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Hmm she tried lots of banishing spells but I think she is so desperate that they do not work, because she tells that she feels they get even more stronger by the time passes.. But I'll tell her to believe...

We were discussing this topic with my literature teacher. She was saying that it is not ethical to hide your knowledge from the community because all the knowledge belongs to humankind and has to be universal -open to every person- But I think that people should be do whatever they want with their knowledge. We can keep our knowledge to ourselves or share it with others. And both attitude should be ethical.
-Also it is funny for our teacher to defend that idea while giving her knowledge for money-

And El-Bortukali, we generally do not feed from people around us. We feed from each other which is beneficial for both sides, If we cannot find aother vampire around us we use the tecnique called the ambient feeding. It is much more easy than draining energy from nature and you dont harm any person. You just go into a crowd and start to collect energy from the people, but you take a very little amount of energy from a single person so you dont harm anyone.

James you do not understand.

Vampirism is a genetic desease and it has confirmed by scientific reasons.

Vampires DO give benefits to the person they fed from. Their energy system is refilled with fresh new energy.

As I said before vampires are not normal people. The abilities are inborn. It is true that people can improve this abilities, the difference it is much more easy for a vampire.

I believe that I have explained you my reason about  that opening line. I am aware of everything I have done, and I didn't made anything wrong.. I didn't claim such .... ?? things I just informed people and I dont think that I have violated any of the forum rules. If you dont like my postes just dont read them and please dont make judgements about someone you do not know anything about.

And... If you are too annoyed that you cannot stop yourself to give a response, give it in a kind way, you dont have to believe something but you MUST respect, as I respect your beliefs.. .
So I wont say anything further...

So why don't you people draw energy from the source itself?

What do you mean by "the source itself" The cosmos?

Heh heh so funny..
This is the old version of the black veil it was written by father todd. The thing I wrote in this forums can be found in internet with a litle research. It may be private before but not now -not completely-

I just wanted to teach and inform people... I dont want to be rude but its not your job to judge me..

This is the discretion part from the current revised version -by michelle belanger- of black veil..
Discretion
Respect yourself and present yourself so that others also respect you. Take care in who you reveal yourself to. Explain what you are, not to shock, but to teach and to inform. Do not flaunt what you are, and know that whether you want them to or not, your actions will reflect upon the rest of the community.
 Share your nature only with those with the wisdom to understand and accept it, and learn to recognize these people.

Eh, this thing made me remember the Myth Busters..

A friend of mine told me that she used a satanic summoning spell to talk with higher spirits. She read a book about these spirits and learned that they are more powerful than the good ones and they can grant you great power. She summoned them and offered her blood in a bowl but they wanted more I think. Now she tells that she is being haunted by them. She hears sounds feels strange sensations. She says that when she tries to astral project she sees this being all over around her, and she says that they hold her, and try to avoid her to get back to her body. We tried different banishing spells and even used the powerful seals of Solomon but she says that they did not work.

She is really in deep trouble, and need help. If you know a banishing spell for this case please tell me..

Hey dont forget that many people do not have the choice to be a normal person. Dont say that vampires are parasite. Because humans are the parasites of the nature and because of this fact they call themselves superior. So why call vampires parasites? Vampires are superior. -Psychic abilities and senses are more improved than the humans- And there is something called Black Veil. It is vampire ethics and all vampires who are avare of their "gift" have to obey this set of rules.


THE BLACK VEIL

1. DISCRETION
This lifestyle is private and sacred. Respect it as such. Use discretion in who you reveal yourself to, and make certain that your motives are to truly communicate about our culture and to engender understanding. By no means should you talk to others about yourself and our community when your motives are for selfish reasons such as self-promotion, sensationalism, and attention-getting.
Do not hide from your nature, but never show it off to those who won't understand.

2. DIVERSITY
Our paths are many, even though the journey we are on is essentially the same. No single one of us has all the answers to who and what we are. Respect everyone's personal views and practices. We cannot let petty differences of ideology prevent us from maintaining a unified community; there are enough who would attack us from the outside.
Our diversity is our strength. Let our differences in viewpoint enrich us but never divide us upon ourselves.

3. SAFETY
Use sense when indulging your nature. Do not flaunt what you are in public places. Feed in private and make certain your donors will be discrete about what happens between you. Donors who create rumors and gossip about us are more harm than they're worth. If you engage in blood-letting, put safety and caution above all other things. Blood-borne diseases are a very real thing, and we cannot risk endangering ourselves or others through irresponsibility. Screen donors carefully, making certain they are in good health both mentally and physically.
Never overindulge or get careless. The safety of the entire community rests upon each member's caution.

4. CONTROL
We cannot and should not deny the darkness within. Yet we should not allow it to control us. If our beast or shadow or darkside is given too much sway, it clouds our judgment, making us a danger even to those we love. Never indulge in pointless violence. Never bring willful harm to those who sustain you. Never feed only for the sake of feeding, and never give over to mindless bloodlust.
We are not monsters: we are capable of rational thought and self-control. Celebrate the darkness and let it empower you, but never let it enslave your will.

