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quote:Originally posted by beavis

If I was naked at a computer outside with a roof over it, that would be the $H1T.

what? either that was incomprehensble or my english IS going below the buttom [xx(]

quote:Originally posted by beavis
I'd like to hear somebody say "hahahahhahah ha haha he's wearing clothes. That must be so embarassing. Turn your eyes away. Its disgusting."

lol,that'll make no sense...I like stuff like that! *puts it in his quote list*

unlike you all,I cannot stand the sight of bare skin.even my own.
I keep as much as I can of myself hidden under clothing.
Being naked,even to my own eyes...is disgusting.
what am I? a nature hater,perhaps?perhaps...
Unlike some,I prefer the artificial ground...one that can stay clean the longest.
Unlike some I prefer aritificial walls to outdoors,so I could surround myself with artificial darkness even at times of day,when the sunlight that annoys me so is shining outside...
and also,I prefer my good ol' artificial PC to anything else []
call me a nature hater if you wish...
but that is just mine opinions []

well,once...BUT ONLY ONCE!
it was 1 person!

Edit:Make that 2(a few moments ago...someone names Selsnik or something!)

OK,I live in the +2 GMT timezone...I come online 7:00-11:59 PM usually.
what about the rest?

I'm sorry to say this,but !
How could you not notoice the chat?
http://www.astralpulse.com/chat/chat.htm
it's on the main page,oh forum bound ones!

Well,I don't know about where you live,but here,I never saw those kind of things...
Here,it is an eternal war.
Women fight women,doesn't matter weak or strong.
men fight men,doesn't matter weak or strong.
and men fight womem. women fight men.
all I see in my life i9s fight here,fight there...
all fight fight...
this results in practically everyone being strong.
since the educational systrem is crashing,most of the people here are complete idiots,and some even think the world is flat (and quiet a lot,too)!
thus there is no such thing as "manly" or "girly".everyone wants power,and everyone wants to express it...agressivly.
and the worst thing about it all-nobody gives a S***![]

hmpf.I wasn't scared of the picture,I was scared I'll wake the neighbors and they'll come screaming.
I took a lookt at 1 AM with my volume rather high up.
now if I'd live alone up in the mountains I'll just watch it,see the thing,and yawn. well at least that's what I think.
I just seen too much to be bothered to jump from this...[xx(]

I don't wanna boast but...
I completed all existing RPG's on 4 consoles []
and soon it will be 5 [8D]
but now...[]
once I finish tht one...
I will have nothing to play!
[][][]

I did not read it all yet...
I barely managed to post this topic,my ISP is having problems...
so I just thought...
while I am TRYING to read those permenant astral topics and astral dynamics,I'll have a nice,cozy thread here to help me along the way[]

note:this is the 6th time I try to reply...
my ISP seems to have gotten itself fixed a few minutes ago but I can't go reading now as it is 1:30 AM.
I bet my IPS will break in the morning again though...

thank you for repliying ThE_MaStEr_Of_PuPpEtS.
as tired as you might be you are VERY right []
-I do TRY to isolate myself.
-someone does...err...like me but I have no feelings back.no moments shared,no nothing.
-Of course I want to be left alone! I always want to be left alone
here I am,sitting in the darkness of my room,all days,alone...and I am happy [] . Ihate coming out [xx(]
about the other part? must be inner anger/hatred.toward what?
don't ask [xx(] .
-umm no I doubt I'll go as far as suicide. I have a goal,and I can't reach it if I'm dead [xx(] .
I'm very stubborn too,so I propably won't change.

that's a pretty good analisys for a half-asleep mind []
but that still doesn't say anything new to me [xx(]

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sorry for double posting but...
doesn't ANYBODY has the slightest Idea about this?
this is STILL bugging me[xx(]

yeah...the clear memory itself propably made me feel it's important..
but I just can't think of anything but "universal destruction" when thinking about that dream...
...mybe I am being possesed by a dark entity [B)]
...or a crazy one [xx(]
or mybe it is but my destiny to do something like that,meh...

ohh no...now that I read this,this only makes me want to go to the darker planes!
why?
I always enjoyed fighting in all games and stuff...
but the pain in a real fight is kinda bothering [!]
but in the astral real...[}:)]
I could just "come forth swords of thunder" and have fun slicing demons YAY []

Thank you everyone...
mybe I was free for those few moments...
even it is so little it is still an achievment...
I'm just going to have to practice longer and harder...
Mybe,someday,I shall become truely free...

I do not know...but I hope so...
when flying around in my lucid dreams I pay very little attention to what I feel or sense,but more to what I do.
so I never bothered to check my hands or my senses...

and please,simply call me Jenia []