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I don't now about Pi but isn't irrationality part of what makes this life work rationally.The Universe seems to be lots of things along with irrational and rational .

I've read this thread and I think this is one of the most important and mind expansive issues ever raised. Indeed what is wrong with Psychic Self Defense.

I've found many techniques that are supposed to work do not work. So what do we have to work with, we go around trying what is supposed to work, it doesn't, then keep reading everywhere that this one, or two or three techniques will work, but it's only repeating the same stuff. Repeatedly we see visualizations to do, or meditations but what happens when all the techniques you know do not work. There is a complete lack of synergetic provable scientific knowledge. We're operating on hearsay no matter what our experience is. From what I've seen and experienced the psychic business really has a bit of a way to go before it could ever be taken seriously.

There are many issues in great need of discussion to determine what is the point of it. Too many people are going around in need of major help and wasting their money on professional psychics and healers who in many cases make everything much worse at great mental and financial cost. Have a look around and you will see that there are too many people who have been ripped off or haven't be helped. One too many in my opinion. Some of our life stories sound so bizarre that let alone "normal" people ,even supposedly psychic people can find it hard to believe us. At worse those in need of help are told the same repetitive stuff brainwashed into us on what to believe and what to do to solve problems and their "text-book" knowledge does not work. Where does this leave us , inside the box, never able to think outside the box, we don't have the ability to go beyond and everyone is telling you ,you have it wrong ,or that you're , in so many ways not following  what has been set out for you in all these books, soceities and God knows what else. The psychic industry has been thought out well before any of us ever got into it. Start searching and you'll realise how much it doesn't do ,in contrast, to what it is advertised to do.

Leyla , are you saying you met your guardian angel.

Is it possible to see guardian angels in real life

trivial but relevant comment I hope.I've read somewhere that the use of as much olive green as you can muster could be helpful for coping with these kind of attacks.

When did all this start, what has been happening to you in the last few years, do meet many psychics and do you see any beams around you

Hi everyone,Hi Kristen,

My name is Need. I have been to astral pulse a few times. Somehow I feel drawn to comment on "the dark night of the soul".Since I feel I'am going through one of my own.

I don't exactly know the technical meaning of the term but we all get the feeling that the term indicate the actuality of a person going through a bad time. First of all I'd like to say textbook spirituality and reallife spirituality are two very different things. In the book it seems so clearcut , but real life is complicated to say the least. I'am not an especially spiritual person but I'am very aware that 99.9 percent of written information is 100% rubbish. Not much works in real life from that source.There is a lack of synthesis in this world we are living in.

The term "dark night of the soul" has really romantic notions to it. But to my mind a true "dark night of the soul" can completely uproot everything you believed in. I guess when we refer to this term we're really talking about physical experiences,"Why is this happening to me." I cannot speak with authority on this, could be possible that we get these things to learn lessons, is there a reason or no reason. I have been going through something quite sad in my own life. But I have never experienced so much difficulty for so long. To my mind a true "dark night of the soul" are points when you reach the absolute bottom, bereft of almost everything apart from that dark night, whatever it is, a breakdown or a let down of some type. But the difference in coping or getting through it can be different for different people. What you have suggested yourself are very sensible strategies. Mine unfortunately for the moment has been to withdraw as I genuinely don't feel or know what to do next.

I guess suggestions on how to pull through would be to entertain the thought of homeopathy treatment. I'm doing it myself but haven't had a major breakthrough. Homeopathy isn't always easy however. Do and be and get wholesome things. The thoughts others expressed here on purposeful escapism are really helpful I think. Become stronger, and free yourself form suffering. With some luck there will be morning on the otherwise.

Take Care and Keep Well

Need

Dear Criminalmind63

I've sent you a private message. I'd like to thank you for getting back to me. I really would like to contact Steve to see if he can help. lots of what happened to me is on my threads especially "Robert Bruce : I'm in serious trouble". Please get back soon thanks. I'm in uk.

Cheers

Need

Criminalmind63,

Can you give me the number of steve the mystic.

Hope to hear from you soon

Yours Sincerely

Need

Sweetheart,

I sympathise with you and I suggest that it is possible that homeopathy may be of help with the night terrors and weird dreams. Flower essences could help your feelings. Concerning what other people are telling you ie. energy devices I don't know.