5. LIFESTYLE
Live your life as an example to others in the community. We are privileged to be what we are, but power should be accompanied by responsibility and dignity. Explore and make use of your vampire nature, but keep it in balance with material demands. Remember: we may be vampires, but we are still a part of this world. We must live lives like everyone else here, holding jobs, keeping homes, and getting along with our neighbors.
Being what we are is not an excuse to not participate in this reality. Rather, it is an obligation to make it a better place for us to be.

6. FAMILY
We are, all of us, a family, and like all families, various members will not always get along. However, respect the greater community when having your disputes. Do not let your individual problems bring emotional strife to the family as a whole. Settle your differences quietly among one another, only seeking out an elder's aid in mediation when no other solution seems possible. Never bring your private disputes into public places and never draw other family members into the issue by forcing them to take sides.
Like any normal family, we should always make an effort to present a stable and unified face to the rest of the world even when things are not perfect between us.

7. HAVENS
Our havens are safeplaces where everyone in the community can come to socialize. There are also often public places where we are likely to encounter people who don't understand our ways. We should respect the patrons of these places as we should also respect the owners of the establishments and always be discrete in our behavior. We should never bring private disputes into a haven. We should never initiate violence in a haven. And we should never do or bring anything illegal into a haven, as this reflects badly upon the community as a whole.
The haven is the hub of the whole community, and we should respect it as such, supporting it without business and working to improve its name in the scene so that we can always call it home.

8. TERRITORY
The community is extensive and diverse. Every city has a different way of doing things, and a different hierarchy of rule. When entering a new city, you should familiarize yourself with the local community. Seek out the local havens. Learn what households have sway here. Get in touch with key members of the community, learn who is who, and show proper respect where it is due. You should not expect to impose your old way of doing things on this new scene. Rather you should adapt to their rules and be glad of their acceptance.
Always be on your best behavior when coming to a new city either to visit or to stay. We are all cautious and territorial by nature, and only by making the most positive impression possible will you be accepted and respected in a new community.

9. RESPONSIBILITY
This lifestyle is not for everyone. Take care in who you choose to bring into it. Those who are mentally or emotionally unstable have no place among us. They are dangerous and unreliable and may betray us in the future. Make certain that those you choose to bring in are mature enough for this burden. Teach them control and discretion, and make certain that they respect our ways.
You will be responsible for their actions, and their behavior in the community will be reflected back to you.

10. ELDERS
There are certain members of our community who have established themselves as just and responsible leaders. These are the people who helped establish local communities, who organize havens, and who work to coordinate the networking of the scene. While their word does not have to be law, they should nevertheless be respected. They have greater experience than many others, and usually greater wisdom. Seek these elders out to settle your disputes, to give you guidance and instruction, and to help you establish yourself in the local scene.
Appreciate the elders for all they have given you: if it was not for their dedication, the community would not exist as it does now.

11. DONORS
Without those who offer themselves body and soul to us, we would be nothing. We cannot be other than what we are, but it is the donors who sustain our nature. For this service, they should be respected. Never mistreat your donors, physically or emotionally. They are not to be manipulated or leeched off of for more than what they freely offer. Never take them for granted. Appreciate them for the companionship and acceptance which they offer us, which so many others would refuse. This above all: appreciate the gift of their life. That communion is sacred. Never fail to treat it as such.

12. LEADERSHIP
When you choose to take a position of authority in the community, remember that you do not lead for yourself alone. Leadership is a responsibility, not a privilege. A good leader must set an example for everyone through his actions and behavior. His motives should be selfless and pure, and he should put the interests of the whole community before his own.
The best leaders are those who serve to better the community and whose person and behavior gives no one -- even those outside of the community -- a reason to criticize them.

13. IDEALS
Being a vampire is not just about feeding upon life. That is what we do, but not necessarily what we are. It is our place to represent darkness in a world blinded by light. We are about being different and accepting that difference as something that empowers us and makes us unique. We are about accepting the dark within ourselves and embracing that darkness to make us whole beings. We are about celebrating the thresholds: body and spirit, pleasure and pain, death and life.
Our lives should be lived as a message to the world about the beauty of accepting the whole self, of living without guilt and without shame, and celebrating the unique and beautiful essence of every single soul.


And about energy draining.. If you are a member of this forum possibly you believe energy can be controlled. Energy draining is the same as energy channelling, just the source of the enegry is different. Energy draining can be learnedi but the vampires have this talent by birth. Think vampires like a vacuum in the middle of atmosphere. Vampires drain enegy like the vacuum drains the air. But of course this process can be controlled by practice.


And a last point, it is true that many vampire lovers occured after the film Interview with a Vampire and the pc game Vampire the masqurade. And these people think that they are vampires just wear black cloths drink some blood -generally they vommit in a second lol- and try to be gothic. I dont claim that I am a blood sucking vampire,  I am not, and being a vampire is not something you can achieve it is something inborn -Also pschic vampirism is-. But I know many people who are real  blood suckers, I hae seen people who are in deep need and I have made energy exchance. I want to say that If anyone have any doubt just meet a vampire. I live in Turkey I can show you if you come to Turkey.
Note: I'm not sure but some psy vamps say that they can channel energy from the people they talk in internet

So to summarize
Vampires are real and are not parasites..

