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Hey Ryan is that a black belt? Or brown .. can't tell


I'm black belt in Bushidokan, got my belt when i was 17 or so

I was talking with my boss a few days ago and he brought up a man called David Ike(his real into conspiracy theories and the whole conscience shift)

My boss was explaining to me something along the lines of how you put a drop of water in a glass after writting on the glass like "Love" the drop would form a nice shape and if you did the same for the word "Hate" or something negative it would turn ugly

And it got me thinking.. What the f**k are words? What if all those strong emotive words are like that because we made them like that, Neurolinguistic programming... Programming? So we managed to program and create these words which contain powerful emotions in them such as LOVE or HATE, even when i say them outloud i can feel the word... It's like a placebo effect in a way, how can a few letters do that?

Where can we go from this? There's no reason why we cant expand on this and bring it to different situations such as helping the world with its problems, maybe mental disabilities, sickness etc...

What do you guys think of this?

Hahahahha good find, i like his humour ...

its more so making fun of how we are socially conditioned in today's world to do certain things and act a certain way

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZEF2dvy1Co&feature=player_embedded

"The story of an amazing kid who was shot with a shotgun multiple times and made a full recovery. This is his story, told by him."

Stookie; Nop she doesn't .. only weed rarely though

Szaxx: Nop she isn't that i know of anyway

Pred, CTF: Thanks for your reply guys, very informative and ill tell her about it see what she thinks

Also about the zoneing out... i sometimes get this too and been getting it a little bit recently

I'll be listening to a music that i just pressed play on and i would look left or at something else then come back and the song has already finished but time felt like it had only been a couple seconds? It is like i forgot about that whole moment and have no memory of it or anything, really weird and scary too some point

One of my friends that i know she has certain episodes where excrement like this happens;


She was sitting down on her kitchen table while talking to her mum and all of a sudden she kind of zones out and her mother asks her whats wrong and she replies with "What?" and after a little she will come back to her senses kind of thing and then act normal?

She says shes feels like shes missing something inside her like an empty space says she hasn't been her self lately, anyone have any wisdom on what this might be?

I Agree with Ryan, it's my path others might not understand what is happening 100%, but i'm always open minded for peoples opinions

Yeah you can bro, i have done it before i was in a lucid dream and i fly up in the air and floated there and put my arms out and closed my eyes and let the vibrations take place, happened quick ... just let go of yourself and you'll get there

Off by memory i remember coming back to my room and floating around on my bed before i projected too my old house

I just trued to have an OBE (8pm) and i got virations and i was able to get out of my body and into the black void and i felt asif i went through my wall to the ground and i tried walking and i felt like i hit my head?

After that i was back in my bed still in vibration state and i focused myself looking from my roof to my bed and i could picture it and see myself birds eye view for half a second then i would felt this incredible pain in my head, felt like 2 areas of my head were affected and it hurt alot, i
Then had a false awakening and called out for a spirit guide for help and my iphone popped up infront of me showin me a picturr of what looked like a horse riding something :S

Then i forced myself to wake up because everytime i focused too get into the trance it would literally hurt my brain alot, woke up with the top right hemisphere of my brain pulsing... Whats goin on?

This was weird, usually takes me 10-20mins to get out of my body but this day it came in 20 seconds, and with background noise to the extreme

It was about 2pm i was in bed after having a lay night and i could hear my parents dow nstairs talking loudly and my dad walking up the stairs, i turned my head to the right and my head felt like i got into that state of trance when i do before i have an OBE, when i felt this pressure kind of go in my head my sound went super sonic i could hear very well and clear and i could hear my mum's voice from downstairs and what seemed like to repeat itself, and i could also hear my dad's

Then i started to hear someone whispering next to my ear, was like a "Psh psh psh psh" sound, very fast and felt like someone was trying to get my attention, I felt my body then move to the left as if someone was trying to pull me out. I kind of had a vision of myself(or my identical twin's) presence next to my bed laying down next to me and whispering in my ear, i tried turning my head but i couldn't and in that moment my Dad walked in and started complaining how i sleep till so late, and i remember looking to the side thinking someone was there then looking at him in shock not knowing what was going on

Anyone have some insight into this? I could feel the presence and it felt like it was me or my identical twin brother

I also remember after that being on the computer and in the corner of my eye seeing a head pop out of my brother's closed door and it looked like he was looking left and right then dissapeared, could it have bene him projecting unconsciously? (He was in his room sleeping)

"Master Splinter from TMNT" for example

elaborate on that for me please

That's pretty f**cked dude, what an experience!

