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I explain better : i have tried to do psychokinesis to move the psywheel, mostly exactly as in the videos in the site www.psipog.net and in other sites, if you see there everyone have their hand cupped around the psywheel to be able to move it. The point is, that i never had any kind of psychic ability since birth, and even never saw any psychic ability manifestation, and i have a very weak intuintion. And then, a few time ago, the first psychic ability i try to do it works right at my first try ?! Precisely psychokinesis which everyone says it's very difficult to have ?! Altough i have try other psychic abilities but nothing works, i can't even feel psiballs ! I have doubts that this is really psychokinesis, only because everyone is always saying that this is very difficult skill to have, and that it's required lots of concentration, and good developed third eye chakra, but i don't even have to concentrate or visualize the psywheel move to make it spin (altough that helps to control it a bit but only when using both hands). Also, i have very poor concentration (i can't stand more than 5 seconds without wandering toughts) and as i said above i can't even do psiballs (or i can't at least feel them). But this of making the psywheel spin with hands cupped around if it's too easy for me i am afraid that this could not be psychokinesis, because everyone keeps saying it's very difficult and this i can do easely in anyday everytime i want (altough some days and some times it takes 3-5 minutes to start spinning, like a kind of "warming up"). When i use both hands i can even control it's direction (not all the time of course) but sometimes do physically tense my forehead and at the same time visualize it moving in the direction i want and it works, about 75% of the time. As soon as i remove my hands the psywheel stops imediatly, and never moves again, not even in 15-30 minutes ! Also it only spins clockwise with my left-hand and counter-clockwise with my right hand. Also sometimes i can feel my arm drawing energy but not my hand. I tried under a plastic cup or glass cup and it never moves even with my hand completly covering the cup (i think is a mental barrier). And i have done this for more than one week everyday so it could absolutly not be wind from the room, from my breath or from the table shaking, because i have even tryied to make it move in the same way by doing those things (blowing on it, shaking the table or give it momentum) and it never moves the same way than with psychokinesis and much less it moves in a constant speed for a long time !! Also another note is that i absolutly don't "feel" it moving but specially when only using one hand it seems to move by itself even without wanting it to move. But i can't find another explanation for the psywheel moving like this. I have done several tests, because before this i was a total skeptic since always (i have 23 years old now) so i had to make a lot of tests and i can't find any explanation. It can only be psychokinesis, also it can be instead of being "powered" by the third eye chakra, it's "powered" with the chakras of the hands, because sometimes even with my hand at 5 centimetres of the psywheel i can make it spin at a constant speed for more than 2 minutes, and without hands the psywheel never moves a inch. If this is psychokinesis why never anyone in websites teaching psychokinesis (including those who make the articles in psipog) recommend using the hand near when newbies here ask how to do psychokinesis, at least in the beginning ?! This is perfect for movitation and for overcoming the first mental barrier : believing in psychokinesis (even tough i still have doubts, they are only caused just because no one that understand about psychokinesis talking about this which makes me doubt if this is really psychokinesis). Yes, because before this i was skeptic, because i never saw anyone doing it. I know that we should then try to wean ourselfs from using hands later, but this is very good to get some practise and then gradually moving the hand far way and then doing it without using hands. In the first day i could only move it with my hand 1 centimeter away and then after 4 days i could move it 5 centimetres away! Also when using one hand it's very hard to control it and to force it go in the contrary direction that it's "pre-defined" in each hands chakras, i can only make the psywheel stop but i have to concentrate very hard and physically tense my forehead and eyes, and it works, but as soon as i stop tensing or thinking hard it "let go" again and starts spinning with considerable strength (just like when we try to stop a little fan with our finger, when we let go, we can feel it forcing to spin in the predefined direction). Also everytime i practised psychkinesis with hands i never get any headache but i could feel tingling/pulsating on the third eye CHAKRA and also a pressure in the back of my head above my head, and i also see a lot of purple lights even with my eyes opened ! Altough this only happens after 5-10 minutes of staring at the wheel without moving eyes. Altough i never got aura-vision, but i have a lot of after-images, even right at 5 seconds.

Please make any questions you want, to understand better my problem, i won't mind.

It's long time ago that i am very curious about how clairvoyance or remote view works, but i could NEVER found any clairvoyant person, i can't believe that this is the most difficult psychic ability to get, or it is ? It seems so rare, even much more rare than psychokinesis, how can this be ? So, if anyone is clairvoyant or knows about how it works please answer these questions, because there is almost years i am very curious about this :
1. How do we see the images ? It's like hypnogogic imagery, like dreaming or just like when we imagine/visualize something?
2. Do receive still pictures or most like a motion video as if we were looking with the eyes?
3. Persons which have myopia can have any kind of side-effect on this ability ? (i think not)
4. It's necessary to be on trance, or it can be done while fully awake or even with the eyes open ? (like, see trough walls, read closed envelopes, etc, i readed this in a book about yoga but i need more details or a confirmation that this is possible)
5. What's the difference between clairvoyance and remote view?
6. It's true that it's possible to see in dark places with no light ?
7. It's really very difficult to develop this skill of clairvoyance/remote view?
8. If it doesn't require a trance, can this skill be "turned on/off" and doing it only when we want ?

If nobody knows the answer to these questions at least indicate me some websites or any posts on this forum that have these kind of details about clairvoyance/remote view, because it's very difficult to find. (also i am in a cybercafe so i don't have time to search in all the thousands of posts of this forum)

First i need to warn that i make a lot of questions. It's not that i like to be demanding, but it's because i

search for help in so many places and almost no one helped me, that i have several questions. So i am

not hoping that most of these questions will be answered, but at least the most important ones (those

about my doubts in the exercices) i would like very much that would be answered. Also don't tell me to

search this forum the answers of these questions (so you can indicate the link of posts that have

answers for some of my questions), because i don't have internet access at home, so i have to go in a

cybercafe (which doesn't even have adsl, only 56k connection) and pay 1 euro each hour and it would

take several hours to read the thousands of posts in this huge forum ! And in the search engine, i would

have take much time because i just can't find the right words (because in top of this my native language

isn't english) to find answers for my questions, mostly because in a cybercafe i have to do everything on

internet ultra fast because of the time (that's why my posts are always written offline at my house, and

that's also why they are so big). (update : i have now readed the post "Symptoms of an unexpected

Kundalini Raising" but i can't comment it now because i don't have time to write more than just this

sentence now, right before posting this.)

i am a 23 years old male and i am using the "new energy ways" from Robert Bruce, which is very usefull,

i am glad that i have found it, because i was afraid of trying developing psychic abilities and even stoped

from trying to have them, because i readed that just simple meditation can make a person becoming

insane, with psychosis or even die because of the premature kundalni arousals which most of the times

does IRREVERSIBLE serious damage to the brain and other parts of the body. Is anyone here aware of

this ?! I used the word "kundalini" in the search engine and i didn't found any thing related to danger or

premature arousals... but as i said i don't have much time to do search so maybe there was something i

just didn't find it. It's all in this website :    http://www.kundalini-info.org/engkni_1024.html      

specially the main page and the personal storys. But after reading that e-book by Robert Bruce i was

relieved, because it seems that he mentions about something that is related to kundalini arousals : his

warning named "Caution - Groin Crease Centres" at least i hope that is to prevent a premature kundalini

arousal, isn't it ? And also the clearing of blockages is VERY GOOD to avoid most of the damaged of

premature kundalini arousals, for what i readed in other sites. I hope Robert Bruce answers this post

also, SPECIALLY if no one replys this, because this is very important (it's the life of persons that are in

stake here...). Also i readed in other websites (and also in that site i wrote the link above) that there IS

NO shortcouts to spiritual development, and the only safe way to try to develop psychic abilities was to

make purifying exercices which could even take a life time (but they don't know of Robert Bruce's

method), but it seems that the "new energy ways" is that "shortcout" that people was searching for,

without having the danger of premature kundalini arousals (of course it maybe not perfect, but it seems

that no one yet complaind about irreversible damage by premature kundalini arousals on using this

method, even following the warnings of Robert Bruce, if they do PLEASE reply here).