Good Luck
Need

Dear Robert

Thank-you for replying to my request for help.

I am in the midst of a terrible problem as has been described above. Please, let no-one think of this story as the result of fanciful thinking or of a psychological condition. That is not the case at all.These writings are an authentic and honest record of my life and what has happened to me as a result of pathetic and stupid new age searching.

I've been trying to get rid of my problems for the last 16 years. I feel as if I'am living in a fractured nightmare. My life has been broken and it will never fix back to how it used to be. On the outside an observer would say my life has been easy but I know that it has not been so.

As a kid I was quiet, depressed , I wasn't able to take full opportunity of the chances in my life for reasons that were not clear to me at the time. I felt misplaced, I was a dumb kid, the odd one out. I was also the black sheep of the family. My father was a difficult and temperamental man, he was frightening, abusive and oppressive, especiallly mentally and emotionallly abusive. I lived in fear.

I used to have black depressions for a few days at a time at 16 and I didn't know where they were coming from. When I ws about seventeen I saw a book in the shop called Linda Goodman's Star Signs but although I was intrigued, for some reason or other I couldn't physically buy the book in the normal way. Something was stopping me from buying it. I felt denied, I felt physically stopped from buying it. I would pick the book up, look through and then put it back.

So one day after lots of dithering I decided to steal it. I put the book in my bag and left the shop paying for something else feeling so guilty and scared of being stopped for shoplifting that I could have died the moment I paid for the other item I didn't really need. Once out of the shop I felt relieved and overjoyed to have gotten the book at last.

It was only years later in hindsight  that I realised  that I had unconsciously and psychically perceiving a purple coloured spirit standing in front of the book that was preventing me from buying the book energetically. I couldn't see it at the time and certainly wasn't aware of it or had any idea that things like this could exist before.

That book became the staple of my life. Previously I had a very minor interest in psychism, however upon getting that book I got very involved with the new age believing it to be the answer to mankind's  problems and all of my problems.
I began meditating and taking tons of flower essences and herbs to cleanse my body , evolve, and to improve myself.

My problems might seem minor to others however  there was a gigantic and cumbersome dimension to them  that clouded my entire abilty to exist.

Among other difficulties, I just couldn't think clearly or properly. nothing seemed to go right for me. I seemed to have a lack of confidence and social phobia. I never enjoyed myself going out, I felt anxious for no reason and would avoid going out at every opportunity.

I was under pressure and  exploited from very early on. I had a high level of unexplainable grief, feeling like the archetypal wounded healer for no apparent reason. I was stuck in a mire of problems that seemed trivial.

I started going to psychics and mediums seeking the path that Linda spoke of. I wanted to be happier because I was in such a bad way  but developed impossible outlandish dreams that were quite frankly stupid.

I purposely set out never to hurt others or do wrong to anyone because I felt I understood karmic law, that whatever you give out comes back to you. I wanted to be the knight in shining armour - capable of helping the whole world. I guess wholly inappropriate and overblown but these are the ideas I held at the time. However between reading all these books, for no apparent reason  it suddenly occurred to me that I should say four affirmations in order to manifest my higher self.

The first of these affirmations was "I'am the light". These affirmations made me into a power seeker when I was nothing of the kind before. This was very stupid but I didn't have any positive mind at all to understand that this couldn't possibly be.

The essential mistake I made was to think  that I wanted to be the essential primal source of all creation and was going to evolve to have all unconditional love to control all of reality everywhere. Yes an absolutely bizzarre and unthinkable thought to have. But it happened to me. It's difficult to write clearly enough about what happened it is both simplistic and complex. I'm finding it hard  to get my story in writing that fully portrays what happened. But I'm doing my best.I never thought I was God however. It was nothing like that. I simply did not have the intellectual savvy to question my assumptions. While all this was happening I was still going to church as required by my church and praying to God. I remember  in self observation that once when I was in the church that there was a yellow colour above my head, but inside the body there was darkness and shadow. Another time much later on ,when I went to pray to God to take away my problems, the pressure on my head keeps getting heavier and I can see this white light pouring into my head, it literally sieves into my whole body, it's so heavy.