Try talking to them next time!

This morning i was also trying to project except what i saw was this gold computer thing hovering around my room then a skeleton jumping on me... lol, freaky sh*t
I couldn't control my ones because the skeleton jumped on me so i couldn't see him after that, woke up heart racing

and my sore throat stopped me also ;( which sucks!! kept having to gulp in the physical and kept interfering with my AP

Have you tried letting it happen instead of forcing yourself to wake up?

P.S
Ryan, just read your post on your site about your false awakening jotting down your nots, hilarious! Hahaha Badluck

I honestly don't know what to say man,

Are you a diagnosed schizophrenic?

And i kind of get what your saying in some parts and others just sound ridiculous, im not trying to diss you or anything just that's how its coming across to me and i think you need to know that from another persons perspective

What exactly are you trying to find out?

Have you seen any professional help to get your life back on track, sounds like its going in a down ward spiral and your living in a fantasy world

and again im not trying to diss you, i'm just generally curious, so don't take any harm in anything i say

You did a WILD; wake induced lucid dream


This is how i normally do mine too, try going deeper and instead of focusin inside your mind try picturing yourself outside your body for a OBE/AP!

Goodjob btw

Or bineral beats also, after reading karens post of her stories i saw she already uses it and it helps her get in that thea state so i guess could help!

I've used speed before.  I don't know if I died and was resurrected or what happened, but I looked like I was seventeen when I used it.  And using it, time slows down, one cigarette lasts a half hour, and my mind becomes obsessed with potential romances.  I've never had the opportunity to use speed without 'certain people' or 'people I don't really like' being around me, so I don't know.  I do know that using speed made me very vulnerable on the physical level.

Your a very interesting individual, you seem like you have insight (not trying to be a d*ck, just curious) But knowing how bad drugs are effecting you how come you still choose to do it?

And please elaborate on were you think you died, interesting

And to get a better understand i have taken drugs in the past, all sorts and i am over them because i feel they give me no benefit other then tie me down to the material plane and distract my progress

I was mostly asking because of alcohol, seeing as im young and have friends who go out every weekend, i dont want to be a hermit at home, but i dont drink much and can easily pull a sober night as i did usually when i went out alot

I guess everyones different and progress differently so its nice to hear peoples opinions

Awesome bro!

Question, what were you thinking about before you got into an AP in the RTZ?

Pictures:


Bad entity i saw:

Imagine like this, with life like features, such as the black was leather and skin was actual skin, like an actual person



Next ones sooooo hard to draw and i really cant do any good but to give you a BASIC outline of what i saw, when it was shown to me it was in full vivid colour and it was like it was a document that was prepared for me, there was a heap of text explaining 2D/3D/4D + and its so hard to describe even with this sh*tty drawing,




But the way i can describe it is for example the 3D slide that was shown to me the front had 3D objects, then on the side as it went deep into it, it would like expand from the 3D object but still being in the insides of the 3D box, so hard to explaining ... best i could do lol

Ill with stomach flu i didn't think an OBE would be possible seeing as i was in such a state, my heads clear but my stomach is growling/hurting


So what happened was i was dreaming and it turned lucid after a bit, i was doing some flying and i decided that i could try AP'ing, so i drifted in the air and started concentrating on "freeing my mind" everything started turning white and i started to feel vibrations shortly after and could feel my body swaying out of my physical body, shortly after that i opened my eyes and appeares in a theatre like room

1st experience
It was a two story house and i got to the bottom floor and made my way past this curtain, i opened it and started walking forward, i felt bad energy to my left and as i looked there i saw this figurr standing, buff dude with claws as hands and a gas mask on, it started clawing at me as i asked "Who do you represent" pooing myself a little and remembering peoples opinons on dealing with these negative entities i turned around and walked off

As i got outside i was on a street like enviornment, vibrant colours the first thing i noticed was how amazing the quality was on my vision, i started walking up the hill. I remember meeting diffrent objects i cant explain with words, closest i can come too is that it looked like a puffed up deformed black mailbox? which had a mouth i remember trying to talk to it but forgot the reply

So as i continied up the road i noticed a pitbull type dog trying to attack me and to my suprise it was actually tugging on my body which i found weird seeing as other negative entities i encountered i couldnt feel there attacks only sense there bad energy and my fear, maybe those ones i cant feel was a test or my fear being manifested?