Now i will talk about my case. Before i tried this method, and even before knowing of kundalini arousals,

i tried in about 3 weeks to make a simple psiball. I COULDN'T !! (and even today i can't do one) I feeled

tingling in my arms and hands, and some body heat also, but nothing more happened, no twitches, no

heat between my hands (just in the palms themselves) no pressure, nothing. Does this mean my hand

chakras are closed or with several energy blockages ? That's the only explanation.

Now that i started with the "new energy ways" of Robert bruce, i discovered that i could do the first

exercice. I can feel any part of my body with my bodly awareness (i feel it pulsating, but it's not

instantly) even without highlighting it or without looking at it. But the second exercice (increasing bodly

awareness) is much more difficult. It's almost two weeks i am trying to do it and the progres is very

very slow. But 2 days ago i tried in my legs and it was more easier ! I ALMOST could move my point of

bodly awareness trought a imaginary pathway in my leg and foot, but it's still difficult. But this is my

doubt : it's really necessary to feel a "kind of ball of tingling" passing in the places we try to feel the

path ? Most like exactly if a imaginary finger would be passing again in the skin but feeling tingling

while forming the path by remembering it, is this the goal of the exercice ? And by doing this with eyes

closed and even later do two or more paths at the same time ? This is really very difficult, even with my

eyes open and after highlighting (altough after highlighting i don't still feel tingling, it' supposed like

this, or do i have to create the tingling feel with the finger to consider it highlighted ? If yes then i am

doing all wrong...

But i could even feel already some of the signals of clearing energy blockages (i think) like muscular

cramps (but it hurt just a bit and it was rare, and it was not strong), "sharp needle-like pain" in some

places of my leg and a sensation of my leg being heavy and pulsating and my veins can be seen well ! Is

this normal if i am JUST trying to move a point of awaress in my skin ? Then why in my hands i don't feel

nothing like this ? Just some GENERAL tingling ?

By the way, can anyone tell me if the placebo effect (or biofeedback) is the same as drawing energy or

not.

There is any special precautions in using this method if i am overweight ? (i have 255 pounds but i am

1,80 meters) also since birth i always have been very healthy and with a strong health, never had any

serious diseases, or major problems. Also the using of this method of new energy ways can affect my

weight ? I think he maded a note about that in the book, but it seems it was only temporary that change

in weight.

Also anyone that is using this method already have gained naturally some psychic abilities ? If yes

PLEASE tell me which ones and more or less in which part of the method of "new energy ways" they

started to appear (maybe at the end ?) specially if i am the opposite of a natural (i never had a single

kind of psychic ability, also i never had intuition and i have difficult concentration). By the way the use

of this method also improves concentration ?

Also to the persons that used this method, there is any problem to those persons who spend much time in

the computer like me? Like becoming more sensitive to computers and televisions and not being able to

be near them much time, can the new energy ways have a side effect like this ?

I really hope that Robert Bruce asnwers those questions specially about the exercice, but if he does not,

PLEASE anybody that has have done the inital exercices SUCESSFULLY have to help me, because if i

continue with doubts like this i start to get desesperated and thinking that this method doesn't work with

me or that it will take years just to do the inital exercices!!!

wow, thanks a lot James S. ! Please sorry if i write so much again, but you don't have to reply much, as some questions are related and can be answered with a single answer, while others not. Also i couldn't reply sooner as this mouth i can't go to internet at school and i have to go to cybercafes, very rarely.

Actually i was going to make a post in which i would ask which is the key to opening psychic abilities, because i have a lot of trouble in simple exercices that everybody here does so easily, as doing psiballs and using visualization to communicate with subconcious, which in my case, simply NOTHING happens (also it's the main argument of skeptics, including myself in the past), and i was wandering, if as a ultra beginner like me (i say that because visualizations no matter which sense i use, don't do NOTHING), meditation would be the ABSOLUTE first exercice (before even trying psiballs) when wanting to have psychic abilities and to make the subconcious more "receptible" to visualizations and psychic abilities. Altough i can do n.e.w. very well, i don't have problems with it, but i only ever get physical sensations, and it never affects my dreams unlike many people say. The strangest is also that i can overstimulate the main chakras, including third eye, that nothing bad (or good!) happens ! I have done it several weeks and it does nothing ! I feel a lot of physical sensations (pressure, tingling and a little sore) but never any bad side effects. It reacts just like if main chakras didn't exist !! How is this possible ?

But you replyed my question, and finnaly i now know which is the key. Well, i already knew it was very recommended, but as i readed in some places that meditation is NOT required, i tought it was not the most important exercice, but now i see that advice was only for naturals/adepts, and that in my case is absolutly required as NOTHING else worked for me in a year.

No, no. I never had imaginary friends (also i never seen auras). It's like i always say i absolutly never had any single paranormal experience, absolutly nothing, no wonder how i was so skeptic all my life until a year ago, specialy when EVERYONE around me in the place i live is ultra skeptic also and i never even heared any case of existing any REAL psychic.

Hum... indeed now that i do about 2-3 daily sessions of 15 minutes of meditation (after a brain sync exercice, by seeing the red and blue circles with eyes crossed for 2-3 minutes) i feel something different, but only when meditating, it's kind of in some sessions i do, i seem to get a bit deeper than the normal awake state, and sometimes, even being sit when i meditate i get hypnagogic imagery (rarely) and sometimes i can control what i see, but if i realize that i am having hypnagogic imagery it vanishes instantly.

PLEASE TELL ME is that the way of developing clairvoyance/remote view ? Because it's strange as sometimes i can see the things i visualize in that state (hypnagogic), but how do i know if that is remote view or me just seeing what i visualize ? Because i have readed in some websites that to do remote view we have to visualize images of the place we want to remote view, but if i visualize what i remember from the place, i could only be seeing what i visualize, so how do i do ?

Also sometimes, i CAN notice that some toughts seem not mine (when close to having hypnagogic imagery), is this toughts from other persons (no, that's too good to be truth) or just the random toughts that appear in the hypnagogic stage ? Incredibly i can really notice that it's NOT the normal wandering toughts i have, these ones seem to appear without any connection to what i normally think.

And now my most important question (besides that one of the remote view which is very important as i absolutly need remote view) :

I know that if we meditate very rarely (specially if not daily), it WON'T have results ever, at least that's what i think, so i would like to know more or less which is the MINIMUM time of meditation sessions required to meditation do results (i mean, in clearing the mind and ignoring 100% external sounds) in long term ? Also of course i know it's different for everyone but i would like to know a stimate time. One of the requirements that it's obvious is doing meditation daily, but how often each day is required to have long term results ? As i already said, i do 2-3 daily sessions of 15 minutes, is this enough to avoid having so long waiting time to see any results ? And by results i mean, little changes, as i know now that we don't become psychic in a week or two, but a year without results is because i am doing something wrong.

I also ask that because Robert bruce says to practise mind clearing SEVERAL times a day, but in EVERY other sites they say 1 or 2 sessions of 20-30 minutes daily, which one is better, meditate a few minutes several times a day or 1-2 sessions of a long time of meditation ?

Sorry for so many questions, but maybe you can answer some questions with a single answer, as they are all related, and it's because i am a bit obssessed with having remote view, to solve a big problem i have (and there IS NO other solution for it), and as i seem to have a bit of control of hypnagogic imagery i want to know if that have any relation in progress/developing of clairvoyance or third eye.

wow, thanks a lot i think it's that, but i will have to try more times. I tried now and i think i didn't got tired, but i have to test this more times.

I haven't think of that, indeed i was always lying on bed everytime i have done breath awareness because i was practising astral projection.

anyways, if it still happens while sit i reply again.

lolol

no, it's not from sleep, as this ALWAYS happened to me and i already tried this douzens of times in several months even on days in which i sleep a lot. So it's not that...

Ok, i have tried to rub the backside of my fingers on a radio antenna and i absolutly feel nothing, not even static, i know this migth take time, but it's normal to not feel even static like the screen tv ? By the way the radio is turned off, and it's using batteries. Does this practising work even with the radio off and not feeling any static on the antenna ?

Also when i first readed this topic i maded confusion because if i rub my hand palms together or tap several times in any object my hands start to vibrate, this isn't the same kind of vibrations or it's the same ? Or these that you guys are talking are FELT with AWARENESS and not physically like the ones i talk?

