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Yes, but try to love them anyway-because you surely can't fix them .

Honestly, I do try, and try..but the intense irritation they cause me is hard to contain sometimes

Oazaki = Troll you know . I'm sure of it.
No-one with the brains to use a pc would type this trash in all seriousness would they?

Oazaki, what the flaming hell are you on? Who the h*ll do you think you are? Throwing your weight around?

If you had real power, you would never ever feel the need to threaten, or even endanger anyone with that power. You are a fraud.

I will say that, no-one who truly has felt the reality of a "Creator" or who has tasted "power" would behave as you do.  I am replying because your post makes me feel like striking at your ACTIONS virtually.  Your arrogance evidently knows no bounds.
Give up the fantasy idea that you have the power to dictate what you would call "karma" of others and get a life. Karma is not something that can be wilfully altered by 3rd parties to harm others. You do Not have the power you say you do.

shanzay na yo kzi akra do un shza...

^^ Has as much validity as the **** you've just posted.

Whatever created our universe and all of reality-isn't going to be bothered about judging. We are pretty good at doing that ourselves.  The "Creator" probably just likes the experience of all life being lived throughout all of reality, and probably is just observing all...because "he/she/it" doesn't necessarily know what life is going to do next.
We are all rather daft if we think we have any real handle on knowing the "Creators" will, likes/dislikes or anything. Hence why I refuse to acknowledge any faith as my own. I'll only go by experience..my own experience.  Hardline fundemental beliefs to me are onto a loser...again an opinion.

I use "Creator" in the way I do, because I don't know what label is the right one. So I use this cautiously.

Wells,

how long have you been energy training mate? If it's less than a month or two it could just be blockages you are clearing and widening out that are causing you the symptoms. It's possible, in which case "forcing" it will not help at all. The opposite.  
Nay, I didn't quite work out what you were meaning to say btw .

If you've been practising a lot longer then what I said above probably doesn't apply, go find a river and practice there perhaps?

LOL Stephen,

You won't believe this, but I was um..communing with my car. That's the most well etheric thing I do...looong story. Lets just say everything has the potential for awareness and spirit...that's what it feels like.

This kinda communing thing I do, is my own eccentricity but often I'll play energy games through him. So to get an "answer" of many kinds in a journey like this is amazing.  It was the nearest thing I can ever recall to a spiritual experience in my life-I use spiritual advisedly here. I'm not a fan of those who label themselves as spiritual myself hehe..


btw Rastus should you come across this..

There is a physical limitation upon how much light a human body can sustain. Interestingly, there is no limit on how much light a human vessel can generate. When fully enlightened you must instill your light in order to maintain its wisdom.

I understand totally the first two sentences of this now. I'll let you know when I really understand the final bit.

Ok I don't really know how to go about writing this down, but I need to and I'd like to share it. So please forgive all labelling mistakes that I'll make as certain terms do make me uncomfortable and I try not to use them normally .

Firstly this morning I did my energy training combined with physical training, then sped through energy raising into my chakras. That went fine. This just sets the scene for later on.

I'd eaten a protein rich meal-fish etc 1/2 hr before hand which makes the following more puzzling.  I had to drive to a client, which takes about 45 minutes.  I was listening to some music, that I listen to a lot. Not especially "spiritual" but stuff I like. I began playing with my chakras and spine somewhat on the motorway (I do this a lot on longer journeys). After a while I then tried to "feel" imagine the physical sensation of kundalini-you know the snake through the guts deal etc.  That made a little rush go through me nothing major.

I then started doing something I call spellcasting on my car in time to the music (singing in tongues whilst binding intention and energy together).

Basically I was sort of trying to "quicken" him-only word for it, give him awareness . This idea came because my brother can see "spirits" or something in cars that are loved etc..LOL. I digress...

Well I eventually began doing awareness actions throughout the car, being aware of him as an extention of me..This went further and further and parts of me started to become more aware of my heart chakra and other stuff started to happen a little.  The upshot of this was tears of joy again...just like on the RB course a while back...I was proud to be crying almost..hard to explain.

Anyway got to the client, and had a great time sorting something out that usually has me cursing a lot. Came away after an hour. Drove back and started to play a little again, trying to recapture those feelings..  Halfway along the M42 I succeeded...too well...

I could tactilely feel a expanding and contracting effect, like I was a giant egg thingy or something (I dislike new agey etheric descriptions normally!!).  This really started to create new tears...I nearly crashed sort of. I became aware of something greater...I'm not going to do the "God" thing etc because I can't. I just "know" something now... I got some insights on the way. I have a VERY VERY unusual personal lifestyle and judgement is something that would have bothered me if I'd kinda "found" "God" (Notice I'm still not happy with that word).

I suddenly realised several things. One, there is no judgement, except our own. Every single doomsayer and religion talking about external judgement is sooo badly wrong. I don't care WHO this offends . There is only your own judgement. The Creator/Spirit/God, gah, I don't know..that being won't judge...how to explain....? Anyway the real biggy is that I know why I'm and everyone is soo different...
We are meant to be....
We are all expressions of somethings that wishes to express, be expressed and experience...and overall exchange.."love"? man... sorry folks this is more emotional  and etheric than I like to write. Anyway I have to rush..I will come back on and add more if I think I should as really this is soooo rushed and skipped...so big rough edges..

I've taken a multidisciplinary approach so far:

energy work, exercise, diet change, nutrient supplements amino acid supplements mainly) I've added ashwagandha recently on a RB recommendation for energy work. What's missing is more real world social stuff and more work. But I'm aware of that, and am due to start Kundalini yoga class this week for one. I've gotta work out what else I can do yet .
The only real time I use "positive" thinking is in conjunction with physical training when I hear the negative stuff come up that stops me-I cancel it out and use it like a mantra to get me through certain exercises. Kept this routine up for nearly a year-a record for me

I liked the book, yes it had a message I guess, and more photos . There are 2 books by the same guy with a lot more photos in the second one also. Probably not very expensive either. I was looking at a friends one.

