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Going read the other post on attackers. There is no doubt who my attacker is. People have seen cords go from me to him. I have talked to several people some that know him. They know he is doing this. A disincarnate will not pump you with energy they drain it from you. This person pumps my heart chakra with energy. I seen him place his hand to that area. He had me close my eyes who knows what else he did and where he placed his hands. He could have corded me any where I just happened to open my eyes and he was bent over some and then placed his hands there. I don't know enough about black magic to know what all he had down because it is very appearant he used black magic.

Going,
I know this man. I met him personnaly 5 years ago. He dragged my aura and did other things to me when I went to his house for a reading almost two years ago. Four and a half years ago I experinced telepathy with him his voice was plain and clear. He has made it plain and clear that it is him attacking me. Then he tried blaming it on other psychics that I had seen. It isn't a neg. There are people that know it is him doing these things. I have talked to people that know him. He aura was seen surrounding mine. It was definitely seen as a male aura. Most psychic I have seen are woman. The woman healer I seen that knows him said he is doing this to other woman. He is also dong it to a friend of hers. She said she doesn't get into people's auras because she did that once and is still trying to get rid of what she picked up from this person.

This man knows everyone I talk to. He pick up the names as I read them. I once had three people helping me. He attacked the person by knowing his name on line. He attacked him while three of us where chatting together. The person told me his was a black man. I told him no. The person said he must be using black magic. The person screamed when the attack occured. The attack from him was very short. This person does things to make people threaten him to give him the excuse to attack people but the threat come from him first and when you threaten back he attacks.

I think I may have found out part of my problem. Here is a website http://freespace.virgin.net/spiritual.world/magnetic.htm
it tells the difference between a magnetic and spiritual healer. I believe this person used the magnetic energy on me when he so called dragged my aura. He would have then have his energy in my aura field. The lady I seen almost 2 years ago told me I had a male aura surrounding my so he must have released his energy around my aura when he dragged it.

Please don't get me wrong I'm not accusing every psychic or healer out there. There are good ones and bad one. I happen to come across a bad one. Here is the person's website
http://members.aol.com/tarotbywm/index.html
It's a joke he told me if i wanted to read I needed to open my heart chakra. This man ain't got one. It's sad this person is on the radio in the mornings at different days. He goes to a local bar and does readings at least one a week.
I just found out today he has a website when I talked more with the lady that has had an experience with him. Now I understand what happened over a year ago when i went into the hospital and came out my mail was deleted after a period of time. I was waiting for some important information from some people. He knew my screen name and password. He had excess to it and deleted it. Only thing is he knows it now.

No this isn't a joke. This is just somethings I have come across while looking for help with my problem. That's one of the things sick people do to get there kicks from having people do things from controling thee minds. I have person talked to two other people through email that where experiencing telepathy. The hidden sercrets where kept from us to prevent people from doing harm to each other. But the information is also given to the wrong people, there are aslo people born with power. Do to life circumstances then then use it on other people to cause harm. What has really been denied to use is the knowledge to keep these things from happening to us.
This person will probably find another person to do this to.
I have found from my attacker he has the same MO. My daughter dates a guy who's mother has been attacked by the same man I'm being attacked by. We just talked briefly so I'm not sure what all she has experienced. She did tell me that he sent her images and feelings. He has sent me these also. He has giving both of us a sob story about his wife cheating on him but didn't say that he was cheating on her so she paid him back. I was told he was doing this to about 7 woman. The person that told me is psychic and it is a friend of hers and told me he wanted to pimp her off on some guy. I then found out about my daughter's boyfriends mom. This makes three of us now. We are all single woman. The woman told me he is evil so he must be sending her bad images and sensations like he has sent me.

Hope,
It's not us putting the mental images there and then it happens. The images are being sent to us and then they happen. I have learned this from experience. I have had mental images sent to me and they have happened. Thank God I have had some to me and they never happened.