Nowadays I'am aware that most people are short-range psychics and easily feel spiritual energies on the face all the time. Previouly I simply had no idea that this was happening. I didn't know that many people are affected by spiritual energies. They have been systematically undermining and harming me for a long time before I ever started unintentional negative affirmations or ever got involved in anything psychic. I was etherically locked in darkness from a young age.

Please reread all my posts again. The story is complex and demands full attention to be properly understood. Although the presentation is shambolic there are many ideas there which have not been presented anywhere in the modern world. Most people have no idea what I'am talking about. Understanding these ideas would require almighty shifts and reformations in the areas of  understanding human communication, human history, and human reality.

My reality was what I call booby trapped. I just couldn't seem to get things right. I seemed to have an acute ability to get things wrong when I didn't mean to and now I'm to blame. I did not mean in any sense to harm anyone or to do anything wrong but my life has turned out to be a nightmare. I seemed to develop all the wrong ideas.

There are many signs that I was under black magic from my father. My mother saw him one night in his astral body upon first discovering about what he was doing. In his astral body he was trying to scare my Mum and she could hear and see the sounds he was making. Mum also found some freaky talisman's in the bedroom that Dad had made by someone, one of them had a swastika on it. Myself I always had difficulty getting on with my life. I seemed to be cursed. As a kid I never had friends because the kids would run away from me for no reason. After Naz Ali I was able to put the pieces together to realise just exactly what was happening and why I was friendless all those years ago. It's a process, the GA has been using people for a long time to ensure that my life goes wrong. It's not as benevolent as it tries to make out. It uses people like pawns to control me.

Note: I only use the term GA because to all accounts of GA's I have read it seems to be that, but I'm not sure and I don't know how to tell what is a real GA but it's the closest thing I have to this that GA is the term I use for it. It could be a pretender, it is not very nice. It is a human form that exists invisibly outside of my body, always invisible but can be seen etherically when the conditions are just right.

I call it a GA, but I'am not certain what it is. As a kid I saw it as a brilliant light blur  just out of the corner of my eye, but I was only aware of it unconsciously and it was invisible that time. Once when I was younger I tried to draw a pentacle on the ground and it scared me from  proceeding. I also saw it standing invisibly in front of Linda's book when I was about 17, I could only see the human figure and the colour, no facial details. After the eye was taken out of my abdomen in a shocking display of blood in front of me, shortly after that I could see the GA more clearly. It flies in front of most people I look at. It has the capacity to fly in front of 500 people and make them all bow there heads in my presence all at the same time. There are many examples of the facial expressions that people do before me that I could write about. It controls the faces and ideas that other people put forward to me. People think nothing of lying, mistreating me or doing harm , including priests, healers , massagers and the like. Naz caused powerful disruption  to my life and shoved me back into life to  have all that inharmonious vibration harm me and my whole family. He never had any intention of helping me. He also intended to harm my Mum the same way that I got the heart attack.

Naz Ali  programmed the GA  and he also took a photo of me that he refused to give back. He still has the photo. I don't know if he himself knew I had the eye or if under the guidance of the GA he acted as if he knew about it. But I'am scared of him because he let the situation go on doing nothing to help me. And then in the end caused me so much harm and also intending to do this to my mother. But his actions and behaviour was severely judgemental and he was also very sneaky. Whether the GA made him act the way he did or he genuinely had some kind of ability I do not know. But the reality was that he seemed very much in control and certainly acted as if he knew what he was doing. Otherwise I don't think he would have tried so hard to get my Mum to go and see him. He caused harm but it was almost like he has the power to bring your karma back to you and he doesn't care about the damage he leaves behind. After meeting him the GA got much worse.)

The blowout from my new age misadventure :

I discovered my Dad is a black magician. My father died a few years ago  for many reasons I'm unhappy about this. I can't change the needless tragedy of the past.My step-brother was turned into a zombie and hanged himself. My mother and I'am suffering from strong and disturbing head pains. I'am aware of the occult situation with others in my family and wish I didn't know about it . My brother began to hear voices and experience visions and silly ideas ever since getting into the psychic. He can't get on with his life. Three of us are having a dificult time. The blowout has been so tragic but I must say I never wanted any of this. I never wanted to harm anyone. I was under stupid ideas I should never have formulated or developed but they developed after reading new age books. They just occured ot me. I genuinely wish none of my life turned out the way it has but it has.

