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just saw your posts
took me some time to figure out what does YAWVEH means but I got it eventually.. though I don't believe in any dogmatic beliefs. To me god is the universe, the one, the all, the source of energy, the essence.
Amen to your words.
The days of peace seems sometimes so far away when living in this country.
Yes i can read your translation of course..
You are aware that it is ancient Hebrew and is not the language we speak now.
Can you read Hebrew?

Nice talking with you Alan.
May god bless us all as he always does. May peace rule the world as it should.
Today is our new years eve, so id like to wish you and everyone a blessed, wonderful, expanding, insightful, happy year.

You are right, love can be harsh.
I believe it is a matter of where you will take your love.
I personally don't feel jealous, obsessed and frightened although I can recall a few situations in the past when I did. I was less aware at those times and although jealousy and fears were never really a part of my system (relating to love), I was very much obsessed at some points, it was very unpleasant of course but along my path I found my ways of dealing with it and now I don't find myself in those situations anymore.
At all times, when I was deeply in love, regardless of what it was accompanied by, I was always feeling an amazing rush of energy going through me at all times which caused me to feel more alive, which I believe is in direct contact with happiness. Id rather feel strong negative emotions than not feeling anything, thats what makes me really feel dead. Lately, I became more in touch with myself, started to practice meditation, and from that time, I am always feeling positive emotions, experiencing a calm and peaceful life, feeling always very much alive.

About your question regarding to the amazing ---> horrible day.
The Israeli Defense Forces is a horrible organization, causing thousands of young people in my country to suffer daily and puts them into a very harsh negative vortex which for most of them, is very difficult to overcome.
It is the law here that every citizen of this country to serve the army for a few years (3 for males, 2 for females), and also afterwards, once a year until the age of 50!
During the 3 years, you get paid about 150$, depending on what it is you do.
This military system is very complexed and non human, causing a lot of people major problems and misery and because of our society, most people believe they deserve to go through it.
This system is hard dealing with, and when you get to your base, there is a complete shift in your consciousness, at least for me. I immediately feel fear and anxiety as the rules are harsh and you can be sent away from your home for many days or weeks if you get caught with a loose pocket, shirt outside your pants, hair not cut properly etc, all depending on the circumstances, warriors have an unbelievable reality to deal with every day where in a single most inevitable mistake could be transmuted into a most horrific punishment. I have many friends who for many reasons visited the military prison which is a very unpleasant experience.
I won't bore you with more details about the IDF experience, let me assure you, it is traumatizing for many individuals.
Nonetheless, there was a great lesson for me there and I did learn it.
On that specific day, the great contrast between the moments I experienced prior to entering the base and the ones afterwards was the reason for this major mood swing.
Hope I didn't bore u about the army
Yours
Ariel

sorry to reply again here
remembered something quite important.
Not all days are happy / non happy.
I specifically remember one day not long ago, when I was driving in the morning and I felt so alive, so beyond the physical, I was very much aware of my powers and I cried out of happiness during almost the entire drive (30 minutes), although when I got to the base (I was a soldier at that time), I was shaken completely and it became one of my most horrible experiences.
Just wanted to mention it
Ariel

My happiest moments are when I see through the illusion and realize that I can be in total and utter control of it ALL.  The difficult, however, is that when the glimpse is gone, I am back residing within the innumerable egos that tell me (just like they tell you), "You're not happy until you get_____," or "That person should not have done_________."  But, not to worry, we are here to overcome and overcome we must.

I am also the happiest when I realize everything that God has given me, namely a wonderful spouse and beautiful children whom I am to teach and guide so they can begin the work of awakening their true, inner selves.

I have to say I feel very much the same as PeacefulWarrior here says.
The days when I feel enlightened, when I see beyond the physical illusion of time and space, that's when I feel most happy, in those moments I realize this is all a game, a very restricted part of my life, those days tend to be very productive and I often feel like I have advanced when they are over, besides that, the more precise my day is, the better I communicate and the happier I feel.

