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#26

Welcome to Astral Chat! / Favorite Lyrics!

July 11, 2003, 20:35:49

For those of you who have been on the Pulse for a while, you know that I'm a music junkie (No...I didn't steal Peaceful's opening line. What would make you think that? [] )

So anyway, I have been on this techno kick for a while, but the stuff that really hits home is a band that many people know for their hit song "Kryptonite". That's right - 3 Doors Down! They have some of the greatest lyrics I have ever heard. (If you didn't know, I tend to memorize every part of songs: the bass, the acoustic, the beat, the lyrics, etc.) Here's the list of lyrics I've been meaning to share for a LONG time somewhere. When I heard these songs the first time I almost cried. :X No i didn't.

By the way these are all off their latest album "Away from the Sun"

Track 1 - When I'm Gone

There's another world inside of me that you may never see.
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide.
Somewhere in this darkness there's a life that I can't find.
Maybe it's too far away or maybe I'm just blind, maybe I'm just blind.

*chorus*
So hold me when I'm here, Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared, And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am, And everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down, Even if I could
I'd give up everything, If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here, Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared, You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone...
Love me when I'm gone

They actually went to an aircraft carrier to play this song to the men and women out protecting our country and made it their music video. That's exactly what this song is about. Missing someone while they are gone.

Track 2 - Away From The Sun

*chorus*
'Cause now again I've found myself so far down,
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down,
Away from the sun that shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms that care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again.

This song is about getting out of a pit of shame you dug yourself into. The sunlight could represent a friend coming to help you out of this time in your life. I guess. I'm no good at this.

Track 3 - The Road I'm On

She said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you're living inbetween the lines
And all of the stars they sparkle and shine everyday

He said life's so hard to move in sometimes
When it feels like I'm towin' the line
And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way

*chorus*
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone.
That's the same road, the same road, that I'm on.

This song is meant to explain that everybody has the same problems in this world, no matter who they are. The video for this has nothing to do with that at ALL!

Track 4 - Ticket To Heaven

I'm walkin' a wire feels like a thousand ways I could fall
To want is to buy but to live is to die and it can't take it all
When everything is said and done I won't have one thing left
What happened to everything that I've ever known?

*chorus*
Cause all they gave me was this ticket to heaven
But that ticket to heaven said to lie in the bed that you make
Now I'm restless and I'm running from everything
I'm running from everything
I'm afraid it's a little too late

Soft voices lie and innocence dies, now ain't that a shame
Then all of your dreams, and all your money they don't mean a thing
When everything is said and done you wont have one thing left
What happened to everything that I've ever known?

I really have no idea what this song means. Any thoughts?

Track 5 - Runnin' Out of Days

There's too much work and I'm spent
There's too much pressure and I'm bent
I've got no time to move ahead
Have you heard one thing that I've said

*chorus*
All these little things in life
They all create this haze
There's too many things to get done
And I'm running out of days

I can't last here for long
I feel this current it's so strong
It gets me further down the line
It gets me closer to the light

Gotta finish stuff in life before it's too late. That's basically it.

Track 6 - Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lies have made me colder, and I don't think I can look at this the same.
All the miles that separate, disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face.

*chorus*
I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight, it's only you and me.

Same thing with When I'm Gone. It's a song about someone you haven't seen in a long time. This is the song I love the most. I like singin it

Track 7 - I Feel You

*chorus*
And what do I get to get me through the sleepless nights?
And what do I have to hold when no one's there to hold me tight?
And what do I see the only thing that gets me through this?
Is what I feel, and I feel you.

This ain't no bed of nails, but there not roses just the same.
But God this road sure can be long.
Another endless day another seven hundred miles, will take me further from my home.

Another song about missing someone. Or maybe about something in your life you have to deal with but have nobody to rely on to get you through it.

Track 8 - Dangerous Game

You stand before me now we stare eye to eye
Before another second clicks away one of us will die.
You reach for your metal as I reach for mine
The sound of bullets flyin' through the air, is followed by a cry
And they're cryin'

*chorus*
What will we do? What will we say?
When is the end of this game that we play?
Will we crumble into the dust my friend?
Or will we start this game over again?

