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missing 73 Friday 7 Jan
fragment
Linda eaten by dragon in hall of college lol
Linda on a  horse with Raphael ,Joan of arc,Rowena and Lady Diana
74 Saturday Arastriel see notes not posted as not formated yet

75 Sunday 9 Jan
First saw dragon coming out of mirror with mouth open
fire coming out of mouth then
Jesus waking from death
then pillar of flame of purple and yellow green becoming gold
heard alchemists flame

purple twisting tightly quickly up is Nada going male clockwise
and she is female golden close

then green yellow gas counter clockwise loosen open germaine male

Cath saw head and shoulders come out of the flame it was nada then her hands and

Lynda saw head and shoulders come out of the flame it was germaine then her hands and then went to lynda help her to help students in class
at our college

red chubby dragon looking pregnant both sides
you were purified protected by being eaten filtered
enriched and marked dragon  was smiling when she said this

RACE TO OVERCOME ALL OBSTACLES RACE TO SUCCEED
letting go to move on
st germaine gave her purple sword gold hilt
cut karma of her students like st germains flame
and she should take her studnets to his flame

cheval full length mirror golden purple curtain
possible outcomes
to see what good will come if they overcome obstacles
see own future own past
SPIRITUAL FOUNDATIONS class
raphael there
also was joan of arc in silver armour on a black war horse with silver regalia part of ruby flame

Then maggie higher self grabbed spikes back of dragon
removed bad tooth climbed dragons back and this became a ladder also our tooth (3rd )

made the tooth  into broom stirred open vortex fissure
and in was the temple of  (obsolete) forgotten religions
a beautiful white light pond oval surrounded on floor
with short round white candles

there  is a place above each room in another plane
hers goes to temple of wisdom arcane secrets / forgotten religions
then a temple outside and
gold and bleu sphere and heard it is stilll forming

our second one
(first orange jodi warmth in her hand strong magic sealing and transporting leaving another colour for opening coming home )

so now 2 must get all one for each room 12 ?? says sveta

arcane -revealing the hidden secrets is meaning of this sphere .

a desert tent with 3 pins top and centre the jewish muslim and egyptian faiths

.. a wheel of time with little chess sized people of all nations the chess people fall down on the wheel and had to be pulled back up using strings insdie the wheel so old religons must debunk them first tear them down then build them up again from truths of them


sveta fell asleep again and knocked the table with her legs which bumped and dragon quan yen lamp split open rolled cross the floor broken sadly

then a dragon up a ladder again belly split from the scales a ladder came out .

eye of horus on a ball pendant in her crown
maggies and in the door all golden ornate lace metal
flowing changing merkaba flower of life incan  symbol
muslim sacred geometry all changing

we must all make a door for our class and a motto

heard STAY THE COURSE NEVER GIVE UP for her students a MOTTO
in the room indigo mist all lovely inside
outside 4 japanese masked warriors the storms
make an indigo pond stretch it out reveal and protect

her ring seen by me as  silver crystal mountain purple dragon entwined around it she saw entirely crystal all the ring round meaning protection and rising and multitalented alchemist psychic  healing

svetas ring left hand golden inscribed inside to open rooms and reveal the hidden covert and outside overt blessings and encouragement

sveta with gabriel all girls lined on one side then other of golden ring roll it away from each other open the vortex that way two spinning forces

gabriel made her finger indigo (like ET )
to put on throat chakra of students golden energy coming down arm to open the throat and also place crystal inside their throat and gave them trumpets to wake the dead

will make white light tunnel or golden vortex  call the lost who are confused or unaware show them to their angels bring them home and rescue those that are in need of mercy near death too

students mostly young girls and this is because life time of service needed for this type of dedication and training
...feminine in energy this magic
...Gabriel will teach them all at first
then she will know and teach  the next ones
gave her a 10 cm long plain S necklace on a golden chain
sveta the saviour of souls and a lifering SOS save our souls
lol

then guardian and guides for maggie and lynda
MAGGIE
I heard ph then saw eiffel tower
maggie effleurial then all in white brown golden hair to shoulders and golden baby shoes as gift been with you since birth and you were gifted since birth lynda got melchiezedek yes she took maggie there means from the essence of the flower or out of the flower of life white nun collar stars in halo

MAGGIE( steel ice misty frozen gray white choose one )
then white raven pale blue robed druid
and sandaled root of tree silver birch paper bark ghost gum
and elder aboriginal and this is my brother
he held her arm  lightning
the feminine aspect sorceror healer alchemist traveler shapeshifter mage
gives grey green colour of castle rainbow over her

LYNDA  
a staff with gourd seeds tied at top like rhtym instrument when the guide walked then beocming grapes red and blue then fruity wood smell associated with her a mother earth figure gaia figure  hearth home
cornucopia cornrows golden rope coloured hair oval face pointed chin cera of the wheat harvest

given belt round waist snake head ruby eyed stylus tucked in told write it down

shown ring in bull nose then a bow with golden handle black bow for arrows  hear bbbb

then quan yen colours around only KwA sound
so ba qua spelled baquoiriel see the letters all blue white
as bacchurial meaning of the wine and feast
working closely with cera teach you WISDOM recalling what you need to remember accumulated from past lifes

ROWENA=
golden earring long to shoulder round big circles then golden cords hanging and then moons in head dress gives a hurricane lamp with a flame in it to lynda cornrows long golden brown hair more golden then brown and 5 tablets behind her shoulder

dragon quan yen broken table bumped into  
(sveta had her feet under table asleep )

quan yen - release the material and so release the blame -let it all go-it happened it was supposed to dont blame the one who made it occur let go of physical illusions

Wednesday 5 jan 2005

Lesson from dreams this week
homes in spirit see rellies there now
Make a university tonight
and syllabus presented to teach new courses
Add to our ashram other shafts need 6 shafts
12 pyramids like a stellated crystal
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Saw pyramid with ring around it become a crown
Then we saw Pele's volcano and the door
Went in saw a hub
I saw 4 doors in crux andrew saw more
Pool table door is subway turnstile ticket taker too
going up to the orange sphere on top volcano a vortex

The window indigo a planetarium up stairs on right
like the model from dark crystal an astrolabe gigantic one

And below that windows see the ocean a galleon

See europe in miniatture
the alps snow topped mountain other side of waterfalll mountain
Holland Germany France Switzerland

On dining room door saw library a trapper  in leather and coon skin cap
My George a lot older though  and a Native American too

Other side of subway at fireplace a golden door stairs up angels everywhere white ball went inside

Pushed against wall energy going up front of spine like
during measurement enervating and also increasing
saw kundlini snake below lighning up  and tri fold flame above

Went onto galleon and each traveled to teachers

Catherine Mufsopha a male half side female half side gray one

Made a Dumbledore projection presented the syllabus and modifications made to the teachers overseers on galleon
3 to a table like tennis judge or dance contest

I had to flesh out rooms of castle started by andrew in our ashram
and connected through golden gazebo to temple of compassion
and to shamballah that way too
also told to make the inaugural address for next lesson
Made 12 sided bottom for the base the floor
in a Harry Potter style castle college
Each side of 12 is a  room 10 classrooms and feast room and drawbridge entrance make 12 sides pink to purple on rainbow

with wall of china stone walls at top purple dragon invited  by andrew over the purple tower jodi made a roost for it

colour of room on penant on each tower flags along stone wall around the round table second floor

colours of rainbow warm red to cold purple pink love at drawbridge

turquoise for feast room which is longest room and over moat

the candles float in the air and the sky ceiling changes like in harry potter

moat drawbridge horseshoe moat around swans catfish filter feeder
bottom dweller and teal leviathan and green crocodile

ocean Cliffs of Moher outcroppings of rock like Ireland
up to castle unicorns from the waves
the forest behind castle like UK
and on left of feast room the jousting fields the circus tournaments
to the right meditation waterfall rock garden and the golden gazebo
to temple of wisdom complex comes out at compassion
left below not known yet outside

right below  red is racing fields competitions red flame catch up eric liddell

Each room on one side at back a ladder or stairs to tower above second floor big round table and all rooms open on to it a wall linking
each room  door to outside too

Andrew made dungeon too and archives are there

jodi and andrew will make the day and night moon and stars

Andrew violet mage a merlin figure with santa claus beard and also a lady rhiannon had to manifest university and will teach alchemy

Debbie working with irin two pink ones thrones and quan yen lavender flame and protecting innocent and michael armory and knights templar and don't forge to make weapons too

with maggie who is indigo blue flame of michael exorcism heal thyself and three face angel fearless ones teach no fear tree branches on walls room circular working with knight templar rooms are joined together two overseers
Tom not here on blue enrgy body teaching and faith and universal path work el morya mary jesus

Catherine teal methsufa kumeka
I am headmistress organiser and coordinator conduct feast hall with andrew and jodi registrar who gets what class

I teach meditation running circle and projection obe vortex and merkaba

Bill outside most of area warrior for peace
a friar rope round waist
back in time jousting teaching tournaments swords warrior
lots of students there already all of his deceased
hilarion and friar and michael

Sveta learn compassion and teach golden ones to throw voice
remote projection of voice and to see assist those dying and victims
Quan yen and goddesses of compassion lord Lanto
golden flame in her gazebo

Jodi telescope man teach to look as a psychic
also will be the one who is registrar akasha records
those who want to research doubleroom
Orange pillow students there all sleepy as
crystal ball at top of tower spiral stairs to it
candles set in stone walls hexagon room

Lynda rose coloured buddha will teach compassion learn healing and wisdom healing white lighting earth ribbons every colour race car chariots eric liddell catching up running to make up for time red flame of knowledge competition curiousity

Pink flame of st germain bridge of love fountain of compassion moat of mercy lol

interview meeting with Maggie Sunday 2 Jan 2005
New lady  who would like to consider joining us
Energy body at 49
but chakra at 22
curious
has more from last life not revealed then what has been recalled so far
Already had rods of initiation and a  blue cape of Michael
saw  4 flames
blueflame cold down
violet warm up
lavendervortex
now new golden with lord lanto sparks into chakra burst ing out
Went to pyramid Horus -Saw cape and crown -Down the river to isis
-To upper room grail with jesus
Went into sun room – then into vortex to machu pichu
moon room –Pleaides-
Got a key sveta did the sun and maggie the moon
opened the fissure and into vortex

Went down around corner into the light finall
saw all the people there
Cant recall much more
Long meditation lovely
From initiation 5 to 12
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Sunday 2 Jan 2005
Mappng of temples of wisdom –shamballah –records
Mapped it out with group
And bill added heaps of details

Then we went to the portal of compassion and rescue mission
Saw all the tsunami  children playing in carousel
in garden of sorrows all happy while waiting  for others of their family

We saw muslem call to prayer allah and gideon as child with trumpet
They went to the gate of light all of this group
all muslim children only
called by and seperated by beliefs
Then Fatima came
and our room was full of light blue green light
intense energy even the walls all the furniture
on our skin wonderful cool bright
wondrous sight

An iinitiation"Let Your hearts be filled with bitter wine and tears
with deep dark cold blood and feel now the deepest of compassion
for the children of the tsunami  
-Thank you for your prayers
for your love of these children
now love them all around the world "
this is the true way of Allah
Then all hot a flame burning and smoky and all gone

Now a dragon of yellow becomes a bush
that pcks up budhhist people bill saw it first
Each went to rescue
Andrew made them look at wounds told them they were dead
Lynda told one  to go to the light
Debbie found a  boy took to gate of love to find dead rellies
Bill saw a boy become higher self go to gate of light alone

I saw girl showed her her guardian angel
but she said she was hindu and buddhist and God would not want her
I said no all paths lead to God
and this is your angel God loeves you so
come to the light
we saw white horse flying to heaven -Mohammed
and a yellow dragon too

when we got to Raphael
we went  to grandma at gate who was waiting and grabbed her by cheeks and smilled I am waiting for you
and then they walked up a wall path like wall of china
rocky gates of stone to the gate of light

went down again we find it hard to go down pressure to go up
like flying but to go down use heavey wet thoughts ground self

to go up use happy light thoughts
no use tinkerbell with wings lol said bill

i found a tapped in head overcome with grief woman
I said you are hurt are you hungry then come with me
I will make you tea and we will fix your wounds
I took her to the gate of truth
and then angel kept saying no don't tell her
she is not ready so she wont believe she is dead
and don't show her angels
it will panic her
so we laid her in a bed in Summerland
a Spirit Hospital
which is connected to the temple of compassion as bill said
than we told her to rest and dream ...dream and understand .
Then how connected to the temples of wisdom ?
we were asked to find out

Bill said he saw sai baba in garden of sorrows so we went there
He showed debbie layers
he told bill the children of tsunami will be special bleesed ones
new generation aware come back after the shift

Then he showed me a white ball of light with a cross on it like the four of portal of death



                                  Gate Light Gabriel
    Gate Love Raphael                                      Gate Truth  Uriel
                                    Gate Justice Michael
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experiment to meet others on Astral Pulse Island
to project with intent to meet live persons

.. as you approach the island you see the dock to your right and the little palm gazebo on your left . The ferry pulls up to the dock . You get out onto the brilliant white sandy beach .

You walk along the beach it reminds of you the far island of Cocos Keeling . And you see a similar sign !!

"To ride the rip enter here float until it stops and then climb out to your left upon the sandbar back to shore to do it again !! "

You are curious . You see the entry point is on the middle of the coast on the right side as you approach . You see the entry point is very shelly so you put on dive shoe booties with hard soles . You don your snorkle and mask .It is too shallow here to bother with scuba tanks. You enter the warm tropical waters and wade out to waist deep high just a few metres off the shore .

The water is turquoise and so clear that you can see for at least as far as your eyes can . There is 100% visibility over 100 metres in any direction. You don't need a shortie wetsuit the water is that warm !!

You lay down and let the water take you . The fish are gorgeous !! all sizes all colours . You just lay there spreading out your arms and legs to slow yourself down to enjoy the ride . It is like watching an aquarium you travel about 75 metres . Nothing but pretty fish and seafans all around you . Fantastic . You can't wait to get out and try it again . There are the yellow tangs... giant striped black and white butterfly fish .... Midnight Blue parrot fish ...rainbow coloured wrasses . You could do this all day long how lovely . You decide to call a few mates from Astral Pulse . You use your new underwater camera phone to video conference and say ."Oi this is cool come check it out " I'll be there at 730 pm tonight +8 GMT with some mates come and join us please . Prove to us that you are there: Answer any question just for fun What colour is my snorkel ? what does my t shirt say ? What colour are my bathers ? How many people are there with me ?
What do we look like ? Someone brought an esky !! What colour is the esky ?? What is inside the esky ??
didjabringatinnie?? then you wait on the beach near the end of dock .... If they don't rock up this time ....no worries  ..you will check it out again on Wednesday at 730 pm . If you build it they will come ..... _________________
69 Sunday 2 jan 2005


Begin with exercise to astrally project to Astral Pulse Island
We saw Robert there standing hands on hips
smiled at him tipped my hat
then he helped self to a vb from the esky and sat on it lol
I was able to show purple bathers to lynda and green tshirt  to andrew
so we were able to project with colours and determine our outfit
Debbie I  saw in boardies gray big shirt all of it was right !
got andrew black shorts too  
And we saw  a few ladies there we did not know
a man named Colin
and another man looking like Robert's father to me .
he was definitely in spirit that one
marvellous 1st time
very confirming

Friday 31 Dec 67th
Debbie Tom Lynda Catherine here

we read lesson on brotherhood of light
compared the temple of compassion we saw
to the one described on the website in the temples of wisdom
also how hall of records is english- euro culture
attached to hall of learning in shamballah for earth
on other dimensions
and that there must be a worlds museum then

found one listed in as museum of the worlds
in the brotherhood of light site

then thought the temples must be connected to shamballah too
and to the gates
gate of justice
to temple of justice
to shamballah
and to temples of wisdom

opened with prayer saw a man with brogue sounding irish
and looked like st germaine who i though would be our guide
but he only said why do you need to see it
you have read all about it laughing
saw athena with javelin standing in a garden
a silver rectangular reflecting pool
surrounded in golden trim
on either side of the promenade tall thin trees like arbor vitae
at end stairs to temples of wisdom main entrance
at north on compass i think
athena stirred the javelin dark blue one
and opened vortex tunnel of pink and crimson

went inside with the irish looking bloke
looked up saw golden dome and rainbows round it
of sapphire and amethyst
lynda saw bear and wolf
the night sky stars debbie and i thought lupus or canus and ursus
and we saw flowers in meadow a carpet of flowers
and stairs to another temple

at northwest the temple had a round opening like a wreath
water waves carved in stone
on right and on left leaves like laurel and then grave stones
and all sorts of cemetarys and a lady of sorrow kneeling at a wall crying her tears become a river of grief
a bridge comes down in to the centre now
and paul is there holding a book in his left crook of arm and he taps it then shows a scene of funeral black umbrellas a soft rain
all dressed in modern black suits and dresses
he shows us that only time heals the wounds of grief
the aladdin lamp in front of our lady of sorrows
consumes her wails of grief
athena makes a spiral of gold with her finger
and we move on to northeast
here we see a tunnel of teal blue purple we enter like a washing machine into the vortex 3 ladies of sorrow malady , ... , ......//tears sighs darkness

and come out onto a hilltop and manicured lawn hear the garden of God and see the topiary trees on either side and at base of hill the temple of jerusalem hear the song bring me my chariots of fire
like a white pillared temple round top
but tom saw brown wooden one ??
and i hear the song :JERUSALEM
And did those feet in ancient time
Walk upon England's mountains green?
And was the holy Lamb of God
On England's pleasant pastures seen?
And did the Countenance Divine Shine forth upon our clouded hills?
And was Jerusalem builded here Among these dark Satanic mills?
Bring me my bow of burning gold: Bring me my arrows of desire:
Bring me my spear: O clouds unfold!
Bring me my chariot of fire!
I will not cease from mental fight, Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand
Till we have built Jerusalem In England's green and pleasant land.  

then a carousel of children round the temple spinning quickly and then we go into another vortex with the kids like a merry go round

and emerge at the east and look upon a golden wooden staircase that spirals up into the hills and at the top a temple a gazebo like temple
a pagoda sort japan or china ??
then smell roses see buddha lying there
tom says like ankwar in thailand
and then buddha sits up on a pillow
and as he turns becomes ganeehsa
then mohammed then jesus standing than vishnu
then a blue face hindi monster looking
as we leave the temple of male godhead

and go into the left eye of blue mask
come to the other side the west and see pele's volcano and shamballah

asked to find the temple of compassion
and to go in hear a message alone
i went to the lagoon of shekinah and saw behind the waterfall her cave and walked to the back and right and as the wall of cave turned
saw small opening went out and came into a grotto
surrounded by walls of rock and rock garden
and there was temple of compassion
and female godhead
kali came up to me  she said i have been the destroyer
and now i will be the compassionate
she clapped her hands and men in sarongs came down the mountain carring long bowls of rice on their heads a long line of men
...she took me to cities
and we screamed at the leaders of the world asleep in their beds
feed my children
to some she pressed an apple into their forehead
to some a red hot coal
and screamed like a witch feed my children
to khafi the un leader
she showed  a pageant of women holding dead children in their arms
one from sri lanka one from india indonesia maldives somalia
each said my children are dead
please feed my children
to Bush she showed uni students linked arm to arm at elbows in  protest and chanting feed my children they had on black t shirts .

then she would say hague and we wnet there
she said paris we went there onlsow and all around world then i cried enough I can't see anymore my lady
and chanted the mantra for quan yen
and saw her as fierce one this time too
she said i will give you compassion then
she showed me 4 ladies in pale blue robes
women on horseback of the apocalypse too
equal opportunity
sheesh this kind i don't want
she said i will give you death then famine then pestilence then disease pray for the death to come first and  i will send it in compassion

Lynda went to a library saw a knight who would not let her in
until she was knighted with a 5 foot sword on shoulders and head

debbie went to base of volcano into library entrance
leather bound books

tom went where
we forgot ??

