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[Sleep Paralysis]

Anyway, I also had something else going on this morning. I woke up (I think) and realized I couldn't move (I think I also wasn't 100% awake, as I later started pray evil stuffs). My head was pointing towards my GF who was laying next to me, I tried to move my mouth and talk, but it didn't work well, I tried to then just scream but no much sound came out from me.
I felt that I could break loose this paralysis if I just relaxed, it felt like it started to fade.
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I have no idea if this really was a dream or if it really been a sleep paralysis?

That is a philosophical question, deserving a philosophical answer.
What is a dream? What is physical reality? Are there any real differences? Are both perceptual constructs?

Many civilisations describe life being a dream, 'Maya' an illusion.
* The Australian Aboriginal people believe in 'Dream-Time Creation'
* Hindu God 'Brahma' dreamed up the creation of the universe

There is currently an evolutionary move where the understanding between Science & Spirutulism are complementary.
Quantum Physics is proposing the theory of Holographic 'dreaming' multiverses upon discovering that there is no solid stuff
and no real separation between anything in physical reality (Double-Slit Experiment - Observer chooses the outcome).
Plant Primary Perceptions (Cleve Backster), Water Crystals and consciousness (Dr Masaru Emoto),
Epigenetics - Biology of Beliefs & energy healing (Bruce Lipton)
and more areas are supporting the discovery that 'ALL IS ENERGY. ALL IS CONSCIOUSNESS.'

The Movies: The Matrix Trilogy
superbly demonstrates the idea of reality being a dream embedded within a dream.
Here is my interpretation of 'The Matrix': http://thecrowhouse.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=11&t=7637


Here are my thoughts on Reality:
http://www.in5d.com/forum/index.php?topic=2565.0



Sleep Paralysis -> OOBE
You are describing what Robert Monroe called 'The Body Asleep and Mind Awake State'.
I too have experienced the same thing you described, but I was very awake and aware. It is like your consciousness is no longer focused on animating the body.
From here you can easily get out of your body to achieve out of body experiences (OOBE).
This has worked for me: Calm yourself, have no fear, feel a strong desire to move out of your body, and visualise a 'light copy of your body' (astral body) rising out/ rolling out, and simply allow it.
Robert Monroe realised late in his life that what he called OOBEs was by means of Phasing to experience your subjective reality.
Frank Kepple later simplified Robert Monroe's definition of Phasing and the Wider Reality Model.


Connecting with dead people in the Astral Plane
No-one ever ceases to be, people who have passed on are experiencing another plane, another virtual reality;
we as spiritual beings (consciousness-energy beings) are eternal and exist as a consciousness continuum.

An analogy, you were able to connect with your dead neighbour on another Universal TV channel.
While doing so your attention was away from the Earth 2012 channel and thus could not animate your body.
When your attention returned to your default home channel, your 'sleep paralysis' condition ceased,
resulting in your return of bodily functions.


Keep practising

[terror]

Watch this video:

Summarises "Zionism" and the terror on humanity.
Used by the 'Zionist' International bankers, Vatican and their cohorts (another name 'Illuminati') as excuse for continuing war
and the 'global manipulators' of the petrol-fiat monetary debt-slave usury system.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PfvAz4JvkH8&feature=player_embedded


Read post: Vatican Lies Illuminated
http://vatican-evil-illuminated.blogspot.com/


If you don't realise by now after reading these linked articles and watching these linked revealing videos,
the Zionist, Vatican- Pope, Jesuits are all occultist.

Just follow all the symbology in our media, movies, music videos, on government buildings,
corporate logos, religious places of worship.
These symbology can be traced to 'astromythology' which Religious organisations are proclaiming to be
doctrines inspired by the holy spirit, therefore from God, the Logos.
- Some of the core teachings are, but most are applied by sick evil men who run world governements!

~Set yourself free by being informed and question all information.

[cult]

Hitler barely makes a blip on the radar at 7 million murdered and he was an OCCULTIST (those who claim he was Christian are full of baloney).
etc., etc.

While the core foundation of Christianity teaches love, peace and forgiveness, the very fact that it is organised, it is run by men and their greed and lust for money and power is a reflection of the current human condition.
Religion has mass cult -like following, where this 'dogma' is proclaimed as proof of 'God's' plan for humanity, enables religious leaders such as the Pope in the Vatican to impose his interpretation of these religious doctrines on the followers and in 'government' policies, and thus shapes our culture.

