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That does not sound like a spirit guide...not at all.

Why not ?
Read Bruce Moen's books - he had many "merging" encounters with higher (non physical) beings.

So how stupid it would be to fall in love with a spirit guide?

Love has nothing to do with being smart or stupid.  

And what does he actually feel, does he really participate, or is it only my imagination?

ONLY ?  
It is Your experience and that is what's important.

So I said to myself: I feel attracted to him, it's okay I fantasize about him, but it's NOT real.

Everything is real - some things are materially real and some are astrally real. You can read my posts about "real experiences" in this thread.

But this didn't work, he still was around, in my dreams and in my writings, and I wasn't sure if I wanted this.

IMHO You have a small conflict between your nature and so called normal world.
Be who you are and don't worry about being just like everyone else !  

And to be honest, I still don't know what to think about having sex with someone invisible.

Just accept it - if it is not painful in any way to you - it must be ok.  

Someone who's made of energy, but doesn't have a physical body.
Someone I can never meet for real.

I can see at least two advantages !  
He will be there for you everytime you want.
He will not die - you don't have to worry that he will get sick or imagine his fragile physical body being crushed by a car or something everytime he is late from work !

It's a full package of love, therapy, spiritual insights and sexual healing.

You are lucky - there are millions of lonely people in this world who would want to have such a beautiful relationship.

And believe me, it means a lot, it gives me a lot, but it also makes me nervous.

Again i think that you worry to much about being 100% on a normal and widely accepted (by "normal" people) path. Just accept yourself, your desires and your experiences.

Because how far can this go, how healthy is this, how much I'm still in control?

IMHO If he loves you he will never hurt you. Don't be afraid.  :thumbsup:

ps.  :welcome:  :kissing:

We would kill two birds with one stone, our oil and obesity problem.

And pollution too.  

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Your life your choice.

Suicide = one way road to an unknown place  :brickwall: .

Continue ! This is entertaining !  

grrrrr

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Catfight !  :tickle:  :popcorn:  :hearts:

COME TO THE DARK SIDE!!!


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What dark side do you mean ? Christianity ?

NO THANKS      

it's just when i stand in the dark room, and my astral sight starts kicking in and i start to see shapes (faintly), my subcon brings every scariest thing

Why are you afraid of them ?

i also do not like to stare into mirrors in the darkness, especially if they are made into portals and i can sense things on the other side

WHY ARE YOU AFRAID OF THEM

conversion to catholicism

WHAT !!! !!!

paker7
i'm interested, thank you

Ok

IMHO dreams (and nightmares) are happening in the astral.

Why i'm not afraid of anything in astral ?

This will be funny to some of you.  

My story:

Long long time ago i had many nightmares a year, then idSoftware made Doom ( a first person perspective computer game).

I became very very good at playing that game and eradicating all monsters, i was a much bigger threat to them than they were to me.

The coolest and my favorite weapon was the chainsaw.

I played Doom so often that i started to have dreams of killing (with that chainsaw)  anything that wanted to hurt me - a demon or a zombie was no problem for me i was a super hero warrior - just vvvrrllrvtlvtlll and the demon was a bloody pulp. Ok i admit that i was verrrrry afraid everytime  my dream started to become a nightmare, but then i was like "wait a second...  ...i still have my old trusty chainsaw ! VVVrrooooommmm ! And even if i don't have any weapons i still have my fists - where is that berserk powerup ?"    (now after 10 years of powerlifting i know that i can be dangerous if someone bothers me IRL)   .

I don't play those childish fps games anymore ( Operation Flashpoint Resistance is for grown men hehe ), but i still have a good time when there is some challenge or danger that i may fight against in the astral. It is a pleasure for me.

I have no nightmares now because every potential nighmare/encounter with "neg" quickly turns into a great adventure with happiness and pride (ohhh i'm soooo good - i fought against all odds and i won !) at the end.

What am i trying to say is that those games (Doom,Quake,Alien vs Predator) pumped something deep in my subconcious mind:
I always win !


This new thought ended my fear of everything non physical.


The moral is:

Somehow put a thought in your mind:
I am safe, i am a warrior, if some "neg" wants to play, he will lose because i am soo good, i am sooo great, i am invincible !!! They are nothing compared to me !!!

In another words simply trust and love yourself.

If you want that thought to work in your dreams and astral projections, you have to put it deep in your subconsious mind. Everytime you think about "negs" always remember that you are untouchable and after some time it will become true for you.

The negs will know that you are not an easy prey (easy to scare wimp) anymore and they will stop bothering you - they will play their dirty tricks on you - they will tell you that you are completely helpless and in their power - laugh at them, tell them that you are a new man, a warrior, a GOD.

They will go away to someone weaker than you.

Then you will have a chance to try to love them and covert them to "goods" with your love.  

the presence of entities tends to drain you and causes other detrimental effects, that's why i want to them to disappear

The key to being safe is:

BEING COMPLETELY SURE THAT YOU ARE 100% SAFE

If it's too hard for you to believe that you are safe, i may be able to help you. (if you are interested)

ps. i wrote a long post earlier but it was lost because the AP server was unreachable  

paker7
oversimplified and thus false

It IS that simple, you just can't understand this concept yet it seems.

Imagine that on a higher level everything is connected to everything and that all information is transfered instantaneously and because of this perfect connection every point of universe knows exactly everything about the whole universe.

It is possible to experience this in a very deep meditation, it can't be remembered here in a physical universe - too much information for our brains.

IMHO Perfect connection = oneness

Google "cosmic consciousness" "quantum entanglement"

and just because you love someone it doesn't mean he/she/it disappears, right ? even in the astral

Why do you want them to disappear ?
Do you hate them ?

Standard thinking:
You ................ negs
You ................ them
good............... evil
duality

Try to realize that you are ONE and ALL, learn to love YOURSELF (including the "negs")      


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Which "religion" gives the most spiritual growness

Zen Buddhism + Yoga
Both are spiritual practices not religions.

So it seems that IMHO religion is not the best path to enlightement.

Btw i am about 25 kilometers from the place and the sky is pretty clear here.

Did you see the rainbow ? - a sign from God  

It seems like a huge hike in oil prices is the only thing that will push alternative fuels and transportation. Until we're in the middle of a crisis, we're not fixing anything.

that's what I think too...bring on the corn oil

Methanol is better    

paker,

In my experience, when you're lucid dreaming you are already in the astral.

Exactly  

BTW, I'm good at Lucid Dreaming (maybe it would help or something).

How to convert Lucid Dreams into an Astral Projections

I'm a Pope Of Discordianism !!!  

For a free one I recommend Audacity.

Or REAPER or Kristal Audio Engine + hundreds of free vst effects

A good way to initiate WW3.

http://www.newyorker.com/fact/content/articles/060417fa_fact

Current and former American military and intelligence officials said that Air Force planning groups are drawing up lists of targets, and teams of American combat troops have been ordered into Iran, under cover, to collect targeting data and to establish contact with anti-government ethnic-minority groups.

Smells like a biggest piece of bovine excrement  ever

Speaking to journalists about sending "under cover" troops to a hostile country = treason & endangering those troops lives.

im doing a lucid dreaming guide book, but i donte no how meany word to put in a chapter ? any help will be cool thanks in advance

Mean words have no place in a lucid dreaming guide book.