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Lesosn from what I posted in Astral Pulse OBE Forum :

There are a few different places I have been to that are all connected as we all are in consciousness . One is the Hall of Records which we get to in meditation by visualising this rotting staircase going up the wall of a building that looks like it was bombed in World War 2 . You will see the gray wall on the left and the stairs go up in a rickety fashion up to the third floor missing some steps with holes in a few too . There is always a door on your left as you reach the top .

When you enter you see stacks of books and smell them like a wonderful old library . The librarian has a cat... a round fat tabby gray one on her counter. She is short with glasses on a chain round her neck .She has long hair pulled in a disarray up on her head it appears blondy gray ...some in a bun... some hanging down.She asks you to sign the book with this black and gold pen until she knows you . She speaks every language the world has but she always sounds like a New Yorker to me .

You float to the area you wish to view and you put your arms out and the books come to you . The books are read by passing the hand over the pages which open to the place you wish to read all by thought .

Some books are not allowed to be accessed by all . If you ask to see your own Book of Life you may not be allowed to turn all the pages either . There are a lot of rules .

You will see a long hall with a floor of black and white checkered marble tiles also as you enter . The hall proceeds to the right of you . The counter on the left the hall on your right the stacks in front of you . And then at the end of this hall which is on your right when you enter you see the doors which goes into shamballah . They swing inwards but the one on the left is often locked into the floor so you push open the one on the right to proceed . But you can't pass through it until you have been allowed to enter it .

Thru the door you enter into a long marbled corridor which has doors that are arched on either side and a long high transom entrance doorway at the far end going out to the plaza outdoors into Shamballah . The doors lead into all sorts of information access areas that seem to change . There are rooms for example that are the akashic records in a wall a circular wall that is a movie screen which allows you to view the past present and future at once as you turn . You will see for example your own life and visions of it there .

There is also a card catalog type of room with huge file cabinets so very many of them the cards fly into your hands . There is a large black man here in a native costume from Africa . His voice sounds like music and I like him so much . He has a soft deep voice and you know the lovely sort like James Earl Jones . He seems to always wear yellow and orange .

And another room where you sit and put on these old Crystal headsets and hear music from the ages even before sound was recorded with human technology .

The technology is on a range from ancient to futuristic .

Out the doors you will see gardens and on your left the white palace entrance to Shamballah . To your right the lovely rainbow waters of Life .

To test and confirm my own perception I take others there with me in the group merkaba and have them describe it to me like I am blind . I also go back again and again and try to map it out each time .

All these times I do not know the librarian or the butler's name . I call the lady Mrs. Wiggles as that is what her names sounds like to me . But I think it is more like Woczinsky . She seems Polish and Jewish to me . The butler seems Russian and I call him Jeeves like the search engine . He appears tall like lurch and severe he wears a black and white butler tails tuxedo .

There are also maps in their room which you can pass your hand over to read and globes and these help you find other spiritual realms . There is a thin short young woman the only young person there who looks a lot like Lucy Liu . She manages the vertical file the maps the rare books esoteric and occult knowledge . I wonder if she is the cat as she just apparates out of the wall . I reckon she is a guide and a security measure .

The doors in the main hallway are wooden and polished and very high .

I am not sure how yet but this complex is connected to the Museum of the
Worlds and The Temple of Records which are part of the Temples of Wisdom which connect also to Shamballah.

For example ,there is also a library entrance beneath the volcano Temple of Pele in Shamballah but we just found that last night and we did not get to go into it yet . One from the Knights Templar barred the passage .

So the Hall of Records is English in culture and tongue
but there is prolly one for every culture on Earth or it may change for each one that enters it to reflect their own language
the Hall of Learning is Planetary and reflects all Earth cultures
the Museum of The Worlds within the Temples of Wisdom is Universal

The Archives are in a basement under which of these buildings I am not sure yet perhaps it runs beneath them all

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Temples of Wisdom described here
http://www.templesofwisdom.org/wisdom/grounds.html

66th Wed 29 December 2004

Four Lady corners tonight -jodi debbie lynda catherine -
First multi tiered flame getting larger at base candles flames
on large flames kali on throne at top surrounded
either side by elephants in front of debbie
jodi saw in front of lynda arches cathedral mary
In front of me buddhist temple bridge lotus blossoms water lilies quan yen
In front of jodi lynda saw marble buildings muslem women
I saw hand of fatima floating emerald bejeweled

Saw a spiral stairway from heaven
we are at the base of Pele's volcano in Shamballah again

the ladies all in pink blue or white floating off the stairway
and holding hands around us in circle

ceremony  saw a maypole fertility new beginning said jodi
lynda thought perhaps some event in May too
Then we offered prayers full moon ceremony end of year
For group for asia tsunami disaster for the world for new year
We each thought and gave off our prayers

Debbie stay together and for a larger group /minds at peace   /stop fighting for at least one year share

Jodi jim and jackie lend a ahand/given better lives next time  / learn to see signs and help each other.

Cath new teachers on earth as well as in spirit new energies and stay together too/ hearts at peace consoled /earth will share wake up know god life after death become more awake as head for shift .

Lynda "/world united /"

Saw ladies put a large pearl become open to crystal lotus blossom
waves of light came out most to places at epicentre
and then when on the coast becoming white unicorns
celtic magic light and love to the land and its people

Lynda saw aphrodite on half shell
Debbie said her name means comes from another planet
like Mary queen of sea image  
Saw negative ball told to mentally project the sadness of the tragedy
into the ball wrap it in white egg yolk and love
and then the goddesses stirred it like a cauldron sending it to heavens becoming a golf ball size
and then jodi saw it on scales gold the good and black the negative

Then we saw vortex heard 10 rings saw just female nest loops no spires taken to spirit portal saw four paths again at Gates of Death

Jodi on couch raphael south gate of love unfinished business

Debbie on pool table green chair gabriel west light ready to go back to source and begin again know truth and with higher self

Lynda door north uriel truth black witch not to be revealed at this time privacy secret all know they are dead already too
the angel stood barring the door

Michael with me justice the rescuer the scales

no do not bring up more of those below wandering spirit on earth
and above in heaven already there enough here now
saw before me in centre of all the light
which as it turned became all aspects of god at once
and only one too for the viewer sake

my higher self said come to me all those with heavy hearts
with questions to answer
to judge  yourself your fate and know  why
( this has been done to you )

This was the temple of  the goddess
the temple of compassion and mercy-



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The Brotherhood of Light Environment and Grounds The central structure in the Temples of Wisdom is the center of nine halls. It is like the capital rotunda in Washington with a great dome overhead. The dome is gold and white, with carved and jeweled ribs and it lights the building. If you look up, you can see the dome of white light become rainbows, and then see the eternal story of creation. The dome itself is a kind of hologram for visions, and beautiful three dimensional images are often displayed there. The other temples can be reached from this central dome via different hallways.

These temples also have external entrances. For instance, to enter the Temple of Healing, one first walks through a green field with golden wheat swaying in the distance, and blue-purple mountains far away. The sky is bright blue. The road is made of white sand and it leads to the temple of healing and purification. It is modeled after the temple of Aesculapius, the Greek god of physicians. It is of white marble with large pillars and there is a statue of the god outside. Inside it is lit by tall, elaborately carved floor lamps, which shed bright golden light throughout the interior. There are carved censers which spread different kinds of incense. The floors are also marble. In the front and center of the main room is an altar to the lords of all worlds. There are many hallways connecting to rooms off to the sides. These are used for healing, purification, and therapy. There are eight other temples besides this one. From the central dome, one corridor leads to the

Temple of the Past. This temple, also called the Temple of the Knowledge of Many Worlds, is a museum that contains the recorded experience of many realms of being. When there are visitors from new worlds, they are asked to visit the museum and donate some of their memories. They then think of their past and the world they inhabited, and the information is reflected or recorded in the records of the museum. These memories are then available to those who wish to learn about these worlds. When these visitors are professionals, memories of their expertise are also recorded. They are often asked what they consider most important, most beautiful, or most unusual in their worlds and this information is recorded. This temple is often visited by souls before they do spiritual travel to familiarize them with other cultures that they wish to visit. The "research on worlds" area acts to give information to the Meeting Center. At the Center, there are representatives from many worlds who speak and share ideas. There is much debate about what to do with worlds that are spiritually advanced, but have no current representatives, like earth. For a while there were several representatives, and much rivalry between them. Currently there are none.

The Temple of Spiritual Arts is rose-colored, with walls showing the sunrises and sunsets of many different worlds. There are buildings for the visual arts, music, dance, and changes from one sensory modality to another. There is no need of museum guards to protect the artwork, and visitors are encouraged to interact with the art. There is a room for transcendence where the art functions to bring souls to other worlds and a room of immanence where the art opens the individual's heart to emotion, contemplation, and thoughtfulness. The works of art come from the Brotherhood's artists, and from the memory of visitors who remember the arts from their worlds. Music may be localized in one place, or it may fill the buildings, which resonate to the sounds. The spiritual arts in this temple focus on dramas. The music and light most effective for spiritual travel are found in another temple, the Temple of Transformation. Sometimes when there is an influx of souls from a particular area or culture, there are special exhibitions on the arts of that region. The displays are not political - their intention is to share the spiritual and aesthetic sensibilities among individuals from different worlds.

The Temple of Archaic Spiritual Paths collects ancient religious beliefs and practices, which have lost popularity on their worlds of origin. Spiritual pathways are ladders through the heavens, and the steps are still there, even if nobody ascends them anymore. In this temple, this information is collected for people who are dissatisfied with the religious paths that they have learned, and want other options. There are experts in the Brotherhood that have tried them, and can discuss their advantages and disadvantages.

The Temple of Transformation (or "soul travel central") is where the more disciplined and difficult spiritual travel occurs. This is where there are specific instructions for spiritual travel, and moving from ego to ego, and body to body. If a group trip is organized, the people sit in meditation, leaving their bodies meditating in rows or circles, and travel together to their new destination. In this temple, there are charts, and maps of the many worlds which are relatively close and accessible. For higher and more distant spiritual worlds, there are instructions on going from one intermediate world to another, each subtler than the next, until the traveler reaches a level of discomfort. At that point, travel should cease until the person is better prepared. There are also descriptions of the farther worlds, and warnings of dangers if any are known. For those worlds with guardians or sentries, the guardians are described, along with proper greetings, passwords, offerings, and legitimate reasons for visiting.

One hallway that proceeds from the central great dome of light has golden floor tiles and crimson walls. It is the pathway to the Halls or

Temples of Justice. There are three meeting rooms that compose the Halls of Justice. The first has high ceilings, royal blue walls, and Persian carpets. It is furnished with large oval tables, and the room is used for mediation. When there are fights and struggles and disagreements, the parties sit around the tables to negotiate. Mediators from the Brotherhood spend time here trying to get representatives of warring factions to talk to each other. The representatives come from many different races, with different personalities and desires but they have one thing in common - they are fighting with each other. The members of Brotherhood try to be peacemakers. The second meeting room has crimson colored walls, and is for evaluation. Here the Brotherhood has panels of judges, which review cases of karmic uncertainty, of unwillingness to accept reincarnation and responsibility for previous actions, and of special requests for delay of karma in order to accomplish some specific task. There are criminals claiming innocence, desirous souls claiming compulsion, and sneaky souls trying to get out of their obligations. The third meeting room is for formal meetings, for treaties, for state functions, and for public tribunals. The room is dark green with ebony wood and gold fixtures. There are rows of seats for spectators, and a stage upon which commitments are made. It is also a place used to welcome new members. The Brotherhood has been misrepresented as controlling the universe. It does not do this. However, the Halls of Judgment are the closest the Brotherhood comes to this function. They have met with beings who could accurately be described as gods and angels. The Brotherhood understands them as beings seeking help with their problems, and they do not ignore those who are weak and low-caste just as they do not grovel before those who are powerful. They welcome the company of a wide range of beings and work with them.
The universe is composed of many layers. Souls from other worlds visit through the Brotherhood's spiritual area, and the reason for their visit is often the Halls of Justice. They may wish a respected place for negotiation, or a neutral ground for investiture. The rooms are large, but can expand to become much larger. The Brotherhood has fit thousands of visitors in these rooms with the help of some visualizers who can expand their capacity.

In the Temple of Records, there is a center for the study of karma. Karma is really an enormous topic, and there are records of the deeds and actions of universes. Of course all that information is not stored locally. No matter how compressed the information, it would still take universes to store all of it. What is present at the temple is basically the card catalog, which gives the means to look up the desired information. People who had skill in this area left detailed instructions for meditation, mantras, and visualizations which allow the researcher to locate the records of a person's life, and specific memories or emotions within the life. All people have karmic records. For those who possess the ability to perceive them, the records look like a comet's tail behind the person as he or she passes by. The center of the study of karma is confidential - people should not spy on each other. It is only open to counselors and judges, who use the information to help others.

The Temple of Wisdom is the academic area, with large auditoriums for classes in meditation, karmic analysis, and comparative religion and spirituality. When great souls visit, they are asked to teach and share their wisdom. There are also more practical classes in maintaining the grounds, extended visualization, defense of the gates, and processing of visitors. There are also guest speakers with specializations in counseling, negotiation, and other valuable skills.

The ninth and final temple in the Temples of Wisdom complex is the Temple of Compassion. It is an extension of the healing area which is focused on the development of compassion towards all forms of life. Here, there is contemplation of suffering, discussion of morality, and praise of helpfulness and sacrifice of personal pleasure for the sake of others. While the healing center is run by experts, this temple is for ordinary souls, to encourage them to develop the qualities of love and forgiveness. There is also a center of Light - the light which runs the complex. It is not electricity but perhaps some spiritual analogue. It too is used for travel but in very limited ways.

The Garden Area and Beyond There is also an outdoor garden area on the grounds surrounding the Temples of Wisdom. At the garden gate, there are two swans, carved out of marble, their great-feathered wings lifted for flight. They represent the paramahamsas, the great souls whose light shines out like the feathers of a swan.
As one walks into the garden, the trees are made of gold and silver, with jeweled leaves and fruit. The paths are made of tiny white quartz crystals of sand, and the plants have flowers which shine with light and spread their sweet fragrances. There are hedges carved in the shapes of animals, and rest areas with mosaic floors. One mosaic represents the sun, with many colored rays. Another shows wooden ships sailing beneath a starry sky. The garden has fountains, and in their water and spray can be seen many worlds. There are small rivulets surrounded by wild-flowers, and grassy fields in the distance with bright birds and butterflies flying above them. Looking beyond the garden, one can see land stretching to the seashore. In the distance are great cliffs of rose and lavender, silver through the ocean mists. At their foot, where the water meets the cliffs, there are caves. Some of them are under water, and they reflect the deep blue of the water on their turquoise walls. These are meditation caves for those close to the water element. Higher on the cliffs are caves facing the sun full of golden crystals for those closer to the fire element. Deeper into the cliff are darker caves for those who appreciate earth, with sand floors, and sandstone walls. Atop the cliffs are gazebos for teaching, delicately arched in gold and marble, and also caves open to wind and air. These are for those that appreciate the air element. Here the cool winds take away one's sins and distractions, as the sun burns them away, and the water washes them away. The earth just has them settle or drop away. The garden is for beauty, thoughtfulness, and purification.

The Visitor's Areas The Brotherhood accepts many visitors and has varied accommodations for them. Within the lodge, there are tapestries that depict the history of civilizations. These hang behind couches full of mandala pillows, tables of beaten brass, and decorated hookahs. These rooms are for visitors from the East so that they feel at home. For visitors from the West, there are different sorts of decor. There are tall simple white walls, with arches and pillows. The couches are plain and white, and the floors are black and white marble. There is fruit and flowers, and a library-wall of leather-bound books. For other visitors, there are Persian rugs, and carved furniture. It is important to have familiar objects so that visitors feel comfortable. For souls that are anxious, crazed, and in need of therapy, there are beautiful and well-kept gardens. Desperate souls can walk along the garden borders, and along rivers splashing over rocks, and find peace. Beyond the gardens, there are beautiful mountains and valleys, pearly sunrises and dramatic sunsets. The garden walks lead into rooms where the visitors stay. The rooms are very simple, like monastic rooms, for souls must learn not to be attached to their soul-bodies. The beds are covered with rough cotton, and there are wooden floors. Books are placed on the tables that might be suitable for these visitors. http://www.onmarkproductions.com/html/4-compassion-bosatsu.shtml
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66th Wed 29 December 2004

Four Lady corners tonight -jodi debbie lynda catherine -
First multi tiered flame getting larger at base candles flames
on large flames kali on throne at top surrounded
either side by elephants in front of debbie
jodi saw in front of lynda arches cathedral mary
In front of me buddhist temple bridge lotus blossoms water lilies quan yen
In front of jodi lynda saw marble buildings muslem women
I saw hand of fatima floating emerald bejeweled

Saw a spiral stairway from heaven
we are at the base of Pele's volcano in Shamballah again

the ladies all in pink blue or white floating off the stairway
and holding hands around us in circle

ceremony  saw a maypole fertility new beginning said jodi
lynda thought perhaps some event in May too
Then we offered prayers full moon ceremony end of year
For group for asia tsunami disaster for the world for new year
We each thought and gave off our prayers

Debbie stay together and for a larger group /minds at peace   /stop fighting for at least one year share

Jodi jim and jackie lend a ahand/given better lives next time  / learn to see signs and help each other.

