I've read your posts thenoob and i would like to give you some friendly advice. I'll start of with everyone has problems and will always have them. Nothing is like the movies where you see everything perfect, perfection does not exist. This is a world of good and bad, right and wrong, wealthy and poor etc.
It comes down to two types of people. People who face their problems, and people who run away from them. And the only way to solve a problem, is to face it. Be brave, be strong, and steady. I understand that you've been through a rough life, but you must also think you could be worse off than you are. And death should never be considered the solution to anything! You have this one life, live it. You are not completely sure what will happen to you after you die, no one is. But what you do know is that you are living here, and you should make the best of it. Some of us are not fortunate to have things hand given to us, you have to fight for it, earn it. The only person who can truely help you is yourself. You need to make that effort for the change you want. Don't stop your medication unless it doesn't help you, you should know the difference and how you feel. And lastly and most importantly, DON'T BE IMPULSIVE! Think things through.
I hope to see you around.
Take care now.
projektr
It comes down to two types of people. People who face their problems, and people who run away from them. And the only way to solve a problem, is to face it. Be brave, be strong, and steady. I understand that you've been through a rough life, but you must also think you could be worse off than you are. And death should never be considered the solution to anything! You have this one life, live it. You are not completely sure what will happen to you after you die, no one is. But what you do know is that you are living here, and you should make the best of it. Some of us are not fortunate to have things hand given to us, you have to fight for it, earn it. The only person who can truely help you is yourself. You need to make that effort for the change you want. Don't stop your medication unless it doesn't help you, you should know the difference and how you feel. And lastly and most importantly, DON'T BE IMPULSIVE! Think things through.

I hope to see you around.
Take care now.
projektr