Enderwiggin,
Please don't take this as an insult try to tell a person they don't exist. I went to see a Catholic priest about an exorcism and he told me to tell it that it is loved and blessed and go to the light. Whoo what a mistake. Tell a living person to go to the light. This person already tried doing this to me. He had me see a white light and told me to go to the light. I told him they didn't want me. It's not my time. I learned to tell it you are loved and blessed surround yourself with white light and go away. This didn't work either. This person aura is white. He has spiritual power but his mind is evil.

Hope I really think you are being attacked by a person. It may well be your uncle. The person attacking hasn't made you aware of who it is yet. I was once told by someone that demons would have been gone now if they where attacking me. This person also does exorcism but doesn't live close to me. He was going to start teaching me many things but I got laid off. He was going to do a spell for me to be free of this man but i was afraid for my family first so I went with a protection spell first. I was told that the man attacking me was what they call a coward. Because he was attacking someone that knew nothing about magic. Also he told me he knew him spiritually. This man has controlled my sexual urges. I now understand some emotions I have felt in the last 5 years that I didn't understand why I was feeling. Through this I have learned what is really me and what someone else is sending me. This man came to me and was having sex with me in my mind and stuck his wife's private in my face (image). He told me he was going to make me have sex with her. It came from his mind not mine.

Shawn I really like your sword.

Hope, you said your mother drains your energy. I don't think this is the case. I noticed a couple times I went to my mother's, she lives right up from me. When I was there my energy was drained. I believe this is your neg. draining your energy and your are then thinking there is a connection between your energy drain and your mother. This would lead you to think your mother is the problem not the neg. My mother gets me out of the house, which the neg. doesn't want you to. You also associate with your mother, this get your attention focus on something other then the neg. Not what it want's. My neg. wants me to get irritated with my family so I stay in my head with it. Not only that it wants me to abuse them also. I remember before christmas I start doing my shopping earily it start giving me the guilt trip for buying gifts. He start telling me I was materialistic. This was a gift of love expressed in gifts, but it come from love in my heart. I was given a guilt trip because last summer i bought my daughter an airconditioner because she was pregnant and it was hot in her trailer. If I bought for one of my children and not the other then I would get a guilt trip. I went and bought school cloths for my youngest two and he told me to get free used cloths. We are materialist because we buy new ones then turns around and tells me i'm cheep if I go shop at Wal-Mart. Now mind you this person lives in a $100,000. home has 3 vehicle and a motorcycle. There are 2 people in his home that drive. I live in a trailer I paid $3,000. and bought a new car while I was working which I trying to pay for and he is the reason I'm not working right now and he tells me I'm materialistic. This is only a mild mind game that I have been through. The new thing is with me being laid off and paying child support I only have about 450.00 a month to live off of and if I ask my daughter that lives with me for something or to restrict something because things are rough right now then he tells me I'm sending out animosity and something negative is going to happen to her because of it. I'm not the one sending it out. He is going through me to them and using me to do it. You will find that your neg. doesn't want you to have any boundry lines this way you are a victim. My has placed me in the position where either I suffer or my family does. For instant this happened when I first start getting really attacked by this man with my full knowledge of it. My children where at a friends house and I went there to go get them. They where eating some candy and I had a piece he then gave me a sick feeling in my stomach and told me I ate poison and my children did to. So we went to the hospital. He told me then that I had to choose between me and my children who was it going to be. Well they took me into the hospital room first and was going to take me for a head scan. They put an IV in me and injected me with I assume dye and he told me it was poison and it was going to kill me so I pulled it out. I got the head scan. Checked on my children which where find but they wouldn't take them into a room because I wasn't there and I was more worried about them so I left. What really sick is my attacker told me at the time he had to go through the same thing and he had chose himself to live and let his child die. This person also told me when he first start attacking me that he shot his wife and daughter and made me hear two gun shots in my head. I'm thinking oh no what should I and he is attacking me and I'm worried about them. I'm thinking I should go to the police and then he switches it around like it's his wife and daughter talking to me and they shot him and they was taking his body to the lake near by and cleaning up the mess. This is the psychotic mentality i put up with every day.