Another question that thing of the ball of energy hitting babalon also happened to anyone else here that uses this method ?

hum... thanks a lot for all your replys...

to kairi :

i hope that is really true, as indeed one of the things i am pratising is PK, but please tell me this :

Meditation "ENABLES" pk or "IMPROVE" pk ? I ask this because as i don't have results in pk, even after several weeks of practise, i wonder if my problem is not concentration, but a VERY WEAK communication with my subconcious, as i could never do that, not even with visualization. In hope that the exercice of syncronizing the 2 brain hemispheres helps on this, as nothing else was worked for me, as even psiballs i can't do, altough i can do n.e.w. but i just physical sensations, and they are always the same even if i practise n.e.w. frequently.

Also can you tell me why everytime i focus on my breath i almost instantly feel in need of hyperventilating all the time ? That's weird, i think i breath in the same way that when i am not aware of it, and yet, just being aware of it makes me tired and needing of hyperventilating. Could this be any indication of a blocked solar plexus chakra, or just coincidence ?

to MoonBurn33 :

oh, thanks a lot, hum... so that's what is trance meditation... indeed i thinked that trance meditation was exactly that, but i just needed a confirmation.

Indeed when i meditate or practise self-hypnosis, i can reach the point of not feeling some parts of my body anymore, it's exactly like if i "forgot" where they are touching, it's a weird sensation, altough it takes a lot of time to appear sometimes. The last time that happened it happened in my whole belly but only on the front. Is this kind of "no body sensation" that it's required for astral projection ? If so, then i am having progress in relaxation.

Altough i am not interested in transcendental meditation, trance meditation seems better to me.

hey Red Dragon, the email you indicated to me, doesn't work ! It gaved the following error when i emailed you : "This is an automatically generated Delivery Status Notification. Delivery to the following recipients failed." As after i received the error, i checked if i writed well the email, and it's the same, i wrote it right and still doesn't work. Have your email account full ? Or another email account ?

ok, Beavis and Babalon (wait a minute, now i notice you are the author of the post "Here's a quick way to learn Telekinesis"!) i only reply now because i finally GOT RESULTS. But, unfortunately, JUST LIKE YOU, beavis, it's VERY DIFFICULT to be sure if it's really me that is making the psywheel move or if it's wind.

PLEASE tell me (both beavis and babalon), your crown chakra doesn't hurt when practising pk all that time ?! I only practise now 5 minutes daily and my crown chakra starts to ache, and the time i got results, in next day my crown chakra STILL ACHED, fortunately it's never too painfull, it's just a bit painfull. Is this normal ?! I am a bit afraid of this, specially because i think i don't have my third eye chakra open, and accorind to Red Dragon (a nick of a person which replyed a post of mine) that means i am going too fast and it's dangerous if i managed to fully open the crown chakra. What do you advice me, or better how did you did, did you have your third eye chakra opened ?! Why this is ONLY dangerous for me just practising 5 minutes and you guys that have sucess on pk can practise about 30 minutes or more without any problems ?!

When i got results was when i was lying on my side and the psywheel was on the bed-table (so i was looking at the wheel at a 45º angle). A few minutes after i was trying it started to twitch, but i immediatly tought it was wind but no, it seemed to react to my toughts. By the way i was trying to control it much like when i use mobile awareness from n.e.w., it's like that we are supposed to try to move the psywheel or ONLY visualizing ?

Also, babalon i am still to try your method, the one you descrived in "Here's a quick way to learn Telekinesis". But again, isn't it dangerous to try to develop pk before opening lower chakras ?

to red-dragon :

please, can we talk elsewhere ? For example, by email ? I think it's more important that i ask you advice for a much more serious problem that i have, and it's much more important that just developing psychic abilities. Please, can we talk by email ? If yes, tell me your email. About psychic abilities i think it's better not continue, as i think i will quit all this, it's way too much complicated and it will take FOREVER to develop any kind of psychic abilities, but to quit that i have to solve a big problem i have and for that i have to email you as i wouldn't like to talk about it in a public forum. Ok ? Please...

hum... as now i have 2 replys of you to reply, i will not talk about kundalini, as you write so much about that, and besides, that's a very complicated stuff to discuss now, at least for me, and i don't want to make this reply even longer !!

PLEASE forgive me if i continue bothering you with such huge replys, but until this subject is finished, i hope you don't mind to continue replying, but now that this is started, if we quit, i may do more mistakes, specially if they are serious like this one of the crown chakra.

You see i am NOT interested in FULL PK powers or even about levitating or teleporting, at the moment !! At the moment I JUST want MINOR psychic abililites to start with, my problem is that i need some kind of garantee that the training i am doing is really doing working or if i am wasting my time because training too few, that's why, ACCORDING to what you say, i see that i go a little too hard, but i do that because i am afraid of not training enough and this taking many months just to be able to MINOR pk effects or remote view. Understood ? Please, i ALREADY know that danger of kundalini and the search of a quick way and safe way, but i just want to at least start having AT LEAST very weak psychic abilties, because i don't get results i get more desesperated and thinkind i am not training enough, i train even more, ok ? Don't tell me i need a kundalini arousal to have psychic abilities or minor pk effects ?!

Besides HOW do you know that PK is a skill of the 7th chakra ? I am NOT doubting of you, i just want to know how you know that, I NEVER read that anywhere, and the very few places i read, is that PK is associated with the 6th chakra, the brow chakra. But now that you said that it's a abliity of the 7th chakra i got really scared and stopped immediatly practising PK until i readed your last reply to me. Even tough i mostly concentrated on the third eye chakra when practising pk because i believed it was a ability of the brow chakra.

Now, i will reply your post in 12 may 2004 02:43:33, please comment only in places you see necessary or have something to advice in favour or against, ok ?

Hum... i am glad i am getting sensations in the normal places. But note that i feel much more sensations on the forehead than in the back of head.

About your question : "Have you ever felt a (painless), sewing like sensation between these two areas, the back of the head and the forehead, starting from the back of the head? " i reply : it's very difficult to reply this. I have difficulty in knowing and avaliation the sensations i have in the head, so i can't reply this, specially when i can't distinguish between a headache induced from energy or chakra work from a headache caused by changing sleep times.

Now about your paragraph which start with "I would not recommend even trying PK at your stage of development.", first i have a few questions about this :

1. There is many people in this forum and specially at psipog that are practising Pk and i don't think they "triggered the full crown chakra ability prematurely and suddenly", they are having results and nothing bad happened to them ! (at least considering they would have posted what happened in the forum) What is this, that means all they are very superior to me spiritually and that they are "gods" ready for siddhis ?! Does that mean that if they can do Pk it's because they have awakened kundalini ? Anyways i will not ignore your advices and work a little less but i am just afraid of this taking much more time if i train too few, and it's mostly now i need more, the psychic abilities not when i have 50 years! (note : one of the two main goals of me wanting psychic abilities is about using them as hobbies, as i HATE EVERYTHING other persons like to do for free times, i just like television and computer, and when i don't have that i am bored to death, and this depressess me a lot. And i won't even image when i get a job and have days in which i have nothing to do, it's like a prison, same in school...)

2. Doesn't opening the brow chakra before opening all the lower ones since the root chakra have the same kind of DANGER that opening the 7th chakra before the brow chakra is opened ?!

3. PLEASE can you tell me if with my stage of development it's safe to try to open my brow chakra (and throat chakra) ? Or if the symptons i have INDICATE that it's safe ?

Now about the flaring of dots :

It's really difficult to descrive the kind of flaring, as it's so fast and VERY TINY that i can't notice such lind of details as "round or like looking through a round hole". Anyways it continues to be ONLY yellow, and it's NOT only when using the computer, it happens in any place, but it continues to be very rare.

When you say "The next will be when it appears to have small silvery-white stars or points of light "shimmering" within it and finally golden lights or stars. Then, go ahead and open up the crown chakra by trying PK effects." :

Yes, these things seem to happen now more frequently, i mean, the waves, i do see them more often, and sometimes i can see yellow dots moving everywhere fast in a wavy pattern and in the last times they almost seem like little snakes "dancing" and they look more like blue instead of yellow. This only happens when i look at a spot without thinking in nothing, and in brigth background i see it better. Anyways this doesn't seem like stars, but they do look like points of ligth "shimmering".
Altough i don't seem to have improved in remote view, the best thing i can do is seeing (with the eyes) a very weak shadow of a shape that i visualize, but unfortunately it's seldom to have hypnagogic imagery at all, and this makes me think a bit that i am not training enough... (indeed i only practise remote view at night when trying to sleep, as during the day spending 10 minutes with eyes closed is very boring specially if i don't get results...)

