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No offense....but personally I don't think God answers prayer.  Just yesterday I was overshadowed (partially possessed) by a neg.  And let me ask you all where the hell was God when I was possessed? No where to be found.   I had to take matters in my own hands and get rid of the neg.  I mean if God is sooo good....then where the hell is he when people commit suicide and other people suffer giganticly....for no reason at all.  And don't give me that karma bovine excrement.  Personally I don't rely on anyone.  I am going to stay true to myself and no one else.  Do we really need God? I haven't.  If God does exist....do you think he needs us? No.  I don't know....right now I still believe in God....but I might become an atheist or agnostic....I have to look into it.

Adios

I don't find your screenname offensive....I just think its funny.     I really don't remember alot about your last post but recently I had a bad experience.   It started in the morning when I became overshadowed....a little bit possessed.  I had this feeling where I wanted to kill everyone in sight...even thought of killing myself.  But then when I got to my house I started banging pots together (which was ALOT of fun) and running my head over water.  HAHA....its fun when you know your killing the bastard. HAHA......funkybuns....have you tried banging pots? You should try it!  I think I'm going to do it again in a few minutes.  I hate negs!!!!!!!  You have to fight against them funkybuns!!!!  Adios

Blossom....I suggest you get the book Instant Healing by Serge Kahili King.  Its a really great book.....he has exercizes(sp?) in there that can cure broken bones in under an hour.  I'm sure he'll have a variety of techniques for you.  One strong technique I learned in that book had to do with memories.  I can't remember the name of it.  The theory of the technique is that each cell has its own memory.  This makes sense because for example when skin cells die and new ones replace them how do they know they're skin cells?  How do they know to turn into skin cells and not heart cells? You understand?  If cells didn't have memory our body would look pretty funky. HAHA  Okay....so the theory is that if you recall memories BEFORE you had this liver disease.....then your new cells will remember that time and turn into healthy liver cells.  Does that make sense?   Everything in our body dies and regrows.  I heard that we have a brand new body every six months or something.   So just recall those memories that your sure you didn't have this liver disease at the time....a good place would probably be your childhood.  Remember what you saw, what you felt, what you heard, what you tasted etc etc.   One side effect of this technique is that if you pick good memories....you will feel really good.   I suggest doing this for like 10min in the morning then 10 min in the evening.  Then make it longer and longer.

Good luck Blossom.

Drink two glasses of water quickly.....and see if it goes away.  I heard this works from a shaman.

Hey....if you did get abducted....it is probably true that you won't remember it.  I might have been abducted too....but I don't think so.  About the moving stars.....I've seen one of those too it was moving around in circles.  I strongly believe that it was a ufo.

Xehupatle.....damn dude....I could actually feel your negative energy coming out from your message.  You should read practical psychic self defense.  Good luck to ya man.  

Hi Nita.....I think that there are many elements involved in mental illness and psychic attacks.  The most common explanation of mental illness today is chemical imbalances.  But I ask you what causes the chemical imbalance?  Nobody knows but theorys are everywhere. Personally I have chemical inbalances in my brain....I'm taking medication for depression etc.  But I also think I've been attacked by negs.  I also think I have an imbalanced energy problem.  Thats why I know the medications are not the cure....all medication does is supress the problem.  Medications are not the answer.  But for somoeone who is in a crisis and they need help I would definitely suggest going to a psychiatrist.  But if they're sure its just psychic attacks from negs....then I wouldn't bother.  But they can't rule out the possibility that its both...mental illness (chemical imbalance) and attack from negs.  If it is both.....then treating the chemical imbalance will usually give you enough strength that the negs won't bother you anymore.  Thats my experience.

Ok....I read the other post and one technique is to say "aware now."   Does anyone know any more techniques?

I remember I was once in this battle and I was this master swordsmen.  It was pretty cool.  While I was in the battle from like the medeival (sp?) times I noticed there was a payphone in the middle of everything. HAHA  Maybe I was in one of those battles in a past life....if there are such things as past lives.  One reason your probably not shy in lucid dreams is because you know that you created your own world.  Your the master of your own universe.  Or you could say God....the Ultimate one. HAHA  I mean think about it....if you are the creator you are God in your own world.  Just to make you think!  But then again what is God.  If we can create our own world in dreams and the real God in the real universe created the real universe does that really make him God.  Just thoughts to ponder.  

Go to yahoo groups.  

rodentmouse....I think your only supposed to use mobile body awarenes.....at least thats all I use!  Good luck.