I thought the idea of going to psychics was to keep you out of harms way and to guide you through life's troubles. Psychics have been actively harming me and undermining me from a very young age. They were all a part of this unbelieveable scenario that has become my life. Each different psychic was accepting the effect influence of the GA which is why no matter who I went to they would all give the same phrases, coincidences and advice. The GA has controlled most of my relationships for a long time. The GA I have has no intention of keeping me out of harms way, it's determined to make me learn the hard way. Along with all these problems I have the wires in my head which my mother also suffers from. They are very distinct, strong and defined with a heavy pressure that keeps shifting that feels terrible and has grown fully into my head and gets finer all the way down my body. I also have bullets of white light flying in a circle around my head. And also sparks of white light shoot away from me from a source of about 1 foot above my head.  All my accumulative problems are RUINING  my life.

But my most significant discovery is that EVERYONE has a GA which is why I'm so astonished that this process has never been mentioned by any significant writer. For instance I've gone to psychics and found them actively following the wishes of the GA with no thought of how I feel or whether they are helping me or not. The processes I've talked about are so important to human life but no-one is setting out to understand the process. No-one is willing to admit that it exists. But since this has happened to me I can see the physical effect of celebrities GA's when they are being interviewed on the TV and how the celebrities GA's affects the interviewer  in how they appear physically and talk vocally to the celebrity. I've seen many such situations concerning all types of people.The world at large is spookier than many would like to admit. Love and light is the rule they would have us believe is the standard and will keep everyone safe. The whole process has caused devastating damage to my life.

I've recently bought and read PPSD and many ideas in there  have made me question if I'am posessed. I do not know but if this is the case but if it is it started from birth and I never had the chance to evaluate what is me or not. The GA I have is super intelligent, it's very clever, it knows everything about me, it tries to attract me to the wrong things, it's has a multi-level influnce in my life. I do not by any means want this to stay with me, I want to get out of this as soon as possible and help the rest of my family. I want to get out of this because I'm debilitated by all that is happening to me and especially the wires keep pounding into my head day and night causing an etheric depression that starts from the scalp and digs deep into and around my head and from there into my body.The wires are detailed, specific and it feels extremely visceral.

Is my GA the spirit that should be by me because it is my destiny or was I taken over by an evil spirit at birth and  therefore I cannot distinguish what a good spirit is. I discovered all the things I mention here as a result of trying to manifest my higher self. No psychic ever said to me "you have an evil spirit with you" or " your father is doing black magic on you and your family. But after the damage by Naz Ali the GA through other people is saying I'am the evil spirit, in conversations with people it turns people's heads other ways and makes them  say things to get me to think I'am negative and that it is the positive.

I just wrote something that has been accidently erased. But I'll start again. Am I posessed or am I genuinely bad. The GA is a massive problem in my life. If I'am posessed it started from birth and I never had a chance. Reading PPSD has made me ponder. Many ideas in the book have played out in my life.  For instance one of those is I was a great victim of circular thought when I was younger . Is the GA the one I should have or not. It certainly doesn't act for my benefit, very few times has it acted responsibly and it never seemed to guide me out of trouble. It does everything to make matters worse, it is also authoritative and a complete dictator

Thank-you Robert for dropping in to read this, if you have anymore recommendations please, please write them here. Any and all recommendations and ideas of the situation I'am in would help an awful lot. But the damage with Naz is so final so powerful I wonder does he have the power from above to discipline humans or is he a complete fraud.

Do you know of anyone that can help me in England concerning my problems. Money is extremely tight. I'm not working at the moment. I have to get out of this to help myself and to help my family. But I feel bleak about the situation I'am in.

Also does anyone know offhand of an underground stream in or near London.

Happy New Year Everyone

Yours sincerely

Need

Inguma -  Inguma thanks for the information.  I'm not fully knowledgeable about how curses work but I have physical and dream/astral evidence that I was cursed from birth.

Most people think that the Higher Self or Holy Guardian Angel is some benevolent being always nice, will protect you, show you the way, keep you from harm etc. I have searched for my Higher self but this was an idiotic search and what I found was the GA communication process I talk about so frequently. Yes Naz did curse me but he actually programmed that spirit that is always around me that I call GA just to give it a name. Naz did some type of judgement process everything he said to me has been replicated on people that communicate to me. He did curse me and gave me a heart attack in a way making me seen to be evil. But he also programmed the GA.

