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#26
 opps....i messed it up.LMAO :-P  maybe someone could explain how to do the quote?...lol
#27
Quote from: NodesOfYesod on March 06, 2007, 10:18:15
The thing that amuses me about non scitzophrenia people talking about Scitzophrenia people is that you simply have no idea what your talking about. you just read a thing some doctor wrote and suddenly your qualified,

I too am schizophrenic, i was diagnosed in 2001. I sometimes think that ppl know everything about mentel illness also, and at times i would get frustrated with ppls comments. a way i got over this is to realize that no one is trying to make you feel inferior. sometimes ppl can actually help. for me i naturally feel that ppl are generally like this, but i feel i need to let my guard down and stop being so defensive.

Quote from: MisterJingo on March 06, 2007, 11:34:05
This isn't exactly a good analogy. People who OBE and experience these things usually have full control, they actively seek these experiences, and they feel comfortable within them. With schizophrenia this isn't usually the case.

For me it was obe and meditation that helped with all of what i been threw. i started taking obe seriously about 3 years ago, and since then i have been able to get off the medication. now i just take an omega 3 supplement and I'm still under doctors supervision. but once i started being consciously aware of obe i was able to cope with reality alot better, it was like i gave myself the time in obe to experience the things that would have otherwise slipped into my everyday life. Its kinda like obe and meditation was exercising the very part of my brain that was causing the imbalance, like it grounded me in a sense. :?

i hope i did the quote thing properly I'm kinda new to forums so still learning :-D
#28
I have one i would  like to share

This happened when i was 18. I was a landscaper/construction worker,and at the time i exercised 3-4 hours a day 5 times a week. I was kinda like a heath nut and whatever i eat was basically being burned off. 

Well one morning i slept in and was going to be late for work, i had no time for breakfest or to make my lunch so i got dressed and went off to work on an empty stomach. By the time 9:30 rolled around i was completely out of energy, i felt like i was going to faint! i didn't even have any water with me, and it was during the summer on a very hot day. So i was trying to think of a way i could get some food or energy there was no way possible.

The only thing i could do was pray so i prayed to god. At the time i was thinking to myself that its not a good thing to pray for assistance but i truly was in need at the time. i said that if you could just help me just this once..  i am in desperate need of food or water. Right away i started feeling like i had more energy, kinda like a sudden boost of energy. Then a little old lady with one of those grocery carts came around the corner and as she got close to me she stopped and started looking in her grocery bags. I started feeling really weird like i almost knew she was going to ask if i wanted something to eat or drink. She looked up at me and asked if i was hungry, at this point i was in awe i didn't know how to react. When i looked into her eyes it was i was starring at god or the Divine. It was one of the most spiritual times in my life. i accepted her offer and she handed me a yogurt and i thanked her and she went on her way. that yogurt was the most delicious thing i have ever had to eat! lol. :-D


#29
I read in the book You Forever by Lobsang Rampa that moderate smoking doesn't affect the astral body, but drinking alcohol can damage it. I'm not sure if that has anything to do with the aura. My suggestion would be to not worry about it, when your ready you will quit! :-D

#30
I once worked as a cashier, in my first month on the job i gave away over $200 to customers.LMAO One time i messed up big time and gave away 80 bucks to this one lady. after that my boss said i would get fired if i messed up again. i never did mess up after that, lol. In my opinion, most places are pretty casual when it comes to these things, as long as its not happining all the time. :-D
#31
Welcome to Members Introductions! / heya
February 05, 2007, 16:18:50
hello everyone! i hope i can contribute from time to time :-)