Now about seeing auras : NO, when i said "i always used a lot the computer" i meant that my eyes are more sensitive to light because i use the computer A LOT since many years ago (since i was a child) and i always spend several hours per day, but i don't have headaches or eye strain as i am already used to using the computer a long time ago, maybe it's because that i do see afterimages so quickly even in a day that i don't use the computer.

Please don't forget this question : first, go to the link http://ourworld.compuserve.com/homepages/health_/seeau.htm, and search the images with the two circles. Please notice what they say there :

."This exercise aims to stimulate the communication between both hemispheres of the brain, thereby increasing the "processing power" needed to see Auras."
."This exercise turns out to be extremely beneficial: 5 minutes of it doubles your bioenergy and promotes self healing."

What have you say about this, does that mean any kind of psychic development or brow chakra development ?

When i try that exercice, i can already cross my views without the finger, the problem is that the red circle (figure 2) always appears half-way above the blue circle when i have my views crossed, they say that is normal in males, but if that is normal, is it SAFE to FORCE to see the two circles at the same level ? I mean, if all males and females have that difference it would do any harm if i try to "equilibrate" both sides of the brain that way ?

Now about your comment about the pain on my crown chakra :

WHAT ?! That thing of the top part of my head being sore is dangerous ? It's a signal to slow down? Hum... but i am not really sure this is caused by energy work. I do get it sometimes even when working ONLY at the brow center, and also many times WITHOUT doing any energy work at all ! Besides when i practised pk i only felt activity in the brow center not in the crown, but curiously now that i know it's a ability of the crown chakra i do get tingling in crown chakra also even without thinking on that...

But after all you seem to be right, now that i only practise pk once a day about 5-10 minutes i think i am not getting the crown chakra pain anymore.

When you say " you're only 23, you don't have to finish this tomorrow – I'm 50 and I started 25 years ago, my latest vision quest (with 2 other shamans) is now in its 10th year" I KNOW that but don't tell me i can only HAVE psychic abilities in 50 years ?! I need them NOW, even i start with them very weak, but at least i would have SOMETHING to be motivated to train slowly and develop naturally, of course i am not interested in having them full power immediatly, i know that is dangerous (and almost impossible), but i want at least be able to move the psywheel or move VERY little things in short term, or do i have to wait all those years to develop low level pk ?!

WAIT A MINUTE ! When you say "No. You're a regular human being, or at least showing some potential." about me saying that my dreams are always vivid might indicate a good developing of brow chakra :

Does this mean Robert Bruce is WRONG ? He said in his aura book : "Your dreams should also increase in frequency and become much more vivid, with more lucid dreams etc.  This is another sign of your brow centre developing." so that means it's NOT true ? Well, i have asked that to you just to me be sure, but i do see a contradition here, who is right ?

What name do you give to hypnagogic imagery ? Sincerly i don't know which other name can i use to this, specially considering that english isn't my native language. Oh wait, image streaming ?

Now, about the "shocks" : well, i don't think that is the cause. I only started energy work and psychic training about a year ago, and before that i was COMPLETLY skeptic, and didn't even knew that psychic abilities even existed ! (i always tought it was fantasy from movies and cartoons in all my life), but i do have these shocks since many years ago. Is there any other cause for these "shocks" ?

NOW about your last post (in 15 may 2004 16:19:01) :

Wow i am much more relived now, after all i don't have to stop practising pk ? It's because in EVERY websites about pk they recommend training for 20 minutes and i do only 5 minutes... and if they are having results and i am not... that can only mean i am not training enough, or does EVERYBODY else is much better than me ?! Sorry about telling this, but sometimes i get really desesperated of many people having sucess in pk even at the first try and i can't do NOTHING. Not even a psiball, but the most strange of all is that n.e.w. have more or less good results on me, even tough i ONLY get physical sensations. Or then EVERYBODY here is a natural...

Ok, then now i will practise pk and remote view, by the way i think that while practising pk i am also practising aura vision, mostly because i stare at the object a long time.

Also i am practising about 5 minutes that exercice of crossing the eyes to see the cross in the circles, and sometimes i almost get it... But i have to lean my head to the left to see the circles equilibrated, does this "hinder" my development and should it focus on forcing to see the circles equilibrated without leaning my head ?

When you say "Sounds Ok. This throbbing should go away, its just the frontal lobes getting" wait a minute, this is not like throbbing. When i said sore, it's mostly when we have sore limbs, from when we do exercice after a long time of not doing it. Only it's directly in the place of brow chakra, i don't think it's strong enough to be throbbing, it's a minor pain, it doesn't look like a headache at all, and when i press my finger there it hurts a little. But indeed it can be the frontal lobes getting used to the sensations, after all nothing physical has hit my forehead so there is not other normal explanation for being sore in there ! Also i do feel this specially when practising remote view even if i don't get results (which for me is a bit strange). Also it's very rare to have a headache. I just have headaches when i change sleeping times.

About your paragraph "I'd stay at the low PK level you're at for the moment." :

Do you consider practising pk with hands near as high pk level ? Then what do you consider as low level pk ? Trying to move a grain of sand ? Anyways of course i will only practise low level pk, i didn't even think about high level pk as i know that takes a long time. That's strange, i do see already dots and even snake waving lights but i don't have any progress on remote view and much less AP.

Now, a big question : does remote view is enough to develop the brow chakra? Can i skip practising AP ? It's because i am overweight and i can't NEVER fully relax my body at 100%. I already tryed every position but i am NEVER confortable. Even at night i have to roll over each 5 minutes... I would really like to practise AP but i can't because of that. Can this be learned without having the body 100% relaxed ?

As i said, i will skip the kundalini part of your reply, if not this is becoming too long, more than it's already.

My FINAL question today : is it true that to open the third eye chakra it's necessary to not have problems with bad karma ? A person that haved a (premature) kundalini arousal told me that, is that true ? I generally have good karma, but many things i do not know if they are good or bad karma, should i really have to worry about karma when working on chakras, specially the brow chakra ?! Kind of, if we have bad karma, that thing of premature kundalini arousal happens easier ?

well, right now i will do a quick reply, and then i reply all that, but i will avoid to write much, i will ONLY write the minimum possible, ok ? So please don't be upset if i write so much, but after what you said, please don't stop replying, ok ? I will try to not write much next time.

oh, ok so it's too early to practise psychokinesis, ein ? Well i must confess that i want remote view much more than psychokinesis, then please CONFIRM me this : at my current development stage should i kind of "replace" my practise of psychokinesis with practise of remote viewing ? (please read my training about that in the next lines) For example, for training remote view i do the following :

3 daily sessions of 10 minutes, with eyes closed, trying to see/make shapes from the lights i migth see with eyes closed (and without external light, just staring at the darkness of closed eyelids), or visualize very simple shapes. According to what i readed on a website about learning clairvoyance (which i think it's the same as remote view) this "teach" us and make the brain to try to see with the mind and not with the eyes, for visualization, and of course it would take some weeks to "rewrite" the brain, these are words from the website. So, is this kind of training also good to me start doing ? Indeed when i do this training i don't feel "pain" on crown chakra, but i do feel some pressure and tingling on third eye chakra (also my forehead gets a little sore, just in the place of third eye chakra) and strangely it's stronger then when i practise psychokinesis.

If not even that kind of remote view training is safe for me to do, PLEASE tell me what should i train at the moment ? NOTHING ?! Or should i do ONLY n.e.w. ? Until when, until i feel whell my arms and legs without energy blockages ?

BY THE WAY practising psychokinesis with hands near is also "dangerous" according to my degree of development ? It's because i DO GET results, i can make the psywheel spin clockwise with left hand, and counter-clockwise with right hand, should i quit also this training at the moment ?

Now to finish : about that story, i haven't readed it right now (remember, this is just a quick reply), but i KNOW what kind of dangers that is. It's about premature kundalini arousals, right ? Well, i readed a lot of REAL storys (at least i think they are real and not fiction) like that on the website : http://www.kundalini.se/eng/engkni.html please tell me it's that kind of dangers you are talking about ?

to red dragon :

wow, thanks very much for the info in your reply!

