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Thank You LJ57 for siging the petition. Thanks Tom, EnderWiggen, and goingslow for caring. It is so nice to see that others care too. "In a world where precious things are disappearing overnight..." (thats from FernGully) there are so few people who care or have any form of a concience at all.

And Risu, a freezer IS NOT a warm safe place to keep animals at night, there is no way you can explain away the acts of cruelty at PETCO. if you're so sure about your theroy, why not go to the website and test it out. You can go there by clicking the link in my first message. Once you get there, you will right away see that most of the complaints come in from EMPLOYEES.......

If you think it fair to get locked in a back room to die, or beaten with a paddle left half dead on the floor, or frozen in a freezer for a "humane" death, and think that those things are just "hyperbolized tales of something that was ok, then perhaps it would be wise for you to step back and put yourself in the place of those animals.

Thank you Shawn.

I am glad that someone else cares also. Moonbeam seems to be doing alright, his ears are up, his coat is shiny and fluffy, and he is active, so hopefully he will be ok. I know he is a little sad still, as am I, because I can't play with him like usual because I have a cold/flu type thing. It has gotten better, but hamsters can catch colds and stuff which can cause them to become very ill very fast, so I don;t want that to happen to him.. I have been reading with him while he is in his ball not within my direct breathing range and holding him for maybe a couple of minutes after washing my hands. But we are both sad about this. I hope he doesn't think I am doing this to him on purpose, I have told him the reason using word pictures and emotions, I think he understood, but he is still sad about it.

Thanks again for your kindness and caring.

~Child of the Forest

I have never shopped at a walmart, at least not that I can remember...

...but will definitely not in the future.

kds,

thats quite a troublesome load on your father. I will ask that this goes as smoothly as possible for him. I hope he gets well soon.

~Child of the Forest

Hi Celeste,

Thanks for your help, and thank you for complimenting my name [^]

~Child of the Forest

Hi all,

I have a cold or flu or something, I have started drinking this herbal tea which has Ecinacea and Goldenseal in it. I was wondering if eating the herbs from the tea bag aft5er drinking the tea would have a more positive effect...

if anyone knows, please let me know. Thanks [^]

~Child of the Forest

Thank you guys.

Ep, I am glad to hear that your dad is doing well, I hope he continues along with a speedy recovery.

Peace, Love, and Hope
~Child of the Forest

Epsilon,
I will pray that your Dad's oporation goes as easy as it possibly can. Same for his recovery process. Hope all is well.
~Child of the Forest

CriminalMind,
I just read the last post you sent to me. Whatever it is thats attacking me does the same things to me, blames me for things, and even tells me that I did things for reasons different than the true ones I really did them for. In a little while, I am going to get Robert's book, and hopefully the attacker will leave. I am hoping for you also that you finally rid yourself of your attacker so that you can complete your quest on this planet without the attacker constatly bothering you.
~Child of the Forest

Thank you h2owong. Nickamore, the baby sycamore tree is doing quite well now, he gets better each day.

Spirit_Gurl, I can't actually explain how communication works, it just does. If you have the love, everything else will follow naturally. [^]
Thank you all
~Child of the Forest

Yes EnderWiggin, you are right. I experience telepathy with my plantly friends all the time. For instance, an image of little sprout (a baby apple tree) popped into my head and when I went to check on him, he had been leaning to one side, he needed to be turned (plants by windows lean towards the sun outside that window and so must be turned so that they will be able to grow the way they would naturally when the sunlight hits them from all directions). This has happened many times for lots of different reasons.
~Child of the Forest

Thanks CriminalMind, I hope something works. How are you doing with your attacks? I hope you are able to rid yourself of the negs, negs shouldn't even exist...

Thanks everyone. Now it is all a matter of what works best... CriminalMind, the first website you posted about the herbs for attack doesn't seem to work, can you send it again maybe?
Oh, and where can I find out about the lesser banishing ritual?
I am going to do whatever works for this, so thanks everyone for your kind advice.
I just had another attack that spanned from last night into today.

It started with a dream last night.