Cath new teachers on earth as well as in spirit new energies and stay together too/ hearts at peace consoled /earth will share wake up know god life after death become more awake as head for shift .

Lynda "/world united /"

Saw ladies put a large pearl become open to crystal lotus blossom
waves of light came out most to places at epicentre
and then when on the coast becoming white unicorns
celtic magic light and love to the land and its people

Lynda saw aphrodite on half shell
Debbie said her name means comes from another planet
like Mary queen of sea image  
Saw negative ball told to mentally project the sadness of the tragedy
into the ball wrap it in white egg yolk and love
and then the goddesses stirred it like a cauldron sending it to heavens becoming a golf ball size
and then jodi saw it on scales gold the good and black the negative

Then we saw vortex heard 10 rings saw just female nest loops no spires taken to spirit portal saw four paths again at Gates of Death

Jodi on couch raphael south gate of love unfinished business

Debbie on pool table green chair gabriel west light ready to go back to source and begin again know truth and with higher self

Lynda door north uriel truth black witch not to be revealed at this time privacy secret all know they are dead already too
the angel stood barring the door

Michael with me justice the rescuer the scales

no do not bring up more of those below wandering spirit on earth
and above in heaven already there enough here now
saw before me in centre of all the light
which as it turned became all aspects of god at once
and only one too for the viewer sake

my higher self said come to me all those with heavy hearts
with questions to answer
to judge  yourself your fate and know  why
( this has been done to you )

This was the temple of  the goddess
the temple of compassion and mercy-



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Lesson:
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The Brotherhood of Light Environment and Grounds The central structure in the Temples of Wisdom is the center of nine halls. It is like the capital rotunda in Washington with a great dome overhead. The dome is gold and white, with carved and jeweled ribs and it lights the building. If you look up, you can see the dome of white light become rainbows, and then see the eternal story of creation. The dome itself is a kind of hologram for visions, and beautiful three dimensional images are often displayed there. The other temples can be reached from this central dome via different hallways.

These temples also have external entrances. For instance, to enter the Temple of Healing, one first walks through a green field with golden wheat swaying in the distance, and blue-purple mountains far away. The sky is bright blue. The road is made of white sand and it leads to the temple of healing and purification. It is modeled after the temple of Aesculapius, the Greek god of physicians. It is of white marble with large pillars and there is a statue of the god outside. Inside it is lit by tall, elaborately carved floor lamps, which shed bright golden light throughout the interior. There are carved censers which spread different kinds of incense. The floors are also marble. In the front and center of the main room is an altar to the lords of all worlds. There are many hallways connecting to rooms off to the sides. These are used for healing, purification, and therapy. There are eight other temples besides this one. From the central dome, one corridor leads to the

Temple of the Past. This temple, also called the Temple of the Knowledge of Many Worlds, is a museum that contains the recorded experience of many realms of being. When there are visitors from new worlds, they are asked to visit the museum and donate some of their memories. They then think of their past and the world they inhabited, and the information is reflected or recorded in the records of the museum. These memories are then available to those who wish to learn about these worlds. When these visitors are professionals, memories of their expertise are also recorded. They are often asked what they consider most important, most beautiful, or most unusual in their worlds and this information is recorded. This temple is often visited by souls before they do spiritual travel to familiarize them with other cultures that they wish to visit. The "research on worlds" area acts to give information to the Meeting Center. At the Center, there are representatives from many worlds who speak and share ideas. There is much debate about what to do with worlds that are spiritually advanced, but have no current representatives, like earth. For a while there were several representatives, and much rivalry between them. Currently there are none.

The Temple of Spiritual Arts is rose-colored, with walls showing the sunrises and sunsets of many different worlds. There are buildings for the visual arts, music, dance, and changes from one sensory modality to another. There is no need of museum guards to protect the artwork, and visitors are encouraged to interact with the art. There is a room for transcendence where the art functions to bring souls to other worlds and a room of immanence where the art opens the individual's heart to emotion, contemplation, and thoughtfulness. The works of art come from the Brotherhood's artists, and from the memory of visitors who remember the arts from their worlds. Music may be localized in one place, or it may fill the buildings, which resonate to the sounds. The spiritual arts in this temple focus on dramas. The music and light most effective for spiritual travel are found in another temple, the Temple of Transformation. Sometimes when there is an influx of souls from a particular area or culture, there are special exhibitions on the arts of that region. The displays are not political - their intention is to share the spiritual and aesthetic sensibilities among individuals from different worlds.

The Temple of Archaic Spiritual Paths collects ancient religious beliefs and practices, which have lost popularity on their worlds of origin. Spiritual pathways are ladders through the heavens, and the steps are still there, even if nobody ascends them anymore. In this temple, this information is collected for people who are dissatisfied with the religious paths that they have learned, and want other options. There are experts in the Brotherhood that have tried them, and can discuss their advantages and disadvantages.

The Temple of Transformation (or "soul travel central") is where the more disciplined and difficult spiritual travel occurs. This is where there are specific instructions for spiritual travel, and moving from ego to ego, and body to body. If a group trip is organized, the people sit in meditation, leaving their bodies meditating in rows or circles, and travel together to their new destination. In this temple, there are charts, and maps of the many worlds which are relatively close and accessible. For higher and more distant spiritual worlds, there are instructions on going from one intermediate world to another, each subtler than the next, until the traveler reaches a level of discomfort. At that point, travel should cease until the person is better prepared. There are also descriptions of the farther worlds, and warnings of dangers if any are known. For those worlds with guardians or sentries, the guardians are described, along with proper greetings, passwords, offerings, and legitimate reasons for visiting.

One hallway that proceeds from the central great dome of light has golden floor tiles and crimson walls. It is the pathway to the Halls or

Temples of Justice. There are three meeting rooms that compose the Halls of Justice. The first has high ceilings, royal blue walls, and Persian carpets. It is furnished with large oval tables, and the room is used for mediation. When there are fights and struggles and disagreements, the parties sit around the tables to negotiate. Mediators from the Brotherhood spend time here trying to get representatives of warring factions to talk to each other. The representatives come from many different races, with different personalities and desires but they have one thing in common - they are fighting with each other. The members of Brotherhood try to be peacemakers. The second meeting room has crimson colored walls, and is for evaluation. Here the Brotherhood has panels of judges, which review cases of karmic uncertainty, of unwillingness to accept reincarnation and responsibility for previous actions, and of special requests for delay of karma in order to accomplish some specific task. There are criminals claiming innocence, desirous souls claiming compulsion, and sneaky souls trying to get out of their obligations. The third meeting room is for formal meetings, for treaties, for state functions, and for public tribunals. The room is dark green with ebony wood and gold fixtures. There are rows of seats for spectators, and a stage upon which commitments are made. It is also a place used to welcome new members. The Brotherhood has been misrepresented as controlling the universe. It does not do this. However, the Halls of Judgment are the closest the Brotherhood comes to this function. They have met with beings who could accurately be described as gods and angels. The Brotherhood understands them as beings seeking help with their problems, and they do not ignore those who are weak and low-caste just as they do not grovel before those who are powerful. They welcome the company of a wide range of beings and work with them.
The universe is composed of many layers. Souls from other worlds visit through the Brotherhood's spiritual area, and the reason for their visit is often the Halls of Justice. They may wish a respected place for negotiation, or a neutral ground for investiture. The rooms are large, but can expand to become much larger. The Brotherhood has fit thousands of visitors in these rooms with the help of some visualizers who can expand their capacity.

In the Temple of Records, there is a center for the study of karma. Karma is really an enormous topic, and there are records of the deeds and actions of universes. Of course all that information is not stored locally. No matter how compressed the information, it would still take universes to store all of it. What is present at the temple is basically the card catalog, which gives the means to look up the desired information. People who had skill in this area left detailed instructions for meditation, mantras, and visualizations which allow the researcher to locate the records of a person's life, and specific memories or emotions within the life. All people have karmic records. For those who possess the ability to perceive them, the records look like a comet's tail behind the person as he or she passes by. The center of the study of karma is confidential - people should not spy on each other. It is only open to counselors and judges, who use the information to help others.

The Temple of Wisdom is the academic area, with large auditoriums for classes in meditation, karmic analysis, and comparative religion and spirituality. When great souls visit, they are asked to teach and share their wisdom. There are also more practical classes in maintaining the grounds, extended visualization, defense of the gates, and processing of visitors. There are also guest speakers with specializations in counseling, negotiation, and other valuable skills.

The ninth and final temple in the Temples of Wisdom complex is the Temple of Compassion. It is an extension of the healing area which is focused on the development of compassion towards all forms of life. Here, there is contemplation of suffering, discussion of morality, and praise of helpfulness and sacrifice of personal pleasure for the sake of others. While the healing center is run by experts, this temple is for ordinary souls, to encourage them to develop the qualities of love and forgiveness. There is also a center of Light - the light which runs the complex. It is not electricity but perhaps some spiritual analogue. It too is used for travel but in very limited ways.

The Garden Area and Beyond There is also an outdoor garden area on the grounds surrounding the Temples of Wisdom. At the garden gate, there are two swans, carved out of marble, their great-feathered wings lifted for flight. They represent the paramahamsas, the great souls whose light shines out like the feathers of a swan.
As one walks into the garden, the trees are made of gold and silver, with jeweled leaves and fruit. The paths are made of tiny white quartz crystals of sand, and the plants have flowers which shine with light and spread their sweet fragrances. There are hedges carved in the shapes of animals, and rest areas with mosaic floors. One mosaic represents the sun, with many colored rays. Another shows wooden ships sailing beneath a starry sky. The garden has fountains, and in their water and spray can be seen many worlds. There are small rivulets surrounded by wild-flowers, and grassy fields in the distance with bright birds and butterflies flying above them. Looking beyond the garden, one can see land stretching to the seashore. In the distance are great cliffs of rose and lavender, silver through the ocean mists. At their foot, where the water meets the cliffs, there are caves. Some of them are under water, and they reflect the deep blue of the water on their turquoise walls. These are meditation caves for those close to the water element. Higher on the cliffs are caves facing the sun full of golden crystals for those closer to the fire element. Deeper into the cliff are darker caves for those who appreciate earth, with sand floors, and sandstone walls. Atop the cliffs are gazebos for teaching, delicately arched in gold and marble, and also caves open to wind and air. These are for those that appreciate the air element. Here the cool winds take away one's sins and distractions, as the sun burns them away, and the water washes them away. The earth just has them settle or drop away. The garden is for beauty, thoughtfulness, and purification.

The Visitor's Areas The Brotherhood accepts many visitors and has varied accommodations for them. Within the lodge, there are tapestries that depict the history of civilizations. These hang behind couches full of mandala pillows, tables of beaten brass, and decorated hookahs. These rooms are for visitors from the East so that they feel at home. For visitors from the West, there are different sorts of decor. There are tall simple white walls, with arches and pillows. The couches are plain and white, and the floors are black and white marble. There is fruit and flowers, and a library-wall of leather-bound books. For other visitors, there are Persian rugs, and carved furniture. It is important to have familiar objects so that visitors feel comfortable. For souls that are anxious, crazed, and in need of therapy, there are beautiful and well-kept gardens. Desperate souls can walk along the garden borders, and along rivers splashing over rocks, and find peace. Beyond the gardens, there are beautiful mountains and valleys, pearly sunrises and dramatic sunsets. The garden walks lead into rooms where the visitors stay. The rooms are very simple, like monastic rooms, for souls must learn not to be attached to their soul-bodies. The beds are covered with rough cotton, and there are wooden floors. Books are placed on the tables that might be suitable for these visitors. http://www.onmarkproductions.com/html/4-compassion-bosatsu.shtml
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Sunday 19 Dec 64th missing
Wed 22 Dec 65th
Made loops and then seperated them all 8 colours
bill was there higher self in purple red gold
his outift like italian hat and diamond checqued
red and purple robe like medieval days

Jodi saw Mary in a rose a sign of the assumption
Saw Ben Williams who suicided this week hanging lifeless in air
Local boy dated by Chrissy and known to Andrew  
Killed self by carbon monoxide gassing in his auto

Andrew offered him up in prayers and he came in lifeless in spirit
in the arms of angels

there was a floating cross and a christmas tree behind him
his head hung low eyes closed
we saw him put in coffin then lifted out

heard will dine with us tonight with the angels of the lord
he is born again to christ
saw him lift his head eyes open from sleep

Saw jesus facing debbie
his pink robe removed by angels
Then he left the tomb
walked on road
saw doubting thomas et al

Got a candlestick all except tom
who got a  menorrah instead
funny you don't look Jewish lol
he was born Irish Catholic
but we live many lives oh well

each head given a flame of assumption
the light 5 circles become the  pentecostal flower counterclockwise turning
over top of the 6 petals of the flower of life turning clockwise
Saw vortex formed wherein we Saw all the glorious mysteries

Made the vortex for us –Treat- two ways ,
like chinese  yo yo, up and down

then we saw a soccer ball sized sphere  
and inside we saw the cathedral of notre dame
each had to go to a cardinal point of the compass
of  this medieval Cathedral

and a spire above and catacombs below making 6 then earth and  sky
so 8 points altogether  1 each

Tom to dining room north the wing through knights templar and message
and jodi to altar right side which became a knight on a  window

me to the christmas tree pool table which became a library
saw higher self with  all these books on  a pillow wearing the dress of peacock
feathers in colour and wearing long red curly tresses to toes
could not look up but smile from my books
to acknowledge self but then back to work

and then three angels came anaphiel uriel and raphael
they came with a  golden sapphire and emerald box which they opened and three jewels inside

each gave us one for our group crown of christ
the coronation
and for our merkaba and for our vestments

this made the triangle of andrew tom and sveta their colours
green gold and indigo must get jewel for each of us

told eight sides eight rings now
bill went to top of tower did not hear what higher self saw there

sveta outside watched scorging of christ in sadness

andrew to catacombs found white pearl dragon and another tooth
2nd of 8
roaming spirits he tried to send to light

lynda outside too
the spinning protecting
as she spun she was safe and we were (in the sky)

debbie angel stained glass window asked her to help protect house with purple light

banshee calls
there is a  neg visitor knocking on window

debbie banished vistor neg with puirple light blue ring and white palms of energy

back in she saw the merkaba become a sphere and raised on vortex
the up one to a land of uv purple  and blue

inside the merkaba with a huge crown we walked around like in a crown jewels room

so we were to have given the jewels to christ for coronation too

then the lotus with 10 spires of bluey pruple crystal on outer ring a clear pyramid in centre and  female lines of nest

all around the pryamid there will be 10 rings now only 8
we saw the bottom must be formed still

green leaves uv green minty white and from these came silver threads
suspended to our bodies
as above so below

we must make the anti merkaba
so double spheres and we must make each indiv merkaba become 12 spiked 12 ringed and 12 spheres all in orbit around the energy of the group and go to other universes

our own sphere our own colour everntually becomes 12 coloured and 12 spheres on the merkabah

so corornation and assumption and resurrection ascension and the completion of the glorious mysteries

also thistle given by me last week to bill
comes there today larger in  a multiple bush
tom told story the thistle cut the feet of vikings so they screamed
and revealed were repulsed to the sea again
and thus it declares the enemy this weed
and becomes the noble honoured flower
and michael mass for tom
gifts we gave bill come back to us as group

Friday 24th no class Christmas Eve

Friday 17 Dec 63rd Initiation
Read notes tried to match each person with an angel
heard 8 angels in revelation
the 7th seal is mother earth and father heaven
we had lesson on that and the naming of this as rosary initiations
the joyful have past by in last 2 lessons with nativity last lesson too

New broom sweeps clean an angel sweeping the clock counter clockwise
Last lesson saw nativity and presentation joyful of mysteries
Saw cross upside down garden of gethsamane
Saw silver pieces thrown into purse for judas
Saw crystal had words on them on top of spires of stalcamites
The Sorrowful Mysteries et al

The 4 paths of joy eternity salvation peace
and then 4 paths of trial and tribulations

Then bill's induction to knights templar and all the sorrowful mysteries
are presented
Crystal cave to sands of time
went to sea of time
watched it and had visions

I saw daniel with baby and wife ,
heard banshee
told mum then husband then sis anne then bro john

saw lynda to learn different roles
become yellow scout merkaba then orange psychic then red teacher will be ripe to start own group then

saw bill teaching children in spirit to be warriors before they come back to bodies .

saw our group as roses four on green straws confirmation that name is rosaries this stage

Then going back thru time to crystal cave trhu amethyst
to purple mountain majesty  usa
up to north pole
to eifle tower and sacre coeur near Paris

saw Bill get initiation from Kinghts templar
golden from Jesus
red white seal on left of gown
saw papal crown from Peter
and staff from Mary Queen of Heaven
saw angels round him
then gowns and regalia all removed
and Bill had to be cruciifed
to take up the cross
and vow then to serve the lord
and to be merciful and compassionate warrior  
to protect the innocenct as charged by mary
Truth honour justice valor strength , service protection fidelity

Lent bill the sailor rosary and jodi the white one from my bedside lynda had one in her pocket from last week was told in dreams to carry one

gave each info on the  groups of mysteries
ie joyful sorrowful glorious luminous and how to pray the rosary .
We have completed joyful and sorrowful mysteries in the initiations

we gave gifts to bill my higher self gave thistle

W 15 Dec 62th  

a book upside down spiral bound pages falling out
recall get notes from pages record it all

Jodi:  purple was crystal cathedral last time
Now other areas of shamballah added

Andrew: indigo was cold mountain and cold stream the encampment of Silver Birch and the right half of jungle bridge

Sveta:  amber the pyramids and the left side of river

Bill : salmon  Pele volcano and the incan mayan temples left jungle bridge

Tom : Cyan rainforest and the lagoon and cave of Shekinah

Catherine : teal Atlantis and lake of time

ALSO :

Debbie is lavender:  theTibetan monk temples mountains around it

Yellow the tunnel to the crystal cathedral and the caves outside it

Blue the ice and cold back entrance to Shamballah with zodiac temple and carousel

Orange the Sun God Temple

Christmas Present for the group
Bethlehem saw star and shepherd lame one walking slowly toward Bethlehem we walked with him