I generally always feel directly in the forehead, a little above the eyes, but sometimes rarely it's in the back of the head at the level of between the brows. But in the last times i think i feel my head "pulsating" specially when i try to do psychokinesis but could only be a coincidence. Altough the only result i get is those illusions (mostly with the ear swab, read my post "getting illusions on pk").

IT IS signals of psychic awakening ? Oh my god, i really hope so ! Sometimes i see a kind of yellow dot FLARING (about 1-2 millimeters of diameter) and i even see a quick afterimage, all that happens with eyes open, but that kind of yellow dot falring is very rare, but only starying to happen after i started training in psionics.

About that of the swirling wave like rays, that's strange, sometimes i think i do see them EVERYWHERE. About the aura, PLEASE tell me how do i distinguish between a after image and a aura. I usually do get a lot of after images very quickly, mostly because i always used a lot the computer, also i CAN'T make my eyes perfectly still, which i think it's required to see auras, but after images is VERY easy to get them. Also i have myophia (and i use glasses) so i don't know if this could change anything about psionics, specially to see auras.

About when you say "The waves could be one of two things, depending on how they appear. It should be either like a river or stream type wave or more like a curtain waving." : i think it's heat waves, at least they are very similar to that.

Wait a minute... in the last days when i get tingling on third eye place, i think i feel the very top part of my head a bit sore... that's strange... it can only be the crown chakra blocked, isn't it ? I never had that kind of pain there...

When you say "The next time you see this waving like effect, try moving your vision, very gently and with little or no change of focus, away from your hands either towards a blank wall or the sky. The wave effect should still be there." as i already said, SOMETIMES i can see those waves EVERYWHERE, but it seems that it's only when i am focused enough, specially when i am doing energy work, i think.

When you say "I'm guessing that you're very comfortable and mellow in the dark, which is why this appears to you then. I like to do this on a bright, clear sunny day against a blue sky, the effects are a bit more spectacular" i do live in a appartment in city, it's very difficult to see the sky, from where i live. But as soon as i can i will try, mostly on the street.

Also i think i am having more psychic dreams than before. Again it can only be a coincidence as i also had them much before i start training, but usually it's about doing the psychic abilities that i want most, mostly levitating objects in the air. That's funny, sometimes in the dreams i try to figure out why i can do them so easely there. Also lucid dreams are still very rare, but i do have a good dream recall even without never having a dream diary and my dreams are ALWAYS very vivid. I think this indicates some kind of good developing of third eye chakra, no ? Also about almost every days i have hypnagogic imagery, and sometimes even see what i visualize but that is VERY VERY rare and only happened 2 times some weeks ago, and didn't happen again.

To finish : sometimes when i try to sleep at nigh, i seem to have some "shocks". It's mostly similar to when in a hospital they try to reanimate a person with shocks in the heart and they "jump", that seems to happen to me sometimes, i suddently "jump" in bed and have a kind of shock, but isn't painfull. Some days ago it was in the heart area, and even more days ago, i think it was in the upper part of body including head.

That's all. Bye !!

it's incredible your movie, i liked it, but you won't imagine how your video helped my practise of psychokinesis : the shape of your psywheel !! Finally i fixed the big problem i had about the big friction about all my psywheels, i was maded them four cornered and was having a lot of trouble making them spin softly but no, they was always with a lot of friction, but when i tryied to make a psywheel in the same shape as yours, with only two corners, it was SO SENSITIVE and without almost any friction, that now i can practise psychokinesis being more confident ! I thank you a lot about using that kind of psywheel ! Now just imagine if i use alluminium foil in that shape ! Specially because i had extra trouble making a alluminium foil psywheel.

But now, my comment about the movement itself of that psywheel and your ability : oh my, i see that no one is able to do more than this, rotating the psywheel, but at least this is one of the first videos in which someone can move the psywheel without hands near (which for me is too easy, with hands near).

Oh, i knew it, it only spins counter-clockwise with the right hand ! It's the same thing in everywhere ! Just tell me when using the hand you are STILL controlling the psywheel ? Then can you make it spin clockwise with right hand a long time ?

to reality also reply, but it's still also for alphex-twin :

Now, when you DON'T use hands, how exactly do you try to control the psywheel, it's moving the one on your head (the visualized one) or you try to move the physical one in the same way you try to move your limbs ? That is who i try to do, but as you may imagine, nothing works with me, i guess i should wait some time until my subconcious fully believes on this, but it's strange, if that it's the reason we can't do psychokinesis at the first tries, why with my hand near it works so well ? (and i can garantee it's no wind in room) and i can never control it ?

About using a container, beavis, remember that some people unconciously have a psychological barrier in which the subconcious thinks that the psy energy can't go trought the container, and maybe it's because that when i try to move a psywheel with hands near but the psywheel inside a container, it NEVER moves.

Oh my, how i wanted the video of someone levitating anything... it was so good... Well at least we got the picture of the knife levitating, in psipog, if that pic is real, of course.

Hum... Two weeks only ?! Well, in my case it's being MUCH MORE longer than that, but i never

spend a whole 1 or 2 hours training psychokinesis, only about 5 minutes, unless when i get

results, or at least when i THINK i got results...

Please don't worry about that subject this is my last question at the moment : when you say 1 or

2 hours it's the sum of your daily sessions or you really do a 1 or 2 hour session day ?

Now about the concentration part : What the?! How can i distingish between "the brain" and "my

spirit" ? The only thing i can say is that when i practise psychokinesis i can sometimes think in

nothing during about 10 seconds in maximum, not more, but then after 1 or 2 wandering toughts i

can another 10 seconds, but of course this isn't exactly like this, it's always variable.

Anyways thanks for replying. SLOWLY i think i am starting to accept unconciously that it's normal

that this doesn't have results at the first weeks, but because of not having results i can't

train for more than 5 minutes, its too much boring, altough i do several sessions of 5 minutes, i

hope this is effective as training as someone who practise 1 hour each day... specially if the

soum of all my 5 minutes sessions in a day equals to 1 hour.

If you or anyone here can confirm me that please confirm, as i can't believe that EVERYONE that

got psychokinesis had the BIG patience to practise daily a 1 or 2 hours sessions in weeks without

getting a single result ! Lolol

to kalonek :

WHAT ?! So THAT is the placebo effect ?! Then the information i got at psipog was completly wrong. They said that thing of making our hands tingling just by thinking on them, was just a placebo effect, i guess is them who are wrong... Oh yeah, i think they don't believe on n.e.w. or even about chakras...

Hum... so i guess that if someone would say that a certain pill would gave psychic abilities if he would take that pill, and in reality that pill doing absolutly nothing, just by the fact of the pacient having the hope and believe that it would do that, maybe something would happen related to psychic ablities... or about that it's not that easy and it's only for curing ?

well, malissa456, i must confess i NEVER HEARD of this before but it seems interesting. Hum... i am not sure if i want to hear those sounds specially after that sentence "When we listen to our recorded tapes trying to find EVP's 'spirit voices', sometimes they jump right out at us because they are so clear and distinct." what do they mean with that ?! In case this is all real, does those "spirits" know if someone is going to hear those sounds also on the webpage ? I hope not, because i don't want to "attract" any spirits (or negative intenties) to my house just by hearing those sounds, specially the ones which speak on the sounds... i just don't understand much about those things and am not sure in what to believe or not...

By the way, do you (malissa456) or the person who wrote the webpage (specially the text in "Our BEST EVP Files") have any psychic abilities ? I do read there a lot of parts saying "i feel"...

oh, thanks kalonek, at least ONE person replyed !

Hum... i am also practising psychokinesis during the day, about some 5 minutes sessions, and if you read my other post in the general methaphisics (getting illusions in pk), i THINK i am already getting results, but as everytime i got excited to get results like this, they never happen again and i start to think again it meant nothing. But i think that this practise does indirectly stimulate the third eye chakra, as i feel a lot of activity on it, even tough it's ALWAYS just physical sensations.

Another new results i got yesterday was that i THINK i am starting to see energy, but again, this migth not be what i think and maybe it's nothing related to psychic abilities : i do see yellow dots and swirling dark grey rays (more like waves) in my palms but only when it's dark and with a dark background. Tell me, is this just a illusion (example : heat waves) or i am really seeing energy ? This seems too good to be truth.

By the way, it's it supposed that the spinal bounce would at least develop a bit all the chakras ? Anyways i have a lot of trouble feeling my spine...

