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So I have posted before about this, but it's developed.
When I'm going to sleep, I will see instant flashes of light, constant low-redish dots (seem to be relative locations of energy sources), and developing fields of rainbow darkness. The flashs usually occur when I'm in a prime sleeping state before relaxing in bed. The red dots are not my subtle visual stimulus from underneath my eyes, for i know i'm staring forward. Also, while staring forward, it feels like I am staring. I can also notice when my stare blinks. I also tested myself to make sure I didn't have my eyes open, and would be able to open them physically. So, with this meta-physical stare and blinking, I notice my field of observation developing into the shadow rainbow. I believe that this with time will develop into fully developed vision. I know there are a few of you on this forum who are more developed than me, and I'm almost on to my own path. I was just wondering, what would be a good validation for the red lights? And what about the instant flashes, does anybody have an explanation for those? Are they similar to the flashes one enters while going into an OBE?

We don't fight over ideals (religion/culture/tradition), those ideals are used to label, divide, and conquer. Through a flawed logic of decomposition, an individual and unique subset of muslims (extremestists) represent the whole muslim community, and that all muslims should be treated the same.

Anyways, like most influential moments in history, it was setup up and portrayed by precise calculations. Divide and conquer; as long as your the one gaining from the conflict, why not fuel it?! So please don't go spouting falsified claims either; although muslim extremists were involved, it was not all there doing. Now it's up for dispute who had assisted them, but we'll never really know. Neither can we really trust the mainstream's perspective, for they just eat that up and excrement it out. History is filtered, so nothing ever exists clearly.

I started watching a lot of martial arts lately ... thanks for posting it. I will have to get into it soon. Weng Chung rocks!

Is a dream journal all that necessary? I find that atleast when I remember my dreams that I'm doing something right. I mean I hash over my dreams and their relevance. I've also lately had dreams that have had quick turn-around upon relevance. So really what's the worth in keeping a journal?

I'd be perfectly happy being nude myself. I embrace my bodily image. I guess I might find it easier to do so being in great health though.

I'm from Portland(Oregon?)!! I'm still young (not a child) but realizing early on what my childish experiences were about. I've believe I've been put on a certain path for sure. I mean just today I had finally played out the events in my last dream. So where will my next dream lay me? How about you, what is your path looking like right now?

I've realized some recent past dreams have been about the future and past events that I've experienced. Does a recent spur of psychic dreams mean I'm on the right track? I mean I've been practicing NEW energy, separated from PEEDs (positive energy emitting devices) for extended periods, sensing more psychic tendencies, etc.

the free-flowing state-of-mind is what connects us to where we 'desire' or 'attract' to. It's what develops the imagination to grow, the whole-hearted response of our nature is what we connect with.
That's my interpretation of where I am in conceptualizing that process. The talking mind is desensitized.

Poor Xanth ... haha. Very cool situation though Voyager. That is phenomenal. So you didn't get a reply from the girl or teacher later in life? Do you think that this girl was a love from a past life?

Great points Stillwater, things I dearly hate to see in vids and can't stand to watch. We as a forum community should try to compile video clips and produce what we believe is a grand approach to our community??
ANYBODY WITH ME?

I've stimulated my whole legs by focusing awareness to from my energy hands waving. I hadn't thought of it to work, but once i prompted my legs soon followed. Now I'm not sure what energy motions the feet follow, but i bet this could apply.
Now for feeding the legs energy, I've sat meditating and place my palms on my feet, and I could feel the energy climb up my calves (very trippy for a first experience). I think you might have to in some movement focus the energies and align them with the feet to give it energy. I don't know how exactly they would absorb it by absorbing the ambience with your hands ... ?

Ok, thanks man. Now is this just a couple spins?? I've had one instance where I've spun myself too hard, and lost consciousness. And for accepting dream content, I can see how buying into that stuff can lower consciousness. But buying into it and playing along are two different things. I was aware of it being a dream state, that's why I was able to fly.

