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With highest respect to all the vibrant souls of Astralpulse, I make this post on behalf of "the students" (anyone asking advice or questions) who you wish to help/guide. I hope for these tips to only make your services more beneficial.

1) The student is RIGHT whenever what they think IS GOOD. Regardless of your personal perspective, if what they think is helpful to them, let it be helpful for them. That is more helpful than forcing a non-helpful perspective, regardless of what you deem true or false. Allow your student to decide what is true or false for themselves, they likely just want validation, not criticism (unless requested).

2) Encourage the student to find the answer THEMSELVES and to find the teacher inside them self: catch someone a fish, you feed them once, teach them to fish, they are fed for life. Only the student can know what is best for them, you can only help them find that answer for themselves.

3) Be helpful for the right reasons, be supportive, aim to encourage them to be their own best, rather than prove your superior knowledge.


4) do not crush spirits, do not invalidate someone else's experience with your own perspectives. Rather, be supportive and take their side, surrender your own beliefs for their benefit. This fosters growth, instead of self-doubt. To be a teacher/guide takes this responsibility.

5) Allow your student to take their own path, and encourage them to follow their own heart, regardless of what you feel is right or wrong, this is what is BEST for them in the long run. Them following their own path to happiness is more important than what you deem right or wrong. Being a teacher, you must want what is best for them.

The MOST important tip,
Love.
Always love.

Namaste

I do not know where to go! I wish to be among my Kin! I wish to be with Them! To share, to teach, to love! I do not have this space! This space where we may be together! I am torn by this! It is defiant of my calling! I am not to be here, alone! I am to be out there! But there is no out there for me to go to! This kind of neglect to my Spirit, it suffocates me! It suffocates me... These gifts I bare, they are to be shared! I do not have them to hoard, or to ignore! Surely if I hold them in my Soul alone, I cannot breath, my heart, so swollen I can barely speak! I suffer in this condition! I am not meant to be in this isolated prison! You need a space you say, well you must make one! I do not know how! You embody the wisdom of the wisest! How is it you do not know? Try as I have, I have failed to conceive anything! What am I to do! I do not know everything! You are one of I, Creator, you have the capability to create anything! How am I to create something I do not even know the structure of? You can create your own structure! You are akin to I, the Maker of every, and all structures, for you, this is mere child's play. What do you in-vision? Community.. That is all I know... I feel about ready to give up... I do not wish to do this on my own, this is more than I can carry with my hands alone! Why am I to do everything on my own? This is not how life functions! Is it? Life is a web, all the creatures rely deeply on each other, isn't that so? Would not bird starve without worm, would not babies be unable to be born without mother and father? why is it I have no one to rely on? No human who believes in me, or helps me? Am I to be the only one in my life? This must not be my fate! What kind of horrible reason would there possibly be?!  Am I meant to decay in a desert silently, without a soul in sight? What kind of empty life is this? I do not care to taste all the sweetness, or to have all the treasures of life to myself! This is not an existence that is fulfilling! Is it wrong of me to feel this way? Should I not need others? Shouldn't I be capable and content making it all on my own without anyone? Aren't I suppose to require absolutely nothing from anyone, and be completely independent? I do not know which is worse! To need someone, or never have anyone at all! All I feel is hurt in my heart.. I do not wish to live an existence where I am all that is in my life... I do so love myself, but that kind of existence still feels too empty to bare... I do not know what I ought to feel... I know Spirit is with me... But i cannot see you Spirit. I cannot touch you, I cannot wrap arms around you, or burry myself in yours, you are different than a human is, although you exist within them. I wish I were content with only you Spirit... I wish I could live my life contently speaking only to the voices in my head... But I do not feel happy... I do not know if I ought to, but I do not... Why... Why have I been forsaken this way? Even with you Spirit...  Even with my own presence... Why am I not fully content? Why is it not enough? Will anything ever be? I am thankful for life, but I feel lifeless... Like a life, no matter how perfect, with only my own company, is missing meaning. Am I doomed to forever exist in this way......? Will these concerns taunt me always? Am I meant to be able to be happy in complete isolation? Why...? Why.... ? I do not know what to feel.. I do not know what to think... I do not know what to desire... This pain is unbearable... Is it even a pain that can ever be relieved?