You said "Also, you should know that the secondary centers training (joints etc) is only useful at the beginning, during the first few months." Months ? I hoped it would be weeks... Anyways a important question : that secundary work is mainly to be done UNTIL i feel all them ? Is that the way i know until i have to do that arms and legs work ?

first of all i could only reply now as only now i could go to internet again (in school)

it's incredible, everytime i think that everyone will reply, no one replys and everytime i am pessimist and that i think no one will reply, i receive some or lots of replys. It's incredible, in how many things in my daily life this "counter-intuintion" or "negative intuintion" works.

Finally for the first time ever i got replys about my specific problem, after me doing so many posts for help in fixing the consequences of my problem, instead of going into it's sources.

to Cruel Tendencies :

Hum... i remember you... by the way, this was the reason i was so "obssessed" with psychic abilities (specially remote view) and N.E.W., some weeks/months ago when i have done that post about new in which you and me replyed each other.

Thanks for the descriptions in your first paragraph, finally i got some more doubts dissolved.
Indeed i am also working in the third eye chakra, mostly because the nose work does stimulate the third eye chakra. But i am also doing some kind of clairvoyance training, but strangely i can feel my third eye chakra well, with lots of tingling and some pressure but nothing more, and this happens even when i am NOT thinking at it. Also, i do have good dream recall and very vivid dreams but i never had psychic abilities. I thought that Robert Bruce said that having more vivid dreams and lucid dreams or even good dream recall was a sign of a developed third eye, but i never had any kind of psychic abilities, is this not true what he said?

Yes, i finally now do N.E.W. everyday, about 2 hours before sleep, as i said in the begining.
Altough what you said "While breathing as you've described will fill the sub-navel, I don't think it provides the same training for body awareness that consciously raising the energy through the legs and arms does." is very interesting, but why do i got much more energy activity in the lower belly with the breathing ? Anyways i am also doing the leg and arm energy raising, but it's still very difficult to visualize/try to feel energy flowing INSIDE my limbs, it feels as it's on the surface.

Hum... indeed sometimes i do energy work very near the groin center and nothing happens... just tingling, nothing more. Anyways, about that of providing the balance in chakras, do you think the spinal bounce is good for that also ? I also do it everyday in the daily session of NEW.

One last question for you : Kalonek said in this post "when you wake up with this enormous desire (not to say a diplodocus' erection ), don't even think about moving, stay very calm and focus your attention on your sexual region. You will feel some kind of clearly fluid substance there, it's a pool of sexual energy concentrated there. Force it to come up through your spine to your heart center, and you'll feel your desire getting down very quickly, as well as it's physical manifestations (about 8-10 sec max), and stay focused on your heart center after that until you fall asleep again or wake up. It's VERY effective to develop it." please tell me if this is safe to do ? Even tough i tried this but absolutly nothing happened, i couldn't even feel that "fluid substance".

to MoonBurn33 :

Hum... i must say that my main problem is that i suffer a lot because i can never satisfy my fetishes the way i want, and it's that that makes me suffer, it seems that this obssession is as psychological as physical. And i don't think on this all the time, it's mostly when i see girls, but the problem is that i feel physical atraction for almost every one (also i never had feel in love and never had any girlfriend) and i can never see the part i like on them (it's not sexual parts that i like, not even boobs) in the conditions i want, and i suffer a lot with that, and other thing it's not even sex that i want with them, it's EXCLUSIVLY the fetishes (this is why i can't have a girlfriend, because i don't want sex and i hate kissing, specially on the mouth).

That thing of grounding, i don't know, i never done any energy work, and i only started doing new some months ago, but only 3 weeks ago i started serious work with NEW, by doing it daily. That's why i can't even do psiballs, so grounding doesn't have any effect on me. After all, i only started doing energy work for the first time with 23 years old... That part when you say "the state of your energy body when you're thinking about it is the state that you need to work on it." i don't understand quit well, i don't feel any difference in my energy body when i have the sexual obssession. It's all psychological, altough the desire is physical.

When you say "you could pay attention to your sexuality and find out what you really want- instead of supress it." what this means, it means if i want to lose the fetishes or if i want to keep them? Well i would prefer to KEEP them, only MUCH less stronger and never being obssessive. Altough the part of not wanting sex and the part of also feeling very atracted to younger girls and even children (altough i also am atracted by those of my age with almost the same strength, but the younger they are the stronger the desire is) is not normal and that i would want to fix, i don't want to become a paedofilian.

to Kalonek :

Yes, i remenber your reply in the other post ("Intro, OBEs and NEW q's"), unfortunately i only readed it AFTER doing this post now, now with your reply here it's not necessary to me reply your older reply but i thank you very much for the advices there!

Yes, you confirm that the problem can also come from the Heart Chakra, and indeed when i do the spinal bounce i seem to feel a strong blockage in the spine at the level at the heart, altough in many other parts of my spine i can't even feel it. When you say "it is the link between the physical and the mental/metaphysical things" that i already know, another person told me that also, but isn't it early to work on main chakras yet ? Sorry but i am doing N.E.W. daily for 3 weeks and absolutly NOTHING changed, including in the sexual desire, even if i do the spinal bounce (concentrating also in the heart chakra area) and energy raising to sub-navel.

Altough tell me EXACTLY how and what you did when you say "I therefore worked on it in 2 sessions and the next day everything was definitely improved !" You mean you worked directly on the heart chakra ? If yes tell me the steps and technique.

When you say "A good exercicse that was given to me" until the end of your post, wait a minute ! That doesn't induce a premature kundalini arousal ?! Are you sure that is SAFE ?! Anyways, i have a few questions about that :

1. Can this be done when i have a sexual desire when sitting (watching television in which i see a girl) to reduce the obssesion ? Or this only works at night ?
2. When you say "You will feel some kind of clearly fluid substance there, it's a pool of sexual energy concentrated there." you mean also when i have erection ? Because i could NEVER feel that you say when i have these desires ! Not even any kind of energy sensations. Or you were talking specifically on masturbation ? Only in that moment i feel a similar thing as everyone.
3. When you say to force it to come up trought spine to heart center, is this doing SEXUAL energy raising to the heart center ? Also are you sure this is safe ?!

WAIT A MINUTE !! When you say "i think that focusing on the lower chakras will even do the opposite effect" are you sure that is true ? Then i can't do sub-navel raising ! As the sub-navel center is the same as the sex/sacral chakra isn't it ? If it's not how do i know if i am fillinf the sub-navel center or stimulating the sex chakra ?

But that makes sense, as if i have a lot of sexual desire it's possible that the sex chakra is over-active, but in that case how i practise N.E.W. if it's dangerous to directly fill the heart and third eye centers ? (even tough i already tried that and absolutly nothing bad happened)

Another thing when you say "concentrate on the higher chakras and especially the heart." hum... i also been doing some third eye chakra work, and even on throat chakra, but in the heart indeed i haven't done much, by the way the heart and trouath chakras as the ones i feel less. I guess then i should focus on Heart, trouath and third eye chakra, as i also want (VERY badly) to develop psychic abilities, even if it takes 50 years in my case, because indeed i am having big difficulties in getting any results in psychic abilities, the only thing i can do is make the psywheel spin with my hand near clockwise in left hand and counter-clockwise in right hand (and NO IT'S NOT THE WIND!!). Oh i can also make a magnetic repultion between my palms but it's always very weak.

Now to finish my reply to you, about your last paragraph :

No, i can't stop marturbating for a week ! Only about 1 or 2 years ago i DISCOVERED masturbation (before that i tought that i didn't liked it, as i never wanted or liked sex, altough even after doing masturbation for the first time, i still don't want sex, i only feel sexual atraction in the specific parts of girls that each fetish is and then masturbating with the hand, not making sex with girls) and i must say that time it was REALLY a living hell because i didn't had a way to relieve my sexual desire and i suffered a lot and sometimes even thinked in suicide (even tough i would never do that in fact, but many times i got so desesperated that many times i would fould as exploding) and the masturbation relieves me a lot, BUT only for 1-2 hours, even tough in the next 1-2 days i ALMOST don't think in those fetishes, if, of course, i don't see girls which is difficult. So, without wanting i ALREADY did that you said, in the past, and the desire never dissapeared... I guess my sexual problems are much more serious than yours... (don't take offense !) Anyways thanks for the tips !

to boydster :

I hope you read also my answer to Kalonek, to you understand better my situation. Yes i tought of that, of stimulating the higher chakras, but i always got afraid of those terrible storys of premature kundalini arousals and with that the warnings to start chakra work in the root chakra, and then each chakra and only then at the end the crown chakra. Altough i have been doing work on third eye chakra and nothing bad happened, even if i feel energy sensations there.