In the last few posts I explained how everyone has a GA..... well he programmed mine, and now the GA gets people to damage me in the ways explained above. After all my experience in life I didn't know anybody could do that. Even more disturbing once I realized I had a GA I began to realise that almost everyone does , I can see the physical evidence of this when I see people talking or communicating on tv. Naz did things in a way to nagatize vibrations coming towards me so that I receive the worst harm from the world and so that I could feel it physically. The GA's duplicity makes everything much worse.

I began to wonder if my GA, is what they call the Higher Self ,part of God that no-one can harm. From the way it acts it's not good to me, it's harmed me a great deal. Is that how a Guardian Angel supposed to act?

Ides315 - I sympathise with with your story Ides. I don't think anyone can imagine what it's like until it happens to them. Most people ridicule such stories.
Somehow I have been corrupted. I keep wondering do I deserve this from a past life. Was I bad or something. Was I bad in this life and to deserve such misleading and devastating help. It's all complex and interconnected, once it all happened I could connect the dots and see what happened but I'm very slow finding effective help to turn around events. I feel as if I have had energetic plastic surgery, the wires pushing into my head have pushed in so far I don't know who or what will release me.

Thanks for the boost.

Yours sincerely

Need

Thank you Inguma for the suggestion

I just wrote ahuge post but can you believe it I deleted it accidently. Who knows. Anyway it was very insightful describing the circumstances of my life and the damage that has happened to me and all those around me because of this huge misadventure I have been going through.

It has been truly horrifying, I can't change the past or bring back the two family members that died in my lifetime in connection with this. I have been betrayed and systematically undermined and defeated on many levels for a long time, but most especially by my GA. My life has not been normal or easy. But once I began to understand how the GA works I began to understand that in fact because almost all people are short-range psychics and can feel the enrgy of the GA that since I was a child I have had psychic meddling on me from a very young age.

Other people have their GA's which control their relationships, but I cannot understand for the God of me why people are not talking about the affect of their GA on thier life during all communication processes they have with other people. I'm astonished to my very foundations that no-one is talking about this very potent psychic influence that is active in all human affairs.
In fact because ...almost...all people are psychic I have been deceivingly and unwittingly been led to destruction from an early age.The GA had it in for me from the very beginning.The whole situation is very complex and broken my heart, dashed my soul and destroyed my concepts for the future. My health has broken down .

I stopped going to psychics becuase they were lying to me deceiving me and hurting me,, but it took me a long time to realize that even my teachers, doctors, bankers and others where short-range psychics and via the influence of my GA (it might not be a GA I jsu use this term as term of reference)  they were leading me into difficulties in life from a very young age.

So now after Naz programmed my GA to influence people to act worse to me than ever before, psychics are lying to me more than before. It's so clear once you can see the process before you're very eyes. Most...not all.. people communicate being totally awrae of the psychic influences they are receiving but no-one talkes about it. Everyone can treat me any which way but at the end of the day no-one is accountable for the harm they have caused me.

Despite the wonderful work some genuine psychics do I can speak with authority that most and almost all of the psychic scene and psychics industry is riddled with deception, false promises and uneffective guidance or help systems . This is why so many people get into psychic problems and then cannot find anyone to sort them out because the truth is that much of.. too easily   accepted new age theory and psychic theory is incomplete and very flimsy. We accept wholesale the most ridiculous garbage out of curiosity, not well tested principles observable to the whole world. But when I talk of my GA.. the effect of which could be proved to the whole world no-one would believe me. If we cannot acept that we all each of us has a GA and that it's actions in our live is necessary as to whether our lives work at all I wouldn't know what to do.

The GA of which everybody has is one of the foremost observable psychic effects that can be provable anywhere. If the psychic industry has not spoken with crystal clear honesty on this one issue...then how on earth can we trust anything eles that has been said.

The GA, the head pressure, the bad experiences, the horror the injustice, my stupidity has ruined my life all because I believed what psychics were writing in books telling me what to do. I've been living in pain and desparation for many years. What has happened to me is painful, shaming but also a complete outrage. I would never be in this position if it wasn't for deception on more than one levels within and without that led me here. I'm struggling each day comming to terms with what happened but it is all an accumulative strengthening nightmare I can' get rid of.