The young man lays alone but fastened to the ground
The sound of fleeing feet and a cryin' eye will be his last sound.
What did we gain from all of this now? Was it worth a life?
We've thrown all our hopes away and set our dreams aside.
Now we're cryin'

For all I can tell, this song is about petty squabbles between people, and how they solve nothing. Seems like a good way to explain it too. Especially "What did we gain from all this now? Was it worth a life?"

Track 9 - Changes

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am.
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted, and nobody understands (how i feel).
I'm tryin' hard to breathe now, but there's no air in my lungs.
There's no one here to talk to, and the pain inside is making me numb.
I try to hold this under control, they can't help me, cause no one knows.

*chorus*
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes.
God, I feel so frustrated lately.
When I get suffocated, save me.
Now I'm goin' through changes, changes.

Feelin' weak and weary, walkin' through this world alone.
Everything they say every word of it, cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed).
I've got something to say, but now I've got nowhere to turn
It feels like I've been buried, underneath all the weight of the world.

Wow. The first time I heard this song I actually thought of the Hulk. It sounds like the perfect theme song to that. Just get it. You'll see. I love this song so very very much.

Track 10 - Goin' Down in Flames

Don't tell me what to think, 'cause I don't care this time.
Don't tell me what to believe, 'cause you won't be there.
Catch me when I fall, but you'll need me when I'm not here at all
Miss me when I'm gone, again.

*chorus*
I'm goin' down in flames
I'm fallin' into this again
I'm goin' down in flames
I'm fallin' into this again

Don't tell me how life is, 'cause I don't really ever wanna know.
Don't tell me how this game ends, 'cause we'll just see how it goes.
Catch me when I fall, or you'll need me when I'm not here at all
Miss me when I'm gone, again.

Friendship? I dunno. Maybe someone saves somebody else in more ways than one. That's at least what I think. There's 2 more songs on the album which don't really do it for me. So I didn't post them.

I hope you liked all that. Feel free to post the lyrics that you like the most. Multiple songs if you wish. Hey who am I to prevent you from posting what you want. Whee.

Peace Out YAAL!
~Squeek

#27

Welcome to Astral Chat! / What is going on here?

July 01, 2003, 15:38:52

When I started at these forums in December, I was nervous, because I wanted to fit into a group of people that were more experienced than I was back then. They most likely still are.

Back then, there was no animosity towards any other at all. Nobody was yelling, nobody was fighting. It was great. Finally, I had found a place online where I could help others, and others could help me.

Then the bombshell hits. A topic under the title "Ki Ball Pictures" arises. Constant bickering takes place, and we learn that there have joined those who choose to protest against this wonderful forum.

And thus, the war began.

The forums became yet again a peaceful place shortly after, but what had happened was never forgotten. The 3 had left, as they had found a better place to go in their lives. I can recall one of them actually learning the error of his ways, and began to pursue his dreams.

The glory lasted another month or two, then the fighting took up again. People began to post of upcoming events, such as wars. I took a part of this, and I sadly regret doing so.

Although the raging battle has near ceased, a new, even greater war has begun on the Astral Pulse. Instead of looking towards facts, we have begun turning on each other. Instead of prodding the problem, we criticize the source of the information. This is not the way it should be. This great place used to be a place where I could even call a sanctuary. It was peaceful, people were posting success stories, and it was great. Now the future of the forums looks bleak, unless we can do something to change the present.

I wrote this not to point out the problems, but to help come to a solution. I took my time to make it as eloquent as I could with 11 years education. I took the time to make my posts COUNT, and make my voice heard. Now I ask that you do the same.

~Squeek

#28

Welcome to Metaphysics! / Lookin for some Crazy Good Music?

June 19, 2003, 13:47:48

Couple of weeks ago I was over at a friend's house and he was playing some crappy music (or so I thought at the time). Then one song comes on and I realize that I'd heard it before. It was by a band named "Prodigy" (now one of my most favorite bands). The songs was "Breathe" and it was just amazingly awesome how they link all their sounds together. I immediately got their entire collection of songs.

If you're looking for some great music that has mainly instrumentals only, or just some funky techno (this is actually in the electronica genre), then Prodigy is the way to go 100%. Here's a song list in categories for you, since I'm so nice and all. I'll not put them all on since there's alot.