Saw so many angels and the street crowded at night
smell the camels and spices and dirt and clean breezes
hurrying people and then went into stable and saw mary in bluey purple light and jesus all in golden light so strong the light that it was
hard to see the Christ child enveloped in it

A container with four crescent shapes like cups or scoops in it
and long chains or strings hanging from front 2
Jodi hears  ROSARY
and I think this means the 4 stages of this level are named by this

Saw presentation of child in temple too so yes she is right
these are the joyful mysteries then

Bill pyramid topped crystal tower grew around his head
and down his body
then quickening with lightning from God down the top ,
a popes crown and staff and robes and a box opened up
with Hebrew letters
top to bottom columns left to right ?
the box rectangular hinged opened out from left side
long lid flipped back - the alpha and omega the first and the last ,

Michael placed a scabbard on bill back with long two fisted hilt
on long blade the first who asked to walk with the angels of war in this life

and the next the one who shall be called by God a magnificent One
the vase opened and vortex came out counterclockwise
and then clockwise and in place 23 degrees and from sveta to andrew

Debbie: an angel on a red horse with a Saracen helmet WAR  
looking severe like a skeleton wingspread from dining room to window

a square tower with four minarets like Muslim temple with cherubs
on each one head on knees looking out the eyes in her head
turning to look out at all windows at once
rubies on top milk and honey and water poured in by Goddess red haired and goddess of wind west
...the angel is Raduriel the recorder

Andrew dome on head of golden spikes like on umbrella
and then the crystal forms like studs all around outside
and his hands pop out of the crystal and hear alchemist
and he forms two things a purple grail of glass and a golden stem ornate and we have to  drink from it the elixir of life and get a second baby footstep toward eternity . blue lightning energizes him

Jodi purple and black mountain formed by Kali
I am the mistress of the night
Jodi higher self said I am the night I am of the light
A candle a mirror and a scroll
do no harm
she got butter and flour and water to nourish her tree
to thine own self be true

Sveta a city of god
a long wall of towers like on a Ukrainian castle
flat at back and then stretching outward from her the golden one gabriel and azriel with her the angel blew stars out of her mouth into sveta
and warned her not to burn herself with orange of the sun like icarus
she could rise like the phoenix but how many lifetimes to get it right
this time fufill your destiny as golden one gabriel on horse
with golden shield given key shoved inside the city

Tom green tree spire on top twisting emerald crystal pan lady of woods Rhiannon blood red vase with sqare bottoma dn golden black painted on bottom spiral at top and opened and smoke came out

Catherine unicorns out of irish ocean the waves the foam
the sea at night the moon for slippers
to walk on the moon
the moon goddess and the lunar angel
a row of angels kneeling with long white wings
and energised by melted moon moonlight
thru smoky topaz
and aquamarine  minerva on chariot wisdom a vision of the tree of life
to be given water by goddess
light by god
and air by the support of the group
long red haired male angel who struck key to opposite hand
and said I must earn it
he was wearing aquamarine

Saw our tree on table spinning in ruby apples/ emerald leaves/ golden purple trunk / aqua water /indigo night sky /salmon soil

We had to fill palms with energy send from male storage centre to the tree in the centre more we gave it more we could take grew large big a s room out of ceiling and we surrounded int with our belts of colour

We have 8 tunnels /loops and 8 bridges /sides now to our group merkaba

61 Sunday 12 Dec
crossed swords =conflict
knights templar here their hands upon the swords
tarot card symbolism
jesus here

rings on merkaba what colour are they now
rainbow coloured as move faster and faster lightgreen : jodi
not red orange yellow all flecks of colours
what does it mean when stationary

purple one is horizontal
when it is purple and yellow will it still be horizontal
blue and amber are 23 dgrees
but when it splits where ?
cyan abd brick vertically
what happens when it splits
which wheel goes clockwise
which counter clockwise
counterclockwise and horizontal
tree of life upside down double door

two keys hanging in air in front of fireplace
whole lot of images flashing quickly
tarot cards ;
angel with trumpet gabriel
turns into a fish with a fish in his mouth
angel changes to hermit with fish in its mouth
in a hooded robe and walking stick the asian is fishing
the figure before coming out of the clock father time is the hermit

moon goddess and pan here
images laid out flat like tarot cards

angels two of them holding a sapphire jewel and golden lights on a staff

7 winged star

mystic going down thru the crown of a head an androgenous human being

lightning strikes the jewel comes down in a zig zag
looks like human is having seizures but quickening
then they jump a bit in their body
smile and lightning comes out of their feet

the whole world is upside down
a beautiful golden tunnel amethsyt cut crystals inside
5 tunnels in shape of star and pentagram
stairs going into first tunnel

arm yourself with shoes of peace
helmet breastplate sword belt
truth love righteousness protection

all side by side with bill in front of us
bill has long red cape on and a helmet- golden

as we go in there seems to be a world of demons
but an image not of substance
to temper our swords and try us as steel for God

in throne is bathomet
in the middle of his head is the third eye upside down

all falls to nought becomes grey dust
only an illusion down steps now
red black handrails made of bones
again just an image not looking bad
more like a cartoon
a platform looks over water that bubbles like boiling blood
flat image comes up
purple and black demon with wings
but as we look at it it falls apart and away into purple dust

water is clear now bubbles of air coming up from a leviathan
it is brick layed below
we walk on the water we cant go down impossible
a test says bill

so we walk across the water
I see a hand like a bridge it is pink golden tunnel
thru it we walk under the bridge we are upside down now

The hanged man is here under the bridge
Beautiful flowers on the edge

A chinese bridge it is
Flowers on railing
2 angels
lovers now the tarot card
and Raphael

angels with roses and lovehearts everywhere on right side
but lightning left side is snake of lillith
eve temptation a scroll of knowledge coming down
to create or destroy the love they have for each other

now the key is presented by the red angel
the world card there now when balanced male and female energy the fisherman here again he presents a vase

7 things look like arrows looking like a vial
as long as an umbrella each of us to take one
each has an element some to be shot in air
or filled and read thru water
some burned so
shoot it fill it with water or burn it to read it
see it touch it feel it hear it or know it

baptismal font here Bill-
cath -sheep god turned into jesus
crucifix golden pink
scorpion winding down off it like a red lobster
another tarot card

fill it with water
lesson to me to share my tongue
roll it when you use it righteous and not anger

the sword makes my words bring truth and love
use righteous anger only
not as a shrew going over the top
take it on chin when you do it wrong
but use tongue for righteous anger only
OUCH

jodi –throw temptation away burned my scroll rods to do with fire
bill – net of gold to put around us
sveta-nothing but eyelids

lynda for you to investigate further an egg to incubate
star above us 8 points a crux glowing in middle turns counter clcokwise while cross it turning clockwise
fleur de lis on cross pope in triple crown of pope in white robes
now pressure under heart
filling up have to push out the energy painful

new spike pink orange in front cyan in back 23degrees and above the blue amber one slightly

shoving third eye down onto male storage centre
blue sapphire on golden stone

jesus sticking a rod through another pillar
that one hurts above and below my heart
rods is earthy colour pinky orange but alos browny red at first
then a tree comes thru me the tree of life
and golden light coming out of guts

our eighth spike now
look one above the other one is from right side of body on top to left side of body on bottom th eone that was horzontal thry body now goes left top to bottom right
still not done I don't see colour coming from bottom yet
bluey green colour out back but colour out front is same

now above us a star
showing the group merkaba with 8 special
very pretty
still more work

a rod going thru it as it goes clockwise makes the one on top counter clockwise the one on bottom opposite way
looks like a clock with gears moving in it
the light becomes a rose and a ruby beneath it
rose at top ruby at bottom rose is to free ruby is to bind

two axes like two flags his coat
navy blue knight facing him on a pale blue armour on a white horse
tarot card
clouds all these gods
ganeesha goddess aborignal god the frog etc
a lower realm of divinity human can access
walk thru the clouds and choose or seek or find a figure of the godhead
to speak with
or ask to be drawn to the one you should speak with
pulled us back all at once
jodi all wiped out
cath started to pull out

guy was half male half female male head on female side and female head on male body side in all colours -tarot card

grew tongues noses arms elephant noses kept changing more arms waving around we are all God

stay still please and I honour god
but may I speak to one please

this year no money
share not profit
give each one a CD I'll give them to you
so give one to everybody

how long can you hold a snake before it will bite you
don't try to hold the snake send it away from you
( warning foretold )

Bill:said I felt I must moved the chair
So much energy
So hard
I remember falling down saw hilarion talking
he was lower you are falling you have fallen you are falling catherine

The book of life and the book of death are all on the wheel of time

Lynda what did you get ?  a 4 armed krishna and a chinese God too

Friday Dec 10th 6oth
lynda tom bill cath the merkaba presented saw the points
to begin the drawaing of the merkba

we saw white eagle and
learned that third eye will be pushed down to make room for greater energy in female storage centre then realigned

that the ears will open more not in shells on outside but like triangles going into pytramids from the outer of right ear right to the inner of the left ear

our arms and legs must become tunnels to suck in energy into the male storage centre so that we can fertilise the tree of life

seed planted from diamond in heart of shamballah
when the female and male come together for a time (as in alchemy )
there will be a great shaft of light like a nuclear bomb
like that too are the loops like shells around an atom
should look for an electron spin model on internet in chemistry site
told by hilarion get it right
and then saw man with wires pencils and paper in front of bill

going thru the lightning comes down from male god
and then the tree grows up and turns upside down
and the water nourished the roots from the goddess
the blue hand of goddess and the pink hand of god demonstrate this

then an androgenous student in lotus position gets a prince /ess crown from the hands of the godhead
after making the perfect merkaba the completed one
and becomes little princes and then the tree is fully grown
it spits open and bears a  baby a spiritual perfected infant
who has angel wings

an angelic teacher yellow and white female azriel  our door keeper and sveta's guardian

purple loop and yellow loop appear and the crystal cathedral of shamballah in middle

when all are completed all loops we will become the tree of life and the map of shamballah will be in our body

a tub plug
a staircase
up the stairs saw a lady with crown heart and rose garland in a V around the shoulders and purple gown yellow hair long like rapunzel
the lady of the purple and yellow loops a queen of hearts
must climb down the ladies hair
go into tub c
limb up stairs again
after washing
still dirty
go into showers then -


roses and vines going up and around her
and coming down clouds
and lightning like the lovers and tower card
and the stairs and the tub

sword double hilted sharp in centre becomes larger
and out comes the angel again
and the world pops out of the third eye of horus
and turns into globe (the eye of Dolphin  or AN)
with white ley lines
night day night day

yellow and white angel that is teacher this evening
gave a pair of scissors long pruning sort to tom
and curved sword to bill
to cut the tethers on four hot air balloons

me michael blue
lynda yellow gabriel
bill raphael red
tom uriel green

one for each of us
so men cut the tethers and than the balloons lifted up
they were tethered together
we went up through ceiling thru universe
then thru golden rainbow dome then above the dome
and rested on it

saw angels with trumpets all around us
toms says panels on our balloons like gandolfia's
the first hot balloonist he said  

beautiful colours in the robin egg blue sky and angels all around
and the revelation sort of scene with the fight
even now can fall from grace
all can fall from grace no matter how high

slimy chains holding them down at tether joints
in the centre trying to pull us down
demons hanging on these chains
could cut them but we unsnap them with our thoughts instead
the demons fall off
and the cherubs shoot them with arrows

the world appears now the lady on the tarot card
the balance end of a stage

the magician appears
he lays a triangle on the table
another go the  other way round
becomes the merkaba spins it on the end of his finger
raises it above his head
taps it and it flys over table
now the clothes fall off
and the red and yellow gowns are gone

and there is jesus in blue and white
gives us holy grail we get a vision

i saw the tower restored no longer falling and the blood and water of christ coming from the windows like tears and a lake before it
with long white boats carrying red and white flags
like the crowns of red and white

we see th ballons fall away after the angel untethers them
and we come back

8 or 10 rods/staves around the circle now says bill

near completion of the Magician

59th wed dec 8

an image of Baphomet and goat horns x around mouth face only
no body there just a part of the lesson
but shocking to see there anyway
especially after the harpy last time
our lesson now is the night side of merkabah ,
sethian tunnels , and the dark side of the tarot cards
yuuch do we have to
we are of light
why do we have to learn about the dark
so we must be taught
so we must be able to recognise
so we do

coat of arms red gold and blue two keys red key on right going  across and blue key on left

choose and balance electric and magnetic  7 seals 7 keys
what is first one keys to kingdom gabriel
had key from Michael keys to hell
old man walking stick his cane becomes a key he is an image moving in and out of the tree of life like a symbol
long hair long beard looks a bit like merlin
now there is a sword as tall as the room
4 archangels hands on hilt
each with colour red green gold blue
snake a symbol of evil
in this case and not of kundalini
has gone to bite the hand of the human
which was going to grasp the sword of righteousness
the hand becomes black and like the plague or leprosy
the hand has skin coming off
shows the death is an illusion
as is  time
and the hand becomes healthy again
and so we must learn to fight negs now
and have faith
that if wounded
we will heal with God's light and love in time too
the angel with the golden colour
shows rosaries all along his arm 7 of them
jesus appeared looking like a Hindu god
looking like krishna instead
in lotus position with Ganeesha

who shows us the bottom of his foot
he put ups his right foot follow me
as nuns marry christ and priests the church
so marry ourselves to God and the path
take the right hand of the father  
but foot instead like in poem : sveta
and in india put a ring on the foot : debbie
now a coffin is egyptian
a beautiful image of the merkaba
try to see which direction the rings are going
anticlockwise sveta
some going clockwise the middle ones clockwise : andrew

when developed our group merkaba will be like the sun on the main axis and the planets going round it
so are the belt around the spikes which are teh planets
the tunnels around the pyramidal columns are the orbits

now a key is being used
the door has a square lock
the lock cuts in half to two triangles
when the door opens inward pink orange gold male energy
inside goddess blue gold
back to us
face to us
then split
facing all four
her hands up in air
kali as the beautiful long black hair
but not the compassionate goddess

now she is the destroyer
purple red green gold and blue
now all but orange in the first string of chakras
spinning around one image melting into another
she has become the upside down holy grail
we have already drunk it :sveta
now we are upside down : jodi
the upside down grail goes around both of us
we are doing the other side now upside now
to our left in stead of right : bill
a pharoah head magnificent red and pink paint on his face
a staff in his hand with a golden mask a lions head
which he use to cover his face now and again  : tom

by sveta a tunnel goes vertical going down  on left cutaway looking through it like acid hit it
water flowing thru it light blue
and gold balls in it male energy pearls
spinning counter clockwise very fast
blur of red and blue
a roulette wheel
in middle chance
choose a number we are told
tom 7
jodi 17
bill 44, 8
cath 13 , 4
sveta asleep again
debbie 20 something
a message in the tarot cards

a tunnel going up on right of fireplace gas in side pink orange yellow strikes of blue lightning feeling squeezed
little pegs like those you practice tying shoes with every other
neon red and blue strings of colour going up and down
green and orange

4 double caduceus
a black sphere with little red lights coming out of it
bouncing around like friction coming off of it
like a wave of little red balls flying up looking like eggs like fish roe

a female here dressed like a mummy
Hatshepsut,pushing out with left pulling in with right
Give away and you will receive : sveta
left is away and right is bring in
Control of tunnels
Whole lesson about control

Her hand on left side of our head
squeezing closing warm putting on brakes friction heat strong resistance
so is left and down

Pressure on right jaw she puts now
like a release opening cold
She draws a cross a white dove on upper right side
so is right and up


Cross hanging vertically
Dragon in lower left
Bear in lower right
Elephant upper left
dove upper right

Like a coat of arms
chimes now
Red and blue coming in
Green and salmon
As they start to loop
they Loop thru one way locking doors
and loop other way to open them

Now to unlock or open
the left hand goes out counterclockwise below
and the right hand goes in clockwise above

When closing both hands move in toward circle
so right hand above in counterclockwise to close and lock
left hand below in clockwise

Sheep god here dove on his head
He is the ancient symbol of good shepherd
and abrahamm sacrifing ram
A positive image
Head of sheep is smiling like easter paschal lamb
On pillow
Shun this not know it well
Egyptian pantheon of gods
thoth ibis head
says take colours of caduceus put them on his tongue
and put them  thru his nostrils in with right hand
out with left hand
a huge golden egyptian mask
tunnels thru the nose

we are sitting round a huge table now
horus floating on table
black statue like stone onyx
but clothed and mouth moves
tom says looks like mercury also a life of thoth
nose plus arms out not palms
two nails one black one white day and night side
with his eyes make nail drive into his arm
the black one comes up from the bottom the white from the top
I think the white was on right
arms attached to throne of God
twisting throne counter clockwise
submit all to the will of God

we hear
by your own hand you must submit to God
by no other force can you be called
not by your heart or your will alone
will heart force

when thou does submit oneself to the kingdom of god
thou becomes a privileged child and heir to the kingdom of God
and all of its glories it is not what you say or think

but what you do about it : deb
be a child of god called from baptism : tom
a glass dome : bill
words in columns in hebrew
red green gold and blue columns
letters in black
a cross on top
night on top
daytime on bottom
of  globe
then it switches all are the same
this bird has long legs ibis the  rainbow
chinese dragon opens it mouth faces towards andrew
beautiful music played children jumping out of his mouth

a man fishing again water above fire below
a tunnel clockwise towards the window
as a snake the ouroboros swallowing own tail

they made us practice sveta and andrew 23 degrees
debbie and catherine teal and brick red vertical
jodi alone horizontal purple ( no yellow )
and tom and bill -nothing from tom black and white from bill
a lipstick shape coming up from floor
door keyhole
in bible the camel in the eye of needle
easier for a camel
ladened with baggage to go through the eye of the needle
then for a rich man to get into heaven

the eye of the needle is shape of the entrance of the middle east city like a keyhole rounder at top have to take time to unload camel
go in one by one
not ladened a strategy to prevent intruders
we must  get rid of burdens before we enter heaven

