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I first fell in love with the idea of Astral Projection in early 2000's, back in the day of modem internet and when information about the subject was much more limited than today. But i still remember my first experience that stemmed from a dream, i'm going to share it with you guys just because...well sharing is caring isnt it? ; )

I came to when i realized my head was stuck in one of those old plastic playhouses that go in your back yard...to be more specific...i was stuck in one of my friends. My head got stuck as i tried to crawl through and when it did there was a spike of fear, this made me stop and think for a second . "Wait? What am i doing here? How did my head get stuck in this playhouse and wasnt i just slee.....!!! I'm dreaming!" Those arent the exact words but that was the thought process that i can best describe in the written word.

With that thought my head "popped" out of the playhouse and i found i had complete control over myself, i was 100% conscious however i was still in the dream. There was a very short loss of that consciousness which then i came to right infront of my house at the front door. (My friends house was in the same neighborhood and the loss of time or memory felt like literally only a second). I looked at my door and thought "Well, i guess there's only 1 way to find out if i have control" I took my hand and placed it on the door and then pushed through the door, it was a crazy feeling, i could feel all of the wood INSIDE of the door as well as outside. With that, i walked through the door and into my house.

My mom was sitting on the computer playing Solitare on the computer, she didnt seem to notice me. I figured well, lets go through the ceiling...why not?! And i jumped up and flew through the ceiling and into my attic. Once i got up there, i ran into an entity. She was an elderly woman, i'd say about late 50's or 60's. She had shoulder length gray hair that you could tell at one time had been brown (Or atleast that was the image she portrayed) I wasnt the least bit scared, matter of fact, she came off as more of a parental figure, or atleast that's how i perceived her.

At this stage in my life, i was much like other rebellious teens. Dropped out of school, smoking pot and experimenting with other drugs and the sorts, just got mixed into the wrong crowd. I was excited to talk to her "I'm going to join the Army!" i blurted out, as i was waiting to ship off to basic training. Almost instantly she retorted "Not like that you're not!" She was scolding me because i smoked some pot and failed the urinalysis and was waiting for my 45 day probational period to be raised so i could try to enlist again ( The 2nd time was a success i'll add lol. )

I got the urge after that scolding from that motherly parental entity to return to my body, i floated off to the spot in my attic when i knew my bed was underneath, i laid down and as i started slipping back into my body she started talking about something i have absolutely no recollection of. I woke up and nearly jumped out of bed with excitement...my first experience!

Hey ladies and gents! Just wanted to share one of my more recent experiences!

I went to sleep and woke up to myself snoring, my body was still completely asleep but i got my consciousness back...i was a little disturbed to find that i snore so loudly! Anyways, i just enjoyed listening to myself snore...i was looking for any FEELING of snoring but i was amazed to find that it felt just like breathing....i think this may have to do with the state of paralysis i was in so i couldnt actually feel the action of snoring.

Then the vibrations came on and for whatever reason i didnt even move, i just said to myself in my head "Man it would nice if i could get a little help!" And with that, i felt 2 hands grab mine, i distinctly remember the feeling of the hands wrapping around mine, it was so real, the feeling of skin to skin contact was there...but the way they helped me i found kind of strange....1 pulled in 1 direction and the other pulled in the other! Almost like 2 beings playing tug of war with me. There was the sound of a tare, almost like paper ripping in half and at the same time i felt jolt of energy rush right down the center of my body and then...i was out!

I was back in my home in Florida in my old room, i got up and staggered out the door, it almost felt like walking through muddy water. Now that i think back on it...i never even opened the door i just ran through it! LOL. Well i got to my living room and had the intense feeling of being watched, which to be honest kind of scared me. Every second i was in this state i felt a tiny piece of my consciousness slipping...almost as if you turned an hour glass and called the sand consciousness, that's how it felt.