Look somewhere on this forum. I believe I place a post that has a couple of leg crossing and hand positions that might help to stop energy from being taking from you.

I have a water bed I sleep on. This doesn't appear to help stop the attacks during the night for my attacker still talks to me. Don't know if this is because the water isn't running or if it's because the water has been in the bed for a year and has aborbed the neg. energy and is full of it. Any one have suggestions here?

Here are a few things I found on websites and put together. I shorted then to print them out.

I think this would be a good one to use because it is clearing the space before you meditate.
This come from http://www.feedback.mildram.co.uk/richardebbs/meditation.spaceclear.htm
'Space-Clearing' Meditation

First of all spend a short time getting into the swing. Let your body relax. Jiggle about until you feel comfortable- if there are any areas of tension then let the tension fall away. Then let your breathing find it's natural slow deep rhythm. Now center your consciousness in a place that's just above the eyes- almost in the forehead, but not quite. If you keep your eyes closed, then imagine that you are looking slightly upwards. When it feels natural, and when it's easy to see washes of colour behind your eyes, or imaginary images, then you've found the place. This is good place to start from in visualisation.

Without opening your eyes try and imagine, or visualise, the room you're sitting in. Try and gain a sense of the room's space, enclosed by four(?) walls. Visualise the back wall, the wall opposite the door. Now imagine that you are drawing the pentagram one line at a time. Now try and keep a sense of the whole shape in your mind's eye. This is the east side. Imagine that this pentagram is yellow, and see it as the pentagram of the element of air, or mind. As we visualise this glowing yellow shape, we are going to make an 'intention'. You don't have to use these exact words, but the intention should be along the lines of 'let the energy of mind be clear in this space. Let there be protection, and let there be resonance with the Universe's perfect evolution...'.

Ok now imagine or visualise the wall with the door in. This is the West, and we're going to draw a blue pentagram here for the element of water.  Try and keep a sense of this whole shape in your mind's eye. We are going to make a similar 'intention' again here. You don't have to use these words, so do it for yourself, with an intention along the lines of 'let the energy of emotion be clear in this space. Let there be protection, and let there be resonance with the Universe's perfect evolution...'.

Now go through a similar procedure for the south side (left of the west side when you face the west). Draw the pentagram of fire this time, in a red-orange colour. This is the element of will. Finish on this side with a similar intent for greater clarity, protection, and resonance with the evolutionary fiery stuff in the Universe at large.

And do the same for the north side. Here the element is earth, and the colours are earth colours, that is, greenish-brown. End on this side with a similar intention.

Now keep a sense of all of four pentagrams, in the place where all four walls are. Concentrate on the area of your chest where your heart is. Now keeping a sense of your heart, and the boundaries of this space around you imagine that you are creating an energy of yellow healing light in the space around you. This energy is very gentle, and it's healing and it's clear. Don't force anything, but just try and maintain an awareness of that energy. Stay with that awareness for a few minutes in silence. Try and maintain your concentration and the visualisation of this yellow healing energy.

You can leave the pentagrams there for a day. In your own time come back to your own heart, and your own body, and finish the meditation.


I think I got this from Bruce's book.

Clearing and strengthening the mind

Repeat mantra or prayer.

Breath awareness and thought control
Concentrate on breathing. Follow the breathing through your nose with your mind. Grasps the leading breath. Feel the breath enter your nose then travel to the throat then to the lungs and back out again through the mouth. Count up to ten breaths then start over. Drag out each # for the exhale. If thoughts start to stir up push them aside.