Tom....I'm really excited about Robert's new book.  Can you tell me a little bit more about kundalini?  If you raise it correctly at the right time does it create enlightenment?  I heard people can become "genius's"  when they raise they're kundalini.....is this true?  I'm sure there's tons of more stuff about kundalini.....would you mind enlightening me?  Thanks

Hey need.....I retract my earlier statements.....I re-read your earlier message and that really doesn't sound like mental illness.  I think others have mentioned this already but get practical psychic self-defense by Robert Bruce.  Its a really fascinating book....I was reading  a little of it in the bookstore yesterday.  Good Luck!!  Oh yeah....do you think anyone has lyed to you or been mean on this forum?  I don't think so.....thats enough to counter your belief that everyone is going to lye and be mean to you.  Oh yeah this is a great quote for you "If you believe you can't you can't, if you believe you can you can....your both right"

Adios

Hey guys and gals!  I partly agree with Jo.  By the way jo I am very sorry about your family....that really is very sad.  Everyone.....has anyone ever thought that maybe this isn't a black or white issue.....maybe need has both mental illness....and attacks from negatives.  I mean think  about it.....do you not think that when someone is in a deep depression they are more easily influenced by negs?  I know I have.  I remember when I was in a deep depression when a neg put a thought of suicide in my head.  I KNOW it was not my own thought.  They're sneaky little fellows.  Need....my suggestion to you is to get psychiatric help.  What do you have to lose?  I'm on medication and I've been through some REALLY bad times....believe me.....but now I'm 100% healthy....I'm very happy to say.     Need....I've also been there where you try to heal yourself and you read every book that gives you hope but guess what....none of them deliver.  Get psychiatric help!  

My two cents.....take it or leave it.  

Qui-Gon Jinn.....HAHAHA   oh yeah is that your real name? Just curious.

damn dude you better watch out!! HAHA.....those demons are crazy.  They probably wanted to rape you. HAHA  Oh yeah if you wanted them to leave I suggest spinning around counterclockwise.  I heard it works....personally I've never tried it.

Adios

Pierre.....damn man....demons suck.  HAHA  I've had a few run ins with them.......one of them put a thought of suicide in my mind.....that little bastard.  Oh yeah I heard if you turn around counterclockwise a few times it will go away....try it.  Good luck to ya man.....oh yeah change that stupid screenname HAHA its cracking me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi everyone!  I've been thinking about what everyone has said.  Lets first look at the Christian definition of God.  God is all-knowing, everywhere present, and all-powerful.  This seems like a good definition in time and space.  But I ask you....what is the definition of God.....if we lived outside of time and space.    Another good question is if we can ever fully know God.  To me that seems correct.  But what if there was a God in time and space.  To me that would seem that we would be able to know and love him.  Am I correct?  But....then that contradicts the other sentence that God is all-knowing, all-powerful, and everywhere present.  To me it seems that there are different levels of God.  Am I correct?  This to me would make sense.  Alot of people believe that Jesus was God in time and space.  Any Christians out there?  If anyone can prove to me that Jesus is God in time and space.....I would be very much grateful.  Lets keep this friendly too!  I have a question for all the atheists out there too.  How can we come from nothing?  To me the only solution to that problem is that there is a Creator.  

Another interesting concept is what if we are all God.  You are God.  I AM God.  We are all God.  Maybe we are not infinite at the moment....but we can't leave out the possibility that we are God.  In the urantia book....which I used to be into believes that we are all sons of God.  That means that we are God because we are his sons.   Maybe there was never a nothing that preceded the Creation.  Maybe we have always been.  But that doesn't make sense to me either!  I say this because I can't remember anything from my past lives.  If I can't remember anything from my past lives what the heck is the point of past lives?  It seems if we don't remember anything then past lives are meaningless.  To me....common sense rules out that there are no such thing as past lives.   Comments anyone?  

Maybe God will always remain a mystery at some point.  Maybe we are not God.  But God lives within us because he is everywhere present.  I mean think about it.  That must be the Mystery of Mysteries.  Did you guys know that children are atheists.  This literally makes any bad definition of atheists thrown out the window.  The definition of an atheist is the absence of belief in God.  And thats exactly what little children are...they are atheists.  I mean do you guys think anyone will ever be correct in everything about God the universe etc.  I don't think anyone will ever get it all right.   I mean think about right now to us finite creatures God is so inconceivable it makes your head hurt.  Thats why I am interested in the Christian concept of Jesus.  Because to them he his a God in time and space.  I have alot of questions regarding this matter.   For example....if Jesus was God then how did he get angry at the money changers in that place.....where he flipped over all of those tables....you guys know what I'm talking about.   To me....it doesn't make sense that God can have a negative emotion like anger.  Does anyone disagree.  I would love to here your points.  To me...God is positive.....with all positive emotions like love, peace, joy, etc etc.   Well this is getting really long.

Adios

Great discussion everyone!  Personally I think that there are an infinite number of meanings/purpose of life.  Right now I believe the purpose of human life is to know God and to help other people.  Ofcourse that can change as I progress spiritually.  