90% Instrumental Only

Break & Enter
3 Kilos
Climbatize
Full Throttle
Speedway
Narayan
Skylined
VooDoo People

Lyrical

Breathe
Fuel My Fire
No Good (Start the Dance)
Poison

I like Voodoo People, 3 Kilos, and Poisons the most. This band always comes up with the coolest names for songs

This is just my recommendation, but since Prodigy is so cool anyway, you should definately download them. They have 3 songs in Matrix movies too. And one in Charlie's Angels

~Squeek

#29

Welcome to Quantum Physics! / The Amygdala

June 15, 2003, 20:22:17

First of all... if you read the "clouds" post, you'll know what I'm talking about...

Now, I've read a BUNCH on the two amygdala's in our brains, but you have to buy the book on in-depth ways to actually "click" it forward. I don't want to pay... :p

So, does anybody have any advice to give me? That'd be awesome.

~Squeek

#30

Welcome to Metaphysics! / Whoa...Success?

June 12, 2003, 15:30:25

So I was in church yesterday for my youth group sitting in the front row during the homily and suddenly realize it's just the perfect time to practice my auric sight. The priest likes to walk around usually, but this time he remained relatively immobile. So all of the sudden my eyes kinda flash a bit and there's a slight glow around him. From what I could pick out, it was green fading to blue on the edges around his head, and blue around his red "thing" they wear. So, yea. It was like that for the next 5 minutes, then I decided (for some reason) to turn it off. But now I know what it feels like.

Did I do it? Or am I just a fool? In any case, reply!

~Squeek

#31

Welcome to Metaphysics! / An old comic has new meaning.

May 28, 2003, 14:41:26

I was reading my Calvin and Hobbes books the other day and I stumbled across this! It correlates with that story I heard a while ago about this monk and master and the monk can walk across water after 10 years of training and the master is unimpressed because he can just take a bout or some junk like that. Anyway here it is.

If you can't read what he says, here :

"I can't imagine mastering the skills involved here without a clearer understanding of who is going to be impressed."

Post! NOW! Please?

~Squeek

#32

Welcome to Metaphysics! / Relatively useless, but still fun.

May 27, 2003, 11:52:07

This is one think I like to do for some odd reason. I didn't know where to post it, but still something related, so I thought I'd post it here. The exercise is called Changing Point of View. I guess you could call it a bit of visualization.

Basically, in anything you do (if you have the time), you imagine what you would look like from somebody or something else. Like, your computer screen. How must you look now to it? Hard to picture, aint it? Even harder is overhead, or behind, etc. But still fun. It's like having a camera on a free-floating track anywhere you go. Fun for the whole family

Post what you think. Useless, but still fun. I'm bored. Whee.

#33

Welcome to Metaphysics! / Who To Tell?

May 14, 2003, 14:41:38

The first week you learn about all this information, you gotta tell somebody, you know? Friends, Family, Neighbors, etc. Well, I made this topic for some odd reason that had to do with advising people never to do that. I'll even list why!

Friends - Make sure you know who your friends really are. I told 5 of who I thought were my closest friends, guess how many are still buddies with me? ONE. I lost the other four. They now hate me. Everyday I face ridicule for what I beleive (Which i find appaling but still...) The other friend kinda just shrugged it off. He understands why I want to pursue it, but never brings it up in a comversation (AND doesn't tell the entire school of 2100 students)

Neighbors - If you have neighborhood friends, the odds are actually greater towards success somehow. I still recommend keeping it to yourself, but I told my neighbor (who happened to love DragonBallZ) and he was totally into it, moreso than me... He's probably farther along too, but we don't really chat during the school year.

Family - Lemme break this one down into 2 parts.

Brothers / Sisters - This is a 50/50 chance here. Either they will accept it and even try some of their own, or they will hate you / tell on you (for something...) Personally, I wouldn't even tell my sister how old i am, that's how much I keep from her (even though it's not hard to find out...)

Parents - Ok. Now, with my parents, they'll think I'm crazy again and send me to the school psychologist. Beleive me, it HAS happened before. Parents are the most non-understanding people in the world!

Here's my story from 4th grade that made my parents worried for my sanity.

Back in the day, I lived in a tiny room with a "bunk" bed that my dad built that really sucked. I had a very old computer, but I still had to use it for school and stuff. One day, when I arrived home from school, I smelled this horribly purtid STANK that was coming from my computer. It smelled like a dead mouse and, since those weren't to uncommon in OUR crappy house, that's what I figured it was. My parents never smelled anything. I didn't understand. So one day I'm minding my own business at school, using a shiny book cover to reflect sunlight in this guy's eyes during a test that I had already finished in about 2 seconds and I got called to the guidance office. She wanted to talk to me about dead mice -.-

So you see, my parents think I'm crazy. Can't tell them anything that's not "normal"

Feel free to yell at me, question my statements, or post your own comments.