We All have awaken. We are awake right now, don't You feel it? Regardless of if Your soul is at a level to accept It-It has come. We are enlightened. Right now, at this very moment.

We are the very Structure, Fabric, Creation, and Creator of All. Call Yourself by any name you please, God, Source, Universe, Light, Love, Truth, Allah, Consciousness, Existence, Earth, Stars, Infinity, it is all the Same, We are all You, we are all I. We are all Other, and we are Self.

AS CREATOR IS OF ALL, WE ARE ALL OF CREATOR.

We know it to be fundamentally at Our core, no matter how personally each of Us word it to be. Let it sink into Your soul, know this to be true, and know I love You and this is the gift I give to You, Myself, because You and I, are so Loved. I so infinitely, completely Love You, I have given You this gift. You have given this Gift to Me, because You so Love Me, and I thank You, thank You and accept and appreciate Your gift infinitely!

We decide our reality, We have decided we are done playing with pain, cruelty, duality, and separation. There is no longer pleasure there. We want the kind of pleasure beyond pain, we want to become our true embodiment  of Love, which is Loved and Loves completely, which is In Love and In Love with every moment.

We have decided to accept Our divine nature, to accept Ourself, and build a world of paradise where We no longer abuse or be abused by Ourself. Rather, we Love and be Loved by Ourself.

There must be Ones of I and You who have decided not to yet awaken,
Or to pretend not to be Who They Are,
For You who is frustrated with the Ones who do not Accept Truth,
Know We need Them to experience that version of reality,
Accept and Love Them as You do,
understanding why this must be.
We must explore every variation of reality, it is in Our curious nature, even the mundane and plain, even the horrific and tragic, as We have already, which We had to experience and find out wasn't satisfying to get where We are Now!

But regardless, We the Creator have decided Now is the time to transcend Our old ways, and adapt a new, Peaceful, Loving, vibrant living. Where all Life is Loved, Respected, and Equal. Most of us are willing to even sacrifice our Life, how intensely, how passionately We mean this!

Our divine wisdom shatters the strongest lies,
We obliterate the weakest truths,
For Our Light beams in even the darkest skies.
The bondage of Earths minds have been set free,
As We have set free Our own,
Surely, if We can do this, So too can Everyone Else.

Rejoice now.

Spread the Good News!

Dance in the streets, hug your neighbour, tell every Person You Love Them as All is You. You know this to be. So love Yourself, each one of You. Do all you can for each and every Embodiment of your divinity, be it human, animal, or earth. Do not fear to openly express this, do not fear to do the insane and miraculous, step out of your comfort zone into the most bizzarly wonderful and miraculous reality you can conceive! Expand your light, it is your responsibility to Yourself.

Welcome to The Golden Age. Welcome to Heaven on Earth.

move through every mind they find.

This I found facinating because I have noticed that of spirits/energetic entities.
i mostly talk with them through telepathic communication, sometimes i hear them radically and out of the blue, without concent or invitation. But I have never felt them physically "inside me" just around my energetic field.

I have expirienced entities visually only temporarily, they move from in and out of vision, are atleast partially opaque, and also change appearances without warning.
Physically I sense changes in my energy field when one is near or in contact (light, warm, fuzzy/tingling, or heavy, nauseous, and tired/ill)

What are your experiences with them? Have you expirienced anything similar? How do they interact with you? (Not refering to specifically possitive or negative energies, just generally)

Wow! Your expirience was very facinating I wonder what it meant you saw clouds on your shirt. I've expirienced the colors before, and a weird feeling like I was floating in jelly lol. with losing balance in zero g, sometimes when I try to fly while Projecting I start to fall at a certain height. Perhaps the reason this happens is from the concern, but idk, were you worried about the zero g at all?