Some days are just very happy because they include a very strong experience such as the Paul Mcartney concert I've been to a few days ago which was very touching to me,
just flowing on some musical instruments with some friends, or sometimes just experiencing a true moment of piece on the beach.
Of course, when I am in love, I am bursting with energy throughout the day always, as love is the most powerful frequency in the universe.
Cheers
Ariel

Im currently trying to raise my dream recall level. Any help will be appreciated
Cheers
Ariel

thanx alot
youve been very helpful
if you could explain more about hemi sync, it will be great
thanks again
ariel

Personally, I don't believe anyone could give you satisfying answers because no one has really yet to understand completely our reality.
Knowing the exact future is supposed to be impossible because there are an infinite number of quantum possibilities in every situation at all times.
Nevertheless, something which will happen can be predicted by means of "Psychic powers" which of course, we all posses.
In any sphere of life higher than the physical one, this one, time simply does not exist, everything happens "now".
If the dream you had is exactly similar to the experience you had in your life, who am i to tell you it is or isn't..
Remember at all times, that quite everything is possible, even if no one has done it before you. Through communication with inner spheres, one can obtain certain facts about the future, exactly what and how to do it I can't really tell.
Bottom line is
you should learn from your own experience

let me start by saying that everything is possible.
it is possible that the girl in your dreams is someone you made contact with before you came to earth this time and you two have a contract that you should me or something of that sort, in that case, you will meet her and maybe fall in love.
it is also possible that the girl in your dreams is simply a figment of your imagination, your subconscious (and therefore yours) perfect girl, and having seeing that girl, you don't feel satisfied with anything less than her.
It is also possible she is someone you knew when you were young and you can't figure it out now.
it is also possible that your subconscious is trying to tell you something much more important about you that I could never know about, it could relate to anything.. from you being gay to any subtext about your previous relationships, future relationships, maybe have something to do with sex. In fact, everything is possible
look deep inside you for your answer because its somewhere there.
Also,
if you see that girl again in your dream, try asking her who she is, without putting any emotional fuel to her, do not expect her to say anything, try and remain as passive as possible with your mind as you confront her

hope this have been helpful
Ariel

first of all,
Ive been giving lately attempts to the WILD technique.
When I lay down I see vague colors, shapes etc and every once in a while a whole scene kicks in as if im really in it followed with an intense vibration but after 1-2 seconds its gone, until the next one comes. I cant seem to maintain / enter those scenes.
Secondly
if you meditate during a lucid dream, isn't the dream environment supposed to change into the real astral reality?

so..
I have a lot of things in mind relating to various topics so I just thought I'll post it all under one same topic and hope for someone to answer.

First of all,
The Monroe Institute. I didn't really understand from the website what it's all about, what is the focus 10 etc etc mentioned and there and so on. What exactly do you do there, how will it effect my life afterwards, my consciousness etc..
I would really like to hear from someone who has been there and tried their courses what it's like and how it helped him.

Secondly,
the opinions regarding to dreams, projections, obes are various and i have yet come to an understanding of my own.
Some people say that when you dream, your consciousness is projected to the astrals and the only difference is therefore in your perception and the fact that in a dream you are responsible for the scenery, people etc whilst when projecting, you are viewing the public astral. Some say that turning a lucid dream into a projection is almost impossible because you will just dream about projecting when in fact you won't exit your body. Reading about various techniques made me think that I should try converting a lucid dream into a projection. One important question will then be, how can I determine whether I am viewing the public Astral Planes or simply figments of my own imagination / subconscious

Also, could you enter from a lucid dream the real time zone? (obe - "etheric projection")

Another question I have is regarding the known WILD technique.
The WILD technique is to my best knowledge very familiar to astral projection techniques.
Letting the HI come and eventually to enter it.
One question would be how to determine if the HI are pictures from the Astrals or from your dreamland.

Lastly,
I have heard a lot in this forum about "Astral Dynamics"
What exactly is this book and where can i find it?

Thanx in advance to everyone who will help me, reply to my questions, and to all who take the time to read them.
Ariel

Another question would be whether the astral projection which commenced from a lucid dream will be different in level if there is such a thing as to an astral projection which was started differently.

Thanks
This helped me a lot
gonna try it soon
ill post the results
thanx again
ariel

if so
how can this be achieved?

