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I would advise you to not post your e-mail on public forums...

If you do some research you'll find out why.

I said it out loud without doing any research Now they are surely gonna kill me and burn me in hell forever... 

They both do not exist in our universe, you can't compare things which do not exist

"What's the difference between a sphere with an infinitely large radius and a sphere with an infinitely small radius?"

Well, the difference is that a sphere with an infinitely large radius has an infinitely large volume, and a sphere with an infinitely small radius has no volume at all

Anything else you would like to know?

our universe is one of an infinite number of universes in a greater metaverse.  some universes are expanding and some collapsing.

That may be true, I was just speaking of the one we live in now. The main message is that things may not be what they seem to be...

...(maybe scientists will someday find that close objects are getting closer to us while distant galaxies are moving further from us, and will consider it a paradox of all paradoxes )...

It's coming...

From http://www.physorg.com/news145113960.html :

The way galaxies move through the cosmos has recently begun to baffle scientists. Even when the gravitational theories of Newton and Einstein are taken into account, the universe is expanding and galaxies are rotating in ways that do not comply with our current knowledge and predictions.

[The light can orbit around the gravity centre, even multiple times, to create an "illusion" of distant objects.]

Well, for some reason I feel this is a part of my life mission, to spread this message

I posted about this here once but for some reason I can't find the post, I think it got deleted.

Here are the archived pages (they are no longer online): http://web.archive.org/web/20070214094409/http://www.btinternet.com/~mtgradwell/
Please ignore small innacurates in the documents (if someone ever notices them), they do not disturb the whole of the message

The main ideas of the concept are:
1) The universe is quite small, it's not homogenous, there is only one (gravity) centre, and there's less and less matter as we get closer to the edge.
2) The universe is actually quite small. What we see as distant objects or even the "cosmic microwave background radiation", are multiple images of closer objects! How can this be? Well, because we assume that the light has travelled a straight line, but it has not. The light can orbit around the gravity centre, even multiple times, to create an "illusion" of distant objects. This page illustrates and explains the elliptical light paths: http://web.archive.org/web/20061110033735/www.btinternet.com/~mtgradwell/whatwesee1.html
3) The universe is collapsing. Why does it paradoxically seem to us that distant objects are moving away from us (they are red-shifted), is nicely explained here http://web.archive.org/web/20061110033742/www.btinternet.com/~mtgradwell/universe2.html . (note: red-shift=the light path from an object to us is getting longer, blue-shift=the opposite). Again it is caused by the light path from point A to B orbitting further and thus getting longer as these objects move to the centre. However this does not apply to very close objects and is also explained why (maybe scientists will someday find that close objects are getting closer to us while distant galaxies are moving further from us, and will consider it a paradox of all paradoxes )
This also explains the modern findind that "the rate of expansion of the universe is increasing", it's not because of mysterious dark matter, it's simply because as we are getting close to the gravitational centre of the universe, everything speeds up.

There was also the notion that the universe can be a form of a black hole, this is the reason why nothing can escape.

I hope someone educated on astro-physics can read the pages properly, but even to me it makes perfect sense! I feel like this is a key to all the "unknowns" in the universe that everyone is searching for........


Please excuse me if I've interpreted something wrong from the pages, but this is how I got the image.


My own insights: I believe that our universe is eternally old. Old objects are always falling into the centre and new ones are always being materialised on the edge from light (or so I read it).
We think that the universe is x billion years old, but this is just the time when the close universe around us was born.
So everything in this universe has a beginning and an end, but the universe itself is everlasting. Isn't that cool?  

I think I'd answer "yes" to most of the questions

Do you know about a method to get your dream back once you have awoken and can not remember it?

It often happens to me that as I go through the day and see something which reminds me of the dream, the memory comes back.
So if you awake in the middle of the night and dont want to get up and write the whole of your dream, just write one or two words which then you can use to recall the dream.

I have been reading a paradigm-shifting book by physicist William A. Tiller, and he proposes the physical and "etheric" worlds are separated by the speed of light. Everything below the speed of light is dense physical substance, and everything above the speed of light is "etheric" substance.  Approaching the speed of light theoretically requires an infinite amount of physical energy, and so is supposedly impossible and there is a sort of forbidden energy zone (without the right "vehicle" for transportation across it )

That's really interesting 

... their existence is an error that happened during the process of creation. These material universes were created by a lesser god, he calls himself a god but he is a liar and an arrogant envier. They refer to our universe as the 'universe of poverty', and also 'the world of the dead', and they keep the souls returning to slavery, because most of the souls don't know about the pre-existent Father.

Error of creation? Lesser god? Universe of poverty?
Maybe I don't get you, but is this some form of quote or you really believe what you've written??

I had good experience with imagining a fictional place/environment and holding the vision as long as I could before falling asleep... One of my dreams then happened in a similar place like in my vision.