The Christian bible is put together by the Roman Empire (Roman Emperor Constantine during the Council of Nicaea) and is full of contradictions.
While it teaches Christins to love God and all people with all their hearts, mind and soul,
theses doctrines also perpetuate guilt, fear, obedience to the Church (do not think for oneself) and separatism.
Eg. Anti-gay, must defend beliefs against other religions, only Christian God is the real God,
all people are a born sinners (we inherited Adam and Eve's original sin and their condition of toil and struggle) -> must pray to Jesus and God to save you from suffering,
to question the authenticity of the bible = weak faith in God mentality.

Our legal system, particularly 'Trust Laws' are based on the Vatican's (original Roman Empire) application of bible and creation of corporations.
http://www.in5d.com/forum/index.php?topic=2896.msg4092#msg4092


Please watch these 'Astromythology' videos in the linked post http://www.in5d.com/forum/index.php?topic=2896.msg4090#msg4090.

Definition of dogma: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dogma


The 'Cruscades'  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crusades and continuing conflict in 'Israel' exemplifies theses religious sponsored wars and serve the agendas of the powers that be (collectively termed 'Illuminati' 'Zionist bankers' 'Vatican' and their extensive corporations).




The Vatican, Zionist - International bankers and their corporations are the secret controllers behind the western government system (adopted from the Roman Empire) manipulating people's perceptions to justify war and enforce this debt-slavery usury system.
This is no longer a conspiracy theory because more people realise the connection between corporations, International bankers (Zionist), Federal Reserve, IMF and World Bank.

Watch video:  MONEY = DEBT = SLAVERY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BT9E1SRrXU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqhX4FUj3fQ&feature=related

Hitler, Zionist, Internal bankers, Federal Reserve and War connection:
http://www.henrymakow.com/001936.html
http://finnics7.blogstream.com/


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Since my spontaneous AWAKEning OOBE
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_out_of_body_experiences/what_are_your_achievements_and_discoveries-t25297.0.html;msg298472#msg298472  no 9.
I have broken away from mass hypnosis from materialist 'Newtonian' (physical reality is made up of solid stuff)
'Darwinian' (life = competition and struggle to survive), and the Christian bible (doctrines) hold on my mind.





I no-longer view any form of 'esoteric' knowledge and practice as 'evil' (King Soloman in the bible put to death many mediums).

I no-longer define myself as a 'Christian'.

Through OOBE, phasing, remote viewing (deemed Occult practices by Christians) I embrace 'spiritualism' in its fullest expression.
I perceive no division between people (which Religion in deed perpetuates) and have come to the profound and empowering realisation:

We indeed live in a divine universe, and that
our relationship with the notion of "GOD" is not "out there" but intrinsically "in here."
By the very act of thinking, perceiving and feeling we apply free will, and
our divine ability to create the experiential Universe of motion and things.

This expansive realisation through self-discovery is 'spiritualism'  on a personal level,
and releases the soul from the hidden prison (perpetuated by dogma) in our minds.



dreamingod

I am the reflection of you, you are the reflection of me,
and together we all create universal memories.

   
*** My journey down the rabbit hole only to find myself
http://www.in5d.com/forum/index.php?topic=2565.msg4108#msg4108

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-edited to correct linked post url & added picture of 'prisons of mind - and group think'

[Governments]

The Bible is a book of contradictions. Probe further and you will see that similar stories to those in the bible have been used throughout history predating Jesus by different Governments, rulers to unite and control people, to strengthen and expand their political power eg. Roman Emperor Constantine convened the First Council of Nicaea, using the new established Christian doctrines expanded the Roman Empire - present day Western Powers, Vatican and political systems.

Read my post on: Religion & Astrotheology
http://www.in5d.com/forum/index.php?topic=2896.msg4090#msg4090

Our culture has been largely dictated by religion based on astrotheology, where the masses believe in 'dogma' (unquestionable belief systems)
which moulds their perceptions, attitudes and ego.
It promotes separatism, ignorance, the 'little person' psyche who needs a 'saviour' and encourages (religious) war.


Christianity teaches the belief that as human, a born sinner, you need to worship a God who hates sin,
and the only way to redeem yourself is to emulate perfect 'Jesus' to qualify for heaven.

This mentality perpetuates these attitudes:
-> you got to do a lot of living, consuming before you die, or
-> feel guilty when you have too much resources & must give your wealth away,
     normally to the ever expanding Church institutions while millions of people keep on suffering in poverty around the world.
-> Support war according to the religous leader's interpretation of the religious doctrines.
-> Suffering is normal
-> any form of esoteric knowledge and practice is 'evil'
-> Only Jesus, an external 'saviour' figure can save you. You must pray to a divine being for a good life.
-> It discourages people taking responsibility for themselves, and give their power away.

