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46th Wednesday 3 nov

saw ice blue cloud ice goddess lying naked in snow no hair

fire erupting from volcano a serpent leviathan

a scottie with red beard and cape and pipes before tom down

through the fire to mother earth thru the leviathan

quan yen in gazebo gold green purple

12 arrows in quiver for bill to shoot into sky

with names of us 7 and then heidi trixie john and then 2 guests kym and lynda

came to 12 dimension teal coloured clouds

bill saw a map before us with teal at 6 oclock where bill sat

tom 5 was tom and the airport the grounding space red purple orange seats to wait for the teacher to be revealed

catherine 3 was me grounding still red scissors and glasses cut the karma and learning and the teacher

debbie2 the people of the swan pinky purple with black hair all small like fairies in front of Debbie

orchids around her neck and leias of them placed by this male and female seemingly naked fae people

NIL 130 between 1 And 2 the white path the column

sveta yellow unlock the secrets of future

jodi 10 purple black red the land of shadows past where we can unmake and manipulate the past

andrew 9 white the angels unfolding dryathem unfettered breaking the chains

Nil 730 between 7 and 8 the hand of God church the pyramids forming merkaba on the hand of God

Saw a rose vase form into a bowl in the middle

Heard a mandolin or lute being played by quan yen

From there a vortex of two colours forming smoke then roses floating everywhere red and blue death is final but rose is eternal

Death is physical finite btu spiritual is eternal and infinite

Pink flame jesus /lavender flame quan yen braided

Dragon came chinese style beautiful

We rode its back and round and round the room in playful arching

then came back to bodies the end
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dream night before
4 november

golden grass ankle length

meadow

golden clouds gazebo buddha with fu man chu

he rotated floating

namaste apporace bow at head he disappeared

bow at waist he disappeared

bow prostrate he disappeared

how shall i approach you

the enlightened one i heard over him

he patted ground said sit here

and then he showed me 2 paths one is finite the doors open and close

and ultimately you have to go back to beginning anyway

but  the other is a spiral staircase going up and up to new planes new dimensions ever more close to God and

is truly the path of light so choose well

45th
ah zha riel
Bills warrior angel went to joodalup with sveta bill exorcism
bill catherine had coffee and meditation
mother spider on ceiling

ice female black hair elemental blue white black purplefire vortex

male elemental reddy blonde flame hair and fingers of fire red yellow orange one behind the other

asked to open the vortex

bill got a headress two eyes on antennaes above his head
and headdress mask like chinese dragon gold purple green

cath got two antennae wrapped around ears and headress like eagle beak red gold and I got brown blanket man in boat with spear

bill got silver gauntlet on arm armoured half body on arm went to teal dimension is this the 12th dimension ??

no -saw hall of learning saw also the ship with 3 portals past present future went into future

saw  a spiral going up saw the next dimension purple stream of consiciousness like purple ocean my feet floated above my head

two angels seraphim one with bill
lunar beautiful long white hair with me
the warrior stands before the throne of God
saw us step up to throne
four teachers there
tested us
we petitioned for group gave our hearts up
as  purple amethysts in golden nets
we were measured asked tested bill gave service exorcism
i gave teaching group in home and online -knowledge
we are mother and father of group
saw  headdress mask more clearly like chinese dragon gold purple green mine was headress like eagle beak red gold
bill got purple green  sash
mine was red gold sash
we got a long scroll unrolled right to left
fire letters on left ice letters on right
an amethyst in middle encrusted in gold
went inside and we were naked
standing holding hands
promising to do god;s work
be mother and father of the group
eternity to be teacher and warrior work together
saw greece white village on sea
bill saw egypt white village on sea
saw our group as our children but tom as father of Bill
preparing the way saw a shield and grounded came back

SOLO opening of vortex

went to what is called the 12th dimension

a teal clouded realm this time alone

I struck the da vinci pose in bed

I felt the ice on one hand and manifested it blue on right palm up

and on left orange yellow red fire

the head pale golden yellow sphere making a triangle now

then made the door but it half formed finally a golden door appeared and went in saw race car and clock

first here from class all must come alone be tested

bring back what they saw each that comes will see more then last one that just came through vortex

teacher approached

said to balance the force in hands bring force up from feet into body and then make vortex teacher looking like lord dshitki
not confirmed
hard to see there still

44th
lynda sveta jodi bill catherine
(heidi trixie )
mother spider on ceiling
angels cherubim in room angel between jodi and sveta
jesus carried a lantern and a wish bottle
Mary -send up prayers for children
(concerning seperation Bill )
door over bill slide down opposite garage style
angel appeared two  hands drew us in
forest a path blue light full moon
a banshee coach driven by death grim reaper
blue skeleton hands a man on a horse with a feather in his cap bringing a message
both sides of family assembled around catherine
gf said take billy fishing
gm said get legal papers in order mortgages on the 2 houses insurance
aunt jean gave me a handkerchief dry my tears
aunt nancy it is not a sin to seperate
husbands grammy gave me a large ladies purse old we will  be provided for
husbands dad said sorry for his part in bills emotional  illness
they said goodbye
and angel appeared opening a lock on floor orange light home energy filled the room
two irin angels came in formed vortex over bill and jodi
we went through
golden throne a buddha
a dove pierced heart blood drops on the buddhist scroll
blue ice letters on scroll looking like english music
the letters floated off and appeared in the air
fire a violin and a grail appeared on bill
ice and a flute and a little boat on jodi
the ying yang of vortexes
up spirial
went to the teal clouds again
told by man with black hair and beard
to learn to see hear and feel in spirit
saw a braid of purple gold and green
see purple hearing gold feeling green
he put a hooded robe over each of us called us students
put a necklace around our neck green metal oxidized and golden large oval shaped medallion
saw a big letter A with feathered golden stanchions the knives that have sword hilts like a long knife or short sword
meaning honour for andrew had done this before throne
the ladies qun yen pele shekinah kali mary isis
and a hand drew us up
a ice statue of a woman placed on jodi's lap became quan yen
she will guide us with ice letters and ice energy
egyptian priests that carried in two poles with a purple bag
suspended hanging there off poles in it
hearts to feed the crocodiles from those that fell away
the number 46 hanging in air
think lion does go on until 46 next level eagle then instead
four guardians on corners of our roof
or perhaps I have misnumbered again and not counted 2 lessons.

W 27 October
john the baptist
deny the base nature  
pushing a stone to anchor and ground us
the scorpion pushed it out of the way
freedom at cost of its life
 the man that cut off his own head  
better to cut off ones hand
see him burn his hand off
senseless acts to follow ones heart  and lose ones soul
A sphere appeared it split pearls long string and honey  came out wisdom and truth ? peacock on debbie lap (symbol of  jesus )

pele appeared in green and golden scarf and dress she put sandals on jodi then garlands on ankles then took off shoes

volcano over andrew ice over jodi  hand of go on andrew and jodi but curtain over vortex until the message completed from john

a red leviathan over table thin  then we saw two stairs and green symbol of pan over  roofboss

heard pan flutes down went down stairs saw  over bill saw athena hawk face thin  red pillar and blue pillar of light

one was blood one was coin  blood money
athena with bow on lap  placed viking warrior helm on bill an initiation

then ripped him stem to stern  neck to groin  placed this long feathered from arrowhead down the entire shaft into the wound

then sewed him up with a curved bone and thread  sveta with morgan le fay dont give up power for love  moon over head

cape of blue with stars on it  butter churn  seek love not prison  pulled snake out of heart turned into dove  pure heart unicorn

white rose became red long and wild
do not cut it she said  
native american chief (white eagle?) long golden staff
took my left hand
made me open the floor  
a fissure appeared went down
saw a scythe under the flames on cold ash ground  
gaia over jodi stir the ashes rekindle flame and see vision
struck the ground our higher selves appeared in circle  round her sitting

andrew saw a flame within a flame
bill saw round and square lego toys (puzzles )
unicorn sweetness purity walking toward Debbie
I saw man with head cut off -alchemy
back of eyelids sveta
debbie large green frog
jodi had heart of white light door we entered went up stairs
saw 2 dryathene at top two at bottom chanting
made a funeral pyre
removed what looked like white good light from our hearts
but became maggots and snakes
flames consumed them  
we deny the basest of our natures
the stairs shook and leviathan appeared
we fell into it  
saw 2 pink doors at bottom round blue ring  
went inside  we saw pink dove take us up in spirals on the vent
to a dimension all the chohans like rainbows we were in coloured helium filled balloons protected by the platinum net of metatron
elmos fire
 mary and jesus appeared gold thin crown on each head
we  had to make it candle flames then
sent the flames of candles floating all round in air
rhiannon there too  then guardian angels appeared one in front of each of us  then a bowl like a rose  angel removed sweetness from our hearts and offered up to  god petition for us to go higher
 we walked through our angels
and they put their hands on  our shoulders
and we heard song  
azriel sveta
galadriel Cath
pink cartoon flying cat goddess  came down in sphinx landed solidly
pink swan at end