7 angels coming in now to help
palace inside exotic spices in there floating on air lotus blossom
spinning above us we are upside down still
easter egg ovoid shape shown wider part is day side
smaller part is with night side
don't dwell there just understand it
you are not of the dark
you are of the light

red and green waterfall
going out of window now energy rushing to ground wasted
lightning over the rock cracks it the stone trembles

a tooth is there as it breaks apart
one dragons tooth
concept of stone breaklng stop dwelling on what has happened : debbie
we broke the stone
water love and emotion
tooth sacrifice wisdom fortune
dragon turns into a female now green gold
then a woman pink and yellow robes coiled around her
beautiful rose around her
quan yen out of rose transforms to laughing buddha all male but blue
with stars all around him

our eyes held wide open in sleep now
one tooth at  top of lamprey eel mouth tunnel
we have earned one tooth
one side
how do we earn other 7 teeth

andrew make it count
each do our own
show us a way that energy works and people can still be content

why is tooth in the stone
wisdom knowledge and fortune

if you go over with love the mistakes you make in past
you gain wisdom :debbie

love breaks the heart of stone :jodi

58th Saturday night
I Went through vortex using 8 tunnels and 6 spikes the 7th and 8th spike may be pink and orange
the Sethian Tunnels,
the shells of the Qliphoth, the Typhonian current

They showed the four circle going round the merkaba
remember last time the celtic prayer
they say that is only 4 we want eight above below right  to left
They want us to twist them and sit
turns everything in the sphere
our merkaba becomes or will be protected
6 arches with rainbow colours : Tom

I see a naked woman sliding down a mountain on a river she is as wide as the river is a giant a goddess lady of the lake again
Long blonde hair now floating in the air : Lynda
She is the Star card of Tarot :L

in the axis going into mirror the hilt is there
no blade golden spinning in mirror and indigo is the blade
becoming a vortex
I think we are to walk up the sword .
does the lady have a message first
or is there a teacher
4 tails blue pink red brick

possums or monkeys like furball animals hanging on fireplace
like on tarot of the wheel

Now I hear dominion I see the woman she touches the mountain and it breaks into a volcano with a massive earthquake a lady standing there her hands on top of a lion strength card : Bill

To reduce the base nature of humanity . the pyramid turns into Chopra ??kopra ??spelling biggest pyramid :Tom

practice tunnel push and pull
suck it in purple and push out as yellow
ut of male storage centre up to female centre
into your female down to male below the ground
needed four corners tonight again
so 2 women 2 men
the rush of energy now
cold hot lovely tingling like pool to hot tub

now men do it counter clockwise salmon red to cyan green
the spirit makes blue and amber colour
energy builds up and feel a breeze in room
wind cold and hot then nothing
cold hot still again
if all in right rhythm will hear a hum
a diamond crystal at top now it has 8 points
and then teal  and brick  all going clockwise
but now not all going vertically anymore
seem to have left our bodies

in mirror vertical one men had is horizontal running thru bodies
female one is going at 23 degrees
the other one doing the same
rainbow colours instead of merkaba
see a wobbly sphere not right yet
they help us to spin it like a top
golden and blue light coming off of it
like thunder and lightning , sun and moon
keep seeing white shafts of light not bright getting whiter paler : lynda
all colours blending fast makes white
superimposed over whole thing wheel of life
I see a tube kaleidoscope tunnel towards bill

We go in an egyptian standing there
At the end a room in big pyramid kings chamber
Round orange sphere the sun spinning
Ra is there -the Sun God , Isis , Horus there too in a triangle
The sun becomes a square based pyramid
yellow purple and then salmon cyan

Two leopards with 'Ra walking ready to pounce
now we see Isis Horus as falcon  and amon-ra
Square based pyramid over the triangle makes 7 we are all 7 now a 7 pointed star

Open now the merkaba in the middle is shamballah
we don't go anywhere it is in it like a pearl in the centre of us
as within without
as above so below
all wisdom within
everything within

We see the birds eye view first day pink yellow
then night blue green
from day to night again and again
See the temples north is palace of Shamballah
to west the temples pyramid incan buddhist
the east pele and the waterfalls
to south Valhallah The jungle bridge in centre
rainforest near waterfall : lynda

high tower falling down crumbling struck by bloody lightning in top of the tower hidden  ?? there is a nice colour : bill
alright is  lavender colour : catherine
why so many tarot cards ?  
lady with tiger : Bill
knight with cross of lorraine two horizontal bars and shield double headed
knights templar here

eagle black /Death
magician again like merlin :tom
yes I saw him earlier : bill
sun star world death tarot cards

I see a lot of tents teepees in close circle : Bill
(Maiotei ) is here black blue wings hands out and up singing chanting
long black hair daughter of the moon
a wolf up to her feet she pats his head
the native american moon card

A figure with a quill like shakespeare is depicted : tom
The magician of tarot

Another vortex going from the couch to the dining room pink and orange it is going up like a stairway

Mouth with 8 teeth 8 sided like a lamprey eel with teeth rounded mouth

Angel with a rod there as we go through a coolness walls green and blue the air is coming towards us feels exhilerated going up against the wind with the blue one we were going with the wind up pink and orange from top down -I will not let you pass the rod seems to say

Who is this there is a lot of light around the head a strong being gabriel blowing trumpet there nearby but this is not him ,

I see us standing there a golden ray of light like a shower coming around us A laurel wreath coming

I see a wreath made of 8 hands all fingers pointing sw toward center

A teacher asian sitting on hill with an undine male a fish tail and
Jesus resurrected floating above the water

And then becomes aphrodite rising on the half shell
Peace water force going down
Gabriel still blowing trumpet
Water depicts cleansing : tom
Foaming now : lynda
Bicardinal points a square : tom
Jesus changing into venus de milo : lynda
this is the male and female aspect of Goddess and God
An arm broken representing a faction of humanity that has fallen away
Hand of God can make it burnt broken dead
Or restored alive healed
Power over life and death

Hand of God grabs someone from the stream
and drags them out with a tourniquet in readiness
Abut a strong force is trying to pull this injured person down again although he is lifted up into space by God
:man seems to want to fall back down
God can save us from anything
but we turn back away and fall back down fall from grace : cat
I think that is why we do it when we are exhausted : lynda

Michael  pouring pestilence over the earth now another tarot card
As it flows out of the urn jesus hand touches it all the locusts and vermin and snakes become butterflies and kittens
He changes into daVinci's  mona lisa : Lynda

On bicardinal points the four horseman going out slowly on horseback
Michael in centre chasing them away
they look over their shoulder to see if it is time to come back

The tree of life upside down
Power in the doorway formed when it goes upside down

Walk thru doorway now valley of death 23rd psalm again
As we walk thru a bit of intrepidation in my heart sweaty palms down

a black corridor slimy unpleasant and walking in faith down turn left and another landing down turn left another one and now
the basement steps slimy ocean below us : tom

The ports like in a movie under the city a dragon in there : lynda
Water ftom fire lynda air cath earth : Bill
At landing like a movie scene james bond movie

On wall torches now knight templar shield floating as wooden cross
and jesus saves us from sin and death a picture of the cross
a coffin erupts from the cross
now from that the image of death
two curtains break apart white skeleton
black cloak key in one hand rose in other
out of death as it breaks left an right comes the vine with the roses on it
another tarot card

new life new beginning reaching up to the sun
should climb it the thorns wont hurt us we go right back up and start over again the sun is giver of all life
temple floating in the air turquiose and  gold no foundation
just air below it

the columns like spindels and the temple like a victorian gazebo
inside the sun looks like a big pearl
I see an angel on outisde Fluffy feathery wings floating : lynda
I cant hear him raphael comes to mind

Far away looking like a fairy like an insect a dragon fly
Hands across his chest head looking down a book on his chest golden trim bible with ribbons dripping out
Old not young : lynda

(Empty throne red and gold seat is curved gold back is red
the empty throne of the Crimson King to begin Alchemy )

The wind blowing towards the west
A force fighting him : lynda
A fire hose fighing water
and a bow and arrow too
I hear truth and justice
and see golden apples
hero like in hercules knowledge
( foreshadowing the completion of Great Work is Hercules )

A boat now is sideways pointing down vertically hanging
Cyron the ferryman
going to hell this is the key to hell
showing it to us not giving it to us
We are surrounded with his love an protection
a crystal dome around us
The angels light all around us pink and orange
Each go in find our message unique
each soul has its hell

The angel crosses arms over it self again
a blind fold now Here we go
Monkeys see no evil speak no evil hear no evil do no evil
the crossed arms and the blindfold intimidated

A tomb a lot of writing on it made of base metal chains all around it
a binding I saw 4 knights templar dressed like ned kelly
A ruby shaped like a rose to bind them
The eternal heart had been removed from those things there
that they are too many rules do not reicarnate : cath

No pennies here ! Massive chess board I was standing on it all the d words all around wanting to tear me apart and I said this is not for me I beliong to the lord jesus and then there was this light and I was taken out of there : tom

I saw lack of love coldness also flames but lack of love there whole body seized up horrible feeling : lynda

The absent of love to be away from God : Cath

I saw a city sodom and gomorrah like them whole city smashed up

The key to hell from Michael
Thank you to teachers before we go and questions
When we look through the tunnel and it is empty we see a wheel like spokes of energy going thru it like pies it is cut
See tunnels now some 6 7 some 8 I think I am in the wrong place here
I don't see so much I feel drained here
Say thank you
ask questions
1 show us the correct place to sit
2 what do we need to do to get the 7th and 8th spike
they worked on my heart tonight : bill
3please show us more about the angels and keys so we understand
4 and about the up and down tunnels
a big white bird sitting on your shoulder tom : bill
the albatross
are we forsaken
no just tested

57th Friday
we add a shield of Solomon to our energy body given by Knights Templar assembled as we began tonight
and we add a tunnel that sucks up energy
this should wrap beneath us and above us
in circle of energy going around the group
like the three circles round the group merkaba
each circle is two coloured
they match the colour of the axis and participants  

so when four of us are here bill and I are cyan air and salmon earth
and other leg of crux is purple yellow
or
When there are all 7 then there are the 3 pairs and one out
teal –red orange ,
indigo –amber ,
purple (yellow) ,
salmon –green .

We must send our energy thru these tunnels
to the other side of our circle
and so we push from the dominant side
and suck back from the non dominant side
in a circle of push and pull energy .
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recalled a dream about having to be nicked in the artery
to bleed from the heart to cleanse the chakras with blood
feeling myself die as I bled to death and then  
An angel green pale pink like rinabow light
androgenous was it gabriel or angel of air ?
key of death ?
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keys to kingodom because peter is here

we see a glass pyramid again
Spike from floor to pool table mirrot 23degrees
indigo blue on top and hot
and cold on bottom and amber

the vortex long shield cross on it in crux red and coat of arms
the knights templar here

Peaccock bird with baeutiful tail of jewels all golden body and feathers
Peter appeared the first pope on a bridge on right over debbie
jesus appeared peter was crowened by jesus with triple corwn of pope and called the rock of the church then jesus crowned by peter then with modest circlet chirst the king , then an egyptian headress like bedoin almost though

we are moving again through the wisdom of the tarot this is the Pope

Legs at 90 degrees to arms and the spike in between
these must protect better

Michael says we must
move up in responsibility less dependent upon god and angels
he allows a harpy like figure from floor beneath lynda
near the fireplace
we have to dispel it ourselves
never tested this way yet
as a group
though Bill does this as an exorcist
we do not dabble there at all

6 spikes  8 stripes one after class
we must make a tunnel
above below
push pull
night side and dayside

Go into heart of god
crystal on mantel of fireplace
lynda turned into a pearl then an egg given to me (for group I think )
long legged stork isiss appeared offered the egg for me to incubate
jodi a large diamond
bill ruby ring
tom sun diamond

Cath I saw jesus
gave up all my faults impatient lust anger
and then listed my virtues teacher service love patience joy
pulled by jesus into a gold circle and told
my hand is on your wrist
whither thou goes I go with you
whither thou would go without me
do not go at all
knights templar shield with fleur de lis on bicardinal points
and two angels kneeling either side of crux oall on brass or gold saracen helmeted foot soldier knight red sword with the one
first one on horseback  the lady of lake there diaphonous cloth
long golden hair presenting exclaibur to group

Saturday night I Went through vortex
using 8 tunnels and 6 spikes
the 7th and 8th spike may be pink and orange

56th Wed 1 Dec

Green blanket being lifted up a rainbow
like a peacocks tail coming out from the centre

Starting a new leaf a hand being placed into the arm that is coming to each person to the male storage centre , heart chakra or  third eye  seems to be walking from one to another .

One aspect is a measurement
the other part is an attunement being re-aligned
you can feel as if you are being shaken gently right to left
like shuffling papers and hitting the table to straighten the stack
a shuffling of the energy in our spines
the colours are all coming out like rainbow colours  

One from each of us comes out as a coloured flower
the hand of God holding it like a bouquet
siphoning analysing measuring sampling

A cello not being played :Tom  

A pairof hands of the Goddess Shekinah
a pair of hands of the God Yahweh
two pairs of hands twisting this column of light that they made
and the one on top is Male is twisting it female widdershins
and the female is twisting it the male way deosil
a balancing
the male becomes more female
the female becomes more male

Teaching another method of opening the chakras
move the energy spiritually and in this technique
bill would be responsible to turn the top counterclockwise
and I to take the bottom clockwise

Pink rings out towards window
blue towards dining room
Spin it faster to come from us but not deplete us
so bring it in through female
and push it out toward the circle out of the male storage centre
this feeds it
if we make it stronger .
dark cloud around top
to another dimension : Bill

Jesus floating like resurrected christ white hood over his head
the number 4 is being written on vortex
four keys hanging from it
there are 4 archangels here
not  cardinal points but nw sw ne se
they are moving slowly clockwise
putting the brakes on energy we just made
helping us to control it  there are now 6 spokes to the vortex
we have had vertical or horizontal this one is 23 degrees axis
spinning counterclockwise blue and amber so we are all at 6 on our merkaba now the one represented by going through our male energy centre so I am sure we will get another one

We are off balance An extra shell : debbie
The pink orange may be the one it is it will come as 7 8 when we have all developed them on our own individual merkaba
will be able to get them  on our group merkaba..

More like points on a gyroscope that spin
the other two like an anchor you can feel in your heart
the spinning the vortex becoming quite strong
another inside geoconcentric

A little one half way up around the edges
you can feel it too
I see the cello is being played now a string instrument
like the timing of leprechauns it is thumping t deep means balance
and earth energy from male instead of female
Funny thing on top is pair of scales : tom

Now jesus there again red sash and white sash
holding egyptian staff like flames across his chest
looking somber and strict right now calling attention
wants us to listen to something .
Confirmed that there are 6 hands and we will need 8
what the 6th is I don't know
I would like you to listen and look
when we had bill strapped down or saw him there spiritually strapped
at thighs waist armpits
each belt aligns with our own energy centre in body
each a band of protection for us

3 on the merkaba now
three lines of energy in all different directions .

he would like us to look at the one pointing towards the mirror
the indigo one which he is showing heat from the cold magnetic
blue magnetic top - amber electric fire at bottom
this is heat given off with the opening
he wants aware of subtle energy when it opens becomes stronger

to be an author of it to make it right
to make the right direction with the cause and intention
that you have
not too strong not too weak .

and then the third to be aware that a vortex
can be opened by someone unfriendly to you
to pull you out of your body
as we move up we have more  protection but  more risk
we have more protection with higher energies -more faith
but less too because we do more and more by ourselves
but we get stronger that way don't we :sveta

yes he wants us to move on in this way
becoming stronger more independent
and So  be aware so that if you feel this
when you are weak in those moments before you sleep
might be sitting in meditation someone opens one parallel to you
to (a )take your energy
to (b )to take you where they want to take you
or (c ) worst than that to take control of you

Now showing the sun like a coffee maker
filling up these cups my cup floweth goodness and mercy
from 23rd psalm - have faith not fear

White alabaster cup like the sphinx material
in less
12 rays dripping one into each cup
and adding to the energy that each needs for the path that you are on
but also adding energy to the circle
Each resonates with a sound of the octave and each has a smell
and a colour there is one in  front of each of us
So try to get the essence of your ray
these are the 12 divine rays the one is coming to you
is the one you chosen but also the balance of the colour that you are now and the colour that we are seeking
and wants us to look at it smell hear it feel it Taste it say amen

I was with hilarion green
and jesus said I was needing to move toward the green ray more and away from the blue I am teal now

before we go to sleep we should replenish our body
with the light lay on the beach in full moon or sun
not to burn or freeze but to regenerate
to try to do vortex standing up
so turn at waist legs opposite fo hands when opening opposite
when closing have to put protection around us
cover up whenever you sleep
a lot of work at night now take energy across whole body
front and back left to right too is even better
and showed a cartoon character with a 7 sided opening on the rocket the man climbing into cockpit always protect self very deep very far

Tom : round room in candle pentecostal table lord jesus hovering above rust brown shell under right hand a parchment like scroll saying
to all of us here
these are the keys to the kingdome of heaven
meaning what was on the scrolll
Sveta : nothing but back of eyelids again
Debbie : we went into diamond shaped crystals
inside was like all around mirrors
in centre big box filled with dirt
and had all these water lillies in it
I could tell my higher self was talking
but to the person not me and i could not hear them well

So something about earth water and balancing and blue
First in circle we are all sitting on a round pure light circle of light : Tom
Kings room jesus with cloth around the head Egyptian cat tall skinny ones Big bright thng bright diamond : Bill

White again on the stairs with jesus
want me to do this path and will help me create this way to do with

Andrew : I got white and purple beget thy judas
betrayers of all which will henceforth be removed
in the glory of thy name //

Rem :though given 6 elements now still must balance those three
the triangle with fire is also the scientific one fuel air and heat

showed a vase like hebrew vase with oil in it :Cat
Awarded to champions outside for everyone to see now represented in stone cup things

Need oil to have flame if oil spills puts out the flame or if not enough the flame goes out

Have to balance the three or no flame at all the air is top put the top on the urn and it goes out right away -Fire is the fire hand oil the ice hand .

Need oil to have flame it is the fuel or EARTH
if oil spills it can put out the flame
or if not enough the flame goes out

Have to balance the three or no flame at all

the AIR  is the top of the lamp
put the top on the urn and it goes out right away

the flame is of course the FIRE

one hand is the FIRE but also  EARTH
and the other hand is WATER but also AIR  .
complete this balance with the akasha SELF  the silver
and the SUN
more on this later

Jesus says these are the most powerful tools your hands
but now they are weak so make them strong

sunday 28 nov
discussion of what was resarched from last journal entry
then discussion regarding the re-alignment of the circle and moving to a female counterclockwise direction difficulty in sending energy from my seat  to the right where there is a fireplace on the second echelon

we have completed the ring of 22 steps the first time now going above that wheel to the next one so snake and dove make the first 22 steps the major arcana of the tarot

-tonight the 5th element SPIRIT the King is Jesus

We saw a throne with a man in it the face obscured by aura so too hard to see . We believed it to be  jesus heard lion of judea the throne was a lion and carved in stone the legs of lione and behind on head and two lions either side for 3 heads the trinity confirmation it was jesus sitting in front of fireplace this it the place of honour for the teachers of spirit left from his right shoulder came a red sash from his left shoulder a white sash  they crossed in the center he held the crowns of immortality and eternity red crown right handed martyrism and immortality left hand service and eternity and servitude he began to lift them up and down as if on scales weighing them measuring them we are to choose one or we are to choose both . Above his head there were three cupids with trumpets long fluted like Gabriels.

