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It all started 15 years ago when my Mother died, he didn't even have the time to grieve her. And it has all been on our minds since, His mother died in 95 and his dad in 2002.

He always tries to be happy, I love him unconditionally. He almost killed himself, he hanged himself of a baskeetball hoop and my sisters cut down the line after he was up there for about 10 seconds (not sure) and I rang 999. Thank God he survived.

After I read the "magnetic components of bran activity" on this site, I felt like killing myself cos my mind was crushing in on me, the pressure. everything and I got the ladder and put it up against my landing and went up to the top of the ladder, was gonna jump but I could not and I said "Dad, I love you" to myself in a heartbroken voice and got back down.

at present, he is on Prozac and it is doing him good, but i'm nor sure.

I wish someone on here could help him please.

His name is Danny Burleigh,
he is 46 years of age,
he has a dry scalp and its bald on top, he has blue eyes.

My cousin Adam comiitted suicide a year and a half ago so you might get in contact with him. And there is my beloved mother, Veronica, she had very thick black full head of hair.

She daid in Juve 1990 of Breast Cancer.

I hope you can do something, please.

We are from Cork City, ireland, the south coastline of it, off a big harbour, and we live in the northside of the city.

To have a couple of pints for the first time ever.

if this article is true, then is there no such thing as the afterlife?

here is the source of the article BTW:

the article comes from this website: http://www.trufax.org

in particular here: http://www.trufax.org/convers/conv3.html

this appears to be some kind of convention.
information on the whats of this: http://www.trufax.org/convers/conv1.html
quote from that:

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We are totally anonymous, as are our temples and school s. Their locations are secret, protected by truly hyperspatial and ultraspatial force fields, impossible to detect and locate by any technology known to man today.  


and

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We ARE only an ancient Hermetic Gnostic Magickal Order concerned with the intellectual and spiritual evolution of mankind.  



some hermetic orders:
http://www.hermeticgoldendawn.org/index.shtml
http://www.qblh.org/qblh2/index.html


judge for yourself....

I take my Prozac every day a 6pm, runs in the family, and before I got to sleep I take my sleeping tablet cos I can't get to sleep cos i'm depressed.

I would go into my "own world" before I fall asleep. It is when my mind is relaxed and when I get all the depressing thoughts out of the way, I think of a RPG and make my own characters and play, it is cool, especially if I keep it going for long. Anyone else get this?

Also, I am going on 18 in 7 days and was thinking of going on the drunk, but would it afffect your ability to project? Also, is being drunk like swallowing a sleeping tablet and getting sick and falling all over the place.

I woke up this morning and knew I was awake but not completely awake. I knew I wasn't asleep anymore, but still conscious. until I rolled myself over in bed.

Also, I heard a breath in my room when I was in this state and it wasn't me. When I was younger and I was in this room I used to never like being alone in there so I used to always go downstairs or something I feel like i'm being watched. Not the "extreme" feeling of being watched, but I feel it.

Anyway, was in the mind-asleep body-awake state or was it something else?

I was listening to my music there and sat on my bed. All of a sudden the cushion on the chair started to move. bits hanging off rising by itself, weird, eh

Hi there, i'm just curious

What do you think about what Robert Bruce said about when he is in Raised Kundalini state and hundreds of fat fleshy fingers appear to be coming out of his brain, and they form various geometries. And when he thinks of a person the fleshy fingers point to where that person is in the physical world.

Thanks.

[really]

I wanted to get a lucid dream last night, and did plenty of reality checks and looking at my hand etc.

Anyway, I woke up in the morning and went back to sleep after a full nights sleep. During the dream I was told stuff like if you think like this you go into a state where you can sit back and you're mind would do all your stuff for you, like your mind creates your reality. And I know I did some stuff because in the dream there was a memory that I was scared off and it reoccurred again where I got robbed, and the fella pinched me, and I really did feel it (though not 3-d bodily wise), I jumped in the dream, and then I went into this state and I knew I had taken over so I fought him back, which I wouldn't really do, and it seemed like I made this decision with my conscious mind a bit.

During the dream aswell I felt like there was a "objective reality" where I could not do anything like a dream, sort of like in the 3rd dimension, but it was in a dream so it was obviously my subconscious picking up though from the day, like this was linked with going into the state of where I could lay back and let my thoughts take over, and I felt like they really did.

One last thing, I was playing Final Fantasy VII on the Playstation and I was watching the from where I would watch the TV, only no screen, and I felt like I was the main character (Cloud) walking around, but I was looking at him Other parts of dream where in 1st person view.