What the ?!?! "There are astral entities which feed on the substantial energy released from masturbation." ? Indeed, at least for me it's impossible to not comment on this ! Well, it MIGTH be that my case, and when you say "So they hang around young people and psychically manipulate them into sexual fantasies which they then convince their victim they need to fulfill, preferrably via masturbation." i must say that i have about 6-7 different fetishes, so i don't know if they would do all that to me. Woud they focus on all of them?! Altough, i am a bit skeptic about that, as i am not clairvoant and i don't ever know how is to feel presences ! I could even be in a dark room full of people that, without noise i would never guess there was more people in that room.

By the way i never done more than 2 masturbations for day, now i usually do 1 masturbation each 1-2 days, and even like that i still suffer because i can't find the ideal ways to satisfy, you see, pictures is NOT enouth, i would want videos and in the conditions i want is impossible. (it's not necessary to tell here which conditions i would want)

When you say "There is a lot of info in the psychic self defense forum on how to rid oneself of unwanted entities." are you sure that for a non (i mean with absolutly no psychic abilities) it's possible to do psychic self defense ? I can't even shape energy, much less doing shields. It seems the only thing i can do is that one of hearing classical music and christmas carols (altough that's the only kind of music i love to hear, i ONLY like classical music and specially with choir, but only if it's classical, but that one in the final battle in Matrix Revolutions is also very very beautiful even not being classical) that i think it's not enough, but what else can i do if i can't shape energy to form shields ?

to dreamosis :

Oh my, no offense but your post was the most confusing to me ! But thanks for the reply anyway.
One thing that ALWAYS happened to me, is that everyday i seem to have energy surges on me. I mean, all of a sudden, i feel a lot of tingling rising on me for a few seconds, but it's hard to notice from where it comes when i notice it's already rising in my upper cheat and shoulders, upwards, and i even have to do a full body shake to "release" this. This is very strange, altough this happens for years even when i NEVER done any kind of energy work. And it's not on the spine it's in the whole width of my body (horizontally). Could this mean i do have excess energy on my body since many months or years ?

please sorry to you all for a lengthy post again, i just can't help it.

oh, i knew it ! Now i understand why i am not having results with NEW (psychologically) most certainly i don't do it enough time each day. So it's NOT recommended to each one decide what the amount of time to practise each day, because this could delay the development in several more months or even more years.

To KALONEK :

You seem to be a bit expert on this, about advices regarding NEW, i absolutly need some advises about the practise times on NEW, because unfortunately i have lots of doubts and it's very difficult to avoid making many questions, but fortunately some are already answered by your replys to Blakera.

You said that "Firstly, you did well by first clearing the energy pathways, and you it should be your primary focus for the next weeks/months, with the development of your secundary system." Now, just to me be sure :
1. That is exactly what, just all the legs and arms work or there is anything else missing ? Like the nose work and month work are also included on this ? Or even the spinal bounce ?
2. The RECOMMENDED daily working time on this is also 2 thirty minutes session ? (even tough i take 1,5 hour in finishin leg work or arm work) I know you might say that the more the better, but i mean for those that want to develop psychic abilities (without waiting several years) which is the recommended working time on this daily, to not be so long to develop psychic abilities ? A single session of leg work and arm work (or also nose and month work and spinal bounce) is enough ?
3. How do i know when i should start progress more on NEW and start doing the two parts body circuit ? I mean, how do i know when my secondary system is enough stabilized and developed to start doing the body circuit or energy raising to sub-navel ? When i don't feel any energy blockages in arms and legs ?!

About the primary centers :

I really don't get this. This is strange. There is some weeks that i am working directly on the third eye chakra, but nothing dangerous happens. Altough i do feel it stimulated with lots of tingling and pressure and sometimes a very little headache but never dizziness and absolutly no psychological side-effects. Altough i never had any psychic abilities and not even intuintion (at least at a noticeable level) and much less any kind of obe or sleep paralysis, but i do have very vivid dreams, almost daily dream recall, hypnagogic imagery before sleeping in some days, but lucid dreams is very very rare, but i do have them about 1 time each 2 months more or less. How is this possible ?! According to my 6th sense being so underdeveloped, my third eye chakra should be with a major energy blockage, or almost fully blocked, but according to my physical conditions (very healthy), the quality and recall of my dreams and not feeling any bad side effects when working directly on the third eye chakra it seems to be working well without blockages ! This is really weird, even i never having any psychic abilities i can stimulate it a lot, and the only thing i ever felt is tingling or pressure. Also the same about other chakras, i stimulate them, but it's exactly the same than with the third eye, i never felt any bad side-effects not even in long term, and no dizzyness. Maybe this is doe to me having a very good health and being very resistant to diseases (altough i am fat, because i am a 24 years old male, and i weight 115 quilograms, but i am 1,80 meters tall), but psychologically i have a lot of problems (including being anti-social, shy, lot of sex problems, which seems to relate to the solar plexus chakra and sub-navel chakra respectively), but nothing changed when i worked on primary centers, even if i felt them pulsate normally and with tingling. Altough in my arms and legs and spine i seem to have a lot of energy blockages when i do arm and leg work and spinal bounce.

Also i am been doing sub-navel filling (mostly from the legs) even with energy blockages on legs, this isn't dangerous i hope ? But this is weird, i feel that the sub-navel center is my lower guts? That doesn't make much sense, specially because in yoga books they said that it was the solar plexus the center of our energy storage. That's strange, when filling the sub-navel center how much deep i should focus ? In the middle of body a little under the navel ?

Oh just more this question and this one is important : does twitching means energy pathways/energy blockages being cleared ? It's because this only happens when doing energy work and a lot of times in different places (altough sometimes also happens after doing some physical work) and it would be very motivating if i were sure that those twitchings meant that the energy pathway in the place i feel the twitch was cleared. Is that how we feel when a energy blockage is cleant ? They are a bit painfull if it's in the back of my lower logs tough.

So, please have a bit of patiente to read all this and then reply, ok ? I know it's too much but i can't take it anymore with all these doubts, from my situation i said (that about psychic abilities) please give me some advices.

By the way does it exist a NEW teatrise ?! Where ?! (sorry if i have not interpreted well what you said)

yes, i agree with all of you, if this was dangerous, clairvoyants would have already come here complain about that. But wait, if we would use clairvoyance for doing harm to others or doing selfish things (like doing remote voyerism, if such thing is possible with clairvoyance/remote view, please tell me Comokisadore) maybe that way is dangerous ? Because we have to consider karma, and i already talked with a person which had a kundalini arousal and he said that to get the third eye chakra working with clairvoyance one would have to content with the problems related to karma... altough how do i know if this is true ? Only you Comokisadore can answer, as you have clairvoyance.

Hum... i seem to have progress in learning clairvoyance, but please, specially to Comokisadore tell me if this is a good way to learn clairvoyance :

In a certain website they say to 3 times a day, during 10 minutes, close the eyes and VISUALIZE a specific picture. They also say it takes a few weeks to "rewrite" the brain to switch view to mental images instead of trying to see with eyes. And that in a few days/weeks of practise we would a certain day be able to actually SEE what we visualize and not seing just darkness behind closed eyelids. This seems to be working on me, but only at night when i am trying to sleep. The last night i visualized a lot of things, including rotating 3d letters (a,b,c,d, etc) and a few minutes after i was able to see one of the letters i visualized, even with the color i visualized! (curiously i also heared strange sounds, it sound like clairaudience, but it also lasted for just 1 second) But this only happened to me 2 times and only lasts for a split second of 1 second, this state seems very difficult to reach while i am not trying to sleep at night. Altough some other strange things happened. My eyelids started to twitch and i felt a cold chill in my whole body (specially on my back), oh, i also saw a lot of purple swirls (lights?) but this is normal since i always have seen this almost everynight since many years ago, even tough i never had any psychic ability, and also don't having (noticeable) intuintion. Altough i do have lucid dreams but VERY VERY rarely but my dreams are always very vivid and i often have good dream recall.