On the opposite side facing the king was a queen on a throne which became a unicorn .She held red roses . She was dressed in a medieval costume and sitting sidesaddle on the unicorn and her face was flat like a tarot or playing  card . Tom saw Mary in a stained glass window and Bill saw a large wooden carving of Mary .

We saw swirling clouds and the hand of God holding one pink lightning bolt .Tom had sword of pink lightning thrust in to him the Sword of Christ immortality from the hand of god as pink lightning .it was pink and orange then male a female and twisted through him in either direction form front and back . Michael appeared giving him a crystal merkaba for us to view 10 sided on top at first 2 upside down pyramids . He bathed Tom in his blue flame . We saw the merkaba form into a stellated crystal spinning .

We saw a vortex appear over Tom's shoulder and we went into it . There was a bridge stretching from the ktichen to the dining room with three crosses of Jesus and two thieves in the centre f=4 paths of trevail which are tribulations sacrifice service trials temptations and martyrdom etc after the centre 4 paths of joy  eternal bliss salvation comfort and peace.

My papa appeared ! Walter Hilderbrand !!Before Bill he placed the large baptismal font of white grey marble from New York Avenue Presbyterian Church in Washington DC Grandma had said Papa was instrumental as a deacon  in raising funding for it .In it the water from the river of jerusalem which baptised Jesus there by john's hand  and from this now polluted water my gma and papa had brought my own baptismal water.She came too with  a tuning fork and a metronome and her steinway baby grand piano . Now the stained glass window appeared behind Tom's head that gma commissioned in memorial to papa. Papa appeared to Bill as a euro from the age of columbus , a past life together the time of the triple crown first being used by the papacy . To me he appeared as himself as i knew him .He gave me a kiss before he left on my right cheek .I heard him sing doxology ; Praise God from whom all blessings flow Praise him all creatures here below .Praise him above ye heavenly hosts Praise father Son and Holy Ghost . Amen I could hear the beutiful organ music of NYAve Presbyterian Church

We went into the baptismal font were washed in its water and cleansed and then we were baptised in fire by the holy spirit as the flames came out of the font soft blue like Michael's flame looking like gas on a stove . Then the flame became pink the flame of christ . Also blue and pink for magnetic and electric .A dove was overhead confirming we had been baptised in fire by spirit tuning slowly counter clockwise in the font the vortex formed and we went across the bridge into the back of shamballah.Lynda saw Autumn and the falling leaves then I saw death as the ghost of Christmas in  shroud . We were at Winter.

We entered into a land of ice and snow and crystals all cold and sparkling . It was winter on the north compass point .
Tom saw a huge white sphinx that was alive. We saw an all crystal all ice palace with a gigantic golden clock with emeralds laying on the floor .It was ornate lacy gold with 12 points on it.  It began to open with music and to spin becoming long and tall ,opening up like a jewelry box to become a carousel of 12 pillared marble rooms each with one throne of the zodiac with a white marble statues in each foyer . We each chose a room to enter alone and come back to share with our message .

I went into scorpio saw a pyramid shaped lake of fire three temples on the triangle lake on the corners eachon a circular moat . These were the temples of past present and  future and also the temples of the trinity .Then an arm presented an upside down sword blade first i grabbed it red hot and it cut my hands I put it into my breast bone as a symbol of protection and seeking god pointing ever upwards .

lynda went to sagitarrius and all wooden panel room
Bill with a cigar wrapper man liek rembrandt ??
then tom to libra saw scales and ??

We went into a green vortex with gold trimming like the clock at the end of the hall shown to us .

We divided the clock into 24 segments one each for 50 years each minute 10 years each node a step one year and the seasons can be found too shown winter in north summer in south so spring east and west autumn .

Bill chose 1962 we went to where he was then where I was then where tom was in 1962 and tried to see the past and confirm it .( bill saw papa wearing the signet ring of masonic ldoge when he appeared again in 1962 as we went back in time - i took the class to the reflecting pool on the mall in dc where papa tooks photos of us in 1962 Lynda saw the flowers on my hat like a garland round it and the holes in its weave and alight dress on my sister and children . and my brother in a blue suit my grandmother in a ladies wool suit and Bill saw Papa in  a London Fog trenchcoat with a masonic ring on his right hand the second finger in . Bill saw the peacock there which we saw at Evans Farm Inn after the Easter outfit photos were taken at church and on the mall ) the end

friday nov 54th
six stripes of colours
bill salmon andrew nlue imperial jodi purple then debbie (ornage red ) green sveta had amber i had orange (teal ) tom had red
i think tom is to sit on re dand debbie on orange and me on teal and we should try this on wedns
two salamanders king and queen red king blue queen holding hands dancing round jodi
vortex opened iowth water in it bleow her feet then flotating on the table

bill and i went as dwarves jodi was right we did not need to dress this time

prgenant lady in red skin gaia giving birth volcano
pele came holding a tree in left hand upside down on fire and a giraffe in the right hand right side up

she made an erhtquake volcano running and green fertile one side barren rock on other

votex still there but wider much bigger in the crack
we floated down like burning leaves not up though
we saw many entrances one was a rock covered by blue spider others like diamonds all sorts

bill said go to the dining room between jodi and lynda sitting in sveta place this time

,ale gollum slink away and bats and smelly slime on wasll molulds
saw gollum female green crone holding the pearl for barter long skinny green arms

i gave ruby ring of rhelaing lynda gave carrots seeing in dark jodi gave slippers fuzzy cold bare feet bill relcutanctly allowed us to give veg from him potaios beets adn oninons

then she gave pearl to jodi and we all asked questions
one C was 16 teeth of circular saw from bill and 18 points on circle to which folded in on self to make a sphere would become a pearl

each coloured shaft forming it yes over 18 will be 22
first 8 on top 8 on bottom = 16 and the main axis is 2 more
lynda asked how far your perception limits you only go as far as we can understand

bill from jodi worried about job properly and heart not needing a heart like adouble edged sword one with one without effective both ways but woiuld have to learn to work another way then

pearl is the full moon for women of magic as it rolls down the mountain of shamballah the female can use this magic to aske questions or as jodi said go with mermaids to bottom of ocean and seek the great pearl there in meditation the great pearl is the kingdom of god it is shamballah and all knowledge past present future

we flew across the desert to mecca pele nebuchadnezzar babylonia mesopotamia

we saw turbanned males and headressed ones camels elephants old market place india asia then giving way to only middle eastern of all ages ont he right were all females on left all males
stone woman at temple
blazing in golden light
a rched doorway bill opened with staff we went inside 5 rooms
up stained glass winodw spirt angels : bill
north room straigh aheda air library round small room and books air to know and merlina nd perlina queen of sylphs all kind s of magiacians : catherine

to the east was water : jodi
to south was erth : all of us later
and to west was fire : lynda went there
jodi saw message about love and about great pearl and about her marriage as well

catherine a golden merkaba opening like a grew up from a round flat thing grew a long skinny neck liek the giraffe of pele
and then it opende up like a muisc box feberge egg and skelton hung down for earth nervous fire blood water brian air and heart spirit

and we must get our spike tonight jodi and i  must ask jesus for mine and fire she as she believes and name the poisno na nd the weapon and the cause i said by your suffering jesus you have redeemed us pierce me please with your sword of justice and set me free

not blue in front but black not amber in back but white 3 angels in front cherubs 3 demons in back littel small devils cartoon like
slid in like butter pressoure like knots in tummy and wind and then mine in ball of fire with jesus

jodi in ball of water as it slid in waves of colour to right and left of it and an owl minerva on shoulder and pearl for a head pink and blue ribbons on either side of her head and then the pearl became a coocoon ofve her whole body told she would emerge a butterfly with hexagons all done pearl was her story

we went to earth room first cow then table with crown with wings flew to lynda head guest of honour i heard small crown for on table her help white silk pillow she saw but i saw a red silk pillow there instead
three face tirnity crone maiden and spirit gaia and she became green cerunnos /pan wife
tower on head become the triple crown of the tarot card

in each room we may walk thru to the kingdom of god each element provides a pathway .

pink and gold ladeer going up and a vortex going down
up the ladder sawa  pyramid

dunce caps off white eagle there funeral pyre of the native americans become the whell of life

and then we walked into the line bill first and the fools hat taken off our heads dont be fooled by illusons walk on the sky is blue the path is before you all green begin again you are graduated what is next dont ask this is enough for now goodnight

53rd Wednesday Nov 24th 2004
All present
read notes from Friday and Sunday of those absent
viewed Jean Luc video comissioned by Hurtak
Voyage of a Starseed Merkaba

follow the pink sea serpent on top of the ocean someone working on eyeballs twisting in either direction :B

see them all in a row 1 2 3 big then smaller behind : C

hurts a bit attunement to see in darkness pink in middle purple on outside bacteria on floor
centre line luminescent bacteria : c

a porpoise showing us the way : T

a lady greeting us by first pyramid like a  round thing with all light beams coming off it she is a queen just outside the pyramid : B

that is Queen Nyscha . I see tunnels underneath anchored floating like arches below I see the structures and see 5 arches tall elongated narrow at capstone capstone of pyramid crystal or diamond spinning counterclockwise :C

all the denizens of the deep surrounding it whales and everything here : T

a nice long line of ladies and blokes in egyptian clothes all in a row on the base of the pyramid peaceful looking talking to each other : B

like grids and patterns : T

we go up have meditation lesson down later and a feast like we did with the gnomes to go in quietly : C

walking on a rainbow light beam : B

two fists around double  doors knuckles touching each other it is neptune holding the door closed until we are invited he has longblondy white hair  : C

he has  a trident like a fork all gold but has all shapes in it : B

King dark long black hair and queen at top waiting for us the lady has long white gown on and gold halo sitting on floor of of captstone kings chamber man is showing us about the merkaba. the man is telling top of it going counterclockwise so he slows it down to show us 3 then open like tetrahedron mouth of bird then squareleviathan then pentagon -swan

pushing and pulling energy arms goingup and back like jewelry box with music and grace very slowly now the vortex gold and whites coming off it : C

dark hole in centre crystal thing very small kinda like a diamond squashed it is the light seed the diamond of shamballah in our heart so that seed has grown and we will use it to make our own quickening to make our wake up call like pink and blue light saber how it was pulled out and two colours pink up blue down come together like ribbons when it spins and music

te duh tee di tor a dum then te te te te te ..now he is talking to andrew he is drawing a vortex in front of you and a web of gold ..can you tell us what he is saying :C

i could tell you but you wouldnt understand so : A
well give it off : C
yeah i am trying  berandus meranthus: A
what does he look like then : B
i see mostly gold like a robe and cloth pallandrums draping over a ceremonial outfit gold and red
a vortex opening now not sure if we have to go in :A

I hear Belay that order and he holding and showing if you put out right hand on bar pull one quarter turn to close male energy left on quarter turn opening female the bar is the spike coming out of your stomach the male girdle :C
it is a tiller : T

he puts his hands up like this he is talking about star folds up into the pyramid so after you get it going close it up for protection ..talking to sveta shows a pink chain across your face half a circle and a vortex and
she says a lady's name .. so what do you hear ..C
ask her to speack so you can hear it : D
she wont speak(yelled ): S

..dont be rude we have to show respect .. she is putting her hand over the male vortex and an octupus putting hand over it opening a jar this is the ryhtm this is speed fluidity grace with music shows rose bud on rose spirals fibonacci with each one that is coming on another colour another tone another chord musically turn your body keep your nose to the place where you started the spiral and your body is keeping with it like a fluid motion like steps going down she wants to talk about steps going down

she is talking to you the female one steps going down different colour like chakras quarter turn s to take centuries up is future and down is past the nodes are years a magician can go exactly where they want to go time is a bridgen  or a necklace  all you have to do is find the right bead  : C

necklace being especially made for the visitors T:
bill laid out in state like dead plunging arm from male storage centre up towards his heart :C

quickest way to man heart is thru his stomach : D
amazing thing swimming effortly and now it is  beautiful  there is no waiting no pressure no nothing : T

operation will be on each of us pink fog over you spirtual head like anasthesia alignment and attunement making somthing smaller in your head closing off negativity and and going to do it for each of us and one part is closed like a valve a black vortex or black funnel we have earned

this that they are closing this part for us and closing clockwise adn with right hand opning up a valve in your groin this light will now spiral in hit the heart chakra to allow the quickening he shows a movie over your head and shows yours going to 6 sided your higher self getting up two wings on  a light no body at all .:C\yeah is ee the wings : B\three strpas across body left behind  arms waist thighs fire around us now and doing operation on each of us says we must be baptised in fire too .

going to jodi stairs going up a pyramid 22 steps to get to the top shows a giant climbing the wall this is to do with a legend a large male his back like a scarab beetle and a coloured line coming down from the bees nest in a capstone please  tell what your own colour is one string coming down
i see teal to me :C
to purple : J
I see blue i am not sure actually i think it is the same andrew: A
pinky red crimsony colour : B
light blue and kinda orange : D
yellow amber orange : S
teal : T
cyan and magenta( red / green)
amber and indigo (yellow /purple)
orange and blue
so if tom has teal too
blue in middle orange on outside : D

new roles new mentors new stage but they will show us again if we need it so you are right next stage : C

I see two twins wearing turbans red sashes round waist  : J
Gemini the men i dont recognise besides the fact has something to do with gemini  : C

look over where i am two ladies here pink sashes and white gowns
i see pink and blue blue undergarment : A

The woman look like the irin the two that open the hand of God : C
so what happening in late may : D

no the influence of gemini as we had pisces before that : C
do you know what that guy looks like that played the flutes
Pan ?? curly red hair pointed beard legs of goat : T
i see a man like pan but under the water and changed to like him but under the water (legs like fish )

humanoid too : A
i wanted to be a seahorse : D
ican see us all floating about normal looking : T
a person just walked between us he hands me roses turns into a baby : C
I see a life raft : J
I can see one of those coffin things ( sarcophagus )
why is daniel in hospital : D

operation ..brought us message of new beginning 5 spirit will look after you and teach every point of the pyramid
the higher self not cognitiviely impaired at all the teachers are the kings and queens of the 4 elements and Jesus .

says thank you and he has left something about sveta too i forgot anyway time for banquet swim downstairs the doors open the rule of silence applies until someone comes up to you first form yourself the way you want to be then see yourself swimming thru the door we have a period of 5 to7 minutes of silence then bring back what you got so please remember it : C

i was swimming into vortex by mermaids led they took my hands i said i am sorry that i did not say thank you to the king and queen so they appeared before me i want to be serious this time and learn from you so they showed me about the merkaba said we are working ont he 6th one there is more of the mystery that we can understand right now and that it will become a multi faceted stellated crysal with the spikes all around it and that we have passed the 22 now it was the square based pyramid with five pints when counting capstone and the two from the axis so four square based ona  long axis is 22 they said that when it starts to turn because of the wheels you do get a truly stellated crystal not just around the middle when the 24 is done the light moves thru the dna and changes the structure and closes down the death cycle so what he was doing was not closing down negativity vortex but the death process making more of life cycle towards becoming immortal closing part of the death cycle in each of us : C

went with gnomes and heard i am aligned there where you come from where your family come from we have an affinity with you and started talking about the pollution on earth and said it affects middle earth : T
puts belt around stomach puts hands on my heart bloody hurts me then went away then a big collar on my neck like diamonsd or mirror glass : B

i remember about 10 years ago a friend of mine said that there were 2 crowns one white one red immortality and the other eternity they placed both on head merged together and then i went into a blind trance for a while and they said we are all to turn up on friday : A

taken to other end of hall given scroll told to open it later asked to see the great pearl and talked to it cant remember what it was it is so vague now then saw a lady who was holding her knees and i was talking to her about our work and what we are doing and she took out a pie and she took out a very small piece and said you have done this much about a 20th so a lot more to go : J

wow so a lot better than knowing nothing : C

a big squid long tentacles down into a cave underwater volcano very cool hit the 7th floor pretty rocks there the thing we were standing oon was glowing and it was a like a cliff but i wasnt supposed to get down there and the other place was with 2 kids or short poeple went to see the city the walls were solid but like glass but they would move : D( like jelly fish : J)yeah : D

reminds me that on the video the jellyfish ashram was underwater looking like a flower of life and a merkaba and the lesson of atlantis is the mrekaba each element gives one part of puzzle of lesson and i recall something the queen said too ...: C

before we go a sceptre too what you carry when they walk the queen around : B
a mace : T
yeah : B

alright what the queen said was look to your  gifts and what you  got.. what one gets all get take what you get and and share them except for your belt which has to do with being a warrior .but attached to it i want you to see 6 lines she said you have moved to the 6th merkaba ahead of us and you have 6 seahorses in front of it like a chariot so that was an individual gift . the sceptre and the mirrors i dont know what they are about the necklaces the crown the scroll the sceptre and theere are 3 gifts and 3 lessons and a very pretty rock

remember the pain i had my heart jodi you are going to get the same not sore i hope you get that too

jodi important to read the scroll now because you ahve some message and what i see as you open it up is fire letters on one side and ice letters on the other .

she says i have been a mermaid : J
but that is not what the scroll says that is a personal message to you it has to do with the crown the mirrors and the sceptre what each is for and also someone forgot one of the gifts it is sveta it is a golden net thick like a chain they flung it at her like this but she is asleep again : C
no she is not asleep right after you asked her i nudged her with my foot and she goes what !! (rudely ): D
so jodi look and tell us please

the mirror is reflecting negativity it has a warning colours and the crowns are go like this open and close just like the merkaba and the points are every other colour as they merge red white red white they are male and female

and it means that we have gotten that far that we are working on our eternity and our immortality

they did merge : A
what is sceptre for power a key to take us where we need to go : J
inside the sceptre is a blue flame and inside of that is a trident and she is right but i think
more than a key : J

and i think you wield it bill although it is for all of us you do it is like a cross between a magic star and a key a trident like posidon :C
past present future : s

hold on when they said we have to be here only spiritual
and a salamander crossed the table and said remember me
and made a four in fire earth up to air over to water to fire makes a 4
it is a golden net you can fish for information like I got part of the drawing

i think the thing andrew got with the crown is like the lesson at kolbe on the school crest as taught in year 8
the priesthood devotion of life to god  the white is eternity
red is martyrdom the sacrifice of life to god red is immortality

great pearl at bottom of ocean See Matthew in Bible

52nd sunday
because we asked about the merkaba
there is a really detailed one on top of the table turning slowly
it is blue red gold green and another colour starting to form ?
6 definite spikes on an axis giving 8 in total
as it is suspended on 2 major axis the thicker principal ones
north and south
it spins as earth 23 degrees though