Love and Light.

PeacefulWarrior.....you can find some stuff on Melchizedek (sp?) in the urantia book.  www.urantiabook.org    I used to be really in to that book but not anymore.

Greg...I'm very sorry that your in such a predicament.  Like others have said already...I guess this is a good time for growth between you and your wife.  Personally I have strong opinions on this topic as well if you don't mind.  You can always take it or leave it...it's up to you.    

I used to be like your wife.  I used to believe that everyone should have the same beliefs as me because I'm right and everyone else is wrong.  Now...though I have realized something very mindblowing.  First off did you know that scientists have proven that everything is energy.  Even a rock at the most basic fundamental level is pure energy.  I ask you where did this energy come from.  It came from the First Source/God/Goddess/Great Spirit/  whatever you want to call it. Basically it IS God.  A rock might not have conscious awareness but it is God.  Everything is God.  We are all One.  And when your wife realizes that we are all One....she might become aware that it doesn't matter what anyone else believes because we are all One.  Do you understand what I'm saying Greg?  Internalize this truth.  See if it rings true for you...and if it does discuss it with your wife....and find out if she "feels" its true as well.

God Bless

Ps- I prayed for you as well Greg.

Thanks everyone for your advice!  Giulia...I tried to find B. Brennan on the members list but she's not there.  Do you think you could give me her e-mail address?

Thanks everyone again....I very much appreciate it!

Tom and Blossom thanks for the input. I greatly appreciate it.  Lately I've been evaluating all my beliefs and I'm beginning to doubt more and more.  Lately I've had the belief that God is Love.  Because I have experienced love.  But then again how is that God is the emotion of love.  That doesn't make sense.  How can he be an emotion.  He has to be much more than that.  Tom I'm interested in your belief that God doesn't exist.  How did you come to that conclusion?  Do you believe that we are eternal.  Because my intuition is telling me that we are.  It doesn't make sense that anyone can "lose" existence or become extinct.  Lately I've been "sensing" my intuition more powerfully.  I describe it as a calm inner knowing.  Do you guys know what I mean?  I feel alot more empowered and somehow I sense that I'm on the right track.  I haven't felt like this ever.   I'm also starting to go turn away from western religion to the east.  I am interested in enlightenment.  Can you guys tell me what this is exactly?  Is it a state of mind or what?  Or is it a calm inner knowing magnified by 100.  I have no clue.  I would love all your input!

Blossom I think that is so important to begin to love yourself and be true to yourself.  

Thanks Tom and Blossom

Ralph I really don't remember if I felt any low level anxiety before the energy went into my head.  But now that you put that thought into my mind about the negative entities....I really think your right!  I just never thought about it.  I remember the week before I went into the hospital these thoughts of suicide popped into my head almost like someone planted them there.  It felt like they weren't even my thoughts.   How do I combat this?  What can I do?  I feel like when I go off my medication these entities are going to attack me but how do I defend myself.  I really should of bought robert bruces new book.  I saw it in the bookshelves but I didn't think I needed it.  Geez.       Tom...... I've been trying to move the energy down to my sub navel but it won't go.  I use my imaginary hands to try to move it.....well......i think some of it goes down.....but most of it stays in my head.  What do you think?

ps- Tom I think I'm going to walk around bare foot in my front yard absorbing the energy. I'll also do the gounding.

Thanks guys

Arie

Guys andddddddddd Gals....thanks for the input.  I've been thinking about it and probably the part where I mess up in is relaxation.  I probably don't relax enough.  The second part is I'm probably not in a deep enough trance state.  Do you guys have any suggestions for this.  I try to think of something where I'm going down like a slide or something.....but the feeling of going downnnnnnnnnnn is not that intense at all.  I hear some people feel like they drop 200 ft in a split second. Woahh now thats a deep trance.    How do I do that?   Another problem I have is with the rope technique.  It seems whenever I visualize the rope my hands do something weird like rap around the rope without holding it etc etc.  What do you guys think?  I was thinking of just buying some rope and tying it to a tree or something just so I could get the "feel" of it.  What do you think?  Andrew thats REALLY interesting you talk about inducing obe's out of dreams because I actually had a dream where I was about to do the relaxation, trance and rope technique or somethin in my dream!  It was pretty cool because in the dream I was really hyping myself up like saying  "I am eternal ....I will have an obe!"  etc etc like yelling it to myself.  It was pretty cool.  But then I think I woke up which really sucks.  I'll definitely do your suggestions Andrew....I'm pretty sure I'm gonna have an obe now.  No tears.    Thanks alpha, weagle, fred!!!!   And shorty did you read what Andrew said....that stuff is dynamite!!!!  Thanks guys.


Arie