Concentration
Take a deep breath and relax, stand or sit. Do for a couple of minutes. Several times a day.
Single object awareness- chose an object.  Look at it gently. Use breath awareness to hold mind clear. Look at the object for 3 minutes. Close your eyes and Try to hold the object in the minds eye as long as you can.  Try to make it grow stronger. After it fads hold it in your minds eye and imagine the details.
Spot focus- pick a small mark on the wall and focus on it. Use breath awareness. Your vision will soon darken blink it away. Do for atleast 3 minutes.
Afterimage retention- Stare at a light source. Look at for 30 seconds without distraction. Use breath awareness. Hold and follow the glow. Try to make it glow. Play with the focus of your eyes when close to make the image last longer.

Attention Shifting and Mental Blocks
Clear your mind and focus on positive things .

This come from website htt://www.thesoulelement.com/aura_exercises.htm
Aura exercises

You can cross your arms, lean back and cross legs to stop giving someone your energy.
 
Put your hands in your lap and with your palms facing each other, only in opposite direction ( your fingers of your hand would be pointing towards your right wrist), hook fingers together. Then cross legs at ankles.

Place the opposite thumb to the opposite forefinger of each hand and then cross legs.

To give back energy given  and to give back their energy, simple state out loud, or in your mind, "I release your energy back to you and I take back all of my energy from you, in a clean purified state.

Strengthening, balancing and clearing your Aura
Sunlight and fresh air and exercise.
Meditation

Musical notes and sounds, chants can help cleanse, balance and reenergize your charkas and your aura. They cleanse the negative energy from your aura and from the surrounding environment.

Smudging can cleanse area and aura.

Crystals, especialy laser wands, massage wands or double terminated points for cleansing and rebalancing the aura. Take a crystal and starting over the head, about 6 inches above the head, use one end and go in counterclockwise circles all the way down the front of the body to about 6 inches below the feet about 4-5 inches away from the body. Turn the crystal around then go back up the body in a clockwise position.  Set the crystal down and take both hands and sweep hands in a down ward sweeping motion across the front of the body and down the side.

Removing cords

Meditate and ask that any cords that no longer are needed or are good for you to light up.  
Take your hands in a sweeping motion (in your minds eye) over the charkas or areas the cords are light up  and  brush them away. If this doesn't work slightly pull on them while thinking about releasing the energy attached with them. Avoid ripping them out, it causes holes or tears in the aura.

Lie down on your back with arms at your sides or with hands clasped on stomach. Cose eyes, relax and breathe gently, deeply, and slowly.
Imagine that there is a glowing sphere of golden light surrounding the top of your head. Breathe deeply and slowly in and out five times while you keep your attention on the shere of light, feeling it radiate from the top of your head.
Now allow your attention to move down to your throat. Again imagine a golden sphere of light emanating from your throat area. Breathe slowly in and out five times with your attention on this light.
Allow your attention to move down to the center of your chest. Again take five deep breaths , as you feel the energy expanding more and more.
Next put your attention on your solar plexus or the area of your navel; visualize the sphere of golden light all around your midsection. Breathe into it slowly, five times.
Now visualize the light glowing in and around you pelvic area. Take five deep breaths, feeling the light energy radiating and expanding.
Finally, visualize the glowing sphere of light around your feet, and breathe 5 more deep breaths.
Now imagine all six of the spheres of light glowing at once so that your body is like a strand of jewels, radiating energy.
Breath deeply and, as you exhale, imagine energy flowing down along the outside of one side of your body from the top of your head to your feet. As you inhale, imagine it flowing up along the other side of your body to the top of your head. Circulate it around your body 3 times.
Then visualize the flow of energy going from the top of your head down along the front of your body to your feet as you exhale. As you inhale, feel it flow up along the back of your body to the top of your head. Circulate the flow in this direction 3 times.
Now imagine that the energy is gathering at your feet, and let it flow slowly up through the center of your body from your feet to your head, radiating from the top of your head like a fountain of light, then flowing back down the outside of your body to your feet. Repeat several times.

This come from Robert's book. I shorten it to print it out.

Body awareness

Lightly relax, close your eyes take a few deep breaths wear loose clothing.