I was in some bookstore with my mom trying to buy a book on Psychic Self Defence. Then, I don't know where my mom went, but somehow I hit the crown area of my head on something,. I felt a warm trickle of blood come out and I quickly put my hand there and then looked at my hand. There was a little blood on it, not a lot, but enough to tell that it was blood. Then I remeber being on some sort of weird merry-go-round (carousell) type thing, only there were no horses on it. It was just a round gated in platform that spun around. I was on this with my sister and some of her friends I think... and then some car came to get me to take me to like a doctor or something for the cut on my head

I did not remeber that dream until I went into the kitchen and leaned my head down against the refrigerator because I felt sad. Immediately, I felt a bruise type pain, like the type you'd get from a healing wound when you touch it. The shadow memories then rushed in all at once and I remembered the entire dream... Later I discovered that there is a small bump on my head exactly where the cut had been in the dream.

Later on in the day, I went up to a nearby mountain, so that I could plant some sycamore seeds me and my cousins had picked up from my uncle's yard (he had cut down our friend, Sarah Sycamore after we begged and tried so many ways to stop him). Anyway, we picked up the seed pods so that they would all get the chance they deserve to grow somewhere where they would actually be able to. So, I had brought some with me to the mountain. I scattered some of them a little way up on the trail. Immeditely the attacker made me feel like what if the sycamore trees will be invasive to that area of the forest causing all the trees to be harmed. Yet, I know this is not true, the sycamore tree was in my boy scout book, and they taught us how to spot them, I had always assumed they grew around here naturally. Anyway, I told the attacker to shut up, because I was doing a good thing. I decided though that just incase, I would look for another sycamore tree on the trail. I did not see any. So I asked the spirits of light to please give me a sign, a bird chirping once for yes I can plant the seeds, and two for no, I can't plant them. I'm pretty sure then that I heard a bird chirp once. I asked that they make this more recognizable... then I heard the bird chirp twice. So I asked which was it, for them to please give me one that I can not mistake. I kept getting mixed signals then, and the attacker was really messing with my head. I didn't even make it up half of the mountain before having to turn around. I then told God that this is really important because the lives of trees could be at stake, so to please send me an angel, or any white light spirit to physically manifest themselves and tell me what to do, do I pick up all the seeds I had scattered, or do I leave them there because they will be fine? Nothing until I got close to where I had planted the seeds. I started getting good feelings that my intent for planting them would go as I had planned. I then saw some deer and they made me really happy. I then saw a fairy fly by really quickly, a glimmer of light skim across the snow twice. These felt like good signs and brought me feelings of love and peace, so I know that everything is ok.

As of now, the attack has subsided, hopefully it will not come back as it always does....

I will pray for all of you that you be aided in defeating your psychic attacks.

Peace Love and Hope
~Child of the Forest

Thank you all so much for the advice. Enderwiggin, I have tried attacking the attacker, well actually more like causing it to melt... by shielding myself and also surrounding it in white light. Please be careful with your experimenting though, it sounds like a workable theory, but you can never be too careful...
You too CriminalMind, I wish you all luck with your own attacks...
Thank you all.
Peace, Love, and Hope
~Child of the Forest