42nd friday22oct linda jodi bill tom me
debbie andrew sveta away
orange ball blue strings light
shift me towards jodi (orange)
triangle balance
yellow pyramid top male yahweh
blue bottom female shekinah
bill saw diana
then he and jodi saw the great mother of alametica
she said welcome and she had two things to show us

We may form the vortex with our hands and our storage centres male and female
and
we must learn to go into mother earth and emerge on ley lines
to travel at will through the sacred spots the temples of Earth
and so we go now as students

went into a cave of Mother Earth with the triangle vortex formed for us
came out at machu pichu saw olmec
went in came out tibet buddhist temple
went in came out sinai peninsula pyramids sphinx desert luxor
went in came out uhluru saw the male elders in white paint
they pressed ash on third eyes
then easter island
then stonehenge
then meza verde
iraq and atlantis closed blocked
saw irin
had to call andrew to come to circle in higher self then vortex appeared
went in with great mother
saw unicorns running into water
followed her to beach on left window side and lake on right went  
she took us into the merkaba we came out at a beach on the left lake on right saw sphinx on bottom of hill and up at top a castle with pillars like greek temple

saw a gnome looking into lake saw a dragon green golden eyes fat tummy claws winged we climbed up stair tongue and onto back a fairty with long red hair and yellow pinky transparent wings puprly skins and bathers like outifit in front went polar blue crystal ice cold cave at top

lynda dressed like john the baptist tied furs around at waist but also for boots and gloves and hats

there was a troll at back of cave with handful of jewels in front of a fire asked if we wanted jewels or knowledge
treasure of the heart
chose heart asked us to put hands into flame
pull out the flame of knowledge
showed us that the ethereal plane
once hung much closer to earth
the place of shamballah now
that is the realm of magic and fantasy
an eagle head appeared a yellow fern like olive leaf in mouth and yellow cord on neck we climbed onto back and then we flew to south pole patagonia south american ashram top of volcano saw white robed male lenduce
became three in row vywamus and santa kumara too
then back to back 3 faces one in jesus

leviathan mouth of jaw tooth opened and we went in again saw the sky father sky and two ladies with starry blue bodies a green pyramid between them with capstone off

we saw 4 dryathzamine appear then 1 more dark blue hooded robes no face dark blue eyes a arm appeared on one like smoky skeletal hand with piping bag write our sweet deeds down
jodi saw black deeds on other side
paul 's head appeared on table time to come back

20 Wedmesday October 2004
We had lesson on angels devas
need to spread ascension
and map out shamballah
a service to world evangelism
teaching about ascension

seraphim lord of all at the face of god appeared on andrew
then a 3 on his shoulder and a 3 on his elbow
then a bow between them and then christ child out of elbow
lol just the 2 little arms at head the head of jesus
at chest and flying above too the dove
then the triangle began to form in the trinity
heard latin name of father son and holy spirit
nomine de patria de fils and de spiritus sancti

then the leg formed from andrew down couch to catherine from catherine to sveta along fireplace then from sveta to andrew
we had to make a wall each
tom bill made the wall purple
catherine sveta the wall pinky purple
debbie jodi andrew the wall blue
then we watched and the bottom triangular based pyramid formed by spirit

so we had a group merkaba
michael appeared he would stand beside us not lead us ask us to be lead by andrew navigating and tom coordinates

a pillar was in the middle a column of white golden light up to the apex
each given a red key and a golden key by LENDUCE ???appearing as old man wizard like

the red was for student the golden for us

tom given cathedral window in his heart the light came out showing 3 strings of light making 3 stars forming the coordinates

bill given torch and key red leather samurai protector with us

Debbie given a white dog leash handle and 3 strings of white light emergency pull back

sveta given hands to dig treasure out

i was given book to write it down

jodi asked to make the blanket of protection from white fence crocheted around her neck given to her like a spider to manifest it

each told to bring a student bill would determine if unacceptable or dishonour to spirit
i brought john
tom brought eve
bill brought deborah
sveta brought linda
debbie brought trixie
jodi brought heidi

we went up in merkaba up the column then turned toward kitchen as the 3 star had shown

heard the queen mother of (great mother )alametica tell us the third finger on star map .

when we turned we began to spin head first toward kitchen appeared in wormhole then teal deva plane
like other part of the same one over earth that is pinky purple  

we began to appear behind our students they were sitting down inner circle

we were in outer circle standing we multilocated men going clockwise women counterclockwise

so we were all 7 behind each student in a line andrew jodi bill tom catherine sveta debbie

we put hands up in y shape one blue one pink and golden light came down middle making 7 pointed star forming ball in middle then with this ball of light as jesus stood above we sent light to hearts of our students and then up to third eye

then bill got 7 rods we each picked our own colour and gave it to our student

we knighted them each shoulder third eye and then heart and then handed them the rod and charged them to recall it and tell us about their dream as we handed them the rod it changed so toms became butterfly john's was a golden snake with vine on it

we gave them holy grail and host and then they left we went into a vortex appearing saw white crooked stairs climbed up jumped up into hold
saw teal world a globe of rusty planet with golden sieve like lights pouring out

saw a being in their ashram tom saw looked like bear we could not see them well

debbie saw wings cant fly skinfolds i saw a bird like face
asked to go to their planet

the exalted one of Dshana?? (andrew thinks the name of planet rusty metal looking globe)

Bill saw the aboriginal space man white face on caves called wshani ??
a swarthy looking red haired vulcan like creature with  snout  like bear or lion and human looking eyes and arms I saw skirt like legs but andrew saw human like ones so my view may have been the clothing not sure andrew saw him cutting off heads for fun and the heads grew back
was an ancient warrior god

+white eagle silver burch jesus there too
the hand of god appeared then we walked through the vortex between andrew and jodi and
saw jaws with teeth

went inside saw leviathan the fish eating the golden light
saw mary appeared large as table  pink pearl a ring of purple devas around us dshiti there too

the pearl had a fish became a dove as mary sang to devas
then we saw a lady with a uraeus snake staff back was cat /lion? staff this was lady nada

went then to vortex came back to purple pyramid and eye of horus and then we saw legions of angels and came back with the serpim lord back to bodies he gave us messages about travel teaching roles and working with angels amen

40th Lesson W 20 October

balanced table as sveta was on couch with bill and then lynda across me and jodi moved made more circle

saw turquoise light over jodi the mother of alametica, she was the queen mother tall thin long fingered 3 each hand appearing purple gray with hair though purple cut regal held a bowl

a male poured a drink we all shared and said amen it tasted like limes to me she showed us a star blossom became star map on the table our milky way in the first finger the thumb and the other 4 fingers we can go to by transversing the hub first in to hub back out again she was the finger closest to thumb the pointer finger 5 if thumb on right hand coming down like octopus so fingers form star points in a circle

1 fire and ice burning diamonds the map appeared in middle then a book the dove from the snake becomes the swan opened a vortex of purple for us green apple knowledge fishing rod reel winding up when fishing will fish forever if not with love

love is the answer three doors blue on one side gold on other cold and hot ice and fire electric magnetic like aviary doors seal chamber both for keeping negs from entering following and also to protect self from forces

saw green feast hall hathor at top of table cornucopic vase filling the feast congrats for ending the cow stage of hers birds fruits breads and sweetmeats and above us doves and belwo table light like in a dungeon but a palace

two doors opened thoth Isis came in the thoth blew horn white strings came out of light asked to present gift to hathor and receive one from her I gave heart respect and a rose she gave me a hour glass psychic time past future

sveta gave mind and time got hands digg throur sand find treasure bill gave temper got two pillars of strength and trust

lynda gave thanks and lollies got horns an rag in both eyes ears and mouth better messages

and jodi gave ??got

funnel in head kumeka poured in and pain in heart like heart attack yuuch

thoth white strings from horn had blown out a pyramid that was small purple lines with hole hook on top we said thanks and left went into it

a shaft beneath it we sank saw blue arched door from which we came closed behind us and saw a double wooden door goldedn trimmed arched wing inwards saw cathedral flowers coffin wreath and candles on wall sconces around coffin on roof boss of door had been the face of pan

there was a pile of gold rolled scrolls we were given one I wrote all our names and lynda john heidi trixie too bill said peace

sveta said thanks I wrote to all teachers and students thanks that we got this far and in hope that we will continue even further

saw irins two tall pink seraphim appear either side of lynda

lynda given pin bill hinges

sveta door knocker

me message slot

jodi keys I wrote message we come in love and humbly ask that we may approach and enter lock was like crab /pan face and legs of branches around it on the middle of double doors half either side of the door jodi used key they swung inwards we saw bright white light

I lay prostrate a seraphim with pinky purple colours dropping white feathers approached us said great is ye who comes this far to God .

mary told us to look up touched our shoudler left side only with the staff of queen of heaven christ child crown on top she was smiling a fountain of purple flame blew into each heart then mouth on wall appeared in mask of pan and blew sandlewood oil reddy gold .

