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For many years my sister has suffered from lower back pain. I guess because of this she has a lot of trouble doing simple things such as walking and bending down. It affects her whole body. My grandma has a screw in a her hip and I'd say she's in pretty bad conditon. My sister is WORSE than her. My grandma is 65, my sister is 22.

Although I haven't taken any courses on Reiki or anything, I have tried doing it to my mom and grandma. The times I have done it, it has worked for them. Even though she was hesitant, I decided to try to do it on my sister. She said it didn't help her.

Anyway, if anybody out there thinks they can send some healings to her it would be greatly appreciated. Her name is Jasmine and right now she's in Vegas if that helps.

Thanks,

Leilah

Eh. I used to always see the minute "11" every day. But I notcied the more I thought about it, the more I would see 11. When I just ignored and forgot about it, it didn't pop up as much . But as soon as I began to focus my attention on it, I saw it 4+ a day. 5:11 9:11 12:11 whatever.

I think it all has to do with what you focus your attention on. Especially for those people who already know the meaning of the number, I think maybe .. they like to bring the 11:11 into their reality.

Thats just my guess.

You know. This week, I have had the vibrations twice. I haven't experienced them in a LONG time -yet when they occurred, I noticed I could move my body. My body was definitely not asleep. Of course, this caught me by surprise, seeing how almost everything I have read never mentioned the fact that your body DOESN'T have to be asleep in order to experience .. "crazy stuff".

I guess this shows that you should really trust your own experiences rather than taking others words for it. I have always thought that in order to go "out of body" or whatever, my body had to be, for the most part, asleep.

Stookie, my experiences have proved this theory wrong as well.  :cyclops:

My uncle has been going OB since his teens. Its nice to talk to someone about these experiences without being judged, or getting strange looks. Especially since he's apart of my family.

Hmm.

A great example of overcoming fear was when I was "pre-OB". I was seeing, behind my eyes, the shape of a crazy evil man laughing. I got really scared and then got really annoyed with myself. Basically, I told myself "shut up and stop being a whimp". Immediately, the fear vanished and I went on and did my thing.

Ben K,

I used to always hear the whooshing sound, or as I like to call it, "the sticking your head out of a car window while driving" sound, when I first started going OB. I agree with you on the vibes, they can definitely getcha when your offgaurd.

Besides that, your probably right. I didn't have a seizure. That was just my rational mind butting in with some logical explanation as to what the hell was going on inside my brain.

And as for phasing.. I'm still somewhat of an amateur. I've had a few neat experiences while phasing but I guess I never expected they could be this far out. And since your implying that they do, then I am in for a ride... because I AM NOT getting off anytime soon.

Leilah

That's interesting. I've felt all sorts of weird sensations but none like these. I'm starting to wonder if I had a seizure. Maybe not. I don't know.

eh... I just realized maybe this topic should be in astral experiences......    

Yesterday as I was doing chem hw I began thinking back on my non-physical activities.. and how they have been diminishing the past month. I thought about the focus levels and how just a few weeks ago I was so eager to "reach" them.

It was 2:48AM and I decided to head for bed. My plan for the night.. or morning actually.. was to just try and watch my thoughts as I fell (and I was falling fast) asleep.  This was a different approach for me and at the time I really didn't care what was going to happen. I placed that on.. what was meant to be I guess.

Anyway.. I started drifting away. I zonked out for probably about 15-20 minutes (how I know this, I don't, it just felt like it). Then, I awaken to what seems like the vibrational stage.. the only difference being that I didn't really experience any normal vibrations.

Instead, what I awakened to was the weirdest sensations ever. The only possible way I can even try to describe it -is that it felt like I was awake while my brain was doing its "job", and that well, I was aware of every feeling going on within my brain. It felt jiggly, kind of heavy, and just felt like something was going on in there. THEN - I start to feel this .. buzzing/twitching area in the frontal lobe and the pineal(?) gland crossed my mind. My eyes felt weird too. THEN - I felt.. jeez how do I explain this.. like invisible.. rolly balls/hands massaging my upper back/neck.

Eventually, it all subsided(after what felt like an hour) and I was seeing through closed eyelids. I lifted up and out of body and came back in. I remember thinking to myself, well why don't I try phasing while I'm in this state.. wonder what would happen..

It was at this thought, that I traveled backwards in the blackness of my mind. As I was descending, who knows where to, I was hearing people's laughter - at least 5. Finally I reached bottom where I was with the people laughing. There were no bodies present, just like.. presences laughing. And from that point on I can't remember anything else. (except for the fact that I had two false awakenings after)  


Well. There it is. I'm not really sure what the hell that was but it freaked me out. Why? Well one -I never read or heard about those type of sensations or experiences and two-it took me by complete surprise.

Opinions, etc. are welcome.

Thanks,

Leilah

It's been awhile since I've been on the forum. Everyone - Thanks for the replies. Its nice to know I'm not the only one who experiences this.

There have been numerous times where I have just realized that I have been rambling/conversing back in forth with someone (me?) about some topic I can't quite recall.

This happens as I try to remain aware as I'm falling asleep and/or when I start my day off as soon I awaken (meaning - I'm in a zombie like state while brushing my teeth/picking out clothes). Sometimes I can remember what the conversations are about, but when I do recall them, they seem completely senseless. For instance, the other night I was in Focus 10 (besides the fact that I slipped in and out of consciousness, heh heh) and I was talking with what felt like someone else - about people who wear backpacks everywhere they go.

I know that when these "conversations" occur" I am not fully aware, but only after it occurs - after I become awake, do I realize what just took place.

Hopefully, I haven't lost anyone. I'm not desperately seeking for an answer, it's just something I've always wondered about. By the way, this isn't like overhearing conversations while your falling asleep,etc. but rather actually engaging in a conversation.

Anyway, if anyone has experienced this or have any idea of what this may be - do share your thoughts.


Thanks,

Leilah[/i]

I'm 16.  I was about 4 or 5 when the thought that I was more than my physical body came to me. I remember looking in the mirror for a long time saying "Who am I?" until I realized that the person looking back at me .. wasn't, couldn't possibly be me.  Then, at 14 I came about a website pertaining to the out of body experience. I became obsessed with the idea of leaving my body. For 6 months, I didn't experience one conscious OBE, although there were several times when I would hear loud pops, door slams and voices talking about me.

Finally though, things started to pick and I've so far has 32 OBEs. Most were .. I guess you can say partially by will, if that makes any sense. I would try to go OBE, fall asleep and then have, maybe, one or up to three in the same night.

Now I am at the point where, after having read Monroes books and Franks mind/belief-twisting topics on phasing, etc. I am not so sure that the OBE really is out of body in the first place. All I can say is that until I experience it, I am not sure of anything. Right now I am attempting to reach Focus 10 easily. From there, well.. just have to wait and see what will happen.  

There is my life story. Enjoy.