~Squeek

PS - Dont Tell Anybody!!!

#34

Welcome to Astral Consciousness! / Where can I buy these Gateway/Focus things?

May 11, 2003, 18:54:19

Just like the topic displays...I've heard all about these Gateway's and focuses, and I'm assuming their tapes er something. So my question is...

Are they downloadable?

Yes - Where?

No - Where can I get the tape / cd from?

Thanks, Squeek

#35

Welcome to Metaphysics! / TV Shows

April 25, 2003, 20:03:48

How accurate are the shows that have information on energy work, such as tonight's John Doe? (If you saw it, you know what I'm talking bout) Please feel free to post your opinions on it

~Squeek

#36

Welcome to Astral Projection Experiences! / So...What's It Like?

April 14, 2003, 13:44:05

If you've actually had an ObE, care to divulge your experience? I just wanna know how cool it can be, or how scary, or how enlightening, etc. You do not need to include the getting to the OBE state here.

#37

Welcome to the Healing place! / I'd hate to ask...

March 25, 2003, 19:36:34

Something is seriously wrong with my eyes. My doctor tells me its just an infection, but I think it's something more. The drops she prescribed work in the short-term, but they don't fix the problem. I've been prescribed 5 different drops, neither of them has rid me of the pain.

I...can't look at light anymore. It really hurts. I don't even have a clue what I'm gonna do for school. Nothing is helping. I had to dim my computer screen just to type this...

There had to be something out that that can help me, so I turned to this room. I had been avoiding it because I thought my problems were irrelevant.

#38

Welcome to Metaphysics! / Subconscious Conversations

March 18, 2003, 13:18:40

First of all, I learned about this here -
http://www.psipog.net/show.php?id=36

Now, once you read that whole article, and then the article that is linked inside that article, you may be able to answer my questions a bit easier. I read this article and was deeply interested in them, especially the story on the link from the article on psipog. This is one thing I have been trying to find for a very long time.

Anywaysness... I read the article and know I got results. I could actually tell. That right there was a huge plus. But, the problem is, I can't actually hear the answers to questions I ask of him. I know he can hear me, because the things I ask him happen, but can't hear his reply.

Examples? Here they are

I was chatting with my neighbor on aim immediately after reading this. After a while, i said goodbye, but he didn't reply. I hear a voice inside tell me not to close the window yet, so I didn't. About 15 minutes passed with that window cluttering up my taskbar, so I decided to close it anyways. Exactly 5 seconds later... a new chat window pops up saying "K" then "Bye" then " * has signed off AIM " I knew i should've listened to him [

]

I read about an experiment with early mornings from the psipog link as well. So, one night, at 11pm, I asked him if he could wake me up at 5:45 the next morning...just to test it out. I woke up the next morning at 5:46. I usually don't get up until at least 6:10, so this was just another hint.

Last one - I was playing a psychic card game online, and on the first game of each match, i heard the voice tell me where to pick or which one to pick (2 different games) And by golly, he was right. The game involved a 500x500 or so pixel grid. You pick a spot that you think the dot is around, then show, and it shows you how far off you were. I don't beleive this was coincidence because a saw a small blip of light coming from the spot he told me to click. I have the saved picture of me getting about 1mm away from the dot on that one.

Anyhoo...post your comments / questions / insults here. Whee.

#39

Welcome to Metaphysics! / Knowing the future?!

March 09, 2003, 17:09:25

Somehow...Some way... I can tell what episode of the Simpsons is going to air on the day it airs. It sounds crazy and...well..stupid... but it's totally true. Throughout the course of the day, a quote from one of their 300+ episodes will just pop into my head. I write it down, or tell someone. Come 6:00 or 6:30, I'll watch it, and it'll be there.

If you watch fox, sometimes, you'll see they advertise the 6:00 episode. These aren't the ones i get quotes from. Like, just today, at around 3:00, I was somehow thinking about something, and i remembered the unfunny quote "I put those 'Cathys' on the fridge for you". Come 6:30 (today is sunday...i didnt even think it'd be on!) It's the gymnastics episode. Lisa goes to college, earns credits, and so on. This was the episode that marge says that line. This has happened....I'd say....57 or so times?