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[Dec 2012 is just a date]

All I see here Is fear and paranoia. Your false energys are clouding you.
Your mind makes it real

Yes, Dec 2012 is just a date, the importance is, what are the beliefs surrounding this date?
These thoughts will evoke strong emotions, which imprint on one's memory and gives rise to expectations.
Consequently conscious minds will create future imaginations of self from their belief systems.

Read post in another forum: Time on the Brain: How You Are Always Living In the Past & Other Percept Quirks
http://www.in5d.com/forum/index.php?topic=2565.msg3505#msg3505


I explain these concepts further here:
The Great Year & The Age Of Aquarius
http://www.in5d.com/forum/index.php?topic=2896.msg4098#msg4098


People who regularly experience OOBEs and phasing will realise your thoughts are manifested instantly.
There is no real solid stuff, because there is only consciousness-energy creating your mind landscape/dream landscape


We are so use to thinking in terms of separate places, separate things, separate people, that
we naturally apply this perceptual filter in our interpretation of physical reality.

However the seasoned astral explorer readily accepts that on the astral plane we can experience another dimension,
parallel reality, dream landscape (whatever metaphor you want to use here) can be achieved by our thoughts and desire.

Following this rational, all realities are not places, but illusionary perspectives.


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[vortex]

This time, however, the very instant that I became aware of the dream I was inadvertently pulled into something that I can  best describe as a wormhole. I felt accelerating extremely rapidly and could feel the resistance and the g-forces in my body. This was all in a matter of seconds, and as soon as that occurred I awoke. Has anyone else ever heard of a similar like experience? I am just trying to understand if this was just normal or if there's something more to it.

Thanks for taking the time to read this,

Vlad.  

My first OOBE was an AWAKE spontaneous one.

Here is the link to description. No. 9 >

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_out_of_body_experiences/what_are_your_achievements_and_discoveries-t25297.0.html;msg298472#msg298472

After I got out and found myself (astral body) hovering above my physical body, I again felt
a roaring sensation in my ears and vibrations throughout my body.

Then I saw with my physical eyes a swirling portal/vortex suddenly appear:
it was about half a metre in diameter, and located towards the ceiling, close to the corner of my bedroom.
There was a force within the vortex compelling my astral body towards it.

While my astral body was being sucked into the portal,
* my physical eyes saw numerous colourful fine light strings & distorted shadows.
* my astral body heard an accompanying sound like a tape being fast reversed. I felt so scared at the time  

I too experienced the acceleration and great force during the trip.


Now that I have better understand of the wormhole experience being part of OOBE and lucid dreaming,
I can't wait for another 'Stargate' experience  :wink

Congrats philj14 

During my first three controlled OOBEs I could not push past my bedroom ceiling.
I knew that I should be able to in my astral body, but my belief system (in my subconscious mind) prevented me.

I actually felt the ceiling stretch like rubber and deforming around my astral body head as I tried to push and push.
It didn't occur to me to teleport myself out to somewhere else.

I had to do some internal work to convince myself that there is no solidity in any reality.

Now after phasing, and more OOBEs, passing through walls and ceilings are natural.

[grey in colour.]

I know two similar effects, but still not this what you describe. I know circles, which enlarges continuously to a small size, while getting fainter till they disappear.

And i know straight lines, which run like waves. Several layers of such waves can overlap. These are always grey.

- In very dim light, these overlapping, continually outward moving concentric circular ripples (from centre)
   are usually grey in colour.

but

- Lately these ripples appear dark crimson to me in the absence of light.
  Approximate colour below:
 

That could be the "common" Aura colors, nut im not really shure, because you described them at a other point.  If these spirals behave similar, they could be such. Give a more exactly description of them.

Imagine seeing in the dark room, many dark crimson concentric circles (close parallel lines continually moving from center to outwards) in a synchronised rythmn -like the water ripples. Then imagine many overlapping ripples. Each concentric circle ripple moves independent from each other.
Normally 30cm - 50cm in diameter to the outer most perecived boundary where these lines start to diminish.
I chose the below image because of the perspective not being on an angle. Just image more ripples and closer concentric lines.

Could you describe it more exactly? Its hard to identify this experience.

During deeper meditative states, I sometimes perceive the physical scenery filled with bright, small, fine white zig-zag like energy noise
  - a bit like bright white confetti.
   ***more like seeing bright white rain lines, except that these lines are not completely straight and the rain lines do not fall down to the ground;
         they just fizzle in the scenery.
         Another analogy, like watching high definition movie on TV with some noise overlay. The bright light rain-like effect is the noise overlay.