So after standing there feeling like i was being watched i had a thought that was coming from me but it felt like it wasn't my own, if that makes sense. "Man i better get back soon or else im going to forget!" I moved back towards my bedroom (I say moved because i wasnt really walking or flying...i was just moving) and layed down in my bed. I closed my eyes and heard my moms alarm clock go off for work, then she yelled "excrement John! I got to go i'm late for work!" Which i never verified, i was too scared to ask my mom if was indeed late for work because i really dont want a lecture about how she's scared i'm going to hell haha. There was a...shaking feeling...and then i was back in my body. I looked at my phone and 15 minutes had past since the last time i looked at it.

This experience is very important to me, it saved me from giving up on the hope of ACTUALLY projecting instead of just recounting short experiences from my dreams. So with that being said, i thought that i would take some time to share with you ladies and gentlemen the experience that quite literally changed my life.

It was a normal night like any other, i had given up on Conscious Astral Projection altogether. I had been 'trying' to project for about 10 years at this point. I know some people can do it in days...others take years and some...a life time. I wasn't ready for that commitment, or at least i thought i wasnt ready. I had work the next morning and it was getting late (by a work day standard) so i thought it was time to turn in for the night. I looked at my phone, it read about 0115 am.

I laid down in bed and my head hit the pillow, almost instantly a peaceful wave of relaxation spread over me, my mind was still, i was prepared for a beautiful nights sleep. When suddenly it happened. There was a "Snap!" and next thing i know, i was floating over my body. No sensations, no vibrations...nothing. It seemed the stars aligned and gave me the experience i so desperately sought for all these years. But the funniest part about it, i wasnt the least bit excited, it felt natural.

I could see my room perfectly fine, even with the lights off, its almost like being outside with a full moon. The first thing i noticed was how heavy my physical body really is! 150 pounds doesnt feel like much until you literally weigh nothing! So i decided i would do a little exploring, i wasnt going to waste this golden nugget of an experience. So i decided to move around a little bit. In whatever direction i wanted to move, i thought of moving in that direction and i did. The feel of movement was enhanced, everything was to be honest, all of my senses were multiplied greatly. My consciousness wasn't fading, not one bit, i was completely conscious and i thought that was truly amazing. Then i figured, lets really go explore. I floated towards my door and as i got to it someone just materialized out of thin air and i was shocked by who it was.

One of my really good friends had passed away in 2005, she was someone i loved greatly and because of her death my teenage life took a depressing spiral (i wont disclose all the nitty gritty). Anyways, she was more beautiful then i had EVER seen her in the physical life. We made eye contact, her face was expressionless but i felt the love that she had for me...but i also felt sadness. This wave of emotions threw me through a loop and i felt like i was being stretched apart and my consciousness began to slip, i remember a tunnel and after what felt like seconds later,  i was back in my body. I looked down at the phone again and it was 0124...only 9 minutes had past.

Did i get the beautiful nights sleep i was planning on, hell no. However something more incredible than i could have EVER imagined happened to me that night. That experience will stick firm in my memories no matter how many experiences i have...it was my first after all. Also it put me back on the path to practicing astral projection again. I wouldnt have traded that experience for anything in the world, it was truly amazing.

Hey everyone! I need a little help if you got a minute. I've been trying to consciously project for a long time...and i feel like i'm reaching my goal...however i had something happen to me last night that halted my experience dead in its tracks.

I lied down and decided to try something new, i thought instead of focusing on projection, focus on my body falling asleep. I helped myself reliving spontaneous projections ive had in the past as well as dreams i interpreted as unconscious projections. Well after about 10 minutes i could feel my body getting light, you know....the common symptoms of falling asleep. At about 15 minutes i felt numb and light...so i continued. At 20 or plus minutes i was feeling INTENSE OBE symptoms....more intense than ive EVER felt.

It started with the sound of someone walking around in my room followed by a really strong sound of wind...i've experienced this multiple times but never as defined as this. My lower half of my body felt like a feather but my torso and head felt like boulders. Then the pain and nausea set in...i got an extreme feeling of vertigo, like i felt so nausea's that i thought i was going to throw up. My head was pounding and it felt almost as if someone was jabbing their thumb directly into the center of my forehead. It was a very intense pressure.

Try as i might...this stopped me in my tracks. The pain and nausea was too intense so i had to withdraw and shake it off. Anyone have any input? Thanks.