Thanks everyone for replying. CriminalMind, I do get sensations when the attacks are really severe... Massive headache type things close to my brow center and temples, often spanning the entire area inbetween. Sometimes I even feel like I have come down with a fever and I just want to go to sleep. Its odd how this attacker works...
...whenever I get really happy baout something and I think the attacker will never be able to harm me again, thats when a big attack starts. It begins slipping things into my mind, making me feel terrible. It makes me feel like I am a bad person, like I am the things I dislike, just one giant hypocrite (although I am far from all of those things)...
...all of this almost immediatley after I get happy. I guess whatever it is doean't want to see me happy, because when people are happy, their light shines brighter. I have been telling it to shut up lately, but if I do not address the issue, it is so hard to get it out of my mind. Like if it says I am something I know I am not, I have to tell it why I am not, showing examples and stuff. I do shielding techniques but most of the time, while I am doing them, I am so depresed that I cannot finish doing them, I can only do them for a short while before falling asleep or something. I also call upon the achetypes like Michael the Archangel so he can slash any forms of negativity with his sword of truth. I call upon the pricipalities (highest angels under Father God), I call upon my spirit guide, my animal totem, and many other spirits of the white light. I have been visited and helped greatly by many great spirits, yet none of them seem to have been able to rid me of the problem entirely...
It is also odd how even if I go to sleep fully happy after doing energy development, I wake up feeling depressed, drained or something...
Kristen, I have been useing some mantra phrases, as soon as they work, and I feel better, something else pops into my head. When I get the attacker to shut up about one thing, it picks on something else. It even goes deep into the back of my head and picks out things I have not even thought about in really long time. I am also goign to look into those books as soon as I can. As for meditating, It is close to impossible for me to keep my surface mind clear for more that like 3 seconds. If it seems to be going more than that, I fall asleep. I have no problem, however with energy development (which before I do it, I shield myself and say that only spirits of white light are allowed near me (I speak this both silently and aloud) When I first started energy development, I was able to do it for extended periods of time every night. But now that I am getting massive attacks, I can't do it every night like I want to because I feel like raising energy when in an attack might raise attack type energy ahiah will just increase the size of the attack and possibly even future ones.
GreyTraveller, thank you for your advice. while it is difficult for me to meditate, I do shileding and stuff...
perhaps I will have to try and do this for a longer period of time. I will look at those posts you mentioned. I also have many crystals (amethyst) around my room, which sometimes work really well, other times, not so well...
What types of incense work??? I heard something called white sage cleanses the aura, is that an incense?
Anyway, I am hoping this attack stops soon, its been steadily increasing over tha past week...
Thank you all for your help.
~Child of the Forest

Kristen,

Thank you for replying. It is so hard though, because when the attacker(s) invades my mind and sends me negative images making me think I said or did things I didn't say or do I can't just ignore them.
I think that whenever someone even thinks something negative about someone else or thinks hostily towards someone (and truly means what they are thinking) it has atleast the potential to send negative energy toward that person. And right now, I have plenty of people who dislike me because they just don't understand me or anything else...

It's possible to have so many different types of experiences during the night...

...spontaneous real-time projections, spontaneous astral projections, inner projections (lucid dreams), and even spirit visitations. The lasting memory you have of this when you wake up (return to your physical body) will depend on the shadow memory download when you reintergrate with your physical body. Everything you experienced hs to get downloaded inot a base level format that the brain can understand. When you are downloading multiple experiences from the same night, these experiences can become overlayed ontop of eachother, mixing certain parts of them together, or not. That is why spometimes dreams are so jumbled. My dreams are always jumbled, excpet right around the time of the full moon, then, they are extremely vivd. Perhaps you had multiple experiences that night, I wouldn't doubt the possibility of a higher level spontaneous projection or maybe even a visitation...
~Child of the Forest

The greys don't mutialte the cattle...
...that is most likely the governmet who does that, probably testing some new procedures in development. "Helicopters" have been seen leaving the scene of mutialtions. Or atlealst I hope it wouldn't be the visitors who would do something so terrible...

Thank you EnderWiggin for your help. I like he quotes you have, especially the last one about the plants and animals. Very few people relize that these days...

I have begun trying your defense method, it seems to be working...
...I hve only used it breifly though, I will try it when I am in a trance state as well. Thanks []

I have seen something similar to what you describe. I saw it when I was seven years old, it was a mosquito type thing that hovered in my room but the ceiling waiting to dive down at me. I was terrified of it. I wish though, that I could tell you what to do about it, but I am not sure myself. Try shielding yourself against them before they attach themselves to you like you did with the white light, but surround your whole body with it. Sometimes this works for me (I have not seen the mosquito since I was seven, but I get attacked in other ways now) Anyway, Enderwiggin gave me some advice that is helpful, you can fight them off in whatever way suits you best. If you can pinpoint the direction the negative is coming at you from, you can then defend yourself with whatever way suits you best, you can use a sword of Divine light, you can blast beams of positivity at him, you can even fight him using physical measures in the minds eye. I myself have to try and see which defense works best on the negs. I wish you luck in doing this.
~Child of the Forest

The same exact thing happens to me lots of times during energy development and things, the trance state is reaced really easily, and then decomes too deep and I fall alseep. I don't know what position you guys are practicing in, but I find that whenever I use my bed, I tend to fall asleep alot easier. But, I have found that what Robert Bruce suggests really works well for this problem. If you must use your bed, try atleast semi-sitting in it...