Now this is the meaning part

There was a part in my dream where there was a big wall and I couldn't get over it, and my cousin Wayne got over it, but I kept on trying and trying to pull myself up but couldn't, but I eventually did. Does that have any significance?

(altered states of consciouness)

Do you ever feel that you change space-time? Like if you were deeply, relaxed, like that you could alter space-time (as looking at it as objective reality...) or change your perception of it?

I heard that if you are left handed, you are (supposedly) using the right hand side of your brain more. Now, 9 out of 10 people are right handed, so that is the vast majority people. Monroe CD's balance the left and right hemispheres of your brain, so this is where I got the thought of being left handed could possibly hamper my progress to OBE.

Anyway, do you think it could affect my ability to project? (Wish me luck)

Also, when my body was completely relaxed last night trying to OBE I fell asleep and woke up a second later, and during that split-second I heard a noise, like sort of screaching, but at a low volume, and I didn't make it.

what about materialisation mediums?

interesting post I made, however in my opinion this (and all the work i've skipped through at http://www.trufax.org where this seems to come from) is hardly a scientiffic article, it just uses many difficoult words...

if i understand this all correctly; this guy made a 3D, real time, image of the magnetic field surrounding his head(the measurements are in the order of pico Gauss; we dont know the uncertainty); and there he noticed that at a certain time (? it is not quite clear to me if the "ER-bridge" was there all the time) there is "... a doughnut crossed by a sausage... ".
This is all completely fine by me. our body certainly produces a small magnetic field; and more or less symmetric shapes like 'doughnuts' and 'sausages' seem completely predictable.
Hoewever here goes something completely wrong with the arguments. This guy has seen to much star-trek and thinks that as soon as he sees something like this: http://www.astrosociety.org/education/publications/tnl/24/images/hole1.gif he thinks ha has discoverd a Einstein Rosen bridge (more comonly known as wormhole). The point is here that what a ER bridge is about the geometry of space time. So we can e.g. picture us selves confined to a circle (simplified form of the 'doughnut' (or torus)....). While confined to the circle, we can only travel from 2 opposite points, by walking along the circle. an ER bridge would now imply that -all of a sudden- there also is a direct way between 2 opposite points. although what is described in this article looks like this effect, it has nothing to do with it, because the toroidal magnetic field is NOT confined to a toroidal space time. (at least not at this small scale). It is just a Doughnut shaped field; just as a doughnut is doughnut shaped. (a flaw in your doughnut machine, giving the structure described, also is not an ER bridge...).

simply said, the author shows a complete misconception of the concetps of General relativity (of which an ER bridge is part)...

Hi, did ye ever read this article?:

"Magnetic Components of Brain Activity"

Let me continue. I already discussed the importance of the magnetic component of brain activity in studying and monitoring brain processes and functions accurately and precisely. Further research by our Russian colleagues has also shown that with proper parallel computing algorithms, one can plot three-dimensionally the magnetic field configuration and spatio-temporal time-varying fields of the midbrain's thalamus, hypothalamus, hippocampus, amygdala, pituitary and pineal functions in real time!

This is unprecedented, because it shows that, as we all here have learned in our Hermetic Gnostic Order's teachings, the so-called "Cave of Brahma", Dr. N's favourite "hang-out" (laughter), is indeed the magnetic and acoustic resonance chamber, its shape being a topological complex analogue of an ellipsoidal, prolate spheroid and a torus. In American lingo, I think that is called, a doughnut inside an egg? (Laughter) May I have the cine film strip please? Thank you. (Short film showing computer graphics is shown).

This shows a real-time plot of the nested magnetic fields around my own head. This piece of research was a little favour from a British colleague that likes to work nights. They call it the "Dracula Shift" (laughter). The white lines of the overall contour, the green the Hypothalamus plus Thalamus field, the red the Hippocampus plus Amygdala cycloid-shaped field (semi-circular), and the dumb-bell shaped blue is the Epyphisis (Pineal) and Hypophysis (Pituitary) combined fields. I wrote this algorithm myself with the help of Professor Penrose -- another unofficial favour -- to map the magnetic fields using both the SQUID sensor helmets and a special helmet designed by Dr. Z having Delta-T and Delta-Wye transforms, having specially designed magnetic coils and sensors. This way we could pick up Pico and Nanogauss fields (billionth of a Gauss). The combined information is displayed here in three-dimensional coloured graphics. Notice the external white-lined shape is like an egg. Inside, almost at the centre, is the toroidal shape of the Hippocampus-Amygdala combined fields, the red contours. The central tube-like "sausage with trumpet-like open ends" looks like what? Anyone? (Chorus: "An Einstein-Rosen Bridge!") Right!