2 small ones forming so  almost 8 around outside
at the middle as the 2 pyramids pull apart the middle
becomes a circle of squares upon which the new spikes are formed
three lines of energy pink yellow blue
i think the 6 colours that we saw in the diagram is what this will become
as it pulls apart see the flower of life in middle like a lesson
can you feel all the energy around the heart ?
each pyramid has a distinct colour
the main axis is at 23 degrees that one is rainbow coloured
they are the four colours of the elements
yellow red at bottom going up
lines on outside represent the angels
that come in to help so next will be green
as we have had solar lunar and deva
they start as none then1 2 3 4
i see green ring on outside : 4 outer rings and 8 triangles : T
blue at bottom now : B
and green leads into blue : T

a woman here asking us to look at it again
dressed in a robe looking old and regal looking queen like
are they opposite colours or the same
look and see so is red north and red south
or red north with a green south
so they are opposites we see red/green  blue /amber

a human being now is in the da vinci pose
in a green light in the middle
pushing up thru the vortex
like a balloon
see the vortex pulsing up powering up gorgeous

like lights on crystals : bill
like aurora borealis : T
it will change from pentagon to hexagonal based pyramid  .
what is her name please ?
elanor of aquitaine : Tom
says we would find it helpful to learn the Hebrew alphabet
drawing letters in front of Bill's face

she is talking about 4 elements
earth fire air and water and she shows a swan to demonstrate

she points out that the beak looks a double tetrahedron
which is the axis of the merkaba
the neck looks like the curve we see when the individual merkaba lines up with the group one going out and up and back in

and look at the wings looking like angel wings
also the symmetry male and female aspects of god

so this is why the swan  is a symbol of the enlightenment

shows a star making the pentagon

the head the wings and the feet makes 5
and the bird goes up flies that is the ascension
and it comes back to nest that is the avatar
to feed its children

the triangle of the male is the wings going up and the air
and the female is the part in the water coming back down
so male is air and female is water
and nest is on earth

but how do we get the fire out of there ?
upon its death when it immolates as the phoenix and rises again
as the ugly duckling to become the mature swan each level again
as are we never the master always the fool
but ever onward and upward we strive
as little ugly ducklings to the heavens

at the end of each stage we see the feathered staff of white eagle
and see the swan fly as we hear its song announcing a new end
and a new beginning

She now makes a peacock with a wave of her hand
it is green purple gold .
the peacock is becoming taller and becoming a woman now

Rhiannon is here long golden blonde braid and stars in her hair
beautiful gown with a trailing robe
she walked over to lynda and she places a diamond merkaba on her lap and she waves her hand  in a counter clockwise to make it move
and says come along so she is going to use Lynda  as a demonstration

she would like you to do the homework of opening the vortex alone
says you can do it makes a large merakba
pulls you out of your body and takes you off
squares around middle ..reminds protection not golden net
put colours around you of a fog like body should be made in 4 zones green and  purple and  red and gold
so the red and gold are the back of the body
and the green and indigo are the female colours on the top
just as she is giving us a lesson
not just left and right
but top and back too

kali is here now
and a large frog on the table becomes an egyption beetle
joseph headress i see something like that : Bill
i see 3 kings : lynda

3 kings in disguise bringing expensive gifts
no crowns showing just head dresses
the ladies are here too
they have split the circle as we should split our consciousness

elanor rhiannon and kali
and a merkaba
Casper Belthazar and Melchior
and another merkaba

and then we hear a merging noise that is horrible discord and friction
she says alignment smoothly in rhythm and progress
or chaos and discord and nothing happens

one on right male close clockwise
with 3 females to balance and for harmony

on left female counterclockwise
open with 3 males

look to this lesson  with respect to all 6 of the merkaba pyramids  

message with Bill
3 camels one walking one sitting  one going to sit down now
past present future
sitting down first oldest one melchior white beard
welcome sit on female side
look at the lake it will become 6 one goes under water one in air
the spokes come out now in all directions round the centre
talking about the spin now ,on the axis the top clockwise deosil
the bottom counter clockwise widdershins

the others ones dont all do the same thing .
each turns with music these are easy like the compass rose
but the grinding of brakes or hit the gears the wrong way
more than bringing light into body
must be at peace

in order to show you are able to go to the next level
have to do alchemy
puts hands out like this makes golden light  

the discord comes when we try to go beyond the basic set
the real clock the beauty of the harmony
to pull the first 4 off the axis each turns with music

new homework have to make this yourself
the other  two sepiroth the other 2 colours of elements

3 wise men throughout ages they came -melchior is like merlin
Now second one talking balthazar is like kumeka
standing up as talks to us
like andrew made the merkaba for us
we have to manifest in our mind
it should be simple to manifest in our mind
to visualise you might want to build it in clay or draw it
we might even be able to make one tonight
as you see it so it becomes
but  it doesn't stop there
it definitely goes from 3 to 4 then to 5 to 6 sides of the merkaba base

the third gaspar/ casper
is average height the middle one asian
this one is also confusious
as before he says and again and again until one has had enough lives to live long enough to retain it . the light coming out of each of the sepiroth
in a sarcophagus
(like in the hurtak video -is shown )

when we get our individual merkaba to be stellated and faceted
then light will shoot out like a beacon
like the light of the conjunction of planets in alignment
when jesus is born .
we have little mini stars in each of us .
this light will come out of our body thru the top of the head
at the star aperture and then below out the earth star .
be aware this is painful

the magnets will feel to us
like when radioactive isotopes are introduced or blood is drawn
this force alone will act or affect the  circulatory now
the electric is male like the burning of your nerves which it affects
your bones are neutral
you feel this brief instant of pain and then you have an alignment
you are called the magician
and the red and blue flow thru you
you open the vortex send out the beacon
which tell the universe you have arrived
and that's when you begin lol
everytime we finish we beginagain
he is smiling and says yes
every ending is anew beginning.
believe it and make it so
recognise self
allow self to be one with  the fool again
it is the way
to kill the ego

long white beard fu man chu star of light around him in green robe
as he is facing lynda pink red to bill blue and to tom ( new site ) orange
i see methuselah a very old man : tom
he takes his hand puts it in your heart
like banshee was telling today

something special about the heart chakra to form the vortex
right hand clock and left counter
and then forms in the heart a merkaba
he makes a crux an x

a human body in the centre
the top is the element is missing the daath sepiroth

we have drawn attention to ourselves though
our light comes out like a beacon
when we feel the quickening happen to us
we will pull thru the earth chakra

it realigns molecular structure the first step of longevity
the right foot the baby step of both feet like this
and when we get the adult feet we then live forever

so he says we can stop slow down the aging process
but not now not yet
stay work on spiritual growth
now shows fetus there are 4 different birds there

so you will see all 4
a bird for each of compass rose colours of elements
we will present this to the rest later
phoenix / fire
raven / scavenger earth
cormorant / water
eagle - condor / air
5th look up from centre is the vortex you
become the 5th element yourself
the 5th is the apex the capstone
pigeon : bill
emu : lynda
dove : tom
peacock : cath

jesus laying in state on stone
he rises
angels  there ressurection
pushes bar away from self
breaks death doesnt he
veil over top of him all grey
a spiritual veil
the veil folds away gracefully then around him
he wants us to look at colours
4 plumes
floating up the risen christ
heart to toes down pink -earth
heavens ice blue
star fire orange
around head gold not green the colour so sun not air
one coming out from male energy  centre
a plume of purple or teal  
jesus over lynda
what colour comes out back? blue indigo : Tom

so colour  comes out back thru front out of male storage centre
difficult to do while laying in bed
so you can see why we are to learn to stand up
you can levitate float over bed : Bill
i see a christmas star over your head
and a hawk or dove  there in the air vents
pink and blue above lynda
going around and around
into dimaond merkaba
go up there a vortex there a diamond in his hand
when we go up we are like when we saw gnome
recall the rule of silence
do not speak until you are recognised

i see star with 16 points : Bill
told to keep going to try soon
i will be able to ease up : lynda achievement
jesus was there

ok i saw a lady in pink and purple first it was peralda
i could not recall her name queen of slyphs and she asked me to calle her name in respect so i siad honestaly i know there was a p r and l in it that is all lay the light

thru the light flower a pink a purple lady in a long gown ribbonw of light long brushing hair diana
apollo father sky
(meyoh teai) air
to know this is ascension going up going out flying from the body

Tom into the vortex diamond gabriel stage
semicircular red and creme and green around
then jesus appeared standing in centre
children smiling beaming
seek and you shall find
pyramdis triangles shapes everywhere

bill vortex diamond amber inside time
anti clockwise past  
clockwise the future
we must turn the vortex to see time

F 19 November 51st
before class jodi and tom tell us how they managed to get thru vortex opening it alone  jodi got 3 gifts a staff and bowl and ?

see green angel top pf pyramid circle around her
so confirmation top of drawing
greek columns appearing
vortex already there
our higher selves calling it to being
ellipse pink around edges fire golden light inside
dragon warrior accompanies us but a dragon in himself

our new merkaba shape before us
pyramid here another upside down one
dark black purple with fire on top
volcano now spinning
green mountain cold pretty snow on top

up and down and around
4 like 2 sets more of top and bottom in 3 pairs
so compass rose around
the dominant is fire and air

sveta : birds eye view yin an yang

domino 3 on top 6 on bottom :Bill
pattern is 3 from the triangle of circles to open  for vortex
and the 6 below are the 6 points of the merkaba

like the drawing
mummy and pyramid :Bill
underworld under earth : jodi

compass rose with a staff that goes thru centre that it spins on
like the top of capstone and to midstone on the base

what about the mummy ?
standing in front of jodi
lyre : jodi
flute : bill
pipes of pan : tom
male and female aspect : jodi
rhiannon and pan : Cath
taking us to faeries realm celtic
gnome is here i hear he is hiding
ok running between from tom to lynda
mischevious get a chance make yourself green cone hat put on a beard make yourself as short short stubby fingers britches proper jacket with buttons down front
made red nose red cheeks white beard santa claus : cath
father xmas : Lynda
gonna follow him pretty pink and blue lights full of faeries
rudolph : tom
part of it : cath
crystal ball on table : bill
in centre the moon and stars in it :tom

i see rhiannon sitting there -earth on one side night and day on other time and snake wrapped around it -gold purple green rhiannon sitting there too

dragon here

beautiful blonde lady dressed in crinoline :tom

dragon to tiger bill

and then to bear changes form : sveta

merlin there : bill

xmas time : lynda

past human length fingers i hear prophet scholar stick a wand glowing light both hands stirring energies forming a little vortex in front of her

a witches cauldron : lynda
ochred book of light : Bill

golden horn french one with ribbons : cath
cornucopia presents falling out : tom
worked with merlin an apprentice : Bill

christmas something happening  : lynda

christmas carol : past present future spirits : sveta
i see the first one present

we are going to visit elementals world
The gnomes are the spirit elementals of Earth
we go there first

energy in lions chair empty : Bill

music spiritual
walking in a line now spades hoes rakes on our backs : Bill
walking towards : lynda
from cathryn to jodi :Bill
digging for diamonds like snow white : sveta
thru bottom of tree underground down down fire on walls torches stairway down smells like bog and peat lovely and then we around ireland and gorgeous smell
a saucer of milk out tonight : tom lol
big tables here and we come in silently dont talk until they talk to us and then wait to get a message :cath
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Lesson :
Little people everywhere,
Your fun and love I seek to share,
Leprechauns here my call,
Shy elven folk, come to me, one and all.
Salamanders led by Djin,
The candle flames you may play in,
Peralda, Zephyrs of the air,
Enchant this place and make it fair,
Leader, Ghob, of Dwarf and Gnome,
Come make here you happy home.
Neckna and your undines bold,
Play with me your games of old.
Nature Spirits of all sorts,
In friendship let us now cavort,
As fairies fly and satyrs play,
I feel my problems fade away,
Your fun and love and laughter come through,
And help me feel alive like you.
by
Andrew Silar Brooks
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Earth: Gnomes
The nature spirits of the Earth are called Gnomes.
Subgroups:
Brownies
Dryads
Durdalis
Earth Spirits
Elves
Hamadryads
Pans
Pygmies
Sylvestres
Satyrs
(leprechauns)
Earth Gnome (word invented by Paracelsus, but probably based on the traditional kobold)According to some traditions, their name comes from Gob or Ghob, the king of the gnomes, whose inferiors were obviously called Ghob-lings. name probably derives from the Anglo-French *gobelin (medieval Latin gobelinus), which is probably a diminutive of Gobel, a name related to the word Kobold... According to some traditions, their king is called Gob Gob can mean several things: In pagan folklore, Gob is the king of the gnomes. "Gob" is a common name for bituminous waste coal . and you shut your gob to be quiet .In the physical plane the elementals take the form of gnomes or goblins. Ghob is King of the gnomes (which is where the word 'goblin' comes from) and therefore when invoking the elemental Earth one can call upon Ghob. The word 'gnome' is derived from the Greek word 'gnoma' meaning knowledge. Being earthly creatures, the gnomes correspond with ritual salt, gemstones and rocks. They are durable, stable creatures corresponding with responsibility and thoroughness as positive attributes though also with inflexibility and stubbornness. From Ghob, the King of the gnomes, comes Goibniu in Celtic myth. In the associated myth, Goibniu is a smith-god involved in making highly powerful weapons. He corresponds with healing energies and building abilities. He was eventually christianised as 'Gobban the Joiner', builder of churches.
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tom : so before we come back let us see who has got thru the vortex
i am told only debbie has not : cath
bill i went thru the vortex saw the godhead
i loved mine but i have to come back a little earlier and so did sveta because I saw a banshee and she banged a gong
and said it time now to go catherine
so i came back and did you hear the music  i heard the song a jig but also
like frere jacques in a way too with the notes extra beats though
1 2 3 4
56 78
1 2 3 4
789
yeah and they showed me a clock :bill
and why werent you dancing with us ?
well i was dancing round the maypole: jodi
I was drinking in the corner of the pub with them lol : C
that exactly what i did : tom (lol he meant maypole )
I was drinking as a gnome at the big table with this old fellow and he was telling me all about life and spinning a yarn
literally a long white spinning flax on a staff spinning there by hand

and said  life is like a story you can just sit there
and wind it all up tidy like an old lady
or you can drink and enjoy life and dance to make a good story
but you can not  make it any longer or shorter so have some fun
as before you know it you will be sitting there like a old lady
and yours will be done enjoy your life
and then all of them jumped on the long table with their feet
and started clogging you know the irish dancing

then all of sudden he leaned forward and said
but you  dont fool me catherine I know who you are
and you have been here before and you came as a lady
we were all dressed as male gnomes lol

and so I went (phwapth like this with a flourish of my hand over my face and shoulders )
and I made myself  beautiful really really  nice
not like now middleaged greying and fat lol
beautiful long hair and makeup and a little white peasant top with ribbons and half of it hanging out as you do
but a long modest dress all colours green red gold

this is true I was there before in dreams lol
i remember  I had practiced with the vortex and been there last week
(in the hottub at the jetty ) and there was this  fellow i was sweet on then red hair a bit balding pointed ears lol
a handsome face twinkling eyes and charming
so he came over then and they pulled up a chair for me
at the head of the table beside him
and then they all danced for me and the song went
ji didd ji ji didda ji ji
la la la la
lada da dee da
la la la la
lada da da
did dee dum
pum pum pum
dum pum pum pa
la la la la
lada da dee da
la la la la
lada da da
and then he said dont you have any  presents for us this time ?
so I said what did i bring you last time -i dont remember
he said you gave us all kisses
i laughed and said i did not
so i gave them all american chocolate kisses
and threw them all across the room
and he said what will you have of us ?
and I said I would like some more of that irish mead
and I will give you some of that american whisky
so i gave them all jack daniels of course !
and we shared it all around and he said thats all right then
but then the  black banshee came and she had a clock like a gong
and she looked at me nicely and said
it is about time now catherine
and banged the gong and I came back

so you went to a maypole and there were all these women
J: i went to the fireplace and there was a  comfortable seat for me there and I read these children a story and i sat in the story chair and i spoke to them and then I had a craft class and I was teaching them about making wheat and corn flask dollies and then we all went dancing around the maypole

there were these hands knitting something and then they were giving everyone money golden coins and then gave us all money and then i did the maypole thing and i saw another group there

was it david's group
dunno ??

bill: sat in an ochre chair talking about our future not drinking we were serious i saw like a diamond thing and saw the godhead and then i looked up and like a big long thing and went up there and they turned into these people that were these little short people like hobbits hooded cloaks over their head devas very tiny ones

they gave me cerridwen named me cant i go by katy no youre cerridwen here so I looked her up to see who she was
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by Karen Davis  -Ceridwen is a magician who features in the mythical version of the life of the genuine bard Taliesin. Ceridwen had an ugly son, Afagddu ("ugly"), whom she wished to make wise. She brewed a magical liquid and had her kitchen boy Gwion tend it. Three drops scalded his hand and he licked them off, instantly acquiring all the knowledge. In an ancient, ancient hunt she pursued him: first she became a greyhound and he a hare, then she an otter and he a fish, then she a hawk and he a rabbit. Finally, she became a hen and he a grain of corn, and she ate him. She became pregnant with him and he was born nine months later, a boy of astounding grace and beauty whom she named Taliesin and put into a coracle in the sea.
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so I saw a banner saying failte -pronounced failsha twice
potato cream and onion soup they were eating
and then come on lets dance all the flowers twisted round it
but someone started singing the 3rd oldest song in english
gay is the garland i give to my mary
early one morning just as the sun was rising
and i thought this was funny that we were in ireland
and they were singing this old english song
and they all kept coming up to us singing
and saying welcome to the inner earth :Tom

how did you go sveta i was a little gnome
then i was a woman with long beautiful blonde hair and i was the bartender then i came back

so that was the compass rose for the north

from the merchant of venice
what news antonio the ship wrecked
on the narrow seas called the goblins ?:tom so they consulted the oracle

the merkaba also continues to develop :
By counting, this new shape would seem to have four triangular faces for each of the six pyramids, for a total of 24 triangles. But as in the two-dimensional case, pairs of triangles from neighboring pyramids fit together to form a planar quadrilateral face - a rhombus but not a square. So the polyhedron has twelve rhombi as faces
- this is a rhombic dodecahedron..

