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also i missed the school cut off date by 3 days so as far as i know im the youngest one in my grade, 11/28/86.

Im a sagitarius, the guy sits there in the sky with his arrow pulled on his bow as though he huntin down everyone else!!Q-=(-.^Q)

I read the first reply from Azaioth the red and now im afraid of these voices. So am i just listening or am i actualy opening a door for these spirits to get into my mind and give me Schizophrenia? Because if im going to get that, im just going to clear my mind or pay no attention whenever i hear these voices. Should i just listen in on what i hear and not reply?

its stuff like that i hear everyonce in awhile, but its rare now, its kinda wierd when u talk back and get a responce.

i dont hear the voices any more, they all stopped soon after i started to lose my spiritual awareness and everything.

also it would reduce the amount of topics and replys and this place would get boring.

Hes just as i was back when i was in the unexplainedphenomenon forum. Everytime i had a new expeirience i would post it up or if i had a question i would post it up, i hit 255 posts in the first month i was there. As long as he replys to others with the knowledge he has learned from reading from others i dont think it should matter too much. Its just a way to learn what everything is. If you think hes annoying just dont read his topics he puts up and reply to others or look on others. Although maybe he should have looked up some of the stuff he put up instead of posting it, but its just a way to learn, because sometimes you can learn alot better from people then an article. Its as if one person having a dream then posting it on this site, then he wants to learn about lucid dreaming a bit more, so he puts down what he knows already and what he wants to learn in a seperate topic. His topics are all coming quik, soon there will not be as much, because all his questions will be awnsered and all he will have left to post up are some questions and expeiriences. Its also like putting up, how do i make a psiball? then in another topic, How do i use a psiball to heal me? So 2 awnsers are asked at once then he can read up on them. Give him 2 or 3 weeks, he will quiet down alot, this is probably all something new to him and he is fasinated with it. Also, i dont want any changes to this great forums such as new rules. I dont want it tunring out like psi pog with alot of articles and you cant ask questions already in the articles in the forums. Also they might put in a topic limit, such as 1 topic every half hour, or they just come around deleting stuff that they think was already discussed alot in the forums. People cant look through 5 pages of forums, it would take awhile and some people come for a few minutes every day or every other then leave. So just let the people do what they want, these people will quiet down soon with all the posting. His topics arent all directly related so as long as they arent directly related with each other and ask a different question, they should be allowed.

I havent had a nightmare in a while either, i think i have nightmares but when i wake up i think of it as the most fun i ever had in my life. Then again they probably arent nightmares because i am always the one doing the best fighting with a sword in my hand killing all the demons and monsters and people who start fights with me. Then if i cant kill one i some how transform and im stronger and then i win.

Heres some advice, today or now, try to make a feeling, such as concentrating on an area and feel the energy. Any feeling is energy, then send it to your forhead, try to feel energy go to your forhead. But then think of it making a shield. But visualize this. Dont put much work into this because it will come into help for the dream. Now think of the same feeling going to your hands. Then try to make a ball of energy between your hands by visualization. Now doing this now will make you think of it in your dreams. I used to try making psi balls and stuff but i quit awhile ago because i went dizzy for a whole week. Once you see these demons, you should some how remember that its fake but you will still be scared. But you feel energy alot better in dreams. So when they try to attach the tenticles, think of the energy going to your forhead creating a shield of anything you want that you think will make sure the tentacles wont come near you. Now with the energy to the hands, make it like a ball of energy your about to shoot at the demons, or a sword and the least they should do is back up. Thats what they do in my dreams, but you have to believe it. Because if you have doubts it might not work. I remember that from a dream i had when i wanted to fly. In my dreams though, i already have a sword or something and im attacking what ever wants to attack me.

I know from expierience, dont let it slip away, i used to have the same thing, but only when it was something important and i would be warned 10-15 seconds in advanced. Also i used to have alot of those deja-vu dreams. As soon as you notice that it begins to slip away, work at it so you dont lose it. I want to regain it all to the way i used to have it, but im not too sure what to do and i dont have enough time yet. My advice would be to let it stay at random, because it will come in at good times, such as an expierience like i had once, i was in the cafeteria talking with my friend, then i got a feeling that my chair was going to get ripped out from under me, so i got ready, i put my feet under the chair and my arms gripped on the table, then, without any warning except for that feeling i got, one of my other friends came running in and ripped the chair out from under me, but i didnt fall so i was able to prepare for it.

i read a few posts at psipog.net a while back and thats what they said i think but im not sure ill try to find out exactly what it means though.

a psion i think is someone who makes psiballs i think, i just used that word because i saw it on another forum, i think it was psipog  but they closed the forums now.