My state was different. I 'knew' I was in a dream from 3rd person, but I still engaged the dream. I know it wasn't astral awareness. My awareness was altering a couple times. I remember seeing myself 3rd person for a while, then transitioning to 1st. Like when I was about to fly and during flight I was 1st.

So what is your opinion about states and sustained lucidity Xanth?

The funny thing was, in this dream, I was looking for my car, and I swore it was on the next street over, and I didn't want to walk through the trees, so I decided to fly up and find my car that way. Once i flew up and came down around the next street I remember coming down to tree level and then consciousness faded.

So, in my dream last night, I lifted off the ground with relative ease trying to cross over some trees to land on the next street over. I kinda took a squared route, but my descent was blurred as I approached the ground and I lost consciousness. That was last nights dream, but I've had instances where I've landed, but in a warped way, where I appeared in where I guess I was supposed to be but didn't intend to be.

So, has anybody else had problems landing while flying through dreams?

The hip-hop/rap artist Canibus has mentioned backward clicks, and "Hail Satan" ... and considering his content is so rich and valued I'd consider the topic of Backward linguistics relevant. I don't know in context what is determined about it, but I think it's just psychological programming. For what i'm not sure.

Anyone know why the forum crashed? I was really frustrated when it happened.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lI89ovR36r0
this is what happens 

I believe NDE, like OBE are conscious/subconscious interactions and adjustments. It's really the wholeness of you communicating what it wants (ie you to 'love' more, to 'learn' from your self, to 'adapt'). Think of it as a collective nudge into what you should be doing, and there is a sense to it, it senses where you are on your life.

In real life? Where? What led these people to being there and able to do this?

http://web-us.com/brain/Visual_Test_Hemispheric_Dominance.htm

I've printed the two circles out on paper, which is better than starring at a computer screen. It's easy to notice the hemisphere energies try to balance and fluctuate.

Well when I was young it was easy to believe in it. I had a nightmare with a demon who flew around my house like it was targeting us. It never really did anything. I remember he reoccurred in a second dream, where I was near this like church building, and this time i was flying around as well. Then the other night it 'seemed' like two red eyes were staring at me off to the side of me, and that demon is what came to me.

I was reluctant to ease it's presence by calming my mind and down playing it.

Any other comments about my experience. I believe the most bizarre thing was hearing the person yelling help. Anyone else experienced something like that?

Very powerful man, I'm totally there with you. I love it when life just clicks into place and it eases up on you. I've noticed the more 'natural' you are, the more you allow yourself to 'naturally' process things, that it doesn't hinder you or your surroundings.

So the other night I had been out and up late. I went to bed around 2, I had been smoking previously; I was in an altered state of consciousness before sleeping. These factors were favorable for me to attempt something. Initial sensations were: heavier breathing/cosmic winds, free flowing mind, deep relaxation, little discomfort. I then began to trail off on multiple trains of thought. I did remember what I was thinking before I engaged a silence within. This engagement was particularly new; I felt in a state of Om, i felt it vibrate steadily, slowly expanding and pushing other thoughts away. I knew I wanted to achieve this and was reluctant to have done it so easily. I then remember hearing some little voice yelling out "Help". It sounded like Navi off of Zelda. It made me think of a crystal(idk why), and it was very unique. I then started thinking,"Where are you?" Then the voice started repeating something I couldn't quite hear, but was consistent.

So that was it for my experience. I knew I was gaining major ground on something that will play in later to myself. I also want to note, before I even entered my house, I was a little paranoid, so I thought I saw a pale girls face gasping from inside my car. I also swore I heard this demon w/ red eyes. Now I wasn't directly looking at these, I saw them from my peripheral. And this demon was one I remember experiencing in a dream once that was tormenting my house at night, very quick and forceful movements, all of which were intimidating. I wasn't that scared by it all though, thought it was feeding off my paranoia, so I calmed myself and ignored it. It had completely subsided once I entered my house.

very rad, man. Can't wait for my time!!! Cool how you quickly transition from relative location to space lane to astral location.