minerological, and magnetic influences on earth.

Enchanter - Expert at Enhancing Objects, People, or Areas. Employs a working understanding of vibratory rates, radioactive decay, music, energy impressions, quantum and magnetic resonance, body conductivity, and Ayurvedic philosophy.

Elementalist - Expert of Controlling the Four Elements, and Influencing Weather. Studies the nature of natural phenomenon (electricity, heat, cold, wind), biochemistry, composition philosophies (Heraclitus, Anaximenes, Thales, Empedocles, Xenobius, etc), body composition, thermodynamics, natural entropical disarray, and physical laws of attraction and repulsion.

Diviner - Expert of Future and Fortune telling. Heavy study in the mathematics of randomization, probability, chance, psychology, deja vu, precognition, instinct, sixth sense, visions, dreams, self-fulfilling prophecy, chaos theory, game theory, sociology, group psychology, identification and interpretation of patterns, and free-energy theory.

Summoner - Expert at Summoning Spirits or Entities. Academia for this art includes telemetry, attempts at long-distance telepathic communication, vibrational states, dimensional theory, multiple personalities, schizophrenia, possession, multiversal theory, the Ethereal realm, thought-forms, and the nature of the Mind. There are a great many ritual texts worth reading as well.

Life Mage - Expert at Manipulating and Sustaining Life Force. Emphasis on anatomy, biology, kinesiology, alternative healing methods, herbology, theories of life force, chakras, meridians, acupressure, acupuncture, reiki, ethereal body, medicine, Breathism, and chi as vitality.

Necromancer - Expert at Manipulating Death Essences. Focussing on dim mak, animal biology, study of chi, toxicology, viriology, bacteriology, immunology, the Kreb cycle, phosphorylation, free radicals, anatomy, psychological effects on the body, the nature of hallucination, auric poisoning, "miasma" concept, acupuncture theory, lou channels, chakras, life meridians, medical biochemistry, and death deities.

Sorcerer - Expert Manipulator of the Twilight Realm. Focussing on interpretational abstractions, geometry, Jewish "hell" concept (abyss), pre- and post-Christian "hell" concept (both Greek), the nature of emotion, multiversal theory, lucid dreaming, astral projection, the nature of physical interpretation (the five senses + sixth), Eastern "void" concept, dimensional theory, meditative trances, trance states, and physics.

Wizard - Expert Manipulator of the Astral Planes. Focussing on non-Euclidian geometry, geometry, mathematics, multiversal theory, astral projection, astral forms, dimensional theory, the nature of perception, meditative trances, trance states, and physics.

Celestial Mage - Calls on Deities to Intervene. Relevant studies include history of religion, cultural sociology, historical sociology, anthropology, history of religion, theology, High Magic, the bible, the koran, the Keys of Solomon, the Sacred Magic of Abramelin the Mage, John Dee's Angel studies, Johannes Trithemius, shamanism, Intelligent Design theory (ID), and examinaton of other various holy writs and mythologies.

Satanic Magician - Expert of Manipulating and Expressing Internal Forces. Pertains to LaVeyan "Satanic Magic", Luciferianism, thought-forms, chaos theory, mind over matter, nature of perception, chakras, cause and effect principles in open systems, "crimson" magic as per CoS, self-fulfilling prophecy, and specific emphasis on microcosmic effect on macrocosms.

Hi Inguma
I left the the egyptian magic alone for awhile. although I have come to learn more about their Gods. I'm still looking for ways to shield but shielding doesn't really help me. I have gained much knowledge in alternative healing and I'm working on learning about the aura. I have a psychic self-defense book that have expercises I haven't tried yet but they have to do with manipulating other people's aura to gain control over their physical body. I don't want to mention the name of the book. I'm sure there are more examples of exercises to manipulate ones aura in the physical present then what's posted in the book.
Hum help of Romano would that be an email address that was sent to me? Cause I emailed someone and never got a reply. I get get an email from someone please forgive I don't remember who it was from. They emailed me with information from Egyptian magic.
I come across other information, which tends to be quite often that leads me to a new path. I don't think it matters about if it's Egyptian magic. I also know he is using the chakras from the qabalah to attack me. The Egyptian use organs in the place of chakras. I have been recently attacked through my eyes.
today most people will use black magic without know that channels are used. I feel where the energy is enter my aura or body.
I had Nita helpiing me until I went to see this healer which knows my attacker. I thought everything was over.
I have been made tough, well exactually I have been emotionless the last few months. I have started to laugh more and was even able to cry. sounds odd huh to not cry when you are attacked everyday? It felt good I felt human once again. Most of my life I had to be strong, now when I should be able to be week I can't. Always having to be strong will make you very cold and uncaring. Funny thing is I gave myself up to being dead along time ago and it just hasn't happen yet. There are no tears for me just others.


I'm not sure what all you define psychic attack as but here goes. We all herre that are arguing in a sense is psychically attacking each other by the printed words we read with our physical eyes. Psychic is a term for the mind what we here define as a psychic attack is through the mind from unseen forces. Forces defined as energy.
My intention isn't to attack anyone from printed words. Also it may come across as so due to the content of material and first hand experience.
If I could just will this person away, which appears some of you here think can be done I would. What do you do when someone comes along that has a stronger will then you, but don't just call it will try force, force of energy?
Read about storing energy once someone could havae an aura three times the size of yours and if they sent twice as much energy to you then you have you also would be over come by it. Why do you think there are vampires to over people.