We washed with it

our face and back of neck arms

and then jesus came the fountain head gone and a square vessel in round fountain our feet in it all of them

jesus washed our feet then john the baptist there and naked waist up

took water from fountain he stood in too and raised it in both open hands palm up to above our heads and then seperated hands and we were annointed there was a tsunami wave washed over us then and jesus produced a box like arc of covenant but empty a vortex appeared pink gold and green spirals congratulations on coming this far

we have permission to continue

The assembly appeared we said thanks to each acknowledged and double thanks to those we could not see but would not truly forget and then came into a pot like caudron with a lid back into room jodi had terrible pain in upper left heart

{ all of teachers were there our higher selves our guardian angels and our guides henri  and george and enoch quan yen white eagle kuthumi kumeka paul kali hindu vlahallah isis hathor horus ra ibis anubis thoth michael all rachangels and many guardian and toher angels mother teresa (melchiezedek and metatron) }

Journal circle 39th
Andrew saw Thrones entered room a legion of angels with spears then seraphim floated in a golden lion one with golden brown hair and golden thick eyebrows His face looked like lion on wizard of oz but handsome and regal square feline his hair was long wavy no beard he greeted us and floated above us  A cartoon shaped short mercury ran right around room dropping gifts on our laps took heads off put in pink gold braided down blue middle ice milk pink and gold honey

I got scrolled map to draw shamballah tom got diamond to put on top of his rod changes colour in moon light vibrates when need to close hums when a exalted being is entering to acknowledge sveta I got ring burnt my finger  for discernment On wedding finger jodi got ring too and andrew ring and sveta ring -he said he who stands before the face of God . we had a veil ripped off right eye

The hands of god appeared on jodi and andrew and the vortex opened we went into shamballah pyramid came out We saw the lay out we saw that we had never really gone to volcano so the Blue triangular tube pathway to valley had river waterfalls there was amethyst going down male and emerald going up female  volcano

Then the rock cleft went into the rock saw a volcano and a dragon red gold granted a spiritual gift wish  then blown by dragon out saw fairy touch our nose and bible in our hands magic balance foundation of spiritual  and pele and kali and like the moon matron celtic stars in our hair blue ono or like that . then jodi had before her the naked female bound red hair tight curls on all fours we had to loosen binds and pray for equality the subjugation of women must end to begin the shift of conciousness.

Two colours of rainbow coming out of each of the 3 ladies hands into volcano .Put in a basket dumped out in room then we had a test who are the four here no eyes closed tom and andrew passed was 4 gospel writers and then sphinx over the lotus on table and then ended .
Also : where and when ?

Also Female seraphim ebony nubian blue wings dark blue who is with god is with me she brought us back in basket

Also brief appearance of jack in green again .saw three sconces then blue orange green each john heidi trixie flames of ascension penny has dropped away Cherubim too Jodi saw the lion angel open his chest and showed her his heart –lion hearted

37th hathor lady deva with crown jesus abraham lunar angel and ascension angel

Tonight deva lady with crown on head on table half above table and pointed her staff held cross chest to left shoulder out and pointed to area between bill and tom and vortex opened
and jesus appeared gave us a host told us to eat half of it before we got in the boat and then abraham appeared piloted hathor boat of papyrus reeds thru pyramid again as last night lunar angel with hair white as down to barefooted toes flying ahead of us to a room female sphinx on left male lion mouth on right hathor instructs to look down lion mouth ahead with consciousness we went round room saying what part
we saw then went there golden chamber of melchiezedek in a the pyramid
then again the same female and male look ahead Come to the place we had been before lake of chronos- the mirror of time the full moon shining all purple pink blue mirror lake time chronos placid pegasus on shore
then appeared a mantel with legs on chest of jodi and andrew again
this is called the hands of God

jodi blue gold white hot energy surging out and  andrew black cold sucking in energy .
jodi got magnifying glass debbie gold band crown sveta champagne me a book to write it in tom a staff of aaron to open close portal of vortex bill like the reptile armoured ones has one appear says
he will be working with them asked and has started already
then we learned andrew like the gatekeeper open the vortex the water and wind energy
and jodi like the door keeper  angel
the polarities of fire and ice
like aviary one opens other closed protects they form the vortex
Ascension angel banded wrist held high like superman above head male dark haired bulky muscular

lunar angel long albino hair femalethin- jodi thought ophelia could be aphieli-el

we went thru saw snake ahead got fire splitting belly as entered snake got the energy in the male storage centre called girdle told kundalini going up and down again .

Goblet on table we shared milk and honey abraham appeared again the lunar angel hands us milk of moonlight pouring down becomes stars 8 on each side 16 paths becoming drops becoming diamonds then star paths

,like the breast plate appearing on jodi and andrew we had a little scarab in front of us on rotating wheel took a bit of golden honey cake then the bread became birthday cake for god

we were in the elohim plane the devas all purple many so many heard singing

the cake candles are our light

they explode like fireworks the bread becomes body

the skeleton forms breaks out comes from breastbone

mary holding christ child as 7-9 years old on hip

we go thru the vortex like a tear shaped like feminine fissure an  opening we go thru the snake now to the womb of creation far and away and nothing there

only the "before"

there was and peace and anticipation

image on this page looked a bit like what we saw
http://www.brain-mind.com/AlienChild.html

8 October
purple pyramid above the table
a vortex opened with golden door
we went in saw small blue diamond steps become a spiral staircase like a cone

we went up to top saw blue angel looking albino
long white hair
a lunar angel
took us to shamballah

told us about next full moon
we will have names written in stone and onto a scroll
to be white brotherhood not aspirants but neophytes now
there is a crowd of purple people there also getting this
mary there on a throne holding child jesus
and then spirit came over lynda
santa lucia

the candles pink orange gold around her head
showed best to keep sword in the hilt
or use it swiftly to cut off the arm cleanly no bleeding
then showed us carrots pulled from ground
do the weeding but remember stops growing when pulled out
carrots initiative to move on

over sveta hermes
the messenger
always look at the signs
follow the path of love
it may be longer but it is the best way

over tom centurion roman legionaire crusades ww 2 knights templar thru ages -carrying double headed ax on long wooden staff
vanquish the mighty -time can vanquish the mighty
bring down the roman empire -st martin torres ?
red fleur de lis crusader france

and  James of the white brotherhood ?
long black hair beard thin face as knight

Matthew ? brown hair brown beard short
holding bible
golden coins
tax collector
acts of charity
chain of kindness
service beyond our community
to the world
choose a place
demeter ceres over jodi
service in our season
gave us sheaf of wheat
seed the fields
teach serve
we chose iraq will send
prayers and little messages in spirit to the mothers and their sons
next generation
tolerance love peace compassion
made angel balls of white light and prayers
sent to the globe that appeared in circle

golden grail with yellow feathers and

If the angel deigns to come, it will be because you have convinced her, not by tears, but by your humble resolve to be always beginning-to be a beginner."