As I said I wrote an earlier post but I tried to condense those thoughts here.
Once again thanks Inguma

Yours Sincerely

Need

Hi guys,

I  wrote a post last night but it got wiped out when the database failed. I don't know what happened but my post disappeared. I can only remember a portion of what I wrote last night.

My major comments were that I'm so well acquianted with visualization but it definitely isn't doing anything at all for my condition. It's so viseral, wires have implanted into my head and started struggling and pushing through  my body entering at the head and they keep straining and pushing into my head

I also wrote something like < I can't find a professional enough person to help me because I'm having to deal with too much deception, fraud and downright nastiness. I can't get rid of the wires by myself I need someone else's help. I can't perform my own heart transplant in other words. Too many people have mesed with the etheric stucture of my head and then after reading Psalm 14 a living energy decided to force itself into my head. I'm in a really bad situation but advice in books about visualize this and that is doing nothing to get rid of the problem.

Ever since Naz programmed my Guardian Angel( I just call it that I don't know for certain what it is) everyone has been influenced by the guardian angel to act in exactly the horrid way that Naz programmed it to act. You migght not agree with me but I know for certain that he did this. So now I have a problem that not too many are knowledgeable so they can't help me. Not only that but a great many of the psychics are outright liars and extrememly false and dubious people to deal with. I've been constantly cheated and undermined for a long time a before my crises started. I began to realise to my horror that absolutely almost all of the people in London are influenced by the communication process I talked about in my first post  and it is ruining my entire life because --- my GA has been programmed to influence all people I meet face to face in a horrible way. I can see it as  a blur flying up to peoeple's faces and manipulating people in the way people talk and , move their bodies and communicate with me.

If anyone can please start talking about this communication process. How does it effect you. How do you get affected by being in other people's presence. And most of all does anyone know how to unprogramme damge that was done by Naz  on me. I know he did it because I saw it as it happened. But I don't know how to get rid of it or of the terrible strainings on top of my head.

Thanks for the encouragement chaps

Love

Need

The wires are real, not simply energy or an imagination. If you feel an itch on your arm, you feel an itch but you are alerted to the itch by sensory perception. I do not feel in anyway that my mind is "visualizing"  what is actually happening or needing to interpret it in anyway other than the way I have described it. The wires are set like a blueprint on my head, I could draw on paper the reality of it.

Where do the wires lead to?

The wires enter the top of the head from outside the physical body but pushed down more and more into my head that now the wires have fully penetrated and meshed with the energy body inside my physical body. Another energy system has penetrated mine. This has all happened as part of all the problems I have  been going through all of this time.  They cause a kind of pressure to build up in my ears because the foreign energy system keeps forcing energy into my physical body that it is not accustomed to. The energy in the wires feel gritty, sparkly and very uncomfortable and has succeeded in reducing normal health and physical mobility. It is a horrendous and scary experience.

At night the wires get   more troublesome than usual and push harder and become more tremoulous. It takes 1-3 hours to full asleep with a tremblind mass of foreign grippings and strainings all over my head.

Kind Regards

Need

Dear Demi God

There is no channelling away of energy. There is absolutely no confusion of what is happening to me and it is in no way an illusion.

After reading Psalm 14  a heavy sparkling and estatic energy settled on my head and started to penetrate my head with energy wires at many different points into the skull in the back of the head, on top from ear to ear and down my forehard. There is a heavy propulsion to it and it knocks my head like a woodpecker forcing energy into my head. There are at least fifty different strands of the wires forcing energy into my physical body. This new network of wires were not there before my problems started.

My mind has not needed to interprete the phenomenon. My body/mind is under pressure via a network of very physical but energetic wires which have taken up residence in my head and puts my whole body under a new energy that simply was not there before my problems started.

Kind Regards

Need

It's a very precise network that has developed and most definitely not

Thanks for the message Synapse

God Bless

Need

Thank you for your suggestion and support.

At the moment I'm so washed out with the pressure of the wires in my head that I never exercise. Physical exercise makes them stronger. This is a great ordeal.

After reading psalm 14 some wires started growing on my head, great weight and tingling which feels uncomfortably orgasmic. It's doing my head in. The cranial bones in my skull is pulled apart by the wires.