Light scratch or rub areas of the body. Lightly scratch the knee while eyes are closed and feel for the tingling sensation so it becomes a focal point. Highlight it with your body awareness until it stands out. Focus and forget about the rest of the body. Feel its shape . Feel the tingle on top of it.  After the right knee go to the Go to the big toe and wiggle it.
Repeat the exercise with out scratching.

Body awareness sensitivity

Moving from one point to another. Use you fingertips or paintbrush. Go from your inner thumb up to your shoulder and back down again. Feel the tingling sensation it leaves behind on your body. You can use wider items. Repeatively stroke and follow with body awareness.

Body awareness hands

Feel an imaginary hands on your body. Practice and you will be able to contact and stimulate energy bodies and give you a tingling sensation.

It will become more sensatied with practice.

You can start with your hand then move your awareness to include the whole body.  


Brushing
Use a paint brush, use to cover the width.

Sponge
Imagine and feel your awareness hands are holding a sponge and are sponging water(energy) upwards on the area. Feel as it where sponging from the inside of the body.

Split body awareness
Brush two areas of the body at once. Brush from fingers to wrist then sponge from fingers to shoulders.

You may feel a deep tingling surging feeling like rushing water .

Do 1 second per length of body part.

Can do as often  as you like.


Here is a prayer I found.
A Prayer
In the Name of Christ,
I ask for my guides to come close to me.
I ask that a capsule of light be cast around me
to seal and protect me from any energies, enities or
influences that may be detrimental to me.
Fill my aura with the light and love of God,
And help to bring me closer to perfection each day.
Amen.

Hope
I also have had the burning sensations in the left side of my head. I think it was worse then a migraine.
I had my attacker take my voice away from me before. I think this is why he put his hand up to my heart or throat area. Have you checked for lumps? This maybe points of attachments.

I know how you feel. Your story has a difference to mine. You said you felt the energy go from your head down. When my attacker first come to me I felt the energy come from my feet up. My attacker dragged my aura and he started from my head or shoulders and dragged his hands down my aura. At this time I did feel energy.

Here are a few prayer ect that I found.

Affirmation- I have the power to fight this and win.

Command- Get out and leave us alone. Try using with a god name.

The love of God enfolds me,
The light of God surrounds me,
The power of God protects me,
The presence of God watches over me,
Wherever I am, God is.


Angel of Life,
My guardian dear,
To whom sweet love commits me here.
Ever this day
Be at my side.
To light and guard
To rule and Guide.

I am Light. I was created by Light to be Light. I exist in a bubble of Light. Only Light can come to me. Only Light can emanate from me. Only Light can be here.


http://www.spiritsound.com/psalms.html

Inguma,
My guest isn't "going" as fast as I like if you know what I mean. I remember seeing a website on the eye. The lines in the eyes told you so much about someone. I think it was an Egyptian website and it was broken down like your palm is. I'm not sure if yuor past lives show up in your eyes or not. If I find it again I will post it for everyone.

I would suggest you try to control your anger. Do this first. Go to the library and look for books on conflict resolution. If your problem has anything to do with a neg. interferance will come in any form to stop you from doing what you want and need to do. You must get to where you feel almost no emotions at all. This is hard to do but when you learn to do this you will understand what is coming from you. I experience feelings projected to me. My neg. sent me a strong feeling to choke a lady I was taking careof and sent me a mental image of me doing it. A couple weeks ago my neg. sent me the image and emotion to burn my son on the back with hot food. This isn't something that was come from me not a desire I had to do.  This is two instantances that I remember him sending me after I knew he was with me. This person also sent me the erge to stab my self almost five years ago. What I'm saying is that this person was with me for 5 years 3 of them I didn't realize. My daughter spent time in the hospital for trying to commit suicide. My daughter and son has experienced nightmares do to this person. I have seen people react differently to me because of this person. You must understand that you and your family may react to each other in a negative manner if there is enity involved. Don't place blame on them or yourself. It's up to you how you react now knowing what may be going.