-Rilke

35th 6 oct
kali over jodi tried to trance
gave sword  to debbie orange light to dispel
ganeesha over andrew and vishnu and
vortex opened in floor fountain of pastel colours

kali opened in the vortex a purple door
we went through fountain to chamber was ashram of quan yen ?
no a temple of compassion for the Goddesses of Compassion
ie Quan Yen and Khali

had hands over fountatin and water pouring thru them we cleansed ourselves quna yen and kali behind twin elephants of ivory back to back holding crossed arms up

and kali baby in one hand and sword in another arm
on other side was jesus buddha and vishnu and ganeesha on the border between was confucious polarity duality fire breathed from mouth of kali and water from quan yen hand  creation destruction
(earth jesus amnd air buddha ?)      

a vortex appeared it was stright down thru floor
to "hell" lost souls
above angels  and god
we had to manifest a tunnel
which began as a mesh and the souls we called up to god to the light
they flew up like bats and we the wall fleshed out becoming stronger when the throng passed thru an angel closed off the floor
then the one in heaven then gideon came down to table
with trumpet turning to each of us blowing the trumpet

above all was enoch floating on stairs that appeared
and we climbed the stairs
angels brought a basket to enoch and it had purple hearts in it
the basket was passed around and we were told we were at the end
of this level and asked if we wanted to continue
we were to give our spiritual hearts to the path to god we did

a pink swan fllew above and the feather dropped the end of the level

jodi said we were measured in our light quotient
pressed like coins with pyramid and eye of horus on them

then the floor to another stairway was revealed to

yahweh left golden brown brass yellow candles up the side
clean shaven huge

shekinah right side all blue white grey silver hair to ground huge

we approached one at a time to the throne of the lord and lady
we were all told we had been cleansed of our inequity
to continue in love to shine before the lord and lady

sveta got golden bowl feed my sheep -children

tom got checker board - feed the souls of ol codger unbelievers  

i got mirror of rainbows and become like quan yen
a teacher in spirit to aspirants

debbie got armadillo telescoping armour

bill stood not kneeling but  bowed head
and was told honoured for his service in faith given a staff

andrew the fallen angel
come home to us be as one with the lord and the lady

jodi ??

when we  were done we went up to a giant merkaba
and went to another vortex reptilian armoured men
we went thru a vortex down into clouds like an ocean
but came out saw a sea of people all faces luminescent
could not stay there long burning eyes

went backwards into bodies
hathor presented we have class at night
the tubes of light
are black in her hand
they are  thrown like spears a movement device of will
we are to learn from her to throw the road in front of us
as a dark plane on the light to walk upon it
no as a moving footpath like at airports we shall go by will

32-33
15 sept
read about emerald amethyst awakening
M-Shield breathing exerise visualisation blue yellow violet
read enoch 3-1-7
spin point
devas 7 across from each other
fireplace and pool table
deosil widdershins two cogs inside
build ladder from us to them counter outside clockwise us inside david uk group inner us outer
up vortex from two cogs in motion
jesus meets us ask if we will walk on alone or serve humanity
IF go to ethereal place alone unaided.
two pyramids upside down meet at spin point top amethyst bottom grounding emerald .
go in to centre and see threee rings appear blue yellow pruple and then explosion as the center pops open and we travel so fast to other dimensiopn
rescue lost souls terrorists
pray for them

white eagle made purple corn gave to jodi told her to wash it in the rain .
catherine given symbol golden eye dragon fly eye male then cheveron symbol three flame the violet swan
place golden liquid in Jodis ear sealed it do not reveal all that we are given yet.
holy grail crystal floating on top

shekina /yahweh placed in each one's heart revealed when we  had to open  dotted line vertical column of light
placed in green heart sphere by
yahweh right with silver dust
opposites
shekinah left with gold dust  
a golden pyramid made b bill other one tonight the two floating on eachother point top to point top

33rd
22 SEpt
quan yen ,mother teresa, lady di white eagle michael jesus
10 devas with lord dshiki 2 rows of 5 around a transmission device
blue harness around shoulders kness up to chest laying in a tube like sarcophagus code then tranmsittted to gates of oblivion mouth of hell

went into this beautiful portal 36 spokes into hub under right hand of god all pink orange ball of light in middle the universal mind

we were on indigo spoke bluey purple like the cosmic rays all from earth on this section of the pie of 360 degrees

exuded black like toothpaste from our hearts black anger filth
first into fingers of god an egg shape each our hell for a long moment
ex: you are afraid of homelessness and losing freedom i was covered in chains i broke them by syaing i am no longer afraid i lost myhome i will get down on my knees in supplication to God adn start again with his /her help
we had to go as black seeds into the universal mind a trillion voices shouting into the suplicationon of i want i need into the silence of meditation to i am god then the heartbeat of God

came up into holy grail as golden light floating up into sea of lost souls we were to turn them around send them back to light through mary blanket and the to jesus
then up stairs to buddha or on back of elephant

then shekinah ultra fluoro green yellow hands blue white lighting appeared with yahweh golden energy they took hands in marriage had a bloody baby earth came back

white eagle flew over quan yen floated around the cirlce on white pink blossom stopping int fornt of each one and we became purple swans flew through the mirror our souls divided again

we sent message
were found worthy we were coming to the next dimension
a sword came out bill held it golden corn across the room on the sword a yellow brick road we become small as a kernel and walk across the bridge in solemn affirmtion a ceremony blue cannon fires up then we are welcomed solemnly behind us each of us our past lives souls tied up with us going throught

purple octupus up into a cell into underwater dimension operating gallery we had surgery on blood supply to pineal gland and obrian stem and too the heart and a render d veil torn in the chest and when blood

reconnected to gladn a inner veil ws symbolicalyy shed oin the third eeye
we came back we saw

the lady long black hair the mother of devas like isis like mary the bearer to the next level working with alendril my angel

we should safeguard our hearts no fat no sugar no alchohol i day better 3 days best 1 week

15th dimension called sha har a tach the place of the devas
to  quaff the thirst of the soul

30 -31st

30th wed 8 sept
readnext chapt Enoch
to shamballah library
read book together on recall of spirit teaching in dreamstate and then jesus and the pink spiral of lost souls through sveta to jesus and jesus speaks to each one seperately giving advice initiation and gifts uriel and michael and the deva who met in the dream the layd pluymp blond curly hair purple eyes agatha merytha
i did not write the journal as i was ill with flu and went to bed recieved healing from Mary mother of God and told by her to go to bed and did so forgot the details sorry

31st Fri 10 Sept
sveta with nikita in games room ,
andrew no show
read another chapter of Enoch
read the aviolet.text about amethyst ray chohan Quan yen played the mantra music box and saw her  went first up vortex to violet citadel and saw the moutains of violet all around  white eagle flying as eagle and then saw Jesus standing on the top looking down we stood behind him left hand created right hand stopped growth and unmade we heard vestibule saw the church a n ascension channel throught which we rose on a mantra to the lord went to the upper room kissed by judas it burned the space beside my nose on right side we floated in a spiral up the light to the golden dome and then saw the stars floating down around us Jesus talked to us a golden book of knowledge came in we each read from it saw white eagle give me feathers

golden blanket given by jesus to jodi
vortex opened to side between jodi and debbie played the music on box and went to quan yen ashram checked out by a samurai to billas samurai too for entrance then the gate opened up we

saw rainbow bridge flaming saw the dais of flaming flowers her floating on it standing up . she told us why worry about saving the world save ourselves first and one other . that is neough if we would all do that is would be so simple . do not judge the terrorists pray for their enlightenment send love and light not judgement lest we be judged

the grey divas sitting in dining room before we began here to take our prayers of enlightenment to the moslems lessen the destruction of the city we saw exploding (russia bombing in retaliation ??) saw a disc of white a table round which 5 devas without faces sat purple cloaks the lord of them dshitki ?? from google not confirmed said we must learn to sit loosely in our bodies to bounce smaller than our bodies to flow like fluid and drink lots of water 2. we must learn in time to disconnect ourselves from our bodies even the silver cord we will do this as a group . then we will learn to fill our bodies violet light and surround our bodies in platinum so we are protected safety is love have faith not fear

tom given blue strings to bring us back bill given emerald for safe passage to take us there tonight in spirit.saw us go again through the pyramid bill made as alchemist to achieve balance
Jesus and buddha holding hands over a staff

the white dove merged with blue silverbird  becomes amethsyt swan

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"The Swan Kingdom holds the vibration of Divine Union in the new astrology that has been anchored upon earth late last year."http://www.ascendpress.org/articles/nature/Nature15.htm An open heart allows for a state of divine union between body soul and earth.

f 3rd sept
REcalled my  dream before last Wednesday's class  to trixie.In warehouse basement rummage sale all old furniture on tables. Nothing appealed to me (of the physical ). I wanted this green lamp only with panels forming pillars and fire in the channel  .(12th pillar , Knowledge light healing )then a lady appeared plump short fairy god mother sort with beautiful blond curly hair   aunty bosoms and purple eyes . She asked if I  was  interested in lamps .

"Yes i wanted a clear one of crystal . I was told only in the museum and that is not open anymore not many want to go . Then Michael appeard in a tweed jacket like Sherlock Holmes. He said he was from the higher governing authority and wanted to go to the museum .But the old lady said " I know who you are but you have a visitor here we cannot go up now" . Michael replied," She is why I am here .So I might take her up."  

We all ascended a spirial staircase (walking up the physical path) which  was narrow and slow on the side was a tiny mouse size track filled with golden orbs of spirit going up quickly . There were wet footsteps on the stairs of 2 that had gone up before me .

Around the next landing appeared a parlor like ours there were 3 ladies there pulling baby owls from the fireplace . "How many shall be taken ?" "7 at least I replied . "How many are living ?" " At least 4 I replied . (levels completed the 4th level beginning 5th ) .