The blue-green combined field of the Thalamus-Hypothalamus-Pituitary-Pineal glands forms a sausage, like a mini hyperspace tunnel, about 7cm long. The screen image is magnified, but the actual side is about 7cm, (reflecting) the normal brain size.

Let me pause a minute. Can we replay that part? Thanks. Notice how the overall geometry is an ellipsoidal prolate spheroidal cavity containing a sub-space of a toroid traversed by a hyperbolic, non-linear Einstein-Rosen bridge. Again, in American lingo, "an egg-shaped cavity containing a doughnut crossed by a sausage". What do these nested fields look like to you, dear friends? (Cross talk and comments). A topological analogue of a relativistic, locally curved space-time locus around a solar system. Of course! What else? A space-time torus with an Einstein-Rosen bridge connecting its median points!

There, ladies and gentlemen...there is the scientific proof that the motto of our Order, the dictum of the ancient sages, "As Above, So Below ... As Within, So Without" is scientifically and neurophysiologically correct and precisely so! These shapes, wh ich you all recognise as hyperspatial four-dimensional plots, are indeed magnetic-acoustical resonance chambers. Notice that these amazing geometries are the synergistic effect of the magnetic fields of these six organs surrounded by the ventricles, under the roof of the choroid plexus and corpus callosum. Notice what happens if I subtract the field of even a single organ, let's say the pineal gland. See how it changes the entire structure?13 And, if I add the contribution of the mamillary body, it only w idens the tube, right? And if we add the field from the reticular formation, the master circuit network, relay and switchboard of the brain where all waves are originated, what do we get?

Next frame, please? We get a tunnel merging with the main ellipsoid al field. In the screen, it is the orange coloured grid.

To summarize, what is our Mid-Brain or Inner Cavity? It is a relativistic spatio-temporal cavity with local enfolded hyperspatial bridges that undergoes harmonic resonances to magnetic and acoustical stimuli. The implications are almost astronomical, if I may use the term, because a model and mechanism based on this novel scientific information implies that our human brain is in reality none other than a biological space-time energy transducer. As such, it creates not only space, but also time. Our ancient Chinese ancestors maintained that "the Tao was in our head", in other words, all the Universe was in our head! My own inference from this study is that space and time are essentially biologically modulated, perhaps even formulated, for my equations show that possibility. Should this intuitive scientific insight be correct, then it would demolish physics, biology, philosophy and theology in a single, clean blow.

Incidentally, I showed this filmstrip and discussed my theory and equations with Professor Penrose, who seemed interested at first, but very politely declined any further comment or association with me thereafter.14 I think he realised the impact of this novel theory. He is still convinced that quantum mechanics is the answer to explain brain functions and consciousness. I disagree. I think it is General Relativity and Unified Field a la Einstein, pure and simple. Quantum phenomena is not the cause, but merely the effect, and creation is not statistical. It is wholeheartedly deterministic, not left to chance, but to precisely formulated potentials, not fields. The potentials are the cause, the fields are the effects. In simple terms, pure magnetism and s ound are the potentials. Electricity is the field. Magnetism and sound do not "travel" as such, for they are inherently enfolded in space and are everywhere. It is the disturbance that travels. On the other hand, electrical charge, hence electricity, does travel, because it needs a physical medium. It is obvious that we still don't understand either magnetism or the true nature of sound.

What do ye think of the article?

I think that many systems in nature look like each other, tornados like water draining, atoms looking like solar systems, dendrites looking like the bottom of trees, so what is the difference with this?

Also, I read a post on here about a bio-magnetic link between the non-physically located mind and the physically located brain. That the mind is the sender and the brain is the receiver. So it seems that the brain is creating space, but the mind is really and is only sending the signal!

"demolish physics, biology, philosophy and theology in a single clean blow"

I don't know what he is taking about there.

Anyway, i'd love to hear your opinion on this.

Also, do you think stuff on the internet should be verified first before you take it in as proof? Cos like obviously reading this article isn't ACTUAL proof, like everything can be written down on paper, but not everything is true.

And like the experiment has not been repeated in 10 years and it has not been widely accepted, so I am not sure if it is legit?

Do you think it is legit?

Once, again, i'd like to hear your opinions on this.

I came across this website while browsing the internet and I am really interested in Spirituality. I am from Ireland and am going through at rather tough patch in my Life at the moment.

Feel free to drop me messages through my MSN Messenger account, as I have plenty of questions!

Regards,

Donal

MSN: HalaRaulMadrid

Hi there, where do you think consciousness is located? Do you think it is physical, non-physical? Also, can you give me some help on how to contact your Higher Self cos I am going through a bit of a rough patch in my Life at the moment.

Regards,

Donal.