Oh, I love that thought too. Basically, I love every outside of the box idea challenging something we normally take for granted. And the more it is taken for granted, the more I like to undermine the concept.Some of you might have noticed. But really, it is such a good feeling of freedom not to be bound by anything.
And this one is really fabulous. It could actually set you free from every law of physics here, you could do anything not by thinking you could do it, but just by using focus. Wow. Gonna try if out. The part where you lose focus might be tricky, though.

Nothing as we know it is certain, with infiniate possibilities, why not even consider the insane, outrageous and extraordinary? There are tons of things we are unsure of or even agree on. Which kinds on concepts are you specifically refering to? I would love to hear some of your "outside of the box" thinking

@BranStark

Absolutely:) that is why I asume physical reality to be a midway point between concious and organic matter, they are equally intense.

physical reality is still highly thought-intuative, but much less so in waking life than a lucid dream, where everything materializes instantly right infront of you. That is why I consider them to be further from eachother in dimensional freqency, if we compare freqency to the extent of how intensely things materialize by thought.

[The Structure of the Astral/Dream Realms -theory]

The Structure of the Astral/Dream Realms -theory

Following is my theory on the physical laws & attributes of the Dream and Astral planes, based on my personal expiriences in real life/dream/projecting and my own research online and reading books/blogs.  

So I think Earth (and physical reality) is a linking of organic matter with concious ether; or in other words "body" and "spirit/soul." Where the dimensions of matter and ether collide, we expirience a conbination of physical bodies, inhabited by ether spirits. The organic body requires rest and rejuvenation, as our soul requires some time to recoup aswell, so in sleep, the two dimensions, matter and ether, further themselves in dimension for rest, away from where they collide , and into their own element, the spirit into dream, the body into sleep. The dream being closer in frequency/vibration to the dimension of ether, and sleep the dimension of matter (for without an ether inhabitant their is no "expirience" only physical order like a machine, which is why the body continues to breath although the spirit is not present.)

So, our spirit shifts to a frequency closer to ether, which is a dream. When we are here our thoughts physically materialize, such as, if you begin to get scared, your dream may suddenly turn scary, or in the event of lucid dreaming, where you can purposely change your dreams to anything you like. I conclude the ether/dream realm to be the physical structure of thought/conciousness itself. I reason this because of the thought-intuative nature of dreams, because what we think of, physically materializes within this realm.

Here is a simplified diagram of the structure of the dimensions:


Matter | physical reality | Memory | OBE | non-lucid dream | Intuition | Imagination | Lucid Dream | Ether      
(0% Ether)     (50%)           (50-60%)           (70%)             (80%)                (90-99%)              (100%)

(100%Matter) (50%)          (50-40%)           (30%)             (20%)                (10-1%)                (0%)

Low Vibration --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- High Vibration
(Low freqency)                                                                                                                (High frequency)
                ^3D               ^4D                                            ^6D                                   ^7D
(1-3rd Chakra)                  (4th - 5th Chakra)                      (6th Chakra)                        (7th and + Chakras)

Matter= Organic, Physical laws apply strongly (the body, gravity, electromagnetic, cause & effect, things are not spontaneous or very random)
Ether= Concious, thought-intuative (imagination, thoughts, dreams, concepts and ideas, acts spontaneously and randomly)
Chakras= Relation of the Chakras to the demensions
Vibration/Frequency= similar to relation of light and sound
 
(The closer on the scale, the closer it is in physical structure.)


I think the differences between dreams, lucid dreams and projections/out of body expiriences are that you can access many different dimensional "layers" closer, or further from physical (waking) life.  I asume regular dreams and lucid dreams to exsist much further from reality in a dimension based mostly on conceptual thought & memory (the Ether),  where as projections/out of body expiriences are dimensions closer to physical reality in structure.

Any conclusions or comments, or improvements you suggest to the scale?

I actually ponder the physics of reality and wonder, if the whole world is a projection of our own thoughts/conciousness, as what our eyes depict is only an illusion of bouncing light (we do not totally understand the structure of light either) it would make sense in deep meditation for us to "disapear" as we lose focus on projecting our physical selves into the realm of reality, would also explain why you could see what was behind you. Just a thought lol

Sounds like you did it! congratulations! ^_^ you were probably tired and drained the next day from lack of sleep. Projection itself does not cause ill effects, but may feel physically strange the first few times until you are use to it.