We continued around the staircase and saw  a classroom that was gray fog and all of the circle was there floating in seperate groups as one of us spoke his  words came from each of our mouths and when we we asked a question or replied each of us parroted the same  answer. In this manner we all shared learning teaching and speaking of one mind . We were told that this 5th level of path lasts until the 35th. We get mantras. We work in the amethyst ray. We share with one mind . It is called the sharing .

Friday 3 September .Trixie was present and andrew was away. We read Enoch to 3.1.4 only the lesson on the spine of the earth mapped out on the nile and hte pyramids are chakra spaces and intestines mapped out to by the cities .

Read about the governing of thought forms by the "throne" and elohim council. . 4 in amethyst appeared as watchers then vortex opened sideways learning from hilarion who held a gyroscope about moving on ley or meridian lines .

Jesus with Sveta .She fell asleep again . Hilarion and Michael appeared with Bill first send the thought which is impregnable then send the spirit  .Kuthumi and a scribe with Tom . Quan Yen with me . Elijah , White Eagle and Portia with Jodi . Lady Nada and Kali with Trixie . Michael and the page of the scribe  with  Debbie.

learned to send light from heart into circle to call and rescue others ie lost or suicide .4 on amethyst ray appeared learned to move across time and space on earthly plane to rescue and protect .

Bill imbibed in green ray , warrior initiation blanket behind him cloaking device split by hilarion into 6 the 3 souls dvided again from 3 to 6 vortex appeared on horizontal axis going across the room towards jodi he got a mantra.for legions of angels and Michael .

Jodi given combination" of lock on the wall safe lol
(symbolic ) sealing vortex becomes apprentice to Elijah ,given purple cube .Debbie got aring of mirror lozenges from michael . power to protect alone linked by heart to angels call when needed . she was also given a blue vial with white light liquid in it for healing others .

Trixie had Lady Nada give her a long bow and a quiver of arrows to protect loved ones from negativity heard 23rd initiation.saw her path woven into ours  she got a double mantra for two spirit  Lady Nada and Whom .

I got a purple egg shape with turquoise stones going up and around in a spiral shown a lighthouse sending the message to many and inside the egg stars that i could fling like beacons to bring others through the light to safety .  We saw a golden orb of filaments spinning and turning we were given energy to heal selves and send back I sent to Bill and to Emily . Debbie sent to the hostages in Russia . Sveta was asleep .
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27th W Sept 1 2004
Tonght read  Enoch to 3.1.4
the lovely ideas about sunlight shields pineal gland and dim light stimulates it

the mantra of yahweh is CX in morse code says tom
these mantras may be memorised to open the vortices to specific realms directly

went to chamber of melchiezedek witnessed a class
David's group is the mentor of this group
from knights bridge in england having the 6th initiation
and they could not hear or see us
we were told to learn to teach in spirit to spirit
and to find the vibration of David
to find the other group partners
and to be one and many to go up as one now
not in merkaba but as one and meet and think as one

our gatekeeper angel overshadowed Bill
emerald green and pink heart
and said we had graduated
he protects the physical body
but we are to go with love and peace in our hearts
beyond where he can protect us
where there is nothing negative to be protected from though
until we come back and enter his space on the return voyage  
where he remains protecting our physical body

3.4.5...4.4.2..1 mantra shekinah
ascended master before each
kali with deb
kuthumi tom
portia jodi
a mage with thoth with andrew
michael with bill
gabriel with me and Jesus
you have prepared the way of the lord now gird yourself with the sandals of shekinah to walk back with yahweh
through portal opened by the sound of the mantra
become the body and bread to feed my sheep gather my flocks be a fisher of men
speak to the one on our left from davids circle
i was called strawberry to them
bill said mine fred i thought chris but chris was not exactly right either
so much harder to hear them then the angels
he had brown grey beard shorter than me and round love face and tummy looking a bit like bill briere
becoming priests of God
Jesus gave us communion and wine

split the fish and we entered
the loaves on the table became as 1
the holy spirit dove appeared there was gold dripping from its mouth
induction on amethyst ray by our higher selves dressed in purple robes golden cowls and white gowns the third eye rent open golden light  came out and from our mouths

the heart opened love went in and all the images of the teachers in different coloured robes filing up and going in a spiral through the heart to the mind the teachings of the ancient ones
were the old ladies the grey ones ?
jodi had a  butterfly in the heart
and golden all over
my colour red  my dress and my hair long strawberry blonde
and the jewel aquamarine
the subtle colour teal
2nd level white brotherhood

silver chain medallion from Bill with our colour jewels
alchemist with an egg too like sai baba the ruby egg on silver stand
peace and love eternally bonded to each other and through christ
there appeared clouds and lightning and we were quickened and the pulse ran down our bodies to the grounds

me: be a teacher of all time across the ages touching the hearts of many
jodi : i am the bee the sifter the gleaner the artist that shapes the minds and souls of the people

Bill :I teach them to protect and to fight I am the warrior
Tom : I teach them  true blue loyalty to the path faith in the Lord our God and unity
Andrew : i went with gabriel to a cloud I sat and talked with him and thoth appeared I am the mage

Debbie :mercy compassion and destroyer of the iniquities against the innocents I am with Kali

Sveta : why am i a child ? Why am I not an adult like the others?

inner child in front higher self in back others the other way round

sveta Lord Ramu I am Christmas I bring the presents of light the spheres the love  must heal inner child
and went back in time when i was 10 in spirit
and tried to help her escape when i was an infant
??

Michael appeared with blue spiral inside
purple the snakes blue and purple
the spiral ascension

the purple was spiritual light and love trust truth
we hooked that to our hearts and then to the ball of white light above which was of God
we sent messages to each other
and recieved them from our higher selves
and those around us too
then we sat in the silence of the now
in the ball in the centre on the table

26th 25 aug
read to 36th key last chapter about angels

lovely bit page 400 ?
"yon me ---  ----
he ---- shee shee
say this when you see Jesus
debbie heard this repeated again and again
we saw fire letters coming from Moira;s hand
celtic red hair very curly to toes
coming out of her fingertips the fire letters went from red gold to blue kodoish kodoish adonai Tsebayoth
got a mantra debbie recorded ntoes on mobile phone from memory of chant by angels
HE IS THE SON OF THE LORD
HOLY IS  HIS NAME

saw vortex golden light
saw all kind sof angels seraphim and chreubim
SAW CHERUBS PUT GOLDEN SPHERE IN EACH PILLAR EXPANDED TREE OF LIFE IN US THROUGH OUR CROWN CHAKRA
rabbi appeared blue vial borken scroll came out he cried to the lord loudly and mourning weeping women in black as muslem ripped a veil from third eye
fountain the penniew render unto caesar that which is caesars

then they took us up throuhg vortex saw ancient cobblestoned road and went to upper room saw last supper and still able to get a part
saw the last supper than pentecost we got rainbow crowns with candle in centre lit up and these became a flame Jesus spoke to each of us

warrior initiation
and debbie

and tom seer purple fountain through tomb
saw resurrected jesus on a cross made from twisted girder
the one in front of 911 site

Debbie warrior blue gold pink and dragon will cry when near unclean

sveta sleep agin

jodi jeremiah the prophet with her lily rhiannon

andrew rhiannon angels gossamer covering ears go insane if hear the voice god

fairies  rhiannon the ball dance in air
to left then right then up
deosil and widdershins
then moira

25th Initiation 20 August 2004 Friday class

sveta brought in cleopatra joan of arc and Odin's wife ?
dragon sword helmet and armour with joan
odin wife took us to staircase to thor wheel of time
and back to egypt quickly with Hermes the winged messenger

we saw the people walking in the desert and we traveled to real time
like a flea market outside and pyramids in distance in ancient market
then we saw cleopatra split and come to jodi and tom gave jodi a sphere and a book of life and book of death

we chose not to read the book of death took the golden essence blew it as glitter from them instead

an incense pot the keeper of the flame then she gave tom a black strap
connected to a bible small black one then she gave bill 4 red ruby rings on his fingers then to sveta stars and a yellow crystal all around her
then taken to jodi to israel saw golden tablets with black engravings

then we saw a seal on the floor of a tomb the underworld not to be unsealed then we saw angels a host above us took us on chariots  
scrolls( yes there are two paths you can go back but in the long run theres still time to change the road youre on from stairway to heaven by  Led zeppelin )