Maybe that legend can be true. Maybe when you die in your dream the silver cord disappears and you can never come back to your body..

Did you woke up when you died or did you got out of your body?

It is better to keep journal on a program dedicated to that job, and there will be many additional features which make it better than ms world

Thank you kallas we will start as soon as possible..

It is better if your eyes are close because you have to make your physical eyes sleep. I dont know if it is possible to do that while your eyes are open.

If you really want to do AP I think you must research about lucid dreaming.

Roughly it is the state which occurs when you realize you are dreaming in your dream. And when you realize it you can control your dream. And it is much more easy to convert a lucid dream to an AP than to do a full planned AP.- At least for me-

There are some techniques to realize you are dreaming. All of these are based on taming your brain. The most general example is:

Buy a watch with alarm clock feature and set the alarm to alert you every 30 minutes. Every 30 minutes when the alarm starts think that if you are dreaming or not, look around you, try to fly -dont jump from somewhere- and try to read small writings -If you are in dream you wont be able to-. If you do this a few weeks than youll start to check if you are dreaming in your dreams and when you realize youll experience a lucid dream.
NOTE: Never say that " It is too real it cannot be a dream" always do the tests, sometimes when you are sooooooo sure that everything is real, you find out that you are in a dream.

This was just an example you can find tons of exercises about this topic. And there are many useful books. The only way to do a succesful AP is  to research.

Good Luck

First of all I want to say that everything seemed extremely in my dream and I didn't have any doubt about the reality of the events in this dream.
I was sitting on the back of a car. It was our family car. My father was driving the car and my mother was sitting next to him. -My brother was not in the car- Then the car stopped in the red light. I was looking outside then I saw a woman walking on the road. She was on my right side. Then she pulled a gun out of her pocket and tried to hide it while she was walking in front of our car. I was suprized when I saw the gun and noone were avare of the gone instead of me. She walked and come to our cars left side. Pulled the gun and shooted the man inside the car next to ours. I was very curious -??- and I looked my left to see the dead man. The woman attempted to turn and run but before she started running she saw me looking at her. She had an evil smile on her face and she stopped, pulled out the gun agin and directed to me. I felt very interesting. I tought she will kill me just for fun. I was thinking about the absurdity of my death and I didn't wanted that the bullet hit me from the face so I turned my head to the front, at the same moment I heard the sound of the gun. The bullet hit me from my throat. I felt my blood was gushing out from my throat like water from a hose. I felt the wetness. My eyes were closed. I tought my family would be in a shock but I could not hear anythink. I tought about my responsiblities, my work, and my relations. I was so happy that my life was ending.It was the greatest feeling I have ever felt. The feeling of peace and ease was great. I tought finally I will be able to rest. But suddenly I tought about the hell. I tought what if I go directly to hell and face the eternal pain without resting and relaxing a little. Then my body started shaking, the felling of peace came again. Suddenly I tought about the final travel. I was sure that my soul was going out of my body to do its last astral travel. I forgot about the hell and concentrated to get out. I was so happy.. But unfortunately as it happens all the the time I woke up. I could only realize that all of these were a dream when I woke up. It was soooooo real and It was perfect. If didn't have a family or if I could be just a little more selfish I would go and kill myself without thinking a second..

I'm trying this for about 2 years and I can count my successful projections with my fingers. But I think the trick is as kallas said make your trainings a part of your normal life, forget about them and just do them. Try projecting every night like it is a normal think like brushing your teeth. And one day you'll do it. Ah and try lucid dreaming techniques, they are easy, fun and affective..

And Kallas I'll work for the mac and linux too just after I finish the win version

I am glad that you want to help. You can help me by just testing my program El-Bortukali.. If you want to do that please mail me so I can send you the program.
My email is mrdakmor@gmail.com

Your program seems more featured than mine. I worked more on the interface than the features. Would you mind if I use some of your ideas?

Wow, we both created the same software and posted the nearly same post in the forums in the same day with a little time deyal.. It is interesting..
Check http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=22415
Can you send me a copy of your program, maybe I can help, and I can send you mine if you want.. Ah and mine is built in vb 6.0..
You can send the program to mrdakmor@gmail.com

I decided to keep a dream journal on my pc because it takes time to write it on papers and people esspecially my family members find and read my dream entries which makes me uncomfortable.
I was searching for a nice and free dream journaling software on the internet but when I realized there is not a such thing internet -or I couldn't found one- I decided to make my own program. So I started the project named Dacmoric Dream Studio. I have finished the core program but there are some features that I will add, like Dream Character and Dream Places database. The program have a password protected profile system so more than one person can use th program securely.
There are two things that I need help for;

1) I need a few beta testers so I can detect my mistakes.
2) I need a detailed Lucid Dreaming guide which I can not write myself because of my writing skills .

If anyone wants to help please post under this forum or contact me at mrdakmor@gmail.com.

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