Looks the checkerboard somehow like that (right side)? (A very fine structur, made of slowly moving lines in 2 layers crossing in a angle of exactly 90°)
http://www.out-of-real.com/obeneu/erlebnisbilder/linien.JPG

The fine dark-grey checker-board effect which I sometimes perceive in the dark looks more  like the bottom-right of the linked picture.


Thanks proyect_outzone, for your views. Please share your experiences  

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For many years I've had many experiences of seeing objects and patterns(bright balloons, checkerboards, confetti,etc) as I've been dozing off to sleep or deep in meditation.  These patterns and objects look so vividly real and quite often I would feel my consciousness appearing to expand(very weird feeling as though my mind is stretching) and there would be a feeling that at any time I could just slip out of my body.
Has anyone else had similar experiences or is able to give an idea as to what this is about, as I've never read about this in any article to do with astral travel?

During the daytime while meditation outside in my backyard:
* After ~3minutes I open my eyes and usually perceive my lawn change colour from being ordinary green (depending on daylight)
  to bright vivid indigo-green. The lawn takes on a fractal appearance; areas where the lawn is quite patchy becomes filled
  with repeating grass patterns. With intent, I can then blur the scenery. When I blink my eyes this perception goes away.
* During deeper meditative states, I sometimes perceive the physical scenery filled with bright, small, fine white zig-zag like energy noise
   - a bit like bright white confetti.
  I also feel a sense of expansion, my mind stretching and I feel momentarily light-headed.

At night time, in my bedroom in complete darkness:
* Without meditating, I can normally perceive (with eyes opened) numerous dark crimson spirals, overlapping, moving and swirling in front of me.
  Sometimes if I want to, I can perceive a fine dark-grey checker-board effect.
* Without mediating and before going to sleep I can close my eyes and perceive within a few minutes
  images of a scene emerging from my minds eye. I have suceeded moving into phasing from here.
* During and after meditation (for a 3-5 minutes) I usually experience a light show in my minds eye:
  pulsating circles of light continually radiating from the center and moving outwards, normally indigo, dark yellow and sometimes green-yellow.
  I can then project this light show into my surroundings with both my eyes opened. When I do this the feeling is intensified,
  because I see and feel pulsating light waves touching me with a very subtle pressure -like soft wind.
-> From this state, after I close my eyes, settle myself in bed, and allow myself to get entranced by the deminishing light show,
   I can slowly move into phasing.

At night time, in my bedroom in very dim lighting -enough to see the outline of your hand and fingers:
* I see a numerous fuzzy, fast-moving magnetic like, tiny fine shadowy lines outlining my fingers and hands.
  With intention I can temporarily morph my fingers by lengthening, shortening, thickening the digits.
  One night I woke up my husband to demonstrate this. He saw the same thing and tried it on himself; it works.

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In OOBE, I normally feel body paralysis, then vibrations throughout my body and head, sometimes roaring sensations in my ears and tunneling effect in my third eye, before getting out of my physical body.

During phasing, following Frank Kepple's explanation, I withdraw my senses to allow my attention to be caught by the internal dark/light show, and when I am in the 'dense dark zone' I can manifest my thoughts instantly. No tingly sensation experienced during the transition.

[OOBE: No.Since I believe everything is a metaphor of my own thought forms, I do not believe (to date) in the idea of a separate higher entity or angels,because I am aware that it is my own awareness that is expanding in scope, and my own definitions of self allowing for other possibilities.However, during non-visual sleep, I am often aware of the mind chatter, my own consciousness re-arranging and making sense of my experiences and my attitudes. I am female, and my inner self (awareness) offen talks to me in a deep male voice. I remember having discussions with my own awareness about various concepts; when this happens I wake up being more enlightened than before I went to sleep.]

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1 - Have you ever encountered more evolved beings?
OOBE: No.
Since I believe everything is a metaphor of my own thought forms, I do not believe (to date) in the idea of a separate higher entity or angels,
because I am aware that it is my own awareness that is expanding in scope, and my own definitions of self allowing for other possibilities.
However, during non-visual sleep, I am often aware of the mind chatter, my own consciousness re-arranging and making sense of my experiences and my attitudes. I am female, and my inner self (awareness) offen talks to me in a deep male voice. I remember having discussions with my own awareness about various concepts; when this happens I wake up being more enlightened than before I went to sleep.


2 - What have you found out about life on other planets?
OOBE: When I fly through space, the planets are not to scale relative to each other and my astral body.
I experience this in two modes: Direct experience in an astral body with sensations, and observer mode - like watching a movie.
With intention, you change perspectives at will.