4 paths asian man on one path confucius then 3 other paths all straight bill saw jesus and we decided others did not matter we followed him and went down tunnel of flame floor purple wall on right gold wall on left pink floor saw jesus at the end of pink path golden became yahweh behold my beloved ones  blue emerged became shekinah - you are welcome

the trifold flame pink gold blue-we got 12th strand and felt it spiral down from head to toes and out the fingers too

jesus gave tom a rod became a captain steering wheel
bill got a rod a mace an axe a sword a blue light honour the warrior that fights only the battles he must not turn away from better to protect and walk safely then to fight

Sveta -a mirror you are so beautiful to me behold then a yellow star rod jodi like ink cartridges then paint brushes on a long rod
then a book to me  

I got a green rod a celtic cross irish claddagh and an apple and a book and my fingers became computer keys lol

We were netted up and presented by jesus to God
we bowed kneeled and spoke

i thanked jesus and God for allowing us to walk nearer and asked to be considered worthy to continue

Jesus presented the backwards e said it is mark of pur path so far
and i asked what does it means heard a puzzle you can figure it out
then saw sigma backwards meaning is an element of in Maths
it was hanging in a  blue drape silvered cloth floating above the table
it is also a japenese letter making the  yo sound
as yod yahweh in tonights lesson  
we did not get the 11th pillar

18 august
Lesson Keys of Enoch 18 to 27
3 important keys
the God I am cannot become  God until we know God is in each of us but when we think we are the God then we have lost the plot altogether

bi pyramidal and tri pyramidal merkabas

oath of allegiance when we read it they assembled to give our body mind and soul to god to work in love and light in this life and the next

before we began they were in the outer circle than
arcturians tall 7'7" robed ones one in front of each us

we had ouyr two snakes join shed skin fall away and then golden light fountain from our body and a dove appeared the dove defeats the snake

in front of Jodi the queen which was also Mary the blue gold sarcophagus around each of us surrender your bodies to God I do

Bill a warrior we were once warriors and learned how not to hate and now we do not war but we do not how to love .from bill the helmet surrender your minds

Andrew the solar angel in purple and each got a silver thin cloak and surrender your heart

Tom the priest with staff bread wine and lantern hlding staff the rest floating in air at  chest height in arc in front of him surrender your soul and the holy grail given us a drop of their water too more would be poisonous to us he passed it Amen

Enoch gave us 3 keys asked if we needed the other 6 if they weren't important lol asked for  all 9 got them

a red apple hanging from ceiling knowledge we did not eat it

up through ceiling on golden merkaba to see arcturians


staves one for us one for them we got ours gave to them first left shoulder right shoulder forehead or as we felt with a hug went into the
fire fountain got an arc of 4 fold flame on our heart and flames in toes and fingers and above head

saw Jesus with harp and Mary with crown she gave him and flowers at his feet then we got each a crown of laurels and called him lord of the universe and bowed to him

shark keep the fish from the shark but the shark should not be destroyed it cleanses the world of the unclean too

saw dragon adn chaos below
above roses with ring fountain coming out of it
look only to the beauty and the good

their shamballah a city of purple silver and white square shaped base with stairs all four sides and a dome on top which we floated up to and looked through the eye of God sending love and light everywhere

down through dome into the throne room saw shepherd of arcturus
and mary  and then shekinah and yahweh in green fire arc above thrones we kneeled told to rise petititoned for something
i for peace on earth in our time eternal

hands of God and Goddess holding naked creatures all palnets trying to find way back to Godhead

given a sphere of our pillar colour
crowns of crystal crystal from toes and fingers and mouths

a blue key from Enoch mine under tongue and pearls of wisdom fell out others third eye heart hand etc .

angels cathedral dome vortex up on top went to angel realm
pink white orange undoncitional love
made gumdrop angel spheres petition also christ conciousness

enoch surrender the snake now ??

Lady Nada gift wrapped in gold and purple offered up to God by White Eagle and Lady Nada

23rdInitiation     240chakra    22difference   

35th stack ends with 245 10th pillar 11th Strand Ascends CYAN
lesson read  7th to 18th Keys of Enoch

Justice and Truth appeared as angelic statues with Jody priestess and Jebediah the prophet with her .Gavel in Debbie's hand justice will be dished out .Bill first a boat and given a net in answer to prayers gather my  sheep be fishers of men .

The tabernacle of gold the house of God Bill got arc on his lap a white  eagle flying around gracefully the Arc of Covenant and green and purple spirit came out inside were 12 scrolls all colours of rainbow but neon coloured bright light became 2 serpents facing each other jeweled eyed talking to each other and to us .

God hands appear and in them Enoch with the bible and the scroll remove the good pink blue and gold the trifold flame braid it into knowledge with discernment throught your third eyes into your heart and cast as pearls of wisdom the red flame of penetecost the flame of holy spirit upon our heads .

Thank you from God for walking alongside him dont give up the path .Emeralds Rubys and Sapphires showered us jewels on our crowns in heaven .Our table laid before us a spiritual image with a brilliant pillar of light . It was lifted up by cherubs and offered to God .We see the fatted calf carcass. We witness the sacrifice of old testament too .My beloved children you are welcome here .

The golden dimension all godhead in golden form .Buddha Krishna Jesus .Three golden fingers in orthodox form enter our third eye here .We may take refuge here again ."Gather my sheep , feed my flock deliver my people serve me by loving them .Today you stand cleansed of all karma walk on the path of love and light and stray no more ."

Pebbles near Andrew he made the rods gave one to each of us they were hollow purple lines in golden rod a mace like on one end
to light on the torch but first a bowl in the middle and the black strings extricated from our hearts into the flame of knowledge

10th pillar from  Thoth up left hip hurt the right jaw .Then appeared Lord of light Damien the Disceiver that which always dwells with God and does his work and is not the unclean or evil but is part of the Prince of Darkness the other part is shunned and not with God . He said ,"no Good without Evil here is the yin yang principle .I am the sheath of the knife and the sword I am the dark over the light that allows you to see the light ."

We had operations .Bill 16th initiation of warrior ring of poison cyanide to deliver death a pact of the destroyer of God "as John prepared the way of the Lord so do you . "Jesus washed his feet and gave him sandals Roman sort to knees. He got a balm of Gilead to cleanse the wounds. Now appeared  a ring of dragons a ring of angels dragon helmet with golden bullet entombed and a ring on the top carried away quickly by dragons from places of dread or unclean .

Tom soothsayer skull split with sword golden light of truth from eyes ears breasts bird helmet curved like a hawk. Lazarus with him.

Catherine blue fanged wolf  like teeth truth righteousness wisdom owl minerva bite as good mother know when to cry when to scream and when to shut up and just hug when to love and when to get angry  with love for loves sake

cadence said jodi
the deliverer of the ritual
owl on left shoulder falling downy owl
given a crossbow of green poison like colour protection Minerva with me
I am the bearer of the ritual the deliverer of the discipline

andrew cleft skull brain operated in silver strings bionic arm of silver white light from palm a cold spirit the muse inspiring orpheus
delivers souls of men from angst and inspires the souls to live in love joid said akasha as akashic records

purple guy on right shoulder gold on left choose the time has come dark necromancer and right light of lord

debbie 3rd initiation of warrior the silver liberty bell mold cracked the lead mold of baptism removed replaced by angelic protection that can be seen through so that deb can see that which is unclean joan of arc gave the knife which smote the evil without mercy or grief or pity

knelt before jesus at calvary dressed as soldier roman sort kissed the hilt of michaels sword which he then pressed to his heart

jodi the eyes opened laid open the eye of the prophet with artemis clad as warrior clarity startling hands cut off ? or will you say i need thes hands to do gods work yes i will

had communion and got pink love hearts and golden grail of wine

saw higher selves in a golden throne facing us and talked to them and weighed our souls good and bad

a wall between those of us higher selves  in inner circle we could not see the fault in others only in ourselves

mine kept saying i love you
what i did that was glorious to God and what i still do wrong anger judgement lust

do not dance with the naked devil in the pale moonlight

22nd Initiation
Alice Bailey appeared in the bathroom gave sveta 2 scrolls
first a green scroll then a second blue one then said the third
the pink one is nearly earned Friday .Green had white light in it peace unity white light .The blue scroll had gold light in it healing and spiritual mediumship .The pink one had orange light in it love and comfort we give others in service .

Jodi got a blue diamond in her third eye on Sunday .Barbara a student of our open circle got key on Tuesday. Bill saw a scroll which was old parchment and brown.Why do some of our peers call the ascension rubbish or illusion ?

We saw wheat chaff God does not seperate them from him they choose .Those who have eyes let them see .Those who have ears let them hear.Those who have hearts let them love .And those who have tongues let them profess.So the scroll was read by Tom and it was the apostles creed.

Then we saw Andrew with votex grass then the tree of life a monkey sai baba emily in the tree in a cubbie . We got wreaths . We heard , " All glory and honour is yours almighty God forever and ever.Sai baba said the monkey can either give the coconut to us it is our fruit it is love or hurt us with the coconut by throwing it at us as a weapon.