I have gone through so much that I don't know what to do. I never meditate like I used to because the wires are a constant, powerful, oppresive and destabilising influence. Always entering my head and forcing into the spirit within my physical body. I also see dotd of white light circling about 1 foot above my head alla the time.

Hi

I don't know how to advise the host of the forum but I would like to ask a question. I found Alchimiste's explaination fascinating.

I have a problem that is manifest in the real world not in the astral dimensions . This is explained on the thread started me , need.  My guardian angel has been programmed and I Have suffered tremendous difficulties in this life. I'd just like to ask is the guardian angel I talk about in my thread the same as the guardian of the threshold you talk about.

I'm not in need of medical advice at all. I can see my guardian angel and it controls how every physical person acts and speaks to me. I also see on tv how other people's guardian angels are treating them by deduction. Is this  GA the same as the guardian of the threshold

With Love

Need

I agree with evrything that you said Nita.

Science is missing a great deal by bypassing metaphysical reality. In the back of my mind I know that there is great evidence for the supernatural but by almost all people it's constantly hushed up.

It won't change until people in the world get honest about this issue. Until then the new age will reign even though most of it is full of pretty ideas which in the final analysis are incomplete , naive and do not work. Not only that but new age philosophy encourages idiocy concerning psychic matters and most knowledge is superficial and experimental to the point of dangerous curiosity.

Regards

Need

Hi S,

You can get the flower essences from Boots or a good health shop.
I used the Bach flowers and I find them helpful. Lately I've been told that the ainsworth flower remedies  are made to the specific requirements of Dr Edward Bach. And it could be better to take those. I found them both effective however the Bach Flower Remedies made by Nelson are actually a liquid homoeopathic preparation not simply flower essences. So many people are recommending those rather than Nelson's.


all the best

need

Hi S,

You can get the flower essences from Boots or a good health shop.
I used the Bach flowers and I find them helpful. Lately I've been told that the ainsworth flower remedies  are made to the specific requirements of Dr Edward Bach. And it could be better to take those. I found them both effective however the Bach Flower Remedies made by Nelson are actually a liquid homoeopathic preparation not simply flower essences. So many people are recommending those rather than Nelson's.


all the best

need

hi Pierre,

Is it possible you could supply the details of the energetic healer trained by Barbara Brennan who you are going to see.

Also do you know of an angela donovan living in your area.

take care

need

Dear Spastral. Why not try the Bach Flower Remedies or the Ainsworth Flower remedies. Try Olive and Hornbeam to help you return to feeling energetic. Take two drops in a full glass of spring water . Or use the technique recommended by the makers.  

Much love to everyone here and thankyou for all of your thoughts and prayers. I'm still in the middle of the nightmare and it is vast. This is not fly-by night or a psychiatric problem at all. I'm often surprised at the brazen thoughtlessness of people on many websites. So many do not care how they represent themselves or whether they help people or not.

But i've felt a really good vibe here and I'm thankful to all of you for  replying.  Arie. Yes I'm reading every book but the answers are not there. I'd like to remind everyone here to take care and make sure nobody take's advantage of you be loving but also aware and ahead of the game. Don't be swept away by all that you read in books. Not all the answers are there at all.  If Robert Bruce is reading I sincerely hope that you could take the time to look into my story. I know you have other concerns and I pray all goes well.

Concerning my difficulties they are very severe. Most people laugh but wait until they find themselves in the same problem.  Being forewarned is not necessarily forarmed in the New Age. If I had the knowledge I would have gotten out of this years ago. But this nightmare I'm going through has blasted holes in my life and had serious repercussions on those around. Many present the New Age to be benign and offering th best in human potential. There is important ground being broken in every regard but there is so much not talked about. If you knew the truth of individuals and what they have gone through in life concerning the occult, the good stories and the bad you'd think twice about getting involved. I certainly ..never ..ever could have conceived I would ever get into such a disasterous problem. So brutal and damaging. But it happened to me.

If anyone has has anymore information please post.

Thank you all for your time and attention.

Love Need

Hi Leyla

Sorry to hear about your trouble. You can't get enough orange. Most books on colour class orange as the 2nd chakra to do with energy , sexuality, the possibility of relationships, your creativity. The 2nd chakra  is connected to the etheric body where your vitality is stored and allows the possibility of recovery.  It might be possible that the orange is helping you to restore your energy .

Hi spence