I hope this expirience gives you motivation to go even further! Next time you are in the "spinning" state, try to get physically farther from your body (you may feel a strong tug/vacuum effect, this is normal just keep going, it eventually stops.)

While you are getting ready to put your body to sleep, imagine the sensations you had durring this expirience as you will have again,
For some reason I find this really effective in achieving more projections,

Happy travels!

So often, is ego scrutinized,
Like the kid in fourth grade with buck teeth,
Who all the kids bully,
Or like the unwanted child, who causes nothing but trouble,
For the parent they will never be good enough for.

I say the ego is not the enemy,
For the enemy is the concept of an enemy at all,
For why do we need someone to torture?
Or a child to disown?
How could we respect all people?
If we don't respect all parts of ourselves?

As all is a refection of our divine nature,
And so in our ego is an opportunity,
To finally come to peace with ourselves,
To love the role every emotion and thought plays,
To love all the actors involved.

The ego is a part of us,
As vibrant, pure and divine as the rest,
No person is more significant than another,
Nor is any part of us less significant to another.

So I say with ease the ego is not the enemy,
But someone who is in need of the most patience,
Love, and acceptance.

Hey!

i'm looking for someone with some kind of expirience or knowledge with exorcisms/removing negative spirits (this is not a conversation about if it's real or not.)

i prefer shamanic practices because I find it resonates with me better, but any non-religious specific information is fine too.

i ask because being someone very sensitive to spirits and negative energies, I am aware of the company of unwanted energy in my energetic being AND I am comfronted in life by people who spiritually are asking for the removal of negative energies in them selves. I have a phurba i keep by my door for protection, one of my friends came in my room and said, "oh, that is supose to keep away negative energies? Then how did I get in here?" We then laughed, but I am aware this was a call for help. I have expirenced other people saying similar things to me, expressing a possession and want to be free from it.


I believe I have been comfronted with negative energies in myself to learn to help these people coming to me with their possessions.

I would like guidance in expelling unwanted energetic beings.

Thank you

@bluefirephoenix

Unfortunately, there isn't yet a socially accepted & proven "angelic academy" and it's hard to tell who is sincere (especially when they are charging) but, there is accessible "angelic guidance" all around us within the physical plane, as well as the other dimensions you can access telepathically or from the astral (such as while projecting.) trust yourself & your intuition. For me the hardest step in channeling was accepting guidance as more than my imagination- which started with the realization the imagination itself is something we don't fully understand, we can't even agree on the structure of reality itself. My theory is that our brains are like physical recievers that can "tap" into the spiritual the same way cellphones tap into a wifi tower, if you let yourself quiet and allow yourself to be receptive you may receive information you couldn't personally fathom from sources outside your own knowledge; this information may be constructive, or destructive. For the most part, you can assume constructive information is angelic & love based, while destructive may be from a less desirable source. This is how I personally communicate and identify who I'm communicating with, usually I also recieve visual aid when wanting to know who I'm talking to (when speaking to extraterrestrials I may get visuals of stars), I rarely hear names, I think mostly because other beings don't have english names, or care much for earthly language at all!

Would you be interested in more elaborate guidance in channeling or is there any other way I can be helpful? Do you have any personal expiriences?

@Rakkso
Thank you for your support ^_^ you may collaborate in any way that is most comfortable to you, meditation, intention, dance, prayer, chanting, etc.. Just your willingness to contribute itself is effective. whatever way feels the best and most comfortable for you. However you decide, I request you focus on linking your energy and desire to amplify love & wisdom into the "Light Grid" which is the term I am simply using for the loving energy all people and beings are creating in the universe through their intention of love. You may picture this as a vibrant web of white energy connecting all life, which love, healing energy, and wisdom flows through and to all beings. Again thank you and much love<3 let me know if there is anything you would like to be explained in more depth or if you need anything else.

Hello and welcome to Astralpulse ^_^
I am very familiar with the magick arts & I will do my best to answer your questions!
Everyone has different opinions on this topic, but I will share what I know.