As i got up the hill i remember seeing a old school racing car and i got in it and i rember over hearing instructions on how to start it, "push to start" or something and i got in it and pressed start then the car in synced with my movements and off i went, this lead me down to a black/red road filled with arrows going down and up and i followed this and my vision started to go blury then went good again

2nd experience

After that road i ended up in the house i was in before and i went through the same room with the negative entity but he wasn't there this time and as i got out this time i was on a porch and first thing i noticed was the sky was so pink and vibrant and i remember thinking "Wow" outloud and as i said that someone else said something next to me and started running and i folowed her and asked her who does she represent and who she was and she turned around and i could see her face, which was a baby face with the cutest most gorgeous smile with good energy, she said she her name was "Miss. Fisher"

Something along the lines off "Follow me Maddie, i want to show you something you can do in real life" and i immediately thought Wtf, Maddie? I'm a boy and she said she was joking as we continued running to this creek spot

As we got there i noticed on the ground there was water and sticks scattered all across the water and 3 water bottles, i asked her what to do and she told me to pick up the water bottle and i did, and she laughed and said She laughed and she said "no silly like this" and she picked the water bottle up with two sticks and i did too and it was kind of half assy and she said to put it in her mouth and i tried half butt like and i managed to just get it in her mouth and she was saying not like that or something and i noticed sounds to the right of me and i looked back at her and she had this cheeky butt smile but the most gorgeous face radiating good energy and she said "now you got to *mumbles something*" and i snapped back to my physical body!

Also almost forgot i can't edit last post because of iphone but before the 2nd experience my vision was 3/4 taken over by a presentation like thing and it showed me pictures of 2D/3D/4D and i think even 5D diagrams and with full detailed writing next to it, when i feel better i'll post pictures of what i saw!

Thoughts?

That' what it felt like,

i was having a nap before and i remember in my dreams i was walking around a corner shop and i had the feeling off my brain puffing up and then slowly depleating and in my dream i fell to the floor and my movements got really slow

then after that i woke up, went back to sleep and then i felt like a bubble burst in my head and it woke me up fully, anyone had this kind of experiences happen or know of what is going on
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No need for playa hating ^

Thanks for the reply guys but i meant for example if you want to progress with AP/OBE, is it OK if you ENJOY a weekend out in the city and getting drunk, will that effect your awareness?

Had another successful AP this morning, after some pretty crazy butt dreams of me being in a boat that was getting flooded and being on a mission to get out while it was flooding, and also being chased by police and Samuel L Jackson and my friend, lol!

The morning was super cold and i could feel my face very cold so that was so distracting to me when i was trying to concentrate

But i managed to get out and i pictured myself going to the pyramids in egypt, i pictured myself standing on top of that Sphinx thats there and i ended up in a building, and i looked out
the window and i saw that sphnix on top of another building, was weird, i decided to fly out the building after seeing my Dad there in the building telling me i can fly and to jump out the window so then i was flying across the city and the Sphinx dissapeared, i started flying around and i noticed there was water edges to the city and i couldn't get passed it it would fade into white if i was to go near the water, i was in the city for a fair bit didn't really do anything interesting apart from fly

I snapped back to my physical body and tried again and this time i projected without any vibrations (or so i think) I was in the black void with my astral body and i remember it was the layout of my room and i opened my door and exited it (Still in the void) and i tried opening my eyes and i found myself in this corridor going right and left, and my vision was sloppy and slow when i tried to open my eyes and it was very hard at first to do it

Snapped back to my physical after that and then i noticed i was in a false awakening after seeing a girl on the top of my cupboard, she had purple hair and it was just her head and every-time i would look it would appear that her head was coming out from the cupboard too see me, that happened for a good 1 minute as i was trying to observe her and while trying to wake myself up, i get this hallucinations alot i remember i once pictured a black man sitting on my computer chair when i woke up one time and the hallucinations go away within a few seconds, except this girl was only here when i was in my false awakening state

Weird...

Not so much the hallucinogen drugs but im talking speed, coke, alcohol


Is it OK to drink alcohol on the off occasion?

Has anyone had experiences where it effected your progress or awareness of APing?

I've done mushrooms before and went full blown into the "one"ness of the universe

Lay off the drugs tho, you get that fast but you have no value there, no experience or knowledge learned, trust me it will be a long road but be patient and you will have success

Keep reading up on the topic and practice!

Try meditating in the morning just after shortly waking up