So all i have to do is feel my energy and send it to the area where it has been injured and it will help to heal quiker? But i should keep it like a circuit and visualize the energy going to the injured area but leaving so new and fresh energy could come to the area? Should i visualize any energy leaving the area? im a bit tired tonight so i might have misread a bit.

back when i used to make psi balls i made a few that were visible, one looked yellow and the other one looked like heat waves.

Well there has been one thing i have been worrying about and i cant decide what i should do, this is my first summer off in a while, im wondering if i should get a job or relax. Also the fire in my dream was hitting the stadium and took out a few seats up top in the corners, but it did nothing else except for slightly melt the plastic on the outside of the stadium.

Im only 16 so i dont really have a career yet, but i was worried about my report card because i was hopeing i didnt have to go to summer school. I was also worried about the regents grade which i might have had to take it over again in august, but i passed the classes but i didnt have to take the regents again because now im taking different classes. I found out everything today about the report card, but i had the dream before i knew. Also, i had on my mind that i was going to get a job somewhere, either Target or Mcdonalds, i dont have a job yet because i wanted to relax a bit more, but im still worried about what happens if i apply to both and they both want me to work. i dont know what long island means to me though, i just think it was shea stadium because its one of the places close to where i live.

June 21st 2003 approx 11:06pm Saturday. New York long island.

It had no tail, but it was going horizon to horizon it looked, but it wasnt white, it was going from blue to red and going to each color as if a star would, i noticed it almost faded away at one point but the color came back. It wasnt a white or a solid color, does a meteor look similar to a comet in the sky? It also wasnt getting brighter, it looked almost exactly like a star that was going from the blue to red star color like some of the stars do in the sky at night, but it was moving and at like a set pace.

I originaly posted this thread because i saw someone missing a hand at    
my age or a year or two younger. I felt really bad for the person because the person was so younge missing a hand, only 15 or 16 years old. I thought of everything that i was able to do and some of the things the person without the hand  would be having trouble doing or could never do. If the skin has already formed and created the stub thing is it too late for regeneration? Also, is it possible for one person to pass energy over to someone else to regenerate or would it be better or only possible to teach the person how to regenerate?

By set time i mean sorta like everyone dies in there 60s- early 100s of old age. I would have to say this has to more then a dream because some stuff happens that wouldnt be in a dream, such as elderly people having problems walking and deadly diseases such as cancer. Also, why are we here for so long, 60+ years seems too much for a dream, that would mean everything that happened is in some way fake or never happened.

when we awake what are we? are we going to lose everything we cared for in this dream?

and when i say before we were homosapien i mean before the human race evolved to homo sapienm, i forgot to add that on accidnet.

Well, im not too sure, because in our dreams it could just be hinting or sort of telling us how to use our abilitys. I once read somewhere that a long time ago before we were homosapien that we used our psychic abilitys to survive, dreams we have might be trying to tell us how to use them. If it was a dream why would we need to sleep at all? Why would we die at an almost set time? Why do we have so much control over what we do? Why do we get hurt and not be able to fix our injury with thoughts?

Guess this is what counter strike did to me, id use a sword but work on my own energy like the shooting stuff out of my hands incase i lost my sword or something happened to it. Having a primary and always on my side secondary, always protected hopefuly.

Ive never touched  any kind of drug except the medication i get for my illnesses. Also whats even worse is that im 16 and have no idea what wine tastes like, ive never even tasted beer and never smoked, so that cant be my problem. It might be that back when i was able to do all this i was usualy inside alot, but now im doing alot of stuff outside

i can still make them just not as good as they used to be, i cant make them do things either, make sure that while your making the psiball with the energy, that u also have in mind a picture of what the psi ball should look like, it should be a ball in between your hands of energy. And if you can make feelings in your body, try making the feelings from your arms and legs go through your body through the arms and out the hands to make the psi ball.