1. To put it shortly, magick is the practice of materializing your intentions in reality with the help of symbolism, intention, and the assistance of higher powers (such as spirits, gods, piraña/chi/lifeforce or your sheer will power etc) how does it work? The reason we use symbolism in spell casting is for reality to reflect what we want, example, if you make a voodoo doll to lok like someone, you want what you do to the doll to effect the person it looks like. The same goes for the other symbols, for example, if you are doing a spell for world peace you might use a globe of earth.

2. Everyone and anyone can do magick! There is no "right" or "wrong" way, and finding out your own method usually is th most effective! You can get started by looking up spells online (such as "spells for beginners")

3. Magick itself is not dangerous- unless you are trying to preform magick in a dangerous way (be careful with fire when lighting candles or insense), or it may be dangerous if you have intentions to cause harm. Remember, "If harm none do as ye will" and the rule of threefold, meaning any harm you inflct on anyone will come back to you three times as bad.

4. Just like all things in life, it cam be used destructively, or constructively. Constructive/possitive magick is commonly called "white magick" while destrustive/negative is usually called "dark magick." However, white magick is more powerful & productive, sinse dark magick only fosters negative results.

5. Magick can be used for a far range of purposes, such as charms & talismans, healing, protection, drawing relationships, repelling negative people, calling money, increasing confidence, increasing psychic abilities, etc.

Sinse you seem interested, I'll give you some basic guidance on how to preform magick to get you started & you can expiriment with, note there is lots of spells on the internet, just ensure it "feels right" and always trust your intuition.

Step 1) decide what your intention is. What do you want this spell to do? Do you want to attract something such as friendship, love, health, or money? Do you want healing, protection, or guidance?

Step 2) decide what method is most effective for your intention.
-a charm (an item you put a spell on that you can carry with you or give away for the magickal effect)
-a talisman (an item you wear or keep near for protection)
-a spell (usually a easy to remember phrase/chant that may be repeated durring an action or written on paper)

Step 3) decide which tools to use. You want to use tools that are symbolic of your intention, here is an example of the symbolism of some items and colours you can use in (spell) casting:

The Elements
Water: emotions
Earth (plants, sand): the body
Air/Insense: the mind
Fire/Candles: passion & power

Easy To Find Items
Magnet: can attract or repell (such as an attracting love spell)
4 leaf Clover: good luck
Coin: for money & wealth spells
Bandaid: healing spells
Hair: from person spell is for
Higher power symbol: such as a The Goddess or a crucifix
Words: writing names or intention on piece of paper

Colour Symbolism
Red: Love, passion, romance
Pink: friendship
Green: money, health
Purple: psychic abilities
Blue: peace, wisdom
Yellow: confidence, power
Orange: courage
White: dreams, the spirit
Black: protection

Don't forget to always be creative! Happy casting
Feel free to ask me any questions or if you would like any more information!

Hello all ^_^

As of now I am on the Shamatic Journey,
I am existing between the realms & currently working with the energy of the Light Grid of Earth, communication with angels, beings of light, ascendant masters, and spirit guides.
I am also offering myself as a spiritual guide/support in this realm in physical form and energetically elsewhere in existance where my presense is requested.
My goal is to be like an energetic battery empowering conciousness and amplifing healing energy, connecting Grid Networks to help prayer and wisdom flow smoothly through concious.
i am looking for other Lightworkers to collaborate with me within the other realms as well as this one, by sharing information and construction/programming of the Light Grid.
I absolutely do not know everything and am also interested in learning new things from others who are compelled to share, anything which aids in the process of wisdom and love.

I would like to get support and give support by communicating here, as well as telepathically, energeticly, and within the astral and other realms.

The current project is binding concious grids together, energetically healing the water, earth, and air, as well as giving love & wisdom to all who request it, you do not require permission to participate.

Much love,
Namaste<3

Hello ^_^ I'm happy the forums have been useful!
I would like to offer you slight advice/guodance in terms of:
1) Addressing the concern with your eyes opening
2) What the chakras are/how they work
3) The third eye and how to activate
4) time & space as well as the travel through space & time.