When you look into your eyes to seeyour soul whatexactly are you suppose to see? Aperson light or what. People tell me my eyes glow or are shiny, you can see sparkles in them. Is this something you are looking for or something else?

Here is a website to look at for astral cords.  http://www.geocities.com/lilith_ravenmoon/defense

Here is two interesting websites  http://zapatopi.net/afdb.html
http://www.stopabductions.com/
They are to make hats to stop electromagnet mind control.

First one must steady his own vibrations and purity of his aura. Make the Qabalistic Cross on breast and brow.

Touch the forehead say "To thee, O God, (touch the solar plexus) be the kingdom, (touch right shoulder) and the Power, (touch the left shoulder) and the Glory (clasp hands) unto the ages. Amen"

This is the equal limb cross, it refers to the 4 quarters of the globe and the 4 elements and the formula associated with it's proclaims the dominion of Hod over these.

Next imagine to clasp in your right hand a large cross-handled sword, one like in the crusaders. Hold it point upright and say "IN the Name of God I take in hand the Sword of Power for defense against evil and eggression." and imagine to be towering up to twice his nature height, a tremendous armed and mailed figure, vibrating with the force of the Power of God with which he has been charged by his formulation of the sword of Pwer.

Now you proceed yo draw the magic circle. The circle last sundown to sunset or sunset to sun down. Proceed to draw the circle upon the floor with the point of the Sord of Power , see in your imagination a line of pale gold flame following the point of the sword consisting of small flames. Keep going around clockwise. This affairms the rule of God's law in Nature because it is the way of the sun. Stop visualizing the sword, but leave the circle clasps hands in prayer and raise them above the head towards the east pray "May archangel raphael protect me from all evil approaching from the east" Turn south and repeat prayer for Michael. Turn west and repeat for Gabriel, then north for Uriel. Face east to complete the circle. Preform the Qabalistic cross again.
Incence can be used but be careful what you use. Good quality or church incense.
This is good for protecting the sleeping area. For elementals and non-human enities you can use the LBRP.

You can place a wall of glass between you and a person. I have tried this but it hasn't helped. It may help you. Also try a wall of water or surrounding the person in water.

For someone that takes your energy. Interlace your fingers and lay folded hands upon your solar plexus, keeping elbows at sides. Keep your feet touching another. You have just made a closed circuit.No magnatisn gets out.

For domination look at persons eye chakra.

I still have 2 more chapters to go through. I will post again.

When not able to seal a room you can seal your aura. This last for about 4 hrs.
Stand upright and cross yourself by touching your forehead, breast,, right shoulder, left shoulder, saying, By the power of the Christ of God within me, whom I serve with all my heart and with all my soul and with all my strength (extend your hands forward as far as you can reach at the level of the solar plexus, finger-tips touching, then sweep them round to back to the back and touch the fingers-tips together again behind you, saying) I encompass myself about the divine Circle of His protection, across which no mortal error dares to set its foot."

I read that your color changes with your thoughts. But it get more complex. Your past is suppose to show up and also what is around you shows. You can see people in your aura I don't know if this is suppose to be the different faces or if other people's faces. I have been told that I have green in my aura.

S
I'm courious to know what you seen in the mirror. I read somewhere to look in the mirror and all your past live identities will show in the mirror. I tried this but my face only changed a little. i may not have looked long enough.

Hope, you said that you ended up with a scare overnight. I was told by someone that when you astral travel what ever happens to you in the astral happens to your physical body. I was astrally raped by my attacker then I ended up with a bruise on my inner thigh. It was about the size of a fist. I believe I posted on Child post about attacks for aliens. It has some information there on herbs and other things to do in your case. It would be well worth looking into for at least the alien part of your attack.

Seeing aura is part of your psychic developement. It may open you to seeing evil but this is around alot of people and if you can see it then you could learn to do something about it. When you develpoe your psychic abilities it's up to you to use it for good and not evil. seeing things that other people don't see puts you in the position to help the person with the evil. We all can read auras as you know we just don't practice it.