Quote from: soarin12 on March 07, 2013, 04:00:04
Mr. Coffee, Wow! You've given me a lot to ponder. How long did it take you to be able to love the bad entities? Did you have any "revelations" along the way that helped you to achieve this? Once when I was in the vibrational state, I was just hanging out praying, when suddenly a big "poof" of love hit me. It lasted about 10 seconds. It was so powerful and sudden and just "melted" me. Is this what people mean by PUL? (Pure unconditional love energy) Iv'e heard of people giving it to other beings --bad and good.
Thanks for the great advice. I love to hear about how OOBEs have led to spiritual growth in peoples' lives. That's what I'm after. I believe we're all here to become more loving and compassionate beings.
The feelings and what you get out of them is purely unique I feel. Based on your background and beliefs it will highly influence your OBE's. I did have a revelation that did make me change my views on fear and it was backed up by one of my OBE's where I transformed fear into pure bliss which showed me two things, #1. I'm the only one I need to fear in the non-physical, and #2. Surround yourself by positive things and people as love spreads like a virus just like hate/fear.
My background has conditioned me to be highly adaptive and loving (dealing with chronic pain 24/7 and the wheelchair which isn't bad at all once you get use to it). I discovered in my mid twenties to not allow negative thoughts or feelings stay in my mind for too long. I simply observe them as they pass me by almost like wind blowing through your hair. You can sense the feeling but you don't let it bother you or distract you from your current mindset. Also external stimulus like pain can be transformed into pleasure, this works great if you have chronic pain. I did this by realizing if I was born into pain then I wouldn't know any difference. Its only because I was use to living without pain for so long that I feel pain is a bad thing. Any type of stress in your life can be avoided by realizing you survived today and are still in one piece. Once you have something devastating happening to you, you realize how lucky we are to be alive and you don't worry about the small things in life anymore (or this is how I handled it anyways).
Fear though for me was different feeling than hate or sadness. I have a very big imagination and I feel my mind is naturally drawn to darkness. My favorite form of art is dark in nature and its very easy to picture very dark/disturbing images very clearly. I also enjoy creating my own art which is usually dark in nature. I don't feel this is a bad thing but I'll let it get the best of me sometimes and I'll freak myself out to the point where I can feel things touching me although they really aren't. My imagination can get so wild that it can make me have a physical response to it such as feeling something is literally touching my skin when in fact it isn't.
My turning point where I realized I had nothing to fear but myself was during a psychedelic experience. I immersed myself in darkness and felt warm and welcomed. I had nothing to fear I realized, the only reason I feared darkness in the first place was because I had a preconceived idea that darkness was bad. As soon as you toss that out the window you realize darkness can be just as enjoyable as light.
I then put this idea into action. The next time I went into the "quiet spot" where its ideal to project into the non-physical I had a dark entity come towards me, immediately it felt like it was choking me. At first I was startled as this usually never happened but then I realized it was me who was choking myself. I was holding my breathe when it came near me which in turn cut off my source of oxygen which I blamed on the entity. Once I realized this I began to breath normal again and Immediately the choking sensation went away. I then realized this dark entity wasn't bad at all. I was my own enemy. As soon as I welcomed the entity completely it transformed from a bad feeling into an amazing high frequency vibration that felt warm and loving. From then on out I still feel the fear for a few seconds when in the "quiet zone" but then I instantly turn it into love again, sometimes it starts out as love now which never occurred until after I had this revelation.