Inherited partially, life circumstances prior to now also. It's getting better though. I'm fixing things.

I'm starting something new instead. I don't have much i need to give up now . Once one quits smoking and other drugs, and starts to deliberately eat healthily, I can't find much else worth worrying over .  sex perhaps?
Of course, I'm not religious either so N/A should be my answer..LOL.

I read the books, messages in water. Lovely fantastic photography. Interesting point on the crystal rejection perhaps, but on the other hand-it's probably repeatable. When they started the thing it wasn't going to be some kind of profit making publish a book thing either.

Arch skeptics of the Randi breed hang onto their "faith" even more fervently than religious fundementalists I think .

I love that above article. So goddammed true. It pisses me off at times some of the crap a skeptic will try to shove in my face to "disprove" my own basic healing ability. I end up telling them where to get off, as they are not me and are not experiencing what I can or cannot feel.
To me those skeptics say one of 3 things.  I'm a liar, I'm badly mistaken or insane. No other choices..though the last two are probably the same.
Next skeptic that implies this is likely to deserve what he gets.
I'm a healer but I'm not a white light fluffy into the bargain .

Yes. Definitly.

If you are having trouble with the spine I suggest a few things.  Firstly the basics-physical exercise of the spine, just to help things along. Spinal twists, bends and stuff like that. I'd google for some spine exercises-so that you can get diagrams if needed.
Secondly the problem of course is localisation of awareness in the spine. I still get this myself after plenty of practice and success..  So if you can have someone help you, get them to run their hand slowly up and down the spine in time with your bounces.  Get them to heat their hand up first perhaps.

Another idea would be to try using a small amount of tiger balm in a line up the spine. Deep heat is an alternative. This may allow you to focus on the line of the spine.
One other thing, you *may* find contracting the perineum may help somewhat in time with the upward part of the bounce.

The whole thing being gaining tactile awareness of your spine in total.

And well done on your persistance so far

f you are of the belief that you can exist on liquids and sunlight, if that is what you truly believe, then you will create that reality.

For me Frank that is a little etheric you know (to me at least) .  I guess I like more solid practicality in ideas. Especially when the most "etheric" thing I can do is make heat/tingles in my spine LOL.

It doesn't allow me to. I click submit and the connection is refused Adrian.

Imogen, and others. I have worked with the energy body since I was too young to have words for it. Whilst of course I'm no master of anything , I do know I've gotten familiar with using it to the point where I wish to go further.  I have worked with a hard, hot powerful energy in the base of the spine a number of times in my life including one unwise period where basically I relied on it the way others rely on speed (amphetamines) or similar. I stopped simply due to one major thing, I was living off renatadine's because of it. It caused too much indigestion. I was "pulling" too hard from the solar plexus bundi and also I hadn't intelligently developed the energy body sufficiently, not in a solid systematic way.
I do intend to find a kundalini yoga practitioner or school soon-if such is available to me. Meantime I'm so used to working on myself that I would like to start and add this to my training.  It isn't about "powers" or tripping, I'm driven to work to as high a level as I can for myself as well as enhancing the healing work I wish to do.

It is usually then you have Tyciol..J/K

You'll get quirky humor here too...

i want a spell where i can make the people around me.. fear me when i glare at them... ^__^

You are joking or playing around right?

If not, then-grow up!. This comes from the heart mate, that's ridiculous. Completely ridiculous and a good way to open yourself to some serious nasty ****.

Just let me know when to start meditating, I'm to eat in about 2hrs. I'm presuming food will interfere a little with the process.

This idea of someone else being able to activate kundalini is fascinating. I'd be interested to try it as an experiment sometime-as working on this energy was something I was doing a couple of years ago (I got a lot of indigestion for my trouble, but I also got a lot of extra energy when tired). Now that I've been using NEW for about 18 months or so and am used to the primary centre work, I'd certainly like to try again-fancy it Imogen?

Hmm reminds me of what it was like for me when I was 11-15 doing this stuff. Chat to me via msn sometime and we can talk through common experiences if you want, maybe I can help a little in live chat. UK here.

Sun/moon, bridge, river of life..

Just what occured to me as I looked at it . I read it as a bridge between the moon and the sun as one, over the river of life...

I must be in one of my "mystic" moods . I wouldn't take my post seriously particularly...unless it resonates...

I won't give up healing and life magery just because of other people's skeptism. It's their problem not mine. I found out the only belief that has any real impact on my ability-is mine.

NeoSaturn,

What little I know indicates that you really should build up your energy body first. NEW is the easiest one I know to gain awareness for a start, also chi kung work once you have that awareness or yoga-I know less about yoga from experience but I'm sure once you have energy body awareness and have developed it to some extent you'll find yoga to be effective.

The point I'm getting at here is foundations, foundations, foundations.  Energy training, simple meditation work, relaxation and perhaps some physical training even.

I can't define kundalini properly to you as I've only had echoes/shadows of it, not a full awakening. If this is what you desire then honestly, get your foundations sorted and perhaps look up a good kundalini yoga school or teacher even.  I don't know how far you have come already, so this is what I'd tell anyone from what I do know.  There will be some here who know far more I'm sure.

Kundalini rising isn't a one time event. You have to repeatedly do it apparently so it's a discipline in it's own right. Doing it as a beginner etc is probably like lifting 300kg when you start body building.