Love is why we are here.The 4th pink scroll to debbie the the chaos. Balance pain and pleasure hand in hand without one cannot realise other .Bill got the 5th grey one with barbed wire around it scroll from Pope John Paul II  who is alive still ! He said , "Feed my sheep.

He gave him 2 staffs with forks on them to cleanse and a bat head to be more fierce ,stealth to see in the night the unclean . The pope took him to the vatican showed him the beautiful cathedral and said to him my boys are not doing their work where you live thank you .

Bill does spiritual cleansing of houses . He travels far and always for free. Tom had kuthumi and sealed with an african black animal totem mask baboon zebra or lion.I had sai baba and quan yen .

Sveta had Mary and a Elizabethean magic user who was shaved made to go to nunnery both a past life and a guide to her .Sixth scroll Jodi had the moon goddess in front of her . She had a past life as a priestess . She got a yellow scroll in her solar plexus . Debbie had ganesha and buddha and sita there too. Andrew had rhiannon and a blue veil and blue scarab and blue serpent and he was told there are two paths a dark and a light .

These paths do not join anymore he must make a choice . Thoth is with him he is clean but with him too is a teacher who has teeth and poison the mark of the wicked spider an unhappy one leads to self sabotage and suicide.

We each got the third eye ripped again another veil removed liquid poured into our heads.We got a slip removed a rectangle sort of shape between our ears and head and then we got light into all pores every orifice light in streaming in .

We saw a ring of pegasus and each on one we flew to olympus to the dais that turns and opens the portal
and then we saw a vortex and a classroom and there appeared a student and a teacher to each pair back to back .

We saw the dragonfly the ones called "arcturians" the classroom in tact there and we sat and learned and then a great pillar of light with a sphere of stars on it and we all got energised adn blue white light .

The maiden with child mother earth appeared native american with papoose skin of fire water corn whisky and clear drink and amen.Then we saw a spider appear on the ceiling and icly oozed and stopped the dragon came and swallowed the "spitter". We closed in prayer.Amen.

21st Initiation l

Last week we sat saw thoth hermes
heard there is always a godhead and there is always a messenger

Enoch is the messenger jesus the avatar
John the Baptist a messenger too

we went to olympus but saw there the norse and the hindu buddhist egyptian all and we were asked whither will we go

we chose australia
enoch came as an elder on ayers rock
we had initiation of 9th pillar and lessons of siddhi powers
to make the spirit small as seed
tall as a mountain giant
omnipresent
to power of 5 now
had 4 red soul blue soul spirit and body
now we have 5 the white soul this is our divine child grown up

future is fluid when you see that which is not of love
then do not profess it to be fact
or you will ordain it to become so

lesson on dharma
and Enoch practicing duality and middle path not extremes

shekinah came in purple gold medieval trimmed sleeved gown crowned she had us invoked a kundalini dragon guardian for the house
but we made one for each door red mine green bill van de bergs
on two front doors to house and garage
purple on back door from Debbie
gold on sliding door from Sveta

Shekinah  presented a book on the table
and lifted up emily by the hands
and then with one hand caused the book to turn pages

we saw fire letters and incantation of the dragon guardian
sounds like "narathasez"    
the snakes of the Christed ones

we saw the staircase up the mountain
saw crystal cave
the gnome appeared with pink haired troll
we got a collar with jewels to present to dragon
and asked to give it to him
and to instruct him with love and honour with nobility of spirit
to offer the collar as tribute
the dragon accepted it

showed us his horde of jeweled hilted swords celtic in nautre
and as the dragon had  flown in his claws went through floor
and he said i am anchored
we asked to invoke one that will guard the circle and home entrance
with love and honour
instilling fear in the unclean to be sucked down the serpents mouth
and passed throught its entrails to mother earth
and that which is good and of the light is welcome
that which carries negativity may pass
only if it is in love and light and the negativity has been removed
and the entity cleansed .

We thank thee noble spirit and gratefully accept your allegience
we offer you this tribute of gold and honours
he gave us each 2 dragon scales one a dagger one a shield
i gave it a ruby from my heart love
it sat on its heels on a pillar of stone pedastal
then the gnome led us to crystals
gnome is master of elements

enoch talked through debbie
and told us about end of avatar
beginning another level
she saw black P for Pain
continue seeking truth and listen to the warnings and be ready
pain was an illusion created in a moment of humanity
walk in truth love light this is the end and the beginning
i saw a half of the bridge completed over the abyss
e will  have to have determination and not give up

Bill is stabbed with crooked sacrificial daggers in to bills eardrums
and through his third eye and both hands lovingly through his heart
and pulled out his tongue and only truth in circle
enoch and  Jesus made  bill ordained and endowed
enoch made bill the next initiator placed a blue diamond in his third eye
jesus came and crowned him with gold then a laurel wreath

it became angels all around
We heard the angels say to Jesus and God
all glory and honour are yours almighty father forever and ever

jesus bathed bills feet and said to him
walk with me in love and lead your flock to walk with me also
he gave him white rainments gown like jesus

then we got the ears and eyes third eye done on us too
a heart to know and profess
to see and hear better
and to love the word of the lord
as the word of the lord is love
and then andrew then jodi then sveta then tom then debbie than me

we got a silver veil of protection over our head
like an executioner cap with no eyeslits
they cut away another blue band over our third eye

crystal spaceship was clockwise on top deosil and widdershins on bottom like a top with windows on top green and purple light below
solid black metal

then to the 12th dimension
the classroom of multiple manifestations of the Godhead so there were very many quan yens here

the elephant honour to bill for emily
from teresa and mary
machu pichu pyramids all sorts of temples and teachers
and raining pink sacred letters from sky

to stonehenge lit up blue grey/ purple pink grey
the ring pass not dissolved around us
we can not be denied up to this place
but can get punishment and ring pass not
in higher levels still by metatron

jesus healed our ears hands over our ears to heal the piercing
and over our hearts and eyes to heal our wounds and protect us
then he cleaned the path in front of us with alder branches removing kharma and preparing the way of the lord

holy spirit white dove and blue moon dove
then we got blessed with a staff that was from shekinah
blue gray moon and pale yellow moon
turning around a sphere with flower of life inside


Shekinah stood blue gray hooded robe hands up
light coming up from fingers
and yahweh purple gray robed hood
fingers down golden light coming out
stood silently their image only in centre the table
altar cracked both in stone henge and in our room
with lightning then the resurrected christ
phoenix emerged pink gold orange and long tail
flew away had face of all birds at once wings like flames

holy grail held by jesus became a giant font big enough to swim in
we cupped one hand in saw vision and said amen

i got a fairy on my fingertips she was golden and pink and white and pixieish short dress pointed ears like tinkerbell

white eagle there and paul the venetian and enoch and so many others gabriel and michael and rhiannon

recieved the first golden key when Enoch appeared

20th Initiation
Lesson from text by Hurtak -The Book of Knowledge The Keys of Enoch

sacredoctal tongue
breath technique to see spirit
light precipitation

hermes here went thru purple vortex ceiling to olympus pegasus here
Tom did not want to speak to olympus dead people

went thre double doors to the dais sun mandala on it climbed up  platform stationary but spaceship appeared revolving around it

shown golgotha then resurrection in glory told choose past or future and then where

we chose australia
went to ayres rock red sand
9th pillar from the elder down thru head right jaw
the elder taught siddhi powers smaller as seed in gourd larger as giant prometheus and then omnipresent
then channeling

debbie Mary
Andrew Enoch

the dragons in the ashram awaken
red dragon protects east portals in ashram
yellow north
blue south
green west

Catherine Thoth

enoch joshua hermes the elder  the messenger of the Gods never the avatar the teacher across time of the siddhi powers next level easiest

Jodi Lady Nada-when needing help hold my hand if emotional i will take the pain away

Sveta a drowned girl
spirit rescue of newly died earth  bound sent to light

19th Initiation - Sunday 18th Jodi Sveta Debbie Catherine-
Jodi ,Sveta and Catherine had a reading online by a lovely lady called unitys_serenity: "I am seeing Saint - no Mother Theresa with you. I have not seen her with anyone else before She is coming to you to help you learn how to serve others effortlessly and without losing energy within yourself while serving others.She will help you raise the compassion within your heart for your acceptance of yourself so that it will radiate out to all humanity.You already have a huge loving heart .She will help you walk with grace and dignity..She has much to teach you if you will meditate with her later today. "

So we called Bill and tried to get the group together.The women were here already and the men did not come . Arriving in the parlour we found Mother Teresa Mary Rhiannon and Isis . We saw Horus , Michael and Enoch too . We were told to walk in humility and grace. We walked through Sveta to be tested by the sphinx they appeared as 2 facing each other a gateway to the desert / there wasa full moon in a cold desert sky scattered with stars .We assembled around a fire pit of boulders women on one line a line of men next to them .