But yes, I believe that in the highest realms/ in the Source, everything is possible- create your worlds, fly through the universe faster than light, go through different dimensions, morph into objects...
I can vaguely remember only one thing from before my physical birth, and that is flying through the endless universe!!! Every time I look at the stars on the sky, the "memory" arises, with an undescribable feeling (the best thing I can compare it to is like seeing your hometown after 30 years of living in a different place)

This might be kind of boring but anyway I felt i could share it

Last night I had a weird dream of a highway along which grew a strange plant, the Astral Projection plant. I didn't take it in the dream, but anyway it ended and I was laying on my bed, still with a bit of dream imagery.
I became conscious enough so I thought i would try an exit technique. I imagined myself hovering above my body and started to feel intense vibrations (I believe it was my physical body shaking) and saw my room, through my astral eyes. The wierd thing is that everything was in shades of grey (not even slightest hint of color) and with sharp image. My field of vision was quite narrow.
It ended quickly, in a few seconds. I thought i would try again, this time the vibrations were even crazier but no OBE that I know of happened.
Again this dreamy state faded away quickly and I could not keep it more than a minute, this happens every time to me when I become conscious.

Was this an obe or just a dream of it?

The weird thing is that I could feel the vibrations and my physical body even during the "obe", this makes me believe that during these experiences, part of your awareness always stays in your body...

One note, that night I went to sleep earlier (after midnight) so this could have helped.

Interesting... I didn't read this post until now but this morning on one of my little OBE adventures I was interacting with someone else in another astral zone and while we were talking down by what appeared to be a beach we both heard a thunder and lightening and looked toward the land and saw a large dark column of cloud forming and moving toward us quickly.

lol, I recently had a dream of tornado coming towards me, it was dark and with a lot of lightning. I said my family to leave quickly (we were on a vacation) but I kept videotaping it in the dream. It just turned away from us and faded away.

Surprisingly enough, we had a few tornados in our country a few days later (we just rarely have them here) 

I often wake up abruptly and hear the echo of a LOUD door slam and that's what I thought woke me up, but no door did actualy move.
I thing these are hypnagogic hallucinations (is that the right word?, I mean the hallucinations after waking up)

When I once looked out of a window in my room in dream/LD/OBE (it all blends together for me really), I saw the most amazing evening sky I have ever seen. There were colors of orange, purple and pink, and in the background I heard beautiful ambient hiss/drone (like in Steve Roach ambient tracks).
This picture http://www.flipstips.com/images/purple%20pink%20beach.jpg comes close but still not quite.
It was definately one of the experiences I'll remember forever.

On the note of this, I found weird encoding artifacts in the original Boxed nirvana mp3. Most of the bandwdth is cut off @13kHz and there are just ocassional "bursts" to 16kHz. According to this find, converting the mp3 to much lower bitrate (80-96kbs) could possibly improve the quality by filtering out these high frequency bursts or "ringings"...

your PC does not have sound card? If it does, try plugging the phones directly into your card, the souncards are usually made with enough power on the line output to drive phones. Just a little reminder, don't forget to turn the volume down in windows otherwise you might get shocked by the volume

BTW why cannot you put it on your digital player, it does not have enough memory or what? In this case, down-converting the mp3 to something like 96kbps shouldn't harm it much as I believe the Boxed Nirvana does not have too much high frequencies in it.

Hope this helps

Is it possible to heal (by mind, not by medical treatment) diseases that lead to unrecoverable physical damage to the body/ parts of it, such as Alzheimer's disease?

Edit: that was probably a bad example as a person with Alzheimer would probably have hard time doing mental healing... but I hope you know what I mean

Has anyone tried to record stereo bi-aural with a mono microphone?  If I can dig one up I'll try it      

If you mix stereo into mono, you are really adding the two channels together. So the result will be a sine wave with sine volume envelope ("beating") where the frequency of the volume envelope is F2-F1 (F2 - original left channel frequency, F1- original right channel frequency). Like this: http://www.picotech.com/experiments/sound_interference/graphics/frequency_image.gif

The resulting wave cannot be used for binaural audio, because the "trick" behind binaural beats is that they are mixed in the brain, creating the beating inside brain.

I notice this when sitting in a fixed position for a few minutes, trying to "balance" my head. It then starts moving around a bit without my control, I think its the head trying to automatically balance itself

The clip is in MONO, there is no way it could work.

I know there's nothing to be afraid of in SP but the fear is subconscious and uncontrollable. I can also wake at will from SP but it requires a lot of effort (strive to move my arm as much as I can and it eventually moves, getting me out of the state; it's funny how all the nerve connections are cut off effectively leaving only the head awake ).

I've been having a lot of SP's when I was a child, they come just rarely now.

But like one member here said, I feel like I have a special connection to the physical at this time/life (maybe because I chose to), making it for me much harder to break this "connection" than for others. But anyway I find my true home in dreams, this physical world looks extremely strange and odd to me! Especially some of the modern society "trends" which I absolutely don't get, and have no explantation for...

OK so yesterday as I woke up, I did not move or anything. As I went back to sleep after a while, I gained awareness in a dream. But it did not look like lucid dream, I was aware I was dreaming and things got clearer after I realised that. But the problem was I could not move, I only consciously observed the dream, the dream had me in control. Luckily this was my first LD longer than a few seconds (maybe it could be even classified as OBE as I was in my house and everything looked as it looks in waking life) But anyway it ended quickly again.
Like in all the few-second LDs I had i was aware that I was dreaming but I could not control the dream, why is that?

And here comes another trance release! This time it's melodic trance mixed with hard trance/dance elements.


Online stream with cool picture but pretty bad audio quality http://www.vimeo.com/1400244

Download link for high quality mp3 http://boxstr.com/files/2874579_7adyh/DJ_Spaceport-Deep_Space.mp3