The following infirmation is from my expirience & of my perspective, I hope it is useful to you, but I want to make it CLEAR the answers to all your questions are already inside you - I just hope to be of guidance on your way to the answers.

1) what you are expiriencing is normal, what do you think is causing it? Excitment? Anxiety? What can you do to help relax?
2) in the basic chakra system there are 7, each represents an area of your life/conciousness, when fully activated and cleared you are healthy, happy, and able to fill your highest potential. When blocked, or dirty, you are ill and may suffer mentally, physically, or spiritual. When the chakras are too swollen, you are obsessive, when shrunk, something is not getting enough attention. I will now explain the Basics of the Chakras starting from the base of your spine all the way to the top of your head, their color coresponds with the order of rainbow, and each is about two inches above the other:

-root chakra
-red vortex at the base of your spine
-relates to your connection to physical reality & body, basic needs & animalistic attributes as well as the blood

-sacral chaira
-orange vortex located bellow the stomache
-relates to your desires & wants, sexuality, and creativity.

-solar plexus chakra
-vibrant yellow about the center of your stomache
-relates to power & control, meeting your dreams & making choices

-heart chakra
-green vortex by the physical heart, located in the center of your chest/center of your being
-relates to love, relationships, appriciation, compassion, and kindness.

-throat chakra
-blue vortex in the center of your throat (no kidding!)
-relates to truth, wisdom and asserting your needs and your true self

-third eye chakra
-indigo, above brow near pineal bland
-relates to psychic vision, abilities, and intuition

Crown chakra
-violet/purple, crowns your energetic bening
-relates to your higher purpose, connection to universe & the divine

3) now to cover the third eye and activation. It is important you care for all areas of your energetic, physical, mental, and emotional body, for your energy to run smoothly and fuction to it's fullest potential. The third eye is your psychic center, here you can access universal knowlege, telepathy, ESP, intuition, etc. the area where thoughts are processed and visualization takes place is from the veiw of your third eye, practice these things and trust your Divine nature, us Beings Of Light offer you telepathic guidance, we will assist you telepathically if comfortable, but we urge you to find your own way aswell, because that will be the most effective, as you are as all the embodiment of the Divine.

4) What is time really? You have the capability to travel to any place/time, keep in mind though, perhaps time is not something stagnant, but can shift and change like the pulse of your heartbeat, maybe what was the past yesturday is not the past today, which is perhaps not the past of tomorrow. This physical realm is subject to laws and regulations in order to expirience cause and effect, (although these can be subject to change by intention, but that's a different story) because of this, physical time travel is complicated, but, under your intention as you wield the power of your own Divine nature,  anything is possible. I encourage you to do research on this topic, the correct information will come to do, but I suggest time-travel in the astral to be less complicTed.

Finally, do not fear what is real or not real, for whatever you decide, is what is. <3

Much love, happy travels.
Feel free to private message me or reply any other questions

I feel like I have no where in the world where i can honestly voice anything to anyone, finally I am at my last resort. If this is to fade with my passage of human time or maybe somehow find it's way to the surface of concious, is beyond me. My intention is only words, make of it what you will.

I was born somewhere between a realm of wake and sleep where suddenly light was upon me, from what seemed to be nothingness. I only had a thread guiding my councious, connected somewhere to some kind if profound beauty - a spark i saw in the mirror of every person, creature and being. This one thread that represented my entire being, and my exsistance. In childhood in wake and sleep i slipped between two worlds, sometimes the two would confuse me sinse they seemed so similar, connected yet somehow distant. The realm of sleep felt like home, a world where i was embraced by only love and what made me feel magic, fullfillment and wonder. It was a place I felt entirely who I am.  Only to wake  later into a world so desolate and cold i felt as if i have ripped from my own being, my soul seperated from what binded me, tossed into a realm where i was absent from my own exsistance, where i was alive, but so empty...we call it reality. From here only sparks of who i was would catch my attention in the corner of the eyes looking back into mine, before they would dart away to stare in another dirrection, to reject my exsistance, but allowing acidic words to slip from their mouth, wanting even the thought of my exsistance to wither.