The other group from UK was there we were tested by them . This is a panel of our peers. We went as a spiral into the light column the flame in the middle up to the chamber of Melchiezedek. We were  asked if we did not deserve the ring pass not he was holding . We sat in silence and we were tested one by one. I do not know  what the others answered I said that we came as seekers with love not force to share not take to iilluminate and heal  and that we were worthy to go on and did not deserve a ring pass not .

We were learning and using what we have been taught . We are worthy students and would like to continue up the path . Do you love each person in your group ? Yes . Do you wish them all to go ahead ? Yes . Do you feel they are all worthy ? Yes . Would you die for them ? No as I have children and would not find it necessary to leave this life at this time to save theirs but later yes . And if they denied God would you ? No No one stands before me and God . First God then family then the group . I was told it is done you have answered in truth and love .

We received gifts mine a pine box which turned into a coffin and a tiny shovel . I was told to interpret it . I said this is the death.We may accumulate riches but  we all died with what we came into life with our naked self humbly . I was asked to put something in it . I put in a purple heart of the Solar Angel . Hope and Love . When there is nothing else there is still hope and Love its everywhere . I will use the shovel to bury the past and death is a comfort . Debbie got a blue ring box from which she extracted a dragonfly moth pendant . Sveta got a flower . Jodi got a cross from Jesus and a flower from Quan Yen . Serapis Bey tested us in silence again . This was an interpretation of our journey and our symbology and our light .

Then the women taken to the ashram of Teresa where the entire feminine pantheon assembled .Around the walls were panoramic images of suffering and misery of the innocents and the children starving and afflicted . We were told heal one save one teach one. That is all .Try .  Debbie saw that each action causes a ripple effect saving the world slowly . We got a tree a Y shaped the 2 paths, the choice one is the slow easy way the other is the fast way of service and struggle . We got a marble to roll up hill a weight a sphere to levitate up the path .

We were told this is a special day ,a festival a day to remember this week upon the full moon . Mother Teresa , Mary , Anna , Sarah , Isis , Lilith , Shekinah ,Gaia , then others Quan Yen, Dana , Briggitte , Rhiannon, we were rent and torn holes clear through .Sarah our mouth, Mother Teresa punched hole through our heart , Isis our third eye , Shekinah our mind , Mary punched holes in our palms , Gaia Our eyes, Rhiannon our ears ,Kali ? our feet , alll ripped open punched through. Quan Yen rent the soul and its veils many times .

We heard that we are no longer vessels of light that erupt like volcanoes now the light passes through us as does misery we see it for what it is , we reflect upon it let it go . We do not accept the misery stress disease or anxiety . we are compassionate but it does not enter us and stay .  We were given a hand mirror told our friends tell us our faults gently . Our enemies maginify them greatly . We must not look to our reflction and see fault it is not necessary we see only radiant love and light now . Beauty is internal . Then Quan Yen made the mirror s shatter .Then Isis gave us slippers pink and gold we got a silver and blue scepter and a  golden staff from Mary .We got a bridal bouquet from Mother Teresa. We are  brides of Christ and the universe . We are equals .

We got a robe of the good mother from Shekinah . We got a snake headdress from Kali over our third eye . Our heart was not healed over though or dressed up . There were angels all around and flowers rose petals lotus blossoms falling down all around . There was Saint Teresa the Little Flower too . We saw harps and heard Rhiannon play sweet music and bells and fragrance and angels singing . Lovely ! ( It was quick and It was hard to recall fully as guests arrived unexpectedly right after the meditation concluded and then again after Debbies friends came Bill and Despina .

Despina gave us a lovely reading . Bill gave Sveta a healing .) We were taken on a silvery white golden female dragon back to the desert to Serapis Bey we saw our spher of indigo join up with the sphere of gray from the other group rolling one around the other and told now you can continue to ascend we are as one . We saw a purple blanket descend upon us and we said thanks and namaste . The Men ,Tom Andrew Bill, came to this in spirit.They will have to assemble to recall this ceremony theirs was with drums and fire .

14 July 18th Initiation
This time we knew we were to go to Valhallah but as we sat we saw assembled ,Jesus , John the Baptist,Paul the Venetian ,White Eagle
Kuthumi,Mother Teresa ,Lady Nada,Then the entire Norse Pantheon. Including Thor and Odin and Loki and Freya and Odin's wife Frigga /Fricka.We saw a long boat .

Then we saw the  land of ice and snow on the cold side of shamballah .There was a cave the eighth pillar in the room before we arrived Bill foretold it .We walked into the cave we saw a black marble table and a fire pit .We saw gorgeous carved wooden chairs with names in them norse and empty .We got the eighth pillar right away came up thru our backs I don't know who it was suspect a norse prolly loki .

We saw a treasure chest that had an endless pit . We decided to go down into it . We went into it and fell down  in the bottom was spiral staircase purple gold an green. The solar angel led us  to the top of stairs.We saw the lighthouse at the top of the cave. Amgical sorceror light . There was an opening to the lighthouse .The magical light was gold .

Tom said the tower of Alexander the seaman's guardian.We saw Shamballah on other side .That was the  hot side this side was ice and snow the frozen land the ocean so cold .the long boat there docked at beach . Pele in the volcano and paradise on the far distant shore . The sky opened up a whirlpool in sky  we decided to enter up into the  vortex and came into the feasthall valhallah through huge tall tree size double doors.In the middle of the great hall was a long deep fire pit animals roasting whole cows.Then thrones at the opposite end of the doors at the center with Odin and Frigga.

Our leader Bill had to speak to Odin to ask for our entrance and introduce us .We were bade to sit down .There were a myriad of hologram like songs and visions all around the sky like movies .We saw Hercules with a tree size club and the limbs were spikes. We saw Arthur and the Lady of the Lake giving him his sword and then we saw his life story . We saw Kali leading warriors . We saw all warriors thru the ages viewing the glory  and the inglorious and the evil of war too .

We saw a black flaming knight . Then Frigga came up closed off all the panorama with two hands of blue ice water which flowed over the images and they stilled . She spoke saying ," After the war the glory of god is the peace that is "Frigga came up she gave us a neckbrace of four stripes of gold bands and emeralds diamonds .

She twisted our heads off and put something down our necks a fluid energy  then our heads kinda smiled and floated there above our necks and  she put a cloak of invisibility on us . We got mead in  a tiny golden mug and we sculled it and said amen and then Hail to Odin and his beautiful bride and slammed it on the pub table .

Now then we were transported at that drink to the Land of Arthur we saw a fountain full of sprites and fairies . We cleansed ourselves. We saw Arthur and Rhiannon the lady of the lake and Merlin and he was dressed in purple black robes . We saw a myriad of  druids in trees and then the 3  that come with andrew who said he was too long from them and it was time to call four corners again as tired of the circle they are.Jesus blessed us my beloved children  this is all for you .

Back to Valhallah to say adieu  the Women got Madonna beast plates and helmets the men got helmets with horns . from Odin who bestowed them thru Thor .

Then Brigitte came washed Debbie's feet pure the virgin ,make your heart pure when you become a woman still . She put flowers on her head in  wreath and turned to golden light .Then Mary Mckillop and  Petit Fleur Little Flower of Jesus and Mary of Mother of God and Mother Teresa . A group of holy women  assembled .Now Jesus 's body was taken off the cross and the women washed his body and prepared for burial and we heard bless the mothers and the peacemakers for they are the one s that mourn the warriors .

We heard the angels sing all glory and honour is yours forever and ever amen . We saw child jesus one in front of each now. He presented us with seeds to sew them in the hearts of humanity to grow peace .He gave us an albatross feather and he said pray for the children of the world esp send to Emily.Then tom told us story of the seaman and the albatross that he shot on the ship yard arms and so he could not have a bit of luck went . The seaman  told his sad  story at a wedding feast "water water everywhere and not a drop to drink I was stranded at sea "

This reminded us of the news this weekend a 15 yo girl saved her 2 siblings from the sea when the dingy crashed on sandbar and the child fell into sea . The adults who tried to rescue another child in the group were also  swept away .The 15 yo carried the other 2 kids to safety on a rock for 4 days then made them swim to an island 2 km away to get fresh water or die where they were rescued  off the coast of Queensland .Their family had been traveling between islands to attend a wedding . Jesus asked us to pray for the girl who was the hero as he said her heart was embittered by her test.