3 - What was the most interesting conversation you had? What did you ask/say and hear?
Discussion with my inner awareness/ higher self: All is consciousness, therefore all things are thought constructs, concepts.
Relisation: out of nothingness, as consciousness we give definitions to things, ideas by idea associations and experiences.
Polarity is a means of giving definition to ideas
Eg/  The concept of good is needed to define evil; need both reference points to give meaning.
      Similarly cold is required to define hot and vice-versa.


5 - If you've been able to read, what did you read about? How many consecutive words do you remember?
After learning about Platonic Solids (have difficulty remembering the details),
I had a lucid deam and saw a detailed poster of all 5 Platonic Solids and their properties in a Dentist shop front.
I saw tetrahedron children toys being sold in the streets.


9 - Describe the most amazing thing you did:

Bedroom Portal OOBE To Space Became One With All.
In 2002 I had an awake spontaneous OOBE with dual consciousness: astral body perspective and physical body perspective.
Bedroom dimly lit. My physical body in paralysis.
Suddenly I felt and heard a roaring sensation in my ears similarly to radio noise except this was very intense, my whole body started to vibrate.
Then I found myself (astral body) out of my physical body. This I perceived happened quickly.
Here I would like to point out I had two perspectives: where my attention is focused on, I would be able to see from that viewpoint.,
I observed with my astral perception: my physical body lying next to my toddler & husband (other side) on the bed, as well as the bedroom.
By switching my attention, I saw (with my physical eyes) my astral body floating above me.
With both perception (astral and physical) I saw a (~half a meter) vortex suddenly appear in the corner of my bedroom, and
felt my astral body being pulled in. As I passed through I saw fine light strings & distorted shadows of different light colours and heard an accompanying sound like a tape being fast reversed; quite scary.
Next, I am no longer aware of my physical body, because I am travelling through space in my astral body. I can feel the sensation of being very light weight and flying. As I fly past planets I can change perspective, seeing the scene with my astral eyes, or seeing the scene like a movie with me in it.
I finally stop near a bright yellow-orange planet, it could be a star because in this state I do not have any sensation of temperature. I saw explosions emanating from this planet/star, then I saw green energy lines (like the matrix) radiating from it. I automatically moved backwards and accidentally touched an energy line. Immediately I got zapped by intense energy akin to electicity, my astral body disappeared.
Immediately I felt my awareness has expanded to infinity. I became and am in a state of allness, everything, all knowing, oneness.
Paradox feeling: you retain your sense of self, but are aware that you are everything in the one.

Controlled OOBE: Perceived Music & Body Morphing
After I got out of my body, I perceived an upbeat music so I naturally started to dance in my bedroom.
As I passed the large mirrors in my room, my attention was caught by my reflection.
I did not like the exaggerated body image, so I had fun morphing my face and body to be more beautiful.

Phasing:
Thought of robot, then next I was fighting a shadowy 'Transformer' type robot and won.
When the robot punched me and I fell. I felt pressure from the impacts but no pain.


10 - Describe your most amazing validation:
After more OOBE, phasing and discovering that I create my reality with my thoughts and belief systems,
I enjoy more synchronistic experiences in my physical reality.
* Eg. 1: On three separate occasions, 3 people who I have not seen in years, and when I expressed the desire to see them soon:
Unexpectedly I saw each person the day after I wanted to see them.
Two people visited me at home (on separate occasions), and one I met while shopping at a large shopping centre (where I seldom shop at).
* Eg. 2: After I explained to a Christian person the concept of quantum physics and a dreaming universe,
~5 minutes later, during the next children story and song time, the 3rd song sung by another Christian mother is:
Row, row, row your boat  ..........  life is but a dream.


14 - Describe 3 things that you still want to try in the astral:
Continue to enjoy more adventures beyond the Earth paradigm and physical rule sets.


12 - What interesting things have you found out about the Universe?
The Universe is what you perceive it to be according to your belief systems
We each experience a subjective reality.
You experience limitations in your physical body due to inherited belief systems.
In your astral body, your thoughts are manifested immediately.
There is no real solidity in any reality. There is no out there.
All is energy. All is consciousness.


15 - If you believe in a God, what clues have you gotten about it's existence?
Was born a Christian and indoctrinated with bible beliefs and christian attitudes.
After my first spontaneous OOBE, more OOBE, phasing and self discovery
I realised, there is no such external, lofty 'GOD' as taught by religious organisations.

We indeed live in a divine universe, and that
our relationship with the notion of "GOD" is not "out there" but intrinsically "in here."
By the very act of thinking, perceiving and feeling we apply free will, and
our divine ability to create the experiential Universe of motion and things.


16 - Ever been lectured on the process of Creation?
No


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