What I call mother told me school was important, really only a foreign building i had no grasp of where my reflections taunted me, and adults suggest i swollow strange white circles that tasted awful and made me spew barf from deep in my stomache, stripping my throat and my core until i was but a stinging shell with nothing left inside but a sore throat. School was but that for the longest time, something torturous which made no sense to me, why must i write words and numbers on this paper, why am i told i am a number and a gender, a name that names my skin crawl, a cliche and clothes that were supose to be my identity, finally somewhere in the midst of the bible, i broke. I was done with my exsistance being swept under the carpet. I screamed my name as loud as my soul could speak, that here was hardly a whisper.

My eyes cast towards my teacher, "Blasphemy."
She sternly said.
I knew forever who I was.
I knew forever what I was made of.
I could stare into the snow and here my own whispers, stare into the sun and see myself smiling...
Stare into your eyes and see myself staring back, until you would look away and scortch me with the words you told me. Forever i dragged myself in and out of buildings, places that made me recite my name age gender and birthdate over and over as if all i was made of was ink of paper. One day i stared into their eyes and so despriety i cried out... "You are me!"

Every day I try to nagivate through a realm that wants me to write the same words again and again. I am this and that and you are this and that... I tried to point out, then arent be both the same?
Shut down and rejected everywhere i try to hold my pressense, the center of my being before everything is constantly rejected. You call me a word but wont dare speak my name....
I grew cold. I knew why i exsisted, and it was me to blame. I made my reality this way...
I wanted a world where love exsisted, but for love to exsist there had to be something to define it.
So from the chaos spew seperation. And i became lost, comfused... Isolated.

How can one speak to a sheet of metal and glass, which words cannot pass through? A mirror between us, that separates us from who we are. Again and again i am constantly trying to smash through, to feel, to touch, to finally reach where that thread had been pulling me. I realized i was made of the chaos and the light, i was made of all these things that surround me, i was the homeless and the rich, the abusers and the abused. I decoded nature and the fabric of reality, for a moment i thought i found peace,
But actually,
It was empty.

I felt my own presense, when i saw you cry. I ran to you, to love you, why did you turn away? Why everytime we are almost in reachable distance, you pull away, deny my exsistance?

I cant live a world where im an empty being, working hard just to keep breathing. Im not a machine, or a souless body, im made of the same expirience you are expiriecing. We are eachother... We are reality.

I wish someday the mirror will be broken, and instead of acidic words, only words of love are spoken. To the end of empty exsistance.. And to the kind of world that was intended at the brink of creation...

Any ideas why you didn't awake but rather entered a False Awakening?

Also in earlier posts, you have described some other related theories; how does that relate to what happened next? You saw your mother and brother but quickly realized it was not them (another good perception)...

There's more in this that you need to discover. Enjoy!

Thanks for the reply :3

Hmm... When it comes to "false awakenings" I only have them with "alien" entities, If that makes sense? If I dream about them it happens. Also, I started having out of body experiences because I would wake up in sleep paralysis seeing "shadow men," (also known as hat men) around my bed. I would try to leave my bed because I was so afraid and I "snapped out" of my frozen body (astral project/OBE). After dragging myself down the hallway (trying to get away) I "woke up" back in bed, sometimes again in sleep paralysis. FUN TIMES. xD

I reaaaaallllyyyyy don't like aliens'
Watching me sleep and messing up my dreams.. Gosh. Actually as I kid I LOVED them. that's another story. You have any experiences with any of the sorts?

