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its an ineffable feeling of extroardinary LOVE for everything in existance, completely filling your body, then seeping out into the rest of the world, until all that is remaining is a wonderful vibration of magnificent feelings.


happened to me on my 15th bday

of course im talking about spiritual devine type love, not the hollywood version of it

Yeah, screw the momy excrement, if you feel like doin it then your not too old, if you have doubts then go with whatever you know is right

Oh whats the worst that could happen?


Realyy though Life is a cosmic playground, if you cant do something one way, there ae infinity ways of doing another way...if that makes saense


Stick you privets into some fire metaphysically, do it like some martioans from the 5th dimension, do it like you oyu have always wanted too.


Besides, you already have done it, WHOLEness, realize simply, its already been done

hahaha, man you people are funny !


anyway, like i said, it wasnt physical sexuality, it as like energetic stuff.


Tisha, it wasnt a "taking advantage of"  if anything I was taking advantge of the water. I didnt really know wtf I was doing, and the water was a pro


13,  haha, if you like them bath and shower magazines, you should definitely get issue number 27, of november 1999, they are displaying the new meon jet stream hot tubs, very nice !

anyway, I know what you mean about feeling others eenrgies in water, when i was doing it, i could like feel all the history of the people who water has been with, and all of the energy it has soaked up, etc.

Also, the waters energy was filled with sexual charge, not just from me, but from generations ago, it was really "experienced," so I doubt i am the firt or the last to try this.

About the psychic link to me through water, im not really worried about that because the water contained so many other peoples energies, and why would somebody just randomly try to harm me? My intent witht he water was positive, and I think anybody who would take the tiem to feel the water would realize my intent and therefore any negative consequences wouldnt happen?

Heck, intent is contaigious, and im hoping they catch my positiveness


Anyway, the water sex thing was something that was partly my initiation. Ive been feeling very sexual energy lately and I was sitting htere in my bath tub, and meditated for a little bit (just blank mind meditation) and then I laid back in hte bathtub, and the water was like energetic feeling.

and so hen i just started feelings its sexual energy, and sending it my sexual energy, and like by the time we were done  i was vibrating and like my skin was tingeling increbily crazy, the bottom of my feet, and my hands were like going crazy wiht electricity or something, and i was having all sorts of sensations shooting around my body.

then, it was like, i wasnt in my body anymore, i couldnt realyl feel my body as you normally feel it, it was like i could only feel my energy body and i could feel hte water playing with me(me = energy body)

but by then i was so worn out from doing it, i was like about to pass out.

so then i just sat there and let water massage me with energy.


Tao, actually its funny you mention the air thing, because air was involved in it too.

it was like a threesome with me and water and air, but i didnt mention air because it didnt do as much as the water did. Me and water started, then air joined, then air sorta played aroudna bit, then me ans water got it on hardcore.




I dunno though, in conclusion, i was planning on trying it again, just to see more what its like.

I feel pretty safe about it, i doubt its some sort of evil spirit, or its going to possess me because of my weak mind and teenage hornyness

Feel the love

Im going to read a bok written by a christian, its called "The screwtape letters" or somehting like that, by CS L(or SC?) LEwis   lol, I  think you should read that book too and notice how what that dude says, and htink about how it corresponds directly to all of the yoga/blah stuff here.

Most christians are pretty "physical world" and therefore d not see that in reality they are worshipping the same thing.


also, the bible is misenterpretted WAY too much by egotistical novice preachers who dcouldnt care less about divinity, but go to church as a way to parade their ego's and communicate with otehr people socially.

I have typed this post completely blind, so sorry for any spelling erros, etc.

For some reason I cannot see the text window on theis... ?? Its probably my cmomputer though, so dont worry about it, moderators

damn, this window is still invisible, but heres another link, regarding tantric sex
http://sivasakti.com/articles/tantra/introduction-to-tantra-art05.html

uhhhh this text window is invisible on my computer right now, so Ill type this blindly, and give you all this link http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/gaia.htm

No it was just my regular bathtub, and im not really sure what i had sex with, it wasnt me just making waves tho lol

I thought that at first too, but then the "water" was like "stop it, its not physical sex" and then things started really cooking!

anyway, im 15ing, im  going to search soe more online and thn maybe reply more.

One time, I was working with energy. I was playing wwith my psiwheel. Anyway, long story short, The power in my house flickeres, and then goes out, like in the whole neighbor hood.

So then I take the phone off the hook,because it has a l;ight up display, so I could see better, and I was focusing on the ligh in it, and I made it dim out. Then I stopped and it came back on.

Also, while I was working on energy, my room was intensly hot. It was like 95 degrees, maybe up to 100.  When the power went out, it dropped temperature almost immediatly. In the course of about 2 minutes the temperature must have dropped to about 80degrees. And then when I left the room, and came back after a while, it was even cooler. Around 70.


I doubt that I caused all of that, but I think it must have contributed at least.