Don't tell me that it's not possible to use clairvoyance without being on trance ? Like seeing aura's isn't it possible to see trough objects and see in dark places (with eyes open)? I readed this on a yoga book but i could never found a clairvoyant to confirm this and how this work.

Now, some questions to just Comokisadore or anyone that is clairvoyant here, as it seems very difficult to me find a clairvoyant :
1. How did you became a clairvoyant ? Trough training or you are a natural/have someone in family clairvoaynt ? If it was trought training tell me how did you did.
2. Did you have to had a kundalini arousal to have clairvoyance?
3. How do you see things, in single shots, or a continuous "movie" ? Do you see things much like in hypnagogic imagery ?
4. Does doing N.E.w. helps in getting clairvoyant/psychokinetic ? Which part specifically, arms and legs work, sub-navel filling or full body circuit ?

Oh, by the way what you said "Clairvoyance is constantly broadcasted by your Higher self, those who are in tune with their higher self can perceive clairvoyance better than the average person." how the heck do i do this ?! Don't tell me it's required to be a highly spiritual person to be clairvoyant ! Please indicate me some links to learn this if you know any.

Please sorry for so many questions, i hope you answer, i tried to remove the unnecessary questions, but it's because i need help urgently. Also sorry for a lengthy post.

Oh, thanks ! that boosted me up and incentivated me to continue more even if i don't results (at least new results). You see i have the terrible habit of even things like these don't work at the first times, i start to get skeptical again and think that they will never work for me or that i am doing something wrong, or practising wrong. I think this is because all my life i was very skeptic, that's why now i have trouble changing (because usually skeptics don't belive in psychic abilties because they got no results at the first tries) altough thanks for the answer anyways.

oh, i see. Thank you very much. If more people can confirm this please reply, even tough i am sure now.

remember me ? you have replyed me in the post "psi ball on first attempt".

Well, i see that you have the same problem i had, now that FINALLY i started to feel psiballs (well, feeling energy outsid hands), and it was so much difficult that i would like to help people that like me had a lot of trouble in feeling a psiball for the first time. Also when i said "100000 topics" of course it was just a expresion, refering that i am tired of reading posts in which several people can do psiballs at first try, but most of the posts i was refering was to Psipog forum (which is closed now) but here there is also many posts like that.

Also please reply me if this tecnique work on you or if you have any doubts.

Hum... you have been trying for a month... well i have been trying for more than one month and didnt haved sucess mostly because ALL the current techniques don't work with me (they are TOO simple) and most probably this is your case also. I had to make a variation for the current psiball techniques to me being able to feel a psiball for the first time. But there is some pre requisits if you really want to do a psiball :

1. Arms and hands with energy blockages : please read N.E.W. and check if you can make you arms and hands respond to energetic exercices. Most probably, if you feel heat then you certainly are able to draw energy to hands.
2. Make sure that before trying to make a psiball your hands aren't hot already (just to avoid more doubts if it's a psiball or not)
3. Keep this in mind : if you are right-handed, then your main left hand chakra probably spins clockwise, and the other hand counter-clockwise, but if you are left-handed then your main left hand chakra spins counter-clockwise and the other clockwise.
3. Pre-stimulate hands as told in N.E.W. : this will help a lot in stimulating hands chakras
4. Even tough 100% concentration isn't required for this to work, try to get the most concentrated possible on this.

Now there is the technique for ULTRA beginners/"nons" like me, but warning, this is not garanteed to work because different people can feel diferent things, i don't know if in your case you would feel magnetic repulsion, if you don't, then this technique may not work for you, because this technique is specially designed to feel magnetic repulsion. I recommend visualizing energy as electricity, but i think that anything works as look as you vizualize it as energy. There is the technique :

1. Draw energy to both your hands. If you have doubts about this read N.E.W. The source from where you draw energy i think doesn't matter, but i recommend shoulders (which is closer than the sub-navel), spounge energy inside your arm down until it reaches your hands. Continue until you feel your hands tingling, pulsating or with a lot of heat.
2. Stimulate the center of your palms (the place of the hand's main chakra), by doing the stirring action (as descrived on N.E.W.) in the direction i told in requisit nr 3, one hand at a time. Do this UNTIL you feel response or you feel the center of your palms tingling, pulsating or with heat. Also avoid to look at the center of your palms while doing this, you have to try FEEL the stirring not just vizualizing it)
3. Now imagine the energy coming out (all the time, avoid wandering toughts) of each palm, more exactly imagine that the palms are irradiating energy outwards, imagine this on both palms at the same time.
4. Now put both you palms facing each other about 5 centimetres, and very slowly approuach them until they are ALMOST touching, also you don't need to visualize all the time the energy coming from the source or shoulders, just focus on the palms irradiating energy outwards in the direction of the other palm.
5. Now when both palms are ALMOST touching (if they accidently touch, move them apart a little bit until they don't touch) about 1 centimeter you PROBABLY should feel some magnetic sensations (in my case, repulsions), even if you haven't visualed the energy to behave like that. You may feel those magnetic sensations only on little parts of the palms (like happened to me) but it's already some progress and now it's just a matter of practise. If you don't feel any magnetic sensations, move the palms away from each other 5 centimetres again and continue repeating steps 3-4 and 5 until you feel magnetic sensations. If in a week you never feel them and you practised daily, then forget it, this technique won't work for you, in this case i recommend doing N.E.W. daily, SPECIALLy arm work and sub-navel filling, but of course do other things also.

If you feeled magnetic repulsion/atraction, even if it was only in little parts of the palms, it is working, that's good. Probably you won't feel that on the finger undersides, just on the center part of palms. Also if you feel twitches (which i think it means energy pathways being "formed" or reinforced to energy flow), or if some parts of your hands hurt it's ok (but if they hurt significatly, stop, and try again later until your hands get used to draw energy). Now comes the second part :

1. While continuing to visualize the palms irradiating energy, and in the part that both palms are facing about 1 centimeter, vizualize that the "energy field" of both palms (more specifically, that energy that you have visualized irradiating) have fused together and imagine energy spinning or moving very fast inside that energy field, but continue to vizualize the energy coming out of each palm. You should feel tingling and a weird sensation on palms similar to when the palms are numb.
2. Now comes the different part of this technique : try to EXPAND that energy field while moving the hands VERY slowly apart, and continuing to visualize the energy moving fast inside that field, and most important imagine the energy inside the field becoming DENSER to strengthen the field, because it is being expanded.
3. Now when palms are about 5 centimeters away or more if you want, lets approuach both palms again SLOWLY as always, and visualizing the energy field being COMPRESSED, but also continuing to be filled with energy from both palms and becoming even more denser. In this step you may finally feel a magnetic repulsion when approuching both palms, you may enconter resistence when doing this ! If this is the case you are finally having results, and now just continue the same kind of movement, when both palms are about 1 centimeter again, repeat from step 1 (in this second part) except that now you don't have to visualize the energy fields fusing again, unless you didn't felt any magnetic repulsion.

DON'T expect to see the energy !! Also i don't have idea if that can felt as "squooshy bath bubbles" but what i think its much more similar to magnetic sensations.

That's it ! Now it's just a matter of practise, but i advice it may take several days to notice more results or differences. Also i most warn you, it's possible that after this you may still not being able to do normal psiballs. Because from my experience, the visualization "level" isn't strong enough yet to actually manipulate energy to form a ball, of course i can imagine the energy forming a ball but i never feel it making a ball shape, maybe the shaping of energy only starts to have effect after practising this technique i descrived for some days or weeks, because i still can't make a "classic" psiball, only this energetic field expansion, because for me it's easier to imagine a rectangular field of energy instead of a SPHERIC ball. Well i am sorry for writing so much, but i must say that most of the techniques for doing psiballs are ALL too simple and without in-depth details as my method. I know that those simple methods worked for most people, but for persons as me and you, it have not worked, maybe because of we two being extreme beginners on this, and never worked on energy before, also i am 24 years old now, and 1 year before i always had been very skeptic about psychic abitilies (and i don't have any psychic in the family, it's exactly the opposite, EVERYONE in my family and aroud me is very skeptic).

I hope that i managed to help you, even if this is confusing, but if you have patience to read all this, then you will understand.