...I found that leaning pillows against the wall behind my bed works and also, if you set yourself in a different position in the bed then you normally use, like say slightly angled or something, head in one corner (with the pillow propped in the corner or something) and your feet extended to the corner diagonal to your head. Or, you can even just position your head at the opposite end of the bed than you usually do. Or, even a combination of both. If you meditate sitting and find yourself falling asleep, then try maybe a different postion for the chair in the room, or maybe even an entirely differnt room...

As for taming the mind,   it is extremely difficult! All I can say for that is practice as often as you can. I can only keep my surface mind clear for about 2 or 3 seconds[] Try keeping your awarness on your breathing, the air entering and leaving your body, without thinking about it, just sort of feeling it happening while keeping the pressures of thoughts out of your mind. Robert says that you can even count the out breaths extending the number for the entire length of the breath. Sometimes though, I find it easier to count both the ins and outs, helps keep the surface mind clearer for at least a millesecond longer...

While they most likely do astrally travel, they have to come here physically as well in order to do what they are doing. I heard that they come from the andromedan galaxy and use worm holes like the bermuda triangle to travel back and fourth physically with their crafts.

Hope,
Good name, it can say alot, don't lose hope. Remeber this one thing, it is what is on the inside that makes you... you, not external appearence. YOu are still the very same person you were before all these psychic attacks started happening. It is not your pysical appearence that makes you who you are. I never ever look in a mirror, the only image I have of myself is a spirirual one. You are who you see yourself as in your own minds eye. I heard a similar story to yours in a book By James Van Prague where a woman's appearence started declining at the hand of someone who told her it would. James told her to use the "Deflect" method where whenevr you even start thnking about the attack or what the poerson has said to you, you say in your surface moind, "Deflect Deflect!" do this everytime the thought approaches you... YOu can not be attacked if you close off the opportunity to the attackers. Do not believe in the negativity or what the negativity says to you, you know who your spirit is, and that is all that matters. Shield yourself with white light, like a bubble of radient love around you, try clearing your mind, meditate, quite your surface mind, for as Robert says, if you silence the mind, attackers have nowhere to hide. Think of yourself as a spiritual being, the physical aspect of your life means nothing, you will suffer no more, and do all the things that bring innocent joy, free of all forms of destruction. Focus on the forces of pure simple love. Remeber, you are the same spirit you were before all these attacks. Listen to what your spirit has to say, not what the attackers have to say. I will ask that light surrounds you.
feel better.
~Child of the Forest  

These pressures come from the center of your forehead? If so, you are probably feeling some brow center activity... I found the same thing happening to me, I was doing some secondary and tertiary energy development and suddenly I felt this strong tickling pressure creep up the side of my nose and into the center of my forehead, (my brow center). Anyway, I am currently reading Astral Dynamics by Robert Bruce and he said that it is best not to concentrate on major chakras like the brow center until all your secondary and tertiary energy areas are energetically ready. So when these early brow center activities happen, it is best to move your awareness to another part of your body like your knees or something. Until of course you are ready...
...then you can safely develop your major chakras. I reccomend reading Asral Dynamics for full details on all of these things if you have not already.

Thank you so much for replying! I was thinking of sending energy through the palms of my hands, but I wasn't sure if it would be too much energy for Nickamore and end up overloading him... Now I know I can do this safely. Thanks so much Dovelady and liefmichael! Oh, and Nickamore is doing a little better today... His leaves have filled in a little, but he is still drooped a little. Hopefully, he will be healed.[^]
~Child of the Forest