50th -W 17 November 50th

right away diamond merkaba 5 pyramids in cluster over table
4 angels each facing a diff direction nsew on compass rose

debbie jodi blue north
andrew white
green south
fireplace

female n to s
male e to w

male north and non dominant hand so north and east yellow orange fire and yellow red-pink earth (yellow)
female south and dominant hand so south and west blue white water ice and blue green (blue) air

not expected are they turning ?
yes slowing counter clockwise

row of pink crystals over vortex above merkaba
mt fuji large i'm cold sveta
south pole mt herebus Tom

sinking merkaba vortex a new one
aurora borealis north pole

i feel tree of life  should be made right side up with force of will
like we learned to make things right in last 2 lessons

but wait one reason down is we are in australia we are down under

let us leave it
go into vortex then

stairs columns of light mostly male
halos around head chohanic a stream of rainbow colours
4 5 heaps evergrowing countless all the ones of past present future ?

behind rainbow stream of colour assembling around lake
quan yen lavender and all the ones of lavender bhind her

chakra rainbow order next indigo then blue like that
we are spinning the wheel also symptom of 22
rainbows spinning a wheel of universe not a little vortex huge
one that humanity can transcend the shift
so many people can just learn to take the 5th
steer the boat on river of life

going counter clockwise female
huge angel with feathered butterfly wings ivory white it is green
she showed us friday snow on mountain mist on lake moisture in cave fog on moors angel of mist

white look thru it see teal turquoise green 2 coloured wings

male pyramid bowls going down side from capstone must light the lamps
one each compass rose

so north is bill tom  -green air  
jodi andrew east - blue ice water
cath fireplace -orange fire
debbie red pink  earth
lights coming up from base

seen from top the pryamid sides lit up become the x the angels the circles
our limbs the lines of the rose compass around us the square

Lesson :

magnetic positive female waterfluid wet dark non dominant side  
electric negative male fire fluid dry bright dominant side of body

Power               Know             Will               Dare                  Keep Silent
Word                 Intelligence     Energy        Courage           Subtlety
law                   Liberty            Life               Light                 Love

                                           
Kerub sphinx    Man                Bull/Cow(ox)     Lion                  Eagle(Griffin/dragon)
Astrological      Aquarius         Taurus           Leo                   Scorpio
Element             Air              Earth            Fire                  Water
Gender              Male             Female           Male                  Female
Force               Electric         MAgnetic         Electric Fire    Magnetic Water
Gospel              Matthew          Mark             Luke            John                
temp                warm             cool               hot                Cold  
Weight                                                Light Gas             Heavy Ice Solid
Moisture                                                Dry                 Wet                  
Magical  Rose  Undines W    Gnomes N    salamanders S    sylphs E


Place               Creation         Farm             Jungle                Sky
Body                R(d)leg          L(nd)leg         R(D)Hand          L(Nd)Hand  
Christ              Incarnation      PAssion          Resurrection   Ascension      
angel        pinkascension    green mist       yellow solar       blue  lunar

When calling on Elements to aid you in your rites,
it's not uncommon to hear the Call for the Fae of Earth, the Undines of water, the Sylphs of Air and Salamanders of Fire, along with a whole host of others, it's a common part of our lore

Power   Kerub Sign    Element
Know    Man   AquariusAir
Will    Bull  Taurus  Earth
Dare    Lion  Leo     Fire
Silence Eagle Scorpio Water

Newest version
Sign     Symbol       Element Virtue  Latin  Emanation
Leo      Lion         Fire    Will    Velle  Light
Scorpio  Eagle/Dragon Water   Dare    Audire Love
Aquarius Man          Air     Know    Scire  Liberty
Taurus   Bull         Earth   Silence Tacere Life
[Sun]    Ankh         Spirit  Go      Ire    Law


btw Tacere also means  to hold onto not necesarily to keep silent

7 candles on each side
top vortex well done

male spirit here
4 male
buddha
thoth
fortune-ganesha-candle in each arm
asian ?
jesus

egypt buddha christian hindu
they come together touching energy top of capstone
wheel spinning now clockwise vertically top to bottom
water fire air earth becomes one colour

pyramid seems to follow us as we see in 4 directions all ways

bill rope ladder jacob straight up jewish symbol kaballah
andrew area covered ice
cath : want to see future only see past /osama bin laden on funeral pyre not possib;e
laying in state carried on back of mourners middle of 3 coffins which look like beds
have they died in sleep or poisoned (made their bed jodi )dying next year 2005 cath
lovely energy in this room

five towers castle glastonbury jesus buddha hindu egypt

jodi future uniting of planet thru disease a lot to die /gene manipulation in plants/people cloning growing body parts major .spiritualism huge uniting all religions start of it anyway

andrew 4 horseman / pyramids of mars/cloning in trees

bill stained glass round window sitting head bent forward mourning pope snuffed

tom keys of enoch we will use again

cath : geoconcentric circles of future

gateway opening ganesha there monkeys all around mouth of lion
bill follow that dove there

dove becomes book becomes an eagle becomes john divine in blue with halo

huge angel behind him kneeling four now kneeling around him
sphinx matt mark luke john he is talking can anyone hear him ?

jodi eagle symbol used by hitler misused symbol backwards symbol of sun

sword of light in johns hand a vortex above it a throne room all diamonds of light around it

andrew a pool with a wall around with cross around it golden spike pointing down towards water graves all around it

i see mary i see the moon candles around the sun

6 walls each with godhead 3 male 3 female ganesha parvati jesus opposite mary thoth opposite osiris mother and son

moving it with energy counter clockwise
whtie eagle placed staff with feathers slowly turned our spirit being shifted i am now where debbies body is
a twisting
a change
as above so below
going clockwise below
so female on top this time in vertical open male closing
huge vortext now

like gravitron ride the floor falls away
round like whirlpool
crack schism tear above us

out comes kali as destroyer beautiful flames all around her
see monkeys and rats and ganesha
on top on bottom stars peace light starry sky unity

going down this time a dove an eagle white eagle this time
green frog three legs luck deb blue lake sun yellow sky pink dawn  

moon rise glows orange red in lunar eclipse
rhiannon here with stream of fairies

i want to know about this gnome now kobold
I keep seeing artist depictions of this gnome who is he
what is his name

white beard green cone hat pointy shoes
he is shown lighting the world with white eagle mother gaia and quan yen so he is important l

ike buddha elusive we need to go further along to pick up subtle energy
anyone get his name ?

Callum or cowan comes to mind
master of the seasons jodi
spreading golden seeds throwing them everywhere skipping andrew
harvest them Andrew
flying up followed by faeries
there are 2 lines one pink one blue
lion man cow eagel split off male and female they split
interested we have a riddle


jacob ladder again up to sphinx
female with 6 arms
kali is there

blue green
eagle is air green john
cow /ox water blue luke

orange pink hand
lion  is fire  yellow mark
man   is earth red matthew

opening now a square with 4 circles around it
and 4 angels around it
they were making the 2 vortices

diamond spider cave starlike protective japanese warrior
shekinah like the moon ,mary huge hands , female kali rhiannon , isis

cave opens to the sun male side of godhead
yahweh, pink orange yellow light
put yoir hand over it it turns to gold -debbie
double helix red and blue lines a tube a vortex between kitchen and window

golden ball like a jigsaw puzzle like a little bonzai or an explosion
shamballah

white eagle silver birch a huge silver fish big as the men are
abundance and christ like the rainbow serpent becoming stars -pisces(end of march )
male side disappearing

female side waterfalls moonlight jungle
stars moon
a pear -jodi (Christ )
naked human half man half female two snakes out of ground twisting round them
raven -tom
eve pulling snake off tree lilith
an apple
and cupids all around
then a heart
then jesus with sacred heart pink and blue all around it
the blood and water
gifts on our laps

i got a bowl on my lap i have to put something in it -jodi
andrew white bladed sword cuts negativity stab it into ground cause a rupture

bill a tarpaulin to cover shelter protection as you do for other people home

whte box with a charity give to all round the circle

white wrapped in plain paper pink ribbons
love a puzzle in blue the eternal puzzle always more to learn
buddhist monks on one side and angels on other
always more to learn

sveta asleep

debbie clay hand made flowered vase start a garden to grow flowers to put in it

Lesson importance of Tarot to alchemy

A pack of Tarot contains the fifty-two ordinary playing cards with the addition of one "picture card" to every suit, namely, the Knight, placed between the Queen and the Knave. These fifty-six cards are divided into four suits, two black and two red and have the following designation: scepters, cups, swords, and pentacles or disks.

In addition to the fifty-six cards the pack of Tarot has twenty-two numbered cards with special names:The Tarot in its turn is quite analogous to the Kabala, Alchemy and Magic, and, as it were, includes them. Corresponding to the four first principles or four letters of the Name of God, or the four alchemistic elements, or the four classes of spirits, the Tarot has four suits -- sceptres, cups, swords and pentacles.

Thus every suit, every side of the square, equal to the point, represents one of the elements, controls one class of spirits. The sceptres are fire or elves (or salamanders); the cups are water or undines; the swords are air or sylphs; and pentacles, earth or gnomes. Moreover, in every suit the King means the first principle or fire; the Queen -- the second principle or water; the Knight -- the third principle or air, and the Page (knave) -- the fourth principle or earth.

Then again, the ace means fire; the deuce water; the three-spot, air; the four-spot earth. Then again the four-spot is the first principle, the five spot, the second etc.

les Taraux" tarot from 1522 italy meaning the discard pile of a game called trumps or triumphs

for example:
the red is electric the blue magnetic the duality the polarity and the balance in the the hands . The vortex can lead one to the bear constellation which is a trajectory for another civilization.

26. In the center, a eight-spoke wheel; spokes are alternatively red and blue; over the wheel, the Initiate wearing a golden crown, and holding the blue crown with the right hand, and the red crown with the left one. On the right, an Angel with a flame over his head; on the left, a bluish flame that looks like a bear. In the Italian figure, the red crown has been replaced with a red cane.

The tarot gives many clues to the magician and the alchemist .

Friday 12 November 49th

Lynda , Jodi , Catherine , Bill
John in spirit sitting in chair debbie usually sits in (as seen by Bill)
(later :eric Liddell
and John the Devine the gospel writer and Eric Liddell and green right leg angel of the mist)

a gypsy horse and wagon to begin with and rellie of jodis
then jodi saw a runner with mustache running in desert
lynda saw red and blue (Scottish tartan stewart)
eric showed us red and white roses the stuart and tudor
and also flag of turkey and (central america )banana republic
plane no passengers crashing in water
Bill could not see him though  
my gma his cousin sent him her best wishes to me and debbie
he is scotland greatest athlete famous in chariots of fire film the biography of his life
an olympian running athlete and a champion boxer
missionary minister teacher martyr china
had visions of Jesus and his messages
said can see future and past if we try with clarity of thought and purity of intent
gave us purple heart in crystal ball
we were told to make ours spirtual bodie limbs into the four points of compass and then send consciousness into the centre and send force out 4 ways

saw pink ascension angel helped us up after we formed vortex together and we formed female part of crystal merkaba

bring conciousness to become thruway tunnel between ears no physical matter there no brain or skull etc
just thought and vibration in spiritual head
met green angel gave us holy grail
Bill Van de Berg male force of will thought closing and holding open the walls
Jodi Bolton female power energy creation of vortex opening vortex and rounding the tunnel

use the 4 limbs
right hand blue   cold ice   female  electric white lunar angel
left  hand orange hot  fire  male    magnetic blue  purple heart solar angel
left  leg  pink   warm earth female  magnetic pink  ascension angel moss
right leg  green  cool air   male    electric teal  angel of mist

4 asian storms thunder lightning rain and wind all male one sitting over jodi

eric teaches discipline look thru  windows on either side like portals of the vortex see future on right past on left
said he is becoming a chohan and world teacher

divine john teaches open elliptical vortex leave rose and wheat in the opening as door stop symboliseslove female hard work labor male

silver birch made 10 male merkabas with thought that fast  out of 3 elements need at least 3 used moutain earth and lake and air to form it . we must learn to control and use thought to form create and sustain

10 Nov 2004 48th initiation
bill :a see through pyramid
c: between jodi and Andrew
golden leaves laurel leaves sapphire with a centre vortex turquoise golden prick
A: andrew stairs
c:feeling pushed along quickly like getting squeezed
we have come out the mouth of the  leviathan purple black
I see razor sharp teeth we come out on its tongue like a balcony
We're out in space around a globe

The symbol of x is drawn in field with a pie shape above it another cross
Pyramid glowing each sside diff sapphrire amethyst pink and gold
Right in middle a man in golden robe golden beard
Ornate vase urn one metre high man in gold beside it
A flow of energy spiral around it
Urn opens up
And issue of spirtis coming out like pandoras box
But not miseries
Quite beautiful rainbow colours of crystal seem to be singing
Think you are right andrew another dimension
Only we are not quite there
In the ashram before it
Asurrhythm azarithem
Jewel like spirits
Not angelic not alive beings either
Man name ? all gold
Crystal ice place
Someone in front of andrew
Ceremonial spoon looks like boat with oars out
A libation poured into your hands
Angel on right shoulder
A diamond ring there personal message engagement
B: all night there
A lady higher self in monk robe
long reddy brown hair short very studious spiritual
But Other self physical body community immature impetuous
Champagne bottle cork coming off
Being poured over you andrew
She is short 5 foot 5 sleight of frame short hair purply red but higher self past hips long reddy brown
T: monks robe
C: Spider on ceiling glass pointed towards sveta
A:Legs dangling over each head
C: feels like bitten on right wrist
Ice sugar cube white blue look trhough want togo in it
Jodi andrew no don't go in
snake in there
Can you see snake
I see beautiful fountain Quan yen
T:I can see door behind it rainbow light
Amethsyt in middel gold around it
I think we are learning discernment
Pointed toward jodi
Into rainbow vortex bet jodi andrew
Holy spirit dove laurel branch in mouth
Floating flying in spiral down tunel
Bright pink everywhere
Woman near bill peace love compassion
Man too weapons lightnight botl razor metal war severity discipline
Like the 2 jewish pillars we began with polarity duality
Put their hands up made arch
Makes a tunnel
Walk down the arched tunnel
J:Dragon fly
At end there is ocean
I feel like future and past either side
A:Sun is blue
C:Where are we
T: I see seashore on right and reminds me of judea
So we are not in another space but a time
Waterfall to lagoon to river to ocean
Cliff going up a
There is  k lady wreath round head simple tunic is climbing that moutain cliff
White eagle white feathers in circle round the middle of cross
T:That  x symbol there again with four dots This one in glass
I see each of four circels is a force top left pink ornage top right blue /fire water bottom pink and green //earth air
As they pull apart each becomes a crown and the vortex in centre is formed
Talking about a new way to open a vortex by yourself
So if sit in group of 4 no I thnk 4 limbs two hands two feet
X is christ protection the four elements balance make them pull apart
Energy from solar plexus male storage centre
Like we did with fire and ice and came out of our third eye
Symbol to place over body for protection
I was wrong that was white eagle
It is a gift spiritual

Reminding us we were given a homework to go into vortex by ourselves
Get fire and ice and the female centre or
do all 4 limbs all 4 elements try easier and then move forward
Pillar of fire purple from floor to ceiling
We are to follow white eagle up there
Golden trim around this purple pillar

Ayanhtmi ayancthami like that –the name of this eagle ??
Then dryathem
Angels devas
Many purple eagle huge golden crown on its head
T:Two crystal pyramids
A type of merkaba so we go in it
Angels blowing trumpets all kind of red roses coming out pink lignt everywhere
T:Peacocks
Crown on eagle john
Mary there queen of heaven standing on snake kinda like quan yen know difference bet faith andfear know discernment
Energy in people surrounding us right now angel between each of us
Rainbow coloured lights coming out of their hands forming a vortex
Golden table fountain of light
Mary floating above jodi hung a sphere in heavens
holding up baby jesus- he is light of the world
The light comes down over whole earth
In front of bill a telescope eye glass purple gold rainbow colours too
B: castle monastery round window on hill near debbie
T: glastonbury
C: yes wales england arthur
T: all monks with shaven heads waiting to greet us
C: jesus end of cathedral hall the sacred heart with pink and blue lights blood and water more an image than really here this time
Monks gregorian chanting
T: out of his hands little tiny arrows bolts of light on the entire congregation
B:Gravestone cant read it it is not chross but round things like
T: arthur and guinevere
C:Parchmnets all rolled up on shelf wrapped in casement tied in brown string
T: manuscripts
End tape
A pentacle fire not wanting to go in
See demon bound wooden and chains shackled a large one
I Did not want to go in
But Bill says go by it
he sees a rose we follow we see blue door rectangel and also golden light pentacle ball of dragon t: said leater should have gone in door instead we went into the glden dragon light
Down tunnel crouched on bellies smaller smaller bill lead us came to quartzcave filling with water man there kuthumi he raises the veil the blaknket removed we float up surrounded by cherubs gloria excelsis
Seea book closing and a coin emerges
Purple eagle again round the room saw images as eagle flew to each one
C:Saw eagle fly to right side of cross show me  jesu cruicifed dead removed sadly and then easter taken from crooss resurrected golden glowing beard changed to gold too
Ct:and then saw araafat dead image only smiling not really there heard pray for palestine
B: pope vatican really pretty I will be next pope lol
A come back to me pass j: native american cermeony buffalo black wing b=fire painting on her head
D: emerald pyramid sapphire light golden lady with golden peacock behind her and golden crown lioong golden hair like queen cletic or asian not sure
Gives debbie a necklace of sapphire and emerald large lozenge hanging down too
b: I see rose quartz I
s: back of eyelids
a caterpillar resiting morphing stasis the rianbow coloured caterpillar with golden head and jeweled eyes and antennae
a large book closing now see golden coin come out iof the middle of book rising up
Like apyramid on one side and on other a man face in middle of it writing around medallion or coin
B: we will get more of these have to remember this next time