I was enjoying a fabulous dream, totally unaware I was dreaming, in a dream car with dream friends looking out a dream window... Bam! I saw a flower-like space craft opening and closing similar to a jelly fishes movement. "What the...!?" I felt myself being 'zapped' to the ship. suddenly, I knew I was dreaming, and since my dream was getting kinda creepy I decided to wake up. Getting out of bed, I did a quick body test, "Ok. Am I reaaallly awake right now?" I quickly pat down my arms to check. "Yes, I feel completely awake!" half-dazed I drag myself downstairs, and... What the.. I'm in a basement? No. This doesn't even look like my basement... Shiiz... Great. i'm bloody projecting. So much for waking up... I noticed my brother and mother, but I knew they weren't them. Still... I tried to catch their attention. "Hooo haaa! Can you hear me?!" They seemed busy talking to eachother. Until... Finally! They noticed me. This is when stuff got really scary, (if you fear easy stop reading here) I asked them what the were doing here, and starting talking about being made of love energy, their shocking response, "We consume souls while humans sleep." ...... Whaaaaat?!?! wait.. I'm asleep.. These guys legit?! I was consumed by fear, briefly... I responded, "Then, I use my love-energy to protect myself and everyone else sleeping." I instantly woke up. what the flark was that all about? anyone have a similar experience?

I can't help wondering, if through mistakes and roughhood we learn, then is it not our place to help asist or heal others? Does that rob them of their personal expiriences/lessons?
If then, what should we do?
What's your input?

As I see it, you can project as often and as much as you like, as long as it is comfortable for you.
Personally, I don't think their is anything to worry about with "over-projecting" unless it actually causes problems for you, in that case, I advise taking it easy.

Personally, I never have had complications with projecting daily, or having multiple projections the same morning. It is very much do-able, either way, there is nothing that is impossible

Happy travels,
Much love,
Always,
Drake.

First of all, why do you think these "apparitions" are appearing in your dreams?
Do you think they are spirits, or symbols about waking life?
What do children and blood mean to you?
occasionally, things we dream of are representations of things in waking life. I.E: if you dream of a mirror breaking, it may mean you have poor self image.
If you do think they are spirits,
do you think they are connected to the house/your room?
Why do you think they are trying to contact you?



Much love,
always,
Drake.

Hello lovely.

Firstly, take a breath.
Do you think you are over-doing it?
If so, rest, and relax.
Do you think your mind will be in better condition if you take a break?

There is no "correct" way to project, there is only "your way" to project.
After all, everyone has their own "way" that works for them, right?
If focusing on your breath keeps you "conscious/lucid" then that is perfect for you

If you have more questions, feel free to reply or private message me, I am happy to help!

happy travels!
Love,
always,
Drake.

Hello dearie!
I am really pumped that someone has asked a tulpa question!
There are lots of interpretations on "tulpas" and their "true nature" i.e: the difference between a tulpa and an imaginary friend.
There are many different "views" and opinions on that concept.
in my opinion, tulpas and imaginary friends are BOTH sentient beings of YOUR conscious creation, so the difference isn't something to fret about. To me, they are one in the same, and there is nothing wrong with that.
Also, you will find different opinions on the nature of the astral realm/after life.

So, in response using MY OWN experience and research (personal astral projections, books by Swedenborg, opinions of others i have conversed with, their experiences, and youtube/google information),
I conclude the astral realm/after life (that are the same realm) is THOUGHT-Intuitive.AKA: it responds to your thoughts and feelings in a physical like way. If you think of a flower, POOF a flower. So I agree with you saying "if you imagine a garden it will appear" that it can also apply to tulpas/imaginary friends, or anything else you can think up of for that matter.

As far as tulpas being as "real" as us, they are; kind of. It can say and do WHATEVER YOU tell it to do, usually, they don't have their own agendas or personalities unless YOU create them that way, so in that sense, they CANNOT develop their OWN personality, unless you create them too. That is the only difference really between tulpas and other life-forms. We are capable of our own will, personality, emotions, decisions, morality, etc etc but tulpas do not, unless YOU* have made them that way, which, even if you do that, it still isn't the same as our own free-will, since you would have created them in the way you create them, where we can chose how we wish to be.


I hope that response resonates with you, if you would like to further talk about tulpas with me, shoot me a reply or private message! I would love to talk more with you about this if you like! I have "played" with tulpas since I was a young boy and still do.

Much love,
always,
Drake. ♥

I would like to start learning/practicing reiki, but I wonder if taking classes is practical. I read sometimes classes can decrease your natural reiki ability,  while others say classes are a good place to learn. Also, reiki class prices are well.. pricey. What's your input?