Lol...what a useless talent... I have psychicness for TV stuff. (It's true for video games too...)

#40

Welcome to Metaphysics! / The problems of Society

March 08, 2003, 21:04:02

Honestly. This is the one thing that gets me steamed. How did our society deteriorate so quickly? How did it come to be that curse words are "acceptable"? Whatever happened to chat rooms where people actually chatted? What happened to beleif? Did it all fly out the window somehow, because this is something that troubles me everyday.

I went into a Yahoo! Game room. I wanted to play some Graffiti (pictionary). What's the first thing I see? Take a guess.

A/S/L? TYPE 123 IF YOU WANNA MEET ME!

It wasn't like this 4 years ago. 4 years ago, people went to chat rooms to chat. They didn't say dirty / nasty things. Well, some did. But we had moderators kick them out of the room. Even look at this forum! Some people here are using the F word in a place like this! How is this tolerated by society? I'll tell you.

Somehow, we've adapted to it. We're fine with it. I walk down the halls in my school; you can hear curses in general chats are you pass by, and teachers 3 feet away! How can they not care! People are kissin in the halls, and it's totally acceptable!

If you've ever studies history, you know that 100 or so years ago, it was impolite for a woman to show her ankles. Go to a public beach today and tell me if something has changed.

Feel like posting? Go ahead. Agree / disagree? Comments? Questions? post them.

~Squeek

#41

Welcome to Metaphysics! / Near Death Experiences

March 03, 2003, 13:35:10

I heard alot about these online somewhere and how they change your outlook on the way life is and all that stuff. I also read it helps your obe'ing somehow....somewhere...Anyways.

I almost died twice. So, when is this supposed to happen? Seriously... I'm not a changed person at all! I was no different that day than I am today! (except maybe I appreciate music more and and a bunch smarter)

Look. Now I'm a clown [

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Post ya replies. Shoot me down. Make me feel like dirt.

#42

Welcome to Metaphysics! / Which Kinesis is right for you?

February 22, 2003, 23:07:02

After my recent post on Aerokinesis in the energy development category, I began to think a bit more on past experiences in my life. How can a person tell if that experience was actually using hidden powers from within, or just dumb luck? How is it that we finally realize that that experience actually meant something?

I just wanted your opinion of what you think you are from past experiences (share it if you feel the need), and then what you hope to attain.

alphabetical order...

1. Aerokinesis - The control over wind.
2. Biokinesis - The control over genetics. (right?)
3. Cryokinesis - The control over ice.
4. Electrokinesis - The control over electricity.
5. Hydrokinesis - The control over water.
6. Pyrokinesis - The control over fire.

I'll go ahead and give you a sample from my experiences. I have no idea if any of this is significant in any way, shape, or form, although I'd like for it to be.

1. Cryo. Ever since I was 6, going outside during a snowstorm or a rainstorm or just when it is cold outside was really fun in shorts and a T-shirt. In fact, that's pretty much what I always wear. I used to actually dance in the rain because I was 6 and had alot of time on my hands. When I was about 9 or 10, my older cousin dared me to keep my arm from hand to elbow submerged in a tub of ice water for 2 hours. I did that one, although I got bored at the 20 minute mark. Wish Gameboy could be played with one hand...

1b. (if something else is significant, you can always have more than one, or so I've read)

Bio. Somehow in these 16 years of my life, I have yet to contract an illness. I've never taken a sick day off of school; never even faked it because my parents would know I'm lying. This actually amazed me because of what I said above. I used to dance in the rain and hold my arm under 30 degree Fahrenheit (for those non-americans, 0 degrees Celsius). Also, I'm not allergic to anything. Dust, dogs, pollen, none of them bother me.

2. Even though the above statements should draw me towards those, I always wanted to manipulate the wind. It's funny, because I can't even sleep unless I have my "air fort" built. (Use a fan, attach the blanket to the top, the air from the fan keeps the blanket up in a bubble shape...very comfortable. It also circulates the air so that your entire body feels it all at once (I HATE being hot...Miserable)

Well. Extravagently long. I hope you enjoyed reading all of that. And if you are like me and don't want to read it all, TOO BAD! i'm too lazy to write a mini-review for the people lazier than me.