A.
How can i turn this into a lucid dream?
B.
Can this be turned into an astral projection?

Usually when I meditate lying on my back at night when i'm tired, not long after I start, colors, pictures and all sorts of not so clear projections will be observed. every once in a while, when i'm not ready, just suddenly I get a very clear projection, like im really in it, not like things running in the darkness but a solid whole scene, accompanied with an intense  vibration, but after 1-2 seconds when i realize it, its gone and I come back to my normal state with all those things running through my head and again after a couple of minutes another clear projection will be seen, but I can't seem to maintain/enter it.

are you the one in control of where you land/how you exit? if so, how do u do it

in that case
what is the difference between astral projecting and lucid dreaming?

Well,
first of all
the method is very similar if not the same. (reaching the hypnogogic state and then entering one of the scenes when it becomes strong enough)
Correct me at any point if i am mistaken.
Also,
Ive read in ultimate reality that every time you sleep you unconsciously project to the astral planes.
so another question will be, if you have a lucid dream, supposing that you are conscious, provided by this information, astral projecting and lucid dreaming will be the same thing.
i think ive got something wrong
could someone be nice enough to explain?

P.S.
I remembered another thing which happened, which was maybe the strongest in the whole experience.
At one point, I just felt like someones hand was touching me rather strongly on my ribs/stomach.
It was as real as someone was actually there when suddenly and rather aggressively he just placed his hand on that particular area of my body.
thankx again

hi
im fairly new to astral projecting, obes etc..
currently reading ultimate reality
didnt get to the astral projection chapter yet tho
almost there!
anyway
i dont really know methods for astral projection and obes yet
just know what they are
yesterday, i had a very unusual experience during meditation and id like to know what it was.
so
ive started meditating about a week ago or maybe less
i meditate from 1-3 times a day
each time putting a 20 minutes timer
yesterday,
during my second and last meditation of the day which was right before going to sleep i experienced something very strong.
after a couple of minutes of meditation, i began feeling like my body was paralyzed a bit (this already happened to me), a bit later afterwards, suddenly a very strong and vivid image, like a movie running before my eyes, very intense, also accompanied with an intense sound/music, after 1-2 seconds in this state, i felt the most amazingly strong vibration rushing through all of my body, a couple of seconds later, the movie/image was gone, but my state of consciousness remained different than usual.
I felt like i was in a trance maybe. I tried to just keep meditating but it was very hard. I tried to encourage another image of the same sort to reappear with no success, but very short afterwards, it happened again, with no vibration this time, until very quickly, everything was out of control, I just laid down, trying to keep focus on my thoughts when possible, and images/videos/sounds just rushed through my mind in a very fast and powerful manner. In this point I realized the clock was going to ring and take me out of my trance which was an amazing experience and i didnt want it to happen, but in no way, i woudlve opened my eyes and disconnect it. i couldnt even think about moving.
Trying to keep meditating upon my breath led me to the feeling that my thoughts are divided or so. Like a lower part of my consciousness of me was still trying to meditate upon his breath, while of course, getting distracted from time to time, but like a higher part of me was this sounds and images, like they were no part of my consciousness, not controlled by any way on the behalf of me, just images and sounds of all sorts and kinds running through my mind higher than my consciousness efforts to keep meditating (which was quite hard at the time) as if someone was just projecting those flicks of audio and video into my mind above my "normal" thoughts.
After some time in this state which seemed like quite longer than it really was (all of the experience was exactly 20 minutes) the alarm suddenly went off and i was pulled out of this state, back to "reality", i was shocked, everything of course was dazed and blurry. Another thing to mention is that at the beginning of the process, in the early minutes of meditating, when i was closing my eyes, instead of seeing black and some patches of colors, i saw like light tunnels, which were constantly changing, like i was in some way, being pulled through them.
I hope i succeeded in making you understand partially at least my experience.
I don't know what it was and i would very much like to.
I also think it was not even close to being fully "used", I am sure that if my alarm wouldn't go off, I would reach even more states of consciousness.

Does someone here know what this was about?
Thanks in advance
ariel

I'm new here
and just very recently been exposed to things like astral projection and obes.
I don't know who here is familiar with the brainwave entertainment field but I went and bought the mp3 for astral projection.
These are special frequencies that are supposed to make the person listening to them astral project.
It did not work for me.
I was wondering if someone knew what i might be doing wrong, what are the cons of the brainwave entertainment field (if there are any..).

thanks alot
ariel