~Squeek

#43

Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Aerokinesis

February 20, 2003, 00:16:37

It seems to be the least used kinesis of the group. I am having a hard time locating much of any information on this kinesis ability anywhere on the web. If anybody has had any ideas or experiences dealing with aerokinesis can you please post them here?

-thanks

~Squeek

#44

Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Location, Location, Location!

February 13, 2003, 20:30:27

I just wanted to ask this question for a long time, and i just remembered! Wheeeee...

I practice all of my KI in one place: My room. Yes, i do have a lock, and my room is supremely cool. TV, Stereo, Computer, the works.

One problem with this.... I can't practice outside, and i don't get how some people can!

So 3 questions then.

1) Where do you practice?
2) Do you practice outside (explain)
3) A train leaves Denver at 4:00 pm heading east at 60 mph. At 5:00pm, a train leaves New York heading west at 70mph. Assuming the tracks are right next to each other, when will they meet?

LOL~~~~!

-Squeek

#45

Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Music

February 03, 2003, 14:24:58

I don't know about you, but music is about 9/10 of my life. During school, I write down lyrics to the song that is stuck in my head. Once I get home, I'm listening to music for a good 5 hours. In my free time at night (when i normally train) whatever the last song I heard, or the newest downloaded song, is what is stuck there. I have over 500 megs of songs just on my computer...this doesn't count my Cd's...

So anyway. I have discussed before how music is totally messing up my concentration for Astral Projection and Meditation, but how can i get my favorite thing to work in my FAVOR? Is there any other person out there with a common problem and solution?

#46

Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Mind Training

January 17, 2003, 17:29:55

Decided i'd make a new topic on this subject because it is sort of a biggie.

Anyway its all about the mental training exercises. Basically, you are supposed to have a battle using yourself and any other opponent while using KI attacks. During this battle, your speed, strength, and skills are extreme. Don't use flight, but do use big jumps if you like shooting down at the ground :p Also, try to avoid making it totally a DBZ battle. No nuclear blasts :p The more you train mentally, the more you will notice it in everyday life. After maybe 1 hour of it, I can actually *know* when someone is about to hit me at close range. After more training I will be able to sense a projectile (hopefully). I know this because during an assembly at our school 3 people tried to punch me from behind while i was chatting with a friend and i dodged / blocked. But during it, someone threw a pen at me and I didnt see it coming :p (People hate me at my school somehow.....) So, post any questions you have on it

#47

Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Energy Block?

January 11, 2003, 17:18:12

For the past week or two I have been completely unable to do much of anything using KI. I was just wondering if anybody else has either had this problem or if you could help me in any way.

#48

Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Anger

January 06, 2003, 05:46:30

You can call me odd, but in my 17 years of life not once have I completely lost it. Everytime somebody tries to get me angry, somehow, I just shrug it off. This is somewhat a good thing, but not for KI purposes. If I need to release anger I can't because I have none

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/images/icon_Smile_tongue.gif" border=0> If this doesn't seem different to you, keep in mind that I never lost my temper. Ever.

~~~!
Marge: Homer no..You'll kill us all!
Homer: Or die trying!
!~~~

#49

Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Auras

January 04, 2003, 22:08:08

Hey! Thought I'd talk about what happened a little while ago. I had just finished playing a basketball game (we lost

) and my coach wanted to talk to my team in the hall. I thought, since he was standing against a white wall, it would be a good time to see if i could see his aura. It didn't really happen at first but as I thought about it less a huge light blue / green aura was around where i was "looking". I was shocked to see this, because I didn't think I could. So, was this it? Had I seen my first aura?

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Welcome to Energy Body and The Chakras / Music & Time

December 21, 2002, 00:45:04

Ok umm, i dunno if this is a problem with anybody else, but no matter how hard i try, i cannot stop my mind from playing songs. I have over 100 hours worth in there....And so its god when i want to use it but when i dont i cant "shut it off". I was just wondering if anybody else ahs these issues or if anyone else can help me resolve them.

Now, concerning time. How can you find the time to do this stuff? I find myself trying to cram it in before I go to bed at 11. But when i go to my cuzins house for xmas...i will prolly be unable to train at all! So my main qwestion about time is when should i do it to avoid a knock on my door from parents and how can i train without anybody knowing in my cuzins house shich will have about 15 people in it?

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Marge: Homer no..You'll kill us all!
Homer: Or die trying!
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